Fellow Travelers Ending: "He was the man I loved." - Hawk

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  • @josmacch
    @josmacch Рік тому +665

    I was relieved his daughter was there. I thought how sad he is there all alone; he lost his son, wife, and Tim. He never lost his daughter.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +97

      As much as I wanted him to suffer a lil bit, I was kinda glad his daughter didn't leave him.

    • @anthonyboarman3833
      @anthonyboarman3833 Рік тому

      I am also glad his daughter was sweet and supportive of him. I hope this deepens and creates more of a bond with him and his daughter. He sure does need it. This is the most touching scene in the movie for me.@@nickmendes7479

    • @knowledgegathererdraftsave1979
      @knowledgegathererdraftsave1979 9 місяців тому +43

      It was sweet and heartwarming to see that despite how Lucy had left him and that Hawk was on his own, at least his daughter Kimberly was the only family that didn’t turn her back on him.
      I also believe that had Tim been around for more of Jackson’s life that he might not have died and would have been standing there with him too. For one thing, Jackson trusted, felt more safe and comfortable with Tim after only meeting him in just two nights.
      I’m sure he would have wanted to hear everything about who he was and how much his father loved him; how they loved each other.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  9 місяців тому +4

      @@knowledgegathererdraftsave1979 😭😭😭

    • @The_Black_Caps
      @The_Black_Caps 9 місяців тому +3

      Facts

  • @amadeus5889
    @amadeus5889 10 місяців тому +210

    All of these good people. Teachers, writers, accountants, musicians, chefs, taxi drivers, artists, patriots, dissidents, brothers, sons…I’m here and they’re not.

    • @sherylsmallwood-valdivia5375
      @sherylsmallwood-valdivia5375 7 місяців тому +17

      I feel the same way. It's like a whole generation of people gone and I just happened to be here because of the time I was born in.

    • @amadeus5889
      @amadeus5889 7 місяців тому +10

      @@sherylsmallwood-valdivia5375 Best we can do is honor their memory by living well and being happy.

    • @markporter9075
      @markporter9075 11 днів тому +1

      Yes. So many, many people gone too early.

  • @oooobamasan
    @oooobamasan Рік тому +448

    this scene is stuck in my head for eternity. gave me literal seasonal depression.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +11

      Ify. This is very heart shattering. 💔

    • @colinlavelle7806
      @colinlavelle7806 11 місяців тому +1

      @@nickmendes7479 Me as well...just lovely!

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому +1

      Can you tell me why they don‘t end up together?? And what happens with tim?😭😭 does he die omg

    • @gabrielcros2843
      @gabrielcros2843 6 місяців тому

      I am in the same boat since last night so I came back on UA-cam to torture myself x)

    • @tafftuth
      @tafftuth 5 місяців тому

      Same

  • @Castielxangel
    @Castielxangel Рік тому +371

    i wont recover from this

  • @Va1hallazm
    @Va1hallazm 11 місяців тому +167

    just finished the show like 2 minutes ago, cant stop crying

  • @xxwhispersxx2856
    @xxwhispersxx2856 Рік тому +287

    By the way his daughter doesn't look surprised at all by her dad's emotions and confessions, I am guessing she figured it out a while ago.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +42

      I mean, she talked about it with her mother.

    • @xxwhispersxx2856
      @xxwhispersxx2856 Рік тому +12

      @@nickmendes7479 Ah! I actually have not watched the show yet, I was watching clips here, so I was clueless lol. Thank you!

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +15

      @@xxwhispersxx2856 what are you waiting for? 😭

    • @Anajulia895
      @Anajulia895 9 місяців тому +8

      he was the one who had just figured it out.

  • @drish2413
    @drish2413 Рік тому +88

    What a great actor Matt Bomer is.I bow down to his acting 🙇❤ .

  • @cspetronilho
    @cspetronilho 9 місяців тому +79

    I'm nearly dehydrated now after sobbing desperately for almost an hour because of that ending.

  • @knowledgegathererdraftsave1979
    @knowledgegathererdraftsave1979 Рік тому +164

    I have fallen in love with this show, the characters, the love between Hawk and Tim (Matt and Jonathan were amazing), I’ve had my heart broke and I will carry all of it with me forever. Their love is consuming and heart moving.
    *Beyond measure*
    I’m glad that Hawk finally said it. ❤🥹Even though Tim couldn’t hear him say it 💔😢

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +22

      He only said it once and only when Tim was no longer around. Sometimes I really hated Hawk so much. If only he wasn't so hot.

    • @ilariaquaranta9672
      @ilariaquaranta9672 Рік тому +17

      In the novel he did it, instead.
      When Tim came back from Europe and they met again.
      Tim was crying anyway "I love you, Hawk"
      And so Fuller felt himself starting to say the words he knew he shouldn't.
      But he said them anyway: "I love you, too"
      (From "Fellow travelers" - chapter 37)

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +3

      @@ilariaquaranta9672 that's amazing then.

    • @knowledgegathererdraftsave1979
      @knowledgegathererdraftsave1979 Рік тому +2

      @@ilariaquaranta9672
      *words that were actually a bit more true than he would have expected them to be*
      I read the book not long ago, yeah, it was a truly romantic moment.

    • @colinlavelle7806
      @colinlavelle7806 11 місяців тому +4

      I've watched it twice (from Australia) I think it's so moving. I'm now 75 years of age and remember the onset of the AIDS crisis. I was also a Registered Nurse at a dedicated Infectious Diseases Hospital in Melbourne in around 1990 where HIV patients were treated and cared for wonderfully. They were very sad times.

  • @thomasschroeter302
    @thomasschroeter302 10 місяців тому +30

    It's 7am, I started the show last night and I couldn't stop. Now I'm weeping because it's both a tragic and a happy ending. This series is so important and I appreciate how well Jonathan and Matt acted both in love but more importantly in distance. I'm 26 and I studied (largely) queer history so I know both of the pain our elders went through and also understand that I will never be able to comprehend how it feels to see one friend after another pass away. I'm so grateful to my LGBTQ forefathers for allowing my generation to live in health and freedom (at least in most Western as well as some Latin American countries).

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  10 місяців тому +2

      Studying it sounds cool but like heartbreaking.

    • @sophiawilson8696
      @sophiawilson8696 4 місяці тому

      Happily Ended? it sad as hell damn 😭 didn't like it.

  • @kenny7561
    @kenny7561 Рік тому +70

    This scene was beautiful!. I never knew such a memorial existed, a single quilt 3ft by 6ft the size of a grave about, a memorial to those who succumbed to AIDS all because a lot of funeral homes would not hold a burial for the deceased.
    We have a quilt in Australia and it has been heritage listed, meaning these people will always be protected, loved and looked after until the end of time.
    America in 2020, had a very similar thing happen to protect their loved ones quilts.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +2

      Oh wow I didn't know that. That's amazing to hear!

    • @colinlavelle7806
      @colinlavelle7806 11 місяців тому +3

      @@nickmendes7479 Yes I'm from Melbourne, Australia, and there was a quilt displayed at the Royal Exhibition Building here many years ago. I don't know what happened to it but the Gay community here in Melbourne was just amazing, supportive and proactive.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  11 місяців тому

      @@colinlavelle7806 that's heart reassuring. ❤️❤️

  • @ushosisarkar1507
    @ushosisarkar1507 Рік тому +37

    Story. Acting. Background Score. Cinematography. And the result ❤

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому +1

      Can you tell me why they don‘t end up together?? And what happens with tim?😭😭 does he die omg

  • @DaveCeron
    @DaveCeron Рік тому +75

    I’m currently experiencing what Skippy went through, I’m David and I met the love of my life Richard back in October 2016 we were both 23 at the time and 30 now.. we come and go, my love for him is the same as Tim felt for Hawk and the same Richard’s love like Hawk. Sometimes I doubt he really loves me.. hopefully someday he’ll confess it to me.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  Рік тому +17

      Oh my. I'm not gonna say anything. All I know is that YOU deserve someone who makes you feel loved!!!

    • @DaveCeron
      @DaveCeron Рік тому

      @@nickmendes7479hopefully time will heal me for having this consuming love for Richard Santos.. 💔

    • @colinlavelle7806
      @colinlavelle7806 11 місяців тому +14

      I hope it works out for you sweetheart...I really do! I'm now 75 and I was madly in love with a boy at my catholic high school....so 60 years ago. We never did anything just glances but we both knew there was something. I never saw him again but I still love him to this day!!!

    • @DaveCeron
      @DaveCeron 8 місяців тому

      @@colinlavelle7806💔 real love never fades it’ll maybe transforms our paths but it never goes away…

    • @adityakulkarni6443
      @adityakulkarni6443 Місяць тому

      Hope you get d love that u deserve..I really wish so..

  • @alonso071
    @alonso071 Рік тому +41

    Lord knows how much I cried. I cried like a baby. Lord this hurt too much. This broke me.

  • @panchalimbu8845
    @panchalimbu8845 2 місяці тому +7

    That special words made tim fully complete and was satisfied even he was a soul.l bet that words meant everything to tim.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  2 місяці тому +1

      @@panchalimbu8845 and Hawk could not say it when Tim was alive grr

  • @elenitapianohoy3114
    @elenitapianohoy3114 8 місяців тому +31

    This scene was terrific. The quilt too with Tim name snd the words beyond measure. The idea of Tim dead is terrible. Reminds us we will be dead too. We know but many times dont realise it. Tim was so sweet

  • @The_Black_Caps
    @The_Black_Caps 9 місяців тому +20

    This was such a cinematic and heart wrenching series. Definitely deserved more recognition 😢 every episode felt like a movie

  • @visa3267
    @visa3267 7 місяців тому +20

    Cried like a baby , when matt started slobbing.

  • @panchalimbu8845
    @panchalimbu8845 Місяць тому +3

    The music at the moment just hit the spot and with that words made it as good as it supposed to be god these musicians and script writers must be one of a kind.

  • @bfigliozzi
    @bfigliozzi 5 місяців тому +5

    One of the most brilliantly made series of our time. I am forever changed by this show.

  • @greentombdive
    @greentombdive Рік тому +25

    Welling up with appreciation for this conclusion of closure and Hawk’s (and Bomer’s) performance and last lines. As it would be, I’m left wondering about Hawk’s future. The BEYOND MEASURE episode and particularly Tim’s explanation continues to resonate in my life.. and will, I hope, for ever.

    • @ramalamadingdong7576
      @ramalamadingdong7576 Рік тому

      Such a powerful message. Beautifully conveyed.

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому

      Can you tell me why they don‘t end up together?? And what happens with tim?😭😭 does he die omg

  • @MrJitrocks
    @MrJitrocks 11 місяців тому +11

    Oh dear! Just finished watching this entire series and I don't think I can get over the last scene in my entire life.

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому

      Can you tell me why they don‘t end up together?? And what happens with tim?😭😭 does he die omg

    • @katyaalbescu3913
      @katyaalbescu3913 Місяць тому

      Same

  • @berrrry_
    @berrrry_ Рік тому +38

    I died completely in this scene 💔

  • @smallworld1624
    @smallworld1624 7 місяців тому +3

    Can never watch this without crying. Beautiful. Matt Bomer was phenomenal.

  • @eddymonsterrr
    @eddymonsterrr 10 місяців тому +13

    I haven't cried this much since brokeback mountain... this broke me (again)

    • @santusanturohit4832
      @santusanturohit4832 10 місяців тому +1

      There is famous BL movie from Taiwan..here gravein your name .watch it.

    • @laminage
      @laminage 4 місяці тому +1

      Wow what a way to confess that you loved someone other than your former wife.

    • @laminage
      @laminage 4 місяці тому

      @@santusanturohit4832 Did you ever see Imagine Me & You. That was an amazing Movie. Tony Cheung also did a Movie about a Man who falls in love with a Woman. The problem is that both of their spouses are having an affair with each other.

  • @thomaslucia3059
    @thomaslucia3059 5 місяців тому +2

    When you hear rapturous music or see an amazing photograph, you can understand the immediate emotions. But watching a film is watching a performance - make-believe, if you will. Experiencing this final scene blurs the lines of story-telling and reality - grabbing and lifting your heart to a state of bared emotion. An indescribable fountain of raw love and admission...finally, perhaps, allowing your heart to simultaneously break and rejoice.

  • @colinlavelle7806
    @colinlavelle7806 11 місяців тому +6

    This is a beautiful and moving scene opening up to his daughter.

  • @HERES.THEBRITS
    @HERES.THEBRITS Рік тому +54

    This scene will be mentioned in my death note , down to the exact seconds at which I cried .

    • @42Dariel95
      @42Dariel95 11 місяців тому

      Your death note?

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому

      Can you tell me why they don‘t end up together?? And what happens with tim?😭😭 does he die omg

    • @HERES.THEBRITS
      @HERES.THEBRITS 7 місяців тому +1

      If you really want to know, Tim and Hawk did break up and Tim died of AIDS. They didn't end up together cause gay n yk they weren't all about pride back then so Hawk got married and had 2 kids in an arranged marriage (kind of) they do meet up again a couple time to the end of Tim's life Hawk helped take care of him. I'm not the best at summaries and ik im missing a whole lot of the show but. Tim deserved Hawk but Hawk didn't deserve Tim.

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому

      @@HERES.THEBRITS ahh thank youu, Thats so tragic omg why did he have go die like that😭 do you know where I can watxh

    • @HERES.THEBRITS
      @HERES.THEBRITS 5 місяців тому

      @@lenamuller8107 im not sure which paid streaming site it is on because I streamed it on the internet on a site that since then has been taken down , but you can try Vumoo :D

  • @winterrose747
    @winterrose747 9 місяців тому +12

    That fucking broke me. This series scarred my soul and heart. Amazing story, amazing acting. Very moving. I can't recover

    • @lenamuller8107
      @lenamuller8107 7 місяців тому

      Can you tell me why they don‘t end up together?? And what happens with tim?😭😭 does he die omg

    • @winterrose747
      @winterrose747 7 місяців тому +2

      @@lenamuller8107 Hawk was a coward, later he felt responsible for his family (but this life was also easier him and his reputation). At the end Tim asked him to leave. Hawk was always the one who made decisions for both of them but it was Tim's last Word about their relationship (they loved eachother and I believe that if Tim would allow Hawk to stay would stay gladly). Tim died without Hawk around becausw that was easier to him. He was loved by many, fought for what he believed was right and loved frelly. I'm kind of sorry for Hawk but also glad that he lived with constant regret. He could be dominant and powerful person but he could never be as brave as Tim who wrongly could be interpreted as weaker person

  • @staywithme9304
    @staywithme9304 11 місяців тому +17

    For the whole show he never said that to him.. Tim have to die to hear that from him... Why? .. Oh God it is so touching at the same time tough to move on from this trauma.. I m in the place of Tim cried very hard.. Still loving the same person different way even knowing the results will turn out same... I swear my hands are shaking while writing this.. It's really true that we never always should expect HAPPY ENDING with everything we do.. It's killing me

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  11 місяців тому +1

      I hope you're alright now there. Yeah I want to really really hate Hawk but their love story is just beautifully tragic it hurts.

    • @staywithme9304
      @staywithme9304 11 місяців тому +1

      @@nickmendes7479 Not really.. But someday I will move on from this.. Sometimes it's really difficult to differentiate between the things which is actually real and the things which I want it to be real...

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  11 місяців тому +1

      @@staywithme9304 yes I feel you. 😭

    • @staywithme9304
      @staywithme9304 11 місяців тому

      @@nickmendes7479 Hey.. Can u plz recommend some more series like this one.. Bl..

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  11 місяців тому

      @@staywithme9304 oh yeah I can list down some for you. Have you watched more series/movies like this before?

  • @Adona811
    @Adona811 7 місяців тому +6

    This was a wonderful series and a beautiful depiction of their love. Tim made him whole and he made Tim complete. Even when they were mad at each other, it never lasted because their love always won. "Sweetheart, he wasn't my friend. He was the man I loved"..❤❤

  • @shank9956
    @shank9956 Рік тому +5

    Les larmes ont coulé toute seule pendant cette scène...
    Je crois qu'il été prefferable d'en finir avec cette scene car cela devenait trop douloureux; pour autant je n'est aucun regret d'avoir vu cette série magnifique.
    Notre monde est dure et cruel, la beauté qui en ressort parfois entre deux personne peut être une laideur pour ceux qui n'ont pas appris la tolérance.
    Cette serie est magnifique.
    Un bout d'histoire qui dépeint avec justesse et précision l'Amérique des années 50.
    On y apprend beaucoup de choses, ont est choqué, on ri, on pleure, on s'ennerve.
    Cela a été fais avec beaucoup de coeur

  • @gabrielcros2843
    @gabrielcros2843 6 місяців тому +9

    Finished the TV show last night and cried like no tomorrow. Still feeling upset from the show. It makes me realize that queer rights I can enjoy right came with a huge cost. Our queer people from the past suffered and fought for us to be able to say "I do" and be recognized by societies as normal people. Thank you to them and I feel sorry you were treated that way (and I know some are still being poorly treated that way). Loved the show and will watch again

  • @asimweishengoma6866
    @asimweishengoma6866 7 місяців тому +11

    Just finished this series.. but i can't help asking myself this question..
    "Did Hawk really love Tim?"..
    But again i always get this answer..
    "Tim lived his best.. he had no regrets, he decided to be true to himself and he came to terms that his love for Hawk without getting it back in return was enough for him."❤
    Damn.. this series is amazing and yet another sad ending 😅😊

  • @lennonlotardo6145
    @lennonlotardo6145 10 місяців тому +6

    Beautiful

  • @Theworldtarot1111
    @Theworldtarot1111 7 місяців тому +8

    Tim died to hear him say he loves him 😭💔💔 when tim singed “ so if you really love me “ say yess but if you dont dear. Confess “ just to hear him say yess till the day he died 💔💔

  • @sidranazirhussain
    @sidranazirhussain Рік тому +30

    I am still crying

  • @DavidPadgett-b5o
    @DavidPadgett-b5o 13 днів тому

    I watched this whole show and didn't start crying until this scene! :(

  • @panchalimbu8845
    @panchalimbu8845 Місяць тому +1

    Those tears carries lot of his resentment for tim and when he said "sweet heart" those emotions for him just couldn't hold his feelings and i all went out from his eyes" i feel so sad for tim even he loved him so much so that every relationship he got tim let them be the first without any hesitation. Because he knew that love can never be forced. So at the end he let him go for his benefits.

  • @canalekathia6803
    @canalekathia6803 7 місяців тому +2

    Série magnifique et de très bons acteurs !

  • @trini_islandboi
    @trini_islandboi Рік тому +11

    I have scene this scene over 10 times, and it takes me out every time! 😢😢 Sigh

  • @Dramaloons
    @Dramaloons 10 місяців тому +2

    This story is breathtaking I feel like it’s my story that I’m watching
    I’m Tim Laughlin cuz what I’m dealing with every single day I don’t wanna die alone

  • @Spiritual-Log
    @Spiritual-Log 2 місяці тому +3

    Going through an existential crisis after this....

  • @panchalimbu8845
    @panchalimbu8845 Місяць тому +1

    If it wasn't for tim her dad could've been gone. It was him that he bring him back to her. The way that tim show how selfless was he is unimaginable. It was hawk who was lucky to have such a lover like tim. He was one in a million.

  • @enriqueanavyzemog2094
    @enriqueanavyzemog2094 5 місяців тому +1

    Su llanto me rompe, me hace llorar y recordar los amigos que perdí. Es tan real ese llanto que me hace llorar cada vez que veo la escena.

  • @jewyydd
    @jewyydd 25 днів тому +1

    i rarely comment on this app but bro this is justtt i’m still sobbing 😭😭😭

  • @laminage
    @laminage 4 місяці тому +2

    Hawk is like Ennis Del Mar in Brokeback Mountain who was scared to come out fully while Tim was like Jack Twist. Also it has a Thorn Birds vibe to it because Hawk had such a hold over Tim until the day he died.

  • @tafftuth
    @tafftuth 5 місяців тому +1

    This show.This show tore me apart. It really broke me

  • @АннаСмолякова-й8в

    BEYOND MEASURE

  • @joshuajackson2837
    @joshuajackson2837 21 день тому

    This blends perfectly with angels in america

  • @mayarrajesh
    @mayarrajesh 5 місяців тому +1

    i don’t think there will ever be a version of me that won’t cry to this

  • @oogabooga224
    @oogabooga224 5 місяців тому +1

    Every time i watch this scene, i start sobbing 😭

  • @howeverzhang7322
    @howeverzhang7322 7 місяців тому +5

    I really cried to death. This is really a bad ending. These two people failed to love each other honestly. I really have never cried so sadly.

  • @moon_rabbit_from
    @moon_rabbit_from 7 місяців тому +9

    Man this show made me realise how much privilege we Gen Z have atleast in the basic rights... And we gota protect them anyhow... For these stories shall not reapet... Poor Tim... Even Luica ... Yes Hwak is problematic... But I still sympathize 😢

  • @jeffr106
    @jeffr106 5 місяців тому +2

    I just finished it last night, i must say that, i cant fully blamed hawk for all he has done to tim and his family, hes a coward, because all the society reject him from his father even his father in law was disgusted if he knew. It creates this dynamic for him to always lie and hide. Hes a victim first and foremost later became a jerk. Hes too afraid to lose it all and ended up with lost it all.
    While tim was his contrast, he complement him in a way he couldnt be. He let go of everything to unshackle himself from Societal judgement. Although Hawk did something sick move to him after the war, i think it works in a way, where tim find himself in a new path.
    if only hawk can let go of his pride, he could get the happy end with Tim, but i understand his view since its scary to lost everything 😢

  • @jboogietwitty
    @jboogietwitty Рік тому +7

    I wasn’t ready for this

  • @enriqueanavyzemog2094
    @enriqueanavyzemog2094 5 місяців тому +1

    Vimos morir a tantos amigos y en cierta forma, los que quedamos vivos, nos morimos con ellos y vivimos con ellos y sus recuerdos.

  • @АннаСмолякова-й8в

    Oh, man, this is so painful.

  • @jeremyheartriter2.063
    @jeremyheartriter2.063 Рік тому +12

    Hawk was such an anti-hero.

  • @chinounitedkingdom9645
    @chinounitedkingdom9645 Рік тому +17

    This is so painful😢

  • @leonelima2486
    @leonelima2486 5 місяців тому +1

    Decisions weren’t made when Hawk was supposed to. The result:

  • @panchalimbu8845
    @panchalimbu8845 Місяць тому +1

    Who says a movie supposed to have only stright lead roles. This series shows the versatility and the impacts of those acting by the one who have potential to sine in the mass.

  • @lalala4ever
    @lalala4ever 9 місяців тому +3

    I haven't been able to watch the show yet. I've seen many scenes, but it's just painful. Maybe someday. 😢😢

  • @jayron5948
    @jayron5948 11 місяців тому +6

    I had a mental breakdown while seeing this scene 😢😮😅

  • @Priya-gc8ig
    @Priya-gc8ig 5 місяців тому +1

    This almost gave me brain aneurysm cuz i was crying so hard

  • @elenitapianohoy3114
    @elenitapianohoy3114 8 місяців тому +5

    I am playing this in this channel " waiting for Tim"

  • @kaamiim
    @kaamiim 8 місяців тому +2

    I'm dead ohmygod I can't stop crying😭

  • @EchoParkMovies
    @EchoParkMovies 27 днів тому

    Sometimes words aren’t needed

  • @v-nyx
    @v-nyx 6 місяців тому +2

    To everyone that day, he was Tim Laughlin. But to Hawk, he will always be 'Skippy'. 😭🤧🤧
    Also, isn't this the first and only time Hawk admitted out loud that he loved Tim? We all knew it, but haven't heard him say it.

  • @ZhongXuan90
    @ZhongXuan90 Рік тому +9

    And I'm sad again

  • @noodlesfosadeo2641
    @noodlesfosadeo2641 6 місяців тому +2

    NOW WHOS GONNA PAY FOR MY THERAPY BC THAT LINE DESTROYED ME????? LIKE????

  • @markporter9075
    @markporter9075 Місяць тому +1

    soul crushing ending. I have questions about what happened after Hawk returned to DC. Lucy was gone and presumably divorced him. What was told to his daughter? And she knew that Tim was providing professional services to the LGBT community from her call to the clinic. Was "your friend" just the closet thing she could say because her father had not acknowledged a love she suspected?

  • @briannaheath6923
    @briannaheath6923 5 місяців тому +3

    I know hawk gets a lot of hate and I get it he used Tim and was very manipulative and controlling but in the end I think he always love Tim he just was protecting himself cause back then same gender relationships were considered such a sin and crime which to me is just ridiculous we should all be free to love who we love and not be judged Ps Tim lived in a fantasy where as hawk stayed in reality because of the time they lived in Ps if only they had met later in time then maybe hawk would have told Tim I love u but fear can control u unfortunately 💔

  • @klaudyojaimesommers3352
    @klaudyojaimesommers3352 Рік тому +9

    I don't even know what to say!!

  • @panchalimbu8845
    @panchalimbu8845 2 місяці тому +2

    I want to see matt and jonathan in other gay series more matt and jhonny chemistry

  • @nyko816
    @nyko816 14 днів тому

  • @annalisaiaccarino6911
    @annalisaiaccarino6911 Рік тому +11

    💔💔💔💔😭

  • @kalibalarose8458
    @kalibalarose8458 Місяць тому +1

    Wait he be dead😢 man writers should stop making us cry and giving us emotional damage 😢please

  • @Mariam_rudberg
    @Mariam_rudberg 6 місяців тому +1

    I'm not crying again 🧢

  • @JCS_666
    @JCS_666 11 місяців тому +3

    sometimes i have to remind myself that this is just a T.V. show and none of it is real

    • @tracymorgan5386
      @tracymorgan5386 5 місяців тому +2

      Not true. The story and situation were and still very true and still happening even today. People on the down low getting married & having families when they are gay and have a secret lovers or lovers on the side.

  • @skeletos06
    @skeletos06 2 дні тому +1

    Hawk was such a hypocrite during the whole show. I can understand why he did all the things he did, given the circumstances of that time. He was looking out for himself, but he was a liar to the end. I know the scenes with Lucy and his family were supposed to be sweet, but I could not help finding it disgusting how fake he was, marrying a woman and having children with her, just to conform. It's easy to say that in 2025, when we have way more rights than they did back in the days, sure, but clearly Hawk did not deserve someone like Tim.
    It's even sadder when you know that it was very common at the time for gay men to live fake straight lives. How miserable is that.

  • @traceylee7637
    @traceylee7637 6 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @laecioeugenio4243
    @laecioeugenio4243 5 місяців тому

    🥺💙

  • @rishitapalepu9549
    @rishitapalepu9549 9 місяців тому +1

    Is there anywhere I can watch this show? I’m literally dying, please helpppp. I’m from India

  • @carlosalbertoguevaragalarz6125

    Can someone explain to me why the jump until 2012? Was it because the guy visited the memorial until his death?

    • @juuuni
      @juuuni Рік тому +10

      Probably like a conclusion of some sort - what I thought was that although their story might have ended in 1986, this movement they lived continued on.

    • @prettypoetess_
      @prettypoetess_ Рік тому +4

      i take it as every time jump following that scene is a moment when they got to reunite (because hawk would come back to this memorial place). and then in 2012, they get to reunite for a last time, only this time will last forever because hawk has now found tim in the afterlife (currently trying to get my shit together while writing this as if i wasnt wallowingly crying just two seconds ago)

    • @ramalamadingdong7576
      @ramalamadingdong7576 Рік тому +9

      It’s showing different years the AIDS quilt was displayed -larger and larger each time as more squares were added. 😢

    • @Owain2129
      @Owain2129 Рік тому +1

      I’m pretty sure it’s because 2012 is the last time the AIDS quilt was on display at the mall in DC. At the time, it was entirely too large at this point to display all at once, and it’s probably grown since.

    • @prettypoetess_
      @prettypoetess_ Рік тому

      @@ramalamadingdong7576 ohhh i didn’t know that

  • @akshayminaj3908
    @akshayminaj3908 Рік тому +4

    Tim die?

    • @Zeenyu
      @Zeenyu Рік тому +4

      Yes, sadly he does. It’s life :(

    • @tamly7552
      @tamly7552 Рік тому

      Could you share with me why he got AIDS?

    • @colinlavelle7806
      @colinlavelle7806 11 місяців тому

      Yes and considering how promiscuous Hawke was....he survived.

  • @sheccid3045
    @sheccid3045 11 місяців тому

    What happened

  • @sarahjames927
    @sarahjames927 Рік тому +3

    so Tim got aids/hiv hence the quilt?

  • @duveyzaleonmamani7080
    @duveyzaleonmamani7080 Рік тому

    💔🥲😭😭

  • @naithokjamatia3967
    @naithokjamatia3967 2 місяці тому

    I just cannot sympathize with this character.

    • @nickmendes7479
      @nickmendes7479  2 місяці тому +1

      @@naithokjamatia3967 Yeah totally understand. 😂

  • @rishitapalepu9549
    @rishitapalepu9549 9 місяців тому

    Is there anywhere I can watch this show? I’m literally dying, please helpppp. I’m from India