its 4am and i'm still missing you
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- Опубліковано 25 чер 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
Listen on Spotify - sptfy.com/i-still-miss-you
Tracklist:
0:00 Boy Nobody - This Is Not Where I Wanna Be / user-249783032
2:21 boone - every time i think of you it rains
/ booneislonely
4:14 sensi sye - behind (slowed + reverb) / behind-slowed-reverb
7:23 SEA - sleepless love
/ sea-sleepless-love
9:50 Dylan Boote - in my head
/ in-my-head
11:35 Trxxshed & allove - Doverstreet / doverstreet
13:55 eugenio izzi - I’ll wait for you at home, even if it's raining
/ ill-wait-for-you-at-ho...
16:12 Retro Aesthetic Boy - strangers
/ strangers-sad-nostalgi...
artwork by @bootleganime
/ bootleganime
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Sometimes I just sit down on my floor in the middle of the night to look out of the window. Life is rough, but at night I feel at peace. For those few hours there are no obligations and it feels like you are the only one awake. Love it.
That's wonderful.
Profound moments
Man i've been waiting for this one for ages. Hope everyone is having an awesome day. If you're not. You can get through it. Be strong.
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rt
Same
u tooo
❤
“Perhaps one day we’ll meet again as characters in a different story, maybe will share a lifetime then.”
It’s been a while 💜
Missed you soo much bootleg 😊💖🌌
It really has been a min. *deep inhale*🚶🏿🤍
Yeah man, keep it up the good work, aight!
been a while for real 🫂
There’s a scammy bot on your channel 😅
I don't want much, I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy, and loved. Wishing you a good day my friend.
I wish that for you as well, have a fantastic day. you got this
I may be the only person in the world who feels this, but in case I'm not... do you ever miss people that you never met?
At the end of your day, when work's over, school's finished, chores completed and you should rest, you just can't.
When you lay your head down against the pillow, you're left with this deep ache for a person you're not sure even exists. No details, no finite descriptions, just the feeling that someone should be here, yet they aren't. They're missing. They're missing and you're left to deal with the ache of their absence. Instead of getting rest, your mind is up for hours, fumbling to fill this hole that their absence ripped from your life. A life meant for two.
Well,
it's still 4am and I still miss you.
I still can't get over him. So many things we planned, wanted to do, to finish, and then he left.
Maybe one day hell come back and I can stop reminding myself it's all my fault.
It always is.
Everyone; If you are feeling down today, remember this: Life has its ups and downs! No matter how bad you feel for how long, you will always get better in the end. But if you are ok or not, hang on to what you believe in and who you are. I hope that you have an amazing day, whether it’s tomorrow, today, or in a few weeks! This music is lovely, it really helps with just relaxing and forgetting about problems. So take the time it took you to read this and forget that you have any problems 🖤.
This man’s always drops stuff at the right moment it’s been 2 months since I last seen her face since we said goodbye and now I wonder what she’s up to
Its been 2 years since I last seen her presence too man, I know how it feels bro. Keep strong, at least I am with you. You ll go through this shit after some time, maybe you will not forgive her as me but at least your pain purify...
I know man, for me it's just 5 days, but it's feels like years. She hates me with reason. I've never had to deal with guilt like this, worst felling ever. Im 23 but it feels like i have lost my future wife because of my own stupidity and confusion. I'm Sending good energies for you amigo, hope we make through this.
@@caioomega470 Good day bro to you, hope you re doing well. First days, weeks, months drives you crazy about it, you think that you cant survive with this shit, life lose the purpose, everything seems dark and blur for you even the world. You starting to survive and count these fucking days since she left you, but it tooks a while and you re realize that shit happens in life and we are all human beings with feelings and everyone made a mistakes. After some years you re decide and realize that it was a lesson for you, gift in order to understand some important things in life and you re going through realizing mistakes she made or you made. Nothing happens for in vain. So be strong my man, you might not stop missing her as me even after 2 years but the pain let down on the bottom of your heart, sometimes you can remember instantly her and the best moments with her, but it will be much easier to remember all that stuff with smile. It became your motivation, grind to continue to proof yourself that you became who you wanted to be in life. In right time she realizes what shes lost but it will be late and you gonna success. With love your anonym bro...
Alright lads, I'm posting this for anyone who can see this. Read it if you want to change your life.
Become the man a woman would never leave.
You need to learn the following in order to do so:
- Be in fantastic shape. Have abs, lift your weights, etc.
- Know how to fight. If you go to a boxing gym and get punched in the face for the first time I guarantee you that'll take your mind off things.
- Have a financial goal in mind. Shoot for the moon. Work super hard towards that goal.
- Fully understand true female dynamics and the reality of women's nature.
Once you have the physique and the mindset of shooting for the moon and the new found knowledge you now have about women, now you can insert yourself back into the dating world. I don't need to tell you what to do at this point because if you keep looking around and learning as much as you can about women before trying again, you'll find the answers you're looking for.
I guarantee if you can dedicate two years to all of this RELENTLESSLY I promise you things will go the right way for you.
I know you really loved that girl. Women are gonna come and go and you're gonna really want them to stay but you have to be a man about it and keep focusing on your life and your purpose. Do not beg them to stay. The women are only an extra perk in your life. Not the center of it. That's a big lesson I had to learn the hard way. And that hurts as most hard lessons do, but the hard lessons you learn you'll remember for the rest of your life.
Also, to stun you a little bit if you still believe in this: There is no such thing as 'the one.' You create the one by how you pilot the relationship. But you'll learn this.
A recommendation that woke myself up to reality, go take a look at some of the heartbroken videos on the askhodgetwins youtube channel. (Preferably the oldest videos you can find of them.)
They're funny, but they give you the strong dose of reality you need to fully understand the current position you're in.
I used to watch the bootleg boy's videos daily. I got cheated on with this chick that I had been with for over a year and it was the first girl I had a serious relationship with. I had many injuries from a poor diet when working out that significantly slowed down my healing process for the heartbreak (I was injured for 3 years straight). I fell into an extremely dark depression of daily suicidal thoughts because of it. I can now confidently say I'm happy to be here with my progress. Your life isn't shit because you're depressed, you're depressed because your life is shit. You CAN change this reality.
I just gave you guys all of the information you need so you don't have to take the longest route possible in this healing process. I'm leaving gaps on purpose because I know the ones that actually take action on this will be just fine and find the gaps that I speak of.
If you focus on self-improvement your life will dramatically change for the better.
The friends you associate with, the level of women you associate with, your goals in this life should dramatically change as well.
Become the man that girl could never get.
For the type of music you listen to (which is why I've been compelled to try and help all of you), don't listen to this stuff all the time. Listen to whatever genre you come to find that isn't sad.
Now, when you hit the gym, that is when you pull this music out.
That's when you can use all of that pain and misery you're feeling in your chest to build a monster physique. (Creatine helps too)
It works like a charm.
The thoughts of her might not go away for a long time. BUT, there's great news in that. That means you have unlimited energy and motivation to attain anything you possibly desire with enough effort put in.
If I can do it, you can too. I'm up 20lbs in bulking (I used to weigh 123lb.. I WILL weigh at least 170lb. within the next year... it's taken me years as I said to recover from previous injuries as I'm 19 now, but my revenge will be absolute and undisputed in ALL aspects of my existence😈)
you let your mind wonder and it wont be good. set some new goals. take care of yourself even more. we going up king.
dude, wow. It's been a really long time since the last video of this serie. I remember everything, this comeback gives me chill and i'm literally shaking trying not to cry. Thank you, really, thank you. I've put some diary notes below the comments of the other videos and i will surely go to read them once more after this video ends.
I'm in a relationship now, and i'm "happy"? I don't even know how I feel, i'm just sure that i'm not feeling like i used to feel. I feel better now and this video tells me how much long i've walked. Seriously, thank you. I'm listening to this music genre for about 4 years now, i was 14 and now i'm 18. Look at me now, for real.
Look at you Elia, you made it until now.
"I will wait for you until the very end"
I have waited, now it's time to live.
I hope that this world will be kind with you.
You matter
Your life matter
Your life is the reason why someone else heart is beating, never forget that.
Stay up kings/queens, i love you all, i genuinely love you all.
Thank you.
thankyou for always being here, glad these mixes help 💜
Thank you for the kind words. I am also a long time fan of this series. I would say I am more or less over the initial heartbreak that had caused me to relate so closely with these videos, yet I still relate to them on a more existential level. I have struggled with my self-image and direction in life for the past 3 years or so, and music like this helps me sort through all the negative thoughts in a safe environment. Keep on pushing forward people. Whatever negative emotions you are experiencing are valid, and I genuinely wish the best for each and every single one of you.
In the wise words of Bob Ross happy painting. You matter and are valuable. Love you all.
Thank you Bob, love you too
❤️
I'm not missing anybody , i just want peace 😌
Praying for peace to you my friend.
If you're from the old 3 am and I'm still awake videos I hope you find something to cover the pit inside your chest my friends. Everyday we work toward a goal and a new shining vessel we call our skin.
There is nothing quite like the comment section of a sad lofi video... We can all be sad and alone together. I love you all. Hang in there. 💙💙
when I watch it feels like I go back to 2016, thank you for being part of moments in my life
💙thank you for featuring my music 💙
I'm listening this song at 4:30AM ..!
Sparking a new generation of sad lofi and I love it thanks bootlegboy for always being there
will always be here 💜
It's been a soooo long time boy. This is my favorite boy when i feel depression, used to looking for. Stay with me. - korean boy
It’s like you know when it’s going wrong. Each time I feel this way you’ve uploaded
stay strong 💜
It really sucks when you want to be heartless but you know that's not who you are.
She:Nobody Stays Forever
He:Then I'll be your Nobody♥
I missed this bootleg video style 😔🖤
The rain makes it better ❤
Thanks so much for the feature😇 Hope you enjoy my track!❤️
thank you Bootleg
😌 This is exactly what I need this winter ❤️🔥
4:11You and i by "zeds dead" is my favorite song from 🇬🇧
Thank you so much for this reminder💘
ive been in love with this channel since i found it 5 years ago
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me too baby.. me too.. please just be happy..
Been missing this series
Hello beautifull. ❤️ I dont know you or your story but let me tell you this.
the whole universe is super proud of how far you've come, You did so wonderfully well till this present moment, You are a great inspiration and you should never stop being just that. You handled every single stages of life as if you've been there before, At a point where everything seems so extremely hard and so challenging, you stood your ground even when you seems to be breaking apart.
You made it this far like nothing happened and you still paint your face with the brightest most beautiful smile, You are just one extraordinary human being with reserved re-silence, A great warrior of all time, An intentional survivor who never give up on life.
You had challenges and you just didn't let that bother you, you had obstacles but you keep moving past them with grace and smile on your beautiful face. No matter how downed you feel sometimes, you always need get back up eventually to keep moving, No matter how much pressure you face, you always need get a hold on your self and make things happen. You should be really proud of how far you've come, you are making a great progress and achieving remarkable feat steadily, you are just way too fit to face the future from this moment onward.
Congratulations for this new dawn,
This is the beginning of another beautiful phase.
Keep going,
Keep being you,
Keep improving,
Keep staying strong,
Keep being fierce,
Keep being inspiring,
Keep wining,
And stay blessed always ❤️💯💕 love you
Thanks for continuing to share such awesome music!
Listing to this on the misty morning smoking even though it’s super cold I’m in the mountains alone.
Thanks for making me feel good smoking when listining to this in a beautiful rainy day
These playlists are a life saver.
Honey wake up, new Bootleg Boy just dropped
the only alarm I will get up for
it's been a tough day, but now i can finally catch a breath. I just hope to not bursting into tears
To everyone reading this comment. Good luck in everything you do. May you fly high in life and success is always with you. Good luck to you!
منها السيعة الأربعة بالصبح بهاي اللحظة , بس هييه أنا هون و متحمس لهاي
It's not four in th morning 🌅🌄 at the moment but hey I'm here and excited for this
a little smoke helps my mood better, thank you everyone, have a good time💜💜
FINALLY!!! really I missed these mixes. Thank you bootleg boy
one of the best playlists
Perfect timing! Love your stuff! 🙌💯
i lay in bed and wonder…if she still thinks about me, i picture that she is lying in bed or looking out her window thinking about me. sometimes i feel that we are so close together but so far away at the same time. i miss her, truly do. the girl who lives in ballard, seattle, i still miss you.
Always gald to be here for these on those sad days 😊💕🌌
its been a while welcome back and thank u for bring us your music💜💜
These 20 minute lofi mixes are my absolute favourites, Thanks again Bootleg Boy💜
❤ greetings from munich, Germany ✨
Wow, another masterpiece! Thank you!
I miss you tooo😍😭😭😭
5:18,
Smoking a cigarette
And I'm thinking of you,
i never thought anime soundtracks would be this good in lofi💚💕💕
Beautiful tracks!
I LOVE so much the title
Had good chills on this one🚬👌😎
love!
perfect
Idk about you guys but these past 2 years have been crazy for me… its like a tidal wave just hitting me and I’m in the middle drowning. In these few years I’ve lost my friend to suicide a father figure to covid and my grandmother to natural causes… on top of that my father is slowly getting weaker and weaker due to his kidney failure and my mother losing her memories to dementia. Ive been trying to keep it together but it just things just end up turning to the worst possible outcomes. I just work my pain away at this point to keep my mind off all of these things but sooner or later i feel like I’m going to break down or explode.
Thx for listening/reading I really have no way or no one to express these feelings to so i just felt like expressing it on here
Stay the course. You will become what you think about. You got that, bro. Just dont give up
damn everyone getting depressed over little things but your reason faxx bruhhh i wish your parents get well soon
I prayed a lot for you and your family as a Muslim brother, I hope they get well. There is no hope in Allah
Be strong 💪... wish and life for a perfect day
I don’t miss her as a person because she hurt me, I miss what she was for me. Someone I could trust and talk to….😣
I thought I was different, but I'm not. Thanks bootleg
This made me smile a lot :) Merry Spooky Season, all!! 🎃
Its been A while 🥰 one of my favorites are back 🥰
that is one STRONG paper to not burn a inch after 20 minutes
So good😢
Finally
Maybe one day you'll give me a chance again, maybe then I won't fuck things up.
For now, I miss you.
Its finally 4am
Extraño a alguien que solo yo me invente....
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vibe boa, mas triste 😞
😌🎧💖
❤
good
Do u post these as live wallpaper? And if so, where?
Only cool people in this community 😱😎
I miss him
I love you
I remember..😔
Staying up till 4
Waking up at 4
same felling...
Look Up ❤
Where does the dialogue come from in the first song? "I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm sorry." "I really liked you, you know? I thought you were different." Please, does anyone know where this is from?
i wish she loved me
Are you from Bangladesh?
The sad truths:
• No one is ever too busy to not text back. That excuse means she doesn't like you.
•"I'm not looking for anything right now" means she doesn't like you and she never will.
Was that clip from untamed heart?
I guess I'll write a comment here since I know no one is going to notice.. I have a good job, a lovely Gf and nice friends so in a lot of ways I made it to where I hoped I would be when I was younger. But what scares me is that I feel so empty and pointless. Like I'm walking around without a real purpose, sure I'm feeling alright from time to time, but the question I really want to just put out there is.. Is this it? Is this how it feels to reach the goals that I been fighting so hard to achieve. Because if this is it... I don't.... I don't know
Too much of a thing is harm, too little is harm.
If I had at least one of those things, I wouldn't be looking for attention on the internet and would try to be happy with what I have. Do you know how many people would be happy with what you have? Value what you have today because tomorrow you can lose it.
You don't need a purpose to live, just live
My friend.....life is what you make of it. Some have it easy, some have it had.
I've lost my little brother 12 yrs ago, and my little sister last month.
But I'm with the woman I've always wanted, but she's moving 5 hrs away, I have 2 beautiful daughters.
Life is a fucking rollercoaster.
Find your center, what grounds you, and fills your soul.
sad 🙂💔
Was meant to be
Don't you dare to dislike videos like this 🤔😡
It’s 6am. *sigh*
Too late
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@@yradm I was sub to your Channel brp
its been roughly two months since we broke up, and im still struggling to move on meanwhile she already talking to other guys. i miss her so much, would do anything to be given another chance with her
40 day after
Is it really so unreasonable to want to be held...
years was spent on draw a new background)
i did it guys! I found a girl thats friends with me :)
🙁🙁🥺🥺
"why are you running?"
-black man in a suit
Cuz it’s jist 4 here