Do you man think you're ready for the bars- flows overly sharp, i'll be severing hearts- don't come round here, acting like you're gonna flex in the dark- heads get wrecked with no tec's in palm- If you rep the ends and ya not dead set to end, I hope you make use of the venom in ya mind- any time i vibe- i remember the start- come from greezy blocks- still i see the top- you'll see me at first- so try beef with a verse - writing em off - my flows are preferred- any word in a song- will leave heads murked- verse aint long but it still hits nerves- Flows overly strong- im prone to roll on- any mc wanna get dat work?
There's pain in my heart, you can see it on my chest pray this pain fall apart, But I aint never been blessed lost thoughts of a mind, that's always under stress, and my mind's like a room, that's always in a mess. When i'm laying in my tomb, maybe i can think straight? left the womb crying, cah i didn't have faith. if i could show what i could do, i could get through another bad day of the rain and the blues
Could mention disturbing things, but I'm a balanced mind so it ain't how I always think, sit back for a moment imagine if life bliss never thought bout raising kids, cause when it comes down it's down to this were pressured into adult minds like to be young it was a sin, may aswell shed ya skin, throw your old one to the bin. (could be plastic could be tin) only involved wid few man an they kno that if I back then I'm not average, let my instincts change from a calm mind to primitive not savage, an if you think your turnin savage go stick a cactus up your arse an do some back flips, say I'm fine lad thanks for askin I'll snap shins in shack dens for practice just to prove my moves are crackin, I'm more than your average type, my mind active struggle to sleep at night, my interest aint what's wrong or right, cause at some point the rights wrong an the left one was a right manoeuvrabilities great, yea pivot much in a fight ghost box without lights don't care much for snap chat, it's just a ghost in a box with light, when I get coke it's real coke no vanilla or diet an if they ain't got my real coke I'm leaving with a sprite. No sugar free were from a world where sugars free, only hot drink I drink is tea 4 sugars not 2 or 3 if there's war I'm an energetic breed were alphas well take the lead 5 minutes later what a disgusting scene destroyed in seconds months to clean might be a challenge to them to me lad it's a breeze, scared like a child from rustling leaves nuttin but cold wind it seems, funny livin in times as populated but as lonely as these, won't get a pic of my face clearly unless its mature don't mention cheese
'I could never be this I could never that" I really cant believe that they telling me that all I know is with bars I could never be wack spitting bars im hard so they telling me that i dont need to slow down cause the remedy fast if you dont wanna clash you aint telling me jack im the reaper.. send you to hell in a flash emotions take over I excel when im mad aint a snitch never will I tell on a cat but i wont be in a cell for repping a flag im repping myself got beef then I step in myself enemies trynna take all my wealth step in the ring I will take all they health these bitches dont wanna break off a nail dont waste time on em just take off, excel
“I ain’t here to stand and sell you dreams I’d rather sell the truth, speak these words and tell you about my life yeah that’s all I can do, move to the left should I move to the right, I tell myself that I’m gonna be alright I dread it everytime I gotta say bye because that means I gotta see my daughter cry”
I was raised In the belly of the beast where we kids just chilling on the street before all of the drugs and beef when we got gassed of ten p sweets now money's the motive most of us hopeless too much stress from an eviction notice if I die tonight will anyone notice only a true soldier wrote this
What change can I make First thing I think when I wake Who's advice should I take Is that real or fake What change can I rate What rate can I change What mates could I change Got me feeling deranged Who's to blame Who's to beat Set my mind free when I realise change is in me.
I've had to face my demons alone all on my own no friends no family no mobile phone I stayed in my zone even when life apply pressure I won't fall apart got of to an awkward start felt pain in that thing we call a heart It's crazy I've felt depressed and low Tryed to talk I thought it's best u know these feeling and thoughts that run though my head I just hope you herd all the things I said Some time I think how easy life would be with out me around its funny I'm always a smiling face when your feeling down but for me it's different it's like I speak you block me out I just wished you listen to me when I speak some times its not easy to breath from all these feeling beneath
What do you know about having somewhere to go but nowhere to go deep down I'm 20 years old, still nowhere to live, no I'm not no slag but I've gotta sleep round They hate you when you're up but love you when you're down that's how I know they wanna see me down You can release a cd full of love but they'll still hate when the cd's out But your opinions don't matter, living this life on a bingo ladder I don't know when I'm gonna fall or shatter but I know that I'll be here till it all goes badder The amount of times I climbed that ladder and fell down, I don't know if I can handle this shit anymore Don't know if I can handle it one more time waking up to all my shit on the floor Like that, I don't really wanna flip anymore, I look round and I can't see real anymore Used to think to myself if dad loves me then why the fuck is he hitting me for I remember being 14 and dumb I was out tryna hustle anything that I could I thought money was everything that you needed in life so why can't we get enough Let me tell you a story, I was 14 and dumb living with my mum I slept with a 25 year old woman yeah that was supposed to be a friend of my mum Now I'm walking around with this shit on my head, I want god to delete it but that was my mess Shit's embarrassing, but I'm not battling no longer, I guess that was my test I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do Move to the left, shall I move the right, I Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I Dread it every time I gotta say bye 'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do Move to the left, shall I move the right, I Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I Dread it every time I gotta say bye 'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry Got way too much love for my brothers and I got way too much love for my mumzy Rest of my family I love you too even though it's been way too long since you rung me Wish I was in dundee sitting comfy coz I'm just sick of getting took for a numpty I saw the girl of my dreams, I just wish that she weren't all the way out of the country ...for everything that I didn't do and I'm sorry for everything that I done wrong Sorry for everybody that I didn't be, sorry but I'm going, I ain't gonna be here for long No I ain't have to survive on my one, god by my side, he's just riding along That's why I gotta get the most I praise coz I know that there ain't no mightier one Had a lot of things go wrong in my life, can you hear the pain in my voice? If the only thing you do when you're round them is smoke weed are they really your boys? Selfishness now-a-days is evil and it's also an object of your choice A lot of people say I should change what I say but I tell them it ain't your voice And now man are saying yo big up, I ain't ice skating I never wanna slip up Looking at the kid that brought this kid up, anybody feel down better pick your chin up Keep working at your dream don't give up, don't stand around waiting for your life to pick up I ain't feeling sorry for myself not even a little, I ain't tryna drink anymore not even a trickle 900 hundred callipers underneath that little bonnet do you really wanna drive that horse You see me when I look around and my mum's still working hard i'd never buy that porsche What a surprise I'm hurting again, and I'm sorry that I, sorry that I feel so distant What do you know 'bout the pain of not seeing my daughter open her first presents on christmas It will make my day when I see you, you'll make my day when I see you Make my day when I, make my day when I, make my day when I see you I don't wanna stress no more, no, I don't wanna stress no more, don't cry Daddy will always be here for you my darling, I swear to you on my life I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do Move to the left, shall I move the right, I Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I Dread it every time I gotta say bye 'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do Move to the left, shall I move the right, I Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I Dread it every time I gotta say bye 'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry
Alright I’m so known notes When I hope for the darkest days to go away on beat I try not to choke fucking hell I smoke the dope I probably can’t cope At times in my mind fly so high wish to die But I know I can’t days I feel I got so far Now I’m just overwhelmed I’m bound to blow Plow a bloke if he don’t give drugs smoking like a chimney you helped me now I’m blind to the lies fucking hell let’s open my eyes I need to see Grind me out of the prison cells In my mind I find a toxic waste can’t Find a space my thoughts are fast paced and I can’t remember the rap I Loose track I get back I spit wack Turn off that leaking tap You just want the drip I fucking roll with crops We drop off that drug stash Make the big cash buy plane trip the plans crashed with me in it was it whatta the cash
Realtalk man I got lost thoughts, an I came up hard I ain't soft, I ust to kick ball at the shops ust to kick ball in my socks, always had mud on my top, always had brothers that mock, my sister I love her a lot, my dad left my mum with four kids on the spot, Yh man hurting a lot man burning a lot, went school but I wernt really learning a lot, mums always worked hard not earning a lot, an it hurts me to watch.......tbc
(Intro After Reverse Cymbal) Strike that ball and i'm doin home run shoot me a hoop, don't wanna shoot guns kick that ball and its goin top bins last time I checked fam I only missed one remember that one time, when i striked out feelin dark i was sittin in a slump lookin at my shoes and I seen no logo now upon my feet I see AJ 1s 3, 6, 9 thats mathematics A, E, I but I don't owe you LSD, Lysergic Acid But its THC thats im pullin from my zoot
Lost thoughts stay above don’t drown in these Epiphany’s it’s takes real to capture the feelings through all we motion this is notorious involvement with my tongue that will spit truth and knowledge watch how my actions Accommodate That’s self love not misplaced no intimidation on any of my written words
Lost thoughts don't get dragged down to the ground youl be ghosting looking like entertys, Just remember the time when I nearly died couldn't catch my breath no breath to breeve Had me sitting on the wing getting stiched up wondering why they just did that to me But fuck dat I was on road got rushed cus Im cold and i stand out mentally
Late at night I’ve been blazing a zoot thinking to myself what am I gonna do cause my mates said we could all do something with this music ting and I said that’s true and I’ve been rapping since a little yute remember days rocking reeboks cause I couldn’t afford them Nike’s cause I’d rather save that extra p so I can afford food to keep in my belly cause I don’t wanna end up on the streets like Kane rest in peace man I’m sorry that the only you got noticed was your passing on the telly the streets are tough and if you survive it according to the media it’ll make you rough and it’s peak cause while the generation is trying to set a standard for the nation the media is constantly hating saying how our music is killing our own generation, try to censor every word I say but bitch my mouth is a fucking Ak so I let that ting spray can’t silence the music I’m trying to make I’m getting p yeah yanno it’s Jake of course I get cake cause I wake and bake but I’ll never share a slice with no snake and if he’s acting fake or shady I’ll remove him from my life and I won’t even hesitate I’ll ride for my bredrins every single day I ain’t a bitch so if someone’s trying to score on us I’ll save the shot there’s nothing else to say
Junior year came around and soon I began to see the results of my choices, and change in personality I asked myself, is this shit reality I saw my world different, was it my mentality? Killings, war, and police brutality all the shit thats in the news is so fucking sick to see Yeah, and we tell ourselves were free but put that lock on your life cause that shits never guaranteed when I was younger, I thought that I could make a change we were living so poor, I found that shit kinda strange and then I realized its all because the stock exchange money is a weapon, and it can make people deranged if you really think, moneys the root of all evil it can turn a decent person into someone who is illegal it can turn a peaceful person into someone who is lethal money is so powerful that is controls us as a people I scream this shit, hoping that someone out there hears hoping that someone can use their ears, and listen to my fears hoping that one day in life I'm never pressured by my peers its coming slowly but I know that day is pretty near life is kinda crazy when you get the chance to think its crazy that everything could be gone in a blink its crazy that my career could be started with some ink but I'm still looking for something I need to find that missing link Something about my life is kinda strange you see it feels like everything I have was just given to me I don't deserve this shit but they say im the best to be but I cant even understand the complex rapping industry my thoughts are running wild all throughout of my mind but I'm still... sitting here hoping somehow I could find a message or an answer to my question this one time just a little motive that can keep me on this grind
escape the life sick of tryna survive so ima reload it one more time paint the story of my life a little boy chucked into the deep end to try and make himself fly but he ended up wanting to die not wanting to cut them ties but people wanna deceive you when all they can do is teach you but they wanna show you the wrong way drag you down the long way but i aint here to stay im just tryna carry the weight watching all these friends act fake you wonder why im living for the day if i didn't i would be blasting my head away how can a single man deal with all this pain depression got me fucked in the brain these feelings will never be the same
Too many times that I wanna end it all I been thinking of death, thinking what's next" , I been homeless no parents, addicted to meth, reminisce on the times that with my brother I'm sorry that you couldn't resist that arrest .. I been hungry and broken for weeks they all pray that im fine but how can i be when barely just sleep. I been thinking of you when im closomh my eyes like a sign of relief. And i wanted to say. Mum never raised me wrong. You held our family together whenever you felt it was going wrong, you always stood for the best even tho it got hard you would push past the stress you were strong .
Ive been lost in reality, doing things in life just cus it's formality, So now I'm confused and my heads fucked up, The pieces don't match and I can't find no serenity, Don't act and pretend to be my friend you see, Don't act like you care about the end of me, Cus I know you couldn't give a fuck, And for you taking my life may be abit of luck, Cus when I get going i swear to god, Your gonna wish you listened
I see alot of people in my time trust why i write rhymes sit back and blaze a zuit at night time you will never compare to me in your lifetime not in my right mind i sat back and watched Eminem like wow i wanna be him one day i looked T my mother and said yow mum im gonna be just like him someday how you meant to active if you dont push yourself yow how you meant to believe that your girl don't cheat if you don't trust yourself
Changes i stopped getting high, it played with my mind, so i got a job no 9 to 5, I'll never capsize, I'm a changed guy, evolving, tryna get shit right in my life, heres my advice trust allows the python to bite, guess we all tryna survive, you gotta go through darkness to find the light...light found from music, i wont resign, now I'm wise, i spit bars cold, ice covid we lost lives, these are shitty times, you want freedom, so you don't listen to the guidelines, police hand out fines.... Everybody's in denial, , judge if you're jobless like Jeremy Kyle. Pandemic, population control, police on patrol , you have to do as you're told. Had to re-evaluate, listen. Not retaliate against the tier system, United kingdom. Your minds prison, effecting millions civilens, you got to be resilient. Mental health, other issues are put aside, rise in suicide. I'm lucky compared to other regions, you help people fight their demons , yet they dont help you when youre bleeding, i dont need em, snakes are scheming, you questions life's meaning. Fix up char, stop being a people pleaser, quit smoking indica, sativa, it's made life's easier. Respitory disease, thoughts with those who suffered grief , who can't sleep, shits deep. Thoughts are with those in times of need.. got to stop saying yes, giving in, making me sin, fuck it, imma win. Got the mind of a king. Addictive personality, impulsive behaviour, immorality. But I won't turn to criminality, Laws contradict schools, colleges are open, this ain't poetry in motion, society's broken. Business have failed. Everybody preaches shit, but do they care about your mental health, or try to help, when you can't help yourself. Everywhere closed, you dont do as you're told, control. Shit eats away at your soul, fucked now, sensory overload, you're about to explode, coz places are closed, bankrupt with no hope. Shit you have to postpone, so you waste your days using your mobile phone. Places become vacant, hospitals are overloaded with patients , these are times are desperation, like when i moved location. Running away from the problem I was facing, now I'm making some changes. Covid is upping in cases, using apps to trace it. People were fighting against racists, when George was killed near a pavement, society needs to make changes, we've got to be gracious, unite as a nation, use my words as inspiration. You have the motivation, self discipline training. You can improve with dedication. Shady economics , turning the country psychotic. Politicans are comics, it is toxic, like the public can't use logic. Freedom they rob it. I'm making changes, but tryna be modest. Look after yourself, everything in moderation, I'm learning as I'm aging, break the cycle and start making changes.
+Charlie Edwards use a youtube 2 mp3 convertor you can find them on google .. type it in... youtube 2 mp3 .... and copy the link .... but he has actually listed his soundcloud so... dont slack... little nigga
Well have you even downloaded it yet? If you use it make sure you say who produced it in either the title or actually vocally place it into your track... You shouldn't even really be doing that. would you want people to download your track you sell for free? ... well be respectful .
Born 1998 where the world of the hatred but man I'm tryna find my fate had a couple drinks dont hate me know I was put into care when I was a baby not fair dad left there when I was a baby hate everywhere, Mum tried do the best she could but would that stop the social picking on my family, two brothers two sisters only me that went in to care I was lost for so many years got many problems from birth, had carbon monoxide poisoning which affected my brain I aint here for fame oh what a shame might go jump on a place fly away for a long time People hate to be lonely IV been lonely so much that right know it's whats made me I never trust know This is the new world order where the fakes are the real and the real are the fakes, Seen the dirty suffering from a young age, seem my mum badly beaten most days, first time I went into care I was beaten know I'm tryna spit my story this is it so fsr
Are u right for me would u die for me tell me why do u lie to me Why are u sly to me u even look in my eyes an u cry to me So now A Gotta move on life’s to short a gotta get my grove on A gotta get ma self new one Fuck that fuck rap fuck slags fuck traps bin there done that cook crack big doe rucksacks stuff that shook man Now am on the right path A gotta move in the right direction Cause if a don’t then a might die next an It’s hard to be me in a world full of haters It’s hard to be me when am surrounded by fakers A gotta take time of an give ma self a break cause If a don’t then a no that am to close to destruction A gotta train my brain to function If a don’t then al remain the same an my brain won’t function A spoke to god an I’m forgiven an a hope to god that I’m forgiven Cause a chose ma spot an time is tickin An am glad that came to him He’s my god a give ma name to him
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Anyone who wishes to use this beat this is a free uploaddd, let us know anything you've done to any of our beats as we love to hear peoples work
KrystaleyezInstrumentalz end of march mate
The truth by mal check it out
Sorry search life music by mal
Can I use this for my freestyle and feature you in the credits and through the video
How can I buy this beat bro? So I can use instead of going on here?
that moment when you spit some deep bars and think to yourself you should write it down and you forget it all..... :(
ShadowSanjai happens all the time bro it's one of dem haha
J Blayze TV Well annoying :(
J Blayze TV same here
KieranCFW golden buzzer for ya
always hit record.
Splinta goes hard on dis still
Nexus jdzmedia splinter storyteller part 2
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love spitting to this beat. it's steady. nice n calm but can go wild to it. please upload more like it
Splinta done a pretty good story teller to this, if you ain’t herd it, it’s worth a listen 👂
It's something you can just keep going on
@@T0NYOG123 thanks man I was listening to splinta when he first hit it off he's got bars. deep wich I like too
I'm going to start a project where I only use bars found in youtube comments.
Rob Jeremy nigga that's plagiarism
Yes, it was also a joke.
@Sassy The Sasquatch mad guy
Thank you so much for making this he is my brother and loves to make beats and honestly I love them!
Splinta. killed this track aint heard anyone spit to it like him yet.
yh he's sick
Mal - Life Music
Search up wombat
Big up Splinta. N.G all day 👊.
still coming back to this ......................
I've got real barz for this endless is the name of it
yes man flowing hard /grime / bass snare in check
Do you man think you're ready for the bars- flows overly sharp, i'll be severing hearts- don't come round here, acting like you're gonna flex in the dark- heads get wrecked with no tec's in palm- If you rep the ends and ya not dead set to end, I hope you make use of the venom in ya mind- any time i vibe- i remember the start- come from greezy blocks- still i see the top- you'll see me at first- so try beef with a verse - writing em off - my flows are preferred- any word in a song- will leave heads murked- verse aint long but it still hits nerves- Flows overly strong- im prone to roll on- any mc wanna get dat work?
LOVE THE INTRO WOW I REALLY LIKE THIS
😍a pleasure to have gone you
Always coming with the heat!
respect bro! same to you g, big up!
The beats really savage strait up gd story telling beat
Every minute that you wasting, closer to what can you taste it, flowing the unknowing it's basic
Nice beat man.. can flow sick with it!! Big upz
safe bro! feel free to use any of our beats! if you send us your email i can send you some over!
sickest beat. MC's dream
Nahhhh this beat is absolute 🔥
This is too much💯💯
There's pain in my heart,
you can see it on my chest
pray this pain fall apart,
But I aint never been blessed
lost thoughts of a mind,
that's always under stress,
and my mind's like a room,
that's always in a mess.
When i'm laying in my tomb,
maybe i can think straight?
left the womb crying,
cah i didn't have faith.
if i could show what i could do,
i could get through
another bad day of the rain and the blues
Could mention disturbing things, but I'm a balanced mind so it ain't how I always think, sit back for a moment imagine if life bliss never thought bout raising kids, cause when it comes down it's down to this were pressured into adult minds like to be young it was a sin, may aswell shed ya skin, throw your old one to the bin. (could be plastic could be tin) only involved wid few man an they kno that if I back then I'm not average, let my instincts change from a calm mind to primitive not savage, an if you think your turnin savage go stick a cactus up your arse an do some back flips, say I'm fine lad thanks for askin I'll snap shins in shack dens for practice just to prove my moves are crackin, I'm more than your average type, my mind active struggle to sleep at night, my interest aint what's wrong or right, cause at some point the rights wrong an the left one was a right manoeuvrabilities great, yea
pivot much in a fight ghost box without lights don't care much for snap chat, it's just a ghost in a box with light, when I get coke it's real coke no vanilla or diet an if they ain't got my real coke I'm leaving with a sprite. No sugar free were from a world where sugars free, only hot drink I drink is tea 4 sugars not 2 or 3 if there's war I'm an energetic breed were alphas well take the lead 5 minutes later what a disgusting scene destroyed in seconds months to clean might be a challenge to them to me lad it's a breeze, scared like a child from rustling leaves nuttin but cold wind it seems, funny livin in times as populated but as lonely as these, won't get a pic of my face clearly unless its mature don't mention cheese
Wrote in an hour two
This beat is so nice you got to play it twice ;)
'I could never be this I could never that"
I really cant believe that they telling me that
all I know is with bars I could never be wack
spitting bars im hard so they telling me that
i dont need to slow down cause the remedy fast
if you dont wanna clash you aint telling me jack
im the reaper.. send you to hell in a flash
emotions take over I excel when im mad
aint a snitch never will I tell on a cat
but i wont be in a cell for repping a flag
im repping myself got beef then I step in myself
enemies trynna take all my wealth
step in the ring I will take all they health
these bitches dont wanna break off a nail
dont waste time on em just take off, excel
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XDDDDDD busted
Jordan Fitzgerald haha thank you my bro
“I ain’t here to stand and sell you dreams I’d rather sell the truth, speak these words and tell you about my life yeah that’s all I can do, move to the left should I move to the right, I tell myself that I’m gonna be alright I dread it everytime I gotta say bye because that means I gotta see my daughter cry”
Only real gs know about that freestyle
I was raised In the belly of the beast where we kids just chilling on the street before all of the drugs and beef when we got gassed of ten p sweets now money's the motive most of us hopeless too much stress from an eviction notice if I die tonight will anyone notice only a true soldier wrote this
written by Maxx
What change can I make
First thing I think when I wake
Who's advice should I take
Is that real or fake
What change can I rate
What rate can I change
What mates could I change
Got me feeling deranged
Who's to blame
Who's to beat
Set my mind free when I realise change is in me.
never heard of this guy before but got a vibe to this still
Safee g
+KrystaleyezInstrumentalz you on facebook g?
+PipDonz yea g search krystaleyezinstrumentalz
Big big beat
Deep beat amazing
I've had to face my demons alone all on my own no friends no family no mobile phone I stayed in my zone even when life apply pressure I won't fall apart got of to an awkward start felt pain in that thing we call a heart
It's crazy I've felt depressed and low Tryed to talk I thought it's best u know these feeling and thoughts that run though my head I just hope you herd all the things I said
Some time I think how easy life would be with out me around its funny I'm always a smiling face when your feeling down but for me it's different it's like I speak you block me out I just wished you listen to me when I speak some times its not easy to breath from all these feeling beneath
Used this beat:soundcloud.com/ukmono/lost-thoughts-prod-krystaleyez
hard bro
Love it bruv
What do you know about having somewhere to go but nowhere to go deep down
I'm 20 years old, still nowhere to live, no I'm not no slag but I've gotta sleep round
They hate you when you're up but love you when you're down that's how I know they wanna see me down
You can release a cd full of love but they'll still hate when the cd's out
But your opinions don't matter, living this life on a bingo ladder
I don't know when I'm gonna fall or shatter but I know that I'll be here till it all goes badder
The amount of times I climbed that ladder and fell down, I don't know if I can handle this shit anymore
Don't know if I can handle it one more time waking up to all my shit on the floor
Like that, I don't really wanna flip anymore, I look round and I can't see real anymore
Used to think to myself if dad loves me then why the fuck is he hitting me for
I remember being 14 and dumb I was out tryna hustle anything that I could
I thought money was everything that you needed in life so why can't we get enough
Let me tell you a story, I was 14 and dumb living with my mum
I slept with a 25 year old woman yeah that was supposed to be a friend of my mum
Now I'm walking around with this shit on my head, I want god to delete it but that was my mess
Shit's embarrassing, but I'm not battling no longer, I guess that was my test
I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth
Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do
Move to the left, shall I move the right, I
Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I
Dread it every time I gotta say bye
'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry
I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth
Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do
Move to the left, shall I move the right, I
Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I
Dread it every time I gotta say bye
'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry
Got way too much love for my brothers and I got way too much love for my mumzy
Rest of my family I love you too even though it's been way too long since you rung me
Wish I was in dundee sitting comfy coz I'm just sick of getting took for a numpty
I saw the girl of my dreams, I just wish that she weren't all the way out of the country
...for everything that I didn't do and I'm sorry for everything that I done wrong
Sorry for everybody that I didn't be, sorry but I'm going, I ain't gonna be here for long
No I ain't have to survive on my one, god by my side, he's just riding along
That's why I gotta get the most I praise coz I know that there ain't no mightier one
Had a lot of things go wrong in my life, can you hear the pain in my voice?
If the only thing you do when you're round them is smoke weed are they really your boys?
Selfishness now-a-days is evil and it's also an object of your choice
A lot of people say I should change what I say but I tell them it ain't your voice
And now man are saying yo big up, I ain't ice skating I never wanna slip up
Looking at the kid that brought this kid up, anybody feel down better pick your chin up
Keep working at your dream don't give up, don't stand around waiting for your life to pick up
I ain't feeling sorry for myself not even a little, I ain't tryna drink anymore not even a trickle
900 hundred callipers underneath that little bonnet do you really wanna drive that horse
You see me when I look around and my mum's still working hard i'd never buy that porsche
What a surprise I'm hurting again, and I'm sorry that I, sorry that I feel so distant
What do you know 'bout the pain of not seeing my daughter open her first presents on christmas
It will make my day when I see you, you'll make my day when I see you
Make my day when I, make my day when I, make my day when I see you
I don't wanna stress no more, no, I don't wanna stress no more, don't cry
Daddy will always be here for you my darling, I swear to you on my life
I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth
Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do
Move to the left, shall I move the right, I
Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I
Dread it every time I gotta say bye
'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry
I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth
Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do
Move to the left, shall I move the right, I
Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I
Dread it every time I gotta say bye
'Coz it means that I gotta see my daughter cry
Splinta🔥
Please same track faster tempo love the beats they really do help in stressful times
Alright I’m so known notes
When I hope for the darkest days to go away
on beat I try not to choke fucking hell I smoke the dope I probably can’t cope
At times in my mind fly so high wish to die
But I know I can’t days I feel I got so far Now I’m just overwhelmed I’m bound to blow
Plow a bloke if he don’t give drugs smoking like a chimney
you helped me now I’m blind to the lies fucking hell let’s open my eyes I need to see
Grind me out of the prison cells
In my mind I find a toxic waste
can’t Find a space my thoughts are fast paced and I can’t remember the rap
I Loose track I get back I spit wack
Turn off that leaking tap
You just want the drip
I fucking roll with crops
We drop off that drug stash
Make the big cash buy plane trip the plans crashed with me in it was it whatta the cash
Realtalk man I got lost thoughts, an I came up hard I ain't soft, I ust to kick ball at the shops ust to kick ball in my socks, always had mud on my top, always had brothers that mock, my sister I love her a lot, my dad left my mum with four kids on the spot, Yh man hurting a lot man burning a lot, went school but I wernt really learning a lot, mums always worked hard not earning a lot, an it hurts me to watch.......tbc
tbc.. where it at?!
decend but swear i could do better
Hey guys I'm going to use this track. For a album that I should of done for years. Many thanks
gonna write to this beat now i send you through email the finished ting. its going on a mixtape called transition part 1!!!
(Intro After Reverse Cymbal)
Strike that ball and i'm doin home run
shoot me a hoop, don't wanna shoot guns
kick that ball and its goin top bins
last time I checked fam I only missed one
remember that one time, when i striked out
feelin dark i was sittin in a slump
lookin at my shoes and I seen no logo
now upon my feet I see AJ 1s
3, 6, 9 thats mathematics
A, E, I but I don't owe you
LSD, Lysergic Acid
But its THC thats im pullin from my zoot
tooooo hard
10/10
would i be able to get the stems for this if possible? would love to mess around with this song it sounds mint
Lost thoughts stay above don’t drown in these Epiphany’s it’s takes real to capture the feelings through all we motion this is notorious involvement with my tongue that will spit truth and knowledge watch how my actions Accommodate That’s self love not misplaced no intimidation on any of my written words
Lost thoughts don't get dragged down to the ground youl be ghosting looking like entertys,
Just remember the time when I nearly died couldn't catch my breath no breath to breeve
Had me sitting on the wing getting stiched up wondering why they just did that to me
But fuck dat I was on road got rushed cus Im cold and i stand out mentally
Sick beat fam. Is this free to use and spit over? Not sure of the rules lol
yea course bro
ima use this track on kane FM next Monday and shout you bro
Hello was wondering could i put this out as a single to a track ive written
Not gunna lie i can listen to this without thinking of splinters storyteller pt2
Dope beat imma kill this instrumental
Splinta already did time ago.
This tune is bad boy, @KystaleyezInstrumentalz mind if I use this for a track g?
go for it bro!
harddd
Late at night I’ve been blazing a zoot thinking to myself what am I gonna do cause my mates said we could all do something with this music ting and I said that’s true and I’ve been rapping since a little yute remember days rocking reeboks cause I couldn’t afford them Nike’s cause I’d rather save that extra p so I can afford food to keep in my belly cause I don’t wanna end up on the streets like Kane rest in peace man I’m sorry that the only you got noticed was your passing on the telly the streets are tough and if you survive it according to the media it’ll make you rough and it’s peak cause while the generation is trying to set a standard for the nation the media is constantly hating saying how our music is killing our own generation, try to censor every word I say but bitch my mouth is a fucking Ak so I let that ting spray can’t silence the music I’m trying to make I’m getting p yeah yanno it’s Jake of course I get cake cause I wake and bake but I’ll never share a slice with no snake and if he’s acting fake or shady I’ll remove him from my life and I won’t even hesitate I’ll ride for my bredrins every single day I ain’t a bitch so if someone’s trying to score on us I’ll save the shot there’s nothing else to say
Hey man sick beat is it ok if i use it. Will give you all credit and its for non profit. Feeling this
go for it bro
Pen and paper is getting ready
Junior year came around and soon I began to see
the results of my choices, and change in personality
I asked myself, is this shit reality
I saw my world different, was it my mentality?
Killings, war, and police brutality
all the shit thats in the news is so fucking sick to see
Yeah, and we tell ourselves were free
but put that lock on your life cause that shits never guaranteed
when I was younger, I thought that I could make a change
we were living so poor, I found that shit kinda strange
and then I realized its all because the stock exchange
money is a weapon, and it can make people deranged
if you really think, moneys the root of all evil
it can turn a decent person into someone who is illegal
it can turn a peaceful person into someone who is lethal
money is so powerful that is controls us as a people
I scream this shit, hoping that someone out there hears
hoping that someone can use their ears, and listen to my fears
hoping that one day in life I'm never pressured by my peers
its coming slowly but I know that day is pretty near
life is kinda crazy when you get the chance to think
its crazy that everything could be gone in a blink
its crazy that my career could be started with some ink
but I'm still looking for something I need to find that missing link
Something about my life is kinda strange you see
it feels like everything I have was just given to me
I don't deserve this shit but they say im the best to be
but I cant even understand the complex rapping industry
my thoughts are running wild all throughout of my mind
but I'm still... sitting here hoping somehow I could find
a message or an answer to my question this one time
just a little motive that can keep me on this grind
Hard track g but im not good at rapping but I like to do it eny way
Don Strapzy and Kenny Allstar Anyone
escape the life
sick of tryna survive
so ima reload it one more time
paint the story of my life
a little boy chucked into the deep end
to try and make himself fly
but he ended up wanting to die
not wanting to cut them ties
but people wanna deceive you
when all they can do is teach you
but they wanna show you the wrong way
drag you down the long way
but i aint here to stay
im just tryna carry the weight
watching all these friends act fake
you wonder why im living for the day
if i didn't i would be blasting my head away
how can a single man deal with all this pain
depression got me fucked in the brain
these feelings will never be the same
Cold still bruv
｜HIGH GRADE GAMING ｜ your very good at writing songs
I kinda used your rap but I turned it around but I promise wen I’m famous u get credit
Too many times that I wanna end it all I been thinking of death, thinking what's next" , I been homeless no parents, addicted to meth, reminisce on the times that with my brother I'm sorry that you couldn't resist that arrest ..
I been hungry and broken for weeks they all pray that im fine but how can i be when barely just sleep. I been thinking of you when im closomh my eyes like a sign of relief.
And i wanted to say. Mum never raised me wrong. You held our family together whenever you felt it was going wrong, you always stood for the best even tho it got hard you would push past the stress you were strong .
You off the crack bow
May I use this beat for a new track?
yeah bro
Ive been lost in reality,
doing things in life just cus it's formality,
So now I'm confused and my heads fucked up,
The pieces don't match and I can't find no serenity,
Don't act and pretend to be my friend you see,
Don't act like you care about the end of me,
Cus I know you couldn't give a fuck,
And for you taking my life may be abit of luck,
Cus when I get going i swear to god,
Your gonna wish you listened
Yo can I use this beat for a track I’m gonna get produced?
is this copy right music coz I wanna make a song with this instrumental I don't won't it to get taken down? btw it's a sick beat....
feel free to use this for free bro
I see alot of people in my time trust why i write rhymes sit back and blaze a zuit at night time you will never compare to me in your lifetime not in my right mind i sat back and watched Eminem like wow i wanna be him one day i looked T my mother and said yow mum im gonna be just like him someday how you meant to active if you dont push yourself yow how you meant to believe that your girl don't cheat if you don't trust yourself
THIS IS SICK, yo bro I wanna use this track if possible
go for it bro
+Bliss SoundsAndFlows we messaged you on soundcloud bro
Kyrstaleyez is there a way i can get hold of you bout beats cuz
yea g message us on here or on soundcloud bro
Can I use this to spit my bars too? have you got anything faster?
check out our channel for more beats
What was that track p money did on this beat?
Listen to wombat and flylacine lost thoughts
Changes
i stopped getting high, it played with my mind, so i got a job no 9 to 5, I'll never capsize, I'm a changed guy, evolving, tryna get shit right in my life, heres my advice trust allows the python to bite, guess we all tryna survive, you gotta go through darkness to find the light...light found from music, i wont resign, now I'm wise, i spit bars cold, ice covid we lost lives, these are shitty times, you want freedom, so you don't listen to the guidelines, police hand out fines....
Everybody's in denial, , judge if you're jobless like Jeremy Kyle.
Pandemic, population control, police on patrol , you have to do as you're told. Had to re-evaluate, listen. Not retaliate against the tier system, United kingdom. Your minds prison, effecting millions civilens, you got to be resilient. Mental health, other issues are put aside, rise in suicide. I'm lucky compared to other regions, you help people fight their demons , yet they dont help you when youre bleeding, i dont need em, snakes are scheming, you questions life's meaning. Fix up char, stop being a people pleaser, quit smoking indica, sativa, it's made life's easier.
Respitory disease, thoughts with those who suffered grief , who can't sleep, shits deep. Thoughts are with those in times of need..
got to stop saying yes, giving in, making me sin, fuck it, imma win. Got the mind of a king. Addictive personality, impulsive behaviour, immorality. But I won't turn to criminality,
Laws contradict schools, colleges are open, this ain't poetry in motion, society's broken. Business have failed. Everybody preaches shit, but do they care about your mental health, or try to help, when you can't help yourself. Everywhere closed, you dont do as you're told, control. Shit eats away at your soul, fucked now, sensory overload, you're about to explode, coz places are closed, bankrupt with no hope. Shit you have to postpone, so you waste your days using your mobile phone. Places become vacant, hospitals are overloaded with patients , these are times are desperation, like when i moved location. Running away from the problem I was facing, now I'm making some changes. Covid is upping in cases, using apps to trace it. People were fighting against racists, when George was killed near a pavement, society needs to make changes, we've got to be gracious, unite as a nation, use my words as inspiration. You have the motivation, self discipline training. You can improve with dedication. Shady economics , turning the country psychotic. Politicans are comics, it is toxic, like the public can't use logic. Freedom they rob it. I'm making changes, but tryna be modest.
Look after yourself, everything in moderation, I'm learning as I'm aging, break the cycle and start making changes.
You got a download for this Bro ?
Imagine songer on this
Don Strapzy brought me here.. KennyAllstar freestyle...
Any contact for this artist
Hey bro, can i please use this?
Ian Iragu Sorry for late reply, of course bro!
how can i get this from you bro
Easy dude can I use this track please Bruv
yea course g
Nice one Bruv, Peace
@krystaletezinstrumentalz cezar sayd can he use this for deep thoughts part 3 ?
of course bro!
blessed here is a preview of what he has amde so far > soundcloud.com/cezarhamblin/cezar-deep-thoughts-part-3
+Team Swag sounds sick bro!
Ruben Read respect homie
much appreciated
can I use this?
of course!
Didn't splinta use this?
where can I download this instrumental or even SoundCloud
+Charlie Edwards use a youtube 2 mp3 convertor you can find them on google .. type it in... youtube 2 mp3 .... and copy the link .... but he has actually listed his soundcloud so... dont slack... little nigga
ive been on his soundcloud I aint slacking man and cheers for that anyway
Well have you even downloaded it yet? If you use it make sure you say who produced it in either the title or actually vocally place it into your track... You shouldn't even really be doing that. would you want people to download your track you sell for free? ... well be respectful .
I was going to do all this jeez!
well make sure you do i'm going to be watching your page.... dont be scared young boy.
Gonna ask anyways. Can i use it please? Copyrights intended within making
yea course bro
0:43
Bugzy malone would actually kill this beat and Ghetts
what do you know about...
BPM?
Check out what i put on this beat. full upload soon, drop me a message
oh my daysss , this is sick .. fam hit me up with your email .. ive got mad ideas for this
krystaleyezinstrumemtalz@gmail.com
+KrystaleyezInstrumentalz Is this beat still available to use? Bringing out some raw deepness in me, need to get this down!
yea bro course
free?
Coutinho Sorry for late reply, yeah bro it is.
soundcloud.com/whito/whito-featuring-rymez-lost-thoughts-free-download
Right-click >>> Loop
Thank me later :3
Born 1998 where the world of the hatred but man I'm tryna find my fate had a couple drinks dont hate me know
I was put into care when I was a baby not fair dad left there when I was a baby hate everywhere,
Mum tried do the best she could but would that stop the social picking on my family, two brothers two sisters only me that went in to care
I was lost for so many years got many problems from birth, had carbon monoxide poisoning which affected my brain I aint here for fame oh what a shame might go jump on a place fly away for a long time
People hate to be lonely IV been lonely so much that right know it's whats made me I never trust know
This is the new world order where the fakes are the real and the real are the fakes,
Seen the dirty suffering from a young age, seem my mum badly beaten most days, first time I went into care I was beaten know I'm tryna spit my story this is it so fsr
That's not grime.
Send me your email fam
krystaleyezinstrumentalz@gmail.com
+KrystaleyezInstrumentalz do you mind if I use this for a freestyle or a track this beat is hard as fuck your one sick producer
+Chloe Batchelor yea course ya can, safee one, means alot!
Are u right for me would u die for me
tell me why do u lie to me
Why are u sly to me
u even look in my eyes an u cry
to me
So now
A Gotta move on
life’s to short a gotta get my grove on
A gotta get ma self new one
Fuck that fuck rap fuck slags fuck traps bin there done that cook crack big doe rucksacks stuff that shook man
Now am on the right path
A gotta move in the right direction
Cause if a don’t then a might die next an
It’s hard to be me in a world full of haters
It’s hard to be me when am surrounded by fakers
A gotta take time of an give ma self a break cause
If a don’t then a no that am to close to destruction
A gotta train my brain to function
If a don’t then al remain the same an my brain won’t function
A spoke to god an I’m forgiven
an a hope to god that I’m forgiven
Cause a chose ma spot an time is tickin
An am glad that came to him
He’s my god a give ma name to him