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I’ve been a long time viewer and don’t comment on videos as much, but I just really felt the need to say thank you for your vulnerability and openness! Thank you for allowing us to have another opportunity to relate to you. I know I sure did. It means a lot 🫶🏾
Sabrina!!!!!!!!!! This was by far one of your best vlogs! It was transparent, real, vulnerable, truthful, authentic and most important human. You hit on the everyday struggles of us all. So many needed to hear this including myself. Kudos for sharing because sometimes some of these content creators create with so much underlying pain and fake happiness and it’s so refreshing to see something relatable . Bravo for realness vlogs! 🩷
I understand the loneliness feeling and it’s refreshing to see a UA-camr share their real thoughts and human nature with us. It’s tough! So thank you for sharing this with us! To help, have you ever considered getting an animal? Sometimes they help feel a space that you weren’t even aware needed to be filled!
I sat at my desk and cried because I felt this. I’m also going through a rough patch. I pray things get better for us both.
Of all your videos over the years this is the BEST DEEP video that is SOOO hella relatable. Touching on topics of loneliness, anxious, relationship lost, dating and no suitable options but trying to stay positive. Fear of never having that...and what is plan B. We would luv to be able to find other healthy options to work thru these seasons. Also, I think u should volunteer twice a month that really helps ur mood...giving back. Ur a strong woman....u got this!!! Praying for u.🩷🙏🏽 Also, we enjoy ur cooking videos. 👍🏽
This video hit different, in the best possible way. It was so real, heart felt, authentic, human…thank you Sabrina
The way I just rewatched this like three times since yesterday. The way I balled my eyes out because girl I felt it all. A few years ago I went through a horrible experience with anxiety. I never had any anxiety, and out of nowhere, I couldn’t drive, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat. I was afraid of nothing and everything couldn’t understand why. But God, I had to surround myself with God lead people to feel safe. I prayed and cried for what felt like months. When I look at pictures from those times, I feel those emotions all over again and hate it, thinking when those memories come around to just delete them. Life is so real, and as you get older it just all becomes that much more real. I hope I’m making sense, I just want to say thank you for sharing, thank you for being vulnerable for us and putting yourself out there. I kept thinking damn I haven’t seen any new content and this isn’t like you. But I knew that when the time was right you would be back. You were so missed, your community loves you, and we are behind you. Sending virtual hugs your way, and lots of prayers. Que dios te bendiga! 🙏🏼🫶🏼
I totally understand. Me personally, I am an introverted person, I like being alone, but I don’t like to be lonely. I like to go places be around crowds and people watch. Because at home it’s very quiet, peaceful and calm.
I don’t think I would like to be around a lot of noise in my living space out in public it’s entertaining and fun. But once I get home I want calmness so I can feel relaxed and think without loud interruptions. We all know how obnoxiously loud neighbors can be.
I do wish a family for you, because a child can bring so much happiness and pain - because kids be acting up. LOL! But yeah, keep striving for the life you want.
Sabrina! My girl!
Please know that your feelings are very real and valid, trust me, I know because I have been feeling a lot of those things myself just from different circumstances, down to the creative block because I just can't find how to get started 😭😂.
Grief is never linear and very different for everyone.
Remember that you are a beautiful human inside and out. Your person is out there for you, pray for patience and discernment. You are doing great.
Know that you bring so much light to the people around you.
Keep taking care of yourself! 🤍
PS: Things that have helped me a lot are journaling almost daily, writing 3 things I am grateful for each day, a thing I want to accomplish for the day, affirmations if you're into that, and therapy.
I am late to this vlog, but I'm sending you love regardless. 🤍
Thank you for your vulnerability, as a single 30-yr old I relate to your feelings so much. Life is hard and it gets lonely at times regardless of how independent you are or how much self-love you have.
You’re not alone girl, it’s hard some days. Sending you prayers.
I love your channel because your content is so calming, happy, and positive. But there is also something healthy about seeing your not so perfect moments as well.
You will get through this season and how beautiful will it be for you to look back on all you’ve overcome. 💗
Sabrina you posted this video at such a right time. God knows I needed to hear what you said. Lately I have been feeling so anxious and can’t pinpoint where it’s coming from. And the whole driving thing I have done the same thing. It makes it easier to hear that someone can relate cause sometimes it’s feels like I’m losing my mind. But I trust in God and I know this too shall pass. Thank you for opening up and sharing with us. 💖👑🤗
I appreciate your vulnerability it was SO relatable. I’m still grieving my grandparents that passed 2 years ago. I also struggled with driving. I had to quit my job and I sat at home for 2 months. It is frustrating because healing is so up and down. I live alone nor do I have a partner and walking into a silent decorated home looks beautiful but it’s lonely. Me spending so much time alone makes me start to internalize why I don’t have x, y, z. I work, hike and that’s it. I’m so ready for genuine friendships and a partner. So you are not alone. Life seems weird once I turned 30. I know it’ll all get better. Give yourself grace and March to your own beat
i felt like it was me talking at the end! i’m going through the EXACT same struggles. don’t get me over here crying!! i hope we all get out of these feelings and all of our desires fall right in our lap, sooner than we think ❤ you’re not alone, thanks for opening up.
Woah, your best vlog yet, So relatable & vulnerable. Sending love xx
Whew! I felt every single word around yearning for companionship and also trying to stay patient in the in between. It’s hard. It was refreshing to hear someone else express what you mentioned of tired of coming home to an empty apartment and doing it alone. It’s super hard when others around you try to make us feel better when saying “the right person will come when it’s meant to be” as well. I can still believe that and deeply yearn for that companionship so I totally feel you girl. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing ❤ know you’re not alone! xx
Thanks for being so transparent and vulnerable!
When I tell you how hard I cried watching the end bc of the similarities, a few years back I lost my bestie randomly and I also out of nowhere had driving anxiety. I didn’t know how to express it to anyone. Lately I’ve bn reaching to God for guidance and I promise you are the third example of what feels like God telling me I’m not alone and to renew my faith. I truly appreciate you for that♥️
I've been checking UA-cam over the last few weeks to see if you have uploaded a new video as I've missed your vlogs and was so happy today when I saw you uploaded. I am so sorry to hear this year has been difficult for you and all the things you have been through. Thank you for sharing your stories with us and feeling comfortable to be vulnerable. We are all here for you whenever and however you need us so please know you have a community of people who are here for you 🤍 Today's video really touched home for me. This year I lost a loved one to suicide. For years now I've been self isolating and my shy/introverted/overthinking lifestyle is probably not helping me grow as a person. Thank you for sharing what you have been thinking and growing through. Sometimes I feel like its only me going through it.
I loved your tips and hopefully I can get myself to do some of them and look forward to seeing others tips as well!
I lost a friend to suicide at the end of last year and it is by far one of the hardest things I’ve experienced in my life. You aren’t alone. ❤️🩹
Thank you for sharing what you do🤍Also going through a season of being tested, up/down emotions, overthinking etc..also trying to make sure to celebrate & be grateful for the many blessings i have now. Praying we all are given grace and patience to ease through to the next chapters/levels! 🙏
I had a crying session with you ! Thank you for being vulnerable and allowing us to see you on this journey. With god I know you will get passed this season stronger and wiser ! Everything good will come to you on gods timing 🤍
Sabrina!!! I cried so hard watching the end of the video! I can truly relate as I tragically lost my brother and felt the same exact anxiety - I couldn’t drive or ride passenger without having a panic attack. I needed to hear every single word you said… thank you!! ❤️
I cried so much watching you vent cause you expressed exactly what you have been feeling. I love you, you’re not alone ❤️
Thank you for sharing what you are feeling and thinking!! A lot of us are going through the same thing as you, remember you are not alone ❤
Yes girl!!! The braids look so beautiful on you!!!!
So relatable going through the same things!!!
Thank you Sabrina for your talk at the end❤. It really resonated with me
Welcome back! Take all the time you need when you need it. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. This message touched so many hearts.
Thank you for being vulnerable with us…going through the same feelings as well 🤍🤍
I went through this in August of last year, its was the worse experience ever. I couldn’t sleep, my mind wouldn’t stop. I would get anxious driving, it was so bad that I didn’t want to leave my house anymore. But finding God and taking my vitamins has helped me so much. I was in a really dark place, i don’t wish that on anyone. But god has been healing me.
What vitamins do you take?
Thanks for being so real and vulnerable with us ❤
The talk at the end was very real and vulnerable. Needed that 🙏💛
Thank you for being so vulnerable. I am a strong believer that hard things happen for a reason. Please give yourself grace and remember that is okay to be not okay. All we can do is feel the feels, time truly does heal. There are ups and downs, and the downs suck. I wish you to feel better each day. It is hard. This was very relatable. Sending a hug.
Sabrina!! thank you for sharing. I have been a silent watcher for a longggg time. but thank you so much for your presence on this platform.
As a mom of 2 living the “chaos” day in and day out, I can’t wait for you to experience it and share it with us all 🤎
Being honest about how your feelings is hard sometimes. I appreciate you and show up in the ways that make you feel you best. Much to you beauty ❤
Long time viewer and supporter and you are always amazing and loved! Thank you for sharing your life and realness with us especially with such grace!
I lover thos vlog. TBH, I have been feeling up and down alot lately as well. Watching you being vulnerable helped me to realize that I'm not the only one who feels good one day and then experience mood swings after the fact. This motivated me to consider taking time for myself to focus on fitness, mental health and taking my vitamins again. Thank you for being transparent and I absolutely the hair! You look beautiful!! 😊
Thank you for your transparency and vulnerability🩷 you look gorgeous with your braids!
I think this video will resonate with a lot of people because it definitely did for me. I had a lot of your same feelings when I turned 30 and even now at 39 I still carry some of that with me; the feelings of loneliness and wanting to be at a certain place in life and all I can say is continue to give yourself a lot of grace you’re doing the best that you can allow yourself to feel your human emotions and experience all the things that life has to offer. The ups and the downs. ✨being a woman isn’t easy. 🙏🏽
Thank you for being transparent and sharing what you’ve been experiencing and feeling. I have always related to you as an Aquarius, and Afro-Latina with similar interests. But this vlog has made you 10x more relatable, real and strong. ❤
Stunning as always I’m obsessed with your hair 👌🏼♥️
Hi Sabrina, I’m currently grieving a loss of a loved one. Watching your video helped me today. Just being able to relate to others who understand is very helpful in that I don’t feel alone. Like you, I’ve not experienced a lot of loss before and this was by far the toughest loss I’ve experienced. Thank you for sharing what you’ve been going through. I’ve been following you for a few years at this point. I’ve always appreciated that you are genuine in what you share with your community of followers. In case you are considering suggestions for content (and this is only if it appeals to you) I really enjoyed your Sabrina speaks videos. I’m sure many of the girlies who follow you feel the same. Just a thought for content but enjoy anything you put out all the same. I think the community of followers that have followed you for years are sticking with you so don’t feel pressure to figure it all out right now. The inspiration will come to you and push you in the direction you want to go.
Praying for you. I too suffer from anxiety and depression. It’s a struggle but bad times don’t stay bad forever. Give yourself grace. ❤
Sabrina, i’ve been watching for years! you’re so beautiful and real’ and your beauty inspo is 10/10 i love your new hair! ❤ missed your vlogs!
You are a bright light! thank you for sharing. Your mental, physical and emotional health is always a priority!
I tell my kids that while social media/mobile life is fast and fun it can also be very slow and depressing. Consider stepping out of your comfort zone or routine can be very life changing. I've suggested that they COMMIT to a part time job or volunteer whether it be something they know or even something new. Just to get them involved with others and pull them from the screen or "looking for content".
Honestly, I think you would be a great asset to a organization or company with your experience, outlook and personality. sending positive vibes your way!
I loved this vlog so much it was very relatable and realistic. You have given me more motivation to get my self right. You are so beautiful and your soul is so genuine. Something about watching you, you seem like such a great person. You being transparent with us it’s awesome I love it. You are doing great and I can’t wait to see how much you keep growing.
I’m in the space where I want the family too but trying to be patient. I down sized my apt and I loveeeee it
I have scoliosis and got a purple mattress 4 years ago. I love it, it’s the best mattress I’ve ever had 😊
Missed you Sabrina 💕. I appreciate your transparency and sending virtual hugs 🤗. Queen you are human and being true to your pain, is part of the process 💕
Thank you for sharing 🙏You can’t imagine how helpful this as been for me in many ways😌🦋
I’m so sorry to hear of your loss and that you’ve been having a hard time with anxiety. Loss is very hard,I’ve experienced a lot of it myself, it’s ok to grieve and it take time to work through it. It sounds like your getting better, I’m happy to hear that. I’ve have missed you but I understand you have to take care of yourself, don’t apologize for that.
Sabrina! You’re vulnerability was refreshing. I pray you navigate this time in your life with grace and patience for yourself. This too shall pass. I recommend maybe finding a local charity to donate some of your time. Volunteer work and being in service to others can help get you out of your head. Also, therapy has helped me navigate challenging times on many occasions. Sending you love 💕
You are not alone , I’m going thru it so bad but I have faith that this too shall pass not just for me but for everyone who are going thru it also, thanks for sharing and keeping it real.🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️
Thank you for your vulnerability because girl you are speaking to meeee. I have experienced the exact same fluctuations in emotions. Not to mention my health issues that have come up. This made me feel like I’m not alone. Praying for you and ME, during this moment of transition. Every test becomes a testimony. 💛
Sabrina, thank you for being YOU! And just know you are not alone❤ Thing will get better for you, for us! God bless you and your journey in life.
I love this thank you for being so transparent and real we need more videos like this! I can totally relate and I been in this depressed funk and I can’t shake it. Why don’t parents or people talk about this for us who waited to have that in life.
Sabrina,
Thank you so much for this video. You have no idea how much I needed to hear these words. I’m 28 years old now and I resonate so much with what you’re saying. I am in waiting season too girl but something great is worth the wait! Stay obedient to God and watch Him work in your life. We love you girl!! 🥰🫶🏼
Awww. I’m so sorry about your panic attacks and anxiety. I had that during Covid. I had a panic attack in the car and I couldn’t drive after that with the fear of having one again. I didn’t leave the house for months and I got into talk therapy and she helped alot. I had what is they call agoraphobia. Little by little my therapist and I worked though me driving alittle more and alittle further. 4 years later it’s still a challenge at times. I had to find my “triggers” and elmitmate people and things to help in my healing. Death and sickness around me was a part of the reason for the anxiety and worry. This is such a great topic. I appreciate your vulnerability. When I drive I still at times need to play a sermon or listen to. Meditation to help relax me when I feel anxious. Learning to breathe through anxiety. I’m praying for you love. It gets better. Lots of self love, self care. And find your safe place and safe person that you call or go to when you feel anxious that you can turn to to catch your breathe persay. ❤sending you lots of love 50:34
Wow Sabrina, Thank you for being so transparent with us. I know it's tough not to let lives tough times get to us. Remember she continued to give yourself grace. Take all the time you need and just know that we'll be here when you get back.
I understand!!!! I lost my dad a month ago and I feel like I haven't allowed myself to truly feel the feelings!
Thank you for sharing. Some of us have been through these life anxieties. I definitely have. Thanks again for sharing your life. You are benefiting so many of us. 🙏🏻❤
Wow, I can relate to this so much. I recently went through some trauma and I’ve been dealing with crippling anxiety and panic attacks. The anxiety has shown up in the most random areas including driving. It’s so hard because driving is such an essential task. Driving used to be one of my favorite things to do. But now it’s gotten to the point where I start to dread it.. It’s gotten a little better but i have my days where even my destination can be 15 minutes of a drive and I panic…Healing is up and down and not linear, but it does get better ❤️ Reading the other comments it’s nice to know that I’m not alone.
Never mundane! We love anything and everything u post ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I pray you get what you wish for. I cried a little bit watching this vlog. I can feel your pain and can relate to some parts. My anxiety has gotten worse after becoming a mom so that’s been a challenge but as a mother you have no choice but to keep it pushing.
I hope one day you get the family you are yearning for. But for now don’t take for granted the peace and quiet …and sleep. Because that all goes out the window with kids 😂
We missed you queen!!!!!❤
Hi Sabrina, I feel you and all you are going thru. I lost my son my only child in April of 2023. I will never be the same I still cry everyday. I will grieve everyday for the rest of my life . However I am slowly learning to live with this grief better everyday. I think part of what you're going thru is grief. Life is beautiful but it's not easy to stay and be happy all the time. .. and there are days when you don't even want to get out of bed. Sounds like you have made the first step in healing which is admitting and knowing your sadness.
You are healing. .and it will be ok. ❤🎉There's is so much sadness in this world and that doesn't help our mindset. Godspeed.
Loved loved loved this Sabrina! I liked the long video too and thank you for opening up with us and being vulnerable 💛✨. I pray you continue to feel better overall🥰🙏🏼
Yes you do need to give yourself grace!! You need to take time and we love you and will be here for you!!! I love all your content…
i loved this boxbraids😍😍😍
Hang in sis do not let whatever you are going through consume you, we all have things bigger than us going on but it's how we choose to deal with it. I just bought my home and that has taken a toll on me mentally and financially but I think positive and keep pushing. My love life is nothing to talk about but I say to myself when it's supposed to find me God will let it and it will happen for you also we will truly be happy. Stay blessed, happy,safe❤ and focused Hun ❤
Listen this was the vlog!!!!! The transparency vulnerability the relatability all soo good!
Praying that God opens the floodgates of joy and fulfillment in the season. Trust in the sovereignty of God💕
Missed seeing you on here my girl! Sending you love and light in this growing period. You got this 🫶🏼
Thanks for sharing how you are feeling. I love that you are being authentic and open with us. As we do get older in life, we think a lot more about having a family. Have you thought about getting a pet for now. They are so loving and comforting at times when we feel like this. I watch a lot of you young ladies on UA-cam who are all around the same age. I don't know how you all do it. Being on UA-cam is not as easy as it looks. It sounds like you need a break, to me young lady. To figure out some things. Give a pet a try, and I will keep you in my 🙏. Stay true to yourself, Sabrina. ❤ you 😊 Great vlog👍
First let me say you are very unique and in your own lane and God will want you to be still and refresh yourself! Love this vlog and many more vlogs to come!!!❤
I can totally relate, this video reminded me to give myself grace.
New subscriber, I enjoyed your transparency. It is good that you are doing the work to replenish your cup. What is in the cup is for you. The overflow is to be shared. Thank you for your time❤
Sending so much love and light. I know exactly what you mean. We need to give ourselves more grace. We are strong but it’s okay to not be strong all the time. You’re doing amazing sweetie. ✨💗
First and foremost I love you so much!! Loved every single of this video! Can you please film a try on with the Amazon pieces 🙏🏽
I really enjoy your vlogs, you are so calming. Also getting back into moving my body more and i feel better, even just 2 days into running again and i am excited to see progress. I havent felt connected to my body for a while so i am eager to rebuild.
Thank you for deciding to share your real struggle. Life can be a trip sometimes. I have the husband and kids but not much family and friends out side of that so I have a different kind of loneliness. My kids are getting older and I find that other than work calls I do t have many outside conversations or activities. My husband has a very physical demanding job so when he gets home the last thing he wants to do is sit and talk. It’s crazy to be in a house with people and still be lonely. I can go the whole day and only have talked to my kids when they get home from school. Praying that you continue to work through these feelings and truly find your person to do life with.
Sabrina do you do content on your genuine life and your journey that you share at least with me I love seeing you. I advice you to leave everything in Gods hands his time is always perfect. ✨🙏🏻💕
Love this new hair on you🩷 thank you for opening your heart with us, we love you. Saludos desde Costa Rica🩷
I feel you. Im low on vitamin D too. I feel dizzy light headed and foggy minded. And i feel like that causes me a lot of anxiety. Hope you feel better i know the feeling it sucks !!!
As an almost 31-year old, unmarried woman who also desires a marriage and kids, and dealing with the recent loss of my Grandfather… this vlog resonates so much. Patience is hard, but I know it’ll be worth it for us in the end. God bless you 🙏🏽🫶🏽
So happy you posted 🤍 you should try doing the Culver City stairs it’s definitely challenging but once you’re at the top the view is amazing!
Love the mini jbl speaker for my walks and runs !! Brilliant sabrina !! As a mom much needed to unwind ❤
Girlie I can relate to you so much in this vlog. I’m in the same boat with you. My mom had a stroke in January that had complications after it and to this day she is still in the hospital and I’m at war with every emotion in my body. I just don’t know what to do or how to feel. I send u hugs and positive vibes. Love ya girlie! ❤
Girl I had to reply to you! You are not alone!! I am going through a similar situation with my dad. He had a stroke in May and complications. This has been one of the toughest things I’ve ever been through. Keep your head up and push forward as best as you can. You’re becoming your best and strongest version of yourself! 🙏🏼✨
@@Michelle-lq5ib thank you Michelle, and I pray for you and your dad for things to get better. I appreciate the response. 2024 has not been easy but my family and I are doing the best we can not only for us but for my mom. She’s my everything and I feel so lost not being able to help her get out of this.
Wowwww! I totally understand your feelings 👏🏾! I was having panic attacks at one point and it was so hard for me to drive😢. I definitely amped up my vitamins and it has made a big difference. I do need to get back active, exercising I know that will help me too. Thanks for sharing! 🙌🏾
CONGRATULATIONS on your 10 years beautiful 🎉🎉🎉!! Definitely celebrate yourself and accomplishments because you are deserving! My condolences w/ your loses. Stay encouraged and I agree w/ keeping your content authentic. I personally love anything you do self care wise including exercise videos. Thanks for all the great advice. God bless and keep you❣️
Appreciate the honesty at the end. I completely get the points about loneliness!
I don’t live in LA but when I visited Elephante was my jam. I think it’s in Santa Monica
Sending ❤ & prayers. I get it, Sabrina. I, too, have experienced similar b4. We never know what one is going thru. This solidifies that it's not only me or not only you that may be in the thick of how life be life-ing. I find that confiding in a counselor & journaling helps. We must keep the faith, take it day by day & continue to be grateful for the positive things in our life, & keep going! Remain focus on our goals & and happiness because we got this! 💯 ❤ Glad to hear u r taking care of yourself. 💐
We love you Sabrina❤❤ we are all human and go through things. Yes, I've been feeling the same way, just drained. Definitely have been feeling as if my vitamins are not working for me. Just straight irritated all of the time, especially at work😕. Get your energy back and do what makes you feel great again. We love you!!!!❤❤❤❤❤
Missed you sissss❤ I’m sorry for your loss, my deepest condolences to you and your family🙏🏽💙
The last part of the video🥺 I’ve kind of been feeling the same on the whole family/partner part. I’ve been a single mom for a while, my son is 10 w/autism & it is hard to find someone to trust & who’ll love me & my child unconditionally, I also do want more kids as well ! Ugh ! But I always stay positive and look at the bright side(we woke up to another day, have a roof over our head, we’re fed etc…)
Sending you so much love & comfort. I hope you have more better days & love your content !!! As always 😁love from Anaheim💖
Sabrinaaaa I loved this vlog it really touched home… been feeling the same lately…. Thank you for bringing this vlog to us … I’m taking this to heart ❤️… love you girlie … sigue pa lante … te queremos mucho keep making us proud. 🙏🏽🩷
thank you for sharing your heart queen!! 🫶🏽
❤❤🙏🏽🙏🏽 Thank you for being so transparent. Very real. God bless you.
Such a beautiful vlog! Thank you for opening up with us ❤