"Didn't want to stay" - from the first idea to the finished song

A really sad song about somebody who just can't see the sun shining - who always has winter inside him - and finally leaves to the Promised Land. since he couldn't find the hand to hold him back.....About dark thoughts, maybe depression, deep sadness at least, the Great Unknown - and how that all feels.
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The lyrics:
Didn’t Want to Stay
The winds of craving for a summer
Drew him along this sunny day
But deep Inside him it was winter
He didn’t want to stay
His soul lingering in tatters
His senses all gone astray
He didn’t feel what really matters
All gone away
Gone away
Light, please come into my darkness
Please don’t let me break away
Release me from this madness
Make me want to stay
want to stay
Bridge
Give us a day, we can talk
We can walk we can play
Lets stay together till the Great Unknown
Make me want to stay
aaaah
Nothing hurts as much as mourning
With no one there to hold his hand
When destiny was calling
Him to the Promised land

[@jarrowmarrow]

I like the song but couldn't understand how the process occurred.