Bad Son, Good Sun [A Varian Fansong REMADE]

When I published the first song back in 2018, I thought to myself "this is just the rough draft. I'll make the full version later."
Well, it's later.
I wasn't expecting the first song to get so much attention. Now Tangled the Series is over (I cried so hard at the finale) and I finally have the more "polished" version. I hope the people left will enjoy it!
Lyrics (I changed them a bit):
All I’ve ever known
Is something’s wrong with me
I’ve always worked alone
With books and alchemy
The whispers of a town
That was drenched in fear
They always were so loud
Like screaming in my ear
I am a bad son, a bad son
I’m trouble, I’m messed up
I have to prove them wrong
I’m not a bad son, a bad son
I’m working, I’ve messed up
But one day I’ll be strong
All I ever wanted
Was someone by my side
You came when I was hated
I thought you never lied
A beam of hope so bright
Even I could see
I trusted in your light
And you believed in me
You are the good sun, the good sun
A blessing, a savior,
A whole new point of view
I found the good sun, the good sun,
So nothing could go wrong
Too good to be true
All I ever asked
Was for you to save his life
But your true self unmasked
And threw me into the night
So I have made my plans
And I have a new drive
His blood in on your hands
Now judgement shall be mine
You aren’t a good sun, a good sun
Can’t prove it, can’t show them
I don’t want to hurt you
I’m not a bad son, a bad son
Can’t prove it, can’t show them
There’s one thing I can do
I am not a bad son
I was never a bad son
I was not a bad son
But now I am a bad son
I am the bad son, the bad son
I’ll fight back, I’m not done
So get it through your head
That I’m a bad son, a bad son,
Can’t be saved, can’t be loved
I never was your friend
You are the good sun, the sun,
A blessing, a savior,
But "saviors" don’t betray
I am the bad son, the bad son,
But you made me bad, Sun
And now I’ll make you pay
Art: chamiryokuroi....