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I know nobody is probably gonna see this, but here is my list:
- to feel loved
- to feel like I have accomplished something
- to be happy
Ingrid Mehammer chochella I think
That would definitely be cool, but it is quite hard as I don't live in the US
Be happy
Ingrid Mehammer i wanna feel loved too so i think you are not alone because i understand you and you understand me. We are in this together💙
Ingrid Mehammer I promise you will have all of that one day
I felt like she was directly talking to me... thank you...
Ava Tolfa 😢😢😢 that was so inspirational, I’m quite happy w/ my life right now but I still was inspired by your message. People struggling with depression, anxiety or bullying NEED to read this and be inspired too. I’m sorry your life had to be that was but it’s really nice that you know that none of those rude words matter. Thank you for inspiring me and bringing light to this world!😊
I don't want to be alive, I want to *feel* alive. I want to feel and see worth in myself to keep on living.
Amy Lehane me too. I dont feel like im living. And im too young to di anything about it
Amy Lehane I feel the same x
Nea Tg keep on living
Amy Lehane me too 🙂🙏
live you are an amazing person someone and even many people love you keep on living there is light at the end of the tunnel all of the bad things will end love your self laugh have fun love life.
Everyone looking through the comments look at this:
-your wrists aren't paper so don't cut them
-your neck isn't a coat so don't hang it
-your head isn't a target so don't shoot it
-God gave you life, so whatever you do, please don't take it.
Ava Nolan thank you for that you just saved me
Ava Nolons right,it's true,don't hurt yourself for others.😔😔😔
You need more like very inspiring
That is true and sad x
I love you ava you are so amazing☺☺☺😊😊😊😊😢😢😢😢😢
My respect for you has grown so much now.
nice....
martha d. She has such a nice side :)
martha d. So you did not respect her before
+Ella Bella are you stupid? She said her respect for Eva has grown, not started. Grown shows that even though she already had a lot of respect for Eva, after watching this video she had even more.
martha d. I
Hello person who is scrolling through the comments. I would just like to say your a beautiful person no matter what people think. If your thinking about committing suicide plz don't. There are a lot of things that you'll miss out on and the things to look forward to. I hope you have an amazing day or night or afternoon!
thank you :) the same to you.
Especially chocolate 🍫
Katelyn Ganesh - Sir Isaac Brock PS (1417) it's going to be okay. Don't let negative people put you down in your own way your unique and even though I'm not in your position I know like once you get these terrible people out of your life your in control. I hope your okay
Thx buddy you 2
Hannah Willson this comment really made my day thanks 😂
I hope this helps someone ❤️ send me your life lists I'd love to read them! I love you guys so so much
VLOGTOWSKI thank you for this ❤
VLOGTOWSKI I love you ❤
VLOGTOWSKI Thank you so much
Love you so much ❤️
Thankyou so much you've given me a reason to live. My list:
I want to hold a baby pig
I want to grow up in the country side
I want 2 dogs
I want one friend that stays with me my entire life
I want a daughter that likes making daisy chains in the summer
And a son that is so passionate about his hobbie whether it be dance, football or whatever
I want a to laugh a billion laughs and to cry a billion crys
And finally watch 13 reasons why👊🏻
When Eva said she’s gonna say suicide, I didn’t care. I said it in my head every night. But this video changed my perspective of life. Honestly, I almost killed myself one night. That was the night I saw this video though. Eva, if you somehow see this comment, I am so, so thankful for this video. You saved my whole life. Thank you so much.
Syeda Ayrah god bless you and please don't kill yourself you have so much to live for your amazing and beautiful and precious and your family would be really upset, I know it's really rough this year but we'll get through it!
I never tried to hurt myself but when my pappy died he was the best grandpa in the world pappy was always sick I was at silver dollar city and when I got home we had so much food and my mom and dad were at the store when I got home all my family was sitting at the couch my mom told me that my pappy died and when I herd those to words my heart stopped and I than I felt like throwing up I got so mentally sick I just told my big sister I had no friends that year but my mom and my sister helped me
:( same
Same I’m only 8 years old and I’m just a kid and I don’t understand but all I know is that... I love Eva and she is my heart ❤️
stay strong. sending u so much love
"I thought the only way people would understand how much they were hurting me was if I was gone"
I can't tell you how many times I've thought that I thought that just yesterday
BoggessBroadway you deserve everything in this world, you deserve happiness and endless love. People can be hateful and nasty. Stay positive and spread love. ✨♥️
BoggessBroadway stay strong I know that I will never feel this way because of Eva. You will be on top soon
BoggessBroadway you are worth it. you are loved. God created you so intricately, so thoughtfully, so wonderfully. i love you. God is your strength, you are strong.
PEOPLE LOVE YOU IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO U CAN COME TALK TO ME
BoggessBroadway me too
"if you wanna live, you gotta find something you wanna live for" i felt that.
victoria faith same..
victoria faith I have nothing to live for
yes you do. You have much more potential than you think. Stay strong Summer.
MC Squared I am not playing I really have nothing to live for my best friends are the only reason I am alive
You have more you are alive you have friends and you are one of a kind Summer. God loves you exactly as you are.
I showed my mom this.. she started crying with me and we told eachother what we need to do to solve this and we did thank you so so so much Eva. Your truly s blessing and I thank u more than words can describe 💗
Delanee Nienhaus True
Repeat after me comment section:
- I am pretty
- I am unique
- I am one of a kind
- I am worthy
- I am ME
I hope all of you have a good day ❤️
I am
Fucked up
@@madhusudan6772 no u ain't, I don't even know u and I think ur amazing
ty
You can help a lot of people
@@madhusudan6772 agreed me too
I'm only 12 years old, I've already tried to commit suicide, because of girls and boys who just hated me, who would talk about me, who would say I'm a slut for things that I never even did. Yesterday I got up in front of the class and told stuff from this video, I told everyone that I tried to kill myself. Eva you've impacted so many people by making this video, thankyou.
Edit:Thanks everyone for all the support, I'm literally living an amazing life and hope that I could help more people
Lara The Gymnast stay strong
Lara The Gymnast that scares me because I am about to turn twelve it's hard to think some of my friends could have tried to commit suicide
Lara The Gymnast i'm crying. You're so strong and i wish you the best!
Cassie Marie don't worry if you do go through this, just tell someone. I know it can definitely be hard but once I told everyone what I was going through they actually thought about it. They supported me. You'll be ok
Lara The Gymnast you are amazing and loved. life is worth it, promise ❤️❤️❤️
This 28 minutes has done more for me than any talks, therapy, anything has ever done. Thank you for making me feel like I'm not alone. I love you so much.
Madison Paige this is probably the best video ever
Madison Paige yess
if u wanna talk my sc is sonia209432
Madison Paige exactly right!! i love you so much eva ❤️
Eva I'm sure this was really hard for you to film but thank you so much. there are so many people needed to hear including me.
Gwynith O'Brien same
My list :-
~to have my best friend back
~to overcome my anxiety
~to have a boyfriend who will truely love me and not just play with my feelings
~to be a queen like Eva
Same
Hey. Its been 2 years. How are you doing honey?
i am depressed and have been thinking about suicide and this actually really helped and i know that my life will get better thank you eva
hi, me too can we start a club.
It will get better... God bless you
someone help me
Things will get better... I promise! I'm praying for you. God bless you.
Focaccia Bread i'll help you
im glad shes opening about her story and im glad she is still here
Jael Laramore is this real tho x
I think it's for Coachella check her blogs
Jael Laramore me too😘😭
This just saved a life.... thank you...
Haven Cruson are you okay?
Haven Cruson hello:)
Haven Cruson are you ok?!?!?
if you need anything, I'm here.
Haven Cruson are you OK
6:13 i burst into tears. How could your parents get mad at you for being depressed? That is just messed up.
I know, it’s so upsetting. It takes a strong person to get through that.
my parents are like that and it just sucks :( but hat makes me live is one day I'll move away with my friends six more years and live my own life :)
literally my parents
My parents would get mad at me:(
My parents are like that too, they think that since they give me food and stuff which ofc I'm grateful for, I can't have sad moments (((
Al lot of these people in the comments seem to be going through a lot right now feel better if you are one of those people ❤️
Weird World you are so respectful of the people like me going through a tough time thank you i mean it you’re a wonderful person
Thank you for your sympathy and empathy for others. Those words really make me feel like i matter to people when i am alone in the dark.
-Cookie Studio
Paige Craddock and Cookie studios thank you so much I’m only in middle school so I don’t have a lot of wisdom or anything and I’ve been going to private schools all my life and I have never been through quite as much as a lot of people here and I can’t imagine how horrible that must be I hope you both feel better about whatever you are going through right now🙂
@@weirdworldsiena Thank you so much for making me smile. You have high vocabulary for middle school and i wish you the best of luck.
Thank you😭❤️ I’m crying watching this😭
Can we just appreciate how stunning she looks even thought she doesn't have much makeup on
Even when she's crying she's pretty
Nancy Ryan I can't get over her hair though
Nancy Ryan
So true tho
She's stunning on the inside and out
Grace TV same
Nancy Ryan she is gorgeous and I love her ❤️❤️
25:56 "someday, i want a golden retriever" aww now she has hanalei
Your cat is so amazing I’ve never heard him/her meow but when u cry she tries to help
Ya I think so 2
I felt like I had a one to one conversation with Eva. I love you Eva 💛
Marlena Taczarek i did too it was amazing and so inspirational. i feel blessed to have her to look up to or to have i guess not exactly in my life but feel like she gets it she understands.
jesteś z Polski? ♥️
POLAND loves you Eva :*
t0siq tak
deep.... totally
Thank you. You saved my life. I was going to do it, I had made up my mind. But then I saw this video. I watched it, and I cried, but I also was so inspired and assured that I had worth. That I could make it to junior high, highschool, and college. That I could live a long, healthy life. That one day, I can be truly happy. I still don't want to tell my parents or any adults, but I've told some friends. I don't know if they care, but we'll see. Thank you
Treeclimber 7 live life to the fullest dont throw it away
Treeclimber 7 Jesus loves you and cares for you deeply He died for you and He is with you
Treeclimber 7 try to tell it to ur parents ir maybe a teacher. But live life. Dont ley anybody let u down
you sound amazing and your not the only one and if you died 6 people will think about life without them for their friends.
Treeclimber 7 I hope you get better and remember I love you and so does everyone else.😘😘
I can't explain how much this video has helped me today
I remember watching this years ago. I was very depressed at the time. To see you, a celebrity, be open about your depression really helped me. It made me feel less alone. Thank you for helping me stay strong enough to get through my depression 🖤
This is such an important video
Hey
jessiepaege Yes Jessie
jessiepaege i agree jessie.if you ever feel this way. you tell us okay.💖 love you mermaid mom
she is paid to make that video
Zak Mik doesnt matter shes expressing her feelings (hope i dont sound mean)
I don't want empathy. I don't want hate. I just want for people to read this, and relate.
Back when I was about 13, in 8th grade, these group of girls would walk up to me, 3rd period, in between classes. They'd call me things, terrible things that I can't even imagine to start telling you. I'd miss 3rd period, and go and hide somewhere. Sometimes the bathroom, sometimes other places. I remember this continued with those same girls everyday until junior year of high school. One day, I remember I was in school, in the bathroom missing 3rd period, and writing a list of things for people to read when I'm gone. A janitor walked in to clean the bathrooms, and she saw the list. I closed the book but it she already saw it. That was my first time going to 3rd period since 8th grade. I remember wiping the tears, right before walking into the classroom. My teacher didn't even know who I was.
Weeks went on, and the janitor everyday came into that bathroom, and one day she said "Are you okay?" That's all I needed. I said everything bothering me, everything happening. I shared my story, she shared hers. I told her about the girls, I told her about my abusive stepfather, which I didn't tell anyone. We told each other everything, and for the first time In a while, I related to someone. I told her not to tell anyone, which she ended up doing. Im very glad she did, however. She told my principal, my mother, and I opened up with my mother. Later that month she kicked her husband out, and they got a divorce, and those girls had suspension for a while. for the first time in a while, I felt safe, and secure. From there, things only went up. My mother found a lovely man, who loved her, and loved me, too. They got married, and they ended up having my step-sister, who's now in 2nd grade. (Huge age gap, I know.) My mother finished college, and became a lawyer, and my step-father became a small business owner. We moved from a studio apartment to a 3 bedroom house in California. And although things are rough, remember, once you hit rock bottom, there's one way to go, and thats up.
That is amazing and I am very glad to hear that your story end up happy :')
For me, however, there is no happy ending... :'(
i promise you there will be i know this is just some stupid comment from a youtube section but you will have a happy ending no matter how long it takes
I hope you find the ending your looking for. I really hope you find even more than you could ever want.
Awesome and you rock! Thank you for sharing your story!
This brings hope to my heart. I am so glad you stayed strong at that time. Sending love from France ❤️
She looks beautiful without makeup
Bugg EllA so true she is amazing too
Bugg EllA absolutely
Bugg EllA she is definitely wearing makeup, she's too incredibly beautiful to not be wearing anything 😂
+Sydney Corrigan she wiped her face with a tissue in the beginning of the video
She is wearing makeup but she isn't wearing as much as she usually wearing which she doesn't even need makeup!
My best friend died. I thought I'd never be the same. Then my other best friend said that she was only friends with me cuz I was a loser and had no friends. I've been bullied my whole life. I've thought of ending it all. I know this might sound cheesy or corny but this video saved my life. My idols, one direction, also saved my life. But especially eva. Thank you for saving my life eva. I hope you see this
-I want to go to heaven
- I want a husband
- bestfriends
-supportive parents
-to be happy
Natalie Gentle Jesus loves you.
I want all of that too. And you've got God always!
you are so niceLiabelleLoves
me too
Natalie Gentle Amen🙌🙌
I want to be skinny
I want to be popular
I want to feel loved
I want to feel important
I want to be pretty
But I never realised I am all of those... We all are all of our dreams... BUT it's only our choice if we're gonna make our own dreams come true... all we gotta do is belive
you are important we all are even is something bad is happening something good maybe even great will come your way!
Don't let society make you feel not good enough. You don't have to be skinny or be pretty by societys standards. You are important and beautiful !
wow cocky much
@@amanebear wdy mean
anke coetzer I to be macdonalds
- I want to smile
- I want to have clear skin
- I want to fall in love for the first time in the 20 years of my life
- I want to escape my country and raise my future babies in an environment that won't make them struggle the way it happened to their mumma for believing in what she believes in
you're beautiful
thank you Naomi, the same to you 💗
thank you Marie, you're a beautiful soul
you are a wonderful person
thank you Annu, you are, too!
i remember watching this video when i was in high school i cried though the whole thing bc i was so depressed but here I'm 3 years later in college still struggling with my mental health crying to what she's saying
. If you're reading this please pray for me and if you feel like you want to give up on yourself please don't
praying for you, you're a strong person 🌞 i pray that you are given and covered in light and strength everyday even in your darkest moments! Bless up!!!
Bosst up cause god is always there for u..❤️🤞🏻
Still praying for you
I'm honestly so freaking proud of you
CimFam For Looo
Melanie Perez ???
I love your profile picture
alissa _x_love aw thanks
CimFam For Life your welcome I love cimorelli too
Hi, I'm Emma. I'm 15 and I have been suffering with depression and clinical anxiety. I've been bullied about my looks since I was in kindergarten. When I was 8 years old I was forcibly raped by my friends father at my first sleepover. He then proceeded to tell me that if I told anyone that he would find me and kill my family and then me. Being 8, what was I supposed to do. I was terrified. I carried it for 6 years before I was capable of telling someone. When my parents found out it wasn't through me. I was pushed into telling them, and it was scary as hell. After that happened I felt that I couldn't have friends. He made me feel unworthy of life, and unworthy of anything. I turned to food as a friend. I ate and ate and ate. I moved to a new place, and continued to stay quiet and eat alone in the bathroom. Finally in 6th grade I worked up the courage to talk to people and make friends. For the first time in a long time I felt so accepted. BUT the second I started to put myself out there I was attacked for my looks. Because I was heavier than the other girls in my grade. Random people would shout out that I was fat, as if I didn't tell myself that enough. In seventh grade people told me that I was the ugliest person they'd ever seen. They told me that there wasn't enough space in the world for me. That I was just taking up too much room. I went home and locked myself in my room before balling my eyes out and then cutting my wrists for the first time. I wore long sleeves for a while, but at one point someone noticed my scars and they said that I was an attention whore that if I wasn't doing it for attention that I would've done them somewhere else on my body. I was mortified, so I went home and cut my ankles because I always wore longer socks. But in the locker room when I was changing socks and shoes a girl came up to me and said that I shouldn't hurt myself, but rather just end it all. Take a bottle of pills and call it quits. Another girl to my right said that I shouldn't. She said instead I should just wear makeup, starve myself, and force myself to throw up. So that's what I started doing. Nothing happened though. I'm 8th grade I had enough. I had enough of the rude remarks fake profiles on Instagram to cyber bully me, and had enough of myself.. everyday was a struggle I wanted nothing more than to end it once and for all. I told my mom that I was depressed and that I had anxiety attacks. It was my final cry for help. She realized that I was hurting, and slowing down. My grades were slipping, and I wasn't hanging out with friends. My mom also noticed that I was gaining dramatic amounts of weight at a time. She took me into the doctor, and I spilled. Telling her about my problems such as depression, anxiety, being so tired that I wanted to die, and the fact that I was gaining weight and not being capable of losing it. She said she believed that I had a disorder known as hypothyroidism. And is an under active thyroid meaning I'm not getting the right hormones and I'm all unbalanced. She said that she needed blood to make sure. Anywho, I finally got news that I have an extreme case of hypothyroidism. She recommended that I try to see someone about the depression and all that. So I continued 8th grade... but I finally hit a breaking point. People were telling me to kill myself everyday. And one day I was attacked by a group of girls in the hallway. They were pushing me, calling me names. Telling me to drink bleach. Saying they wished I'd suffer. I had finally had enough. I went home and downed a whole bunch of pills I found in the medicine cabinet. I went and locked myself in the bathroom and slowly drifted to sleep in the empty bathtub. I woke up with sharp pains in my stomach and began to vomit everywhere. I was horrified, and hurting so bad. By the time I stopped I had a bad fever and was shaking from shock. I got up and walked to my parents room. Quickly I thought "they can't know. It would ruin them." So I told them I had some kind of flu and was extremely sick. I went back to my room and laid down. I cried myself to sleep that night. Finally the end of the year came and I was able to think about the future. Little did I know, this was the summer I'd tell people that I was raped. Most people were shocked. They never knew that something so horrible was done to me. It felt good to have that support that I wasn't able to have before. I'd carried it for so long, but I had finally found a place to rest. To give myself a second to breathe. I know I'll have to carry it for the rest of my life, but at least I know that I will have the help carrying it. After I told people, others would reach out to me and tell me their stories. For a second I didn't feel so alone. I was so excited to start high school! Everyone told me that everything would change. BUT being me of course something had to go wrong. I broke my entire foot and had to start high school on a support scooter. Ugh. Could life hate me a little more? Anyway.. I started high school and it was really fun. I had a friend group and not long after did I have a boyfriend. I fell, and I fell hard. He made me so happy. He helped me through so much. I had never felt so loved in my entire life. But of course I snapped out of fairyland when 6 months after we'd dated and fallen for each other he broke up with me. And did it with a smile on his face. Reality smashed into me like a brick wall. I was devastated. It was out of nowhere. I ditched class and sat in my brothers car for the rest of the day. Incapable of feeling a thing. I sat and stared off into the distance. I felt alone again. He helped me through so much and then dropped me like a hot potato. I shattered. I went into a deep depression and my mom signed me up for a shrink. She was nuts, but I liked talking to her. It kinda helped, but I'd prefer to keep it all in, so I acted as if everything was okay until I couldn't. I broke down in front of her and she was scared shitless. She wanted to send me to a mental institute because she was very worried that I'd end my life if I didn't get the serious help I needed. But being me I told my mom I was fine, and that I just needed a good cry. She believed me and I went on being depressed, but wearing a fake smile. I was truly miserable. Life at school became worse, lost friends and lost hope. My ex and I started talking again, and eventually became a secret couple and started where we left off. I ended up leaving the school after a terrible rumor was spread about me. I transferred into a homeschool program, and was beyond happy about it. The people I met there were incredible. Everyone was so nice! My teachers became my friends along with other students. My family then notified me. "Hey we're moving to a new state at the end of the school year" I got really excited because it meant fresh start! I became great friends with multiple people including my 26 year old gay math tutor who was married to another 26 year old gay teacher at the school. And they'd always hang out with me, and talk to me about everything. They'd share their pasts and things that happened to them. I felt so at home. And I still do. In five days I'm moving to Montana. My school has been so accepting and so sweet and I could never thank them enough for making me feel good when nobody else could. Also a big thanks to my family. Without them I would have taken my life by now. My brother and I are two peas in a pod and I couldn't be more happy to watch him graduate in three days. I'm so proud to call him my brother. And to my parents, although sometimes we butt heads I couldn't have asked for better people to raise me. Everyone please, stay strong. I'm trying to, and will continue trying. Let me know if I should start a UA-cam channel, and please feel free to share your stories with me. I know I've shared more than enough with you. I love you Eva. Thank you for being such an incredible inspiration in my life. I love you all. Keep your heads high!
Emma-Kay Sharpe I'm speechless thank you for sharing with us your story it means a lot,even if it's hard to talk abt those hurtful events.
Spreadlove ❤️
Wijdane Khabbaz. Thank you ❤️
I am so sorry those things happened to you. You are so brave 💕 I hope you find happiness and peace in whatever comes
Kaya N thank you so much, it means a lot.
Emma-Kay Sharpe.
your cat is saying: please don't cry.... i love you 😁😂
aww yeah she is. her cat is the cutest.
-I want to loose my belly fat
-I want to get good grades so me and my
parents can be proud of something that I did
-I want to be happy just like u.
-And I want to be like u Eva. I love u u r amazing and u r my role model. Thank for this. God bless ur heart. U saved me. I love u so much
Don’t try to be someone your not be you
you are unique
Don’t try to Change your perfect the way you are
I told my friends that I was depressed and was sexually assaulted and they didn't believe me.They told me that I just wanted attention. I told them how I felt and they didn't care they just talked behind my back. I feel like no one likes me. I don't even have friends to talk to this about. I don't want to tell my mom about my depression cause I know she will be disappointed about me and I need help. I just want to live a normal life I don't want those voices inside my head. I want to be happy and I try. I am losing everyone and I always give people another chance but the one time I mess up they are done with me. They throw me away and just leave me to die. I am trying to get better. I know no one would read this but at least I let it all out.
i know how you feel. Im losing evryone as well, People are constantly giving up me. I dont have anyone to talk to but myself and god. Keep your head up, show them you dont need them, because at the end of the day people are gonna let you down its just how it is, but the only person that'll always be there for YOU, no matter what is... YOU. You can get through this you will get through it just be patient, you will heal. And when you do heal your gonna look back at what youre going through now and be proud of yourself because you got through it. Instead of giving else a chance, give yourself a chance for once. You will get through this i know it, just give yourself a chance. And you will find someone one day thats gonna be there for you and actually listen to what you have to say, fuck those fake bitches you call friends, you deserve better. you will be happy again just be patient, give it time, treat yourself, love yourself. And ik its easier said then done but you will learn to love yourself one day. Life isnt easy, its hard you have to fight, dont let life beat you down, get back up and show life what your made of. Goodluck, you are strong my dear you will get through this. xoxo
"Everyone wants a sunshine, no one wants pain, but you can't have a rainbow without a little bit of rain"- cerdero
you can talk to me Twitter-Kelsey_ktruitt
Hon don’t worry. Just hold on and remember Jesus loves you ❤️
Don't worry just remember. You are not alone☺️
This honestly makes me so mad, I wish you were surrounded by better people. Just know, I love you the way you are and if we were near each other I would have been your best friend and have supported you❤️ please, do not ever give up, there will come people who will make you feel your best and then leave and people who do exactly the opposite. Keep your love pure and remain real and yourself because you are beautiful just the way you are and I just want to stand up for you and say, «Hey, stop doing that, she is the most warm hearted and kindest person alive. She is not doing this for attention, it is a scream for help and if you ignore that you will lose one of the most loving people you would ever have in your life!». There will come people who will treat you like you deserve but practice self love and meditation, if you can have a diary and keep it secretive then do that. Seek help when you feel ready and comfortable, hope you have the most amazing life ever and I love you just the way you are❤️❤️
I want to end my pain, not my life.
Some times i feel like that'll take the pain away
iiiAesthetic_Ava true
Same here
iiiAesthetic_Ava that’s is exactly how you should feel never end you life.
Yassssssss. Qween
You are beautiful
You are strong
You are the sunshine
You don't have to be skinny to look pretty
You are smarter than you think
You just be you
Because babe you were born to stand out
If anyone is feeling hopeless or feeling stuck in life know that your pain is real and your voice is always heard. I'm not telling you that life is gonna be okay I want to tell you that you're not alone. You having the strength to say that you're not okay is a good start to knowing your strength. It's okay to cry because it's healthy (as long as you drink some water we don't need a dehydrated queen LoL) your pain is not a burden but it's time to lean on someone's shoulder and let it all out and if you feel that there's no one left than I'll be that shoulder for you.
Miss Sassy Please help me I don’t know who to talk to and it’s getting to much for me please help me
Audrey’s Life, it’s ok. You will be ok. Whatever you are going through right now, it will get better, I know it. When you need someone to talk to, turn to us. We will respond, we will listen to your stories. You are you and that’s enough for everyone and everything. You don’t need to change in order to have a happy life. Don’t feel like you need to change yourself for anyone or anything. You are strong, beautiful, and more. Don’t worry about what anyone else thinks. You don’t need to change yourself to be pretty, because on the inside, everyone is beautiful. You are, your best friend is, everyone is. We will be here for you. 💕
Thank you so much its made me feel better after watching this emotional video of Eva because im so used to seeing her so joy ful i appreciate it a lot
I literally cried while reading ur comment
Thank you 🙏
My list:
-A husky
-A black cat
-A cozy home
-Cute stuff
-Anime
-A best friend
-Healing
-A family that is united
-Help
I usually never write comments, but i really need to say this.. i loved this video. I loved it because it's real and honest and youtubers don't normally post something so sincere. When i watch your videos i think your life is pretty amazing because you travel a lot and have great friends and it always looks so fun, but seeing this is truly inspiring. I had no idea that you went through so much because i haven't read the book. It's really helpful to hear from someone who knows it does get better when one's feeling down. So, thank you for that.
💕
Karla Jendris same.!!
I burst into tears because u are explaining my life, I told my parents I was depressed and I wasn't allowed out of my room it's hard when u don't have friends and ur parents don't understand you I feel like I'm in a room asking and screaming for someone to Liston and nobody helps. I need help and I need people to Liston to my story but I thought it would be best to tell someone other than me parents so I told my closest friend and she didn't care. I tell my parents I have no friends and they laugh and name people but there friends but not people I can tell my feelings, that I can pour my soul into. But 1 thing that keeps me going is my friend from my old school. I see her about once a month, but she feels the same as me and we pour out our life's story while we are away and if I do something it would make her burn to the ground. She is dead without me and I'm dead without her. We have plans to live together and have fit boys and have a MARIO CART and I know that this life we dream of, is the one thing, THE ONLY THING that keeps us both going. This video really inspiring and I know u won't see this but I live for my best friend, I love her more than myself, more than life itself. Thx for inspiring me ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Holly dresser i'm glad you have a friend :)
Holly dresser
Hey! You should learn also seeing worth in yourself. You are beautiful, you are kind, and you should know it. ♡
Holly dresser Honestly I felt the same way after I watched videos like this. And it's true no one could take any of this seriously. When I told my parents I think they got mad because the reason eva said so it's ok maybe parents will understand one day
Holly dresser I can never imagine how you people feel I've never went through something like this and I'm so sorry you have to feel this way I know this may not seem senceer because I know anything I think it's like is a huge understatement and I'm so sorry for what you have to go through.
Holly dresser if you ever need talk. I'm here to talk. A lot of my friends are suicidal but my insta is @thatsickasfriccliquev2
Your a strong woman Eva. Keep goin like that. 💗
This saved my whole life I have these thoughts every week I feel like my friends don’t care about me like this girl let’s just say her name is Gracie and every time I have fun she is mad and is always like we aren’t friends anymore so I am done being her friend she will ask me again and I will now say no she is not good for me
I feel weird talking about this
@@abbietoth2560 i am proud of you. your friend doesn't deserve you stay strong and keep fighting things will get better i promise 💗
Yesss queen! Get rid of those people in your life that just drag you down. They're just jealous! And don't ver feel like you aren't loved bc u are!
Yeah you don't need ppl like that in your life
I'm actually overwhelmed because Eva looks so gorgeous in this video. She has natural beauty, inside and out.
Please, middle schoolers, high schoolers, and beyond ... listen to all of this. Please understand this. Think about it and write about how you feel. You can do this. Thank you Eva. This is what the internet needs.
you can see the pain in her eyes
Blessed Amusa I
Blessed Amusa i can see the pain in your eyebrows
cityxlights omg I'm dead😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
cityxlights i died whbdfh
cityxlights NO CHILL
I was 9 years old when I tried to kill myself, ever since then I've been on a journey struggling with anxiety and depression and lots of other things along the way...to anyone reading this comment I'm still struggling with it I am 15 years old and if I can get that far even with the bumps in the road then so can you, I know it's hard but STAY STRONG.
This really touched me in a hidden part of my heart. I've been depressed for years. it really sucks. I thought I was the only one who was experiencing hell on earth. Recently, I discovered both my best friends are depressed and suicidal just like me. That's when I realized I wasn't the only one. I realized people hide their feelings as much as I do, and you just have to look for them. That's when I started looking for people who were hiding their feeling. I found it in my mom, my cousin, and so many people at school. I want to start leaving notes or flowers, or something for them that will make their day and maybe save their life. I want to save someone from their last day on earth. That Eva, is why I'm breathing.
My list of stupid things I want:
- to light my future house with just fairy lights
- to live in a cozy apartment in my early twenties
- move to Alaska
- have a hanging bed
- have a library in my house
- cover my walls with pictures
you are a beautiful person :')
Isabella Anderson i kinda have the same story one time i was going to kill myself untill my mum walked in. After that i got help, so if anyone feels suicidal just talk to someone it really helps.
this is amazing. i understand how you feel, and i'm there right now. my family found out, and my friends don't know, but i am and have been for two years, suicidal. i've been hiding it, letting my cover slip ever now and then because it's such a weight and a burden to hide, and people are starting to see, and i'm just so glad to see this.
lilyvlogs I almost did kill myself
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My brother, I found him. I saved him. I'm proud but i can't get it out of my mind.
It might not be the time but your hair😍. That color suits you so good
right?!?
Zoey Houde Crane It just had to be said😀
DiDianaa Yasss
i actually really don't like , i think it washed her out. it's an old choice but extremely bright
DiDianaa is
I was thinking of taking my life today, I called off from work for it, then I saw this video cuz Eva came out with her New Song Hawaii. Came to this Channel to watch her lyric video but I clicked on this Video😭😭😭
There's a lot of things that I'm going thru that I can't control. I'm hanging on to a person that's slipping away from me. I'm yelling from the top of my lungs that I love you but they can't hear me or see me. Try talking, not hearing me, ignoring me, all I want is to be heard. Couldn't sleep last night, I kept crying & couldn't stop.
All I know is that this situation is shaping me to the person I'm suppose to be. There is always a life lesson, learn from it, take notes. God is shaping me, hang on Yesenia😭🙏🏼🤍
@@obviouslystraightobviously9270 thank you(:
I want
-To fall in love with someone who loves me as deeply and fiercely as I love them
-Friends that will defend me and pull me up when I'm down
-Friends who won't use me
-Friends that won't put me down
-To be able to follow both of my passions (medicine and music)
-To be happy with myself
-To love myself
-To have a big pretty house with
-A cute husband that loves me for me
-A bunch of animals (dogs, cats, birds, rabbits, hamsters, everything)
-A huge library with tons of books
-Plenty of sunlight and plants
-To change the world by providing health care in places where those people wouldn't otherwise get it
-To be happy
-To feel the sunshine on my face
-To feel ALIVE
Its Clarke, I couldn't believe that you expressed everything I want in my life as well. & I wish you all the best 💙
Its Clarke I want
To be a journalist
Live in la ( I'm live in Australia now)
Have lily as a friend (lily is a really nice girl in my grade who cares and goes through depression with me )
have a caring boyfriend
I will edit this is 2 days and say what has happened ...
Its Clarke
- I want to be loved
- I want to be and author
- I want to be an artist
- I want to be better and nice to people
- I want to forget about suicide and wanting to kill my self
- I want a cat
- I want to be free
- I want to see God
- I want I want I want
I want...
-to achieve my goals
-to make my grades higher
-to forget my suicidal thoughts
-to make everyone happy and not fight ever again
-to be cared and loved for
-to make myself happy
-to make my autistic brother happy and be in a normal condition
-to make my parents happy and proud
-to train my dog and let her be happy
-to be nice to everyone more
-to be an actress
-to be a model
-to travel around the world
-to not have fake people in my life
-to not let other people bring me down
-to not be negative
-to be positive in every way!
Dear Its Clarke,
Do you have any idea how long I cried after reading this comment? I cried for about an hour (add another after Eva's video) I literally made a list that has EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE. I hid it away a long time ago knowing I would never be able to fulfill any of them. But today my whole world was flipped rightside up. I cried so long, mostly because it was almost like a copy of all my wishes... But you forgot one...
-I want someone to understand me and everything I went through.
I wanted to thank you for allowing me to cross at least one of my wishes. Though I don't know you, please, please email me at puppiezfurever@gmail.com . I would love to speak to you. Show me someone cares.
Love, someone hurt long enough
I'm so proud that she told us this.And this made me cry❤️💘
made me cry to
Gabrielle Hobbs same sad 😭 😭
Gabrielle Hobbs Made me cry a lot 😢😢😢😢
Gabrielle Hobbs I cried to
Me too 😢especially the best friend part bc my best friend tried killing himself the other day 😭
I tried to suicide , but i was scared and angry same time , im also happy that did not work .
Moaq 9494 thank god ur ok
♥️
Moaq 9494 even though I don't know you, I'm very happy that your still alive 🤗
Moaq 9494 thanks for being alive😊
watching this again in 2020 is so different from when i first saw it 3 years ago. so much has happened since then, my mom passed, I got heartbroken because of a boy, I got harassed and so many other things, it carries so much more weight. i don't know how far ill go but i hope do have the strength to go on, 13 year old me would have never expected what would've happened months later, years later
You are strong and even tho I dont know you I am here for you. Just like eva you will do something amazing in life dont give your life up
People need to realize the shit they says hurts
Kyla Smith amen
😓😓👍👍🐱🐱
Kyla Smith I know right
Kyla Smith yeppp
They really should
The people who disliked this video are heartless💔
I'm freaking crying😭
Same
same
😭
malak ehab army
Same
this is so heartbreaking but beautiful, and I'm so glad you're sharing this with your audience because this honestly can change someone's life so much! 😙😙😙
Your so nice eva
Me over here watching this in 2019 and getting hella sad already in like the first 10 mins🥺🥺
Sameeee again
She's a diamond. People that got her by their side should be careful not to loose her. You're an ispiration to many people. Lots of love♡
Demetra Sv OMG YES
Hey beautiful person scrolling through the comments, just remember this, someone loves you, you may not know it or realise it but it's true. If you are contemplating suicide, please please from the bottom of my heart, don't❤️you are beautiful, amazing, intelligent and no matter what just remember there's always another way, I'll always be here to talk if you need anything seriously I've been through some things and I just want to help people who may have experienced things I've done💗I love you and you are worth the world and more.
Ellie Lovr thank you ❤️
Ellie Lovr Thank you so much😭😭💗💗
I love seeing comments like these, you never know, they could even save someones life.
Thank u soo much ❤️
Ik I'm late to seeing this video, but it inspired me to tell my story.
I am 13 at the time. It started when I was around 7 or 8. I was in third grade. My father had just got out of prison and was living with us. Well one night it was storming and I went into his and my brothers room (they shared rooms) and stayed in my dads bed. He woke up, and randomly started touching me. The next morning I was in my room playing with my dolls and he said "you know you can't tell anyone right? I'll get in big trouble" and I just shook my head. This continued for two more years up to the 5 grade. That's where things got bad. I developed anxiety, and minor depression. I hadn't selfed harmed, but I was suicidal. My friends would ask what was wrong but I was too afraid to tell them as if what they would do if I did, or what would happen to me. Since I was adopted by my grandparents, my biggest fear was me and my brother getting taken away from them and sent to separate homes. The worst year of my life was 6 grade. I began cutting and burning myself. My dad was still touching me and I hadn't told anyone. Then, one night he almost raped me. I got scared, and told my closest friend at the time. She was going to tell the school counsiler, but I said no, only if it got worse. I cut more. My arm, thigh, and leg. Then, he tried to rape me again. I told her again. I texted her crying, explaining how I felt so unsafe in my own home bc of my own father. She told the school councilor. It was 5 period I got called to the office, and she said that she was going to have to call DHS. I almost started crying, I forgot that I hadn't even told my family, and no one knew what was happening. I ended up spending 2 hours in an empty, boring room. Every now and then they would ask me questions. I remember having to go to a children's therapist and them questioning me as well. Its been a year later. I remember all the times I tried commuting suicide, and how one time I got caught. A year later, and I began smoking. I quit a month later, bc I didn't want to be like my father. Since then, I haven't harmed in anyway. I have had days where I want to pick up a blade, or just want to end it all. There's days where I dream about everything he did to me, and how much he hurt me. One day, I'll have to forgive him, but some things only God can forgive. Thank you for reading my story, and helping me numerous ways. Much love xoxo❤❤
I’m so sorry that happened to you I’m glad you are safe💛❤️
Atleast it's beer now xoxo
Anonymous Person I'm so sorry for you... you made me cry
OMG I can't believe he did that to you.your own father
omg i'm so glad that things are better, what your dad did was sick, but i'm glad your okay
Sitting here balling my eyes out thinking dang girl I feel you😭❤️
Can we just talk about all the comments about other people's stories and hearing ages and races and religions and genders but nobody here actually truly knows who each other are but most of the replies and responses are so supportive and helpful. Like wow amazing
Cado Cantwell so true
My list:
- graduate college
- read as many books as possible
- have three dogs and we will be living in our cute little apartment with some really cute plants
- help others pay for college (it will be difficult but one day I would like to do this)
- finish greys anatomy because I feel like I've been watching it for years and I'm only on season 6
- inspire others
- this summer my mom and I are planting a beginning garden and a garden for bees
Thank u Eva u are an amazing person. I have been trough a lot as well and ur right we're in this together. Also ur hair looks amazing on u I love the color blue!!
Anyone would be lucky to have a friend like you
true
Sophie Angel soooo true
Sophie angel I agree
You are an amazing role model to others. Don’t worry, you will always have someone in this world who u can go to. We (your viewers) are here to support you. I would be your best friend no matter what ❤️
Just keep smiling 😀
😥 oh Eva of you ever feel sad or depressed talk to us we will be with you 🤗🤗
We will all be with her
YEAH!
We will!
We are here with you
I want to change the world.
Chatlotte May
Everybody wants to change the world but if we all help we can change the world
pink fluffy unicorn well said
Thank you
We all do ❤❤
I support you!
Thank you for being transparent. For being real and honest. For being personal and not just a face on UA-cam.
thank you for this eva...I have major depression and anxiety, and i am going to a therapist...you help me eva, all day, just a smile from you makes my day, so thank you, for everything
-I want to live a long life
-I want to find the love of my life
-I want my friends to listen to me when I tell them I’m not okay
-I want to be happy
I hope you get everything you want in life.
i have the same thing my friends dont listen when i say im sot okay
SO DO I!!!!
1d song i want😂
you can have a great life just keep trying
xxxx
To the person on the other side of the screen: I may not know you but I want to thank you for being here and being alive and breathing
Destiny's DIY's you too❤️❤️❤️
Destiny's DIY's you are a awesome person keep up the good work!! Xxx
Destiny's DIY's thank you
Why
Thank you 😊❤
1: I want someone that’s always there for me
2: I want real friends
3: I want my cousins to like me
4: I want to have a flat back ( I have an arched back so it looks like I have a big butt)
5: I want to be confident
6: I want everyone that took the time to read this dumb list to have a good day and know that you’re beautiful.❤️
Your so sweet 💕❤️
Omg u got time
Big butts are a good thing!!!
Pear_l Thank you, and I hope you have a wonderful day as well. I wish you the best and this list comes true, and I hope you have a wonderful day filled with happiness and joy with the ones you love. I know when you commented this it was a quite awhile ago, but if you see I hope life has treated you well and you have a wonderful day. 💛
I have the same list. Just not the back butt thing. I hope your back gets better
Eva! It has been almost 4 years since I watched this video right when you posted it. I was going through such a tough time back then, and I took your advice and wrote a stupid list. I truly believed i'd get these things when I reach the age of 50 lmao. Not too long ago, I came across the list again. I totally forgot about the list and I was shocked because every single item on that list, I now have. And I am also in a much better place now then where I was 4 years ago. It only took 4 years for me to achieve that list. I have many lists and journal entries since this video, and I just want to thank you for helping me eva. I love you very much T_T I hope you're well too
Eva I totally understand the feeling you felt when your parents got mad at you for being depressed... I'm going through so much right now and my mom always yells at me if I'm crying and gets mad. I feel like I'm not allowed to have any other feeling besides being happy. I have no one to talk to, no one I trust. Don't worry, I'll never take my life and I'm not suicidal, but I'm just struggling. Life is just hard.
My list:
make my own UA-cam channel
live in my own apartment
get my own house
Get married
Find a great church
Have my own garden
Etc
hanna joy same ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
hanna joy I feel u too because I get grounded for feeling depressed and having anxiety.
hanna joy I think that her parents got mad at her simply by the fact that they got scared of it, and it was shocking to them. When my little sister is crying, sometimes I get scared and my heart starts racing, just because she is my everything and I don't want her to be bad. Maybe that's what her parents thought in that moment.
hanna joy me too my parents are divorced but I'm same with the mom thang
-I want to be skinny
-I want to be smart to impress my parents
-I want to be a successful person in life
-I want to find someone I can love, and cherish for the rest of my life
-I want to find peace
-I want to find happiness
-I want to find harmony
-I want to find friendship
-I want to be a bit more popular so I won’t really get bullied
-I want to learn to defend myself, to not get bullied
But most of all,
-I want everyone to be happy
-I want everyone to feel loved
-I want Eva to feel happy in anyway possible
-I want all of you to smile
-I want you to be the best you that you could ever be
-I want you, to do something helpful for someone. Even if it’s the littlest thing, because the littlest thing goes a long way :)
I love Eva, and all you beautiful people.
Every LGBTQ person in the world.
Every Straight person in the world.
Every Animal in the world.
Every one watching this, your amazing. Keep that up. Just remember, don’t change, because your beautiful just the way you are :)
-from someone, who loves you, I don’t know you, but your loved by me. See you all lovely people. 💖
HHChelsea Gaming I love you❤️❤️❤️
I do what I can to help people :) 💖
if you were lie me you didnt read the whole thing to long #lazy
I know you don't know me, but i love you and you are beautiful and i hope you are having an amazing life because you deserve it.
This inspired me...
I cried. I cried during this video and it wasn't because of her relation to the show it was her advice. Ava you made life sound worth living. Thank you. Thank you so much❤
I will remember this video in 5 years and I bet that I will watch it about a thousand times to just remind myself that life is worth living
I have never had to deal with depression, but I can picture how this is going to help people so much. You have really opened up a whole side that I have never thought of before. If I had depression, you would have just saved my life. You are SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON. I am so happy for you and stay positive! Love you.
13 Reasons why reminded me of what I have been through as well, it was truly a powerful story.
14:07 Just writing myself a little remind because I’m being interrupted and I want to come back to this later
It's ok
Zachary Crooks Where does the comment say anything about going to bed.?
My life list:
- I want to buy a house
- I want to travel
- I want to meet a cute boy, who stays for a while 😊 ( because in my 20 years on this earth it hasn't happened yet. This makes me very insecure)
- I want to learn another language
- I want to be happy someday
charlotte bakker.
me too
charlotte bakker and u will be happy don't give up
i always find myself coming to this video when i’m at my lowest
Me too :)
i first watched it three years ago when i was suicidal and i’m once again at that point so i’m back here again
I'm 12, I don't live with any of my parents. I haven't seen them in about 2 years. My mom got sick and couldn't take care of me. I would blame myself everyday for it and I was alone in a foster home and I had no one to talk to I didn't know anyone. Before all of this happened my mom played hockey for 9 years and me and my mom played hockey everyday. And when my mom got sick I stopped playing hockey. I stopped doing what I loved. Just because it reminded me of her and how "it was my fault". And now I am still in foster care but permanent. But I I realized that it wasn't my fault and now I play hockey like my mom is watching and I do it to make her proud!
Trinity :3 Wow! Your really strong! Keep it up. I wish you all happiness in your life.
Trinity :3 keep it up princess!
Trinity :3. wow i am really sorry for you i love to play hockey💙 too your story is so inspiring i cried when i was reading this😭
I hope that every single person on earth gets everything on their lists
Thank you💖❤️
What about the not single people....sorry I had to say it..😐
Maggie Lynn1 🤣🤣
Me too
- I want to be REALLY loved
- to have one REAL best friend
- my parents to be by my side and to travel with me
- my brother to be sincere with me
- to have a cat and a dog
- to lose 20 kilos
- to have beautiful white teeth like Eva
- to record an album of my own songs
- to have a house next to the sea (all white), with a big hall and a royal piano inside, so I could play and sing in the evening at the fresh breeze
- to receive 100 white roses
- to meet Leonardo DiCaprio and to say "thank you for the best and sincere actor play ever, you have made my childhood full of sweet memories."
- to film a movie that will leave a trace in a history
- to jump with a parachute
- to walk under the waterfall
- to learn surfing and to catch the good wave...
Lily and Lau ❤❤
i will hope you get what you dream for :)
Lily and Lau 💝💝💝💝
This really helped me when I had the worst mental breakdown of my life in the beginning of the year. It inspired me that you go through that too and that it isn’t my fault and it’s not just me and I’m not alone
I have anxiety and stuff, but not more than one of my best friends. She talks about wanting to die and about useless therapy sessions and about how she was raped and about how she sees her rapist everyday and calls him dad. She comes to school with wrists full of scars. In her room, she has night stands full of antidepressants. Her bathroom cabinet full of random meds that she thinks about swallowing every night. She struggles with relationships and her own sexuality. And I get so, so sad because I can't help her! I can be a shoulder to cry on, I can tell her I'm here, I can tell her her life is worth living and she's worth it. But. Nothing. Helps. And it's not helping my anxiety at all. I think I'm going to send her this video. I think I'm going to talk to her about it. I'm gonna sit with her and we're gonna make life lists. I cried watching this video, I got chills. It impacted/inspired me, so I feel it should help her. Ur an inspiration Eva. Thank you for living life and making the right choice. Love you❤️
LillyD TV I am so sorry that you have have to go through this. And please make lists with your friend!!
LillyD TV I am so so so sorry to hear this! But tell her to try and listen to a band called Twenty øne piløts (I recommend the album vessel of twenty one pilots for when I'm feeling down). Their music and lyrics really hit home and is just simply amazing.. I hope you and her get better soon ❤️
Vessel OR twenty one pilots***
Natasha A |-/
LillyD TV can you tell her that she's beautiful , please send her this comment ❤😭
You just saved a life. I can't thank you enough for that. Thank you for convincing me that mylife is worth living for❤️
No words 😶 I'm watching this at 2 am and I have no words , Eva u are explaining me
Batya Mockin omg its 2:07 rn😂😂 but its reaaal sad
Lilia & Serena you probably live in different time zones from each other
Candycanegamer 2006 3:37
Batya Mockin 3:27
Batya Mockin OMG SAAAMME
This is a really good message people growing up will have issues and even if they didn’t realise there is always someone there for you, you need to know that you should never make quick decisions. Suicide is a very important subject people kill themselves for what others think are small reasons but you know they are going through hell of a time. Being bullied leads to so many teenage suicides cyber bullying also commits suicide spread only positivity take care and love everyone and everything around you. People have big dreams that they deserve to reach and all you have to do is push them a little bit higher to help them live the life they deserve. Speak, pour your heart out let people know if your struggling keeping the pain the anxiety the depression anything to yourself doesn’t help sharing your experiences with trusted people could make your life so much better. Only if people know there is someone suffering there will be at least one person suffering the same things even thought they don’t seem like it they will look like they are the most perfect person ever but there is no thing as a perfect life. Life is too short to end please please please don’t spread hate and negativity only positivity. Smiling at the elderly lady you see every day on the way to school will brighten their day up sooooo much. The smallest things could save lives please spread positivity .
I AM SOO HAPPY YOU ARE ON THIS PLANET WITH ME. WITH EVERYONE AROUND US.
Eva, I've been watching you ever since i was 11 and I'm 16 now but not once have i commented, I've always been caught up on what was the right thing to say and how to express how much mylifeaseva means to me. I'm one of the million individuals who have come to your videos for advice and support and not once have they let me down. *You have helped me through more than you can ever imagine and I'm forever grateful for that* Thank you.
hi i love you
Lauren Lapointe we love you
just think that if you weren't here today many young people may not be here either, because they didn't have you to look up to, but they do and you're one of the reasons they're still alive and happy ❤
Who thinks this should be trending
V Butterfly what should be trending?!
V Butterfly I don't think trending I just hope it reaches everyone who is struggling and who really NEEDS it. Not just anyone who wants to act deep for a minute and comment for likes. But the people who if they don't mind end their lives
Leigh Lovespugs >>this video
My list: a home, best friend, family, to be confident and love my self, to be positive and get over everything that made me feel so bad I'm really thankful for Eva i really love you I feel like in a time that I forgot how much my live is important and i felt that I have no reason to live you reminded me that live is all about ups and downs and I promise I'll be there till the end and have fun at every second in my life love you Eva 💝