It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
If u had a better mindset u wouldn't be depressed Do u have a reason for u to be depressed In this world nobody cares I know But that doesn't mean u should be so sad U can go back unlike me...
Hey brother, I was in a similar state last year. It was a really dark and deep hole to crawl out of. I started by finding someone to talk to, to kinda let them know how I’m feeling, so I didn’t fight the battle alone. This person/shoulder to lean on can come in many forms, even a therapist. With this added support I started to do things that made me happy, not because others wanted me to. I started going on hikes alone, I thought “if I’m going to be alone I might as well have fun doing it” I started new hobbies, I began to cook more difficult food, and eventually I found myself smiling again. I started hanging out with my friends more and more. Times get tough, I’m sure I’ll find myself in that hole again one day, but what matters is that it will get better, one day; you just need to believe that yourself to make it happen. Keep fighting dude, and know that people love you. I’m proud of you.
Hey bro. Whole last year was a pit for me. I thought I was alone and had no reason and no purpose in this world. I was struggling mentally very hard. I accepted everything that was happening and did nothing. I just felt very bad and just stayed with it. What I am trying to say is that it is okay to feel that way. To feel and to acknowledge those feelings. And at some point time just takes care of everything. Dont worry about it too much. Just be yourself, feel what you feel and fuck those who look at you differently because of it. You are being real at least, not like huge majority of people, ashamed of their feelings and what others think. I guess the important part for me was to start believing in something, whether it would be a person, a close one or an activity. It can help you start seeing a reason for being happy sometimes. And like @BigCrawdaddy said, try finding a person to talk to, it does really help and you may realize that you are not the only one struggling with the same problems and you are definitely not alone. I love you man, proud of you. Let me know how you’re doing at some point if you feel like it. ❤
@@BigCrawdaddy but there isn't a friend to talk to... And I can't find one And the thing is no matter how many times I tried I couldn't get better But I wish I countinued
2022......I remember the beginning of the Russian war..................................I was in a Ukrainian city where everything it has begun.........I understand that no one will care about this..........................I'm very sad that I had to say goodbye to my hometown and my grandparents.
This music takes me to the most vulnerable parts of my being. The only reason I live is to be here for my 3 year old daughter. Her love, her laugh, her joy means everything to me. She is my heart, she is my soul, she is everything I asked God for and more. She’s the greatest gift I’ve ever been given. And I want her to know that I will forever be with her. She is the love of my life, and she is the reason why I don’t give up each day, why I can’t give up.
Amo vídeos assim principalmente as músicas., são relaxantes, vazias, me lembra uma floresta solitária apenas esse toque e o silêncio da floresta..e pelo toque tristes.. é muito bom
Jesus sees all your pain and wants to save you and give you new life. Come to him, he loves you may the Lord bless you all my dear brothers and sisters AMEN ❤️✝️🙏
There's a saying that there is sadness at the back of life which some people do not attempt to mitigate that they are Entirely aware of their own standing in their own shadow and yet alive in every tremor and gleam of existence there they endure -unknown
i had a dream that i was dating somebody, i was having fun, having a good time hanging out with them, we went to the movies, went snowboarding, and then i woke up, never been so sad ever before, i feel like its a reminder that nobody will ever love me 😔
Christ is waiting for every single one of you, when the time is right and your mind is ripe you will seek and find the truth brothers good luck in your endeavours.
@@truereality5873 It makes me truly happy to offer even a single smile , Jesus loves you and every one going through a hard time deserves his guidance and nurture. I pray and hope that you will be able to overcome those hard times, god bless you.
Jesus loves you all❤️, Matthew 5:2 and he opened his mouth and taught them saying: 3blessed are the poor In spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 “blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. 5”blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit earth. 6”blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7”blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. 8”blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9”Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons (children) of God.❤
@-somebody_ I was also in this kind of situation I didn’t solve all the confusion but did lil bit so I will share my findings .i was in this situation because idk what to rely on for my action and thinking beliefs etc . And for me just faking up things is like cheating to yourself ( also the structure of society is also based on fake ideas and concepts ) that’s why we have existential crisis ( which is not depression but an important problem to be solved not by creating fake meanings but asking why am I asking the question of existence) to deal with this problem you have draw your conclusions based on facts not some superficial concepts or ideas and then clarity will come slowly I will suggest you audio’s and books of j Krishnamurti .and cinema of Andrei tarkovsky
Ava ia not comeing back just stop:mom:me i know she is she cant be dead i love her...she is my soul SHE IS MY LIFE SHE IS MY BEST..FREIND AND UR NOT GUNNA TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME SHE WASS EVREYTHINGGG😭😡i cant live..u know without her she was the world to me. And i hope she is playing soccer up in heaven with the ppl she loves up there and mom. U can ground me its not gunna change anything ur just mad u dint HAVE A BFF LIKE I DID!!
It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
Well. God doesn’t do things for no reason
Just think?
If u had a better mindset u wouldn't be depressed
Do u have a reason for u to be depressed
In this world nobody cares I know
But that doesn't mean u should be so sad
U can go back unlike me...
Hey brother, I was in a similar state last year. It was a really dark and deep hole to crawl out of. I started by finding someone to talk to, to kinda let them know how I’m feeling, so I didn’t fight the battle alone. This person/shoulder to lean on can come in many forms, even a therapist. With this added support I started to do things that made me happy, not because others wanted me to. I started going on hikes alone, I thought “if I’m going to be alone I might as well have fun doing it” I started new hobbies, I began to cook more difficult food, and eventually I found myself smiling again. I started hanging out with my friends more and more. Times get tough, I’m sure I’ll find myself in that hole again one day, but what matters is that it will get better, one day; you just need to believe that yourself to make it happen. Keep fighting dude, and know that people love you. I’m proud of you.
Hey bro. Whole last year was a pit for me. I thought I was alone and had no reason and no purpose in this world. I was struggling mentally very hard. I accepted everything that was happening and did nothing. I just felt very bad and just stayed with it. What I am trying to say is that it is okay to feel that way. To feel and to acknowledge those feelings. And at some point time just takes care of everything. Dont worry about it too much. Just be yourself, feel what you feel and fuck those who look at you differently because of it. You are being real at least, not like huge majority of people, ashamed of their feelings and what others think. I guess the important part for me was to start believing in something, whether it would be a person, a close one or an activity. It can help you start seeing a reason for being happy sometimes. And like @BigCrawdaddy said, try finding a person to talk to, it does really help and you may realize that you are not the only one struggling with the same problems and you are definitely not alone. I love you man, proud of you. Let me know how you’re doing at some point if you feel like it. ❤
@@BigCrawdaddy but there isn't a friend to talk to...
And I can't find one
And the thing is no matter how many times I tried I couldn't get better
But I wish I countinued
2022......I remember the beginning of the Russian war..................................I was in a Ukrainian city where everything it has begun.........I understand that no one will care about this..........................I'm very sad that I had to say goodbye to my hometown and my grandparents.
Dam, stay strong brother
Praying for you and your grandparents. Stay strong bro, we love you 🙏
I am a Turk and I feel your pain in my bones right now. Stay strong brother, souls like you are all over the world, we are a family. 🫂
Happiness is not our destination point, it is the way of traveling.🤗
Don't forget others brother, we pray for you, your family, and everyone who suffers these tragedies..
This music takes me to the most vulnerable parts of my being. The only reason I live is to be here for my 3 year old daughter. Her love, her laugh, her joy means everything to me. She is my heart, she is my soul, she is everything I asked God for and more. She’s the greatest gift I’ve ever been given. And I want her to know that I will forever be with her. She is the love of my life, and she is the reason why I don’t give up each day, why I can’t give up.
See your comment, i'm wanna crying, your mean its mom? (if i wrong i'm sorry)
I don't care what you all say but this song gives me good vibes.
Amo vídeos assim principalmente as músicas., são relaxantes, vazias, me lembra uma floresta solitária apenas esse toque e o silêncio da floresta..e pelo toque tristes.. é muito bom
Fills me with a pleasant melancholy.
the reason I love underrated things
esta musica me iso volver a tras en donde era feliz
🥺
Jesus sees all your pain and wants to save you and give you new life. Come to him, he loves you may the Lord bless you all my dear brothers and sisters AMEN ❤️✝️🙏
Remember that you always have to chase your dreams
Imagine being immortal and you go back to see your childhood places before the earth will begin to die.
this just made me wanna write so much my hand will be dead by the end of it i cant explain why
It has a feeling of sadness but with lots of Hope that something positive will happen ❤
Eu amo essa música por causa dessa melodia!❤
When you realize that that time will never come back again
People you know can hurt you the most…
Real. Meu coração arde como o inferno..
Pov this song is what gives me peace when I am broke the most and when life is taking some tough turns! 💔
This track takes me back to my childhood. I wish i could go back in time. I don't like seeing my parents grow old.
Good mix❤
Thanks for listening
Amazing well done!
Thanks for the visit
Ojalá en otra vida mi familia y yo vivamos feliz y cada uno cumpla sus metas ❤️🩹
Have faith.
I remember when i saw her for the first and last time
❤ 0:08 ❤ 0:11 ❤ 0:13
There's a saying that there is sadness at the back of life which some people do not attempt to mitigate that they are Entirely aware of their own standing in their own shadow and yet alive in every tremor and gleam of existence there they endure
-unknown
La extraño demasiado , volveré la buscaré , es el amor de mi vida, nunca me avía enamorado así...
i had a dream that i was dating somebody, i was having fun, having a good time hanging out with them, we went to the movies, went snowboarding, and then i woke up, never been so sad ever before, i feel like its a reminder that nobody will ever love me 😔
Im so lost without you
I dont know just what to do
I havent moved since youve been gone, i wont go cruise, i always lose everything i choose,
❤
moon boots light at night.
NYC 😢😢
I'm coming from jail yesterday and I'm listening sad moment of my life is end
Bruh im cry you no have notting.
I dont going to go back….
I tried so hard to get her back....end the end she didn't want to work things out
Christ is waiting for every single one of you, when the time is right and your mind is ripe you will seek and find the truth brothers good luck in your endeavours.
I needed to see this more than you know. I’m broken.
@@truereality5873 It makes me truly happy to offer even a single smile , Jesus loves you and every one going through a hard time deserves his guidance and nurture.
I pray and hope that you will be able to overcome those hard times, god bless you.
Jesus loves you all❤️, Matthew 5:2 and he opened his mouth and taught them saying: 3blessed are the poor In spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 “blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
5”blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit earth.
6”blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.
7”blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.
8”blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.
9”Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons (children) of God.❤
فلاش باااك💔💔
💔
Even When Everything Is Falling Back Away From Me I Still Try To Love Why Can’t I be The One Who doesn’t Give Af 😢 I Don’t Know how to let people go 😔
I hope see you fine in 2040 dear if we won't I'm sure we will meet in garden one day
@-somebody_ I was also in this kind of situation I didn’t solve all the confusion but did lil bit so I will share my findings .i was in this situation because idk what to rely on for my action and thinking beliefs etc . And for me just faking up things is like cheating to yourself ( also the structure of society is also based on fake ideas and concepts ) that’s why we have existential crisis ( which is not depression but an important problem to be solved not by creating fake meanings but asking why am I asking the question of existence) to deal with this problem you have draw your conclusions based on facts not some superficial concepts or ideas and then clarity will come slowly I will suggest you audio’s and books of j Krishnamurti .and cinema of Andrei tarkovsky
27/11/2023
2:52 night
Real
My pet dog died 1 hr ago so ......
🤔
Ava ia not comeing back just stop:mom:me i know she is she cant be dead i love her...she is my soul SHE IS MY LIFE SHE IS MY BEST..FREIND AND UR NOT GUNNA TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME SHE WASS EVREYTHINGGG😭😡i cant live..u know without her she was the world to me. And i hope she is playing soccer up in heaven with the ppl she loves up there and mom. U can ground me its not gunna change anything ur just mad u dint HAVE A BFF LIKE I DID!!
hey, is everything alright?