The winds howl. It's cold and sharp, giving a burning sensation on my exposed skin. The small snowflakes blown by the wind make it feel like being whipped by ice. The snow is deep, just below knee height. Each step requires the foot to be raised high, balance made difficult from the slope. I use an ice pick in my right hand to dig into the slope and retain balance. I lost my other pick. I don't know where I'm going, I can barely see 10 meters away in the blizzard. It's cold, I'm hungry, tired. I feel sleepy. But if I let go, I will tumble down the slope, unable to catch myself. I fell down the cliff about 5 hours ago, maybe 4, I can't tell. I know the sun will set soon, and it will get dark. I have maybe an hour until it's completely dark. I cannot even see the end of the slope, but all I can do is climb. There is no other way. I must climb and hope there is a cave or somewhere I can take refuge. Maybe I'm prolonging the inevitable. Maybe there is nothing at the end of this slope. I'm tired, I just want to lay down. Why am I trying? There's definitely nothing at the end of this slope. I climb for another 30 minutes, and eventually, the slope flattens out, allowing me to lie down. I fall face first in the snow. It feels good. My face is burning from the cold of the snow, but my body is relieved to get a break. I turn around on my back. The wind is so loud. My eyes start to close. Is this it? Am I going to die? What's the point of getting up, I'm comfortable here. I can just fall asleep, and let the cold embrace take me away. This feels almost… good. Relieving. I close my eyes Then I see their faces. Laughter echoes in my head. The times we were wrestling in the grass, the times I disinfected his wound after he fell from his bike. The gentle moment I carried her small precious body to bed after she fell asleep on the couch. The beautiful smile of my wife, the woman I chose to live the rest of my life with. I promised so many things to them, and now I won't be able to fulfil the promises. But they'll understand. They'll know I tried my best. I feel myself starting to fall asleep, my hand is too numb to hold my ice pick. It's time… No, I lied. I have not tried my best. There is still hope, I must see this through. If there is even a slither of a chance I can see them again, then I have to persevere. I can't let go. I open my eyes and grip my ice pick, and scream. I get my back off the floor. I bring my knees to my chest, turn around, and use the handle of the ice pick to propel myself up. I lose balance and fall down. I get up again. I take one step and crumble. I get up again. It's getting dark. But I push. I shout. My body is numb. I'm so cold but am so depleted of my energy my body stopped shivering. I continue. Stumbling over and over, but getting gup each time. Darkness continues to engulf the snow. I can barely see where I'm going. I don't even know if I'm walking straight. Then I see it. A faint, orange circular light in the fog ahead of me.
Happy new year, YT people, I just want to say these videos mean a lot to me. It brings me calm. Everyone is carrying their own battles; here is one of them. It's not impossible, but it takes a lot of energy; mental and physical energy. I don't know how much time I will fight with them. But here we are trying again. I hope you can win your fights. I hope you can find peace.
Sad Hours, This channel is phenomenal. Thank you for introducing me to countless artists. Their music made an impact and empowered me to push forth in life. You have my utmost respect, friend.
Just believe in g-ds plan and do good for yourself.... even if it might be hard... eat healthy, workout, spend time in nature and around the people or pets you love as nobody can for you.... coming from own experience. See a psychologist and share you experiences as you feel them. Also. Think about what you were and are good at and capitalize off of them. I promise you... everybody has the power to turn their life sunny side up... find it in your heart and be kind to yourself. You got this dude!
Great idea for the background ambience, however for me, the name being sad hours means I'm probably not gunna stick around long, as the name alone will make me sad bro
Sad Hours Playlist - spoti.fi/44mHnMc 💙
The only person who will consistently stand by you through life's toughest challenges is yourself.
God is by your side, have faith in him
@@randombush3031 Which god?
Parents*
I don't think so.
@@DarkMe13 That's for you to find out and investigate. Don't be lazy and presume anything. Do your research.
The winds howl. It's cold and sharp, giving a burning sensation on my exposed skin. The small snowflakes blown by the wind make it feel like being whipped by ice. The snow is deep, just below knee height. Each step requires the foot to be raised high, balance made difficult from the slope. I use an ice pick in my right hand to dig into the slope and retain balance. I lost my other pick. I don't know where I'm going, I can barely see 10 meters away in the blizzard. It's cold, I'm hungry, tired. I feel sleepy. But if I let go, I will tumble down the slope, unable to catch myself.
I fell down the cliff about 5 hours ago, maybe 4, I can't tell. I know the sun will set soon, and it will get dark. I have maybe an hour until it's completely dark. I cannot even see the end of the slope, but all I can do is climb. There is no other way. I must climb and hope there is a cave or somewhere I can take refuge. Maybe I'm prolonging the inevitable. Maybe there is nothing at the end of this slope. I'm tired, I just want to lay down. Why am I trying? There's definitely nothing at the end of this slope.
I climb for another 30 minutes, and eventually, the slope flattens out, allowing me to lie down. I fall face first in the snow. It feels good. My face is burning from the cold of the snow, but my body is relieved to get a break. I turn around on my back. The wind is so loud. My eyes start to close. Is this it? Am I going to die? What's the point of getting up, I'm comfortable here. I can just fall asleep, and let the cold embrace take me away. This feels almost… good. Relieving. I close my eyes
Then I see their faces. Laughter echoes in my head. The times we were wrestling in the grass, the times I disinfected his wound after he fell from his bike. The gentle moment I carried her small precious body to bed after she fell asleep on the couch. The beautiful smile of my wife, the woman I chose to live the rest of my life with. I promised so many things to them, and now I won't be able to fulfil the promises. But they'll understand. They'll know I tried my best.
I feel myself starting to fall asleep, my hand is too numb to hold my ice pick. It's time…
No, I lied. I have not tried my best. There is still hope, I must see this through. If there is even a slither of a chance I can see them again, then I have to persevere. I can't let go. I open my eyes and grip my ice pick, and scream. I get my back off the floor. I bring my knees to my chest, turn around, and use the handle of the ice pick to propel myself up. I lose balance and fall down. I get up again. I take one step and crumble. I get up again. It's getting dark. But I push. I shout. My body is numb. I'm so cold but am so depleted of my energy my body stopped shivering. I continue. Stumbling over and over, but getting gup each time. Darkness continues to engulf the snow. I can barely see where I'm going. I don't even know if I'm walking straight.
Then I see it. A faint, orange circular light in the fog ahead of me.
Happy new year, YT people, I just want to say these videos mean a lot to me. It brings me calm.
Everyone is carrying their own battles; here is one of them. It's not impossible, but it takes a lot of energy; mental and physical energy. I don't know how much time I will fight with them. But here we are trying again.
I hope you can win your fights. I hope you can find peace.
This is so relaxing. Thank you. ♥ ♥
Man fh4 was such a gem we lost
My recommendation knows me. 🙏🏼
rightt
Sad Hours,
This channel is phenomenal. Thank you for introducing me to countless artists. Their music made an impact and empowered me to push forth in life. You have my utmost respect, friend.
CRISPY video quality o7
Love the visuals and the playlist💚💚 Nice work!!, thanks for sharing!
Good night guys ❤
I want to travel around the world with someone in the car. Just night, rain, serenity and both of you.
Mate, you can see nothing at night, especially if its rain. Sun is a friend of a car \ bike traveler
I really like this one 🥺
M2 2016 bmw video still first and favorite. Thanks 😊
Nice I'm gonna put this new one on the tv this Night
Very nice Music Video ❤🎉😮😊❤
Just believe in g-ds plan and do good for yourself.... even if it might be hard... eat healthy, workout, spend time in nature and around the people or pets you love as nobody can for you.... coming from own experience. See a psychologist and share you experiences as you feel them. Also. Think about what you were and are good at and capitalize off of them. I promise you... everybody has the power to turn their life sunny side up... find it in your heart and be kind to yourself. You got this dude!
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Is this forza?It s an amazing game
Also,you really did a great job.Sometimes, i need videos like this.Keep going!
yes :)
Based!
Спасибо
i'm from the 8x9x generation. This graphic is unbelievable to me. Crazy. What game is it?
It should be forza horizon 4. But i think its modded.
First?❤
speeeedy
Bro how do u adjust the time and weather in the game
She really isn't tho even tho she always said she would be
hey there can you share the code of the maps?
game name ?
Forza horizon 4
What's the game?
Forza horizon 4
@@ChristianYapz
Huuum, is it really car handling game
Second
Great idea for the background ambience, however for me, the name being sad hours means I'm probably not gunna stick around long, as the name alone will make me sad bro