If your allowed, you could get a fire pit or something like that in your back garden. It would be like the colder month’s version of the pool. Bring your own hot drink, come and chat by the fire.
Hello, Tonya Jean! SO SORRY about how you have been feeling. Just know so many people love, care and adore you. I'm SO excited and jazzed about you and Peter working towards seeing each other twice a week, I say this in the most encouraging way. Love & hugs. God bless. HOPE you and Peter can go to that biscuits and gravy place, that is on the newer side. Trying to think of the name of it.
I feel you on feeling lonely as I’m also an only child myself Peter!! I feel like these days most people have at least their siblings to fall back on or go to for advice which makes me feel more lonely 😭😭
As a Swiftie and an only child, You're On Your Own, Kid is one of my favorite songs. The lyrics just really fit how I felt growing up and even into adulthood. I've never felt like anyone's first choice, I'm just on my own. I'm so glad you resonate with that song as well. Side note, you have NO IDEA what happened on bachelorette. It was the most horrific thing to watch. I can't wait for the video you make about it!
Peter your story of school parallels mine so close when you said at least when people bullied you they were talking to you instead of not seeing you I started BAWLING, 1:1 comparison to my youth before i was finally pulled from school in 9th grade
Thank you, Petter! I have some shopping to do now. Also, YES, they do care. We love your story and experiences, and we're thrilled that you're capturing history on video, especially since so much has already been lost to the sands of time. We would love to see the entire club collection.
The best advice I can give and trust me it was hard even for me is when it comes close to Summer 2025, you need to wake up every single day fully dedicated to going to that pool and doing fun things with your neighbor friends. You really should play pickleball just for fun. Be as dedicated as you are to your sobriety and you will have an epic summer. If you know it’s good weather until 11:30 am then it’s going to be crap, be at that pool at 11 and get those 30 mins in. You can do it Peter! We love this side of you, you’ve become so different in a good way that I barely remember the Peter who didn’t socialize with his neighbors.
I thought the girl on the milk carton documentary came out a few years ago? I'm also glad that you brought it up, because I meant to watch it and I never did.
I get what you're saying about music. I have to censor my music! I lost my sister and niece to addiction and if a song comes on that we used to listen to. I'm probably going to cry 😢 Music was such a big part of our lives. Oh how I miss them so much 🖤
Oh no!!!! I didn’t even think about the sharks!!! Sorry! I just finished Dead Man Talking by Jana DeLeon and it has a different narrator but I loved it!!!
Peter there was a school shooting recently in Georgia. I was bullied in school but when I see on the news students who have gone through a shooting in their school I feel that my being bullied was nothing. It’s a shame that students are having to face that kind of fear in school. My experience of being bullied for me I feel was nothing compared to what other students have had to face. I told myself basically about being bullied “Pull up your big girl pants and get real”.
Did you see the Tati vlog with Michelle and her video about recovery? I found it ironic because you were just talking about women having shame with recovery and Tati expressed that same thing. I’m so glad I found your channel because it’s helped me open my eyes and see so many different perspectives.
Grant is so fine so I'm eagerly anticipating it! I bet you for the golden bachelor they're gonna have to come up with all sorts of drama for those old men because they're going to be boring 😂 old men fights are so weird!
Every pet I’ve had that I thought they’d be last to go wasn’t. It’s always been the opposite for me. Too bad your basement isn’t ready for filming or you could just film videos when you can’t sleep and sleep when you can during the day since no one else is home.
Hi Peter, I’m sure you’ve gotten a million DM’s today about Tati being on Michele Phan’s podcast. She goes into some pretty personal stuff including being sober and her addiction issues in her early 20s! It was quite interesting actually and I’m happy she decided to disclose this. *Update - Tati made a video about sobriety!
I feel you so deeply in this vlog and I have a husband and 4 kids and the thing of it is not one could tell you one thing about me that’s actually true
Something my husband and I discussed when considering whether to have a second child and give our daughter a sibling (I accidentally got pregnant with our second so these talks didn’t really matter 😂 but we are excited to have our son next month!) is that “a sibling doesn’t guarantee a friend.” My husband is very close with his siblings, but I am not especially close with my brothers. You’re closer with Caroline than I am with pretty much anybody. 😂
Your pool closing is way too early! They should keep the pool open through September 21st. Our pool stays open through the first week of October in Louisville
@@pepperje11y our condo used to be like that too but we decided that as long as the weather permits and is consistently warm enough outdoors then we want it open to enjoy. We sometimes have weather 80 and above throughout most of October.
You talking about being an only child hurt my heart, I have a child and I dont think im ever going to have another baby, not because I dont want to, but I dont ever want my daughter to feel lonely or left out or any of those things. Shes 12 so even if I were to have another child they would be 13 years apart. She has a couple friends but I feel like they leave her out of a bunch of stuff that she would love to do with them and it breaks my heart for her, shes tells me shes doesnt care but I know it hurts I know how it feels when you get left out of stuff. Anyways thank you peter for the vlog and Happy Birthday Boo!!
I take trazadone and I've found that if I take more than just a quarter of the pill it doesn't help and I'm super sleepy the next day. Idk the science of that but I know it's used to treat different things depending on the amount.
Did you ever watch the TV series "Mom"? A big part of it was meetings and the friends going out after the meetings. Of course, it then was about their lives. Another issue was a character being raised by an addicted mother and now both were sober. Wonder what your thoufhts are on the show. Maybe you talked about it before, I dont recall. I would like your commentary on Tati.
I wasn’t a loner throughout school, but I was a drifter. In a way that was almost worse…it punctuated how much I really didn’t belong anywhere; like an outcast occasionally acknowledged in a superficial, peripheral kind of way. However, I do remember a bout of ferocious bullying in grade 8 by a small army of 9 girls. None of them knew me, but that didn’t need to matter I suppose. They tag-team gang jumped me for about 6 months. Then I finally called the police on the school administration and it all came to a complete stop. And all because I grew up poor. Just thought I’d share.
I love how everyone wants your input on her sobriety talk (which yes, we do) but no one's mentioning the drama part of her interview when she address bye sister, James Charles, Jeffrey Star, etc... by name... it was pretty crazy to see after all this time!
Did you make an effort to talk to people even when you felt excluded? Sometimes other don't know that you wanted to hang out with them unless you speak up and let them know you wanted to be included. Sometimes we have to be the ones to speak up. People can't read your mind. It sounds like that them not hanging out with you could be your falt for not speaking up and their falt for not asking you if you wanted to go out with them. Also maybe they had plans before they seen you. Did you try to be friendly to them first? Do you think that this was part your falt for not taking the initiative to be friends with them? Maybe you could have asked if it was ok to go with them out to eat or going to do an activity with them? I had the same thing happen to me except I thought that the group of friends knew that I wanted to spend time with them ,but they had no clue also I didn't take the initiative to hang out. So it was my fault for not telling them I wanted to hang out with them. They could not read my mind. It was a misunderstanding. They did want to be friends with me. I was so worried about them not wanting to hang out with me that I missed out because I never spoke up to let them know that I wanted to hang out with them.
I stopped watching the Bachelor./ Bachelorette years ago, and honestly, I'm not sure why the show is still in. It's kind of like Greays anatomy they run their course. Also any update with the sephora employees who were so rude to you
Just an FYI that beetlejuice fanta is DISGUSTING! lol my husband got it and my kids said it was so bad that it tasted the way a pumpkin spice candle smells if that makes sense. Buyer beware lol
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Thanks for being my bedtime story!
Yes!!
Same Zzzz so calming and cozy haha chatting with Peter
Mine too!
If your allowed, you could get a fire pit or something like that in your back garden. It would be like the colder month’s version of the pool. Bring your own hot drink, come and chat by the fire.
I work from home and I don't go out much, so I understand the lonely feeling, something what helps me when I feel lonely is listing who I love💙
🥰 Yes, The Discovery of Witches show has been out for a while.👍🏼
HOPE your insomnia goes away for good asap. HUGS.
Yay! It's Boo Radley's birthday! I hope he has the best day ever with his dads.
Much love to all of you! 🥰💙💙💙🐕
Happy birthday Boo! Thanks for the vlog. Love you 💙💙💙
Omg, relatable. I actively avoid sad/emotional media for my mental health. I've done so for years.
Happy birthday, Boo Radley!!! 🎉
Good morning Peter 💙💙💙💙💙💙
The way I feel like I’m your friend babe.! I hope you know how much we appreciate you and love your content and personality.
Happy Birthday Boo Radley🎉💙🎉
Happy birthday sweet Boo Radley!! 🎉🐶
The crickets 🦗 singing in the background is perfect! Instead of enjoying a “Cozy Mystery” night, it should be “Cozy Porch Peter” night ❤
Hello, Tonya Jean! SO SORRY about how you have been feeling. Just know so many people love, care and adore you. I'm SO excited and jazzed about you and Peter working towards seeing each other twice a week, I say this in the most encouraging way. Love & hugs. God bless. HOPE you and Peter can go to that biscuits and gravy place, that is on the newer side. Trying to think of the name of it.
Bears and Pitts...I probably called the name of the restaurant wrong.
Thanks for sharing. I’ve always felt alone even in groups
SORRY about your neighbor's dermatology appt. Wish her a speedy recovery.
Peter, you truly are a lovely person. I feel really lucky that you take the time to share your day with everyone.
Oh give Boo a big Happy Birthday hug for me!!
I feel you on feeling lonely as I’m also an only child myself Peter!! I feel like these days most people have at least their siblings to fall back on or go to for advice which makes me feel more lonely 😭😭
As a Swiftie and an only child, You're On Your Own, Kid is one of my favorite songs. The lyrics just really fit how I felt growing up and even into adulthood. I've never felt like anyone's first choice, I'm just on my own. I'm so glad you resonate with that song as well. Side note, you have NO IDEA what happened on bachelorette. It was the most horrific thing to watch. I can't wait for the video you make about it!
Peter your story of school parallels mine so close when you said at least when people bullied you they were talking to you instead of not seeing you I started BAWLING, 1:1 comparison to my youth before i was finally pulled from school in 9th grade
Thank goodness lol I've been waiting
Love your long vlogs Peter. Going through a hard time but you always cheer me up 💗
Thank you, Petter! I have some shopping to do now. Also, YES, they do care. We love your story and experiences, and we're thrilled that you're capturing history on video, especially since so much has already been lost to the sands of time. We would love to see the entire club collection.
The best advice I can give and trust me it was hard even for me is when it comes close to Summer 2025, you need to wake up every single day fully dedicated to going to that pool and doing fun things with your neighbor friends. You really should play pickleball just for fun. Be as dedicated as you are to your sobriety and you will have an epic summer. If you know it’s good weather until 11:30 am then it’s going to be crap, be at that pool at 11 and get those 30 mins in. You can do it Peter! We love this side of you, you’ve become so different in a good way that I barely remember the Peter who didn’t socialize with his neighbors.
Happy birthday, Boo Radley. I hope all of your birthday wishes come true. ❤🎉
Happy Birthday Boo Radley! 🥳
Peter Vlog = Perfect ending to the day!
🎉Happy Birthday Boo🎉
You can be around a bunch of people and still feel lonely. I know that feeling it really sucks 😔
I thought the girl on the milk carton documentary came out a few years ago?
I'm also glad that you brought it up, because I meant to watch it and I never did.
Oooh over an hour!! Yay! thanks Peter! ❤
I've always wondered why you didn't listen to books at the pool. Tati's video was cool. I like this trend of mainstreaming sobriety.
Peter I’m so grateful for your consistency! 💙💙💙
I get what you're saying about music. I have to censor my music! I lost my sister and niece to addiction and if a song comes on that we used to listen to. I'm probably going to cry 😢 Music was such a big part of our lives. Oh how I miss them so much 🖤
I'm so sorry, sweetness. Sending you lots of love and light! ❤🙏❤
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Aww boo radley out here ready for his learners permit 😂
Just on time. I've had the worst insomnia lately.
I'm sober & outgoing & funny. I'd love to be part of your swim club💜
Oh Peter…. You need to watch the Bachelorette finale. My jaw was on the floor. It is not what you think!!!
I’m sure you’ve already watched it by now but the bachelorette doesn’t end how you think it does!!
Peter, I’d give anything to have a friend just like you and I’ll bet I speak for a lot of us. 👫❤
I encourage you to go to the pool even if alone with your books. Just be present in the situation.
Oh no!!!! I didn’t even think about the sharks!!! Sorry! I just finished Dead Man Talking by Jana DeLeon and it has a different narrator but I loved it!!!
Peter there was a school shooting recently in Georgia. I was bullied in school but when I see on the news students who have gone through a shooting in their school I feel that my being bullied was nothing. It’s a shame that students are having to face that kind of fear in school. My experience of being bullied for me I feel was nothing compared to what other students have had to face. I told myself basically about being bullied “Pull up your big girl pants and get real”.
Did you see the Tati vlog with Michelle and her video about recovery? I found it ironic because you were just talking about women having shame with recovery and Tati expressed that same thing. I’m so glad I found your channel because it’s helped me open my eyes and see so many different perspectives.
I’m definitely going to the pool today.
Happy Birthday Boo
You should try sleep storys to try and drift off, they really help me. Lots of channels on you tube do them, my favourite is sleepy cat.
Grant is so fine so I'm eagerly anticipating it!
I bet you for the golden bachelor they're gonna have to come up with all sorts of drama for those old men because they're going to be boring 😂 old men fights are so weird!
Every pet I’ve had that I thought they’d be last to go wasn’t. It’s always been the opposite for me.
Too bad your basement isn’t ready for filming or you could just film videos when you can’t sleep and sleep when you can during the day since no one else is home.
Hi Peter, I’m sure you’ve gotten a million DM’s today about Tati being on Michele Phan’s podcast. She goes into some pretty personal stuff including being sober and her addiction issues in her early 20s! It was quite interesting actually and I’m happy she decided to disclose this.
*Update - Tati made a video about sobriety!
my heart hurt after your discussion about being on your own. i felt the same way growing up
It costs $600 to keep the pool open for another week? That is a lie straight from hell. No shade.
Straight from the pit! Maybe $60 at THE MOST!
I feel you so deeply in this vlog and I have a husband and 4 kids and the thing of it is not one could tell you one thing about me that’s actually true
Something my husband and I discussed when considering whether to have a second child and give our daughter a sibling (I accidentally got pregnant with our second so these talks didn’t really matter 😂 but we are excited to have our son next month!) is that “a sibling doesn’t guarantee a friend.” My husband is very close with his siblings, but I am not especially close with my brothers. You’re closer with Caroline than I am with pretty much anybody. 😂
Your pool closing is way too early! They should keep the pool open through September 21st. Our pool stays open through the first week of October in Louisville
Everywhere I've always lived it's open memorial day, closed labor day.
@@pepperje11y our condo used to be like that too but we decided that as long as the weather permits and is consistently warm enough outdoors then we want it open to enjoy. We sometimes have weather 80 and above throughout most of October.
I live in Southern California and pool at our condo stays open mostly all year. They might close in the winter a week or two for repairs.
You talking about being an only child hurt my heart, I have a child and I dont think im ever going to have another baby, not because I dont want to, but I dont ever want my daughter to feel lonely or left out or any of those things. Shes 12 so even if I were to have another child they would be 13 years apart. She has a couple friends but I feel like they leave her out of a bunch of stuff that she would love to do with them and it breaks my heart for her, shes tells me shes doesnt care but I know it hurts I know how it feels when you get left out of stuff. Anyways thank you peter for the vlog and Happy Birthday Boo!!
have a beautiful night 💤💙sending love . give boo a kiss for me 💙💙💙💙💙💙💜💜🐕🐕🐕🐕
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That Beetlejuice Soda is absolutely disgusting
💙🩵💙 Well, hello Boo Radley a very happy birthday to you. I send you birthday love and hugs. Love you Peter! 💙🩵💙 #woofpack
Sending love ❤️
Lolololol. The tanning god.
I take trazadone and I've found that if I take more than just a quarter of the pill it doesn't help and I'm super sleepy the next day. Idk the science of that but I know it's used to treat different things depending on the amount.
Did you ever watch the TV series "Mom"? A big part of it was meetings and the friends going out after the meetings. Of course, it then was about their lives. Another issue was a character being raised by an addicted mother and now both were sober. Wonder what your thoufhts are on the show. Maybe you talked about it before, I dont recall. I would like your commentary on Tati.
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is it boo birthday happy birthday .baby boo sweet boy💜💙💜🤯🥳
I wasn’t a loner throughout school, but I was a drifter. In a way that was almost worse…it punctuated how much I really didn’t belong anywhere; like an outcast occasionally acknowledged in a superficial, peripheral kind of way. However, I do remember a bout of ferocious bullying in grade 8 by a small army of 9 girls. None of them knew me, but that didn’t need to matter I suppose. They tag-team gang jumped me for about 6 months. Then I finally called the police on the school administration and it all came to a complete stop. And all because I grew up poor. Just thought I’d share.
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I love how everyone wants your input on her sobriety talk (which yes, we do) but no one's mentioning the drama part of her interview when she address bye sister, James Charles, Jeffrey Star, etc... by name... it was pretty crazy to see after all this time!
Did you make an effort to talk to people even when you felt excluded? Sometimes other don't know that you wanted to hang out with them unless you speak up and let them know you wanted to be included. Sometimes we have to be the ones to speak up. People can't read your mind. It sounds like that them not hanging out with you could be your falt for not speaking up and their falt for not asking you if you wanted to go out with them. Also maybe they had plans before they seen you. Did you try to be friendly to them first? Do you think that this was part your falt for not taking the initiative to be friends with them? Maybe you could have asked if it was ok to go with them out to eat or going to do an activity with them? I had the same thing happen to me except I thought that the group of friends knew that I wanted to spend time with them ,but they had no clue also I didn't take the initiative to hang out. So it was my fault for not telling them I wanted to hang out with them. They could not read my mind. It was a misunderstanding. They did want to be friends with me. I was so worried about them not wanting to hang out with me that I missed out because I never spoke up to let them know that I wanted to hang out with them.
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you won’t like devin anymore after you watch the finale, all the stuff that’s gone down is so messed up since the engagement.
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Walmart does have that beetle juice Fanta spicy apple 🍏
I stopped watching the Bachelor./ Bachelorette years ago, and honestly, I'm not sure why the show is still in. It's kind of like Greays anatomy they run their course. Also any update with the sephora employees who were so rude to you
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Just an FYI that beetlejuice fanta is DISGUSTING! lol my husband got it and my kids said it was so bad that it tasted the way a pumpkin spice candle smells if that makes sense. Buyer beware lol
Aa has bad PR
It kept me out of the rooms for a while
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