Hey Brad, this was awesome.... your insight is getting deeper and deeper. Thanking your ex for opening you up to your true self and ........forgiving yourself..... two really big indicators of healing. It took me over a year to realize what you’ve already realized in such a short period of time... it’s like watching a Master Class Documentary on Healing.. Your words and insights into this process are valuable and many of us can relate to what you are moving through. Thank you for sharing this process with all of us. It will guide others, .... to learn how to heal .....after emotional setbacks. Respect my friend , huge respect.....
Thank you so much for this, really don't want to be just uploading self-indulgent whining, I want to show this process so others know what your emotions, heart and mind can do to you, or at least my experience and how I'm managing and overcoming it. So this for me is wonderful to read, thank you. "Master Class Documentary on Healing" haha, Love it. I'm having more good mornings than bad mornings right now, taking some time out, eating and drinking what I want, seeing friends, but not boozing on my own to forget that's the important thing. Getting away from civilisation for a bit, expectations and standards, to clearly focus on my future and what Bradley really wants. Thing is, I've already got a pretty clear idea, which is exciting for me, got big plans. Thanks for watching and taking the time to comment, engaging and supporting like this, really appreciated. Feel like the videos will slowly be improving from here on out, yyeeeaaaahhhhh. Thanks again, look after yourself friend.
Keep the faith Brad things will get better, trust me, just bought the book, it’s epic, trying to get my mojo together to start it bean in a bit of a funk myself but your content has kept me moving forward, you help more people than you know mate
Thank you so much for taking the time to comment, the kind words and support, it really is appreciated. I'm ready, I think, to emerge. In a much better place, I'm not here to be broken, I'm here to inspire. Thanks again, look after yourself.
Every day you get a new chance to set targets and try to achieve things. It's okay to fail at the gym and make backwards progress. We are humans with emotions and we are not perfect. The amazing thing is that if you go backwards, you always have that chance to go forwards again. I've felt terrible for not going to the gym in a week, or eating junk food. But at the end of the day sometimes you need to fail a bit. Failure isn't permanent, ESPECIALLY with the gym. You always have a new chance to get back on it. I wish I had the muscle you had, or knew how to put on muscle myself. But the gym is something that's part of my normal routine now, even if I only go once in a week, I get back on it again next time and go four times a week. And it's not like you've failed at the gym by most people's standards. You've maybe failed by your own high standards, so don't beat yourself up. Let me repeat. DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP. We are our own worst enemy sometimes. Life is tough. Remind yourself that you made it this far and that is worth being proud of. Most people in history died before age 40. You are more physically healthy than most people, and you've also got a pile of muscle that's visible and ready to be worked on again. Your progress is still there. You are going to get back to it, and fail again, and get back to it, and fail again. That's the fitness journey. Overall you've made 2 steps forward 1 step back and have a great body. Be comfortable with failing and having set backs because it will happen again and again. Even if you don't have a girlfriend which is terrible (I have never had one), you still are spreading positive things throughout this Earth, such as your UA-cam videos. By the way, I would like to hear some of your stories. That might make a good video? In addition to this mental battle journey that you are on as well, which I find interesting to watch. Oh and another thing, have you considered being a personal trainer? I think you have not only the knowledge of the nutrition and how to build muscle, but also the mental strength. Fitness is really about the mind, and as you've been through a lot in your mind, I think you would be able to stimulate the mind of people and also be gentle and understanding with them. We inflict more torture on ourselves than anyone else. Be kind to yourself. Thank you for the videos, I'm looking forward to the next one. keep strong B-Rad!
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart for your thoughts and support, truly. My little trips along the edge of darkness are what I've used as fuel and inspiration for my 2 poetry collections and novels, the third of which I'm starting now, or soon should I say haha. Pen name, fictional, so I can keep a bit of distance and know that's my art. And the personal training, I've spoken with a few, it's about clients, so who you know as to how much you could charge, working solely in a gym as one I don't know if day in day out that'd be good for me. Pondered with it, I do like my work and creative pursuits, just need to get my momentum back. I really am my own worst enemy, I remember a line from a TV show "your problem is that no one hates you, as much as you" and that is scarily accurate sometimes. But at the moment I'm looking forward, having more good mornings than bad mornings. I'm not training right now, taking a break, eating and drinking what I want, but in a good place mentally, not boozing on my own to forget. Got a few getaways to look forward to, real edge of the country away from civilisation stuff haha, can't wait. Freeing myself of expectations and standards to clearly decide on what I'm doing and where I'm going. Watch this space, I'm not giving up, and can feel it coming, this next chapter, and I plan on making it the best yet. Thanks for being there friend, I won't forget it. You take care, we're not alone, we're not giving up, be good buddy.
Thanks for the honesty man it's helping me a lot I'm pretty much in the same place you are, and I've had some dark dark days of late I needed to see this . thanks again keep fighting better day are on the horizon 💪💪
Thanks man, can feel it getting better, slowly but surely, ready for it now. Taking some time out, but thinking and planning for future. Thanks for watching and commenting, sorry to hear about your dark times, we're not alone, and we're not giving up. Be good buddy.
I know and you know that you don't need anyone to be an amazing person! I know there is an amazing Brad down there! Find him and bring him out! Keep him out! Love him and keep going! This guy I know via UA-cam is a good guy. He is inspiring and loving. Don't hide him. Find a way to keep him out. Maybe a big life change of some sort is in order? Stuff to think about. Much love my friend. I accept and love you for you. Be that, 100%, for you too! :)
Thanks again buddy, watching, being there, engaging, and the constant support. I WON'T forget it. Taking some time out for now, not bad time out, but eating and drinking what I want, seeing friends, made some new male and female friends, chatting away so that's all good. Not boozing on my own to forget that's the important thing. Got a few getaways planned, really away from civilation, totally free myself and think clearly about my future. But I'm having more good mornings than bad at the moment, smiling, laughing, not constantly but there is joy. Think the videos are going to slowly get better from here, if this was rock bottom (and it's not even that bad ha), then it's definitely all up up and away from this one. Thanks again friend, hope you're having a good time on your new adventure, getting in a good routine and meeting new people. Look after yourself.
@@BRadTelevision Holy cow 🐄 Brad! That is GREAT to hear!!!! Also, don't worry about your vids! If talking about it for the next year is needed...then that's what we'll do! :) I'm very happy to hear that you've met new peeps! All is well on my end! My folks come to visit tonight, along with my sister! I'll show them my new small town and then tomorrow we're driving to the Atlantic for some beach time! Woooo!!! 🌴 🌴
Brad your doing great you can’t see it as much as all of us here on UA-cam or insta but you are and I’m sure they will all agree with me that by you doing these vids and pics on insta help us all with our life’s as well and it’s almost like your telling us what we should also be doing if we have been or are in that state of mind and for that I thank you 💪🏻
Thank you, yeah I really don't want to create pointless whiney rubbish, I want to show how I'm progressing and moving forward, with the hope it could help someone in some way. Thanks for the constant support buddy, look after yourself.
Bradley: This is part of living and growing. Sometimes it's painful, but look at what you've learned about life, about yourself. We all go through that process in one way or another. You're a better person for having gone through it, and learned from it. We all have regrets, but don't let that inhibit your ability to move forward and be better for it. You've made a tremendous amount of progress and you will move on with your life, and when the right person comes along, you will be ready. Part of youth is sowing those wild oats.....but then learning from it. You'll appreciate what comes next even more now. Peace from across the pond!
Rock on man, thank you, more support and wise words. I'm learning and growing, one foot in front of the other, not giving up, actually getting excited about what I'm doing next, and that's reeaallllyy good. Thanks again, be good buddy.
Brad...Look at Daoism / Taoism. Very good...flow with life. If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future...there is only the NOW.
The way is the way, yeah, know of it, read it, harder to practice, try though. Thanks for watching and support, I'll reread that Tao Te Ching, take care.
I’ve been through something not dissimilar. I came to realise that you are the worst person to analyse and find solutions to how you feel. That is because your judgment is clouded and not clear. Get professional help so that someone can guide you through this and help you properly understand what is happening. Take care.
Been there before, in a much worse place, at the moment I'm dealing, but always an option I'm not ashamed of. Thanks for the support and advice, watching and commenting, appreciated, especially in these tough times. Thank you, look after yourself.
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Hey Brad, this was awesome.... your insight is getting deeper and deeper. Thanking your ex for opening you up to your true self and ........forgiving yourself..... two really big indicators of healing. It took me over a year to realize what you’ve already realized in such a short period of time... it’s like watching a Master Class Documentary on Healing.. Your words and insights into this process are valuable and many of us can relate to what you are moving through. Thank you for sharing this process with all of us. It will guide others, .... to learn how to heal .....after emotional setbacks. Respect my friend , huge respect.....
Thank you so much for this, really don't want to be just uploading self-indulgent whining, I want to show this process so others know what your emotions, heart and mind can do to you, or at least my experience and how I'm managing and overcoming it. So this for me is wonderful to read, thank you. "Master Class Documentary on Healing" haha, Love it.
I'm having more good mornings than bad mornings right now, taking some time out, eating and drinking what I want, seeing friends, but not boozing on my own to forget that's the important thing. Getting away from civilisation for a bit, expectations and standards, to clearly focus on my future and what Bradley really wants. Thing is, I've already got a pretty clear idea, which is exciting for me, got big plans.
Thanks for watching and taking the time to comment, engaging and supporting like this, really appreciated. Feel like the videos will slowly be improving from here on out, yyeeeaaaahhhhh. Thanks again, look after yourself friend.
Keep the faith Brad things will get better, trust me, just bought the book, it’s epic, trying to get my mojo together to start it bean in a bit of a funk myself but your content has kept me moving forward, you help more people than you know mate
Thank you so much for taking the time to comment, the kind words and support, it really is appreciated. I'm ready, I think, to emerge. In a much better place, I'm not here to be broken, I'm here to inspire. Thanks again, look after yourself.
Every day you get a new chance to set targets and try to achieve things.
It's okay to fail at the gym and make backwards progress. We are humans with emotions and we are not perfect. The amazing thing is that if you go backwards, you always have that chance to go forwards again. I've felt terrible for not going to the gym in a week, or eating junk food. But at the end of the day sometimes you need to fail a bit. Failure isn't permanent, ESPECIALLY with the gym. You always have a new chance to get back on it. I wish I had the muscle you had, or knew how to put on muscle myself. But the gym is something that's part of my normal routine now, even if I only go once in a week, I get back on it again next time and go four times a week.
And it's not like you've failed at the gym by most people's standards. You've maybe failed by your own high standards, so don't beat yourself up. Let me repeat. DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP. We are our own worst enemy sometimes. Life is tough. Remind yourself that you made it this far and that is worth being proud of. Most people in history died before age 40. You are more physically healthy than most people, and you've also got a pile of muscle that's visible and ready to be worked on again. Your progress is still there. You are going to get back to it, and fail again, and get back to it, and fail again. That's the fitness journey. Overall you've made 2 steps forward 1 step back and have a great body. Be comfortable with failing and having set backs because it will happen again and again.
Even if you don't have a girlfriend which is terrible (I have never had one), you still are spreading positive things throughout this Earth, such as your UA-cam videos. By the way, I would like to hear some of your stories. That might make a good video? In addition to this mental battle journey that you are on as well, which I find interesting to watch.
Oh and another thing, have you considered being a personal trainer? I think you have not only the knowledge of the nutrition and how to build muscle, but also the mental strength. Fitness is really about the mind, and as you've been through a lot in your mind, I think you would be able to stimulate the mind of people and also be gentle and understanding with them.
We inflict more torture on ourselves than anyone else. Be kind to yourself. Thank you for the videos, I'm looking forward to the next one. keep strong B-Rad!
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart for your thoughts and support, truly.
My little trips along the edge of darkness are what I've used as fuel and inspiration for my 2 poetry collections and novels, the third of which I'm starting now, or soon should I say haha. Pen name, fictional, so I can keep a bit of distance and know that's my art.
And the personal training, I've spoken with a few, it's about clients, so who you know as to how much you could charge, working solely in a gym as one I don't know if day in day out that'd be good for me. Pondered with it, I do like my work and creative pursuits, just need to get my momentum back.
I really am my own worst enemy, I remember a line from a TV show "your problem is that no one hates you, as much as you" and that is scarily accurate sometimes. But at the moment I'm looking forward, having more good mornings than bad mornings. I'm not training right now, taking a break, eating and drinking what I want, but in a good place mentally, not boozing on my own to forget. Got a few getaways to look forward to, real edge of the country away from civilisation stuff haha, can't wait. Freeing myself of expectations and standards to clearly decide on what I'm doing and where I'm going.
Watch this space, I'm not giving up, and can feel it coming, this next chapter, and I plan on making it the best yet. Thanks for being there friend, I won't forget it. You take care, we're not alone, we're not giving up, be good buddy.
Thanks for the honesty man it's helping me a lot I'm pretty much in the same place you are, and I've had some dark dark days of late I needed to see this . thanks again keep fighting better day are on the horizon 💪💪
Thanks man, can feel it getting better, slowly but surely, ready for it now. Taking some time out, but thinking and planning for future. Thanks for watching and commenting, sorry to hear about your dark times, we're not alone, and we're not giving up. Be good buddy.
I know and you know that you don't need anyone to be an amazing person! I know there is an amazing Brad down there! Find him and bring him out! Keep him out! Love him and keep going! This guy I know via UA-cam is a good guy. He is inspiring and loving. Don't hide him. Find a way to keep him out. Maybe a big life change of some sort is in order? Stuff to think about. Much love my friend. I accept and love you for you. Be that, 100%, for you too! :)
Thanks again buddy, watching, being there, engaging, and the constant support. I WON'T forget it.
Taking some time out for now, not bad time out, but eating and drinking what I want, seeing friends, made some new male and female friends, chatting away so that's all good. Not boozing on my own to forget that's the important thing. Got a few getaways planned, really away from civilation, totally free myself and think clearly about my future. But I'm having more good mornings than bad at the moment, smiling, laughing, not constantly but there is joy.
Think the videos are going to slowly get better from here, if this was rock bottom (and it's not even that bad ha), then it's definitely all up up and away from this one.
Thanks again friend, hope you're having a good time on your new adventure, getting in a good routine and meeting new people. Look after yourself.
@@BRadTelevision Holy cow 🐄 Brad! That is GREAT to hear!!!! Also, don't worry about your vids! If talking about it for the next year is needed...then that's what we'll do! :) I'm very happy to hear that you've met new peeps!
All is well on my end! My folks come to visit tonight, along with my sister! I'll show them my new small town and then tomorrow we're driving to the Atlantic for some beach time! Woooo!!! 🌴 🌴
Brad your doing great you can’t see it as much as all of us here on UA-cam or insta but you are and I’m sure they will all agree with me that by you doing these vids and pics on insta help us all with our life’s as well and it’s almost like your telling us what we should also be doing if we have been or are in that state of mind and for that I thank you 💪🏻
Thank you, yeah I really don't want to create pointless whiney rubbish, I want to show how I'm progressing and moving forward, with the hope it could help someone in some way. Thanks for the constant support buddy, look after yourself.
Well done dude... You're pretty much there ☺ keep the vids and stuff on Insta coming, thanks man
Two steps forward one step back, but not giving up. Thanks for the support buddy.
Bradley: This is part of living and growing. Sometimes it's painful, but look at what you've learned about life, about yourself. We all go through that process in one way or another. You're a better person for having gone through it, and learned from it. We all have regrets, but don't let that inhibit your ability to move forward and be better for it. You've made a tremendous amount of progress and you will move on with your life, and when the right person comes along, you will be ready. Part of youth is sowing those wild oats.....but then learning from it. You'll appreciate what comes next even more now. Peace from across the pond!
Rock on man, thank you, more support and wise words. I'm learning and growing, one foot in front of the other, not giving up, actually getting excited about what I'm doing next, and that's reeaallllyy good. Thanks again, be good buddy.
Brad...Look at Daoism / Taoism.
Very good...flow with life.
If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future...there is only the NOW.
The way is the way, yeah, know of it, read it, harder to practice, try though. Thanks for watching and support, I'll reread that Tao Te Ching, take care.
I’ve been through something not dissimilar. I came to realise that you are the worst person to analyse and find solutions to how you feel. That is because your judgment is clouded and not clear. Get professional help so that someone can guide you through this and help you properly understand what is happening. Take care.
Been there before, in a much worse place, at the moment I'm dealing, but always an option I'm not ashamed of. Thanks for the support and advice, watching and commenting, appreciated, especially in these tough times. Thank you, look after yourself.