TRACKLIST 1. florida (voicemail) (0:00) 2. this is heaven & id die for it (1:17) 3. all the lonely nights in your life (5:20) 4. sycamore (8:04) 5. lets move to the desert (11:00) 6. there was a time when i needed it (14:43) 7. seemed like the whole world was lost (17:34) 8. new years eve (20:28) 9. before my telephone rings (22:49) 10. just a mistake (24:36) 11. eating cherries (27:47) 12. the sun was in my eyes (31:30)
i understand the sentiment of being nostalgic for a time or event i never got the chance to experience, but since i first heard this, i've been through most of the things this album made me yearn for. those horrible, gut-twisting, deeply remorseful feelings haven't gone away, and i still refuse to come back to this any sooner than once every few years
Teen Suicide had been my favorite since the beginning. Saw them live finally in 2016. Bought a signed shirt and grabbed the setlist. Your art never fails to captivate me. Amazing work.
It's weird to share private stuff online... who would believe it? What's the point? But if this is a way to share a message with the artists... thank you. This work of art has helped me beyond words...
holy fucking shit the pictures on this album cover are from my fucking town??????????? what the Fuck. i mean i knew they were from MD but wow that caught me way off guard lol
-FLORIDA (VOICEMAIL)- going to florida watching the temperature rise my pretty baby is waiting at the end of the line oh, since she left me cried an ocean wide and if she doesn’t take me back i’ll go down in it & die -THIS IS HEAVEN & I'D DIE FOR IT- pretty boys, yeah they’re up to no good test it out, it’s well understood beneath the palms when the lights start to leave you started laughing when you looked at me “art is dead” read the personal ad keep getting stoned & you’ll never be sad looking for coke in a state of bliss this is heaven & i’d die for it slumped down, he’s down for the count drunk kids fucking in the backseats of cars you started sobbing on the way to the bar slumped down with your head on your knees look in the mirror at you looking at me so test me out, see what love really means i heard you’re vicious but you heard i’m a freak the body aches when you tell it to quit but this is heaven & i’d die for it slumped down, he’s down for the count (i think it used to bring me down but now i’m laughing out loud) -ALL THE LONELY NIGHTS IN YOUR LIFE- i see you smoking on the lawn you must be skipping class today my heart stops for a second or two all i want is to be near to you waiting for a train to come wondering if i should call it feels so familiar now like i’ve heard this all before and somebody loves you it’s been that way for a month or two if all the lonely nights in your life piled up to block the sun are you crying into the kitchen sink? are you sleeping in too long? somebody loves you it’s been that way for a year or two i’d wait a lifetime just for a chance to call you mine for a chance to make you mine -SYCAMORE- i forgot what that feels like passion for every moment of life he is the great provider he’s the great provider balloon stuck in a sycamore tree outside a giant or a safeway will he call on us today? wait, wait, wait -LETS MOVE TO THE DESERT- let’s move to the desert every day, falling in love it’s not so easy to be so sad when you can always touch the sun let’s move to the desert every day, falling in love picture the road like rushing water and the sand like the setting sun -THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I NEEDED IT- there's no way to say to you i guess i made a mistake i came unglued i lost so much more than the motivation i claimed i took it for i'm gonna figure it out i'm gonna find a way it's always new it's always the same it hurts like hell and i'm scared that it will pull us apart again there was a time when i needed it the feeling brought me anything i asked for it and it came to me anything i'd wanna be now i guess that time is up i know it's gonna hurt i'm sweating through my sheets i haven't slept in weeks my head is pounding there's vomit on my shirt i've seen it all before but it always seems to get worse guess i'm gonna wait til it comes again closer now than i've ever been i feel it sinking inside of me from the top of my head down to the bottoms of my feet i'm crashing in tonight i'm crashing in tonight i know that this seems crazy i know i seem insane i just need you here i need you to stay if you don't mind maybe i can call you maybe for a little while maybe we can go out maybe for a couple hours tonight -SEEMED LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD WAS LOST- lately, i get to feeling like i'm drowning and i don't know what to do i'm so in love with you but i think i gotta give it up push a little bit more each time fell down in the bread aisle crying usually it don't mean a thing but today it changes everything i am driving to the grocery store when suddenly i split in two my nose starts to bleed i lose the feeling in my hands and feet the bicycle kids rush in as the room begins to spin true love shows its teeth i'm afraid of losing everything -NEW YEARS EVE- i can't sleep anymore my knees are weak i get weak when you call me don't wanna go to a party all i said was true all i said was true -BEFORE MY TELEPHONE RINGS- you made it hard to have grace when i first saw your face bathed in golden light from some cheap bar bathroom's teenage sacrifice falling in love with the heat I got the summer feeling in me that's when you caught me again across a crowded room gone quiet just for you, i fought you mentioned it's not what you wanted & it's not what you saw for me come back to life before my telephone rings -JUST A MISTAKE- my nose starts to bleed when i walk inside i drop my phone and lie down for a while 3:29 on the 405 the driver's laughing i close my eyes to be alone and convince myself of what i hadn't done and what i hadn't felt i am picked up and thrown he jolts & breaks but we see bone through flesh & know it's too late no contracts here we don't shake hands but we know the rules we understand where i never was and what was never done where a soul might have been a soul never was i pull you close this is what i'd have missed and i can't say for a second it's a mistake -EATING CHERRIES- i'll be your fool forever as long as you adore me just promise to adore me i'll be your girl when i first tried it it changed me now i'm eating cherries beneath a sycamore tree i'm covered in roses i'm ruby red baby, you changed me i'm not over it oh, I love you oh, i do no one could love you like i do oh, oh oh -THE SUN WAS IN MY EYES- six ways to cope with loss ride your bike over to my house get spaced out on the couch let the tiny angels out put a record on and try to sleep get strung out for the next few weeks throw your phone into the lake it doesn't matter anyway the sun was in my eyes the sun was in her smile
TRACKLIST
1. florida (voicemail) (0:00)
2. this is heaven & id die for it (1:17)
3. all the lonely nights in your life (5:20)
4. sycamore (8:04)
5. lets move to the desert (11:00)
6. there was a time when i needed it (14:43)
7. seemed like the whole world was lost (17:34)
8. new years eve (20:28)
9. before my telephone rings (22:49)
10. just a mistake (24:36)
11. eating cherries (27:47)
12. the sun was in my eyes (31:30)
Run For Cover Records I'm happy run for cover noticed me
yah mean me, boy?
we posted like one minute apart from each other lmao
i understand the sentiment of being nostalgic for a time or event i never got the chance to experience,
but since i first heard this, i've been through most of the things this album made me yearn for.
those horrible, gut-twisting, deeply remorseful feelings haven't gone away,
and i still refuse to come back to this any sooner than once every few years
Teen Suicide had been my favorite since the beginning. Saw them live finally in 2016. Bought a signed shirt and grabbed the setlist. Your art never fails to captivate me. Amazing work.
i hope this hits a new growth- i wasn't ready for this then, but i am ready for it now.
yeah when i first heard this i chucked it in the garbage but these day it HITS
Another album by Sam Ray to fall in love with. Thank you to everybody who helped put this beautiful piece of art together.
Same!!! Thank everyone who was a part of this
Underrated.
yep, that's kinda sad...
Always has been
it's crazy how much this grows on you
It's growing on me
Had to sit on this for a while
thanks sam
rolling a joint for the new album. it's gonna be lit guys
It's weird to share private stuff online... who would believe it? What's the point? But if this is a way to share a message with the artists... thank you. This work of art has helped me beyond words...
Indeed his best work. I'm digging this more than anything by Teen Suicide :)
Brady Heard it’s definitely dope I personally like teen suicides work better just feel the lo fi sound better just my opinion tho
Marco Vargas to each his own man, I hear you, no doubt.
Brady Heard but yea sam is always putting out amazing projects and this one is no exception
waste yrself > everything
The Honeypot was my AOTY of 2016, so I don't really know where to put this one, because it's fucking great.
Album of the year.
Enjoyed this.
Enjoyed the Isley Brothers reference as well.
'lets move to the desert' makes me feel some type of way
I cant believe its been 3 years since this came out
five now...
It’s now 6
This should have 4 million views not 4k
I cant thank you enough for everything Ruby
Hell yeah!!!! Just as good as I thought it would be
this is a lot more feel-good and a lot less tumultuous than your previous releases. you resolve something in yourself?
"before my telephone rings" gives me major sufjan stevens vibes
This is heaven and I’d die for it reminds me of local h and weezer
00:00 - 01:17 florida (voicemail)
01:17 - 05:19 this is heaven and I'd die for it
05:20 - 08:03 all the lonely nights in your life
08:04 - 10:56 sycamore
11:00 - 14:41 lets move to the desert
14:43 - 17:34 there was a time when I needed it
17:34 - 20:37 seemed like the whole world was lost
20:28 - 22:48 new years eve
22:49 - 24:34 before my telephone rings
24:36 - 27:43 just a mistake
27:47 - 31:30 eating cherries
31:30 - 35:28 the sun was in my eyes
absolutely beautiful
hey run for cover, is the cd version of this going to be made available on the uk store?
Same, the shipping prices are insane!
Lo-Fi chill out album
*l o v e l e s s*
New favourite album
This really is beautyfull
My boys
sam ray can't make one bad song can he
seeing them today
thank you for this
In love♡
Volvió mi dosis gratuita de depresión y ganas de morir, gracias
holy fucking shit the pictures on this album cover are from my fucking town??????????? what the Fuck. i mean i knew they were from MD but wow that caught me way off guard lol
lmao that must’ve been trippy af hahaha
A whole fucking lifetime of this
I personally feel like eating cherries autotune or vocal edits were a bit overused but i can let it slide they're trying new things
Stfu
Truth! changing a name is never easy, but they will always be the teen suicide we love.
-FLORIDA (VOICEMAIL)-
going to florida
watching the temperature rise
my pretty baby
is waiting at the end of the line
oh, since she left me
cried an ocean wide
and if she doesn’t take me back
i’ll go down in it & die
-THIS IS HEAVEN & I'D DIE FOR IT-
pretty boys, yeah they’re up to no good
test it out, it’s well understood
beneath the palms when the lights start to leave
you started laughing when you looked at me
“art is dead” read the personal ad
keep getting stoned & you’ll never be sad
looking for coke in a state of bliss
this is heaven & i’d die for it
slumped down, he’s down for the count
drunk kids fucking in the backseats of cars
you started sobbing on the way to the bar
slumped down with your head on your knees
look in the mirror at you looking at me
so test me out, see what love really means
i heard you’re vicious but you heard i’m a freak
the body aches when you tell it to quit
but this is heaven & i’d die for it
slumped down, he’s down for the count
(i think it used to bring me down
but now i’m laughing out loud)
-ALL THE LONELY NIGHTS IN YOUR LIFE-
i see you smoking
on the lawn
you must be
skipping class today
my heart stops for
a second or two
all i want is
to be near to you
waiting for a train to come
wondering if i should call
it feels so familiar now
like i’ve heard this all before
and somebody loves you
it’s been that way for a month or two
if all the lonely
nights in your life
piled up to block the sun
are you crying into the
kitchen sink?
are you sleeping in too long?
somebody loves you
it’s been that way for a year or two
i’d wait a lifetime
just for a chance to call you mine
for a chance to make you mine
-SYCAMORE-
i forgot what that feels like
passion for every moment of life
he is the great provider
he’s the great provider
balloon stuck in a sycamore tree
outside a giant or a safeway
will he call on us today?
wait, wait, wait
-LETS MOVE TO THE DESERT-
let’s move to the desert
every day, falling in love
it’s not so easy
to be so sad
when you can always
touch the sun
let’s move to the desert
every day, falling in love
picture the road
like rushing water
and the sand
like the setting sun
-THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I NEEDED IT-
there's no way to say to you
i guess i made a mistake
i came unglued
i lost so much more
than the motivation i claimed
i took it for
i'm gonna figure it out
i'm gonna find a way
it's always new
it's always the same
it hurts like hell
and i'm scared that it
will pull us apart again
there was a time when i needed it
the feeling brought me anything
i asked for it
and it came to me
anything i'd wanna be
now i guess that time is up
i know it's gonna hurt
i'm sweating through my sheets
i haven't slept in weeks
my head is pounding
there's vomit on my shirt
i've seen it all before but
it always seems to get worse
guess i'm gonna wait til it comes again
closer now than i've ever been
i feel it sinking inside of me
from the top of my head down
to the bottoms of my feet
i'm crashing in tonight
i'm crashing in tonight
i know that this seems crazy
i know i seem insane
i just need you here
i need you to stay
if you don't mind
maybe i can call you
maybe for a little while
maybe we can go out
maybe for a couple hours
tonight
-SEEMED LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD WAS LOST-
lately, i get to feeling like i'm drowning
and i don't know what to do
i'm so in love with you
but i think i gotta give it up
push a little bit more each time
fell down in the bread aisle crying
usually it don't mean a thing
but today it changes everything
i am driving to the grocery store
when suddenly i split in two
my nose starts to bleed
i lose the feeling in my hands and feet
the bicycle kids rush in
as the room begins to spin
true love shows its teeth
i'm afraid of losing everything
-NEW YEARS EVE-
i can't sleep anymore
my knees are weak
i get weak when you call me
don't wanna go to a party
all i said was true
all i said was true
-BEFORE MY TELEPHONE RINGS-
you made it hard to have grace
when i first saw your face
bathed in golden light from
some cheap bar bathroom's
teenage sacrifice
falling in love with the heat
I got the summer feeling in me
that's when you caught me again
across a crowded room gone
quiet just for you, i fought
you mentioned
it's not what you wanted
& it's not what you saw for me
come back to life
before my telephone rings
-JUST A MISTAKE-
my nose starts to bleed
when i walk inside
i drop my phone
and lie down for a while
3:29
on the 405
the driver's laughing
i close my eyes
to be alone
and convince myself
of what i hadn't done
and what i hadn't felt
i am picked up and thrown
he jolts & breaks
but we see bone through flesh
& know it's too late
no contracts here
we don't shake hands
but we know the rules
we understand
where i never was
and what was never done
where a soul might have been
a soul never was
i pull you close
this is what i'd have missed
and i can't say for a second it's
a mistake
-EATING CHERRIES-
i'll be your fool
forever
as long as you adore me
just promise to adore me
i'll be your girl
when i first tried it
it changed me
now i'm eating cherries
beneath a sycamore tree
i'm covered in roses
i'm ruby red
baby, you changed me
i'm not over it
oh, I love you
oh, i do
no one could love you
like i do
oh, oh oh
-THE SUN WAS IN MY EYES-
six ways to cope with loss
ride your bike over to my house
get spaced out on the couch
let the tiny angels out
put a record on and try to sleep
get strung out for the next few weeks
throw your phone into the lake
it doesn't matter anyway
the sun was in my eyes
the sun was in her smile
YOU ARE THE BEST
YES
cool :)
Fuck yeah bois
:)