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  • @bb-rj3sn
    @bb-rj3sn 5 років тому +21764

    People thought I had selective mutism until I told them i don’t talk to them because I don’t like them

  • @zlo8389
    @zlo8389 4 роки тому +8003

    when Megan's little friend said "thumbs up thumbs down, in the middle" to help her communicate, she's a real one

    • @Thannah1
      @Thannah1 4 роки тому +254

      I know it! Warmed my heart. Everyone deserves a friend like that. That loves you with no judgement. What a wonderful little girl. Both of them!

    • @ajwheeler6974
      @ajwheeler6974 4 роки тому +110

      She's a keeper

    • @Faith-qm4fq
      @Faith-qm4fq 4 роки тому +83

      my teachers did this for me at school and still do sometimes. (i have selective mutism)

    • @meganw9380
      @meganw9380 4 роки тому +20

      Faith i’m really curious about somethings.. do you just not want to talk? cus ur nervous?? or like even if you tried, no sound would come out?? sorry if i come across rude, i’m very curious. x

    • @meggg_g
      @meggg_g 4 роки тому +42

      @@meganw9380 Not the person you asked, but I think I can shed a little light on it. When I was younger, I had similar difficulties, but I don't believe they were anywhere near as bad what's shown in the documentary. I was a really shy kid and would only speak to friends and certain family - anyone unfamiliar I couldn't speak to.
      Now that I'm older, I can do all those things, but one area that I struggle with is any kind of serious or emotional conversation. If I need to talk about anything that's upsetting me or anything like that, I'm completely unable to speak. There's only been a few times where anything can come out. It literally feels as though you can't talk, even though you're perfectly capable physically. There's been moments where I've tried to push at least one word out, and nothing will come out of my mouth - sometimes I can't even nod or shake my head. If I have anything serious to talk about, I mostly communicate completely through writing since it's the only way I'll get anything out. It's extremely anxiety inducing to talk, and I can imagine it feels much the same way for these kids, only on a bigger and more general scale.

  • @lucierouse
    @lucierouse 5 років тому +6236

    A girl in my class has selective mutism. She invited me over for a playdate and she talked to me the whole time, shes really nice :)

    • @Deee119
      @Deee119 5 років тому +432

      lucieboi ._. Thank you for being such an open friend- I bet they felt amazing opening up to you! Keep up the good work 🥳

    • @jessimcknight7616
      @jessimcknight7616 5 років тому +88

      Aww

    • @ducttapeandzipties
      @ducttapeandzipties 5 років тому +91

      Wow, you are really lucky!

    • @cutiepiebb
      @cutiepiebb 5 років тому +140

      a playdate? i think you are too young to be on youtube..

    • @5ino3vil
      @5ino3vil 5 років тому +19

      @@cutiepiebb lol

  • @chimemorris5488
    @chimemorris5488 Рік тому +745

    We need more people like Megan’s classmates. There so understanding and patient with her and they aren’t rude to her. I wish them all and the other 2 girls and there fam the best.

    • @paulamiles9559
      @paulamiles9559 Рік тому +36

      Megan's classmates are clearly happy that she is making progress, and they are considerate enough of her feelings not to make a big fuss.

    • @Charles-sg9zu
      @Charles-sg9zu Рік тому +9

      They made me have faith in humanity ❤

    • @carmelhunt
      @carmelhunt 6 місяців тому

      Opposite for mw

  • @frenchbreadlolitacharlotte351
    @frenchbreadlolitacharlotte351 5 років тому +3319

    "Especially not a documentary film crew"
    *This* *just* *got* *real*

    • @Starburst514
      @Starburst514 5 років тому +289

      First doc I saw where they acknowledged the film crew has an effect on the subject

    • @imyourdad9704
      @imyourdad9704 4 роки тому +21

      FrenchBread Lolita Charlotte
      I never heard a film where they talk how they- yeah you know what I mean-

    • @soyboy6953
      @soyboy6953 4 роки тому +2

      FrenchBread Lolita Charlotte
      Just... oof

    • @lordmashie
      @lordmashie 4 роки тому +47

      First time I've heard a narrator acknowledge their existence lmao

    • @bernlin2000
      @bernlin2000 4 роки тому +8

      Damn...really put the crew under the bus for not being seamless enough XD

  • @sunsetfern5218
    @sunsetfern5218 5 років тому +7596

    I have a friend with selective mutism and he’s replaced words with varying tones of “hmm” he legit sounds like a Minecraft villager

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +395

      @@jamieingels1190 All of the cases in this documentary were genuine, that I can absolutely assure you of. Danielle (from the documentary)

    • @izzywilson9623
      @izzywilson9623 5 років тому +45

      Sunset Fern my sister used to burp... she could burp the alphabet. 😂

    • @imkorona6592
      @imkorona6592 4 роки тому +109

      LMAAOOO, i'm sorry but the comparison with the Minecraft villager.... lol

    • @rozz645
      @rozz645 4 роки тому +25

      I can just imagine a real life minecraft villager. LMAO

    • @RitCore
      @RitCore 4 роки тому +8

      😂😂 Gotta meet this dood

  • @TheCarolinewalsh
    @TheCarolinewalsh 4 роки тому +4338

    "How can you have a relationship with a child that won't speak to you?"
    *mute people* ... •-•

    • @Denidrakes69
      @Denidrakes69 4 роки тому +203

      Oh you definitely can. My just turned 4 year old twins girls, with selective mutism, have a best friend who doesn't speak English, and neither does their mother. Some how we get on really well...it's amazing how much human communication is non verbal.

    • @DougShanahanMusic
      @DougShanahanMusic 4 роки тому +121

      You're confusing "can't speak" with "won't speak". Yes, in a case like this it might be the same thing (a psychological condition is just as real as a physical one), but from the other person's point of view, it seems as though it's personal. You can speak and you speak to others, you just won't speak to me. It's not the same as being mute and it's not the same as someone who doesn't speak your language.

    • @heathermcdougall2399
      @heathermcdougall2399 4 роки тому +22

      Ask that question to parents of severely autistic kids who have no speech and unbelievable violent behaviour , both towards others and self harming too, because we do have a beautiful relationship.

    • @shellyabraham2826
      @shellyabraham2826 4 роки тому +8

      My daughter will b 3 in 2wks & has jst been diagnosed with having selective mutism,,She'll talk 4 England @ home with me,,she'll talk 2 my parents & my best friend,,but she won't talk 2 her dad (were not 2gether) her family on her dad's side,,my brother & his family & she won't talk @ playgroup either,,,but she has the biggest heart,,Is so funny & extremely beautiful inside & out,,but we're ready 2 put in lots of hard work 2 make her life alot easier..x

    • @availanila
      @availanila 4 роки тому +5

      @@DougShanahanMusic exactly! It's frustrating for them because of this

  • @libbylou6004
    @libbylou6004 2 роки тому +323

    To hear your grandchild speak for the first time even in a recording has to be one of the greatest moments ngl made me tear up a little ❤️

    • @pervisgavin1730
      @pervisgavin1730 Рік тому

      Nah. Not even top 10

    • @NinWood6
      @NinWood6 Рік тому +15

      @@pervisgavin1730you must be fun at parties

    • @GlazerX
      @GlazerX Рік тому +17

      @@NinWood6 Bold of you to assume they get invited to parties

    • @gxlden_cookie8
      @gxlden_cookie8 Рік тому +2

      @@GlazerX💀💀

    • @Sara-tr2gh
      @Sara-tr2gh 11 місяців тому +1

      @@GlazerXyo 🤣🤣💀

  • @elizabeth-gd8eg
    @elizabeth-gd8eg 5 років тому +14447

    no one:
    not a soul:
    literally no one:
    these girls:

    • @sopiayeoja2823
      @sopiayeoja2823 5 років тому +261

      Damn it hahahahaha

    • @catgoeskek
      @catgoeskek 5 років тому +571

      The only good meme i've seen in that format, well done

    • @elizabeth-gd8eg
      @elizabeth-gd8eg 5 років тому +93

      @@catgoeskek thank you sir

    • @legithannahc
      @legithannahc 5 років тому +95

      Underrated comment

    • @el-ev6tn
      @el-ev6tn 5 років тому +100

      This should’ve got more likes but noobs won’t understand

  • @ellegilmore6603
    @ellegilmore6603 5 років тому +3318

    In primary school one of my best friends was a select mute. I remember my teacher yelling at her every day, trying to force her to talk... it doesn’t help...

    • @Lindz2817
      @Lindz2817 5 років тому +330

      That was exactly my experience as a child. I remember laughing at a fellow student's joke and having a substitute teacher yell at me because I refused to speak later in class. It was horrible.

    • @silviamills5218
      @silviamills5218 5 років тому +192

      That teacher was *really* messed up.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +183

      @Chito Dʀɛaʍs Yes it is, but not uncommon unfortunately. I experienced the same thing throughout my school life with Selective Mutism. That's why raising awareness of the condition is so important! Danielle (from the documentary)

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +46

      @Chito Dʀɛaʍs Exactly! Awareness and education of these conditions is an absolute must!

    • @devilsoffspring5519
      @devilsoffspring5519 5 років тому +51

      Some teachers are absolute pieces of shit. I wonder why they bother with it, they'd be better off being floor sweepers instead of fucking up young kids' minds.
      Unfortunately some ultra-authoritarian types become schoolteachers. I guess they weren't bright enough to be accepted into their local police force, so school it is. Mighty shame for their students.

  • @ktkt8736
    @ktkt8736 5 років тому +5442

    Megan’s face when she speaks and realises everything is fine, it’s the loveliest thing!

    • @annenoel4171
      @annenoel4171 5 років тому +112

      Right
      So proud of her

    • @DutchMelon
      @DutchMelon 5 років тому +76

      She’s adorable

    • @animalloverforever6559
      @animalloverforever6559 5 років тому +66

      He voice is also beautiful

    • @JennaGrosh
      @JennaGrosh 5 років тому +85

      I just wanna give her the biggest hug. You can tell how proud of herself she becomes after she speaks and she has a beautiful voice

    • @joeupton4349
      @joeupton4349 5 років тому +26

      SPOILERS

  • @its_lucyyy
    @its_lucyyy 2 роки тому +192

    When Megan spoke infront of the new teacher it honestly made me feel so happy because she just looks so happy to speak afterwards

    • @DaftFader
      @DaftFader Рік тому +13

      That must be such a good feeling. This shadow of many years lifting bit by bit.

    • @HE4RTS4EM1LY
      @HE4RTS4EM1LY 11 місяців тому +3

      Yeah I have selective mutism and it made me so happy to see Megan speak out loud in front of her class

  • @firepower7654
    @firepower7654 4 роки тому +4320

    My mother's friend had a son who stopped talking at around 11 years old. When he was in his late 30s he was driving in the car with his parents and his mother said out loud, "When will you ever talk again?" He replied in perfect clarity, "When I'm damn good and ready." He's never spoke, that I'm aware of, since.

  • @jam_med4142
    @jam_med4142 4 роки тому +4788

    “Selective mutism isn’t very common”
    The comment section: “I know someone with selective mutism”

    • @juliemaggio1246
      @juliemaggio1246 4 роки тому +82

      I have this problem
      It was worse when I was a kid.

    • @6235river
      @6235river 4 роки тому +263

      The diagnosis is rare. Something tells me that the people who are saying "I know someone with selective mutism" are mistaking shyness with an actual clinical disorder in the same way people mistake natural nervousness for an actual anxiety disorder or temporary sadness for depression lol

    • @fag69
      @fag69 4 роки тому +96

      Bruh half of the comment section was like "OH YEAH I HAVE SELECT MUTISM BLAH BLAH, PEOPLE HEARD ME SPEAK, THEY DIED BLAH BLAH yeah" and if I were honest they are probably mistaking being shy to select mutism...

    • @unnounnown6427
      @unnounnown6427 4 роки тому +11

      i have selective mutism lul

    • @r.todofrog_8
      @r.todofrog_8 4 роки тому +10

      True. But I would say I feel like I have it in some sort of way, but it could just be me because I'm really shy. The other day I was at Subway and the lady who was serving us asked me what I wanted on my sandwich and I didn't talk to her at all. So my mum had to do it 🤣
      Edit: also Another reason I don't talk to alot of people is because I have Anxiety :/

  • @sara2ill
    @sara2ill 5 років тому +3156

    26:50 OMG when her friend helps break the awkwardness by reminding Megan she can respond with thumbs up or down, and she thumbs up with a giant smile... My heart 🥺

    • @seasonsdie9569
      @seasonsdie9569 5 років тому +55

      Agreed

    • @cjn3739
      @cjn3739 5 років тому +50

      My favourite part! I came to the comments to see if anyone noticed, it was just SO wholesome😩💗

    • @kirstenornelas881
      @kirstenornelas881 5 років тому +53

      I noticed that too. The best friend began to get fidgety as if she actually felt the stress her friend was feeling and then reminded her thumbs up, thumbs down or in the middle and you could see the other little girl respond like oh ya ok I forgot for a second how to respond and then smiled and gave a thumbs up. It was cute and she has a great friend there to give her support.

    • @aurelianspodarec2629
      @aurelianspodarec2629 5 років тому +13

      @@kirstenornelas881 44:35 - you can see her friend got shy for a second there :D
      I wonder what they are like now, they would be the exact same age as me, around 22, as the video was recorded 12years ago.
      On the other hand, you can turn this into superpowers, since you're in these situations a lot, you can actually be even more confident than normal. That's how it is for me at least, although I still got a lot to work on, and still haven't talked to a girl, but yeah... long story.
      They seem nice, wonder if they are, or have the same character now.

    • @runningfromabear8354
      @runningfromabear8354 5 років тому +7

      I had selective mutism when I was little. I had forgotten just how frustrating it was until I was home on maternity leave as an adult. Being home with my daughter I talked less and then I just talked to my husband. When my husband noticed I wasn't answering the phone or talking to our daughter, he started asking questions. I found getting back into singing helped. Not nearly as difficult to pull myself out of as an adult but it was surprising to find it back.
      As a kid, when people talked to me, I would elbow my sister and she would answer for me. When I started school, I would elbow my best friend and she would talk for me. I liked people who talked a lot. I might not answer them, but I liked them.

  • @susanhettinger5390
    @susanhettinger5390 2 роки тому +133

    My daughter who is 27 now, had SM as a young child. We went through tons of different kinds of counseling but to no avail. As a last resort we went to a child psychiatrist who started her on a low dose of Prozac. After a couple of months on this treatment, she began to speak, quietly at first but that was the breakthrough! It is the anxiety component that keeps these children from talking and once it is dealt with the child can feel safe to talk. I’m so grateful to say that my daughter successfully completed college with a teaching degree and is a kindergarten teacher! To see her now, I’m so grateful for her journey! There is hope! (I’d like to add that the Prozac treatment was temporary. She was only on it for a year.)

    • @charlescharliejpeg
      @charlescharliejpeg Рік тому +1

      good story :)

    • @SuomiMama
      @SuomiMama 9 місяців тому +1

      When was she diagnosis ? When was the prozac used to treat her (at what age)?

    • @susanhettinger5390
      @susanhettinger5390 9 місяців тому +4

      @@SuomiMama she was 7 when she was diagnosed and started the Prozac then. As I stated she was only on it temporarily.

    • @SuomiMama
      @SuomiMama 9 місяців тому +1

      You also mentioned there was alot of therapy, was that between the ages of 5 and 7? What kind was it?
      Here in Finland I am fighting to get my almost 6 year old diagnosed. The speech therapist had been involved for 2 years now. And they have given some practical tips to the daycare center. But in the Fall she will start Kindergarten (6.5 years old at that time)

    • @briannaw103
      @briannaw103 3 місяці тому

      I was diagnosed with selective mutism at 4 and was put on a low dose of Prozac at 8

  • @brendanmorin9935
    @brendanmorin9935 5 років тому +10055

    When I clicked on this I thought it said “selective Muslim”... for some reason I stayed and watched the entire video anyways lol

    • @Crystal-sl3oo
      @Crystal-sl3oo 5 років тому +149

      Brendan Morin omg same

    • @lucybridger1529
      @lucybridger1529 5 років тому +74

      Brendan Morin same

    • @Maddie-th3dk
      @Maddie-th3dk 5 років тому +37

      samee

    • @brendanmorin9935
      @brendanmorin9935 5 років тому +28

      Jörgen rip omg you spelt your own name wrong ;-; pewds spells it Joergen

    • @Maddie-th3dk
      @Maddie-th3dk 5 років тому +20

      @Brendan Morin ya i know, but i own it

  • @marion87140
    @marion87140 5 років тому +13965

    "Like every good parent we've tried bribery" 😂 can't get more real than that

    • @ZaneDalton
      @ZaneDalton 5 років тому +52

      Marion G Lmao 😆

    • @exoticalvibes
      @exoticalvibes 5 років тому +330

      what parent doesn’t resort to bribery?
      all parents get exhausted, & fed up.

    • @madisonjacob4130
      @madisonjacob4130 5 років тому +319

      @@ZaneDalton if you ain't bribin you aint tryin

    • @emmamiller5076
      @emmamiller5076 5 років тому +18

      😂😂😂😂😂😂

    • @John-oc1sr
      @John-oc1sr 5 років тому +21

      Marion G and corruption

  • @anabanana5732
    @anabanana5732 4 роки тому +5949

    I love how the kids in Megan’s class are so understanding and they don’t bully her. That’s amazing.

    • @indi9856
      @indi9856 4 роки тому +245

      Anastasia Kol you don’t know, they it might just be for the camera. So many thing happen behind the scene

    • @tombullard123
      @tombullard123 4 роки тому +62

      Anastasia Kol not yet anyway, usually happens a few years later

    • @lilyxx1318
      @lilyxx1318 4 роки тому +34

      I got bullied for not being able to do sports very well but that's due to my dyspraxia and the doctors saidI wasn't going to walk and I was going to be mute so she's very lucky

    • @IXOX0oI
      @IXOX0oI 4 роки тому +25

      Lulu Bell honestly when I had it all the kids would either answer for me after a while like if it was my name or something or be so lovely and caring about it they’d sometimes say ‘ she’s really shy Miss’ lol

    • @yvettehristova
      @yvettehristova 4 роки тому +30

      Of course they wouldn't bully her when there is a camera

  • @oopies_5627
    @oopies_5627 Рік тому +174

    I've struggled with selective mutism for my whole life and it's really nice to see people being ok with it and not judging people for it :)

    • @giftofthewild6665
      @giftofthewild6665 Рік тому +10

      I didnt know this was what I had.

    • @WrongThink_
      @WrongThink_ Рік тому +1

      I knew someone who had it also...a few light slaps from the father cured it.

    • @ikbintom
      @ikbintom Рік тому +3

      Then they didn't have it. The treatment here is to get over the anxiety not to increase it or punish them

    • @SuomiMama
      @SuomiMama 9 місяців тому

      So you have had it your whole life?

    • @autumnishotterthansummer
      @autumnishotterthansummer 2 місяці тому

      I don't get actively choosing to not do something that you absolutely can do. It's a choice, a conscious choice and if they really sat and thought about it, they would realize that they are drawing more attention to themselves by not talking. Whether it's right or not, they are picking their own comfort over being cooperative with their family and behaving properly in social circumstances. They are very lucky to have patient parents. Most would've taken it for defiance.

  • @itsreghan7267
    @itsreghan7267 4 роки тому +3858

    I used to have selective mutism, I had it since I was heartbroken when my best friend died when I was 5 and since my body didn’t feel as though it was worth it to talk. It was almost as if my body was neglecting itself because it didn’t want to waste energy. Some days I wasn’t able to talk to myself, which is soul crushing. It felt so weird and I can’t describe it. Last year I got a therapist and finally got over with it. I’m still shy and I had to bring a lot of confidence to write this but I just wanted to share my story. Thank you if anyone sees this and I’m sorry if I didn’t make since, it’s just hard to talk about and I hope that people can understand that.
    Edit thanks so much for all the nice replies they have made me feel much more confident telling my story

    • @zuhremehmet7262
      @zuhremehmet7262 4 роки тому +90

      Well done for sharing :)

    • @Gumsamumsa
      @Gumsamumsa 4 роки тому +59

      Thank you for sharing.

    • @naiboimuhinyi
      @naiboimuhinyi 4 роки тому +57

      Don’t worry it made sense! It’s nice to hear someone whose had the condition speak up.

    • @maryamkidwai2543
      @maryamkidwai2543 4 роки тому +21

      Its really brave of you=) keep going on I have a clue where youre coming from amd its nice to see someone be so brave.

    • @Rae-xd2yb
      @Rae-xd2yb 4 роки тому +16

      Im so proud of you baby🥺

  • @eviebatson3518
    @eviebatson3518 5 років тому +2698

    These kids would be the best spys if they got caught they would never give any information away.

    • @Kizziekayy
      @Kizziekayy 5 років тому +63

      This comment is underrated 🤣🤣🤣

    • @haleyren2804
      @haleyren2804 5 років тому +35

      @Kanashi I'm up for that. No school!

    • @itookachonce1032
      @itookachonce1032 5 років тому +25

      @@haleyren2804 ....

    • @charlotte5963
      @charlotte5963 5 років тому +28

      Creepy Potato you’re probably like 6

    • @eviebatson3518
      @eviebatson3518 5 років тому +5

      @@charlotte5963 ??

  • @lizzie-glitch3229
    @lizzie-glitch3229 4 роки тому +1430

    When Megan answered with “yellow” that made me tear up immediately

    • @lauracourtney3791
      @lauracourtney3791 4 роки тому +18

      Ikr it was so cuttte

    • @emt2076
      @emt2076 4 роки тому +16

      when she said my name is meghan to the new teacher 🥺

    • @yoongistan1042
      @yoongistan1042 4 роки тому +6

      It was heart-warming

    • @charlotteschmidt5141
      @charlotteschmidt5141 4 роки тому +4

      I worked in a daycare where there was a child with selective mutism and when you hear their voice it is very emotional!

  • @fhiyweFVGIY
    @fhiyweFVGIY 2 роки тому +323

    My best friend of a long time has selective mutism and one of my most happy memories is when she first became comfortable enough to speak to me. It probably took around 5-6 years for me to hear her speak, but man was I happy when I did. Not because of the fact that she spoke, we probably would’ve still been best friends even if she didn’t, but because it made me feel so special and really happy to know that she trusts me and is comfortable with me. What’s funny is that we became friends from a pretty young age, so most people are proud that I stayed friends with her as a kid, which no one else would. I was a very talkative kid, so I often carried conversations with her contributing at times with a white board. I was also very patient and I got along with almost everyone as a kid so it was pretty easy to be her friend to be fair.

    • @LM-qv7cy
      @LM-qv7cy 2 роки тому +9

      Prop to you

    • @mrrandom1265
      @mrrandom1265 2 роки тому +11

      Our friend had selective mutism. We had to beat him hard for a few months but finally we could cure him. The best memories was his first words to us "please stop beating me" before he passed out. Great chap.

    • @caden4858
      @caden4858 2 роки тому +22

      @@mrrandom1265 im sorry what

    • @jloud716rapper5
      @jloud716rapper5 2 роки тому +4

      im pretty sure i had this conditon to a pretty extreme extent but given the fact this is a reply to a pretty serious heartfelt story i do feel like you just have a dark sense of humor and it was pretty damn funny. The way you took what was said and flipped it and then said nice chap that was a pretty nice touch of humor. Kinda insensitive to the above person’s comment but hopefully they have a good sense of humor that was pretty damn hilariously composed

    • @caden4858
      @caden4858 2 роки тому +2

      @@jloud716rapper5 lmao nice essay

  • @boi248
    @boi248 3 роки тому +3006

    To have selective mutism, talking to someone you're mute with is like being asked to scream in a silent auditorium full of people

    • @_Chessa_
      @_Chessa_ 3 роки тому +195

      Yes! The anxiety thinking of it makes me cry and my heart pound.

    • @laysthechip3356
      @laysthechip3356 3 роки тому +42

      So accurate

    • @clay2889
      @clay2889 3 роки тому +45

      Beautifully said.

    • @christienelson1437
      @christienelson1437 3 роки тому +36

      Or like climbing a cliff when your afraid of heights. Terribly uncomfortable and frightful!

    • @yera5036
      @yera5036 3 роки тому +23

      fr like we don’t want the attention of finally speaking to them like i don’t talk to my grandparents

  • @emilylouwhoo
    @emilylouwhoo 4 роки тому +2421

    My cousin has selective mutism. I’d never heard her speak until we were about 12. We were in the garage getting food out of the deep freezer when she pointed at my dads bike and said “Motorcycle.” I’ve never heard her say another word since. That was 10 years ago.

    • @kblundell16
      @kblundell16 4 роки тому +18

      do u think you can make yourself scared to speak?

    • @moondog7694
      @moondog7694 4 роки тому +23

      Moondog
      Does your uncle seem disinterested in learning about your cousin on an individual level? Seems to have very little curiosity about her likes and dislikes? Is your uncle emotionally unavailable? Does he emotionally neglect your cousin? People with selective mutism have social anxiety disorder/avoidant personality disorder. Those are disorders where the sufferer are very shy. This shyness/low self-esteem is known by psychologists to be caused by childhood emotional neglect, which is a type of childhood trauma, according to Dr. Melanie Joy in her book "Strategic Action for Animals". Dr. Jonice Webb has written a book for adults who suffered from parents who neglected their emotional needs as kids titled "Running On Empty", because childhood trauma can leave adults feeling empty inside (a contant sense of longing). She says that you can still end up with childhood trauma if your dad only interacted with you as if you were a generic child. You know how supermarket cashiers say the exact same thing to every customer?: "How is your day today?" , "Did you find everything you were looking for?" "Have a nice day". The parent doesn't know the kid's favorite foods, disliked foods, favorite number, favorite color, favorite book, what grades the kid is getting in school, etc. A non-neglectful parent would ask you questions that could not be asked to any child: if you are a fan of ballet, he might ask you, "Which ballet slipper color is your favorite to wear?", "What do you think of The Nutcracker music for performances?". According to Dr. Kirk Honda's video on Mary Trump's book on Donald Trump, if you are an adult that was emotionally neglected as a child, you should get your parent who neglected you to start giving to what he should have given you as a child now as an adult. If the parent refuses, then the next best thing would be to have the therapist act as if they are the sufferer's father and act in a nurturing way towards the sufferer. Thais Gibson has videos about this too, which she calls "re-parenting". The book "The Flight From Intimacy" by therapists Barry Weinhold and Janae Weinhold have suggestions like having an adult feed an adult a baby bottle while holding them. I have no idea if that would be effective or not. The book "The Emotionally Unavailable Man" is also about men who weren't nurtured as kids, weren't given affection as kids, and so now they have a fear of intimacy. They avoid intimacy by not talking. I also heard that most speech impediments are not caused by a physical problem, but by some sort of emotional trauma, so a person with a speech impediment would be better off seeing a psychodynamic or trauma-informed therapist rather than a speech-language pathologist. Maybe EMDR or Ericksonian hypnotherapy or re-parenting would tap into the unconscious mind where trauma is held; I don't know. I have talked to some very shy people, and they all had fathers who were uninvolved in learning about their children. This is true for the UA-camr BulletProofMonkeon; he said that when he was a kid, his dad took him to a pub and made him sit at a different table with a bag of potato chips while he chatted the entire time with his friends, not including his son in the conversation. So I think his social anxiety comes from feeling rejected by his dad. The psychodynamic school of Sigmund Freud would say that the kid thinks to himself, "if even my dad doesn't care to know me, how can I expect strangers to be interested in my opinion? They won't." So just as the kid has learned not to approach their father for nurturance, they learn not to approach strangers for nurturance.

    • @Mia-fg2ik
      @Mia-fg2ik 3 роки тому +216

      @@moondog7694 please don’t analyse an entire family dynamic from a 2 sentence comment, no matter if you’re correct or not it’s intrusive and not your place to comment

    • @kristenbennett6916
      @kristenbennett6916 3 роки тому +5

      groundbreaking

    • @diablo6863
      @diablo6863 3 роки тому +1

      no one asked

  • @crogg8889
    @crogg8889 5 років тому +1587

    Reds grandad is going to keep that message for ever.

  • @harper5378
    @harper5378 Рік тому +186

    I understand that it's not our of malice but rather a lack of understanding, but it still always frustrates me in these situations when the adult makes it about them. I know it's tough for them too, but guilt tripping the kid just makes things worse.

    • @_SimpleSam
      @_SimpleSam Рік тому

      Oh f*** off.
      For all you know, explaining his feelings played a contributory role in her eventually sending those messages.
      There is no 'lack of understanding' concerned with expressing pain, caused by her, to your grand daughter.

    • @berrylly
      @berrylly 8 місяців тому +12

      Right!? That granddad was so frustrating

    • @kenw2225
      @kenw2225 8 місяців тому +7

      Oh stop it. They want the kid to talk because it's pretty highly correlated to success in life. It's not parents fault that society requires everyone to be able to talk and socialize, and otherwise develop normally. Outsiders will judge constantly. Why don't they teach their kids? Why don't they discipline this kid and make them talk? Society judges a parent and their parenting I their child doesn't behave normally. They see a kid in a bad moment, deem the parent a failure, pretend to know the whole picture. Like you're doing with your comment .

    • @berrylly
      @berrylly 8 місяців тому +15

      @@kenw2225 society is like that because we perpetuate it. non verbal people deserve to be part of society too

    • @brunocampos1836
      @brunocampos1836 6 місяців тому +1

      I’m glad we all agree

  • @isabellaadams6093
    @isabellaadams6093 5 років тому +2726

    There was a girl in our friend group that never spoke but we liked her anyway. She was a very sweet girl and she'd come to sleepovers and such but she just wouldn't talk. It seemed strange when you first met her but once you got to know her, it was just her and even though she wouldn't reply she liked to listen you and she'd smile and nod. I think I've maybe heard her speak 3 times in 5 years. Looking back she definately had selective mutism.

    • @winonadaphne6445
      @winonadaphne6445 5 років тому +253

      wow that's really sweet and accepting of you guys. you all deserve a cookie

    • @hannahking6912
      @hannahking6912 5 років тому +110

      I wish my friends were like that but a lot of them cut me off because “I was weird”

    • @almasadeh9377
      @almasadeh9377 5 років тому +19

      @@winonadaphne6445 lol cookie😂

    • @sabrinagoddess_
      @sabrinagoddess_ 5 років тому +10

      Isabella Adams this is soooo sweet

    • @non_0mi617
      @non_0mi617 5 років тому +2

      so good

  • @just_caitlin
    @just_caitlin 3 роки тому +2785

    I cried when Megan said "my name is Megan" 😭 such a huge step to speak in front of a brand new teacher!
    Oh, I just cried again when she said her name to the film crew!! 😭

    • @truthteller2049
      @truthteller2049 3 роки тому +131

      And did you see how proud she was of herself!?!😭

    • @helloyoutube3322
      @helloyoutube3322 3 роки тому +61

      Yeah when she talked to the film crew in the end was adorable!☺️

    • @bsixnshtns891
      @bsixnshtns891 3 роки тому +29

      And the smile! It's contagious. :D

    • @monossix1976
      @monossix1976 3 роки тому +20

      She's so precious little doll, I hope the best future for her

    • @capysayruh
      @capysayruh 3 роки тому +4

      can u drop the time stamp

  • @ladyjmarie5569
    @ladyjmarie5569 2 роки тому +193

    When I was a child in the 80s there was not even a name to this crippling disorder. Im so happy to see the advancement on recognizing and treating SM. The therapists are so spot on, so kind and with such patients.

    • @rachelmartin2424
      @rachelmartin2424 2 роки тому +6

      There was. I was diagnosed in the late 70's with selective mutism.

    • @HE4RTS4EM1LY
      @HE4RTS4EM1LY 10 місяців тому +2

      i have selective mutism and the word “crippling” is the perfect word to describe it (sorry to bother i just felt the need to say it)

    • @ladyjmarie5569
      @ladyjmarie5569 10 місяців тому

      Consider yourself lucky but I wasn't in the 80s 90s even. It wasn't well known back then. I was sent to time out by teachers who called me "stubborn". After special ed classes, psych units in hospitals I lived in for month, a camp for behavioral children for the summer, I finally ended up in a residential treatment school for four grueling years. It was awful.@@rachelmartin2424

    • @SuomiMama
      @SuomiMama 9 місяців тому

      The name prior to selective mutism was elective mutism. So the name has changed.

    • @doldfamily9983
      @doldfamily9983 4 місяці тому

      ​@@HE4RTS4EM1LYIt's no bother at all :)

  • @TopoftheGlist
    @TopoftheGlist 4 роки тому +2982

    You can see Megan’s little inner voice shouting “YOU DID IT!!” ♥️😭

    • @VeeVe3
      @VeeVe3 4 роки тому +79

      Fahanie 45:54 is a good example her huge grin is adorable

    • @randomuser.902
      @randomuser.902 4 роки тому +6

      Awwwwe

    • @linalooney1446
      @linalooney1446 4 роки тому +7

      @Julie Sprik God help you with all my heart.❤

    • @citrasolomon6103
      @citrasolomon6103 4 роки тому +3

      1000th like

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +22

      @Dope Cat You need to stop these comments, or you will be reported. Danielle (from the documentary)

  • @avirose6
    @avirose6 4 роки тому +423

    I worked with a young woman who had selective mutism as a child due to severe sexual abuse. She told me she stopped speaking because no-one could hear her scream anyway... It was heart-breaking.

  • @keeks9429
    @keeks9429 5 років тому +827

    I loved how Megan’s friend helped her by prompting “thumbs up, thumbs down, in the middle.”

    • @brynbillings7589
      @brynbillings7589 5 років тому +14

      I love that she didn’t push her to hard that it made her uncomfortable, although I feel someone should personally ask her the same question so she is prepared for it

    • @annikahawker5389
      @annikahawker5389 5 років тому +1

      So cute

  • @ashwithapen
    @ashwithapen 2 роки тому +335

    i get this. i’m autistic and when i get a bit too overstimulated i tend to go non-verbal, so not being able to speak even if you really, really want to makes sense to me. i get this.

    • @nathancruz9172
      @nathancruz9172 2 роки тому +8

      Me too. But, I start to speak 🗣 when, I was almost 8 years old from my childhood.

    • @rachelthompson7487
      @rachelthompson7487 2 роки тому +12

      @@nathancruz9172 so you didn't speak until you were 8? My nephew is 5 and hasn't spoken yet except a few rare moments. We don't if he ever will but will love him either way.

    • @rachelthompson7487
      @rachelthompson7487 2 роки тому +6

      Same for me. I'm 23 and undiagnosed

    • @nathancruz9172
      @nathancruz9172 2 роки тому +3

      @@rachelthompson7487 yes.

    • @kiki29073
      @kiki29073 Рік тому

      I was wondering if this is some sort of autism.

  • @amandahyre8613
    @amandahyre8613 5 років тому +1203

    Red’s granddad is so patient and wonderful with her. You can really feel his pain when he’s talking about how it feels that she can’t talk to him. The smile when he hears the book and he hears her voicemail is beautiful! You can feel his emotion when he says, “4 words!”

    • @tubester4567
      @tubester4567 4 роки тому +9

      I dont understand how the parents let it go on for years. They should have been taking steps when it first appeared.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +35

      @@tubester4567 All of our parents got us help from a very young age. Selective Mutism is such a rare condition, there are very few experts in it, and as such very few widely known treatment techniques that can be used to help the sufferer. Danielle (from the documentary)

    • @tubester4567
      @tubester4567 4 роки тому +1

      @@daniellef3023 Fair enough. Hope you're doing well.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +1

      @@tubester4567 Thank you :)

  • @Innyloves1D
    @Innyloves1D 4 роки тому +2876

    The childreen in Megan's class are so mature and understanding about her phobia, is so amazing to see kids so educated. And it's kinda rare this days.

    • @rosin_eater
      @rosin_eater 3 роки тому +7

      Fr

    • @lauraemily159
      @lauraemily159 3 роки тому +4

      Yeah

    • @kayagaffney5922
      @kayagaffney5922 3 роки тому +7

      yeah, I'd be so worried. my class (like the people in my grade) is pretty nice, but I know other grades are a lot worse.

    • @brooke-_-
      @brooke-_- 3 роки тому +9

      I agree, they are so nice. Also amazing profile picture 💜

    • @petalpotionsart
      @petalpotionsart 3 роки тому +7

      For sure!! And it seemed like it helped her confidence so much. I was so proud to hear her talk at the end
      Also hello ami I hope you're having a wonderful day!!

  • @kimmquake
    @kimmquake 4 роки тому +1415

    When I was in elementary school I befriended a girl who never spoke, and in school she would barely talk to me or just talk very quietly. We spent most of the our recesses swinging for the entire time in silence. The one time I went to her house she was like an entirely different person. Loud, energetic, showing me her room and her drawings and such. I wish I stayed friends with her to see how she grew up.

    • @Laura-Yu
      @Laura-Yu 4 роки тому +77

      kimmquake I had selective mutism, and I had one friend in 6th grade- it’s funny because we didn’t have much in common but she was so welcoming. I think it may have spurred in the intrigue of me not speaking at first but we then hanged out enough times that we would have many sleepovers. It’s sorta sad how our friendship ended, since it only ended due to my sister having a fight with her and my parents being involved with her parents...But I can tell you, a friend means so much to that person with selective mutism, we may not want to speak but we do get lonely

    • @michellechee7890
      @michellechee7890 4 роки тому +45

      Sounds exactly like me in primary school. Shy and quiet when outside, and wacky at home

    • @TigequenChan
      @TigequenChan 4 роки тому +44

      that's awesome. i had selective mutism in elementary school, yet some girl decided to befriend me anyway even though all i would do was smile to her. i had been struggling to find friends, so when i finally met someone who was actually willing to be patient with me instead of bombarding me with questions about why i was so silent, i actually opened up and began talking to her after some years. she didn't act surprised and she treated me like a normal person afterwards which was the best feeling i'd ever had. so, thank you for being patient with your friend. i'm sure it meant the world to her that someone thought she was worth it.

    • @zuzu6864
      @zuzu6864 4 роки тому +10

      I knew a girl two years younger than me who had something similar. She didn't talk for a long time since she first started school, (I went to a sort of private school with only 15 kids), she wouldn't talk even to teachers. But guess what, no one forced her to speak. She eventually started speaking, but really quietly. I was one of the only people who she would confidently speak to since I was the oldest girl in the school (literally), and for some reason every single child/young girl likes me. She did overcome it and started speaking loudly though. That was 5 years ago. She is now in 6th grade.

    • @deannakinsman6790
      @deannakinsman6790 4 роки тому +10

      Could it be social anxiety? I have it and I rarely if ever talk out in public...I'm 61 years old.

  • @OfAlleyRose
    @OfAlleyRose Рік тому +32

    watching this for a second time … megan is the sweetest little girl i’m so proud of her for her speech therapy and speaking in front of her new teacher !!

    • @sjm9876
      @sjm9876 8 місяців тому

      I was super moved by that part too!

  • @avacarpenter343
    @avacarpenter343 4 роки тому +4806

    Imagine all the roasts these kids have thought of by now

  • @weirdcreep954
    @weirdcreep954 4 роки тому +1576

    I feel so bad for Red’s grandad. I actually wanna cry for him!

    • @kaykayluv7531
      @kaykayluv7531 4 роки тому +84

      I saw red speaking in one of the comment section and she said she hasn't spoken to her grandad till now she's all grown up 19 years old she speaks to who she wants is quite sad she hasn't spoken to him poor him

    • @weirdcreep954
      @weirdcreep954 4 роки тому +8

      Kaykay Luv Where?

    • @krtkevin
      @krtkevin 4 роки тому +15

      @Ruby Smith www.bbc.com/news/stories-48557674

    • @oOIIIMIIIOo
      @oOIIIMIIIOo 4 роки тому +40

      As an adult, you should be mature enough to have empathy for a fearful kid, I think.

    • @mrsjolleyrpeteacher3610
      @mrsjolleyrpeteacher3610 4 роки тому +55

      @@kaykayluv7531 This is correct. At the time of filming this documentary (10 years ago) Red spoke to 8 people. She can now speak to lots, but not to some close family members. The more she wants to be able to speak to someone, the harder it is. It is really hard to get your head around the fact that she can speak to a 'stranger' but not someone she really loves.

  • @BlooHxney
    @BlooHxney 5 років тому +1139

    u can hear the happiness on the directors voice when Megan talked to him! so cute I love Megan

  • @no_one2197
    @no_one2197 Рік тому +63

    I had this until about 11 years old. I remember how rude all my teachers used to be, it was a traumatic experience that make me shy and anti social as a teen, resulting in an adult that has problem making friends

    • @MrNoName7474
      @MrNoName7474 Рік тому +4

      Bruh tell me about it. Moving away from home after high school was pretty freeing because I realized I could be whoever I wanted to be. I have a nephew going on 6 and a niece 3 that have never really spoken. They’ve like struggled to get any of the right sounds out so i guess it’s something else, but it seems like he’s stopped trying and is doing what I did. And it’s frustrating to see the adults do what they always do and talk about his problem in front of him like no one’s home. And badger him with questions and words instead of just being patient and treating him like a normal human. Kids do it too obviously.

    • @kachow8528
      @kachow8528 Рік тому

      I had this exact same problem when I started secondary I wasn’t able to speak freely anymore due to the trauma from past teachers. That first year they made me take ‘nurture’ classes to help me learn how to communicate. I still struggle with being able to talk to adults now that I am now an adult.

  • @erinhoeppner5114
    @erinhoeppner5114 3 роки тому +1800

    Reds grandad is the sweetest most patient man, the way he loves his grand daughter unconditionally and gets so excited to be with her 🥰🥰🥰

    • @nikolettendrez6736
      @nikolettendrez6736 3 роки тому +3

      So cute littel girl

    • @SleepyCrumpet
      @SleepyCrumpet 3 роки тому +23

      I disagree. Although it’s clear he loves her greatly, he was very immature at times, taking it personally and pressuring her so much.

    • @elizabethdominguez4055
      @elizabethdominguez4055 3 роки тому

      99

    • @tomcat5151
      @tomcat5151 3 роки тому +10

      Can we talk about the literal pep she put in his step. When they got the phones and were first walking to the back of the yard, he was walking like an old grandpa. After he got the message, he was literally skipping. I loved that

    • @khonkhosilelihle7414
      @khonkhosilelihle7414 3 роки тому

      But he's starting to get tired.

  • @oliviagilbert1559
    @oliviagilbert1559 5 років тому +1553

    Imagine if one of these kids was an amazing singer and no one would ever know

    • @babetsteinebach4758
      @babetsteinebach4758 5 років тому +61

      A girl in my dance class has selective mutism singing for her is no problem

    • @luluw3641
      @luluw3641 5 років тому +48

      I've had selective mutism until I was 15. I'm nearly 20 now and I post singing videos on my UA-cam channel :)

    • @luluw3641
      @luluw3641 5 років тому +13

      @Jasmine ジャズミン that's so good to hear. Just remember that it will get easier the more you talk :) xx

    • @phoebe9750
      @phoebe9750 5 років тому +5

      justme _ angie lol 😂 I read a deep conversation and then, “I don’t want to brag...”

    • @jortslover
      @jortslover 5 років тому +1

      Phoebe Hartford I deleted it because it felt kinda...rude ;-;

  • @BBWBrynn
    @BBWBrynn 5 років тому +2330

    I had this condition until I was 14. For me, it was a phobia of being judged for anything I said. When I was really young, I said something, and a bunch of kids laughed at me and that triggered it.

    • @ginniekinz5401
      @ginniekinz5401 5 років тому +119

      msdarkstar1012 I had that too. I could actually be very chatty around kids I knew accepted me and wouldn’t judge me. Including family. But with strangers, I’d find it intimidating and scary to even let out a peep for the fear of being judged or mocked. I eventually grew out of it though and people now people just want me to shut up mostly. 😂

    • @erinnorwood6124
      @erinnorwood6124 5 років тому +27

      Understood. Some people I would only write letters to. Never had a name for it. I mean, I would say hi and stuff but was afraid of being judged for important things so I would only say them in writing. Still some things I will only voice by text because I'm too afraid to say them, especially to certain friends& mentors. Its not selective mutism, but there's still an aspect of anxiety there when I will write certain things instead of say them to certain people or have to take the time to brave up first.

    • @applebeezez5142
      @applebeezez5142 5 років тому +4

      were you bullied because of an accent. Im just curious

    • @BBWBrynn
      @BBWBrynn 5 років тому +25

      Abby the Dancer they didn’t laugh at the way I talked, they laughed about what I said. I don’t remember what I said, but I definitely remember the reaction.

    • @serenity9579
      @serenity9579 5 років тому +17

      I got my diagnose when I was 3 or 4... I am 22 now and still suffer from mutism.. :/

  • @goofball2228
    @goofball2228 2 роки тому +135

    I have a friend who had selective mutism as a young child. She didn’t talk at all when she was young. Now she’s completely different. She talks to everyone, she makes TikTok’s, is super confident, has a boyfriend, etc. she’s also not afraid to stand up for herself. She’s 16.

    • @laura-lk8yr
      @laura-lk8yr 2 місяці тому +1

      What a turnaround. That's really good that her anxiety no longer prohibits her from leading a normal life

  • @siobhanclaire256
    @siobhanclaire256 5 років тому +1236

    When my son was a child he was diagnosed with this condition (he has since grown out of it), but a teacher taught him enough sign language to go to the bathroom and get water. She also approached me one day and handed me a blank cassette and recording device so that I could talk to him at home and bring it back to him so she could get an idea of how he might be able to communicate - she was amazing.

    • @Aluvsm
      @Aluvsm 5 років тому +54

      Wow. Really amazing. To take the time to do all that.... wow.

    • @BeingLolaStar
      @BeingLolaStar 5 років тому +56

      I honestly wondered why more parents/educators didn't learn at least basic signs.

    • @kelandclif3734
      @kelandclif3734 5 років тому +24

      My kid was diagnosed at 3 yrs old. But started talking at 5 yrs old. Her kindergarten teacher was amazing and made her feel safe enough to talk.

    • @s.a.8548
      @s.a.8548 5 років тому +1

      Oh my goodness what an angel

    • @tashik8151
      @tashik8151 5 років тому +8

      My brother Had the same problem. But it hasn't resolved completely, he's 15 now and I'm very worried because we live in a small town in pakistan and we don't have helpful teachers or any child psychiatrists.
      Can anybody tell me what to do to help him??

  • @girlplease3217
    @girlplease3217 5 років тому +1482

    Red’s granddad is such a sweetheart. Its lovely to see someome who loves his granddaughter so much

    • @mrsdiana324
      @mrsdiana324 5 років тому +8

      I agree om not sure how i would feel if i could never hear my grandchildren laugh .speak sing reds grandad should never give up he obviously loo loves her very lush

    • @simranmanku2512
      @simranmanku2512 5 років тому +3

      He’s so sweet and reminds of my grandpa so much ❤️

    • @rachelfreeders356
      @rachelfreeders356 5 років тому +2

      I agree! Soooo sweet!! And that little girl will always have those messages of her grandaddy ♥️ too many feels!

  • @Lyric10105
    @Lyric10105 3 роки тому +1843

    Its an anxiety disorder, pressuring them will make it worse

    • @jihane1225
      @jihane1225 3 роки тому +67

      More trauma

    • @aurakatie99
      @aurakatie99 3 роки тому +122

      But doing nothing isn’t helpful, it’s good to recognise the problem

    • @Lilyism.
      @Lilyism. 3 роки тому +107

      I've had selective mutism since I was 4 and I used to get told of for shrugging my shoulders and moving my tongue in my mouth and in year 1 my mum was new to it and she made me talk to my teacher and make the teacher walk in while I was talking I cried :)

    • @Lilyism.
      @Lilyism. 3 роки тому +34

      My mum helped me do interventions up to year 6 then now I speak in high school I hated it when people asked me questions

    • @c9rberus
      @c9rberus 3 роки тому +28

      yeah, I have it.. I don't really talk to anyone except my dad or at school. I want to though but it's hard

  • @user-qy9oz6lv1v
    @user-qy9oz6lv1v Рік тому +41

    Every time Megan speaks, I tear up. I can tell how hard she wanna over come her condition! hope she is doing well today!

    • @bird6691
      @bird6691 Рік тому +4

      She has a twitter account and going by the party girl nature of some of the posts it is safe to say she is very over it.

    • @Webztenz
      @Webztenz Рік тому

      @@bird6691 Whats the account?

  • @zabelconnor
    @zabelconnor 5 років тому +1573

    So sweet when Megan would speak and smiled like she was pleased with herself.

    • @glowstonestarzaj4922
      @glowstonestarzaj4922 5 років тому +56

      I think that was a shy smile. A lot of people smile when they're embarrassed

    • @lucjo789
      @lucjo789 5 років тому +16

      I know proper melted my heart

    • @ihatemylifern3965
      @ihatemylifern3965 5 років тому +3

      I was ur 1k like
      My heart melted when she smiled❤️

    • @TheLastWeasley
      @TheLastWeasley 5 років тому +8

      EVERY TIME SHE SPOKE AND THEN SMILED MADE ME CRY

  • @shaimoyed7858
    @shaimoyed7858 3 роки тому +1508

    I knew a girl in primary school who never talked, just nodded and shook her head. I only figured out she could speak after she laughed.
    We never pushed her to speak, she would accompany us and play, we all liked her. I moved schools eventually but ended up seeing her again in high school.
    She was still quiet but spoke to me for the first time. I was pretty excited to say the least.

    • @nathancruz9172
      @nathancruz9172 2 роки тому +1

      That’s amazing 🥲

    • @kiberrose1229
      @kiberrose1229 Рік тому +76

      It's so good to see someone who didn't push a child to speak when they are not ready.
      If she remembered you, she probably spoke to you because she liked you too and thought it was very nice of you to play with her even when she was quiet :)))
      I think you and your friends we're probably one of the best things that happened to that girl. Sometimes all children need are friends who can help to overcome or cope with their fears and differences

    • @tricoolaz7188
      @tricoolaz7188 Рік тому +18

      I’m my school we had to write a small like life story of someone on the first day the girl I wrote about didn’t say a word so eventually after telling them my life story i just made up one for them it was about them being a world class spy and they had multiple names used throughout but i just called them Benjamin I think they liked it cuz they smiled a lot when I read it to them XD

    • @My.dimplesRock
      @My.dimplesRock Рік тому +17

      Wow, that girl could be me, and I didn't realize how strange I was for all people around me haha. Only my family knew my voice, and neighbours I had to interact with. The first time I decided to speak at school everyone was amazed. I just didn't speak cause I didn't want to, and maybe some fear but definitely It was due to being confortable with nonody talking to me, cause I didn't want to talk to them. I hated people trying to make me speak, rarely I felt anxiety but anger when they used to force me. My classmates never tried, they were always respectful, but a pair of teachers were a headache for me.

    • @uggggggghhhhh
      @uggggggghhhhh Рік тому +12

      I still feel so bad for the times in HS when I made a big deal out of a shy girl not speaking then when she finally did I made a big deal of it again thinking that I was helping boost her up when I was probably just making her anxiety so much worse omg. I just cringe when I think of it.

  • @jewals-healingrose222
    @jewals-healingrose222 5 років тому +694

    Communication is so much more than just talking.

    • @williamchilds216
      @williamchilds216 5 років тому +21

      So true. My communication seems to be in body language as I have autism. I never actually realised I never communicated any emotions I just spoke about birds or my interests. It wasn't until I started therapy two years ago that I realised I never actually told anyone my feelings and since I was diagnosed with ASD, everyone has pointed out that when I get anxious (and I mean ANXIOUS, like to the point of crying) I will shake my leg. I never realised that until then because I couldn't even recognise my own feelings so it is like my own body is communicating with me as well.

    • @elliottaylor1290
      @elliottaylor1290 5 років тому +2

      Sometimes I have entire conversations about actually really deep things through specifically gay memes on instagram

    • @TheDreadedJuggernaut
      @TheDreadedJuggernaut 5 років тому +3

      I suffer from the same type of communication issues. There are only a few people I can actually tall to. I just can't talk properly when I am not able to predict what the person is going to say or expect what to say. If I know the person well already, then I am comfortable sharing what I have to say with them. I have tried putting myself out and talking to strangers. Sometimes I am convinced everyone else can read my mind. I think they are just reading my body language, but I always notice a change in posture and positioning when I have a specific thought. I think it comes from a fear of having others actually hearing what you are thinking, rather than what you want to say.

    • @squidneythesquid2487
      @squidneythesquid2487 5 років тому +2

      lakon childs I have asd as well, it’s not to that extent; but there are certain things that I can’t understand about myself when it comes to emotions, or sharing feelings.
      Like when it comes to someone I like I can’t make myself tell them or even my friends (I’m 17, not at the age when girls first liking people romantically)
      I also just can’t translate what I feel in to words, if I’m stressed, I kind of know why or what it feels like, but explaining is so difficult.

    • @TheDreadedJuggernaut
      @TheDreadedJuggernaut 5 років тому

      @@squidneythesquid2487 When I was that age school and work put extra social pressure on me. It's normal to freeze in the face of fear. I throw myself into situations that make my heart race so I am more accustomed to the anxiety that comes with talking to people. Try walking up to someone you like or someone who scares you and say hello. Talk about their day and things you like. After a while, it gets a little easier. It takes practice, but I can approach at store counters and at work without feeling like someone is wrapping their hands around my throat anymore.

  • @OnYoutubeInATutu
    @OnYoutubeInATutu Рік тому +111

    I have autism & selective mutism so I was bullied so badly for it at school. My bullies have stripped me naked, stolen my belongings, beat me up, pushed me down the stairs, thrown my food & even the teachers have laughed & joked. Such a lonely place & I wish this upon no one... So nice to see the girl doing good🥺❤️

    • @YeahitsMeSylvia
      @YeahitsMeSylvia Рік тому +22

      Oh my God, I'm so sorry you had to go through that, I'm also on the spectrum and I was mostly nonverbal until age 6. I hope ur doing well now♥

    • @OnYoutubeInATutu
      @OnYoutubeInATutu Рік тому +14

      @@YeahitsMeSylvia I am ok I have some kind of trauma but I am doing well in college & I have friends who are also autistic❤️

    • @fallenberdlol
      @fallenberdlol Рік тому +2

      im so sorry you had to go through that

    • @LyndaLand
      @LyndaLand Рік тому +5

      So sorry to hear that you experienced so much unkindness. There are decent sorts out there too, and I'm hoping that you meet more and more good people in your future. You don't deserve to be bullied, no matter what. My own child has been affected by SM for much of her life and is on the spectrum as well. It infuriates me when I hear of kids being so unkind to others. (And especially knowing some teachers behave the same way, that is really horrible.) Best wishes to you!

    • @pixie706
      @pixie706 Рік тому +3

      I probably didn't have that condition as such but after my sister died when i was 6 and having been constantly ignored or shouted at when she was ill I stopped speaking to my parents.

  • @skyehawkes
    @skyehawkes 3 роки тому +3352

    why is everyone in this documentary acting like these children are just choosing not to speak? selective mutism is often treated as a behavioural issue or a speech issue when in fact it's closer to anxiety and fear. the children are not at fault and shouldn't be called not normal.

    • @ashes2444
      @ashes2444 3 роки тому +276

      It's like the fact there trying to bribe them to talk...I mean don't they think if they could they would ?

    • @agh3568
      @agh3568 3 роки тому +225

      They are and as someone who suffers with it: thanks for making a documentary but this actually makes people think we're jerks and not trying.

    • @sded7126
      @sded7126 3 роки тому +55

      I did something kind of similar to these kids, and I know exactly how they feel. They will 100% get out of it but it will take some time.

    • @sonichamburgerspecial692
      @sonichamburgerspecial692 3 роки тому +93

      exactly! i had selective mutism as a child, and i didn't choose it. I was heavily bullied and it was really traumatic for me, if it was a choice i would have talked lmao.

    • @jacey2c170
      @jacey2c170 3 роки тому +97

      It’s an anxiety disorder which is unwittingly reinforced by family members & teachers every day. Step one: Stop using the white board or giving the child alternate ways to communicate. Step two: stop communicating for them & accommodating their wishes when they point, nod or otherwise try to get what they want without talking. This is not unkind. Imagine how hard it is being the only kid not talking at school. It requires a total, combined effort by the adults & some siblings. Eliminate “speaking aides”, a person assigned to help the child get by not talking at school with a “jotter” & constant interpretation of what the child feels, thinks or wants. Not accommodating the selective mutism works & the child feels esteemed when they do speak, this is what reduces the anxiety. Do not accommodate their rules. The phrase “face your fears” is true in every sense here. Notice how much the adults talk when the child does not. Removing these accommodations helps in months. Eleven years of feeling “special” but, not in a good way as Danielle reports the mutism did to her is too many years lost. Often or even always, the behavior of the adults around the child is neglected when it’s exactly that which keeps it going. Blame is not at issue here; it’s an unintentional dynamic.

  • @natalieg3872
    @natalieg3872 4 роки тому +3302

    “10 year old Megan goes cheerleading ever Thursday...but she doesn’t ever cheer...”
    Oh the irony! 🤫😭😂

    • @lowerp8700
      @lowerp8700 4 роки тому +59

      Natalie Grother the fact that she don’t even mouth the words or nothin

    • @Four-of-Six
      @Four-of-Six 4 роки тому +91

      "Doesn't ever cheer". So Megan is leading......

    • @maggiedogos6329
      @maggiedogos6329 4 роки тому +23

      You don’t have to cheer for cheerleading

    • @gregshearer423
      @gregshearer423 4 роки тому +16

      Maggie Dogos looks incredibly dumb when she just stood there saying nothing just doing the actions

    • @flopilla2012
      @flopilla2012 4 роки тому +114

      @@gregshearer423 You look incredibly dumb calling a child with a disorder "dumb"

  • @gracieKASMR
    @gracieKASMR 5 років тому +3891

    When I was 8 I was diagnosed with selective mutism, I’ve had a lot of therapy and it has helped so much❤️ these girls are so sweet ⭐️

    • @canweget100subswithnovideo6
      @canweget100subswithnovideo6 5 років тому +77

      gracie K omg! It’s so good to find your comment here! :D

    • @user-ci8il5xz1e
      @user-ci8il5xz1e 5 років тому +55

      gracie K me too. i’ve had it up until 7th grade. still can’t explain why.

    • @oliviamorrison3155
      @oliviamorrison3155 5 років тому +32

      I literally see you everywhere 😂💗

    • @seriahr860
      @seriahr860 5 років тому +9

      Definitely😭☀️

    • @kateslane6847
      @kateslane6847 5 років тому +34

      Hi! I love your channel! This is a cool fact about you. I don't have selective mutism, but I do have other problems that I need therapy for. I have severe depression, severe anxiety, OCD, ADHD, and a Tic Disorder. Your channel has helped me quite a bit! So, thank you for everything!

  • @Squishbishh
    @Squishbishh 2 роки тому +30

    The COURAGE it must have taken for Danielle to switch schools and speak !!!! I’m in awe
    Shes right she’s not ordinary, she’s extraordinary

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 2 роки тому +9

      Thank you for your kind words! Danielle (from the documentary) :)

  • @Magarita810
    @Magarita810 5 років тому +576

    I shed a tear when Meghan spoke to the reporter.

    • @myaccount0307
      @myaccount0307 4 роки тому +5

      I was crying the whole time

    • @kevinmcallister9089
      @kevinmcallister9089 4 роки тому +3

      Me too ;)

    • @YoYo-ip9pw
      @YoYo-ip9pw 4 роки тому +2

      Fatima ALsinan Why? Because they don’t talk?

    • @myaccount0307
      @myaccount0307 4 роки тому +23

      @@YoYo-ip9pw because they wanted to talk but couldn't and because they were clearly suffering and it was hard for them and for the parents 2 and I also was crying from happiness when they talked so basically I just CRIED A LOT

    • @pineapples7194
      @pineapples7194 4 роки тому +2

      Fatima ALsinan the parents where also suffering to

  • @naomijenkins7848
    @naomijenkins7848 5 років тому +426

    Megan's smile after saying im 10 so cute how proud of herself she is

  • @joanavalentino8376
    @joanavalentino8376 5 років тому +914

    I cried when Meghan introduced herself to her new teacher....So happy for her...

    • @meghangilkey9101
      @meghangilkey9101 5 років тому +1

      does she spell her name with an H? or is that how you spell Meghan?

    • @lucythorn
      @lucythorn 5 років тому +8

      awh ikr
      she’s so sweet

    • @alisonlaett9625
      @alisonlaett9625 5 років тому +7

      I know even though I just know about her through this video I was so proud :)

    • @mathboss1638
      @mathboss1638 5 років тому +1

      what part was that?

    • @sammichrist6589
      @sammichrist6589 5 років тому

      @@meghangilkey9101 there are SO many ways to spell it. It's kinda silly really.

  • @shaunamalcolm7031
    @shaunamalcolm7031 2 роки тому +27

    I think I will gripe less about how much my kids talk. It’s a blessing. I am so happy for these three girls who are making such progress!

    • @mstreemoon8117
      @mstreemoon8117 2 роки тому +3

      This.. so true.. w my youngest son i would always tell him he talked to much.. he's 15 now(still talks all the time) but now I have a 2 year old.. who is yet to talk. Embrace every single word they say... my perspective has definitely changed. I'd give anything to hear my baby girl say anything to me. ❤💫

  • @ajwheeler6974
    @ajwheeler6974 4 роки тому +609

    It quite often looks like they're about to speek they keep opening their mouths like they're about to say something but then it just shuts and they just kinda look sad...

    • @ajwheeler6974
      @ajwheeler6974 4 роки тому +6

      @Luna Saito wow how long did you spend writing that....

    • @kirin1230
      @kirin1230 4 роки тому +1

      @Luna Saito Would you mind detailing more of the psychological factors or selective mutism? I'm genuinely curious. Also, what affects which people are easiest to speak to?

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +16

      @reshi p Just to clarify, we were having help just as you suggested, whether that be therapy or medication. We all agreed to take part in the documentary to raise awareness of the condition and to use our experiences to help others. Danielle (from the documentary)

    • @Dee912
      @Dee912 4 роки тому

      Danielle F how are you doing? :) how old are you now and has anything major changed for you? You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to!

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +5

      @@Dee912 Hi! I'm more than happy to answer questions :) I'm 26, and just about to finish a PhD in mathematics. I speak to everyone now, although I still deal with severe Social Anxiety, as well as some other anxiety disorders, on a daily basis. Things have definitely changed a lot for me over the 10 years since this was filmed!

  • @hkmurray
    @hkmurray 4 роки тому +739

    Megan’s smile when she spoke was the cutest thing! She looked so proud of herself 🥺

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +7

      @Dope Cat You've been reported for this.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 4 роки тому +14

      @Dope Cat You don't "select mutism", Selective does not mean "selecting".

    • @spider-mancantsee5875
      @spider-mancantsee5875 4 роки тому +4

      Dope Cat man your dumb

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 3 роки тому +1

      @•blossom bubbles YT• Not sure what you're asking here.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 3 роки тому +3

      @•blossom bubbles YT• Due to a comment that was classed as harassment towards me.

  • @madymars6819
    @madymars6819 5 років тому +357

    Danielle is a hero. She just said "Screw this anxiety, I'm breaking out!" And fought every day since. Good for her!

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +60

      Thank you! Danielle (from the documentary) 😊

    • @patriciaboyer2675
      @patriciaboyer2675 5 років тому +16

      @@daniellef3023 you have very lovely eyes! I'm hope you are living a happy fulfilling joyful life.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +6

      @@patriciaboyer2675 Thank you so much :)

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +10

      @@dababydababy7290 I was asked to take part through a Selective Mutism website.

    • @77DSeven
      @77DSeven 5 років тому +3

      Danielle F wow thanks for doing this study because I think my sisters and I had it growing up too (we have the same name btw). We moved a lot and I kept telling myself in the next school or grade I’m going to talk. I learned that confidence and God is the key and not worrying about who may notice that you (the quiet kid) started talking for the first time. But you are beautiful and I’m sure u know that by now being that this is a old video

  • @lauraelizabethcannon5341
    @lauraelizabethcannon5341 2 роки тому +44

    Megan's smile when she's able to respond with the other kids!! 😭🥰

  • @MommyLemons
    @MommyLemons 5 років тому +1434

    It’s a tiny voice but canNOT Be heard UNDER THE MUSIC

    • @brianna9822
      @brianna9822 5 років тому +6

      EXO

    • @kelseysewell196
      @kelseysewell196 5 років тому +5

      Lmao

    • @reem-zt3mi
      @reem-zt3mi 5 років тому +9

      @@brianna9822 aRMY, PANIC! AT THE DISCO FAN, AND TWENTY ONE PILOTS FAN? SAME

    • @Goawayplz666
      @Goawayplz666 5 років тому +1

      Ikr

    • @rosa4928
      @rosa4928 5 років тому +2

      The sweat on Jimin's abs ARMMYYY HI

  • @sarahbyfernandez4584
    @sarahbyfernandez4584 4 роки тому +273

    EVERY TIME MEGHAN SPOKE I CHEERED FOR HER

  • @treasureokoh4722
    @treasureokoh4722 5 років тому +728

    Meghans voice is so so sweet and soft. It just melts your heart.

  • @shayne_has_landed2511
    @shayne_has_landed2511 2 роки тому +134

    Grandpa John’s constant talking and questions hurt my soul. I can’t imagine how painful it is for Red to feel blamed for his upset. I’m mute at times, and it feels horrible to be told you’re hurting someone’s feelings by not talking and you can’t do anything about it.

    • @erwinekkel9676
      @erwinekkel9676 2 роки тому +16

      He really needs to turn down on the questions. He is not helping with the constant questions.

    • @auntmimikassieskidschannel8500
      @auntmimikassieskidschannel8500 Рік тому +19

      He adjusted after meeting with Red’s support team and followed their suggestions in the end.

    • @naturazpolski9213
      @naturazpolski9213 Рік тому +14

      It's painful for him too. Even more. Why she wasn't on therapy is a question.

    • @DaftFader
      @DaftFader Рік тому +7

      @@naturazpolski9213 Sometimes it's not easy to get on these programs, and it can take years for certain things to get seen by specialist. IDK about SM specifically, but for ASD here it's like 3-4 year wait minimum in certain areas due to there being a tiny support team!

    • @RobyntheRobin
      @RobyntheRobin Рік тому +1

      It made me sad too, I'm someone who feels guilty really easily if I feel like I've upset someone and being in that situation would make me feel so trapped.
      Luckily I haven't had people guilt me like that yet, but I have had my younger brother try to force me to talk and even that is so uncomfortable and makes me so anxious.

  • @celtictarotreadings333
    @celtictarotreadings333 4 роки тому +483

    Seeing how anxious Megan was then seeing her face light up when she speaks is heart warming

    • @rosin_eater
      @rosin_eater 3 роки тому +7

      @Dope Cat what the

    • @xtinctube7283
      @xtinctube7283 3 роки тому +5

      @Dope Cat angry because?

    • @mememimikyu
      @mememimikyu 3 роки тому +1

      @Dope Cat huh?

    • @karensmith8911
      @karensmith8911 3 роки тому +3

      @Dope Cat seeing happiness? absolutely maddening

    • @denjo3131
      @denjo3131 3 роки тому +1

      @Dope Cat I can tell you one thing, this is not funny at all. When I was little, I couldn't speak due to anxiety at school, my speech ability completely shutted down (and I can tell you, it's horrible, especially when you're bullied and you can't defend yourself, also the teachers didn't do anything, which made everything worse). There was a psychologist who visited me regularly at home and she said that I was completely normal (even more intelligent than peers). Also, I could speak normal at home.
      Luckily when I became older, I started to talk more, but the biggest improvement was when I left primary school, I never had to see my class/teachers again. I didn't had very much friends until my 17/18, but I could speak normal. At university I was (and still am) a completely normal student. And yes, I still hate to speak in group, but I can control my anxiety. You won't tell anymore that I had very much problems to speak to foreigners when I was little, now I can even talk/argue with foreigners and tell my opinion 🙂.
      And I'm a non native English speaker, so I know that my sentences aren't perfect. I try to do my best. I can understand everything, but writing is more difficult.
      By the way, it's thanks to people like you and your reactions that persons with anxiety problems just get more problems. You don't help them with your comments. You may be proud of yourself 👏🙄
      And to them with anxiety orders, persons who are bullied,... There is always someone who cares about you.
      And to normal people, if you see a child that gets bullied, please help them. For example I was once on a tram with a girlfriend, and there was a girl (13/14yo) who was bullied by a few other persons. We took her with us and let her sit between us while we talked to the bullies. We talked to her all the way (she kept quiet). After the bullies got off, she said thank you to us, and until the corona broke out, we saw her almost every week and talked to each other. Sometimes that one person can really make a difference.

  • @3Zeppoli
    @3Zeppoli 5 років тому +477

    Won't talk isn't correct, more like CAN'T talk. I suffered from selective mutism as a child and is is stressful and embarrassing. I couldn't even read an eye chart at an optometrist appointment. I luckily outgrew this after my family moved town. It is very helpful to have a supportive family that doesn't draw attention to the issue.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +21

      Totally agree with you about the title, but I think they called it that so that it sounded like it was coming from the parents' perspective. It is misleading though! Danielle (from the documentary) :)

    • @3Zeppoli
      @3Zeppoli 5 років тому +3

      Danielle Fitt Yes, that makes sense. It must be very frustrating parenting a child who exhibits a behavior the parent is helpless to change.

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +5

      @@3Zeppoli I know how frustrating it is from a sufferer's perspective, but I can't even begin to imagine how my parents must have felt!

    • @Noname-mm7tm
      @Noname-mm7tm 5 років тому +7

      I agree 100% . People make it seem like we can’t talk. But we have a voice, we can understand people. We try as hard as we can to even say a single word but we just can’t. It’s not a choice for us.

    • @iThiink
      @iThiink 5 років тому +5

      You can't outgrow a disability.. so more like won't talk

  • @amysuebirrer504
    @amysuebirrer504 4 роки тому +2286

    My niece had this. My sister and I look exactly alike, although we are not twins, we are mistaken for it. My niece thought I was her mom and just walked into the room blurting out something and then stopped when she realized who I was. I didn’t react and just said your mom’s in the other room. She looked shocked and ran out, and then came back in with her mom. She was silent again and I just looked at her mom and said deadpan, “yes she spoke, and she did not explode.” My niece thought that was hilarious and began laughing quietly, and I added, “oh please be quiet, unless your going to fart fireworks.” She doubled over with very audible laughter and said, “stop it! You’re going to make me pee!” So from there she felt more and more comfortable being around me, and gradually began to talk more. Now she’s a regular chatter box in her twenties but still “shy” in public.

    • @moondog7694
      @moondog7694 4 роки тому +21

      Do you have a caregiver/guardian/parent, usually your father, who seems disinterested in you? Seems to have very little curiosity about your likes and dislikes? Is he emotionally unavailable? Does he emotionally neglect you? People with selective mutism have social anxiety disorder/avoidant personality disorder. Those are disorders where the sufferer are very shy. This shyness/low self-esteem is known by psychologists to be caused by childhood emotional neglect, which is a type of childhood trauma, according to Dr. Melanie Joy in her book "Strategic Action for Animals". Dr. Jonice Webb has written a book for adults who suffered from parents who neglected their emotional needs as kids titled "Running On Empty", because childhood trauma can leave adults feeling empty inside (a contant sense of longing). She says that you can still end up with childhood trauma if your dad only interacted with you as if you were a generic child. You know how supermarket cashiers say the exact same thing to every customer?: "How is your day today?" , "Did you find everything you were looking for?" "Have a nice day". The parent doesn't know the kid's favorite foods, disliked foods, favorite number, favorite color, favorite book, what grades the kid is getting in school, etc. A non-neglectful parent would ask you questions that could not be asked to any child: if you are a fan of ballet, he might ask you, "Which ballet slipper color is your favorite to wear?", "What do you think of The Nutcracker music for performances?". According to Dr. Kirk Honda's video on Mary Trump's book on Donald Trump, if you are an adult that was emotionally neglected as a child, you should get your parent who neglected you to start giving to what he should have given you as a child now as an adult. If the parent refuses, then the next best thing would be to have the therapist act as if they are the sufferer's father and act in a nurturing way towards the sufferer. Thais Gibson has videos about this too, which she calls "re-parenting". The book "The Flight From Intimacy" by therapists Barry Weinhold and Janae Weinhold have suggestions like having an adult feed an adult a baby bottle while holding them. I have no idea if that would be effective or not. The book "The Emotionally Unavailable Man" is also about men who weren't nurtured as kids, weren't given affection as kids, and so now they have a fear of intimacy. They avoid intimacy by not talking. I also heard that most speech impediments are not caused by a physical problem, but by some sort of emotional trauma, so a person with a speech impediment would be better off seeing a psychodynamic or trauma-informed therapist rather than a speech-language pathologist. Maybe EMDR or Ericksonian hypnotherapy or re-parenting would tap into the unconscious mind where trauma is held; I don't know. I have talked to some very shy people, and they all had fathers who were uninvolved in learning about their children. This is true for the UA-camr BulletProofMonkeon; he said that when he was a kid, his dad took him to a pub and made him sit at a different table with a bag of potato chips while he chatted the entire time with his friends, not including his son in the conversation. So I think his social anxiety comes from feeling rejected by his dad. The psychodynamic school of Sigmund Freud would say that the kid thinks to himself, "if even my dad doesn't care to know me, how can I expect strangers to be interested in my opinion? They won't." So just as the kid has learned not to approach their father for nurturance, they learn not to approach strangers for nurturance. There's a good description of this in the chapter titled "The Quiet Man" in the book "Red Flags!" by Gary Aumiller and Daniel Goldfarb, who specialize in criminal profiling. They're not saying Quiet Men are criminals; it's just that they are experts in pegging people based on their childhoods of a father who was absent or uninvolved, or lots of verbal abuse in the family, or both parents died when young. That's in the quiz section where it lists the childhood commanlities of "The Quiet Man".

    • @Mia-fg2ik
      @Mia-fg2ik 3 роки тому +154

      @@moondog7694 oh my god stop it these comments are both intrusive and unnecessary, it’s not your business
      Additionally, I have social anxiety and I’m very ‘shy’ and my father was extremely loving and caring. It just happens sometimes. Not everything stems from how people were raised in childhood

    • @jordiflower
      @jordiflower 3 роки тому +8

      Aw amazing!!!

    • @DistractedDaisy
      @DistractedDaisy 3 роки тому +8

      That’s beautiful

    • @Lovely-vd5ss
      @Lovely-vd5ss 3 роки тому +4

      @@moondog7694 interesting, speaking for myself i never really noticed anyone interested in knowing about me when i was a kid. I don't remember having that emotional bond with anyone and i have 7 other siblings and I'm the youngest at that. I've had SM since probably before i could even speak. I do know there were physical and emotional/verbal abuse between my parents and they broke up when i was 2. But idk I think SM is a complex and unique disorder in itself, sometimes i do go back to my childhood and try to figure out if i went through some trauma that would explain my anxiety/depression...when it comes down to it I cannot deny that I didn't.

  • @milz17
    @milz17 2 роки тому +37

    Watched this 2 years ago and glad to say I came across a tweet from Megan and she said she’s overcome her selective mutism!

    • @jennylh1784
      @jennylh1784 2 роки тому +4

      whats her tweet? 😄

    • @cocraine
      @cocraine 2 роки тому +2

      really?

    • @Mama_Bear524
      @Mama_Bear524 2 роки тому +6

      Oh yay thx for the update on her. And Danielle is here in the comment section. She’s a lovely soul.

  • @connieolivia
    @connieolivia 5 років тому +817

    When Megan finally spoke to the documentry people I was like wow well done

  • @timothylpappas
    @timothylpappas 4 роки тому +1627

    Red's Grandad: "It's hard to put into words"
    Red: "Tell me about it"

    • @avelovesfrogs5402
      @avelovesfrogs5402 3 роки тому +4

      Lol-

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 3 роки тому +92

      @Dope Cat You need to stop these comments, they're abusive and insulting. Danielle (from the documentary)

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 3 роки тому +44

      @Dope Cat I'm fine thank you, but please stop these comments.

    • @foxmcfog7809
      @foxmcfog7809 3 роки тому +34

      @Dope Cat You're an absolute creep. What a try hard with that Joker pfp haha.

    • @yippiekaiyay676
      @yippiekaiyay676 3 роки тому +14

      @Dope Cat You realize the reason people have selective mutism is because of abuse, right?

  • @cringecorner7459
    @cringecorner7459 5 років тому +788

    I always wanted mine to magically go away but one of the reasons why I can't just POOF it is because I'm scared of the reactions.
    I hate it when people are like "OH MY GOD SHE SPOKE" or like "WOW CONGRATULATIONS". Like no. Please don't congratulate me. It's embarrassing and it's what's keeping me from fighting out my condition.
    This is why when my family moved to a different city it finally went away.
    *Well it's still there but not as bad as before*

    • @hubert1154
      @hubert1154 5 років тому +64

      Oh, the reactions when people finally *do* hear me speak. It was part of why my selective got so bad and still is

    • @haloolak
      @haloolak 5 років тому +47

      Cringe Corner I can definitely relate, people would think it’s funny to say “woW ShE hAs A vOiCe” if I said something once in a full moon and if anything it just embarrassed me

    • @sivanabanana889
      @sivanabanana889 5 років тому +9

      OMG YESS i dont have selective mutism but i have this with other things. In 1st and 2nd grade i never tried to hide the fact my teeth were falling from my parents, and once when i got this award at school for behaving good or something (it was a pretty big deal at the time lol) i cried when i got it because i didnt like that people were congratulating me like that. I wasnt even aware why i felt like that back then. I just did and onky years later i understand why lol

    • @n0isyrat779
      @n0isyrat779 5 років тому +1

      YES SAME HERE!!

    • @muenagoirle7282
      @muenagoirle7282 5 років тому +2

      Omg same!! Wow this is the most relatable comment ever❤️

  • @AvocadoBanshee
    @AvocadoBanshee 2 роки тому +26

    I have ADHD and growing up I didn't even know selective mutism was a thing, thanks therapists! I was so embarrassed and hated myself for not being able to talk. kids at school would say hello or ask me a question, or the teacher would ask me to speak and nothing would come out, my mind would go blank or if I had something in my head to say, I could NOT physically get the words out, it was as if my throat just closed up and I'd go into this trance. It still happens on occasion when I'm alone with someone and I feel like I don't know what to say, I just freeze like a scared mouse. It really sucks, these poor little angels, but at least they know what is up with them and have support and help. I have severe social anxiety today. It caused me to drop out of school and college and I suffer through interviews, sometimes going completely mute which obviously means no job. They need the help now before it becomes a part of who they are forever and they can't overcome it.

    • @DaftFader
      @DaftFader Рік тому

      Can relate, I knew SM was a thing, but I thought it was exclusive to ASD, I only now learn it's not! I genuinely teared up watching this, It made all the feelings come rushing back and I felt so bad for the girls, but when they would smile after talking it was all calm, must of felt so good. I have ASD and ADHD and my SM got brushed off as just being shy, as it was only really strangers and people I didn't see often. So like at home, or at school (for the most part) I didn't have TOO much trouble talking, at least not once I'd settled in. If someone was genuinely friendly and outgoing I had very little trouble talking usually, but I did if I met someone I was a bit scared of (especially older people when I was really young), or even someone like me, or even just someone shy, even though we probably got along better, it was just harder as the awkward silences were more noticeable and became compounded, and then you get past that no point of return when it's just too awkward to talk now nothing's been said for so long and you can't words any more. >.<
      I didn't even know I had ASD till like 2-3 years ago btw! O.o

  • @malloriestancil1389
    @malloriestancil1389 5 років тому +536

    the way megan smiles when she speaks is crazy

    • @Optamizm
      @Optamizm 4 роки тому +27

      It's a reaction to the anxiety.

    • @Faith-qm4fq
      @Faith-qm4fq 4 роки тому +22

      As a kid all i did was smile (and still do a lot of the time). thats all i could do. its kinda like a reflex. even if im sad and someone is trying to talk to me i just smile lol. i cant help it

    • @andrewb7158
      @andrewb7158 4 роки тому +14

      You might have developed smile mask syndrome. Look it up. Alot of female workers in service related jobs in Japan have developed it from being expected to smile to customers from their bosses and consequently smiling too much that it has become a disorder.

    • @d7787
      @d7787 4 роки тому +2

      So cute

  • @1zaharazar
    @1zaharazar 4 роки тому +881

    I have a child with SM. The pressure they add for her to talk is having the reverse effect. STOP!!!

    • @mrsjolleyrpeteacher3610
      @mrsjolleyrpeteacher3610 4 роки тому +84

      Please remember this was a highly edited documentary made over 10 years ago. SOme things come across very differently to the reality of day-to-day life.

    • @rickyabdellah9914
      @rickyabdellah9914 4 роки тому +6

      just agreed with you

    • @hallefranklin2646
      @hallefranklin2646 4 роки тому +47

      Yep! My uncles used to pressure me to talk and go on and on and on about it, to the point where i hated seeing them and had 0 intention to start talking

    • @adamender9092
      @adamender9092 4 роки тому +8

      You're a good parent!
      I'm so happy you understand :)

    • @adamender9092
      @adamender9092 4 роки тому +6

      @@mrsjolleyrpeteacher3610 ik it is like this..
      Even if it didnt happen all the time one situation like this is enough to break all trust.

  • @greenbeans995
    @greenbeans995 5 років тому +78

    I love the granddad. He continues to talk to her even though she never responds and it shows true love for his granddaughter. It's so sad as well that he might never hear her voice

  • @eveschleger2310
    @eveschleger2310 Рік тому +12

    I only learned today that it actually has a name and it's not only in my head. Crying my eyes out.

  • @JustNaomi215
    @JustNaomi215 5 років тому +331

    Really proud of Danielle for pushing herself. The more she challenges herself the easier it will get. I wish all the girls the absolute best

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +16

      Thank you! Danielle (from the documentary) :)

    • @CoCo-pd4zp
      @CoCo-pd4zp 5 років тому +5

      @@daniellef3023 Danielle, you are a lovely and intelligent girl! There's not a single thing I find offputting about your sweet personality, and anyone would be lucky to count you as a friend. Never doubt yourself and your ability to figure this out!

    • @daniellef3023
      @daniellef3023 5 років тому +3

      @@CoCo-pd4zp Thank you!

  • @raewynbonta1393
    @raewynbonta1393 3 роки тому +590

    There was a girl in my grade 4 class who never talked. And one day I started talking to her and she became comfortable with the me and would whisper to me but wouldn’t talk to anyone else at the school, I felt so good that she trusted me enough to talk to me. I always wonder where she is now 🙃

    • @Amélie-b8m
      @Amélie-b8m 3 роки тому +33

      you should try and re-connect wither her.

    • @raewynbonta1393
      @raewynbonta1393 3 роки тому +3

      @@Amélie-b8m I honestly have thought about looking at old school pictures from when I used to write everyone’s names and find her on social media

    • @Amélie-b8m
      @Amélie-b8m 3 роки тому +3

      @@raewynbonta1393 you should

    • @mickymouse2445
      @mickymouse2445 3 роки тому +2

      Na don't do it. Maybe she overcame it and if you search her in social media with a picture it may rebrand her as the mute one and all her work mates at her office and her boss will find out and that could be pretty bad for her.

    • @darkx6869
      @darkx6869 3 роки тому +8

      @@mickymouse2445 that’s literally so dumb lmao, that makes literally no sense. You think her being mute in elementary will affect her work life? Lol

  • @Toughshikkie
    @Toughshikkie 3 роки тому +1953

    I had select mutism for about 10 years of my early childhood. I didn't know I had it until years after I overcame it. Having select mutism is so hard to describe. Talking to people who weren't immediate family felt like it would be hell for me. Many have told me that I was just being shy when in reality, I had no clue as to why I didn't want to. It just felt natural, and I was just scared to speak. I was asked repeatedly about it and was guilt tripped multiple times. I relate so much to the kids in this video, from the facial expressions, to the constant strugging, and the fear of saying something to or around someone that you don't want to speak to. Sadly, people weren't as kind to me due to my select mutism, and I was bullied physically and emotionally by teachers, students, and even some family members for not speaking to them. A close family member pushed me onto the floor and slammed me into walls for not speaking up at school. I dreaded going to school every single day. Teachers would try to pressure me into speaking by having me stand in front of the class for 5 minutes before having me sit down. By the end of it, I'd be in tears. I've had a teacher try to follow me home, trying to pressure me into speaking. I've had a classmate take advantage of me by slapping me in the face or hitting my face with basketballs until my face was bruised. I've had a classmate pull on my hair and stab me with a pencil. They did all this because they knew that I could not tell the school staff. I remember dreading substitutes because they would get angry and yell at me until I was in tears. I can barely remember anything good from my childhood because of all these things that happened to me. They were the worst years of my life, and it's one of the main reasons why I'm glad I overcame it. I would never wish for those years to come back. Now the only current struggle I have is talking to strangers on the phone. I know this video isn't recent, but I'm glad that there is a popular video being spread about selective mutism. More people need to know about it, so it can be handled properly. So that less people have to go through what I went through

    • @Prettyfunny40
      @Prettyfunny40 2 роки тому +130

      I am sorry for what you went through as a child. There is a lot of ignorance on the subject. I didn’t have select mutism but I was very quiet and people will get upset with me for not talking. I don’t like speaking on the phone with strangers either. I try to avoid it as much as I can because it makes me anxious.

    • @exadoorrising1239
      @exadoorrising1239 2 роки тому +56

      @toughshikkie that’s horrendous how you were treated. You must have such strength in order to have overcome this. Have you considered writing a book of your experiences and how you have overcome such adversity? It’s probable that such a book would help many many people. Good luck to you for the future. 😃😃

    • @ana-OM
      @ana-OM 2 роки тому +29

      This was a fantastic documentary.
      Very sweet !
      And Your words were very deep to read.
      I remember me being a selectiv mutist from Kindergarden up to around age 13.
      It was draining. I had to use all my strength to avoid talking, let alone make any sound. I wanted to be invisible ! Not existent. My eyes never left the floor. I sensed have been a annoyance and frustration for everyone around me. The hardest were the breaks between classes. I hid myself in corners or looked myself in the toilet. Bloking the toilet. All sounds and voices coming from the other side of the door. My body was stiff, I didn't make a move, was relieved when the classe bell rang to step out. Teachers gave up on me. That was a great relief. Back home I spoke a lot, a lot with my toy's in my room. I punished my toy's and tourted them. Twisted their neck, banged them against the table corners. I was so aggressive. All that frustration and anger had to be relieved. I hated myself the most. My self-hatred is my companion up to today, makes every step beside me. And that is OK. I am a problematic person and avoid social contact. People avoid me as well. My Vibes reach my surroundings. And that is also ok. My life is a mess. And that is ok. All is ok to me, because I understand myself as I am. I love my lonly nesse like a bright sparkling treasure. I am at peace.
      I enjoyed this documentary !
      I had the honor reading Your experience !
      I loved each girl of this docu.
      I appreciate the Teachers and therapist's and the people behind the camera !
      Warm greetings from Frankfurt 👋😃

    • @ham-sley1308
      @ham-sley1308 2 роки тому +25

      I'm so sorry that happened to you. All those people deserve to be punished LIKE HELL

    • @byuftbl
      @byuftbl 2 роки тому +23

      I had it too. I got bullied for it by kids at school as well. Not by teachers or family but they did always make comments on how I didn’t talk. It is hard to describe but it’s kinda like….in certain situations, the words will physically not come out. Like a mental block but instead of mental it was physically hard to make myself talk.

  • @funsized924
    @funsized924 2 роки тому +86

    My heart goes out to these kids. As a person with diagnosed social anxiety disorder, I have dealt with selective mutism before, to the point even saying a couple sentences in an entire day at school felt like I had to climb mount everest. Thankfully I never had it as bad as these kids in the documentary, but it still made my time in middle school hellish due to the incessant bullying I endured. I encountered problems with it a few times after that, usually when I was pushed into new situations like starting in a new school or being expected to relax and socialize with people I don't know well. Thankfully therapy and SSRIs have helped turn my life around.

  • @stella3542
    @stella3542 5 років тому +5950

    “I have 152 hair bobbles” odd flex but ok

    • @danielle4971
      @danielle4971 5 років тому +167

      Stella W nawww haha what else is a 8 year old supposed to “say” about herself? She probably collects them

    • @milliet433
      @milliet433 5 років тому +198

      Stella W tbf it’s quite impressive I lose all mine

    • @denisecardwell8623
      @denisecardwell8623 5 років тому +10

      Hahaha I did too

    • @ahuman8470
      @ahuman8470 5 років тому +10

      Pretty. Odd.

    • @xxashaxx15
      @xxashaxx15 5 років тому +5

      😂😂😂

  • @aliciaelizabeth7551
    @aliciaelizabeth7551 5 років тому +344

    Aww Megan bless her when she started talking looked like the happiest girl in the world!

  • @taraclarissa
    @taraclarissa 5 років тому +161

    These girls seem so sweet! When Megan's sweet little voice said "yellow" I teared up.

  • @paulamiles9559
    @paulamiles9559 Рік тому +7

    I am so.proud of these brave girls! Congratulations Danielle, Red and Megan!

  • @sarahlewis7829
    @sarahlewis7829 5 років тому +600

    Very interesting. What a lovely grandfather, to say he cares would be an understatement.

  • @haileywhiteley5564
    @haileywhiteley5564 5 років тому +241

    The grandfathers face while listening to the voicemail. Broke my heart ❤

  • @nombusomlambo1794
    @nombusomlambo1794 4 роки тому +513

    I was bullied heavily as a child and was so traumatised I stopped speaking for two years. I'd say simple things to my parents and 1 or 2 teachers but other than that I was quiet. I'd want to talk a lot but it would be like my mouth wouldn't open or like my thoughts wouldn't travel to my mouth. I'm 25 now and there still are times when I go silent for a few days or "forget" to laugh or talk. I feel for all these little ones, luckily their families are happy to support and love them. I hope they're all doing well and other kids/adults out there who have selective mutism (for whatever reason) can get the help and support they need❤️

    • @amandabell769
      @amandabell769 3 роки тому +20

      “.... my thoughts wouldn’t travel to mouth” ... This is exactly my thought sometimes. Bless you!

    • @pallaviverma3528
      @pallaviverma3528 3 роки тому +2

      hugs, Nombuso...

    • @bluerose234
      @bluerose234 3 роки тому +9

      I seriously think violence and abuse is the cause...

    • @yippiekaiyay676
      @yippiekaiyay676 3 роки тому +1

      @@bluerose234 Not all of the time, like just seeing something traumatic like a death can cause it

    • @mpm62
      @mpm62 3 роки тому +2

      I feel your pain. This is my story too - from 11 spoke only to my parents and a few teachers I felt close to. Also one friend in jr & high school - otherwise no one. these days (many decades later) I still hear the voice in my head telling me to shut up when I try to join in.

  • @debrabrickus8467
    @debrabrickus8467 2 роки тому +50

    I had selective mutism in elementary school in the 60s. I didnt know there was a name for it. I'm so glad no one pushed me to speak. I think that would have made me angry. I outgrew it on my own in high school.

  • @jolenegebelt937
    @jolenegebelt937 3 роки тому +206

    Red and her grandpa leaving messages is just the cutest thing 🥺

  • @Amber-zt1li
    @Amber-zt1li 5 років тому +261

    The book Red made for her grandad nearly made me tear up it was so sweet! Also, I squealed when Megan spoke in front of her new teacher, what a massive step!

  • @kayla-ly2dk
    @kayla-ly2dk 5 років тому +165

    the way megan smiled after saying “i’m 10” i literally am crying 🥺

  • @matthewappleby4699
    @matthewappleby4699 2 роки тому +25

    Had a student in my class last year with selective mutism. Lockdowns were one of the best things for this as I had one on one video conferences with her and in the safety of her home, with her mum next to her, she actually started talking to me, reading books etc. She also would communicate with one of her friends at school and a way to work around assessing these students is to let them use iPads to record themselves, kind of like the book the girl created for her grandad. I actually found out my student was nearly 8 levels higher in reading, but nobody had been able to properly assess her reading ability previously. I would then sit with her and watch the video, commenting on all the positive things she did, this encouraged her to say a few words here and there. I avoided anything negative or that would cause anxiety and patience was hugely important. She actually made Science and Inquiry presentations in video format that I could then show the whole class, they were all so shocked because some of them have known her for 4 years and never heard her talk. It's frustrating that the mum of my student does not acknowledge she needs any external support though, as this will continue into secondary school and every year is like starting all over again. Probably helped that I can speak her native language, Mandarin also.

    • @Mama_Bear524
      @Mama_Bear524 2 роки тому +1

      My son’s teacher had his friend record him on iPad too, last year. It was amazing. Great idea. You seem like a lovely teacher.

    • @DaftFader
      @DaftFader Рік тому

      Need more teachers like you!

  • @k_tubbs
    @k_tubbs 3 роки тому +396

    Hearing "My names megan," had me cheering! I don't even know her and I am so proud. I proud of all the girls and their progress.

    • @kollmann-fan4325
      @kollmann-fan4325 3 роки тому +10

      I love Red and her granddad they are so cute together and how they both fight for it 😍

    • @mazzeyy
      @mazzeyy 3 роки тому

      @@kollmann-fan4325 timestamp?

    • @kollmann-fan4325
      @kollmann-fan4325 3 роки тому +8

      @@mazzeyy
      The best examples:
      24:00 and 34:58 Grandchild having an idea by herself to make her Granddad happy, and him being very happy. and what he says is so kind and full of love.
      But also 04:52 granddad being very open and talking normal with her, even though she doesn't answer.

    • @mikewazowskiii
      @mikewazowskiii 3 роки тому +2

      @@kollmann-fan4325 the little "boo" 🥺🥺🥺

    • @MinaSaintLaRaun
      @MinaSaintLaRaun 2 роки тому +2

      38:13 the sweetest ❤