bedwetter-stoop lights
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- Опубліковано 11 січ 2017
- sit and watch the stoop lights flicker stoop lights flicker cuz my eyes half closed eyes half closed cuz the bottle half gone bottle half gone stoop lights on strobe cant stop thinking thats my mind on liquor mind on liquor now my mind half gone mind half gone cuz i wish i had a family family aint here cuz i been living wrong
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One day I wont need this song anymore
Bruh
feel you man
fucking hell dude this made me cry
Whenever I wake up from a lonely blackout this songs in my history
spot on dude, this is the night cap that really puts shit into perspective.
same here
Are you me
hope you're doing better now dude, much love
It really do fuckin be like that man...
s/o to all of you guys, take care of yourselves
Thank you. You too.
been taking care of myself awhile, i hope i can finish soon
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Man, i've been trying. But that's the fight, trying. When we stop fighting is when we lose the battle our circumstances waged against us when we stepped on the floor for the first time. If you're reading this, you are loved.
@@lautarosiede1360 For me, I been in this sinking hole for years. I don’t know anything else. Its hard af when I never got a chance to take care myself, no discipline at all. Drugs, sex, alcohol, and pain is everything I know pretty much
This song is like a punch in the gut, I've never heard addiction captured in a song so well. if you know you unfortunately know
Well said. ❤
222 like… but yeah I know
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for real i hate it here
finally sobered up this year, and this song is a perfect reflection of what drinking away your depression is. waking up and not knowing how you got home, no money, cuts all over your fists from punching walls, your house a mess because you don't care about living in your own filth and just that fear that the thing you thought was going to make your problems go away just makes them harder to face. i still want to just sit back and drink piss and turn off my brain but i'm not doing it at the moment. i don't know how i stopped but i'm thankful for however long it lasts. shout out to everyone out there who's stayed up through too many nights drinking alone in the dark
relapsed again, lost my license, banned from every venue in this town and arrested twice for fighting the cops. wish theyd fuck around and finish me off next time theyre beating me up on the ground
@@southerndiscomfort171 hang in there. somebody loves you.
@@Slims222 yeah people do, they just keep being let down. patience from the people you love is one of the only absolute priceless gifts we can receive as humans i think.
Good luck
@@Inrxz thanks man. started the road again, almost 4 months along now
I still believe Ugly Mane dying was more about losing the facade and getting into more personal shit like this
I listen to the bedwetter tape more often than Mista Thug Isolation. This shit is full of emotion and contemplation. Don't get me wrong his bangers are killers but this shit hits me in the heart.
This is so much more satisfying to listen to. I bet putting all this on paper is a lot more satisfying or at least fufiling for him to create and express as well.
@@linglingjr he said somewhere in an interview i belive where he said this wasn't an album but rather a timestamp in his life, and this project expressed that. He was probably so twisted during this time
Oblivion acess was good too. The stuff where he's actually rapping that is.
@@josephbryand2022 the parts where he's not rapping are amazing as well. oa is amazing.
going theough one of the hardest periods of my life. unemployed, shaky situations, no friends, suicidal. i need an escape from me, i find it hard to relate to me.
Depression feels weird because you can feel like you are the only one that feels it and no one can relate yet there are millions of persons that suffer or have suffered from it
@@qqww2905 what it really is i think is that it's a very isolating thing to talk about. if you have people in your life who you speak to about being suicidal, they immediately start freaking out or trying to convince you that you aren't. it's very taboo.
@@qqww2905 hard to find someone who you can talk to and instead of freaking out or finding it uncomfortable they're just like "i get how you feel, and i feel it too."
here if you wanna talk bro
i am so tired of my existence.
“I don’t got hate for myself I got nothing to say to me, I spend every day with me” absolutely genius and relatable
I did it all but opioid took me so hard & had me down so long like nothing else. I felt like I lost my soul during those yrs...8 yrs clean & sober today & never ever looking back
MY MANS GON BE FAMOUS ONE DAY. HE MAY BE IN THE GRAVE BUT HE'LL BE WORSHIPPED POSTHUMOUSLY LIKE VAN GOGH
Might I suggest you listen to "On Doing An Evil Deed Blues". That will explain Leon Haze's frustration.
he doesnt want to be
he's had many chances to pursue fame, he's rejected them all
im from europe and he is my favourite interpret ever, he is more famous than he thinks
Not fame, but regard. Seen as a great musician, and an influence on music. Which he is, even if he isn't famous. He doesn't need to be.
This song is heartbreaking, it feels like alcoholism and vividly describes the miserable hamster wheel of just trying to feel okay. The feeling of knowing you're living wrong and there's certainly a better way but you're so addicted that you are terrified and don't know what else to do but drink/use. Every day knowing this is like a slap to the face which causes more guilt, anxiety, and self loathing which brings more drinking and it's like pouring gasoline on a fire. I'll be two years sober this month and have finally found the okay feeling I was looking for my whole life, I'm grateful everyday to be out of it. The way this song made me feel those old feelings is good for me, it makes me want to never go back.
ah man im in some shit but your name gave me a good belly laugh i love it
We need to be good to ourselves and not drink until we blackout. Let's get it together guys
Nothing like this guy, his music is tapping right into the same dread I've felt as a 3 year old and I couldn't sleep, or when I was an ignorant 18 year old fool vomiting outside some shitty club. Never quite heard anything like it. Even if it's uncomfortable it's strangely addictive. Oblivion Access legit aided me into a depression, but I still listen to it because it's relatable, even if I'm just some European who's never experienced anything remotely close to the world of US rap culture.
Vladimir Yuvachov once you hear the ugly mane u never be the same.
lil driv word.
Never experienced anything remotely close to the world of US rap culture? Feelings of dread at the age of just three prove different man, everything is fucked everywhere and most are blind to it. This dude ugly is the only relateable rapper Ive ever come across.. And to a scary level. Depression is real as fuck. Hope things turn brighter for you. I lost my family, home, and self respect to drugs and LA culture. this music is all I got
Vladimir Yuvachov i feel u on "same dread ive felt as a 3 year old"
People really underestimate the comprehension abilities of kids. Although I wouldn't have been able to put it in these words, I clearly remember feeling absolutely terrified trying to imagine what eternity and death were for nights on end, and just attempting to understand how incredibly insignificantly small we are. Stuff made me sick to my stomach in a way I still can't express. My whole life I've had nightmares somehow alluding to these themes of eternity, infinity, insignificance and the absurdity of humanity. It's calmed down by now though. You eventually learn to accept and enjoy the smaller things in life while you can, although that doesn't mean that those nasty old thoughts/painful truths pop up every now and then. I reckon it's healthy to some degree, really. Anyway, excuse all the long-winded nonsense. Hope you all have a good time, and don't forget to appreciate the more lighthearted humorous and absurdist side of Ugly!
This song is so much more sad knowing what’s going on with Travis. Please get the help you need your the goat
you can still see light in the darkest corner but you still feel lost when its unexplored
Somehow that little “plunk” sound elevates this
Direct quote from - Lil Ugly Mane
"I'm struggling with releasing bedwetter. I look at it
less like an album and more like a sonic document
of my life at this exact moment. a conveniently
placed microphone and finger on a record button. I
don't want to be misoonstmed as sensationalizing
mental illness, disassociation, trauma. I don't want
look at reviews of how "dope" it is, or how this one
song sounded like some fool I'm not even familiar
with.."
NORMIES COMMENTING FIRE EMOJIS FUCK OFF
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imagine letting people enjoy things amirite
@@kzartix_______________________ that wouldn’t be allowed because we are on the internet
@@redzg5688 i can tell lol
This song is dope
it's crazy once you remember that ugly mane isn't one of these young soundcloud rappers. he has a life we know nothing about, he goes through shit we don't know of. he made this due to the shit he's going through now, and that's crazy. he's almost 35. I'm happy he's back
I cry every time I hear this song. My life of alcohol and cocaine abuse alienated me from everybody. I hope one day I will win this disease. Stay strong brothers and sisters in need.
lost my dad to fentanyl , this speaks volume.
art like this is important.
Category is "Howto & Style". He understands.
I've never even touched alcohol and this song still strikes a chord with me that no other artist has ever been able to even begin to reach. This song describes how I feel at night, wanting to sleep because I'm just tired of being conscious. It's incredible how well he captures that general feeling and mood, both in the lyricism and the actual music.
Ugly's lack of being shy for crafting lyrics how he wants them is why. Most artists focus more on the lines, the structure, or the overall picture. Am I being too negative? Is this too much? Is this too heavy? Is this approachable? Will my family/friends/fans ask questions if I leave that in there?
Ugly isn't the first dude to ever do that, there are writers out there like Immortal Technique which have the occasional song or two that pushes the social prompt. They ignore the faux pas of being "too much" but rarely do they keep going at it track after track like Ugly. That's why we listen to Ugly, because he'll go everywhere, talks to every facet of the millions of us dealing with depression, suicidal tendencies, feelings of inadequacies, the gambit of the negative human experience. The negativity that exists because for every person that can be happy in the system, there are those of us that cannot no matter how hard we try.
The song is still definitely about substance abuse, there's a lot of depth lost by not being able to empathize with that facet of the track. I'm not calling you a poser or glamorizing being an alcoholic I'm just saying his words hit hardest when you've battled the same demons he speaks about.
justine jones ur right I heard this before addiction n it was great but years passed n I went down the dark road and hearing it today hits a chord that wasn’t there before
alcohol sucks, smoke weed
grandeur of hair
Going thru alcoholism rn people thinks it's a joke but it hurts tryin too go too sleep g
not many think it's a joke, tho people joke about it it's somehow acceptable
I was feeling pretty down tonight till I got hype seeing this drop... now I feel worse, thanks ugly
it's hard to explain but there's nothing quite like hating yourself to endure shit and be productive
another dumb comment ^^^
wasnt talking about ur comment dude.
There is no self improvement without self hate
Ryan Michael Dunn ^^another dumb comment
I wasn’t talking about yours bro
31 days no drink - this album cannot be expressed how much it meant and means to me.
Hope you're still holding up well, chief.
Currently listening to this while going through opioid withdrawal again
@@ElfRightsActivist hope all are well here, damn it's been two months and I haven't gotten back on opi! Im not trying to be sober by any means but I've stayed off the opis. Love the Mane
@@joem5615 Proud of you champ
@@joem5615 hella proud of you, wish you all the best
Never heard something like this before honestly. Its dark without trying too hard to be so. I think its because he is saying how he is feeling outright or just the fact that these are actual experiences idk I really like it.
its from the shadows shadow.
its just its nature
hooooly shit. god tier track.
fantano will still call it horrorcore
>people still entertaining fantanos opinion in 2017
+Abbott fischer
of course my dude
memearrows on youtube mmmh
>calling them meme arrows.
get out of here goofy ass
Gah damn this shyt made me shed a tear…
Travis is an angel for these songs
I feel this. I'm 20 and have been an alcoholic since 13. Call me what you want but this addiction hit a climax the past few months due to my home life and a break up. It is 10:47, day off downing shots of this brandy. I feel every damn inch of this song. Thank you Ugly Mane.
Holy fuck bro, same. No lie. Addiction has fucked up my entire life and I'm only 20 and my girlfriend left me because of it.
Look after yourself bro.
3 YEARS LATER BUT IM IN THE SAME WATERS HOPE YOU'RE GOOD
@Jazz Feline STAY UP THEY SAY IT GETS BETTER WITH TIME LETS JUST WAIT
Hope y'all doing good. Addiction is a bitch. Alcohol's been my best friend in these miserable times but thankfully Travis' music has kept me somewhat sane
I hope you're doing better now man
I feel like I'm in a very dark place when I listen to this, and not very many songs make me feel this way, let alone rap songs. That's saying a lot. This song makes me think about having a mental breakdown while walking down a cold, dark, rainy, and dimly lit Street in a bad area, and just wallowing in your drunken depressed state of mind. I haven't even gotten a feeling like this listening to dark and depressing ambient.
Thats because we arent where we think. you are in a dark place. this isnt ambience its concentrated trust and knowledge. its reaching for you so you should probably do the same.
¨im lookin for an answer, i dont wanna hurt, i just wanna sleep when im tired of earth¨
i dont think a song has ever hit a nerve as hard as this one
31 days 🎉 someone played this song in rehab and it stuck with me, i haven’t heard a song as good as this in a long time
mind half gone cause I wish I had a family, family aint here cause I been living wrong.. damn bruh I been listening to Ugly since highschool. I dropped out a high school like six years ago, and have been keepin up with Ugly since and he always seems to drop some new relateable shit at the most appropriate times.. when the lyrics match what the fuck is happening in my life, its a trip. anyways, I gotta start packing up my shit too look for like the 10th spot I can stay at this year, cause Im 23 and homeless again starting tomorrow. at least I got this new track to listen to on repeat while working shit out
good luck dude!
hope it gets better soon for you man
Los Ganjales hope you're doing alright dude
Don't worry man you'll get thru this. We may not know you but we feel your pain. Stay up amigo.
I hope you're doing okay
I’m so fucking lonely. I’ve lost so many friends. I feel like I’ll just meet people then I’ll do something and they’ll leave. I’m honestly starting to think I won’t ever change.
Same brother.
corny ass
Hey @@NewWorldHotline How is that corny? Genuinely curious why you think that.
Shaddup
@@NewWorldHotline coward.
sometimes when i'm really all up in my feelings i play this song and it doesn't really make me feel better but i love it
This is addiction.
It's hard, it's there it's real.
Pure commitment will get you where you've always belonged.
Stay strong.
Potent af! Makes my eyes swell whenever i put it on, one of the realest songs i ever heard..
Been in a downward spiral since 19, just getting out of it at 21, this shit is too real
same here man. stay up n safe. hope ur doin good.
Love all you guys I know it ain’t easy.
Friend died to alcohol poisoning. Song hurts. Sending love to y'all. I hate drugs but love them at the same time...
Production is crazy as fuck
if it didnt have consequences i would've been gone from this earth many years ago
Hits you like a brick wall.
"you can still see light in the darkest corner
but you still feel lost when it's unexplored"
fuck man
this shit scarin me
yurra bitch.
this shit is everyday
the soundtrack to me slipping deeper into barely functional alcoholism
Sometimes I’m thankful my court order demands no alcohol.
family aint here cuz i been living wrong
Damn this song is powerful.
I remember listening to a lot of his music going into high school it was great knowing there’s so much good art out there
This song is so fire yet so gut-wrenching at the same time.
"Thoughts in my head feel like a raw nerve
I'm looking for an answer
I don't wanna hurt but
I just wanna sleep when I'm tired of earth"
fuck.
Honestly didn't relate to this song when I first heard it, but now this shit hits a little to close to home for me.
Gah damn, Ugly Mane continuously produces flawless content.
Rappers in the game are fortunate you keeps it low, they wouldn't be able to compare.
"Still out of the frame but I can kill half of these lames,
Beat em' indigo and ebony, its sinful they ahead of me."
I guess I'm still sober on occasions and that's enough for me to rationalise inebriation
I can;t describe the dread this track brings! It's truly perfect! PEACE!
depression sucks so fucking bad
"I don't got hate for myself, I got nothing to say to me
I spend everyday with me
I'm tired i need an escape it's hard to relate to me"
Couldn't have said it better myself
when u got no one to relate to u it'g gone b hard to find an escape. it's a deadly cycle
i always wonder why there are splotches all over my desk, but i just poured another drink so i shouldn't
we are here for you. please stay safe.
this is what was most attractive about hiphop culture to me and what i feel too most people before this bullshit main steam sellout culture; which lets be honest didn't start with hiphop we let it bleed over, the candid personifications of pieces of ourselves that other people can find in themselves. even the parts we don't want others to see. ugly does it like others wish they were comfortable enough to do. keep on gettin on. one of the few artists my broke ass throws money at.
Very very true
Made my damn night.
I used to listen to this album on the come up. It was usually this song when the shit would start to hit harder.
Goosebumps every time I hear it.
Chase the light.
Much love
Eventually the light will fade out abd you’re just a stupid bug
I just woke up and listen to this ... today gonna be a good day. Thank You ugly for the goosebumps
R.I.P to my father and also God bless this man. I'm bought to check myself in tomorrow and see what they can do for me. I can no longer live like this. I'm glad Ugly is doing better. I need to do the same and shall. And to the fans looking at this comment stay fresh baby. Keep life moving.
im eating a hot dog right now salute!
life is ok, then ugly wakes me back up to realise the vanity
I remember when i first heard this shit i would just walk around my hood at 3AM smoking a blunt and thinking about shit
5 years later ain't shit changed
What a fucking track man...love UGLY
we need that pt. 2 of chicken daddy
hi to whoever reads this across the world, i hope your doing okay. Just a reminder from a stranger that you are not alone and that you are connecting with someone right now :)
How did you know I'm not alone.
this is the best song i've ever heard
thank you for this masterpiece
Crazy project as a whole
I guess I'm still sober on occasions and that's enough for me to rationalise inebriation. BLOODY HELL
I've sat on many stoops late night in the streets of Nashville blackedout . Without the darkness I would have never seen the light.
This is fuego. LUM forever. On that Oblivion Access tip.
one of the most relatable albums i've heard, addiction to alcohol, depression, anxiety, I love MTI but this project is one of my favourites from travis. It's so personal.
I feel like ive only heard fuego said to describe shitty coke sold by white kids
Yo this is some next level shit! Much LOVE from Australia. PEACE!
This hits a little too close to home.....
Hitting the raw nerve for sure mane...
this hits heavy on venlafaxine withdrawls
it hurts but it hurts so good. so beautiful
thank god i ain't caught on to this when i was a chronically depressed drug fiend, bc damn...
literally the next stage of rap
Just turned 21, I've been an alcoholic since I was 15. I have never related to a song more than this.
Heard this live at Outbreak fest last weekend
My most listened to song
Life affirming shit
this man is legendary
As a struggling alcoholic who has woken up all different places and the thought of telling ur friends and family to shut the fuc k up to ease the pain i can relate
Ive ruined my life 2x over at least i know im not alone love to you all on here
@@LemmeSuckYoDlck im a still struggling benzo addict, i wish you all the best
Love from New Zealand! to lil ugly mane~ we played you on our radio show in NZ a few times.
Haven't listened to a lot of rap in a long time, somehow this ended up on my spotify weekly suggestions and hit like a brick instantly damn.
same bro blessed by spotify
Wow this is incredible. I really hope for more music from this project
Someone prove to me that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
I'm still looking for it.
if you look for the light you can often find it. But if you look for the dark, that is all you will ever see.
@@difauth. I hope you're all good ryan. Listen to what this man here said. The world is dark, it's up to you to find what brings you light
Lol this fucking nerd thinks there's salvation
It’s there but I’m pretty sure it’s a freight train
This my anthem to my life
there isnt a better way to describe how i feel at this very moment, thankful that this is here while im so alone
I needed this...
detach yourself from the acceptance of an imposed societal normality and allow yourself the view of the alien spectator
drag0n beautifully said
THANKS
The chorus makes me cry like a bitch