Lost my son 24 minutes after birth, my mother 3 years ago and my father last year. Lost multiple brothers in Somalia in 1994. Took my own life in February 2018 but the lord all mighty said it was not yet my time. Grateful like no other to be here today in December 2023 !
with the things I have been through 3yrs of fighting cancer and then getting burned so bad and going through all the surgeries from the burns I'm getting ready for surgery 37 this month and to know God has my back. I will say that my favorite song from Aaron is. Everybody talks to God..
2:55 2:59 3:08 Thank you for sharing that. As I'm looking for celebration of life music for my one and only daughter I just lost on the 15th. God rest her soul, she is finally in peace. 💔💔🙏 Prayers to your continued healing.
36 years clean. that was a hell..I went down TDC twice.. ( Psalm 91:1 Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty
Jesus said if any man shall call upon me. I will save him. Jesus save us all. I'm grateful to you, my Jesus for saving me and giving hope and most of all eternal life. Taking my sins, hurt, pain and sufferings and nailing it to the cross for my redemption of life everlasting. Thank you for all of what I have been through or I wouldn't know you. My Lord my God
I feel this song deeply. I lost my wife due to my PTSD. She turned the kids against me. I've lost friends. I've been totally alone. This song definitely hits home for me.
Am so sorry you all still have Jesus stay strong all my prayers are with everyone in this position. Pss I just lost my son also he died in his sleep from an unexpected heart attack. Im still missing him so bad I dont think anyone ever gets over loosing a child. He was my rock my 1 true love I didnt know what true love was untill I held him in my arms for the 1st time
I truly dropped the ball!, I was married 19yrs, raised 4 children, got divorced. I climbed trees trimming power lines all across the country, pouring down rain, wind driving snow, 3am with a head lamp to cutting trees of the wires, so power company could restore power, got smashed and survived on pain pills, spees, for 23 yrs, last year i went from 2 harleys, 3 vehicles, steady job, solid relationship of 4 years, and the blink of an eye, its all gone! Career, cars, everything, the best damn woman on earth!!! In 6 months it was all a memory! Today im clean and trying to regain my footing, its hard but do able! Only up from here!!!
My life as I knew it vanished in a second…. I couldn’t see my purpose and tried to avoid pain with substances …. Only just woke up and realized I have something good to accomplish here in earth. I pray I can overcome my addiction, send love to the thise who are lost in the darkness and be a beacon of light for them to land on. God is calling on his children to make a change. May I be that change ❤
I hope and pray you were get your footing back I'm there with u with in the last 2 months my mom died got divorced and kicked out but all we can do is put all the cards in God's hands because he makes sure everything happen how it suppose to not how you want
Lost my mom, my wife, and got thrown away by my own family in the span of just a few years. The only hope I have left is for the peace only God can give.
I lost my mother and daughter within months of each other my mom was just 48 I turned to drugs to cope and less than 3yrs later my dad died right in front of me his last words was my name that didn't help my addiction and almost 3yrs to the day my oldest sister and only sibling was murdered by her husband I wanted to die and I tried overdosing but never succeeded and i finally got my shit together got off drugs and trying my best to be a person those 4 would be proud of...
Oh god ! I feel like I just read my life in black n white! I lost my dad n daughter then I loss my brother then my sister who was murdered by her estranged boyfriend. I tried ended it so many x’s. Doesn’t seem to happen. Don’t know what god wants to keep me here for bc I feel I lost it all plus a 30 yr marriage … walked out for a younger woman. Damn! I’m still here ! Don’t know why! 😢💔😢💔🙏
Damn I have been in the same situation I have lost a whole hell of a lot but I'm very very thankful for what I do have left my kids and grandchildren, new husband love them with everything in my heart they are my whole world
😢 this song ..dam it hit me like a freight train as a combat medic with three tours when I left the army and the ptsd symptoms hit and my wife left me I was homeless I was at the end of my rope, I was about to end it all,long story short things have gotten a lot better. Love this song.
I'm so happy you stayed another day. I'm proud of you..whomever you are,wherever you are,please know you are so important and valuable. One day at a time.. I lost my heart,my life,my everything outside of my kids to PTSD. He will always be with me. Just in a different way. Not a day goes by that the pain of losing him doesn't hit me to my core. I lost my breath,my smile,my reason for living..I'm doing better now. One day at a time. 🙏
@@kellirochester4891I never been in the army always wanted to but I become a mommy an for me to have the mind set no human being in this earth could take wT belong to me away made something die in me but it also woke up the Glory an the holy Ghost in me that made me realize losing it all was only the opportunity to gain it all back
Much love to all those who hear this or see this comment and hear this song and see the comment. I’m here!!! Praying for all in this feeling. That light comes and stays. And stays even if a dark comes. ❤️❤️❤️
I came back. And all I can think of is lead artist with linkin park. I’m now confused. This isn’t him is it? It’s another artist :,(. Even so. I came back. Again I meant all I said.
I've lost it all, 51, had it all and lost it in a day. I'm not giving up. I will rise up from these shitty ashes and I will live again. Please pray for me, that God gives me back my precious fiance and our boy, Maximus. I believe he will. Please have faith in and with me.
Life isn't easy but there is hope in Yeshua/Jesus. He is coming back very soon and will wipe all tears from His followers eyes. Trust Him for salvation today. Revelation is here.
To anyone who feels a deep connection to the song, i just want to say that if you lost it all and are still here today, then you did not need it. So stand up and move on. There are too many new people to meet and make good memories with to dwell off whats gone. The pain will never go away it may not get better but i promise TIME will make it easier to live with. Your gona look back and realize that everything you lost was to make room for something bigger and better.
listening to I lost it all, for some reason i strolled down . i usually don't do . im so glad I did . Listening to him sing & ready ur words was as if I was sitting in the same room with u . Ur words spoke volume & the chills was no joke . i needed to hear those words ecactly as u put them . THANK U & MAY GOD BLESS U ABUNDANTLY ❤
You are right. I lost my family 7 years ago due to wrong friends and was bad on pills and meth when she took off with my daughter it broke me. She left our 2 boys with my parents but to have your baby girl it's a different kind of love. Not knowing where they went or if they were ok or still alive it drove me crazy. I continued 2 more years on drugs all it did was numb the feeling of being alone. My boys got older they started to notice my appearance and knew there was times that I wouldn't go home. And mom would say oh your Dad just works late. Poor mom knew I was destroying myself but only try to keep it away from my boys. Time passed by months past then years. Got to the point I could hide the way I looked no more. Coworkers and now my Dad started ask questions and now I'm like damn my Dad the one I respect so much the one I said I wouldn't let down. But him to i would make up an excuse ..my oldest was 5 at the time his mom left us and at the time he approached me he was 13 he saw that I just got home and I saw him in the hallway but he started running to his room I called him to come back hey whats wrong? He handed me a letter then he went in his room . I read it ....hey dad can you please stop doing whatever it is you are doing I know you are doing sometime bad I dnt want you to die. You never home and me and my brother just want you to spend more time with us I love you dad and you are all we have left since we dnt have a mom no more. Reading that letter broke me down . I said not only I'm hurt and broken now my boys are feeling my pain and probably even worse. At that time yes I needed that fix I was dying that day lol I put the letter in my pocket and took off to my homies house I said hey look at this so they all read it and I said hey guys I'm done and I gotta get my life back on track the way it was before. They were all happy for me said that's good bro bcuz this ain't no life especially for you bcuz they knew this was never me I had a good life and was a good dad but I hit my lowest. Well I'm now going 6 years sober I moved away from Florida I started fresh met a new girl I been with her 5 years she awesome even my 2 boys love her so much my boys were 2 and 5 and now 15 and 18 she loves my boys but like the comment said yeah a person will loose everything in his life but to also make room for better things.....I read and said that is so damn true lol that happened to me and that's my struggle and story. Sorry it was so long but this song and your words as it played just like the other person commented it made me feel the same way it did for him. 6 years off the drugs and it wasnt easy but the first step was moving away from the town I lived in it was so easy to get any drug. But hope my story will help others that are going threw a struggle with drugs that took everything and destroyed their life. 💯
@@Cruzito13 I am so glad that you have a great life and a stronger person for it. My son at the time was 14 and heavily in to the drugs it is very hard to see this happen and now there is nothing I can do it has t9 be his decision, he is now 19 and has an apprenticeship and doing well. Thank you for sharing
I’m sorry you’ve suffered such tremendous loss. The only suggestion I can give you is to listen to near death experience NDE podcasts. They have eased my mind immensely to know my loved ones are extremely happy, joyful and peaceful and that I’m the one that must be patient until it’s my time to join them. ❤️🌟❤️
🙏 praying for a dear friend who just lost it all...in a fire.. He lost everything that belonged to his parents when they were alive, pictures etc, and his two beloved dogs, his home, everything.😢 Lord please be with my friend during this most difficult time.
Awesome song cause I'm going threw similar times right now I love the almighty man and know and feel that time's are going to change and God is real we are going to start seeing that a lot more amen God the almighty is amazing in my heart today today has been a good day amen God
Dear Lord, Please help those who have lost all the material possessions that have been be in their lives for a long time. Dear Lord please remind them that no one not even the Devil can take the memories and the love that they had with their parents and fur babies. Dear Lord Thank you for sparing and family and friends that could have been lost . Dear Lord please give them the strength to pull through this and guide them with your love . Amen!!!
Whomever your friend with and I wish I knew who was the friend. That is hard to read as I don’t know who this person is and to go through to lose it all. I’m too empathetic for this time but I’ll push through. The voice of the song sounds like lynkin park guy. Much love to all ❤❤❤❤❤❤
I battled heroin addiction for 17 years, I lost everything time and time again. Finally got clean and lost my mother 2 & 1/2 years later, ever since life has been nothing but hurt & heartache & im watching my 8yr relationship deteriorate. My dog even got hit by a car, Idk where I went wrong or why God is so angry with me. I'm trying so hard to be someone my Mom could be proud of but I'm at the end of a fraying rope. Aaron Lewis has always made me feel a little less alone
Your not alone 22 years to that disease the devil and then my mom just 1 month later a year ago, it's been hell but I keep praying, there' in the Bible there is Samson and David, and David took down a giant with one little Rock, well I'm battling my Samson so are you have Faith and our God will make us strong enough and our Moms will be proud
It's tough.. 42 now 20+ in addition. Clean 11months now but surrounded by death, guilt, shame and grief owning only my clothes. Sometimes I really wish I hadn't bothered fighting so hard to stop.
C-PTSD here from being a combat corpsman, firefighter and other issues. I almost died in 2012 due to suicide attempt. I thank God for always being there for me
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I'm a cancer survivor and a bad burn victim and now getting ready for the 37th burn surgery and I lost it all and my son surprised me with two front row seating for Aaron Lewis because he knows that that's the 1 thing I want to do before I die ❤❤❤❤
@@miriampoluzzi5223 thank you so much. I don't usually Post things on my Facebook and I have TicTok and there are so many scammers it sucks that we don't have a way to be able to talk to people who are wanting to share their stories about them
Sometimes we have to go through those things to be the light and inspiration when they do we come back from it. At 62 I have lost everything, wife and family, home,job, all hope 3 times. I am still alive. Life is still a struggle, but that's something that never changes. Hang in there, every dark night has a morning.
Thank you for the Emotion You put into Your Music and Lyrics.... You are a Genuine Artist! I've grown up with You..... I'm 52. At least 20 years. Thank You!
75 years old, still fighting the Vietnam war. I get it man. Lucky for me, i have one thing going for me and that's a loving lady(angel) that has stuck with me through it all
I lost my job, my best friend, my job, my friends, my vehicle, my pets, my freedom, then my mind, my family all moved away, and then I began to lose my hearing first, followed by my eyesight. This all happened with one person I took from the streets as an act of kindness. Well, I will try to "help" another human that way again. The person I showed love for 5 years doesn't acknowledge my existence. Which is a good thing. While she was busy treating me like shit, somebody new came along that actually appreciates me. Somebody saved my life tonight. And i found out what love really does. Thank God.
I am almost 60 years old and I am fighting for my life from kidney failure. All I need is a pretty simple surgery to lift my bladder prolapse so I can pee and empty my bladder. In the last 3 months everyone has walked away from me including my Husband. I have lost it all but I still have the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, Yeshua and he will never leave or forsake me. I love this song.❤
Man..sooo much to say about my story. I lost it all. And in th middle of that Aarons music has helped me deal with those issues including my own death at my own hand and the doctors predredtictions tha was only a year to live because of my heath. So much happened in a course of 5 years that I can write a book or movie can be made, ....but ...I've managed to keep pushing day by day and I'm still here and can say alot happier than I have ever been in a long long time even thru the changes. I COULDN'T EVEN imagine the joy I would have since I have rekindled ths love of my first-ever love from 35 years ago. Mari has changed my life into a brightness that I never thought could be possible for me. She is so beautiful inside amd outside. I now see that God put me though a storm to appreciate all the things I have always needed in my life. Thank you to the lady who saved me from myself and the enemy. I own her the happiness she has given me. And I wear the smile she has given me daily......she is truly my angel. Everything I lost was replaced 10× over by her love. I owe her everything and anything ...forever to you my love" Mari" ❤
You all have something special inside. It will all come back. Trust yourself. Trust your God and all we can do is mend a few fences. You wait and see who you will tell you you didn’t lose it all. Be patient. Good things will come your way. ❤❤
2:39 i lost everything this year. It has surely been one of the worst years of my life. Since March i havent been myself and i wont ever be the same again. Thanks for the song...
I did. God had,has a plan for me and anyone hearing. My time is to find happiness. No matter what!!!! Be strong until.... my husband murdered. Now got to get my boots on and go. Heart broken to the .... I will survive. I am a survivor. This is not the end. My heart won't let it.even in this horrible loneliness. Stay strong
My son walked away from his entire faintly like we never meant anything to him. I have tried to reach him.without success. I miss him and my grandson every day. I will forever be heartbroken.
I tried telling him but we clearly have a few patches to connect. Much love. We're we go from here. Starting over is ok psinin my butt but let's do it bigger this time.
On POINT hitting home for me 💯 Ten years my husband left me out to dry and hasn't looked back! Took and turned my children and family totally against me I've been just trying to survive in this mean and cruel world they call life 👍 I'm growing very tired pretty fast so I'm coming home momma!👌
You are meant for many other things here, than what happened. Many things. I felt like giving up so much I should have changed my name to that. But I'm realizing I'm here because of those things that happened, to be the person for myself that I always needed, and for someone else...and so are you. You are meant for so much better. I know you feel it. Remember there were two words someone said to you one time in your life that made you feel for a moment that things will be ok even when it seemed impossible.... Joy comes.
God's still here tuff it out he will bring you through it he loves you very much ❤ just turn your life to him he will bring you through God bless 🙏 you
I haven't lost it all but I've lost most. My wife of 20 years died on 1/5/24 of a mild flu at 52 years old. I have our son, a semi verbal autistic teen. A very good kid but both our lives are lessened without his Mom. She brought the room (and life) together, man. Ode to her fav movie with her fav musician.
Wife left me 7 months ago ....then 2 months ago my 16 year old son passed away.....yet.....I am still here....breathing and pushing on....i will not let darkness grab a hold of me. I miss you Xavier my son.
I got to sit and chat with Staind years ago at a restaurant, and I do believe Mr. Lewis was going through a lot pain at the time. The pain that has brought out all of these songs that I love so much, that speak to me because of my shortcomings. I have over 3 years in recovery now, and his music is a big part of my journey. Mr. Lewis thank you for telling your story through your music.
Lost it all but you have breath that fills your lungs. Friends that may not fill the void but God always will. Those that are far away sending their love your way to warm your heart and soothe your soul to give you saving grace. Life ain’t a race you win or lose it’s a go at your own pace so if your drinking whiskey in the streets to help you numb the pain it’s ok nothing to lose and nothing to gain, if it helps soothe the pain. Take your time and find your tribe cause one day you’ll look back and reach your hand out to someone else who needs that. Sending love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
My father left when i was just a month old. This would prove to be the way my whole life would end up. My mother never cared and seemed to do everything she could to ruin any and everything she could in my life. My sister turned on me every chance she got. I bounced from home to home till I finally ran away at 13. I've never had friends who weren't using me in some way so I don't socialize and have no friends. I married a woman who couldn't stay home and had a daughter that did the same. I can't get or keep a decent job. I've been lonely and depressed my whole life. People never expect that from me because I fake being ok and try to stay positive though every thought is worrying about what's going on around me and what's the next bit of drama headed my way. Now 51 and all my demons are presenting themselves again... no vices other than I lose everything all the time. So yeah..this song hits home hard. Thanks for your heartfelt heartbreaking songs. They're all i understand in life.
I love this song. I lost my Mama an Daddy 8mnth apart. Mom 22', Dad May 23' I feel i lost it all. I only have my brother out of all my immediate family. My sister has disowned me an my brother after my dad passed ( nothing but drama). I love my sister but if she wants it like this, 1 day she will regret it. Sry for rant just feelings spilling out while i listen to this. I have my family (Hubby, 3boys) but its so different without my parents. I wasnt able to mourn my mama as i was her care giver an then going straight into taking care of my dad as he was dying, an until their last breath holding their hands telling them its ok. Now im lost without them an heartbroken 💔 isnt even the right words. R.I.H Mama an Daddy.
Bless you. I'm so sorry. I'm grateful to you for being with them all the way. You were so devoted to taking care of them, and now you're probably grieving the grief you couldn't before. It's hard, painful; yet beautiful that you were with them throughout❤.
For those who can say it, and still hold your head up and keep trying to better yourself, don't give up. Believe in yourself. If you truly want peace, from the hell you've been through, don't give up on yourself. For those who haven't yet lost it all, feel blessed you haven't been through that kind of hell. And try to help those you see who have lost it all... Never know, you may be someone's saving grace
I had everything a man could want. A great family a great job. A woman that loved me. Cars trucks. Motorcycles. A beautiful home. And father was my best friend. But enough was never enough. And got addicted to pain pills and Crystal meth. Went to prison. And literally lost it all. My dad my best friend in the world. Died of cancer while I was in prison. I lost my wife . My home. And everything, respect, self confidence, . But I'm still here for some reason.
Praying for a cousin of mine he's in treatment program hit rock bottom and thank the Lord he's still trying to get help even though the pain he's going through to get sober
Oh, deep song, but it hits right into my soul Yes, I lost it all, although it might only be 3 things, but when you lost something that was supposed to be a miracle, your pain and sadness have impacted your life forever Thank you for the song. I can seriously relate to this soul full song Beautiful song, thank you ❤
Peace, love and compassion. Prayers to all. Sometimes we must be led through the darkness to see there is indeed a light. I know my fate is laid out. I know they may all line up against me to help create the monster that suits the need. But I refuse to fight back. Crucify me if that will sate the thirst. I wasn’t perfect never will be but I’m not guilty either. I prayed for them and their souls to be forgiven. I let go. I chose God and this day forward I choose to show his love and compassion. Need not ever think your alone nor do you deserve it. If you awake everyday, then there’s hope yet for your own soul.
I lost my Mom in Feb on my life partners birthday. Now she's gone forever, then I lost the love of my life from my PTSD and depression to the point we couldn't stop fighting . During my mom's passing I lost my kids and grandbabies the disowned me, the the 23rd of Oct my youngest granddaughter 22 months old was found dead in her crib. So, all I can do is pray that God would ease my pain or even take me away from this world. Thank you for this song.
Don't give up. It's hard. In the moments, however long the pain is, and sometimes it's for life, but when it's unbearable, remember that you're moving forward in time. You can do this. ❤
I lost my family at four years old. I lost all my brothers and sisters. I have seven of them. They all have family now I’m 19 now I got adopted at four years old so did my siblings. I lost my adopted family pushed me away at 18 currently homeless now lost every relationship. I’ve had all I have now. Is God known to talk to you anymore. All I do every day. Pray for a better day all I can do thank you God for what you have done for me God bless.
So sorry hope it's gotten better for u I can relate I lost my oldest son he was 18 n I am the youngest of 6 I just recently lost my mom n my brother hadn't spoke me in years kept me away from mom n I wasn't allowed say good bye n I have ,2 sons living who won't help me n I pretty much only see them if I can give money to them sometimes I want so badly just give up I am alone have 2 dogs who seem care more than my son's only 1 sibling talks to me I hate being alone so tired live but terrified dying I'm just poor excuse taking up space
I lost it all a decade ago but this beautiful woman walked into my life and turned me around and taught me to let go of the things you have no control over and concentrate on the good things in life and I owe everything to my wife and kids
This Song Hit me hard. I gave up hope of trying to be in my Daughter's life. I Blamed her mother for everything, When I should've Blamed my self. I wish that someday she'll See the Changes I've made in my life & Allow me back in her life again.. Regardless though what happens I'll always love her..😢
How is this man so great??? I’m almost 50 and heard it all, what the hell man, you are the very best!!! From a poor white girl in Arkansas…. Who also has lost it all before, or so I thought…. Amazing!!! And so freakin real..
@@PaulaAmmons You were sitting quietly lonely sad broken Hours later you're leaving me a comment It wasn't in a dream it was while scrolling Coincidence chance or destined & meant Only You know the answer and truth of it🕊
@@michaelmalech5742 All American girl here , southeast Missouri. Bim sure I have some fighting Irish blood in my veins too!! How's life on your side of the 🌎
We got this guys we're all going thru are own pain but it's how we come out in it right now I'm sleeping in my car lost my girlfriend my home and respect from my parents and working to get my own
Hits me like that train that seems to have been rolling over me my whole life, spending days and nights wondering what I ever did to be cursed throughout my childhood and my life after … have just never understood.. guess I was born under a bad moon 🌚
I lost my wife of 3 years every day i miss her so much but i know it will see her again and lost my mom also . The pain i feel every day will never go away .
Im 22 years old just had my first child, I wish I can be there for her but i just can't, right now I'm looking at her crying while she's smiling. Depression has totally changed my life and I wish it would just end 😔 i have no family or friends to talk too. I have nobody except my baby mama who really doesn't care and my daughter who isn't old enough to understand
All this hots hard but for the first time ever im not only "ready and down for whatever", afraid of nothing for i know i do jot walk alone, i have embraced every broken shattered, damaged, and torn piece of me with a huge smile on my face 10 toes down all day every day with not only an inner peace, but inner happiness as i have not only learned what it is to love and to actually be shown love as giving was never an issue, ive always loved making people happy and to give, and that ladies & gents... PRICELESS, Am I the only tormented soul listening to this with a wide ass grin on my face and iddly enough because i feel every lyric as its being sang but, no more tears, hey i see Ozzy is planning to tour again, i feel great amazing old school things are ahead. Let's show more love, give more help, teach if knowledge is necessary instead or talking abput someone and maling them feel like shit when theyve never been taught something. Aaron, love this beautiful song, you still know how to cut them. Yall get out there and be legendary. This coming from someone that used to detest mornings. 😊😊😊😊
doubt aaron will ever read what i’m writing… but hopefully someone who feels this exact way as i have , hears this!! it’s important to relate and express but i wish at the end … the very end of these beautiful songs… you’d give a glimpse of hope or recovery… i’m not a musician, but know that so many of us relate on such a deep level…. but do not want to stay there. need inspiration😮
I lost my forever 23 yr old son in a horrific accident he went all the way under a tractor trailer on mother's day week 2021. Then lost my autistic brother 11 months later in 2022. Then my dad who raised me 40 some yrs father's day week 6 weeks after my brother 2022. Then 6 weeks after that my sweet uncle. This song hit hard. I could hear my son singing this. I have a video on here of him singing Alice and chains Nutshell. He lived with me and his brother who was 13. Now 15. It is so devastating 😢 💔 I have major PTSD. No parent should ever see their child in the condition I did my son. I found out on FB 6 hrs after. State trooper went to ex step mom's house. Dad lives 4 hrs away. Nobody bothered to tell us. My mom found out on the news. It was heartbreaking day. Now I'm in a awful cycle. I have nightmares about 5 times a week. Sometimes sleep walking tryingto save him and some awful things very graphic. I have to be woke up. I'm relieved saying thank God I had the worst nightmare. Then my youngest has to explain it is true. And tell me what has happened the past almost 2.5 years. I forget it all. It is torture to live this over and over. I scream, cry, sometimes hit things I'm in denial. i say it isn't true. This can't be to much loss so quickly. But this is the sad reality of my life. I pray for a healing and a peace of mind,my youngest son deserves a mom that his brother had. A fun and happy mom. I try to fake it. But it's exhausting. I do my best for him. That is all I can do. Sending prayers for everyone struggling.
My heart breaks for you and I was weeping reading thinking if it was my son in your story, every parents biggest fear and worst nightmare. Lovely lost broken mother, please try to help your healing and gain strength by thinking what he would want for you now, he couldn't have known this was going to happen or prevented it any more than you could, my biggest fear after almost dying when my youngest was born (I have 3 boys) I had a two percent chance of surviving the pain was unimaginable and excruciating physically knew I was dying it was ending like this and I was helpless and the pain and heartbreak I felt knowing my death would utterly destroy my boys (toxic abusive family surrounds us on both parents sides but I had gotten us through and they need my guidance and love badly, this was in the middle of an awful custody battle for my oldest his dad didn't see him his whole life met him at 7 married a BDP women from a rich family and after she had a baby she came for my baby with a sociopathic lawyer to lie slander and abuse him and rip him away from us, and had succeeded and he was depending on me to find a way for him to be able to come back home) and that pain that what u are going through now is what they would suffer to extent, was an excruciating and horrific sadness and grief I'll never be able to fully express while the physical pain was the most unbearable sensation beyond my wildest dreams, by some miracle my surgeon was able to find my bleed and save my life against all odds. I've spent my time since (7 years, and yes my son is home with me again now finally after his step mother abused and isolated him for 5 years he's so damaged and lost and depressed but we've been healing) ive been teaching my kids about my wishes if I were to unexpectedly pass and putting tokens of wisdom comfort and inspiration for them over the years on fb page for them to look back on so even if I'm gone they can look back and find some answers to almost anything from the heart and remember me and my love for them, I can now say if I were on my death bed again and the same blinding pain and suffering of that moment, I'd endure with peace and acceptance and gratitude I got the opportunity to amend that and could die in peace knowing they know that if I go I gave them a path and I need them to thrive and know I'm in and by their side and always with me and I ask them to have joy for our bond and our life, and honor me by keeping that and keeping me alive instead of letting it break them and never mention my name and spiral into a nightmare like yours. I know our stories don't correlate directly and I can't imagine your suffering but what I'm trying to get to is.... I don't know if your son had any cognizance when his accident happened before he passed that this moment was def going to end his life then and there (like I did in the moment, two percent is a death sentence and may as well be zero I have no idea why it was me but im profoundly lucky is all I can fathom) I have a feeling worse than the physical pain worse than the knowledge of his own death and young age and all he'll miss, was probably the thought of YOU and how this would kill you and feeling horrible guilt and grief he was helpless in that moment to fix or stop HIS accident HIS death HIS inability to live was likely the hardest and worst part for him like it was for me. I saw my own Dad die of a horrible cancer that took him in 6 weeks and me and my 18 mo old baby (yup my oldest I talked about earlier) alone in this world with no one and just my own abusive BPD mother and I saw that look in his eyes knowing he couldn't protect me anymore and the peril I was up against I couldn't see yet, when I was dying I WAS HIM, it was happening again and I thought how sad it was for him too, but then I lived. Your son sadly didn't. BUT YOU DID. I guarantee your son would have died to protect you like mine would, and we would trade places with them in your situation in a heart beat, but it doesn't work that way and you still have a purpose and life that needs you dig deep find strength and keep living, living for him, living so he'd be able to be at peace and let go of his own grief if he could see you now, and be at peace and proud that HIS death didn't HAVE to be yours as well and picture THAT when it seems you can't take the suffering and will never recover. Maybe consider visualizing the dreams your having while awake in a kind of meditative way, picture the elements of the dream that haunt you, walk yourself through the dream in as much detail as you can, then take a moment and visualize TALKING TO YOUR SON IN THAT MOMENT, what you would say what you would say knowing he wouldn't want your suffering knowing no one could change this and make some peace picture the closure picture comforting him and lifting his pain and holding him close and giving him that feeling of safety and love and contentment that only a mother can give her son, consider how meaningful that would be to him, and how proud he'd be of you if you can come to terms with this eventually and live your life to fullest and include him by talking to him like hes there along the way. I did that with my dad and son (when his dad and step mom stole him corruptly and unethically bc they are rich and I can't afford a lawyer civil court doesn't care so it felt like an abrupt death tho he was living) in my alone times I'd talk to both about everything tell them how I feel and that I love them and keep them with me presently and actively in all I do, and that it gives me strength and keeps me going when I feel I can't take it anymore. I hope that was somewhat coherent, I have a difficult time expressing what I mean but I'll pray for and wish you healing and peace in due time. I have PTSD too, I've learned to manage it, It'll always be lurking waiting to resurface but I know now what to do to get myself regulated and in a safe place and state of mind now so it doesn't run my or ruin my life anymore A song that's helped me after the darkness cleared ua-cam.com/video/YsgP8LkEopM/v-deo.htmlsi=2Ab3gNpBgulx7BLl
This song!! I had 3 brain aneurysms behind my eye in 2019. I was 37 years old. It caused some permanent damage to my eye but by my God's grace, I'm still here. About 22 days later, my kids were taken from me. They were 9, 13 & 15... They were my whole world. But i trusted my daughter's dad & new stepmom & that's where I made the mistake. They were plotting behind my back. I wasn't even allowed my due right to appear in court. They put a no contact order against me, like I was a danger to my sweet babies. I raised them completely alone for damn near 15 years. I've missed proms, graduations, first dates, & thousands of good night kisses & I love you moms & I need you moms... They can't ever replace all the time they have stolen from me. During this time I was in the middle of a divorce from my husband of 10 years & I lost 2 grandparents within a month from each other. I honestly didn't think I had anything left in me to give this cruel world...but knowing how bad it would hurt my babies, I stayed & battled through some of the hardest days that I think could be possible. I really learned how strong I truly am. I look normal but I'm really Superwoman! 😂 I do get to talk to my oldest 2 kids now, bc they are now 20 & 18. I asked my son the other day, if he thought that my youngest daughter would ever want to talk to me again after everything that's happened. He told me eventually Mom. I said do you really think so? He said You're our mom. We're always going to come back to you. Always. I love you.... I don't think I did such a bad job at being his mom. I'm just glad that he knows that. And if I hadn't stayed, I would have never heard those sweet words come out of my lil man's mouth... Aaron Lewis nailed everything I felt for years... Day after day of waking up, wishing I hadn't. Now I go to bed and pray that I get another day! 💯🙌🏻🙌🏻🥲
I feel u very deeply I have lost it all......All I have is myself now I want to give up everyday all I do is hope I die very soon I'm so tired of being alone I have been alone my hole life because nobody wants to stay long enough to see how I am I think God put me on earth to help everyone else and to make them happy AND ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED OUT OF LIFE IS SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR ME AND TO BE HAPPY BUT I CANT GET THAT
It will never be the same I lost my hubby 2021 my son jan.1 2013 and my daughter nov.1,2015 its just me and my youngest son he 35has family me stillstuck in the same way for 12 years i feel like i am drowning ❤❤❤but god bless everyone amen
Lost my husband. And reconnected with a boyfriend from 35 years ago. Both found out we were widowed. Our song was Starting over by Chris Stapleton. We moved to Tn bought land and a house. We were taking a break. He needed time to grieve his wife he was with me 4 months after he lost his wife. Then he found out he had stage 4 cancer that spread to his brain. He would not let me see him and could not talk. I never got to say goodbye, or give him one last hug and kiss goodbye. I lost the only 2 men I ever loved within 5 years. I am only 60. I don’t know if I can love anyone like I loved the 2 special men I was pleased to share my life with
I lost my son three years ago this July I literally have lost it all I miss you so much hunni I can’t wait to see you again one day save me a spot this is literally hell my heart breaks every day
Lost my son 24 minutes after birth, my mother 3 years ago and my father last year. Lost multiple brothers in Somalia in 1994. Took my own life in February 2018 but the lord all mighty said it was not yet my time. Grateful like no other to be here today in December 2023 !
GOD BLESS
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God bless brother you are a fighter keep on going love from the uk
Thank you so much for your service. God Bless . You are never alone .
I'm so sorry
This speaks to me. Praying for all those who have felt like this. There is something better for us all! You are loved!
with the things I have been through 3yrs of fighting cancer and then getting burned so bad and going through all the surgeries from the burns I'm getting ready for surgery 37 this month and to know God has my back. I will say that my favorite song from Aaron is. Everybody talks to God..
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I'm there now 😢
This song speaks loudly. 6 years and 4 months clean. I WILL NOT LOSE IT ALL EVER AGAIN!
2:55 2:59 3:08 Thank you for sharing that. As I'm looking for celebration of life music for my one and only daughter I just lost on the 15th. God rest her soul, she is finally in peace. 💔💔🙏 Prayers to your continued healing.
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36 years clean. that was a hell..I went down TDC twice.. ( Psalm 91:1 Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty
Jesus said if any man shall call upon me. I will save him. Jesus save us all. I'm grateful to you, my Jesus for saving me and giving hope and most of all eternal life. Taking my sins, hurt, pain and sufferings and nailing it to the cross for my redemption of life everlasting. Thank you for all of what I have been through or I wouldn't know you. My Lord my God
I feel this song deeply. I lost my wife due to my PTSD. She turned the kids against me. I've lost friends. I've been totally alone. This song definitely hits home for me.
Proud of you bro!
Am so sorry you all still have Jesus stay strong all my prayers are with everyone in this position. Pss I just lost my son also he died in his sleep from an unexpected heart attack. Im still missing him so bad I dont think anyone ever gets over loosing a child. He was my rock my 1 true love I didnt know what true love was untill I held him in my arms for the 1st time
HOOAH brother
Stay strong brother proud of you !!#only the strong ......
Keep your head up
I truly dropped the ball!, I was married 19yrs, raised 4 children, got divorced. I climbed trees trimming power lines all across the country, pouring down rain, wind driving snow, 3am with a head lamp to cutting trees of the wires, so power company could restore power, got smashed and survived on pain pills, spees, for 23 yrs, last year i went from 2 harleys, 3 vehicles, steady job, solid relationship of 4 years, and the blink of an eye, its all gone! Career, cars, everything, the best damn woman on earth!!! In 6 months it was all a memory! Today im clean and trying to regain my footing, its hard but do able! Only up from here!!!
My life as I knew it vanished in a second…. I couldn’t see my purpose and tried to avoid pain with substances …. Only just woke up and realized I have something good to accomplish here in earth. I pray I can overcome my addiction, send love to the thise who are lost in the darkness and be a beacon of light for them to land on. God is calling on his children to make a change. May I be that change ❤
I hope and pray you were get your footing back I'm there with u with in the last 2 months my mom died got divorced and kicked out but all we can do is put all the cards in God's hands because he makes sure everything happen how it suppose to not how you want
Never know you might get it back sooner than you think, that's amazing you found your footing again. 😊 I'm finding mine too so best of luck to you
Your story sounds so much like my brother. He unfortunately couldn't battle as hard as you did. I lost him on Jan 6.
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Lost my mom, my wife, and got thrown away by my own family in the span of just a few years. The only hope I have left is for the peace only God can give.
God is the obly true peace Bless you
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I lost my mother and daughter within months of each other my mom was just 48 I turned to drugs to cope and less than 3yrs later my dad died right in front of me his last words was my name that didn't help my addiction and almost 3yrs to the day my oldest sister and only sibling was murdered by her husband I wanted to die and I tried overdosing but never succeeded and i finally got my shit together got off drugs and trying my best to be a person those 4 would be proud of...
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Oh god ! I feel like I just read my life in black n white! I lost my dad n daughter then I loss my brother then my sister who was murdered by her estranged boyfriend. I tried ended it so many x’s. Doesn’t seem to happen. Don’t know what god wants to keep me here for bc I feel I lost it all plus a 30 yr marriage … walked out for a younger woman. Damn! I’m still here ! Don’t know why! 😢💔😢💔🙏
Damn I have been in the same situation I have lost a whole hell of a lot but I'm very very thankful for what I do have left my kids and grandchildren, new husband love them with everything in my heart they are my whole world
I'm so sorry for your guys loss, and I'm very thankful for my children, and grandchildren they're my blessings ❤❤❤
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😢 this song ..dam it hit me like a freight train as a combat medic with three tours when I left the army and the ptsd symptoms hit and my wife left me I was homeless I was at the end of my rope, I was about to end it all,long story short things have gotten a lot better. Love this song.
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I'm so happy you stayed another day. I'm proud of you..whomever you are,wherever you are,please know you are so important and valuable. One day at a time.. I lost my heart,my life,my everything outside of my kids to PTSD. He will always be with me. Just in a different way. Not a day goes by that the pain of losing him doesn't hit me to my core. I lost my breath,my smile,my reason for living..I'm doing better now. One day at a time. 🙏
@@kellirochester4891I never been in the army always wanted to but I become a mommy an for me to have the mind set no human being in this earth could take wT belong to me away made something die in me but it also woke up the Glory an the holy Ghost in me that made me realize losing it all was only the opportunity to gain it all back
As heavy as it gets sometimes... the memories, the past, please know it and you have meaning. A purpose. You're needed. Love to you.
I’m happy to hear that good luck with 2024’
Stay safe out there 2:58
Much love to all those who hear this or see this comment and hear this song and see the comment. I’m here!!! Praying for all in this feeling. That light comes and stays. And stays even if a dark comes. ❤️❤️❤️
I came back. And all I can think of is lead artist with linkin park. I’m now confused. This isn’t him is it? It’s another artist :,(. Even so. I came back. Again I meant all I said.
Where you at now
Im Still Pushing foward while i stumble over my own two feet with a toe in the dark. @DeborahPatton-zk4lc
I lost my whole family ,the pain is emense but I am still here by the grace of God .
I've lost it all, 51, had it all and lost it in a day. I'm not giving up. I will rise up from these shitty ashes and I will live again. Please pray for me, that God gives me back my precious fiance and our boy, Maximus. I believe he will. Please have faith in and with me.
Lost all mine at 50. I feel ya brother. Hate that others are going thru this. Def the worst. I’m keeping the faith tho.
Life isn't easy but there is hope in Yeshua/Jesus. He is coming back very soon and will wipe all tears from His followers eyes. Trust Him for salvation today. Revelation is here.
To anyone who feels a deep connection to the song, i just want to say that if you lost it all and are still here today, then you did not need it. So stand up and move on. There are too many new people to meet and make good memories with to dwell off whats gone. The pain will never go away it may not get better but i promise TIME will make it easier to live with. Your gona look back and realize that everything you lost was to make room for something bigger and better.
listening to I lost it all, for some reason i strolled down . i usually don't do . im so glad I did . Listening to him sing & ready ur words was as if I was sitting in the same room with u . Ur words spoke volume & the chills was no joke . i needed to hear those words ecactly as u put them . THANK U & MAY GOD BLESS U ABUNDANTLY ❤
They say everything happens for a reason and I hope one day we will understand why 😢
@deeherrera I just wanted to thank you for sharing. The struggle is real.
You are right. I lost my family 7 years ago due to wrong friends and was bad on pills and meth when she took off with my daughter it broke me. She left our 2 boys with my parents but to have your baby girl it's a different kind of love. Not knowing where they went or if they were ok or still alive it drove me crazy. I continued 2 more years on drugs all it did was numb the feeling of being alone. My boys got older they started to notice my appearance and knew there was times that I wouldn't go home. And mom would say oh your Dad just works late. Poor mom knew I was destroying myself but only try to keep it away from my boys. Time passed by months past then years. Got to the point I could hide the way I looked no more. Coworkers and now my Dad started ask questions and now I'm like damn my Dad the one I respect so much the one I said I wouldn't let down. But him to i would make up an excuse ..my oldest was 5 at the time his mom left us and at the time he approached me he was 13 he saw that I just got home and I saw him in the hallway but he started running to his room I called him to come back hey whats wrong? He handed me a letter then he went in his room . I read it ....hey dad can you please stop doing whatever it is you are doing I know you are doing sometime bad I dnt want you to die. You never home and me and my brother just want you to spend more time with us I love you dad and you are all we have left since we dnt have a mom no more. Reading that letter broke me down . I said not only I'm hurt and broken now my boys are feeling my pain and probably even worse. At that time yes I needed that fix I was dying that day lol I put the letter in my pocket and took off to my homies house I said hey look at this so they all read it and I said hey guys I'm done and I gotta get my life back on track the way it was before. They were all happy for me said that's good bro bcuz this ain't no life especially for you bcuz they knew this was never me I had a good life and was a good dad but I hit my lowest. Well I'm now going 6 years sober I moved away from Florida I started fresh met a new girl I been with her 5 years she awesome even my 2 boys love her so much my boys were 2 and 5 and now 15 and 18 she loves my boys but like the comment said yeah a person will loose everything in his life but to also make room for better things.....I read and said that is so damn true lol that happened to me and that's my struggle and story. Sorry it was so long but this song and your words as it played just like the other person commented it made me feel the same way it did for him. 6 years off the drugs and it wasnt easy but the first step was moving away from the town I lived in it was so easy to get any drug. But hope my story will help others that are going threw a struggle with drugs that took everything and destroyed their life. 💯
@@Cruzito13 I am so glad that you have a great life and a stronger person for it. My son at the time was 14 and heavily in to the drugs it is very hard to see this happen and now there is nothing I can do it has t9 be his decision, he is now 19 and has an apprenticeship and doing well.
Thank you for sharing
This really hits home! I lost my oldest son, my babygirl, my mom, my dad and 4 siblings! The pain is real and my heart is so empty and alone!
I’m sorry you’ve suffered such tremendous loss. The only suggestion I can give you is to listen to near death experience NDE podcasts. They have eased my mind immensely to know my loved ones are extremely happy, joyful and peaceful and that I’m the one that must be patient until it’s my time to join them. ❤️🌟❤️
I'm praying for you right here right now. I'm sorry for your loss, may God ease your suffering and heartache Amen
😢sorry..may the lord God comfort you !
Im so sorry for ur losses ,when it,all seems hopeless everything becomes possible, hang in there,jeff in texas.
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🙏 praying for a dear friend who just lost it all...in a fire.. He lost everything that belonged to his parents when they were alive, pictures etc, and his two beloved dogs, his home, everything.😢 Lord please be with my friend during this most difficult time.
Awesome song cause I'm going threw similar times right now I love the almighty man and know and feel that time's are going to change and God is real we are going to start seeing that a lot more amen God the almighty is amazing in my heart today today has been a good day amen God
Dear Lord, Please help those who have lost all the material possessions that have been be in their lives for a long time.
Dear Lord please remind them that no one not even the Devil can take the memories and the love that they had with their parents and fur babies.
Dear Lord Thank you for sparing and family and friends that could have been lost .
Dear Lord please give them the strength to pull through this and guide them with your love .
Amen!!!
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Whomever your friend with and I wish I knew who was the friend. That is hard to read as I don’t know who this person is and to go through to lose it all. I’m too empathetic for this time but I’ll push through. The voice of the song sounds like lynkin park guy. Much love to all ❤❤❤❤❤❤
My the lord help this family in time of need in Jesus name amen 🙏
Lost my 22 year old son last year. Forever young craig. Love Mam xxx
Im sorry for your loss.
I lost my son He was 22 as well in 2007.
Everyday I'm reminded of him.
Hold the memories close
God bless.
@@donnahunt6019 ❤️ in the end its all we are left with. Thank you for your kind words xxx
Amen! Thank You for giving your voice and soul to us to hear.!!
I battled heroin addiction for 17 years, I lost everything time and time again. Finally got clean and lost my mother 2 & 1/2 years later, ever since life has been nothing but hurt & heartache & im watching my 8yr relationship deteriorate. My dog even got hit by a car, Idk where I went wrong or why God is so angry with me. I'm trying so hard to be someone my Mom could be proud of but I'm at the end of a fraying rope. Aaron Lewis has always made me feel a little less alone
Your not alone 22 years to that disease the devil and then my mom just 1 month later a year ago, it's been hell but I keep praying, there' in the Bible there is Samson and David, and David took down a giant with one little Rock, well I'm battling my Samson so are you have Faith and our God will make us strong enough and our Moms will be proud
God isn't angry with you. The bad shit that happens isn't God's doing. The devil is the culprit.
Clean after 22 years, I admire you greatly.
I got the years mixed up,sorry. I admire both of you.
I just lost the love of my life 10/13/23 to fentanyl he tried so hard to quit but he couldn’t
It's tough.. 42 now 20+ in addition. Clean 11months now but surrounded by death, guilt, shame and grief owning only my clothes. Sometimes I really wish I hadn't bothered fighting so hard to stop.
C-PTSD here from being a combat corpsman, firefighter and other issues. I almost died in 2012 due to suicide attempt. I thank God for always being there for me
God Bless You Forever 🇺🇸🙏
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I'm a cancer survivor and a bad burn victim and now getting ready for the 37th burn surgery and I lost it all and my son surprised me with two front row seating for Aaron Lewis because he knows that that's the 1 thing I want to do before I die ❤❤❤❤
And there's more for you to look forward to. You're not going through all this surgery for nothing.❤
@@miriampoluzzi5223 thank you so much. I don't usually Post things on my Facebook and I have TicTok and there are so many scammers it sucks that we don't have a way to be able to talk to people who are wanting to share their stories about them
Aaron Lewis’ and Staind lyrics always make me feel so deeply. 🖤
You sowe pretty ok
YES Tracy I totally agree with your comment 100%
Sometimes we have to go through those things to be the light and inspiration when they do we come back from it. At 62 I have lost everything, wife and family, home,job, all hope 3 times. I am still alive. Life is still a struggle, but that's something that never changes. Hang in there, every dark night has a morning.
😢truly sorry 😞 my deepest condolences
I'm so sorry for everybodys pain. I had pain but not like this song sings about. Hugs to you all.
Thank you for the Emotion You put into Your Music and Lyrics.... You are a Genuine Artist! I've grown up with You..... I'm 52. At least 20 years. Thank You!
75 years old, still fighting the Vietnam war. I get it man. Lucky for me, i have one thing going for me and that's a loving lady(angel) that has stuck with me through it all
Thank you for your service...
Thanks for your respect!
Thank you for your service
Thanks much appreciated and God Bless.
Thank u for ur service
I lost my job, my best friend, my job, my friends, my vehicle, my pets, my freedom, then my mind, my family all moved away, and then I began to lose my hearing first, followed by my eyesight. This all happened with one person I took from the streets as an act of kindness. Well, I will try to "help" another human that way again. The person I showed love for 5 years doesn't acknowledge my existence. Which is a good thing. While she was busy treating me like shit, somebody new came along that actually appreciates me. Somebody saved my life tonight. And i found out what love really does. Thank God.
I am almost 60 years old and I am fighting for my life from kidney failure. All I need is a pretty simple surgery to lift my bladder prolapse so I can pee and empty my bladder. In the last 3 months everyone has walked away from me including my Husband. I have lost it all but I still have the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, Yeshua and he will never leave or forsake me. I love this song.❤
Praying for you!!
Man..sooo much to say about my story. I lost it all. And in th middle of that Aarons music has helped me deal with those issues including my own death at my own hand and the doctors predredtictions tha was only a year to live because of my heath. So much happened in a course of 5 years that I can write a book or movie can be made, ....but ...I've managed to keep pushing day by day and I'm still here and can say alot happier than I have ever been in a long long time even thru the changes. I COULDN'T EVEN imagine the joy I would have since I have rekindled ths love of my first-ever love from 35 years ago. Mari has changed my life into a brightness that I never thought could be possible for me. She is so beautiful inside amd outside. I now see that God put me though a storm to appreciate all the things I have always needed in my life. Thank you to the lady who saved me from myself and the enemy. I own her the happiness she has given me. And I wear the smile she has given me daily......she is truly my angel.
Everything I lost was replaced 10× over by her love.
I owe her everything and anything ...forever to you my love" Mari" ❤
What ever your going through, just know that tomorrow is a new day. Your great
I hope so
You all have something special inside. It will all come back. Trust yourself. Trust your God and all we can do is mend a few fences. You wait and see who you will tell you you didn’t lose it all. Be patient. Good things will come your way. ❤❤
2:39 i lost everything this year. It has surely been one of the worst years of my life. Since March i havent been myself and i wont ever be the same again. Thanks for the song...
This song touches my soul and gives me peaceful moments
You’re never really alone…never lose faith or hope … God loves you!! ❤
Lost my 2 year old drown 96 then 2021 lost my other son fentynol...I keep praying 🙏
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I did. God had,has a plan for me and anyone hearing. My time is to find happiness. No matter what!!!! Be strong until.... my husband murdered. Now got to get my boots on and go. Heart broken to the .... I will survive. I am a survivor. This is not the end. My heart won't let it.even in this horrible loneliness. Stay strong
My son walked away from his entire faintly like we never meant anything to him. I have tried to reach him.without success. I miss him and my grandson every day. I will forever be heartbroken.
I tried telling him but we clearly have a few patches to connect. Much love. We're we go from here. Starting over is ok psinin my butt but let's do it bigger this time.
Amen brother
On POINT hitting home for me 💯
Ten years my husband left me out to dry and hasn't looked back! Took and turned my children and family totally against me I've been just trying to survive in this mean and cruel world they call life 👍 I'm growing very tired pretty fast so I'm coming home momma!👌
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You are meant for many other things here, than what happened. Many things. I felt like giving up so much I should have changed my name to that. But I'm realizing I'm here because of those things that happened, to be the person for myself that I always needed, and for someone else...and so are you. You are meant for so much better. I know you feel it. Remember there were two words someone said to you one time in your life that made you feel for a moment that things will be ok even when it seemed impossible....
Joy comes.
Sorry for your pain. Prayers for you.
God's still here tuff it out he will bring you through it he loves you very much ❤ just turn your life to him he will bring you through God bless 🙏 you
True if God brought u to it.He will bring you through it...Be possitive.make a new life❤
I've lost both parents all family fells alone daughters are grown no friends it's rough.
I haven't lost it all but I've lost most. My wife of 20 years died on 1/5/24 of a mild flu at 52 years old. I have our son, a semi verbal autistic teen. A very good kid but both our lives are lessened without his Mom. She brought the room (and life) together, man. Ode to her fav movie with her fav musician.
Wife left me 7 months ago ....then 2 months ago my 16 year old son passed away.....yet.....I am still here....breathing and pushing on....i will not let darkness grab a hold of me. I miss you Xavier my son.
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To your son, rest easy bud, Jesus loves your dad very much and I'm telling you now that your son is okay. Till we meet again.. stay strong, brother.
My heart hurts reading this. Know that someone is thinking of and praying for you tonight... My heart goes out to you. Much love ❤
sorry for your loss
@@brittanikaS-sy2lv Thank you very much.
I got to sit and chat with Staind years ago at a restaurant, and I do believe Mr. Lewis was going through a lot pain at the time. The pain that has brought out all of these songs that I love so much, that speak to me because of my shortcomings. I have over 3 years in recovery now, and his music is a big part of my journey. Mr. Lewis thank you for telling your story through your music.
Lost it all but you have breath that fills your lungs. Friends that may not fill the void but God always will. Those that are far away sending their love your way to warm your heart and soothe your soul to give you saving grace. Life ain’t a race you win or lose it’s a go at your own pace so if your drinking whiskey in the streets to help you numb the pain it’s ok nothing to lose and nothing to gain, if it helps soothe the pain. Take your time and find your tribe cause one day you’ll look back and reach your hand out to someone else who needs that. Sending love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ms Emily you are wise and kind.
@@darenkrag2527 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you
My father left when i was just a month old. This would prove to be the way my whole life would end up. My mother never cared and seemed to do everything she could to ruin any and everything she could in my life. My sister turned on me every chance she got. I bounced from home to home till I finally ran away at 13. I've never had friends who weren't using me in some way so I don't socialize and have no friends. I married a woman who couldn't stay home and had a daughter that did the same. I can't get or keep a decent job. I've been lonely and depressed my whole life. People never expect that from me because I fake being ok and try to stay positive though every thought is worrying about what's going on around me and what's the next bit of drama headed my way. Now 51 and all my demons are presenting themselves again... no vices other than I lose everything all the time. So yeah..this song hits home hard. Thanks for your heartfelt heartbreaking songs. They're all i understand in life.
I love this song. I lost my Mama an Daddy 8mnth apart. Mom 22', Dad May 23'
I feel i lost it all.
I only have my brother out of all my immediate family. My sister has disowned me an my brother after my dad passed ( nothing but drama).
I love my sister but if she wants it like this, 1 day she will regret it. Sry for rant just feelings spilling out while i listen to this. I have my family (Hubby, 3boys) but its so different without my parents. I wasnt able to mourn my mama as i was her care giver an then going straight into taking care of my dad as he was dying, an until their last breath holding their hands telling them its ok. Now im lost without them an heartbroken 💔 isnt even the right words.
R.I.H Mama an Daddy.
Bless you. I'm so sorry. I'm grateful to you for being with them all the way. You were so devoted to taking care of them, and now you're probably grieving the grief you couldn't before. It's hard, painful; yet beautiful that you were with them throughout❤.
For those who can say it, and still hold your head up and keep trying to better yourself, don't give up. Believe in yourself. If you truly want peace, from the hell you've been through, don't give up on yourself.
For those who haven't yet lost it all, feel blessed you haven't been through that kind of hell. And try to help those you see who have lost it all... Never know, you may be someone's saving grace
I had everything a man could want. A great family a great job. A woman that loved me. Cars trucks. Motorcycles. A beautiful home. And father was my best friend. But enough was never enough. And got addicted to pain pills and Crystal meth. Went to prison. And literally lost it all. My dad my best friend in the world. Died of cancer while I was in prison. I lost my wife . My home. And everything, respect, self confidence, . But I'm still here for some reason.
I feel a connection to this song and someone . Especially dealing with addiction losing almost everything. So ngs like this saved me
I'm still numb form his death. May my husband rest in peace 🕊️❤🙏
Sorry for loss 😢 i lost my mum Feb 2009 and my dad July 2022. Im only 27
Praying for a cousin of mine he's in treatment program hit rock bottom and thank the Lord he's still trying to get help even though the pain he's going through to get sober
Beautiful voice. Sometimes it's to late.
I totally agree 😢
Oh, deep song, but it hits right into my soul
Yes, I lost it all, although it might only be 3 things, but when you lost something that was supposed to be a miracle, your pain and sadness have impacted your life forever
Thank you for the song. I can seriously relate to this soul full song
Beautiful song, thank you ❤
This song hit me hard. Cuz it's exactly how my life is. Pain sadness an the shame.. I lost it all. An it's all my fault
I feel u
Same here. Drugs for me. Clean now but the damage is done.
Peace, love and compassion. Prayers to all. Sometimes we must be led through the darkness to see there is indeed a light. I know my fate is laid out. I know they may all line up against me to help create the monster that suits the need. But I refuse to fight back. Crucify me if that will sate the thirst. I wasn’t perfect never will be but I’m not guilty either. I prayed for them and their souls to be forgiven. I let go. I chose God and this day forward I choose to show his love and compassion. Need not ever think your alone nor do you deserve it. If you awake everyday, then there’s hope yet for your own soul.
I lost my Mom in Feb on my life partners birthday. Now she's gone forever, then I lost the love of my life from my PTSD and depression to the point we couldn't stop fighting . During my mom's passing I lost my kids and grandbabies the disowned me, the the 23rd of Oct my youngest granddaughter 22 months old was found dead in her crib. So, all I can do is pray that God would ease my pain or even take me away from this world. Thank you for this song.
Don't give up. It's hard. In the moments, however long the pain is, and sometimes it's for life, but when it's unbearable, remember that you're moving forward in time. You can do this. ❤
I lost my family at four years old. I lost all my brothers and sisters. I have seven of them. They all have family now I’m 19 now I got adopted at four years old so did my siblings. I lost my adopted family pushed me away at 18 currently homeless now lost every relationship. I’ve had all I have now. Is God known to talk to you anymore. All I do every day. Pray for a better day all I can do thank you God for what you have done for me God bless.
So sorry hope it's gotten better for u I can relate I lost my oldest son he was 18 n I am the youngest of 6 I just recently lost my mom n my brother hadn't spoke me in years kept me away from mom n I wasn't allowed say good bye n I have ,2 sons living who won't help me n I pretty much only see them if I can give money to them sometimes I want so badly just give up I am alone have 2 dogs who seem care more than my son's only 1 sibling talks to me I hate being alone so tired live but terrified dying I'm just poor excuse taking up space
There’s nothing compared to that peace u find❤
That last note he hits is incredible! Love Aaron Lewis
Love u bro. Keep on doin it. Mom in heaven got u singing to me
I lost it all a decade ago but this beautiful woman walked into my life and turned me around and taught me to let go of the things you have no control over and concentrate on the good things in life and I owe everything to my wife and kids
This song will make you cry and bring you to you knees praying for God to heal your soul...
That it does😢
I came across this song today and I felt it in my soul.
Dear lord I didn't know the man but could please help him through this terrible crisis. 🙏
Thank you for this song lost my parents 9 months apart some days I just get by.
This Hits home for Me I Lost my family in a car accident 😢
So sorry to hear that prayers and condolences
❤️🩹praying for you…
Stay strong dearie 💯❤️
❤prayers
I'm 🙏 for you please okay
This Song Hit me hard. I gave up hope of trying to be in my Daughter's life. I Blamed her mother for everything, When I should've Blamed my self. I wish that someday she'll See the Changes I've made in my life & Allow me back in her life again.. Regardless though what happens I'll always love her..😢
I lost my freedom my soul mate.my home.everything in 16 months.fighting to get what I can back now
How is this man so great??? I’m almost 50 and heard it all, what the hell man, you are the very best!!! From a poor white girl in Arkansas…. Who also has lost it all before, or so I thought…. Amazing!!! And so freakin real..
We've lost nobody and nothing GOD willing🕊
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@@michaelmalech5742 hope I was smiling!❤️
@@PaulaAmmons
You were sitting quietly lonely sad broken
Hours later you're leaving me a comment
It wasn't in a dream it was while scrolling
Coincidence chance or destined & meant
Only You know the answer and truth of it🕊
@@michaelmalech5742 that's pretty accurate and awesome! It's very nice to meet you.
@@michaelmalech5742 All American girl here , southeast Missouri. Bim sure I have some fighting Irish blood in my veins too!! How's life on your side of the 🌎
Needed this everyone is gone in a dark place can't even morn those I lost becoming more and more soulless by the day I truly have lost it all
We got this guys we're all going thru are own pain but it's how we come out in it right now I'm sleeping in my car lost my girlfriend my home and respect from my parents and working to get my own
I totally deeply feel this song ever since my mom passed away ...I've truly lost it all --even myself...I think I'd like this played at my funeral...
Absolutely love Aaron Lewis ❤❤❤
That much my son is called Aaron-Lewis
Lyrics unreal once again ❤🎤♥️🎤
When you lose someone you love it's never the same anymore
I Love that song 🎵 It reminds me of my life
They can never take God away from me 😊
Hits me like that train that seems to have been rolling over me my whole life, spending days and nights wondering what I ever did to be cursed throughout my childhood and my life after … have just never understood.. guess I was born under a bad moon 🌚
I lost it all when my my only child(Son) passed away from fighting Pancreatic Cancer on 6-1-2024, he was only 43
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I lost my brother and mother 10 months apart 3 years ago and it still feels fresh everyday
I can relate. I lost myself when I lost my mom in 2015.
This has been my every day since i buried my 17 yr old Dec 2023. Im slowly rebuilding but that emptiness will never be filled.
I just lost my woman kids my mom just passed so I'm in the same boat yall it Ant a good feeling to live with everyday
I lost my wife of 3 years every day i miss her so much but i know it will see her again and lost my mom also . The pain i feel every day will never go away .
I can't take this pain anymore
This song really hits home for me thank you for this song
Unreal I lost it all everyday climbing back
Man this speaks to all of us 🇺🇸❤ Go Dabo my friend..
I've lost it all . I live in a hell . Can so relate to the song
Im 22 years old just had my first child, I wish I can be there for her but i just can't, right now I'm looking at her crying while she's smiling. Depression has totally changed my life and I wish it would just end 😔 i have no family or friends to talk too. I have nobody except my baby mama who really doesn't care and my daughter who isn't old enough to understand
We're never the same!!
All this hots hard but for the first time ever im not only "ready and down for whatever", afraid of nothing for i know i do jot walk alone, i have embraced every broken shattered, damaged, and torn piece of me with a huge smile on my face 10 toes down all day every day with not only an inner peace, but inner happiness as i have not only learned what it is to love and to actually be shown love as giving was never an issue, ive always loved making people happy and to give, and that ladies & gents... PRICELESS, Am I the only tormented soul listening to this with a wide ass grin on my face and iddly enough because i feel every lyric as its being sang but, no more tears, hey i see Ozzy is planning to tour again, i feel great amazing old school things are ahead. Let's show more love, give more help, teach if knowledge is necessary instead or talking abput someone and maling them feel like shit when theyve never been taught something. Aaron, love this beautiful song, you still know how to cut them. Yall get out there and be legendary. This coming from someone that used to detest mornings. 😊😊😊😊
Her name was Stephanie . She was 37 when a drunk driver took her from us.
It doesn't heal, you just learn to manage it.
doubt aaron will ever read what i’m writing… but hopefully someone who feels this exact way as i have , hears this!! it’s important to relate and express but i wish at the end … the very end of these beautiful songs… you’d give a glimpse of hope or recovery… i’m not a musician, but know that so many of us relate on such a deep level…. but do not want to stay there. need inspiration😮
I lost my forever 23 yr old son in a horrific accident he went all the way under a tractor trailer on mother's day week 2021. Then lost my autistic brother 11 months later in 2022. Then my dad who raised me 40 some yrs father's day week 6 weeks after my brother 2022. Then 6 weeks after that my sweet uncle. This song hit hard. I could hear my son singing this. I have a video on here of him singing Alice and chains Nutshell. He lived with me and his brother who was 13. Now 15. It is so devastating 😢 💔 I have major PTSD. No parent should ever see their child in the condition I did my son. I found out on FB 6 hrs after. State trooper went to ex step mom's house. Dad lives 4 hrs away. Nobody bothered to tell us. My mom found out on the news. It was heartbreaking day. Now I'm in a awful cycle. I have nightmares about 5 times a week. Sometimes sleep walking tryingto save him and some awful things very graphic. I have to be woke up. I'm relieved saying thank God I had the worst nightmare. Then my youngest has to explain it is true. And tell me what has happened the past almost 2.5 years. I forget it all. It is torture to live this over and over. I scream, cry, sometimes hit things I'm in denial. i say it isn't true. This can't be to much loss so quickly. But this is the sad reality of my life. I pray for a healing and a peace of mind,my youngest son deserves a mom that his brother had. A fun and happy mom. I try to fake it. But it's exhausting. I do my best for him. That is all I can do. Sending prayers for everyone struggling.
My heart breaks for you and I was weeping reading thinking if it was my son in your story, every parents biggest fear and worst nightmare. Lovely lost broken mother, please try to help your healing and gain strength by thinking what he would want for you now, he couldn't have known this was going to happen or prevented it any more than you could, my biggest fear after almost dying when my youngest was born (I have 3 boys) I had a two percent chance of surviving the pain was unimaginable and excruciating physically knew I was dying it was ending like this and I was helpless and the pain and heartbreak I felt knowing my death would utterly destroy my boys (toxic abusive family surrounds us on both parents sides but I had gotten us through and they need my guidance and love badly, this was in the middle of an awful custody battle for my oldest his dad didn't see him his whole life met him at 7 married a BDP women from a rich family and after she had a baby she came for my baby with a sociopathic lawyer to lie slander and abuse him and rip him away from us, and had succeeded and he was depending on me to find a way for him to be able to come back home) and that pain that what u are going through now is what they would suffer to extent, was an excruciating and horrific sadness and grief I'll never be able to fully express while the physical pain was the most unbearable sensation beyond my wildest dreams, by some miracle my surgeon was able to find my bleed and save my life against all odds. I've spent my time since (7 years, and yes my son is home with me again now finally after his step mother abused and isolated him for 5 years he's so damaged and lost and depressed but we've been healing) ive been teaching my kids about my wishes if I were to unexpectedly pass and putting tokens of wisdom comfort and inspiration for them over the years on fb page for them to look back on so even if I'm gone they can look back and find some answers to almost anything from the heart and remember me and my love for them, I can now say if I were on my death bed again and the same blinding pain and suffering of that moment, I'd endure with peace and acceptance and gratitude I got the opportunity to amend that and could die in peace knowing they know that if I go I gave them a path and I need them to thrive and know I'm in and by their side and always with me and I ask them to have joy for our bond and our life, and honor me by keeping that and keeping me alive instead of letting it break them and never mention my name and spiral into a nightmare like yours. I know our stories don't correlate directly and I can't imagine your suffering but what I'm trying to get to is.... I don't know if your son had any cognizance when his accident happened before he passed that this moment was def going to end his life then and there (like I did in the moment, two percent is a death sentence and may as well be zero I have no idea why it was me but im profoundly lucky is all I can fathom) I have a feeling worse than the physical pain worse than the knowledge of his own death and young age and all he'll miss, was probably the thought of YOU and how this would kill you and feeling horrible guilt and grief he was helpless in that moment to fix or stop HIS accident HIS death HIS inability to live was likely the hardest and worst part for him like it was for me. I saw my own Dad die of a horrible cancer that took him in 6 weeks and me and my 18 mo old baby (yup my oldest I talked about earlier) alone in this world with no one and just my own abusive BPD mother and I saw that look in his eyes knowing he couldn't protect me anymore and the peril I was up against I couldn't see yet, when I was dying I WAS HIM, it was happening again and I thought how sad it was for him too, but then I lived. Your son sadly didn't. BUT YOU DID. I guarantee your son would have died to protect you like mine would, and we would trade places with them in your situation in a heart beat, but it doesn't work that way and you still have a purpose and life that needs you dig deep find strength and keep living, living for him, living so he'd be able to be at peace and let go of his own grief if he could see you now, and be at peace and proud that HIS death didn't HAVE to be yours as well and picture THAT when it seems you can't take the suffering and will never recover. Maybe consider visualizing the dreams your having while awake in a kind of meditative way, picture the elements of the dream that haunt you, walk yourself through the dream in as much detail as you can, then take a moment and visualize TALKING TO YOUR SON IN THAT MOMENT, what you would say what you would say knowing he wouldn't want your suffering knowing no one could change this and make some peace picture the closure picture comforting him and lifting his pain and holding him close and giving him that feeling of safety and love and contentment that only a mother can give her son, consider how meaningful that would be to him, and how proud he'd be of you if you can come to terms with this eventually and live your life to fullest and include him by talking to him like hes there along the way. I did that with my dad and son (when his dad and step mom stole him corruptly and unethically bc they are rich and I can't afford a lawyer civil court doesn't care so it felt like an abrupt death tho he was living) in my alone times I'd talk to both about everything tell them how I feel and that I love them and keep them with me presently and actively in all I do, and that it gives me strength and keeps me going when I feel I can't take it anymore. I hope that was somewhat coherent, I have a difficult time expressing what I mean but I'll pray for and wish you healing and peace in due time.
I have PTSD too, I've learned to manage it, It'll always be lurking waiting to resurface but I know now what to do to get myself regulated and in a safe place and state of mind now so it doesn't run my or ruin my life anymore
A song that's helped me after the darkness cleared
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This song!! I had 3 brain aneurysms behind my eye in 2019. I was 37 years old. It caused some permanent damage to my eye but by my God's grace, I'm still here. About 22 days later, my kids were taken from me. They were 9, 13 & 15... They were my whole world. But i trusted my daughter's dad & new stepmom & that's where I made the mistake. They were plotting behind my back. I wasn't even allowed my due right to appear in court. They put a no contact order against me, like I was a danger to my sweet babies. I raised them completely alone for damn near 15 years. I've missed proms, graduations, first dates, & thousands of good night kisses & I love you moms & I need you moms... They can't ever replace all the time they have stolen from me. During this time I was in the middle of a divorce from my husband of 10 years & I lost 2 grandparents within a month from each other. I honestly didn't think I had anything left in me to give this cruel world...but knowing how bad it would hurt my babies, I stayed & battled through some of the hardest days that I think could be possible. I really learned how strong I truly am. I look normal but I'm really Superwoman! 😂 I do get to talk to my oldest 2 kids now, bc they are now 20 & 18. I asked my son the other day, if he thought that my youngest daughter would ever want to talk to me again after everything that's happened. He told me eventually Mom. I said do you really think so? He said You're our mom. We're always going to come back to you. Always. I love you.... I don't think I did such a bad job at being his mom. I'm just glad that he knows that. And if I hadn't stayed, I would have never heard those sweet words come out of my lil man's mouth... Aaron Lewis nailed everything I felt for years... Day after day of waking up, wishing I hadn't. Now I go to bed and pray that I get another day! 💯🙌🏻🙌🏻🥲
God bless you ❤
I had to lose it all to find a better life worth living ❤️
Amen 🙏 , Love the song,can relate to this song.
I feel u very deeply I have lost it all......All I have is myself now I want to give up everyday all I do is hope I die very soon I'm so tired of being alone I have been alone my hole life because nobody wants to stay long enough to see how I am I think God put me on earth to help everyone else and to make them happy AND ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED OUT OF LIFE IS SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR ME AND TO BE HAPPY BUT I CANT GET THAT
It will never be the same I lost my hubby 2021 my son jan.1 2013 and my daughter nov.1,2015 its just me and my youngest son he 35has family me stillstuck in the same way for 12 years i feel like i am drowning ❤❤❤but god bless everyone amen
Lost my husband. And reconnected with a boyfriend from 35 years ago. Both found out we were widowed. Our song was Starting over by Chris Stapleton. We moved to Tn bought land and a house. We were taking a break. He needed time to grieve his wife he was with me 4 months after he lost his wife. Then he found out he had stage 4 cancer that spread to his brain. He would not let me see him and could not talk. I never got to say goodbye, or give him one last hug and kiss goodbye. I lost the only 2 men I ever loved within 5 years. I am only 60. I don’t know if I can love anyone like I loved the 2 special men I was pleased to share my life with
I lost my son three years ago this July I literally have lost it all I miss you so much hunni I can’t wait to see you again one day save me a spot this is literally hell my heart breaks every day