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Lost 2 of my Dear friends last yr and I’m broken inside and out. I PRAY THAT GOD TAKES ME THIS SUNDAY ON MY BIRTHDAY. Cause either way I’m done. So mama plz 4 give me

the saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory

I have my leg my kids all my grand parents my left leg my home my faith everything

I did lose it all

Im never ever going to be the same. I really hate life ppl. When i married david in 2009 he didn't tell me who he was. We had a family and everything and im the one who got fucked 8n life.

I hate life so damn much I lost everything this is coming from Amy williams. This song is awesome

Best song I’ve ever heard !!!

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Every time I do i start crying , because there's a memory of my family in every long I hear. Don't know what to do ??? Lost n confused.

Somewhere in my darkness ,shines a little light! The pain of losing my pops,ma,wife n brothers all in 7 months is there still but I'm trying still . But haven't picked up my sticks or picks yet.

I took have lost it all...🙏

If I die . Straight to hell

My children

I'm sorry u had to go through this. I am now too. I helped him get through addictions and he never wanted to open up. He let drugs and alcohol take him over and made him self the victim when he cheated while my dad died and he felt so bad he left me less than 12 hours and I was sooo angry he tried to have sex with me after all that but I was so upset and numb and was hoping for once it last for more than 10 seconds and I could just for a little bit not be heartbroken but nope it was the same in and out hahaha then asked him to slow dance and could feel something was off then without ever any warning he wanted me to go live in the same house my mom couldn't even walk in. Not even enough love or respect for me even as his one and only miracle childs mom that was so damaging it took away my future because my body never healed but I forgave him and waited for him to get clean and finally he did and we were happy 3 weeks of pure love happiness and bliss not even one argument about something small. Completely sober and free. Then I found out he had been calling chat lines and having phone sex! Him!! WTF!!!!! 23 years and 99% of the time I was left unsatisfied and 15 years of being stuck in a house so to my health and before that I worked 2 and 3 jobs even while living with parents. I loved being a leader and making $ and being independent. That all got took and I believed in him and did whatever he asked. Steven bragged when everyone else was scared at his work to go home to their women at 2 am on Valentine's Day cuz they were all mad cuz they worked. I knew he had too and he was doing what he needed. So at 2am dressed in Victorias Secret and candles all over the house and in his way home I made him prime rib , back potato with everything of course.. salad, and garlic bread and multiple desserts and he was bragging and no one believed him so he took pictures of it. That's what we had for 20 years. Then he lost his job and his Gmal died and mon took off. I was there through it all and he drank more morning to night and I asked over n over r u happy? Do u need2 drink cuz of me. His answer always was. "No baby, you are my Best friend and soulmate and the only reason I work so hard,the only reason I fight and want to live. I couldn't live without you. Please baby don't ever give up on me " You're all I want and need and I can't live without you. I swear it's not you. You are the only person I have and I promise I will get out of this and be the man I use to be and marry you and make you happy, just please please don't give up on me. I know I'm lucky to have you. Please don't give up on me. I know we have something so special that most people will never have and I can't loose you baby. . This was his answer word for word every time. So I believed him. Then I had to worry every day that he's wreck and hurt someone or his self and he'd loose everything and I told him I'd still be by your side but baby u will go to jail if driving people around safely is what they r paying for and u drink and on drugs and it will be bad. I couldn't eat or sleep all I did was worry.. I guess that made me the bad guy begging him to get help and tried and tried so hard. Didn't matter. Then I stayed with my mom off and on for a few months to help her when she was finally made to go back to her house but wasn't ready. But I wanted to be there for all the firsts. I begged him to be there too but he wanted to stay at home alone with the dog. Ya ok. Needed to work more so when I came home he could take a few days off to hang out w me but instead he just said f it and barely worked a day or two a week. Had his Gmal me and my mom paying 90% of the billls for months so he could stay drunk and high and have phone sex in our home. Even when my mom almost died in front of me and our son AND we had 4 guys stalking us. Still couldn't be there. 🤦 I knew it was alcohol and drugs and we had been 100% sober and doing great when I found this out and he swore in mine and our miracle baby life he didn't and proof was in his hidden phone he said he. Needed to Uber. Never knew ya needed 2 / 3 phones. Anyways, that night I found out was his bday and like always I was only one there and MY mom rook us out and he ended up breaking his foot. I just started trusting him again and bam that night his hidden phone kept going off and I found it. . I stayed and we cried for days to weeks .. I stayed and helped 3 months. No one else showed up to help no one else was there during his 6 hour surgery but me and my mom. After those 3 and half months we were doing AlOT better. Got into 1 argument made-up for 3 days andi was going to come home that Wednesday morning because Tuesday my mom and son and I went out to have a fun day. He knew this had been planned and he wasn't walking well enough to go. I missed him all day even cried. He blew my phone up wondering where I was. He knew. He was just wondering if I knew he had been on chat line again. I didn't know so instead of feeling guilty and happy I didn't know. He spent all night and next morning before he picked me up in there. This sound like love?????? He begged me to stay andprove he loves me and still hasn't .. I made videos and songs and poems the whole time and he never acknowledged any of them .. still don't. And says he can't when he knows it hurts me so much and just needs me to trust him and be happy. Can't talk can't cry can't get help just be happy. Ya right. Why United always say they want a good girl thats loyal and honest and can hang w the boys but not so much to where they look like or act like one and be a lady in streets and freak in sheets,yet when they get that girl she's still not enough. . All I ever wanted was to have a happy marriage and family. I don't have either. No matter how much I beg and cry. I guess it's too much to ask for. For a guy to say what he means and be e faithful enough to not need porn and want to cheat. 23 years!! 22 amazing with a handful of arguments only 1 or 2 somewhat bad never doubted my love but he had 1 bad year well we did and I stood by him tho he threw me away and used me and when I needed him the most he choice anyone but me. I Changed everything a out me a d always kept the motto what u won't do another girl would. Guess that never mattered. Once my brother told me that works both ways but there's no guy out there like that. I know that. Fall in love because he was kind patient didn't yell now I guess well that's my fault when he finally told me it was and then I was a reason he was drinking and I said what about all the times you told me otherwise he said what else was I supposed to say.. wow 😮😮😮 I was only one there only one that believed in u stood by you,took up for u, helped get through anything. Made the world fade with cuddles and kisses but not enough. Begging crying fighting for someone who threw me away like trash over n over begged me to stay to prove it all for nothing just to lie and delete and make me feel like I cant talk or be me or be happy or sad just be here. . just a pillow or a dog. Lay down watch tv and shut up. I love him with all I have but he will never love me the same . Cant even look at me. I guess I'm just that disgusting. 😢 Forever broken!! 💔 I give up on love and life!

4 years ago I lost my true love I know Gary would want me to be strong and Gary is waiting for me

My wife of 13 years cheated and left when I found out. Left me and our 3 children.

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Rip the only one that truly knew me 9-5-24 Love u forever

I lost my mom at very young age, and i grew up way to fast then lost a few very good good friends along the way then lost a son my sister then had my first biological kid and she was straight ripped from me and now i basically have nothing Nothing at all to live for! I find myself fighting these battles in my mind and i have these Voices in my head telling me to just do it but all i can think about is my beautiful little girl she is the one keeping me alive and she is the one keeping me going. Weather im going in the good direction or bad direction she will always be my light savor my best friend my everything. Daddy loves you babygirl i know you will see this one day and just know i love you

I just found out that my dad passed away

I lost it all 23 years to the love of my life I will forever cherish and love you more than anything in this world

When your whole life you wanted to be a Mom…. And have one in Heaven… and recently needed an emergency hysterectomy…. 💔😭💔😭💔😭💔😭💔😭

I came across this song today and I felt it in my soul.

I wanna take my life away and feel the peace of how you did me how you do me and how I’ll always let it happened for life

I lost my kids and my wife I truly did lose everything I loved and now I'm lost

I lost my whole family members 😭 I'm alone here 😭 on earth blessed to be alive Amen 🙏

This is .mikeparkerjr. and I lost I t all this year. Everything I ever held dearly. In my heart and soul . Then then they take my mom . The only thing left Is the sadness and the pain.. love you mom and dad

Yep

I want this played at my funeral

Lost it all ! That’s all there is left to say 😞

Wish my best friend would learn before losing his life. I personally know the road isn't far from easy. I stayed as long as I could. I have left or given up. I just had to realize no matter what I say, do, amount of love and understanding, tough love I give it's his choice. It hurts me each and every day. I'm broken from it. It hurts knowing.

What hurts the most is watching the love of your life, your wife, the mother of your children. Walk away and having to lie about where mommy went and when we gonna see mommy again. But after all the hurt she put me through I’m still a fucking fool for her.

Since 2017 I lost Both My Grandmothers. I lost my 1/2 grandfathers. I lost my uncle. I lost my Dad and I lost my cat of 15 years. Lost one of my child hood best friends. It’s never ending

thossong explains my pain since both my paremts death i have no family left 😢

💯❤️ Your not alone !

Im speechless this hits me hard.

When you left i lost my world, heart and soul but it did kill me

Give everything you have been are and will be to God. It will all work out in the end.

I've lost it all literally.I lost myself including

I lost my wife of 3 years every day i miss her so much but i know it will see her again and lost my mom also . The pain i feel every day will never go away .

I lost my son six years ago then my husband three years ago and it's a struggle everyday.

I lost my boyfriend in march 5 months later I lost my dad. Time don’t get easier. Rip

My Grandma Elizabeth just passed away 2 days ago I was devastated when I found out.

#travisparamore #joeyharvey

I lost my dad in 2011 and my mom passed away in 2021 and I lost it all and I can't wait until I can see both of my parents again cause they are in heaven with the Lord Jesus Christ and God Bless ya"ll and I was a over the road truck driver since 1971 and I lost my brother in 1979 so we have a lot of friends and family members and I hope that they are in heaven and the reason why I'm a loner except my brothers that I rode with a motorcycle club in Nashville Tennessee and I had been lied to the other side of the house with a woman standing on his chest and I was good at that time she was just a bit confused about my friends that I had no clue about who was going to so fuck it quite like a man could ever do anything for me

I lost it alll. The worst part is the woman i love more than my life itself will never look at me again the way she did at least a dozen times a day to which gave me goosebumps of pure happiness. I believe i survived death, accidents, and a lifetime of challenges to have 2 beautiful children, and to find her. I dont think i have ever felt so loved, protected, understood, and wanted. Im tired now and feel i have completed thos journey.. to be on this journey without her will completely destroy me. I had want i wanted all my life.. i cannot be a burden any longer to a woman that has a chance many people dream of at our age. I know she loves me but i feel like they say if you love someone this much let them go if you cannot repair the wrongs. On my life i did not do what is happening to us. Whomever has created these obstacles...know you didn't just take my happiness, but my life as well. Please forgive me as i am just so tired of loss and fighting to survive.she really is the most beautiful, interesting,, intelligent woman i have ever met. Thank you for a lifetime of beautiful memories. Forever and always hers. Me

I lost my whole family ,the pain is emense but I am still here by the grace of God .

I'm crying cause this reminds me of my ex ... I didnt want to say goodbye to him .. 😢❤

Can't wait to go HOME. 44 years of hell is more than enough.