Confronting My Demon
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- Опубліковано 8 лют 2025
- Hi everyone, it's just me: Solomon Chau. This is a story about me confronting my most inner darkest thoughts, the realization that we're just a bunch of numbers and no one really cares about our experiences except ourselves. What's missing in my life the most in possibly sentimental value. I appreciate the moments I have that are meaningful that I learn something, that I grasp a concept, that I have an "aha" moment.
In any event, this is the real deal now that I'm turning 40 years of age. People expect me to be an adult, not a man child anymore.
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You are worth it Solomon! Your Goated and sharing your insight and opinions are valuable and reach alot of people any many of us feel the same way! Keep being you!
4 days into the new year and I just can't be bothered.
Happy new year Solomon.
just keep grinding. one must imagine Sisyphus happy
Yes, Mr NoPrivateProperty :saluting_face:
Love the Lord, develop discipline, stay fit, learn to love your own company..when you are truly happy with yourself and live a disciplined life, woman will see it in your eyes that you don't need them. That's when they are drawn to you. ✌️♥️💯👊💪
Idk if this is true. 11 years ago I asked God to help me be alone. I've been celebate 11yrs, no one talks to me, or looks at me. I feel like a ghost. All my friends are gone. I'm so alone, the kind of solitude I could have never imagined. I was a social bee, clubber, frequent dater until i asked God for solitude and quiet. Be ready for what you wish for. Solidarity does not necessarily attract more to you.
Can you explain (9:43) why you would think someone would want to sue you? I'm so confused by that. As a tiny UA-camr, I wonder..is there something idk about monetization on YT...?
Hello.
What you are feeling/experiencing isn't uncommon. In fact...EVERYBODY feels it. Our society is pretty fucked up, right now. We place value on all the wrong things.
But most people don't express it as honestfully and directly as you do here (really well done, btw). Either they aren't consciously aware of the turmoil, or they are faking happiness/normality/stability. To themselves and everyone around them.
I think you've already cleared the biggest hurdles toward being truly conscious/healthy: you've recognized the dysfunction.
Keep opening your eyes and your heart and your mind. It's gonna be painful sometimes...but, you already know that.
On the other side of it, you're gonna figure out what makes you truly happy/fulfilled. It's obviously not $$$ (again, you've already figured that out).
Myself? I think it's about connection. To other people. To nature. to the universe. I think we are all connected: the illusion that we are seperate/alone is what makes life for many so empty/unhappy/unfulfilling.
But, that's me. You're a good person: you will find your own way.
Peace to you
Money is your God.
That's why you can't stop complaining.
Praise Jesus.
Time to wake up Sol.
Thank you. Dude worships it. It is his god. And it contols him.
It's ALL an illusion