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GOODLIFE. - Ігри
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I have received so many sad messages and while life is so hard I'm sorry you have to go though it, but there is always worse to come life will give you a reason to be really sad one day for now we just become the best version of you to when that happens your ready.
I have posted a new video I am trying to make people smile as this video has made so many of you sad, go check it out if you have 5 mins
why?
@@bhavyaytgaming9964 to many sad messages mate I get 10 people a week message me saying they want to die or they want to end it it’s a bit much for me
Thank you for the upload my friend. I also had to cry while listening to his song quite often. I could let go of my emotions and get off that pain from my chest.
We all thank you so much. Everybody out there stay safe and god bless your souls. Love out into the world from germany
Please, do not do that!
I take my grief and thrive with it. Only up from where I’m at and where ever I’m at. I’m only gonna keep going up I can’t look back. Not doing the best but I will never be a bum again. I work my ass off everyday for my daughter and for myself honestly. as long as my baby is fed and taken care of and I am a hard worker making this all happen then I am happy myself. I don’t need much to satisfy myself. I just need peace of mind and stability
I don't remember when,
I don't remember where,
But it started.
So quietly, so subtly, that,
I didn't even notice.
It became so obvious.
Life doesn't hurt as much, bother me as much.
It started and still going,
the slow pace of my growing.
No longer obsessed,
no longer stressed.
It's not numbness.
I've found myself in peace and steadiness. - Growth
It's my first ever poem, had the urge to write it while listening to this. Absolutely beautiful!
Lovely x
@@Harrison.brock1 🙏🙏
It has potential...go over it a few more times, write a few version of it.
It great and I like it. Thank you for sharing. Continue writing poetry, it’s cathartic, even if no one ever reads it do it for yourself. I do it too.
@@jayman9168 appreciate u 🙏
Time doesn't heal anything, it just teaches you to live with the pain.
Went through a confusing thing that completely broke my heart, youre honestly right, its sad, but Im in my mid to late twenties and I never knew how I could ever get someone to feel the same as I do for them, in the end, I cant force someone to love me, but simply let go and let them be happy. it's heartbreaking, but there were times I caught myself, trying to console myself saying, "I'm used to this" or "better me than someone else" Once in a while it hurts when I catch myself thinking that, but in the end.... Thats life.
Time and pain are in the same boat as joy, conception, and death they all collectively make this thing called life. because without time there would be total stagnancy, without pain there wouldn’t be joy, and without joy there wouldn’t be pain, and death is the end where conception is the beginning. These things are natural parts of life. Embrace them instead of deal with them.
@@pengumehbruh3098 u r fucking true ❤
@@pengumehbruh3098Bring it up to God. He'll heal your pain and suffering, as he did for me.
And pain is what makes you a man.
There is an ending eventually so make what you do with time good because one day you wont be able to 😞
Very sad and true
So good bye to save you the trouble
@@thoelalger2244 this is not the answer
@@Harrison.brock1 and what might that be
@@thoelalger2244 The answer lies within your heart.
The beauty of creation
Poetry in incarnation
Imagery of suffering
Captured energy of the being
The dawn of lovers
The dusk of fathers
The light of the heavens
Forever piercing through the earth
The hope in faith
Defying the slope of death
Denying the rope that stretches
To rupture unlimited potentials
You who lives
You who strives
You who clings
You who dives
You who dreams
You who dies
You who screams
You who cries
You who crawls
In truth, You are All
You are Everything
Heaven and Hell,
Evenly dwelled.
- Me
❤❤just amazing
@@Ghost11379 thanks ! ♥
Wow beautiful bro 🥀
Honestly, this was the first poem to make me feel enlightened in some sort of way
Surprising how I find some of the most talented people I’ve ever seen, on a random videos of all places
Your amazing man 😮👍
Only way to Heaven is hard. That is to follow Jesus Christ.
I've attended funeral of a brother
I've attended funeral of my father
I've attended funeral of my girlfriend my love
Every second of my life is a torture
Yet I want to live
To remember them
To remember her, remember us ❤️😢
Damn bro 😥
You are a strong man brother , Remember all of this pain is nothing but a trial from god to see how strong you are , So Go On And dont fail him, And Maybe in Heaven You will see these people again one day.
Im sorry to hear that , i hope you can still continue to live with the urge to BE Alive, may God Confort your soul in darker times
So sorry man, may God comfort you. Better times will come..
Life without pain is a bleak one, because without thus pain you wont be able to truly appreciate what you had, what you have and what the future will give you. Life can be difficult and all these things can break someone and you will feel like giving up but dont, dont give up for them. Live your life for them.
This is so special, whilst listen to this I felt so inspired, like nostalgic and goosebumbs on a nother level, like it ticked the back part of my brain, I've been feeling bit depressed lately and this precious edit just kinda lifted me, thank you so much, I dunna how long it will last but the feelings while listening to this hits differently like no other song
thank you so much
This is like a trailer for our life.
This vid should be available for the babies in their mom's womb right now
Listening to this as I’m moving out of this apartment letting my divorce hit me in waves and the rain washes down my car.. man I’m tired. I’m tired of everything but should be grateful for the good times and remembering my growth in the bad times.. what is of me.. what is of this life.. what is my journey ahead..
thank you for making this. Videos like this effect our mind so much, makes us question life. I love it, please make more of these.
Just show love and respect to everyone..the world would be a better place
do you know the definition of insanity?
@@Polymerata Insanity is doing exact same thing over and over again and expect shit to change
yeah easier said then done. Show too much respect and love to the wrong people and theyll get you f*cked up fr. Humans generally arent very nice
humans are complicated for a reason
I try and it does nothing absolutely noting
This hits me on a different level of nostalgia with those scenes. It shows me how I can relate with it in real life and having watched those movies and scenes gives a bigger impact. Full of emotion, happiness, sadness. Tragic and very beautiful.
I edited each bit day by day on how I felt that day or those few days 🤝
This is such a masterpice thank you so much im from Europe, i dont know where your from but i feel ever single scene, please keep this up your clearly talentet in triggering emotions
@@pascalrange8148 London sir 🙂
I struggle with depression i usually come to these videos to ease my mind when I'm crying
well im trying to make people smile more check out my other videos
You got this bro. Read the Sermon on The Mount. Christ has got your back. Embrace Him. Ave Christus Rex.
womp womp!
@@Bc-qr2gc sometimes even tears can't express that much pain, much as a smile can
This is so incredibly beautiful, it pulls on the heart strings like a musician, mesmerizing!!!
You've Captured the Dualistic Love/Terror of life as a Human ❤❤❤!!! This is Art!!
your words are very kind thank you
One of the best and most underrated songs I've ever listened to. It's so damn good, and even though this came out months ago, I'm glad that through this edit you're exposing people to this genuine masterpiece of a song. Thank you.
Yeah, one of the most underrated song, it brings so much emotions😢
"Throughout my life I have already died on a couple of occasions, those versions of me that seem irretrievable die, I have lost some fragments along the way that make me feel incomplete and there are people from the past who took a part of me who they never returned to me. Experiences make you more cautious, you build certain sentimental barriers to protect yourself and you begin to listen more to the voice of intuition. I believe that all of us, without exception, suffer an event that marks us, something happens to all of us that it changes, and although we continue to inhabit the same body, one day we will wake up a totally different person" -Francisco J. Źarate
there is no light without dark
no happiness without pain
no laughter without tears
and thats what makes life magical
btw can anyone write the films/series in this video
Breaking bad, interstellar, peaky blinders
this hited so hard to the point that i simply started crying, modern may indeed bring alot of new challanges and its trying to rotten alot of the good in life but there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel
A master piece. Very emotional, yet powerful. Rollercoaster of emotions ✨
I am lost in our rainbow
Now our rainbow has gone
Overcast by your shadow
As our worlds move on
In this shirt, I can be you
To be near you for a while
In this shirt, I can be you
To be near you for a while
There's a crane
Knocking down
All those things
That we were
I awake
In the night to hear the engines purr
There's a pain
It does ripple
Through my frame, makes me lame
There's a thorn in my side
It's the shame, it's the pride
Of you and me
Ever changing
Moving on now
Moving fast
And his touch
Must be wanted
Must become
Through your ask
But I need Jake to tell you
That I love you
It never rests
And I've bled every day now
For a year
For a year
I did send you a note
On the wind for to read
Our names there together
Must have fallen like a seed
To the depths of the soil
Buried deep in the ground
On the wind, I could hear you
Call my name, held the sounds
I am lost
I am lost, in our rainbow
Now our rainbow has gone
I am lost, in our rainbow
Now our rainbow has gone
I am lost
I am lost
I am lost
I am lost
I am lost
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best feelings, best scanes, best actorst&es, best memories is MASTERPIESE with this music
i cant even describe how bad this touched my heart and how it pulled out my tears , you're on another level man , thank you for making this
👍🏻
Life is painful, it is full of sorrow, it is cruel and I've been living this kind of life for years. I always tell myself that I'm going to get used to this heart wrenching pain and I'm still waiting for this time to come. On the other side of life, the one that I haven't experience but know exist, there is beauty, happiness, trust, warmth and peace. I just wake up everyday, pray for my family, do what needs to be done, help people the most I can and hope that one day I will be able to see the other side of life. You too, I hope you can see it, I wish you courage because you will need it everyday of your life.
Respect ❤️
Wow❤
Thats one of the most beatiful quote about life ive ever read ❤
@@johncops5184 It's from the heart my friend.
You are receiving already my friend...it's the journey that sharpens iron and strengthens hearts ❤
This is that type of song, which makes you remember past, good and warm memories, remember your childhood,mother's love and father's manly hand, maybe your dog or cat or whatever you had. Just think about moments in your life, which hits different. Your first kiss, first cigarette, first sleepover with friends, first earned money, first met with person, who changed your life FOREVER, with whom you are completely different person.
INCREDIBLE
По кожам мурашки ходит каждый раз слушаю
@@Maykl11 согласен, реально даже выворачивает, но с хорошой стороны,слезы радости текут что-ли
Bro can you help me 😢💔
@@zockedit2666 wish I could bro, what's going on?
@@NoFearNoDeath bro i love my best friend but i can't tell her that i love him we study in same class but i can't talk a single word to him thats really hurts i think she also loves me but she don't say anything to me what i shall do now 😓😢
Damn time fly so fast when you realize you getting older and you starting forget about what has been you through
This one time I was playing no mans sky, and as i was drifting through the vast eternity of space, this masterpiece came on, and I had to stop what I was doing, put everything down, turn my volume all the way up, and just be grateful for all the beauty in the universe.
“If you can’t fly then run, if you can’t run then walk, if you can’t walk then crawl but whatever you do you have to keep moving”
~ Martin Luther king
the most touching video man this video hit me harder then any word can explain earned yourself a sub
He just showed whole point of life 😢
This makes me think of pain an disappointment I’m going through with family
interstellar is literally the best movie of all time to me, i don't know why.
maybe the soundtrack, the acting, the visuals, the story, the immersion, the will.
I agree my friend.
This is a great edit and a great video. Whoever did this, well done !
The edits on this are amazing
As a dude filled with issues, many bullies at school hurting me that I didnt mind unless it is too far. I dont fight back because its bad. Then promising to a girl that I loved that I will never ever leave her or regret being with her even tho she is starting to treat me like trash, I didnt mine. I didnt mind even tho she use me. I didnt regret being with these people because its part of God's plan. I wish to make an whole essay about my story but this is it, well, for now. You cant find someone equal your pain but His pain is greater than yours
The game is over when the king falls not when a pawn takes his Queen
@@Harrison.brock1 not just because that I dont have the queen but also I dont have any pieces left
@@Emoism609 stop being so depressing Jesus man your alive 🤣🤣just think about that your gunna tell your son the reason u can’t go on holiday this year is cus you was crying over some 6/10 girl when u was younger
@@Harrison.brock1 nah man.. Am getting bullied.. thats more worse..
@@Emoism609 message me on insta imma show you @overlyfast
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w mans.
this is insane
@@itzhaydes3161 q
what do u expect when ur imagination merging every emotions
tho i expected iron man's part in it
I cant seem to find your ig handle kindly leave a link in the description
that was amazing bro, the waves that really touched heart ...
hey bro thanks for watching can you go like and comment on my other videos, I am trying to make UA-cam a full time job
Pain make me realize I need god to go through all this, not only that everything you do we always need someone to build something.
Genius edit, deserves 10M minimum
I think we might hit 10k 🤣🤣
Love yourself before hurting others bc we’re all fighting our own battles last thing we can do is respect each other and never wrong the ones you love
Aveces ya no quedan ganas, aveces ya no queda nadie, aveces ya lo diste todo, pero siempre estás tu ahí y depronto en tan poco diste tanto y aunque nadie admire lo que has hecho lo has hecho muy bien y vale la pena seguir por ti hasta el final. 😢😢
"We didn't realise we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun."
THIS SONG'S LYRICS DESCRIBE MY LIFE.
Same
Essa musica me faz refletir sobre esse mundo em geral, de toda criação de Deus. "O quão o coração do homem pode chegar em fazer o mal o proximo". Gerações se passam e tudo só pioram !!!
She’s not the one to judge
She’s not the one to forgive
Your the one to live
And peruse your dreams till failure
Because some day you wont be alive
So make the best out of your life and succeed
Read the comments and wanted to write something, listening to this every night trying to forget her and what she has done but it seems impossible 😢
Game is over when the king falls not when the queen is taken by a pawn
Today I realize that without ambition you have nothing, there is no point in living in a lie that you created yourself, either you improve and succeed, or you continue living in your illusion of a perfect world, or you become the King or nothing
love this bro ❤
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How can our lives improve
Do not yield, do not forget, and stay strong both in mentality and physicality. Make the most of our gift and make your echoes known infinitely in our ever expanding universe. Time, Joy, Pain, and Death are natural parts of life. Embrace Them.
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Its crazy, im amazed by how many beautiful souls there are in this comment section😅☝️💯
Im almost done, almost. I need to be still patient, just only few weeks and i will come back to the home like a boss. And show to everyone that im stronger than before.
Why stress if theres a ending
This is beautiful
This is the way
@@Primal_K this is the way
@@Primal_Kthis is the way
I want to enjoy life. I never have thus far. I hate regular jobs, they take all the joy out of living. There's more to life and I'm going to discover it while I still have my health. 💜
IT DIRECTLY BOOTS INTO TO THE MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS AND SO MANY THINGS TO SAY BUT CANT
NOTHING IS COMPARABLE WITH THIS
People have said that ''time/everything passes'', but time is just a black hole that buries you. nothing will pass and it will stay in our minds. only if we know this, life will go on, if we don't know, we will wear out in the same suffering.
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Life is a chance, a chance to appreciate what we have. And to see, those around who love and who are hateful. And to remember time it’s self is a gift we can not turn back. But we can always look back at the memory’s we made, while living and having fun. Just remember to live life to its fullest.
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To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, draw closer, to find each other and to feel. That is the meaning of life.
thanks bro, you made my day , the perfect edit.
pleaSE check out my other vidoes
need a longer version, this is great.
hey bro thanks for watching can you go like and comment on my other videos, I am trying to make UA-cam a full time job
You realize that all your life you have been coasting along as if you were in a dream. Suddenly, facing the trials of the last few days, you have come alive.
You realize that you are catching on to the secret of success. It's just a matter of concentration.
You've done things the hard way. But without taking risks, taking responsibility for failure... how could you have understood?
Everything you do is just a bit easier, more instinctive, more satisfying. It is as though you had suddenly developed keen senses and instincts.
You've learned a lot about the world... and about yourself. It's hard to believe how ignorant you were, but now you have so much more to learn.
You resolve to continue pushing yourself. Perhaps there's more to you than you thought.
The secret does seem to be hard work, yes, but it's also a kind of blind passion, an inspiration.
So that's how it works. You plod along, putting one foot before the other, look up, and suddenly, there you are. Right where you wanted to be all along.
You woke today with a new sense of purpose. You're no longer afraid of failure. Failure is just an opportunity to learn something new.
Being smart doesn't hurt. And a little luck now and then is nice. But the key is patience and hard work.
You can't believe how easy it is. You just have to go... a little crazy. And then, suddenly, it all makes sense, and everything you do turns to gold.
It's the most amazing thing. Yesterday it was hard, and today it is easy. Just a good night's sleep, and yesterday's mysteries are today's masteries.
Today you wake up, full of energy and ideas, and you know, somehow, that overnight everything has changed. What a difference a day makes.
Now you just stay at your peak as long as you can. There's no one stronger than you, but there's always someone younger... a new challenger.
You've been trying too hard, thinking too much. Relax. Trust your instincts. Just be yourself. Do the little things, and the big things take care of themselves.
Life isn't over. You can still get smarter, or cleverer, or more experienced, or meaner... but your body and soul just aren't going to get any younger.
With the life you've been living, the punishment your body has taken... there are limits, and maybe you've reached them. Is this what it's like to grow old?
You're really good. Maybe the best. And that's why it's so hard to get better. But you just keep trying, because that's the way you are.
By superhuman effort, you can avoid slipping backwards for a while. But one day, you'll lose a step, or drop a beat, or miss a detail... and you'll be gone forever.
The results of hard work and dedication always look like luck. But you know you've earned every ounce of your success.
thank you dude for the amazing edit
Everyday Im watching minimum 4 times .Its amazing moments of wonderful scenes..İts shot my heart and brain...💙💛
it became my favorite video from the first viewing. Now i can't stop watching it
Riiight
hey bro thanks for watching can you go like and comment on my other videos, I am trying to make UA-cam a full time job
@@Harrison.brock1 i hope you achieve ur goals bro 🤜🏽❤️
Never call yourself failure if you keep fight everyday n try improve even though you keep fail today, Failure for people who quit today and never take risk of tomorrow.
This define my life, my history, my favorites things🪐
idkw this just help me realize thing mostly the first part about vid games
keep up with the good work
aşık olmadım aldatılmadım ailem tarafından şiddete uğramadım annem den hiç hakaret duymadım aç kalmadım butun isteklerim yerine getirildi ama ben hala çoook mutsuzum hiç kimseyi sevemiyorum icinde kaldığım bedeni bile ...
Vídeo incrível 🤩 Parabéns 👏👏❤
thank you glad u liked it if you could do be a massive help and like and comment on my other videos im really trying to build it its now my full time job
@@Harrison.brock1 🥰🙏🙏🙏💪
trust me people, one day I will become the best boxer/volleyball player since I train both, I will become someone my parents can be PROUD of, Alexander, remember that name.
Good luck man, as long as your true to yourself, someone will be there to cheer you on.
muy buen edit!!
Beautiful video
And my time is almost up
I am glad I have seen this video before I'm gone
can i ask why ?
@@jbjkmbmhm because life doesn't mean anything to me
@@scpf4932you’ve got such a long time to figure out your place and purpose. The world is such a big and forever changing place. A beautiful thing about it is if you don’t find purpose there’s thousands of places you can move to and try there. Never give up.
@@grahams1393 that you need money for
@@grahams1393 i don't have that kind of money
Besides life doesn't offer anything interesting
If you are somehow feeling disheartened that you are somehow not enough, set your heart ablaze dry your eyes and look ahead. The flow of time waits for no one it won't simply wait as you grive. Kyojuro rengoku
No man can live without going through pain. If they somehow do they are un lucky. You have to live through stuff to get where you want to go. You lose the people you love, you say goodbye, you are alone, so many things happen that in the end you are left with nobody but you. That is what makes a better you. When you make a better you, then you become successful stronger able to go through pain then get back up again and again and again, you know why… because you have been through enough pain in your life that you can handle more of it. Love life to the fullest and I wish everyone the best of luck.
this is a fu**ing masterpiece
thank you glad u liked it if you could do be a massive help and like and comment on my other videos im really trying to build it its now my full time job
"Did i broke your heart?"
- Its already "broken"
i probably watched 500 of these in the last week...this one is the best
This was so beautiful. 🌻
Me he comprometido en cambiar mi fisico, juro q lo hare, he escuchado criticas sobre mi cuerpo pero prometo q callare bocas🤞👤
Remember about dieth
You are a rainbow and i am blind but through my heart i can see the light youre spreading and i needed that light to escape from the darkness that has been covering me for a loong time idk i need to cry or scream
I almost can't listen to this song, it reminds me of a deep and terrible grief that I've only felt once before and that I can barely face.
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Life is hard and painful i really got hurt too much but remember be with god guys im a Muslim and i respect my Christian brothers and sisters and none Christian too god bless u all 🇪🇬🖤 and thanks for the video and the great edit fam.
Inshallah we will win
Brother Im Christian and my best person actually in this world is Muslim... world is getting crazy, we need be strong and having faith.
@@sabyrhardtry4886is not a competition my friend ;)
@leonardos.carvalho353 yes can love muslim but at end isa will persecute Christians and fight Jesus christ of Bible
@@leonardos.carvalho353
I have Christian friends and I respect them not my best friends but I respect them tho hope you guys be save always
the more you let go, the higher you rise
"The internet and technology created an idea of infinity, and the reason why life is beautifull it's because is fundamentally limited"
I hope everyone seeing this message has a great year of success I hope you win all your battles I hope you find peace joy enjoy family friends and most importantly the time we have on this earth with our loved ones 🙏
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. putting your faith in Jesus Christ today is all you need to do and he will finish the rest
Amen ❤
Dedico esta música a todos os meus amigos que conheci no Brasil.❤
beleza mane
Epic edit my friend 👍🏻
There are time in life which we are depressed hopeless broked up. I am one who going through that phase. I know it is difficult to overcome . But i want to come back
just like this text so ik im not the only one in pain
we are all in pain...
best Edit bro😍
thank you bro yours are amazing!!!
It's a beautiful song I've ever heard it makes me cried hard for all the sufferings we had in our life its a beautiful song 🥀
I pray and hope that everything will be better
Love this harrison good job x
best comment x
This song is what you will listen to watching life pass by your eyes until you finally die.
don't be so sad your Alive
This year has been painful for me. First, our house was destroyed and people died next to me. Then my girlfriend cheated on me. Now I lost my father. I'm in a pitiful situation
Mücadeleyi bırakma abi.
I loved her
She said she loved me
I gave her everything that I had to give
Heart
Soul
Everything
The baby isn’t mine
I’ve lost so much in life
This hurts the most
So now I retreat
I retreat into my darkness
Never to love or trust again
I retreat.
Best video ever 😍
it took me bloody days so im happy to hear this
"the reason why life is beautiful is because its fundamentally limited"
A man who cries is not weak
but using the strength of emotion he was given
to be, one with humanity
to be one with society is what most fear
emotions are weak
fear is fear
for whoever may say it is a weakness
the world has just fallen to
nothing more
nothing less
than undoubtedly deep dark eternity
In peace, we are what we want
minds may just be lost
but to me, I'm not
-me
(anyone who wants to use it as a school thing I've had someone ask before so go ahead you can use it as your own, its not that good tho😭😭)
This is perfection
Weird story, I went to work away on an island in the middle off the sea taking a step into the unknown to get away from all life’s drama, I was appointed shepherd looked after 300 sheep on this island, there was 3 full time members of staff including me, we had students to help with lambing, i remember being introduced to this girl from Finland, thinking nothing about it, as time went on we were like two peas in a pod, we worked like clock work, Iv never felt a connection like I did with her, we got on so well she understood me and I understood her it was so weird we enjoyed each other so much, she was there for 6 weeks and she helped me everyday, we would sit and enjoy a beer on Fridays a few off us, Iv never felt a connection like it, sad thing was she left after that 6 weeks back to Finland we hugged 3 times, I heard from her once after that she said she had loved the experience and she would never forget me and the good times we shared we never spoke again I think because we both new we would never meet again, and this song reminds me off the ending, I’m lost I have been for awhile it’s sad that it ended, but I’m so happy it happened.
amazing hearing all the stories from around the world , I would have pursued it if it really was what you say it was