traumacore ☥
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- Опубліковано 11 тра 2021
- traumacore ☥ tw// abuse, trauma, slight blood, ptsd
﹒ what’s traumacore?
traumacore is a type of imagery that delves into the themes of abuse and trauma (particularly sexual trauma or CSA), though it's not strictly limited to physical or sexual abuse. mental, emotional, and spiritual abuse are also common themes as it pertains to traumacore. It often draws heavily on childlike and angelic themes, done so as a means to try and reclaim their innocence. many people turn to these images to help them cope with the pain they suffered in the past. whiletraumacore isn't inherently an aesthetic, many of the images used in its photo or video edits are derived from other aesthetics. Traumacore is more of a type of art therapy or visual journaling.
﹒ take care, you’re loved.
did you eat ?
did you rest?
i am here for you.
﹒ images are not mine ,, credits to their owners ﹒
﹒ music: fallen down [ slowed ]
﹒ my pronouns are they/them
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Under section 107 of the Copyright Act of 1976, allowance is made for “fair use” for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, education and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing.
#traumacore #oddcore #anxietycore #ventart #vent
I don’t relate to anything in this genre at all and have never experienced any sort of overt abuse or trauma, but this core still resonates with me deeply.
The idea of childlike innocence, portrayed as things like toys and hello kitty stickers, being ravaged by disgusting things; shadows, murky water, low quality housing and furniture, etc. with the thoughts of the child written plainly on the image for everyone to see is just a concept that astounds me. I find it beautiful and terrifying and anxiety inducing all at the same time, and I’d describe myself as a regularly very chill and collected person other than that.
I like to think that this is how the child is seeing their reality. They have toys and games and fun things, but for them, it’s easier to see behind the facade put up by these objects. The consoles shown are intended for fun and play, but they’re still cheap, hollow plastic, and all very old, they where likely the best the family could afford. The beds might seem physically comfortable on the first look, but what about emotional? What could have happened in that bed? Maybe it was the one place the child could hide, seeking the only comfort they had in their life, or maybe it was the root of all their pain, a disgusting old mattress used for disgusting old things. The images of murky water and tarnished walls speak for themselves.
Despite all this, these are still clearly thoughts of a very young kid. All of the colours shown are bright and happy despite the horrific thoughts, as these are likely the only colours that the child has learnt to think about, like a form of repression; bright, happy thoughts ONLY are allowed. The text is loosely formatted and scrambled across the page, as if pieced together by someone who is only using a computer for the first time. Cute characters are splattered over the pictures, sort of like the text, they portray the child’s emotions in the only what they can.
It’s just all so… tragic.
I love this comment
being broke is traumatizing? damn i must be fucked up then
Me too, man
Omg me too!
Same here
I feel like this is a great example of the whole “art is to disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed” concept
Yea
agree
wow you're so fucking coooool!!!!!
completely agree !
This is sad, I feel bad for people who were traumatize when they were growing up
do i need trauma to take comfort in trauma core and weirdcore? i feel bad sometimes because my dad i super nice to me. I'm not depressed so why should i take comfort. sometimes i feel like i deserve to be depressed. i just feel like i should be traumatized t take comfort...
@@justanomorifan3059 well, there is nothing wrong with taking comfort in weirdcore. but for the traumacore one, the wiki states that “It is frowned upon to participate in traumacore if the participant is not a survivor of some kind of trauma themselves, as it is considered fetishization of a very serious issue.”
this is because traumacore is a coping mechanism for a lot of people dealing with trauma, that feel comfort and relief by it. also, you absolutely don’t deserve to be depressed, don’t worry.
@@littledoll460 thank you!
@@littledoll460 sooooo...I shouldn't watch traumacore videos if Im don't have any trauma?
It’s still happing to me ;]
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger
not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)
It dont help
underrated
Man I'm crying
My phrase is:
I'm afraid of death, but my fear for still living, is increasing each day, and I'm scary of what can I do when I get to the top, and that thinking, is increasing the fear of living too
He didn't notice me for all the things I did for him. How I was treating him like a child and making all his stuff for him as a kid when he was my own father. He only noticed the little things, how I listened to music a lot and it ticked him off, how I went to the bathroom when he needed to go and he abused me for it. All the things he said. Everything everyone said.
This actually comforts my older sister!! She likes it, it makes her mind, her body, and herself calm! Love this video
i am happy it comforts your older sister!!!
@@miufke_😐
@@aylllleennnne just ignore.
I mean look at their name.
@@ArgonTheLivingMenace this can comfort boys too..
@@ArgonTheLivingMenace Yea no shit sherlock, everyone feels weak here. Except for me because I was on Pinterest looking for Dan VS images for my wallpaper and I saw tramacore shit something like that so I searched it up and that's where I came from.
I honestly didn't realise denial was a part of trauma, in some way I guess I'm still in denial about my past, I can't tell if what happened was really bad or if I'm just exaggerating things and being dramatic. The video is nice and odly comforting, like a way of being heard
unfortunately denial is one of the things most people with trauma experience. but you are not dramatic, it's a trauma for a reason. you are not exaggerating, your feelings are valid.
Same
Look up Complex Trauma
It didn’t happen
It didn’t happen
I’m being dramatic
My life is perfect
as a boy, this video still hits hard. the colorful childhood muffled by the murky walls and old furniture, the sadness and complete lack of self worth. it's honestly sad and we need to help the neglected
Its me, help me
@@pohu5534are you okay? ❤
this
absolutely ! 💜
Omg no wonder I’m so attracted to traumacore 😢😢😢😢😢 I love the childless b not the trauma I had with it
The girl kneeling by the toilet kind of did something for me. I used to get bullied a lot and I’d get so stressed I’d throw up. This became a daily thing too.
that must have been horrible. hope you’re safe now. 💜 you’re very strong
the one with “please stop” made me tear up
I hope you are feeling better
same It reminds me of when I was gr00med
You know... when I was 12 there was this one woman who fucking told me that I was worthless and literal garbage, later there was a bully and I had scissors, cut his neck (didn't kill someone) and after that I got expelled needles to say my parents weren't happy. Fun fact that woman was a school psychologist...
@@MaxConsumesDeadHamstersi’m really sorry you had to go through that. you’re strong. 💜
@@Nathan-kx2qeyou’re absolutely not worthless. no one is. hope you’re safe now. 💜
this makes me feel a weird feeling.
it’s makes me…
comfy.
comfortable in my own body.
comfortable to be human.
comfy
comfy
and i am happy you feel this way.
@@littledoll460 thank you :)
I was feeling so broken. So... Dirty. I've let this man do bad things with me... But this video was a comfort. I needed it. I'm on tears now but... Thank you so much.
poor baby. im so sorry. those things are never your fault, you arent responsible for any of that angel
there's no need to thank me. you are not dirty, it's not your fault. everything will be alright, i am really happy i could help a little. take care
@@littledoll460 lol I haven't eaten and drink anything good in months my stomach is hurting...maybe I deserve this pain......WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYHWUWJHSYHWJYWHYWHYHYSHDJDJJK UAAAAHAJAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAQAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
i'm so sorry, I hope you're okay
I have a friend, and I have a crush on that friend, unfortunately she fell the same fate as you did, it was before I met her too. Trigger warning since I'm gonna tell you this cause I understand those who fallen unto that. If you don't wanna read more you don't have to. But if you do scroll down a bit
So yeah my best friend, and crush was sexually assaulted and raped by her "ex boyfriend" a few years back, till this day its still a mystery to if she can manage to get feelings for everyone or me. The man she was with was disgusting and someone who's a registered sex offender. She did open up to me and later on after sometime explained to me what that disgusting piece of shit did to her. He did it and forced her to do it in her own household. I don't know the man, but I don't want to. I hate that man who I don't know to the core, I hate him with my guts. If he comes back or even tries to lay a finger on her. I won't let him, I won't let him damage the girl who I seen who's doing all they can to push forward, and believe in themselves once more. Im not going to put in names for personal reasons but its something that I say that i understand not just her but those who delt with this sort of things. Though I may not understand I am willing to support those and tell them that it was never their fault, and what matters is they are here alive and well and they are A SURVIVOR. They are strong and I wish them the best of luck that they can get through it no matter what it takes. Which is the indomitable human spirit that keeps us going
I love you.
I turned 21 not that long ago. I never thought I'd make it this long. I've lost most everybody.
I dedicated my life to help people like you and I.
I am really down in the dumps and this is the only way I have to articulate what I live through.
When I'm sober I shake on the floor and cry.
I'm sorry I can't make anything better. But I love you.
You are not invisible.
You are worth living.
You matter, if to no one else, then to this person with a keyboard.
You deserve love.
You deserve to be safe.
You are not alone.
I want to be safe.
I want to be loved.
I wish I had a home again.
Stay alive.
I'm 14 and I people please and try my best to be kind aswell for everyone since I want them to like me or to see them smile I'll do anything for that.
but are you sure I deserve all this in short you deserve all the this!
I belive your life will be amazing in the end and you deserve a home, a family and love!
Ok don't forget that I'm here for you always and I've felt the same trust issues and abandonment as you do my dear,
I also cry and shake on the floor sometimes I'm usually not allowed to cry.
but just know through all of this I care for you and will support you and everyone in this comment section no matter what
you are amazing to me and defiantly not a disgrace!
my family and everyone thinks I am stupid and bad luck even if I didn't do much and I fear of letting down others or them leaving me but I'm scared to trust them but know you are amazing and we will get through this together!
we are "alone" together!
Not actually alone, but feeling like it
thank you for this sweet sweet comment ! i’m so proud of you for making it this far! i love you! 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 and to anyone reading, you matter!! you are loved!! because you all matter and are loved from me ! 💜
@@Lianna_Is_Meyou’re very strong. im cheering for you!!!! we can all do this!! we’re strong. 💜 💜 💜 💜
@@Lianna_Is_Meim so sorry to hear that. it must have been horrible dear
The real Trauma coping medicine was actually the subtitles of this video :D
hi, how are you?
if you are here for a trauma, then i am so sorry for you
i'll try my best to make you feel a little better.
i'll promise you will be save here.
i'll love you no matter who you are
a girl, a boy, a nonbinary, a genderfluid etc.
it won't matter.
i wonder, did you eat enough today?
if you are feeling hungry, then eat something. take care of yourself
i am here for you
-Subtitle
Masterpiece. This video is a masterpiece.
Dude this man really took trauma core to a whole new level, i'm crying rn
thank you so much !! this gives me motivation to continue to make videos
hey wait i didnt eat in the past 2 days how did i just forget to eat
omg I really put the cc it was on tbh I was about to say it bruh waht nvm but it’s true 😊
@@Nothin-dz3un I don't support the idea that you should watch these kinds of uneducated videos. Maybe you should invest more time in educational videos such as chess videos, science videos, and a lot more! This world has a better place for you to learn and grow!
This just pops out on my recommendation, perfect timing cuz I just got replaced by my "friends" :')
Aw I'm so sorry I hope u will find new better friends :)
i am so sorry
@@littledoll460 thank you :))
I'm sorry to hear that, I had that happen to me once so I know how it feels
I’m very sorry for you. I get replaced by my friends because one rude / jealous one makes lies about what I say and do so I always get replaced.
TW: LSE
I feel like everyone doesn’t accept me for who I am.
I wish I can be pretty as my friends.
When can I stop being insecure for my looks?
I wish the pain would stop in one day.
i will always accept you for who you are
i am so sorry for the mean person that was commenting. i deleted the comment.
i feel you but in my eyes you seem like a really cool and amazing person
What does LSE mean
@@skylarthompson299 long stupid ear
﹒put trigger warnings before commenting about an experience﹒
﹒take care of yourself, i love you
﹒ update!! put on subtitles if you want to talk a bit. i will use them to try to make you feel a little better ﹒
﹒also, consider sharing this with others, and if you can't, then even just a like would help me a lot! thank you, have a nice day/morning/afternoon/evening/night﹒
thank you!
also where did you get the images from?
just curious
@@Lianna_Is_Methere are lots of blogs you can find these images in! just search up “traumacore” on google and many sites will pop up. be careful as a lot of them can be dangerous places, though. 💜
Nothing trauma inducing ever happened to me as a child, and yet my mind still deeply connected to this and it made me feel sad and almost scared. This makes me feel even more empathy for people who had to grow up in these environments. You are loved
hello, if you are not a survivor of trauma please don’t use traumacore. it’s considered as fetishization of serious issues regarding trauma.
@@littledoll460 of course that’s not necessarily what i meant but i should’ve phrased that better my bad. This just showed up in my feed and i found it interesting, and i don’t associate with or use traumacore or anything. I just saw some things that felt familiar. I am in no way trying to undermine anyone who has went through anything of that nature. Again that’s my fault for poor wording lol. But thank you for informing me i appreciate it 👍
@@littledoll460let people do what they want dollyface its none of your business.
@@littledoll460does it count as trauma if ur parents fight and are rude
@@MaxConsumesDeadHamsters yes, if you feel that way.
the memories keeps coming
is it even real?
(the subs are comforting, thank you
i am happy that the subs are comforting you. i am sorry that the memories keep coming, stay safe and take care !! i will start to make videos again
sometimes I feel like I dont know who I am anymore my mind keeps drifting off it feels like I have no control over myself even if I think I do and time flies so quickly yet slowly at the same time I don't even know what I've become and all of this doesn't seem real or maybe I'm stuck in a fantasy world of my own imagination as always with my stupid condition?
why did she do it? why did my parents do it to there child? aren't they supposed to love me unconditionally?!?! ARENT THEY SUPPOSSED TO FORGIVE ME DURING TIMES I DID WRONG AND NOT SIT IN SILENCE OR YELL AT ME IN SHAME?!?! why am I such a dissapointment to everyone?!?!
do I even deserve help and happiness?
what if you leave me, or what if its not meant to be.....like you weren't there when I needed you....wait. How come people leave you when you need them most but you bothered to stay and take care of them because you generally care about them only to be left in the dust? what has changed?
alot I bet...this venting is pointless what should I do? should I get proper help If so how? I'm not allowed to cry or laugh too loud. and nobody would belive my story and even if you or anyone else did nobody would want to help me and my stupid body. I deserve to starve. As they say I'm a waste of time, space and wasting food, And as my parents said to me that there was something wrong with me and they act like there so much better than the rest of us but then they're just nice all of a sudden in public?!?!? why can't I find anybody I trust fully? WHY CANT I JUST BE A NORMAL PERSON AND LIVE A NORMAL LIFE, HUH?!?!
WHY CANT I JUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 DAY WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I WANT TO KILL MYSELF OR CUT MYSELF?!?!?
MY PARENTS SAY ITS BIG NEWS YET THEY IGNORE ME AFTERWARD AND CALL ME NAMES YET WHEN I TRY TO DO THE SAME THATS "Additude,"LIKE BISH WHAT?!?!?!?
~Okay, I know I wasn't supposed to vent in here just in case If I sounded like I needed a therapist freind or something but if I don't I might go insane as a 14 year old now myself.
btw feel free to vent to me if needed I will be there for you!
also I'm sorry for the long vent!
I just hope everyone reading this has a great day and great life ahead of them!
@@Lianna_Is_Me I'm sorry all of that happened to you, and don't apologize for venting. I *heavily* relate to your comment, so just know that you are not alone.
@@Lianna_Is_Me sinto muito! imaginei cada situação, desconforto, lugares, público, sentimento desesperada etc. parece q vivi na mesma dessas situações,lugares, publica, sentimento desesperada. sinto muito mesmo!!! quero que voce procure coisas boas que possam te consolar (se alimentar bem, dormir bem, se exercitar) e tenta procurar coisas novas que você merece conhecer ! ate os pequenos detalhes (caminhar, olhar pro ceu, ficar no silêncio pra se sentir profundamente) tbm ajuda etc!!! não acredito muito na terapia daqui em Brasil por isso faço outras coisas que possam me confortar
@@Lianna_Is_Mehope youre safe. youre enough. i love you. hope you can heal peacefully
Trigger warning ⚠️
My father when I was still around 2-3 years old would punch holes into walls he would get drunk all the time he even killed a cat of ours she called my mom and was crying saying he killed the cat
Another thing is one day he went to the store leaving me home alone he got arrested for I think drunk driving he told the cops that he left me at home and they called my mom telling her
I was out I was not waking up for hours
They might have drugged me to sleep
But that’s just a thought we don’t know what they did they could have done anything
The fact they don’t know if they drugged me or not isn’t good at all
Me and my brother were taken away somewhere to be asked questions
I still wonder to this day
What did they ask what did we answer with, and did my dad drug me?
You have been through so much. I am so sorry. Everything will be ok
@@cherub_bee1111 thank you, is all I really can say at this point
so sorry. i’d give you a hug if i could.
i am so sorry for you. you’re strong. you’re very strong. take care and stay safe ilysm
I have never experienced serious trauma, but over the years with a short-tempered mother and parents that fight quite a bit at night (not to mention all the times I had to experience the cold side of the world), I’ve noticed that I became a lot less social and more sensitive than I used to be.
I feel deeply connected to this genre, even with a “decent life”.
that counts as trauma i think
As someone in a pretty similar boat. that can be considered traumatic.
@@Someones_crow0876 really?
@@Someones_crow0876 I thought it was normal
@@willowing_.creature no… I don’t know how you mean by short tempered but my mother also gets mad a lot and it shaped me quite a bit. I don’t know if it’s severe trauma but it most definitely can cause trauma if it goes on long enough.
Fun fact:
The first image says " was it a dream " and that's a beautiful old song that I recommend you to take a look
Thanks bro shit was fire 🔥
@@Blackmonkey69911 👍🏽
all these comments make me feel whole again and make me finally run my tears out in peace and agony 😊🌸
I always cry when i see parents love and accept their kids knowing i will NEVER be that lucky..
i’m really sorry to hear that. you’re very strong. i hope you can heal. i love you
(VENT) …I started to choke up listening to this undertale song, and i wanted it to never end. I want to disappear forever, or at least for a while. I feel trapped in my own female body, my mind is filled with regret, sorrow, and anger, and i cant stop thinking about the incident. I hate my body, and i want my parents to understand. Im still a kid, and they think im overreacting . My palms sweat, my heart races, and i shake and tear up all so suddenly. I blame myself for something i never even did, I want someone to talk to. I cry myself to sleep sometimes, I never show my true feelings, or tell them to family. I never ever feel safe anywhere. I think i have complex ptsd, but i a, terrified to tell anyone. I have trust issues, and moods swings, and I am so sensitive lately. I say sorry too much, i stutter sometimes, i sometimes think about su1c1d3, and i try my best not to think about it. just cannot take it anymore. I want to take a break from reality, i want to just sit on a cloud, and just sleep forever. I want these thoughts to stop. I just, want to feel safe again. I’m just a kid.
i am so sorry you have to feel this way. if you ever need someone to talk to, i am here. in the end you will have an happy life. i promise. everything will turn alright. you don't deserve to feel this way. you deserve to be happy and feel loved. please take care. if you ever feel like k1lling yourself, there are a lot of hotlines to help.
@@littledoll460 thank you . 😌
I'm so glad I'm not the only one thinking the same thing right now.....
but I hope things get better and even if they dont...
.just know your still strong for going on and surviving!
I belive in you!!
I’m only a minor, I’ve been facing severe trauma. I’ve experienced being drowned by my older cousin, but almost dying. I’ve experienced being body shamed, abused and bullied. I nearly started cutting my wrists, but.. I’m now in a better condition than before. :)
Hurting yourself is inefficient to your goals and a reasonless pursuit, don’t even do it as punishment, especially not as punishment
hope youre ok now. 💜 youre strong
I’ve always felt like there was something missing, something lurking in the back of my mind that I only get glimpses of when I really try to remember, I don’t know what I don’t know where I don’t know anything but these oddly familiar places and phrases truly make it feel like if I try hard enough I can remember… I can’t remember a lot of things… I don’t know if I’m just being stupid, if I’m being dramatic, or if it’s just my imagination… but it just feels like it’s there… could just be the anything or anywhere with
don't worry, it's not just you. you are not alone in this.
you’re valid and absolutely not alone 💜
"you hurt me but it's ok, i still love you"
I relate to that a little too much
hope youre ok now 💜
My old room. Pink walls, barbies, toys, stuffed toys, carebears, crayons. I acted so happy, though I was hurting so bad. I’ve had anxiety since I was 6, when I think of my childhood all I think of is hitting, fighting, yelling, throwing. I got hairbrushes thrown at me because I made her upset, I was yelled at for crying, and I had to witness all of that fighting…. They wonder why I’m like this…
youre strong. 💜
I've never had any bad trauma that I can think of but I've been suffering from horrible panic attacks that would make me shut down for days (gotten better now) and these rly help comfort me. Idk why
perhaps they make you feel not alone 💜. love you
I have never felt this safe in my life. After all the trauma my mom and other family member caused. This place felt the safest.
same sometimes i feel like I shouldn't eat
@Lianna_Is_Me my parents tend to compare me to ohters which I hated whenever I did something they compared me to someone they no longer do that anymore
im glad its helping you.
しんどいはずなのにこんな画像を作れるのほんと尊敬する
日本人発見！
tw ‼️ trauma and stuff
i think my trauma makes me feel defective. I feel like I am not human like everyone else. i am empty. videos like this help me to feel a bit more whole. thank you.
there’s no need to thank me! i’m happy you can feel comfort from my videos. you’re human, you’re not defective. every human is imperfect. and that’s okay. i love you and accept you for who you are. 💜😊
I got triggered today during English (Reading up on ableism and bullying in academia for an essay, and it reminded me of some personal experiences). Stuff like this helps me feel less alone, and, oddly, comforted and nostalgic for when I first discovered this community. I hope this video reaches someone it can help, like it does with me.
im glad it can help you 💜
''Don't worry, all your fears will die with you. But they will still be eternal in their history''
such a deep quote 💜
@@littledoll460 yes :)
The video and pictures aside, the captions are comforting. No, every detail of this video is comforting. Thank you.
it’s the least I can do.
comforting, helping and seeing peoples expirences so similar to me is kinda relaxing and makes me feel better after a long cry
I keep hearing things on my mind. It won't stop and i feel traumatized growing up. It still doesn't go away.
im proud of you for making it this far. 💜
the music in this just puts me on another level of feels :'b
yeahh :’p
@@littledoll460answer me i dont know who i am now, i trying save myself so hard, i really trying, i cant, answer me please
Being honest, I never thought my childhood could have been considered “traumatic” until much later when my S.O pointed out some things that I didn’t ever realize were bad. I was in denial then and I’m still sort of in denial now, I can’t decide if it was all that bad or if I’m just overreacting. Whatever it is, the deeper I start to dive and the more I look behind the rose tinted glasses of childhood, the more messed up it becomes. I would say something comforting to others who have trauma but I find it hard to comfort people, but just know you’re not alone
hope you can heal peacefully. im proud of you 💜
remember when we were kids we used to say "rain rain go away"?
well... look how times changed...
TW?
My mom is missing.
I dont fell good.
She said to goin buy ice cream for me.
But she is not come back.
My father said "where's you mom?".
Im said "mom is gone..."
One a day she is come back for me and dad :)
i am so sorry for you
Omg this is so sad :(
trigger warning !!
i don’t remember much, but i remember my babysitters husband doing bad things to me. he filmed it too i think i remember. i’m not sure what happened, and that scares me. i hate that it happened, i wish it didn’t. i don’t want to be ashamed of what happened. i don’t remember much, but i know it was bad. he did it when i was 3-4 years old, every time his wife babysat me. i have so many issues (mentally) because of that. i wish he never did it, i wish i never was born tbh
I'm really sorry. If u ever want to talk I'm here
hope youre okay! i love you and am proud of you. 💜
please dont be too harsh on yourself. youre enough.
i felt sad when u said "i am here for you" i remember myself when i always cry bc my parents doesnt care about me but now i feel someone is caring about me tysm
i care about you. i love you 💜
Bless you! I was feeling really sick but when I saw the subtitles I was so happy!
im so happy i was of help! i love you
Il y a tellement de réconfort dans cette vidéo et même quand je lis les commentaires ils sont tous remplis de compassion continue comme ça ce que tu fais est bien merci beaucoup 🤎
theres no need to thank me. im glad i can be of help 💜
Thank you for making me happier. I'm crying because of that happiness right now
no need to thank me. everyone deserves to be happy
the I feel trapped in my own body I want to leave hits the hardest
most of the speechs here are so relatable, thank you so much for this. Have a great year
have a great day too!! i love oyu
Thank you for making this video. It’s helping me cope.
im glad i could help 💜
i want to to thank everyone in this community everybody is so kind and caring to everyone and while there are some bad people most people are good so thank you❤
i love youu 💜 💜 💜 💜
This makes me feel warm inside
Like I have a place in the world
Thank you a lot for posting this
It’s helping with trauma a lot
i love you. theres no need to thank me. im glad i could be of help 💜
I ended up crying- this made me feel loved tbh.. Tysm! :3
I keep rewatching this video its so comforting ^^
I'm glad you like it 💜 💜 💜 💜
thank you for the nice comments 💜🥹
I don't usually comment, but this video is a huge relief. God bless you
i love you 💜
Thank you for making this it makes me feel better
im really glad 💜 💜 💜
This made me feel an emotion I’ve never felt before, I can relate so much :’(
hope youre ok now! 💜 love u
Thanks for this comforting video. I understand how people are traumatized in other ways. Tyvm!
im glad i could help 💜
This was so sweet,nobody ever talked to me like that not even my friends or family.I love you
hope youre ok now. 💜 i love you
@@littledoll460 aww:3
I never though I'd relate to traumacore so much but then again I did go through some stuff in the past..
hope youre ok now 💜
Tw: sh
I can’t anymore I hate myself it all my fault even my family doesn’t want me I’m so close to cutting one of my veins and bleeding out :)
Noooo :( i will miss u when u gone
I'm sending you a virtual huuugggg 💙👄💙
Senpai! Hope you feel better!
Also I do want you 😳😳
Just know somewhere in the internet I'm simping 😂😂
*(All jokes aside, you're valid okay? Just know that not everything is true.)*
EDIT: Don't tell my father figure 😉
sending virtual love
Hope you are ok. Remember your family doesn’t have to be blood related. There’s a bigger world outside your household and those that will care. You may one day find your true family, those that actually love you.
No don't do it!-
wait I shouldn't say that everyone's diffrent at comforting I might be coming off too strong hold on- I can relate to your situation and I hope you stay strong and know your loved by someone out there
I had subtitles on and I started crying. Tysm
no need to thank me
to anyone that needs to hear this, shits gonna be fine, trust me, it gets better
exactly !
*virtual hugs for everyone*
Also, love the subtitles
I open my presents during the night of Christmas Eve.
Tord, is that you?! 😮
virtual hugs to you too
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When I was little, I had this cousin. She would always manipulate me, hit me, do terrible things. When we grew older, my aunt (her mother) died because of cancer. Things just got worse. She would be so violent with me, manipulate my emotions, basically was a victim of gaslighting because of her. One time she even hit me with a plastic sword and I even screamed and no one did anything. They pretended to not see anything. My family didn’t make it any better. They had an obvious preference with her. I felt invisible, I even talked and no one even looked at me. I felt so emotionally weak. I even remember my grandmother saying I wasn’t her granddaughter. She was the important one. I even started asking myself if I was real, if what I was going through was real. I would tell others what happened and just said “She’s just playing” or “she just needs to cope with her mother’s loss, understand her, you don’t suffer what she suffers”. I just felt like a joke. Like if I was there just to be everybody’s clown. Like, if I disappeared no one would even care or notice. I felt like I had to win my family’s love and even if I did my hardest, no one cared or noticed at all. Just… me, in an empty space, wondering if my existence is fake and that’s why no one sees me.
you are not invisible. you matter too. i am so sorry you have to go through this but i promise everything will get better. i hope you will find soon proper help. the loss of a loved one is hard, but it can't and never will justify being bad towards other people. i would be sad if you disappeared. i love you
@@littledoll460 Aw, thanks! I really feel appreciated, I really needed to hear something like this, you’re so sweet. Tysm :”) ♥️
@@hithere3800 no problem
i didnt go through much trauma, but this genre feels...like deja vu. i dont know how to explain but it feels weird as if im connected to it or something.
the comments under this video make me really worried for everyone. i hope everyone in this comment section gets the help they need and are healing from trauma. i may not know anyone in the comments but i wish for the best.
i wish you the best too 💜 love you.
the cc msde me cry :,)) i love you do much thank you
:)) there's no need to thank me! have a nice day
The only trauma i've ever went through is heavy neglect. To the point that I developed abandonment issues and I have a really hard time trusting people. When I was younger I used to cry when someone I liked left the room because I thought they would never come back. Life is peachy👍
i hope youre okay now. youre very strong and i am proud of you 💜
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i remember being in a relationship with this guy. he was very nice, he cared about me, and he was very gentle. he was also a listener. at least i thought he was. i remember what he did to me. i remember how mad he got when i said no. i feel so disgusted with myself. i feel unclean.
youre clean. you have always been. im here for you. youre enough. you deserved nothing of what happened to you. i love you and wish u the best. 💜
This calmed me down a little. Thank you.
i am happy to know it calmed you down a little. there's no need to thank me
I stumbled upon this core randomly. I don’t relate to any of it, not really. But I’ve read your comments and watched the video. I’m sorry. I hope flowers grow in the saddest parts of your life. Peace and rest to you. Sleep and be calm. I’m so, so sorry. You do not deserve to be hurt. You are so precious and intricately made that I am tearing up. You are so special and I will never know the extent of your pain by just reading the words that you typed here. But my heart aches a pain unquenchable for you. You are so lovely. Don’t give up because there is no one like you. Peace be to you.
thank you for the sweet words, 💜 💜 💜 this made me tear up and made my day 🥹. 💜 i love you!
thank you so much for your kind words on subs
no need to thank me ! i will start to make videos again and i will continue to try to comfort people by the subs. have a gret day
"You hurt me but it's okay, I love you anyway."
Ayup. It did be like that.
im so sorry you had to go through that youre very strong 💜
@@littledoll460 thank you.
The music is so calming
i am happy it's calming
The truth is that traumacore made me feel a little better after someone hurt me emotionally, even though I feel like it wasn't something that exaggerated.
i hope youre safe now 💜
so comforting
💜
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When I was a little girl, for a long time I did not have a home. I lived in my grandparents' house for a long period of time, one in which my father was never exactly there and the fights between my parents were recurrent and strong, even reaching the physical, sometimes having to intervene, constantly being afraid that the blow hit me in the face.
My teachers spoke ill of me, the mothers of my classmates distanced me from them and insulted me. What was my fault for this? I was only 4 years old. Why did they hate me so much? Why did the boys at school hate me so much? They sent me to the school psychologist but she didn't even help me, no one asked me about the blows on my hands. Why did my mom punish me so much and hit me? Did I really deserve it? Was she really a bad girl? Am I still? I can still remember when my grandmother threw us out on the street and since during this time I didn't even have enough to eat well, all the memories are blurred. Where is my childhood? Why did they take her like this?
The worst memory I have is when my dad tried to kill us, I was little, I didn't understand anything, I just knew that if he threw the match he would set me on fire with my sisters and my mom. There are so many holes in my memory, so many things that hurt me not knowing or being sure. Did I really deserve to always live in fear? Dad wasn't even there for my birthdays sometimes, Christmas was always so depressing and hiding mom's infidelities hurt so much. I looked at my colleagues from afar with their families and they looked so happy. Why couldn't I have something like that? A loving and understanding mother who didn't insult me and hit me or leave me up until 4 in the morning without sleeping just so I "could understand math", who didn't compare me all the time with my older sister constantly repeating that she was better than me, that I didn't he would mess me with food for being a "disgusting fat". A father present from the beginning and who has always really supported me. Currently he is but he is still so psychologically and verbally abusive with me, I'm not stupid right? I'm not useless, I want to believe it, I don't want to feel useless anymore.
I feel so broken, my head feels so broken and I'm so married to everything. I just want to disappear sometimes, I'm sick of this body, I'm sick of always feeling guilty even in the slightest, I'm tired of feeling disgusting and horrible with myself.
What did I do wrong?
Why did they have to put me through so much to not even apologize? Sometimes I just want a fucking apology even if it doesn't fix anything. I'm sorry for everything
I am so sorry, you've been through a lot. please remember none of this was ur fault, everything will get better. i promise.
You are not broken, you have been tested. You are still here, and you still try. You’re a success
💜 what a nice comment 💜
This reminds me of my whole childhood and present day tbh- the pictures saying “you used me but thats okay,” “Help me” all those pictures.
hope youre ok now 💜
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Whenever I go to school and have a test, I always try my best, but sometimes I still get answers wrong. Isn’t that normal? One person can’t know everything! If I don’t get a p3rfect score, my parents shout and scream at me. “Stella. I thought you were gifted! You got into this school for being “smart”, and look what you got! I just know you will fail, you never study. You are supposed to be my “gifted” daughter, and now look! You get a bad grade on a quiz. 89% Is horrible. You know what? Just NEVER talk to me anymore. You never try your best. I am so f**king disappointed in you.” Is the LEAST that they do, even when I get a 99. I study for a long time, sometimes even for hours at a time. Just because you don’t see me study doesn’t mean I don’t. As I said, I try my best at school. Why can’t I just be p3rfect? Am I just dumb?
perfect isn't achievable. everyone makes mistakes. you are human too. and you are not dumb! you are very smart :) i am proud of you for doing your best. it's all that matters. stay safe
You're worth is way more than a number on a sheet of paper, your parents are the dumb ones for not realizing that.
I teared up reading this.
@@littledoll460 Being perfect is achievable, it's just so rare the majority of people shouldn't aim for it.
I personaly dont like to see this as an aestetic i like to see this as a vent and a artistic way i can express my traumatic experiences and it means sm for me specially when is realated to sanrio bc when i was abused as a child in almost every ocation that happen i was wearing my shirts with some sanrio characters and see this images is a way to breathe to me.
Good vídeo btw
same for me! 💜 thanks for the compliment!
This feels comforting, like someone finally understands the pain ive been thru...
a'right trigger warning
yknow i dont actually know what to do anymoe, i know what he did was abuse but then why does no one understand? why did my best friend date him even tho she knew what ive been thru? why would she tell me she loved me? why was i abused? did i do something wrong? how is it that im the first victim of that person? What did i do? I hate everything about this...i feel like im caring about what happened way too much...i cant sleep every day because all i hear and see are those terrible moments that happened...and the only way i know how to cope is either yell at myself or imagine im hugging my best friend....we dont talk anymore...they started dating after i got upset that she loved him- she didnt even care about what happened to me....i dont know man- its all terrible- what he did was terrible- every day im scared that im gonna accidentally run up to him- sometimes i wanna convince myself that what happened was actually nice- i mean...he at least looked like he cared....right-? i wasnt just a toy to him...right...its been too much for me these past few months- even tho the abuse happened a year ago...sigh- and i dont even want to think about my mom and dad man- im just suffering i guess? and i feel really alone...i dont want to annoy my friends so i just wrote here- so if anyone is even reading this- thank u
hey, you are not alone. I am here for you. no one deserves to be abused. I promise everything will get better. i am here for you. have a nice day
Every time I look at these videos. I remember the times I've had friends that act just like this, cute, childlike and innocent. I always felt like there was something hiding behind it
i remember the times I had to bring people like this out of the murky water.
It's going to the points that's every time I see aesthetics like this I get paranoid anxiety ridden, but I remember the times that I had to help people, it makes me happy people probably don't want to hear this but I feel like putting this in this comment section is the best place to put these feelings out...
your feelings are valid, you are so brave for sharing your story here. hope you have a wonderful day
I fell I will cry When you said "Did you eat enaughtly?" ;,)
noo don’t cry !!
"Where is my little girl?" Mommy said, "This isnt you, i want the old ------ back. I want my little girl"
Mommy's little girl isnt here anymore. She is long gone. Mommy's little girl is no longer talkative, sweet, considerate, happy. Mommy's little girl has turned into someone. Someone is introverted, silent, emotionless and unhappy with their body and life. They hate theirself. Mommy eilll have to deal with that.
great song and even greater selection of traumacore images
thank you for the sweet and kind words 💜
Is it weird that this is comforting
absolutely not ! a lot of people find it comforting.
I also feel traumatized about growing up. I wanna get stuck in 2000s 😢
hope ure ok now 💜
@@littledoll460 l am...😢
TW/ trigger warning
My mom hit me, abuse me and left red marks on me..
I kept begging her to stop..
She ignore me..
My legs hurt..💔
Why?..
That's awful to hear
@@kittydogDiamond don’t worry ❤️ my mom is gone now :)
sorry i accidently replied. but i hope things get better
@@justanomorifan3059 it’s ok I got better with therapy
@@sweetpink4077 that's good!
Thank you so much for this video. It helped me a lot!!
im glad i could help! 💜
The "you hurt me but it's okay I love you anyway" made me instantly cry mg I got groomed for years when I was a teenage but no matter how hard he tried to hurt me and actually made me depressed and go see a psychologist I stayed because I thought things would get better and that he actually loved me but no he left one night with only one sentence "I'm scared of the police" and I never saw him again.. I saw and did things I regret and feel dirty about that are now haunting me forever
please dont be harsh on yourself. youre very strong and i hope you can heal peacefully.
This video is so unsettling yet so soothing... idk why, but it makes me feel both glad and sad that there's people out there who I can relate to, specially on 0:10 0:26 and 0:12
im glad i could help 💜
its ok
love you too!
@@littledoll460 aww tysm ilyt
“Go away. I don’t want to see you”
That hits hard…
hope youre ok
Makes me sad and comfortable at the same time🙃🙂🙃
Trigger warning:
My family life was not so bad. I grew up with my grandmother and aunt who were very very overbearing and harsh at times, more like tough disciplinarians with strong rules, which probably contributed to my social anxiety? and feeling of inadequacy and feeling like a child despite being an adult. They also didn’t seem interested in the things I liked as a kid but instead just wanted me to study all the time like a robot. ..But did the best they can otherwise like by penny pinching to send me to private schools after I graduated fifth grade. My actual parents liked drugs and did not want me since birth.
But the real trouble were my peers, which left a lasting impression on me despite me being grown now. A lot of things I probably repressed in my mind due to it being so painful but some feeling of the pain would still come up if someone is mean, condescending, or ridiculing towards me now. I still struggle to fit in as an adult. I feel like I’m usually a bother to people or that people think I’m weird, which is why they usually don’t go out of their way to friend me, or help me out as they would to the person next to me. I know my voice is weird and broken, which sounds slow and unpleasant like I have some mental problem, despite having good grades in school. So the image I give off is not who I feel I am inside.
Anyway, I’ve been singled out and bullied both verbally and physically throughout elementary school. I was told I’m slow, or ret@rded, or a baby because of how I talk, carry myself, and my interest. Even the teachers thought I should’ve been in special Ed, especially since I was struggling with reading for some reason (I finally got good at reading in fifth grade when I found books I liked). I was even sent to counseling to see what was wrong with me. All this talk over me made me feel like I was messed up, like I’m actually ret@rded/have some mental problem.
Despite that, I found the ridiculing/ostracism in the 6-8th grade of private Catholic school and HS to be far worse than whatever happened in the public elementary school. I won’t go too much into detail because I don’t want to think about all of that, but I find ostracism to be far more painful than just bullying. Its a pain that cuts so deep, a pain that makes one feel like a garbage. It’s hard to explain and difficult to explain the feeling. It’s easier to stand up for yourself if someone just say something mean because you know you are in the right, verses figuring out how to address something said normally but laced with a condescending tone, or snickers/rolling of the eyes, unspoken body language at a table that lets you know you are not welcomed. This type of treatment went until college (shocking I know) and even into adulthood working at a clothing store. I even had to address a group of girls, co workers, that were snickering at me and talking behind my back on top of condescending attitudes. I simply said I don’t know why they are they are acting like this towards me when I’ve been nothing but nice and respectful.
All this left a mark as I came to age. My 20’s were rift with unemployment and tons of job rejections because maybe those interviewers were turned off by me and/or my confidence and my feelings of inadequacy/feeling like a child hindered my acceptance. 🤷🏽♀️ I also don’t really date (don’t have many Guy friends and not usually approached), despite really wanting to get married and have kids before 40yrs. I’ve only had one long relationship that was rather toxic with him putting me down/judging me for my religion and for being ‘slow.’ 🤷🏽♀️
This may not seem like a big deal to a lot, but it has influenced my whole life and made me struggle to overcome my own challenges in young adulthood. I’ve always felt like there’s something wrong with me - why many people are put off by me or have no interest in hanging out or what I want to talk about? Why I feel so different? Luckily I’m in a better place now were I can actually provide food and stuff for myself but it’s always a work in progress. One day I want to be safe, where my survival doesn’t have to depend on people (such as job searching to provide food to eat and a place to stay). It’s a mountain I must continue to climb and overcome. So I can, yes still be my weird unique self, but be normal in terms of having good jobs, being able to connect with people, being able to make good solid friends, get a good loyal partner for marriage and to have kids with.
Anyway, yes I’m a conservative and yes, I voted for Trump (sounds unrelated but hear me out). This statement is not to ‘stir the pot’ or make people angry or start arguments. The reason why I wrote this is a part of my story. The attitude I have received by many old ‘friends’ for this is pretty much the same as my experience in school. Something like a political standpoint also causes ostracism. On top of that ~this is my opinion, pls no arguments or saying he’s bad because this is my story and experience~ the same mistreatment I see Pres. Trump receive with all these people hating on him and slanderous stuff that I believe is made up (research) really reminds me of how I was treated when I was younger, which really hurts me to see. 😞💔
Anyway, that’s mine. I thank OP for giving the space to share these. I also love the My Melody/Sanrio imagery. I love My Melody, Kuromi, and the Little Twin Stars, as well as the music.
That being said, I don’t actually take comfort in the overall images but instead they really got me thinking - my experience was not good, but there’s other young people who been in far far worse situations such as actual @buse. I know no words can be said to make it better but I’m very sorry they went through that. 😔💔
Okay 👍
I unfortunately relate to a certain extent, i've got ridiculed for being "slow" numerous times and with all the ostracization i received in school i feel as if i don't belong
@@bouncy372 Yes, I know it really hurts. 😞 I hope things get better for you, that you find a job you love and meet good loyal people along the way. 💕
@@TRUMPisOPPA Thank you, wish you well 👍
the thoughts of a child unloved
This images really embodies the word "childhood trauma". The innocent and cutesy characters and environment, but is invaded by grim and dark words. Like a young naive child surrounded by bad influence. I myself haven't gone through such things, but I pray that those who did will find solace in their life in one way or another
i love your analysis of the genre! 💜
this actually made me cry I'm so sorry..
no need to apologise dear , its ok!
@@littledoll460 😭💗💗
Trigger warning!⚠️
I was if I can remember I have been diagnosed with adhd anxiety and a sleep disorder by a professional and i was trying to be know as “perfect girl” and I try to hide my pain with a smile, I think true happiness exist and I have to find it like everyone do
hope youre ok now 💜 💜 youre really srtrong and im proud of you
Me sinto tão triste e vazia assistindo isso, mas ao mesmo tempo acho tão legal esse tipo de conteúdo...
quer amigar?
chorei com isso
@@kittyy____ oii, desculpa a demora, mas n tinha chegado notificação da sua resposta, vc ainda quer amigar?
hope youre ok now 💜
The video captions are very sweet❤
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god bless the captions
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