i love you... but i can't love myself
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- i hate myself
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0:00 - cant love my self (Monty Datta ft. Mishaal)
2:01 - lie and lie again (biosphere)
4:01 - waiting (H.1)
6:52 - don't bring tomorrow (j'san)
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#iloveyou #sad #depressed
*i love you... but i hate the distance*
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Ambition relate
Relatable
Plz give the link to download
Facts../: relatable
Ambition Amazing
“The only face he could not wear was his own”
fuck man, i knew the picture got me and thats exactly why. thanks in a sense
Let me be your second reply.
Put one and two together and the tears are falling again.
obito (tobi/madara) id your profile
The hardest person for me to be is me.
It's easier to be other people.
the worst part is that some people don’t have reasons to hate themselves, they just do.
update: i’m still sad
Yeah people are just haters😂
Hmhm. Yup. That's me.
Yep.. That's the sad reality..
🙋🏻♀️ here I am ^^
As human beings, we all have some sort of reason to have our depressing moments.
You guys ever cried so much u can't cry anymore as if you've used all your tears.
Yes
mhm
Nah. I’m not one to cry at this kind of stuff. But I understand why you would.
Yep. Cried myself to sleep worrying about my friends. Don't worry, though. They're fine and I'm fine.
I can't cry unless I'm really really sad
"Things will get better!"
"It's gonna be okay!"
"Be happy!"
"Smile!"
"See? Everything's okay now!"
"Everything's fine!"
...
No.
Nothing's fine.
Nothing's okay.
Things might be okay to you, but haven't you considered others..?
...
Mother, you say everything's fine to them when we were just arguing.
Father, you say everything's okay when you just hurt me.
Brother, you say it'll get better when you're the one who made me sad.
Sister, you say I'm fine, when you just watched me cry.
Friend, you say it's gonna be okay when you watched my crush kiss another girl.
Crush, you said that I'd still be a good friend to you when you just replaced me.
Teacher, you told me you'd help me when you forgot about me.
Principal, you said you'd help us with any problem when you just ignored bullying.
Stranger online, you told me things I wanted to hear, but I read them at a wrong time.
Heart, you promised you wouldn't be broken again when you just broke.
Brain, you told me I was nothing when I just did something.
Thoughts, you told me I was terrible when I got an A+ in class.
...
Life, you said you'd be unfair.. And you were unfair.
But after all of this....I am still here living this thing named life
Maybe my mother will changed in a understanding person
Maybe the age will help my father be more wisser
Maybe my brother will see how bad it îs make people sad to make them feel unwanted,depressed and hopeles.
Maybe I will finaly confront my sister and She îs gonna give up bullyng me
Maybe my friend tryed to console me,because She knowed that the Sky will fall on me
Maybe im still good friend with my crush,but now that he has a girlfriend he stays with her more than with me
Maybe my teacher will try to help me,maybe he has a hard time in his/her life
Maybe principal doesnt have time because of corona virus or some problems at home
Maybe im gonna remember the comments and gonna read them at the right time
Life îs unfair but will make me stronger
The Hoppes and Dreams die last aren't they
Maybe If I wait a Little longer things will change
EDIT:I want to write another comment but
This îs hard
Spoken like a true....uh, nevermind..
@@cl_arky1535 hi again
And im gonna continue how i said before i writed this 12 or 1 am
I dont know If the second commantary was send
Same for everything except the A+ part, I'm too tired to get good grades
Damn this really is how life is... I never realized it...
Just for once.
I want someone to be afraid of losing me.
ᏢᎪᏢᎬᏒ ᏆhᎥᏁ I don’t want anyone to feel afraid of losing me that’s a horrible feeling to have
I feel u
Same 😢
Nooo don't leave I want to get to know you ;-;
Nah. You don't. You have freedom at least. When you have people who are afraid of losing you, the responsibility of making sure that they don't lose you. The way you pretend that you're fine most of the time even if you aren't. The feeling of trying to leave, but failing, only for you to have to face their disappointed faces. That is true pain. I wish No one cared for me, so I can leave when I want to. So I don't cause any pain. So no-ones disappointed
"Best way to not get your heart broken, is pretend you dont have one."
I dont wanna pretend anymore
I'm getting sick of it
Stop pretending my Heart lead me here because i Feel that you guys are wonderful persons. Im not Perfect...but i try anyways to make you guys feel special because we all are 1 masterpiece thanks for existing and making the World even beautifuler . Bya❤😊
@@holy_ahegaogirl3272 thanks man
@@crystalheart7989 no problem ^^
-Ayanokoji (classroom of elite)
No one cared who I was, until I put on the mask
-Obito Uchiha
wheres a mask? I need one
Here's a free handsanitizer sir 🙃 along with the mask 👌 💓
💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥
The worst thing is that “some people” hate themselves without a reason but the fact that they can’t make everyone happy.
I know “some people”
They were “some people”
I still am “some people”
I just give myself some reasons to hate myself.
I will find one eventually if i think about what is wrong with me.
who wants a hug?
;-;
Me pls
Me too plz
Gimme a hug right now
I need it badly
Me :(
Him: Are you okay?
Me: I'm fine, just tired that's all.
Him: You seem to be tired a lot these days
Me: *yeah*
We're always tired, aren't we? Maybe its because we can't sleep over them.
Omg klance
Same there bud, don't worry :)
The most used excuse ever, and people still fall for it..
Tired of everyone’s bs 😒
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing?
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on road trips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen.
I love you.
It can be 1 millions reason, it won't change nothing..
And I 100% agree with that😂
You genuinely made me cry, thank you
Idk why but I had lost the ability to cry for so long now and reading this has made me cry so much. I feel much better now and I think I just needed to let it all out. Thank you so much. I love you too.
Wow... I'm not depressed but this made me almost cry tears of joy... thank you you made my day.😢😊
"Cover your face and they cant see how much they hurt you"
You can't bury your face to your fingers forever friend :')
Be brave, and if they won't accept ur pain, then leave them and find someone that really care even though u failed a lot :'))))
I want to be alone, but I don’t want to be “alone”
Its called solitude, chase
I feel the same as you
This made me cry harder. ♥ Thanks. Needed it.
"I want to be alone...
Alone with you
is that make sense?"
Jaden Smith?
I’ve just gotta say, this comment section is lowkey wholesome.
That's cause people who've found this...have indeed been mistreated and they with their pure hearts choose yet to be selfless and care for other's and treat others the way they should be.
But high key cringe and edge too
This is my kind peeps
Yeah ikr for once
Mhm..
My dad once said you can’t love anyone till you love yourself.
He doesn’t understand, I love myself BUT I love everyone more than myself a lot more.
I’ll always be that one friend tho, but at least your happy. That’s all that matters.
you know...
that's all what people like us do.
*_we suffer in the dark so other don't have to burn in the light_*
I hate being told "it'll get better."
When? Because im waiting.
And im already tired.
It hasn't gotten better since you told me.
And its hard to see the rays of hope when life being unfair is blocking the sun.
For me it took about two years. Stay strong! I believe in you. You matter. The hardest part is believing in yourself, even if you feel like nobody does... Please don´t give up
yeah i hate it too, but they keep saying to me '' your not depressed your just sad today."
i read a tweet or something that was like “does it ever get better or do we just get used to it?”
i feel like if you wait nothings gonna happen and i’ve done this for so long until i got sick of it and just did shit to bring myself up
Let me tell you: It doesn't get better. You get better. And you learn to be stronger than what's trying to drag you down. Surround yourself with things you're passionate about, don't let anyone tell you that what you love is not important, and for the love of God take care of yourself.
I hope this cheered you up a little :)
I take off my mask at home
When no one knows
Only the stars and moon accompany me
As I cry silently into the night.
coffeeluna im fourteen and this is deep
Wow that's actually kind of beautiful, that's ana amazing yet simple poet, I love it
Suga Kookie aww thanks
RyZXn470 haha lol I’m 13😂
Thinking about it in a certain way this sounds something beautiful, as if it were a short but profound poem. I really hope you get better if you don't feel good, good luck (Google translator)
"woah dude,you look dead today, and your eyes are all puffy"
*cue laughter*
"yeah I'm just tired...."
iShatout Myliver in mind: “tired of acting like I’m just tired”
lol I hate it when I have puffy eyes in the morning cause I cried that evening xd
I'm tired of lying I'm fine.
iShatout Myliver this comment made me sad cauSE UR NOT TIRED
most used excuse ever, yet people seem to believe it. i knew the signs when i started having them. and then my best friend started saying that they were fine, they were just tired. it didn't take long for us to realise we were going through exactly the same thing so now we try to help each other best we can, since society's is doing a sh*t job at it.
**why I hate everything, everyone, and myself**
I hate everything because I’m afraid I’m gonna someday lose everything.
I hate everyone because nobody took my life into consideration, (only thought about themselves).
I hate myself because I’m
Ugly - I hate what I see in the mirror and sometimes wish I could replace my face with someone’s face who’s pretty.
I have a horrible attitude, I say too much crap to myself trying to “reassure” myself that everything is ok and that everything is normal even when it’s not, because I somehow don’t feel like I’m enough, have enough, look enough, feel enough, and see enough. I wish to end my suffering with one last goodbye, but I can’t since I actually think of what would happen if I end it all. It sucks knowing the people u spent ur whole entire life with have to suffer for your sake. I hate it here. I was born at the wrong time and I really don’t wanna waste a beautiful life god gave me. I wish to change, I really do. But nobody would help or know how to make me feel better.
"Its called a mask. I try to put smiles on other people 's faces and it always works. Everyone is just falling into a trap." -A text message from my girlfriend that I will never forget.
*“Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else”*
ella why ? :(
@@reyxo4780 Because... sometimes just being yourself hurts yourself and your loved ones. You sometimes feel like you can never trust anyone anymore.
1004 1004 that doesn’t mean you don’t wanna be your self it just means your hurting. And Ik wym tho :(
“I tried so hard to make everyone feel loved and happy, I tried so hard...”
“Why?”
*“I didn’t want anyone to feel like I do”*
This is how I feel.. Like exactly how I feel
This is what we all say to protect others
Same
and it’s the worst feeling when you try so hard to make them feel loved, but it still doesn’t work because they are just as depressed as you are
@@naomib4016 in our minde we r the only one who have to feel depressed we try our hard to make them feel loved its not thire fult being borned in hell
"You wanna know the secret to being happy? Just pretend that you're happy and eventually you'll forget you're pretending."
ps this is from a cartoon so don't get mad.
Really, what's the point in pretending
@@hawthorn852 its a quote from a cartoon. also where does that imply that?
But sometime you feel like you lying to yourself
@@hawthorn852 you know... that's how I beat it so yeah, pretend like it's your last day on earth bud.
this worked for awhile then it stopped
I know no one will see this, but...just let me rant ok, you don’t have to comfort me, I just wanna let it out.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve never been professionally diagnosed since I’m always with my parents and I don’t have the guts to even hint it towards them. I probably don’t have depression, which is why I don’t ever say I do. I’ve never even seriously thought about killing myself, even if it’s only cuz I know I’ll make the people around me hurt. Even if I only live for others..I just say i get depressed sometimes & agree with these comments on videos like this. I have a loving family, I have many friends that I know would never betray me. *i shouldn’t have a reason to be sad..* but I still am..and it’s just because of me. I always feel like I don’t deserve anyone around me, & honestly I sometimes wish all my loved ones would just betray me & leave me, all alone. Then I can have a reason to call myself depressed without feeling so so SO guilty about it. I know so many other people are suffering so much worse than me. But I can help it.. I’m also always so dramatic, and this comment proves it. I know deep inside, all I want is pity.. I want someone to feel bad for me, to understand me...
I hope this could also be a little helpful, maybe If any of you guys feel the same way, then u can know that I get it, & I’m here for you. We’re not alone. I know, we’ve all heard it so many times, but I want you to know. *i mean it.* I love every single one of you so so so much, no matter what you do or what you’ve done. I love you. Maybe I can’t love myself, but I’ll always love you. I’ll listen to you. I’ll be here for you. I just wish someone could do the same for me...
-Emily
Honestly same I keep telling myself that I'm not depressed and should be grateful for everything I have, but I still get upset when I don't get what I want, push my friends away when they just want to help, judge everyone and everything without fail, and I hate that ab myself
Hey, i am. The same... i have what would be the picture perfect life, almost. I have everything i need, good parents, hell, even my brothers aren’t as annoying as other brothers. I feel guilty, because i sont have the right to feel sad and depressed. I have freinds who are depressed, and i feel like i am copying them, because I hadn’t felt like this before i met them, or maybe i felt like this for a long time, i just didnt know what it was. I want to just go and die, but i would feel guilty because my parents would blame themselves. I feel like i am living a lie, and i would be better off if nobody cared about me, so i could just hole up aomewhere and bot meet anyone anymore.
Listen girl, ur amazing. I felt the exact same way, about wanting pity. But it won’t make anything better. Just remember that ur a beautiful unique person, and someone out there in the world will love you for u. That person will come, sooner or later. Just keep hanging on, for them, if not for yourself.
Have a good day Emily. 😊
@@couchpotato2055 Aw, thank you so much. It means a lot, really does. I return the same words to you & I hope you can know that you are an amazing person aswell. 💕
@@grey4555 I get what you mean, I’ve had that feeling before. It makes you feel like that way you have a reason to feel the sadness you do. It’ll be ok, just remember that it’s never worth it to push away your loved ones. You shouldn’t feel extreme guilt, you didn’t have bad intentions. Also, thank you for reading my comment 💕
When you can’t love yourself and no one loves you, that’s the worst thing...
I love you :v
Same but dont worry I love you
It's harder when people most definitely love you but they think you just dont care
Cameleron ummmmmm ur picture tho
i'm going trough it
Anyone else doesn’t really have a reason to be depressed? Like I have friends and a nice family but I still feel empty and lonely
Really? I thought it was just me.....
Same here man
Me...diagnosed at age 9... I'm 13 now...
@@ckiedevil2843 same... 😔😔😪😪
Same
I have always told people
"don't kill yourself"
"you are all beautiful"
"i love you because you are amazing"
"It's not worth killing yourself think about people who care for you"
"You can be you"
But you might think I'm just another person who isn't going through what you are and is just saying that to be nice but no i know what you are going through and i just don't want you to be like me im a person who makes bad choices i just want you to know the love i never got.
@Lianna R thank so much you are also very amazing and just for hearing you say those words i know you will do great things your going to have an amazing life and don't forget that
I love u so much
have you guys reach that point where you are so sad, so often that it turns to a smile instead of tears and laugh when there's shit happens
I just laugh. idk laughing for me feels better than crying when I'm sad
sometimes we dont need the advices
all we need is
a mouth to talk to
a ear to listen to
and a heart to feel too
amen to that
yeebus studz a ear to talk to and a mouth to listen to
word
A HEART IS MAKING YOU ALIVE NOT TO FEEL OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS YOU LIVE LONGER IF YOU DONT FEEL WHAT OTHER PEOPLE FEEL
And that warmth too
shiloh always gives the feels
hm
Same
That's not Shiloh
yeah im wondering the same, i dont see shiloh here?
This isn’t shiloh
I have tried to go to my parents about my problems and they don't listen. I try to bond and tell a joke yet they turn into a life long lecture. I wanna go to a doctor and figure out what's wrong with me. I wanna start over and get away. I am that toxic friend that just leaves randomly and always says that "I'm busy". Truth is I'm not busy I just don't wanna get attached.
I love you and l hope that one day youll get away from what hurts you
-random stranger on the internet that loves you ❤
Ik there are many more other important things I can say to you rn , but I hope you find that one in a trillion friend that you can trust . I hope you meet them asap!! Those who can keep trying again and again to befriend you , truly .
You are not a bad person for saying that you're busy. I promise ❤🌌🌠💜
The scariest part of being yourself is, that you don't know when it will hurt.
Wearing a mask allows you to feel protected. The negative feelings are directed towards your mask, not your true self.
Most people come here bc of depression or the feeling of loneliness, but I just come here because the music is calming.
Yeah man I'm reading all these comments and my heart absolutely goes out to these people but,, Tbh the only thing bothering me rn is that my neighbors are playing mariachi at 1:31 AM.
I come here bc its calming but end up beeing sad LMAO
I guess for me it's kinda both
I have major depression im a sadist i cut myself ALOT i bit my tongue until i uncontrollably bleed
Julien Senuta don’t do that to yourself your only hurting other people when you do things like that.
It’s not your fault
For not being there
It’s my fault
For thinking you would be
That’s something I should send to all my “friends” : )
That's really deep man..
No u
Mini Minnie
It's not your fault man, if someone promises they'll be there and aren't, then they don't deserve you
SPEAK FACTS
Im not depressed i just love this type of music
people go “I wanna die” after a long math test
They don’t understand. Heh
Trying to make someone else happy is easier than making myself happy.
so fucking true
Yes😞😔
Yeah
I can lie and hide from others but not from me
Sadly
I can relater there
Girl how will I love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else
Thank you do much :)
How could we love each other? If I keep acting like someone else, if I don’t even remember who I am.
Normally this is just saying I don't like myself buy saying this means I hate myself is an insult to everyone you know and love.
I fight everyday to learn what it means to love myself, my body once was in shape as it slowly reverted to how I feel
I want to make a difference but I can't even get out of bed, barely able to move to attend class
I saw what the other side had for me and there wasn't much, thats why I try so hard to see the next day even if it's similar
I don't want it to end cause this journey hurts, and I want this journey to hurt cause it lets me know I'm alive, and when I'm alive, I know I can smile for those who can't
This sounds bad and I ain't gonna lie it is, but when I have those little moments where I'm able to smile, breathe, feel, and taste, it helps to remind myself that this is worth it, and so much more is gonna be like this moment, and this makes me happy.
Just wanted to rant a bit cause life's shitty, but there is something worth it out there, you're not the only one that hurting and people are there to ease it, cause hurting alone is shittier than hurting without something.
Life isnt that bad tho. Dont hang up on the bad things, hang up on the good things. Concentrate on good food or on good music. And especially dont kill your mood with music like that and hear something motivating and happy otherwise youre getting deeper and deeper in it. Maybe im the 1000 person, who is writting it down, but keep your heads up kings and have a good day!
How can u focus on the good things when the bad is always in front of u on the side and back so where do u look in little things that won't matter I have 1 reason to live and it's timed until I find more I will say it's scary how far I have to go
I agree with you, but 1 question turn around and around my head every day and make me sad, this question is "can I realise my favorite dream or it's too late" and today I don't know, this dream I have it during 4 years but so many reason make me sad about just this question (I'm French so I have a bad English sorry) hope you read that
@@xiges8289 the question is which dream you have and if you have perseverance for it. The only thing i can say you is, that when its a dream that you can do right now, that you just do it and when the dream something is that you can only succed when you invest enough energy in it than give 101% or more instead of 100%. I can not really help you with this. This are just words, you have to figure out way yourself, but im sure you can do that.
@@frittenteller6973 it's just words but this help me 🙏
everyone allways say itll get better but it doesnt there all lies
After a day of making everyone laugh, this is what I need.
Overwhelming Decisions THIS. this hurts
Why do I feel that comment?
You just needs some love by someone and someone to listen to you have you have to say and you don't have to try so hard tbh because I did the same things and I got really tired of it and start loving myself. ( anD yEs I talK to MySelF)
this comment just described my life
relate
you know
that feeling
of just
feeling empty
printed paper e.g. me
You know that feeling of just being........... just being......... being alone, empty, not loved, depressed
*EDGY 12 YEAR OLD JOINED THE CHAT*
Not sad but empty or just have boring life
@@roncentero3584 relatable
"Do you find life to be painful? Then you and I are the same. A long time ago I couldn't save someone I cared about. But I'm still here. Still alive and misrible. That's life. Its full of things you can't escape. You get to eat, crap, sleep, remember when you would rather forget. The thing is, one day you might be able to keep someone else from hurting the same way you do. You can help them. So you just have to endure and wait for that day to come. Until then, whenever life feels like its to painful to go on just focus on something you enjoy. That'll help give you some focus at least. All you have to do is survive. Until that moment that makes life worth living again. One day you'll feel better. I promise. You'll help someone else and realize all the pain was worth it."
- Guren Ichinose (Seraph of the End Ep:20)
I tweaked it a little because it said something about killing vampires and I don't really think we can do that but these words changed my life, and I hope they can do the same for you.
💔🌠✨🌹❤
I say I want to die.
They say “over dramatic”.
I say I cut myself.
They say “get over it”.
I say I’m ugly.
They say “no your beautiful”.
I say I have anxiety.
They say “attention seeker”.
I die.
They say “they where such a good person” “omg poor boy” “he wasn’t faking”....
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You need to stop ignoring obvious signs that someone is struggling... help them try to stay. Don’t tell them there faking or things like that...
If only my parents could see this, they make me feel worse and I think they don't care about me as much
telling someone to get over it is like telling the rain to stop raining.
There is such thing as "mask" in this world that they use to make an attentions. " Rip off that freaking mask. "
Ik how u feel.
Their voices don't say it tho.
Their mouths don't move tho.
Their expression says everything, however.
"What an attention seeker" is what they tell me.
My mom once saw what i wrote in a piece of paper in a old note book and believe me when she told me “you don’t have time to be depressed and sht darling cause life will get more worse” well i don’t blame her cause its true life gets shittier and shittier lol
I really can't believe it, the more humanity is evolving, and the more kids and teens are depressed, adults really need to act, humanity need to act, it's getting worst and worst everyday
It might already be too late
@@deesnuts3522 Don't say that! Have some hope :(
@@laiztonson sorry all out off that
Start a world war again, “if everyone knew pain, then we’d know peace” the next gen would be different after that.
We're at the most connected time in history yet most of us feel alone
The saddest thing
is when you're
really feeling
down, you look
around and realize
that there
is no shoulder
for you to cry on.
- RKG
Ya ya ya, i fell too
😢
Well Im the shoulder that won't be touched
I have myself and only myself I was brought into this world alone and I’ll leave alone.
Yuzuki Senai 😂😂😂
Me: just wanting to vibe to cool songs
Comments: We shall give you support, even thought you’re fine
The prettiest smiles
Hide the darkest secrets
The most beautiful eyes
Cried the most tears
The kindest hearts
Felt the most pain
I think this is why people that have been through a lot of hardship and trauma oftentimes end up very empathetic, I think the experience of these extreme emotions equips you to be able to identify and relate to them in others.
nobody notices how hard i try to hold back my tears everyday.
Don't worry it'll get better soon. Just keep going.
@@vwhataguan1160 i hope so,thanks
@@tomatocillei And if you thing no one belives in you, i do. Keep going.
@@vwhataguan1160 u r such a sweetheart. How sad stranger understand me better than ppl surround me did. I wish u r my BFF. Thank you, u just made my day better 💜 wsh u a great day
@@tomatocillei You too. if you need to speak with some one i'm here.
what hurts most
is loving someone
but knowing
they don’t love you back
kyler what hurts more is loving someone or something but you know.. you will never be loved by anyone or anything
kyler That hit so close to home
i agree. im in love with a 23 year old man. im 15. that is not possible. is it?
And let me guess you have the hope that they do have a little bit of feeling for u hoping they will come to you and tell you : i love you too
Is my agony when i think about the girl i love 😭😞
@@leviszone3360 it is. Age doesn't mind, love always goes the first. And don't let anyone tell you that it isn't possible. When I was 14, I fell in love with a 21 year old guy and we dated for almost three years. Today, he is one of my best friends and the most important person in my life
I’ve learned that I want to love someone, but I need to love myself. I can’t love myself so I take the pain instead, just finding out how to love myself.
Mom: are you ok honey?
Me: yup I'm perfectly fine
Mom: ok you just seem tired
Me: oh hm idk but I'm fine😁
People hide there emotions for different reasons
that can't explain
they don't wanna talk
or they don't wanna hurt other
But we don't tell out parents the truth cause we don't wanna hurt the people who have us a life
But hey just think of this
One day your gonna do something and you won't know until a year later and find out that was a happy memory and youll smile maybe with tears but tears aren't always weakness
I might not know you at all but I love you
I won't get into deep about my life but I had kinda of a harsh one
So coming from a formal person who had depression
You got this...I promise 🤞
❤
I love you.
-Sincerely, a stranger
Thank you if that was for me (:
Yo wtf I haven’t cried in years because of personal reasons but the second I read read this tears started falling down my face
I don’t know why I don’t feel sad in fact I haven’t felt much of anything these past years but this this made me cry
... thank you
I really really needed that, you font even understand
I just ranted on UA-cam about a story that was really really hard to get out, and I know my mom won’t accept me for who I am, maybe even hurt me. But thank you, people like you are the best people on the internet 😊
@@laughsinsad7912 :(
@@laughsinsad7912 nobody should discriminate against who you are
.॰•°to all the people who commented, or is reading this, bless u, I love u°•॰.
𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒐𝒅 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒐
I love you too💕💕💕
I love you too! 💖🌺
Thx
But do you love yourself?
I have everything. I have a nice house, amazing friends, a really kind bestfriend, I have good grades, I have an awesome family that I’m incredibly close with, my crush even likes me back and we’ve both liked eachother on and off for 8 years. But I can’t seem to love myself, I hate the way my body looks and sometimes my face too. It shows not everyone that has a perfect life is happy. They probably have some things they hate that you can’t see. Ask the people you love if they are ok. Ask them until they say the real answer. Make them feel comfortable enough to tell you. They may be going through something even if you think they are perfect just the way they are. Stand up for yourself if you ever get bullied because I have made that mistake and it made me like this. Please don’t compare yourself to others if you keep doing it, it will make you feel a certain way about yourself. But if you never do it then you may feel happy. If you need help come talk to me. I love making others happy :).
I’m sorry you may be annoyed when you see this but please talk to me if you don’t feel ok.
"ya'know there's this contagious sickness"
"Its called......"
"Feelings"
It was both a curse a blessing to have and feel it.
not so contagious because he didn't love me back
i know this isn't mainly about love although i just felt like commenting this.
hello depressing diluc
@@somerandommicrowave fun fact : i got diluc on baals banner 😀
@@ruxxiew me too
Everyone is fighting their own battles. Even if their life seems perfect from the outside, you can't see inside their mind.
Same with me my grandma has short term memory loss and I'm a rich nerd she is of going to die
If this gets 10 likes I will tell the whole story
no matter how much you despise someone or are jealous of their life, it’s important to remember that you never know what that person goes through every day of their life. each and every person struggles in their life and some people are shaped by these struggles.
"I miss you "
But I can't let you know that because you're not even mine")
I love this quote; very cool Erica
That hit
this is me to my crush, he doesnt care when i give him something so loving yet he ignores it. but..hes still my best friend and he will always be mine..in my heart..
Why do you want my name? I feel that so hard, and I’m sorry for you
Shaun Martinez
it's okay, our friendship is worth it.
I stubbed my toe then came across this masterpiece. My toe and I appreciate this video as well as the people within the comment section. Thank you👍🏾
2020 has been the hardest to love someone let alone love yourself. Stay strong we can get through this together.
bro 1: hey bro, have you ever wanted to go around the world?
bro 2: yeah bro
bro 1: same bro..
* *bro 1 circles around bro 2* *
bro 2: why'd you go around me bro?
bro 1: because you are my world bro
bro 2: *bro...*
That’s cute
Bro do you need a *brojob*
bro
bro...
2 guys in a hot tub, 5 ft apart cuz they're not gay
Do you always have the feeling that you need to make someone happy even if your not happy?
Just me ok.
Edit:i hope you all feel better someday
I know how it is just making people happy
Life gets tough and I know that.
Same... wearing a mask of happiness through the day to help people be happier... at the end of the day is when I really feel how I feel... no matter how much good we do... it dosent seem to help for long dose it...?
I love when someone smile even if i dont smile whole day i will make someone smile even if i cry i will still make someone happy
Yes, always
Nah man me too
Yesss I’m like even if I may not be happy with the thing at least you are
Heyo, I know that nobody will see my comment, but if you do, could you please spare some of your valuable time reading?
I hope this message finds you well, but I've been in a dilemma for quite some time. Listening to the first song, I thought to myself, "who do I have a crush on?" I've been best friends with this girl ever since second grade and as time progressed into high school, we became very close. With more freedom as a young adult/teenager, we spent more time with each other. We would occasionally go out for coffee/tea after shool's out of session and go out to eat at Perkins or Dairy Queen when the band concert was over. As the senior year started to wrap up, we went out to a Japanese restaurant and reminisced about our childhood. It was so embarrassing for me to forget my wallet and she paid for both of our meals. To make it up for her, I paid for both of our meals the next time we went to her favorite Japanese restaurant. During that moment, we talked about our future aspirations of when we graduate high school, graduates of 2019. We had a nice long chat but avoided the relationship topic. I remember looking into her eyes and we felt a connection for a brief couple of minutes.But I got a friggin phone call and interrupted our sweet moment. Before we went home, we decided to meet one last time before college began in the fall, but things didn't work out. That was the last time I got to see her in person. The last time I got to hear her laugh, to embrace her optimistic personality. Our peers said we shared qualities that made each other whole, Even if we're an hour away, we still talk to each other daily by sending Snapchats (we have over 150 streaks). Our last time together in person, she said something that still haunts me to this day, "I'll always be waiting for you...until then, let's remember to keep in touch, okay?" I keep having thoughts of self-doubt that I'll either disappoint her or not be good enough for her when we're in a relationship. But my heart yearns to be with her because of her compelling personality, her sweet smile, and her elegant laugh. Even when I show my flaws, she accepts them because that's who I am and she adores it (she thinks its cute...).
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Before you head off, once again, THANK YOU for using your precious time in reading my nonsense. I wish you a blessed rest of your day. REMEMBER: stay safe and keep spreading optimism! ^_^
What you've found is incredibly precious, there is no need to fear it! It is natural to trip or mess up in a relationship sometimes, but by the sounds of it she will most definitely forgive and grow along side you through those moments. Embrace the moments you do have together and be happy! Wishing you and her all the best of luck
I can’t love you.....and I can’t love myself
Maybe this feel weird,but i love you hehe
Awwwwww, i'm literally crying ÚWÙ,
Aaaand, maybe it's because u should try to love urself first, and then someone else.
Sad part is I don’t even know why I’m hurting I just am.
Sometimes you just hurt. The important Part is sometimes you have to carry the wound that it doesnt get worse a i Love you in the mirror is hard but it sometimes can put a Smile in the Person who gave it^^
You’re hurting because you need laid
I miss my dad😣🔫
I wont kill my self tho I'll see him in like 2- years
ugh same, and it’s so awful because i feel like if i don’t know the reason then i can’t fix it
Lmao facts
The drawing has some deep meanings
I love it
Oh man I just thought it was kind of a writing prompt lol
reminds me of The Maze Runner for some odd reason
Dumb kids doing dumb things. i love the maze runner. its absolutely fantastic.
Remind me of the "Mask Seller" in The Legend of Zelda...
To me, that drawing makes me think that the kid has multiple personalities, but us hiding his real one under the masks.
I resorted to self harm from my problems. I was introverted freak. I hated the way I looked. I often thought about suicide. I act tough because it's literally the only way to survive in my household. I cut my stupid wrists. I regret everything. I wanted help but was to damn nervous to even ask. So I used isolation to ease my pain. I wanted to sleep forever. I was too soft, crying at comments from a video. I tryed to focus on school. It was hard but I did it. And I reached out for help. I'm better now. I couldn't believe how many people go through this. I'm so happy I didn't commit.
This comment section honestly made me tear up. I tried holding my tears in but the more I went down and reading every single persons comments , i couldn’t hold them in longer.
God there are so many people going through hard times in this world, and at times it just seem like it’s only you alone going through the struggle.
But.. as I read my eyes opened to the facts that I’m not alone there are others out there going through the same struggle ima going through, probably not in the same way but they understand my emotions.
What I’m trying to say is that no matter the struggle, the issue... there is more too it. In some way we do have some one there hoping for the best in each and every one of us. I know, I’m cheering on the people, no.. my friends in the comments for they’re issues and struggle to be resolved.
Keep pushing never stop... Ik you have the power to keep your head up during the hard times.
I love you and take care of yourself.
I'm a type of person where i care for others than myself
Felt that
Selfless
same.
I was selfless back then but now I feel selfish, idk why. But I'm longing to be that person back then again. I don't know how.
Don't burn urself to make others feel warm
“ You need to love yourself before loving someone. “
“ ...Me? I’ve never loved myself. But..you? I love you so much I forgot the feeling of hating myself. “
“ Listen, I know this sounds kind of cliche but...it’s not that you can’t love yourself. It’s that you need to. It isn’t healthy. Your leaving your happiness at the hands of another person no matter how much you love them or how much they love you. You can’t depend on someone to bring you happiness because one day...they might not be there for you. “
I can't love my selfe
• Maru • I had a crush for a long time and I confessed to her, she broke my heart, was with another boy when I came to school, it's so sad that the one that you love can turn into hate.
i dont think it makes sense to say that you cant love someone else unless u love urself
@@isaakring2573 watch David sloss jigsaw standup on netflix. He has a great explanation on why you need to learn to love yourself before you can love someone else
My best friend left me... she was the only one who could make me happy... normally I would have been death but they told my parents and they told me not to. But nobody can help me...
sometimes i feel so lifeless, like a walking doll. i‘ve got so many things to do but i can‘t find any worth on doing them anymore. i cry randomly, i oftenly don‘t have a reason.. i just do it. the emptiness inside is slowly eating me.
but i do feel better after crying so i sometimes force myself to cry too...
I love this image so much, describes me and how i am. This image speaks to me, and that i need to become better not only for myself but for those i love and care for
"Love yourself before getting in a relationship"
Hmm... Those are two things that will probably never happen anyway... But I really wish I could be in a relationship sometimes
I understand
ify
Same. Good luck ; )
@@tekatox8954 Thanks you too 😊
Im in a relationship but i still dont love myself... However she'll be there to love me no matter what.. U dont need to love yourself, someone will make u love urself... Hope ya'll have a nice future
Why do we give so much for people who
don't even try for us?
*this comment is a sign for you to stop.*
stop projecting ideal love on a flawed human being.
you are loved.
you'll find yourself again in the process of hurting.
just endure the dark for a lil more will ya?
you got this.
You made me cry and I appreciate that
"Stop projecting ideal love on a flawed human being." what an advice. So important. So needed. Thank you.
@@nanoayakashi3644 aw you're gonna make me cry now :(( just hold on for me will ya? I believe in youu
@@leakeice hoped I helped you by at least a tiny bit :)) thank you too
@Kirsten Chloe Porta yes you're welcome to do so
I seriously wished that i can have friends and best friends like you guys ): , even tho we're strangers. That's really a boom when the comments section understand me so much than all my friends did 💔, when i told my friends how i feel, they will reply with "same" its so- ugh,, i always supported them when they tell me their feelings, i do support them so much, i really do, but all i got back is only "Same" i Seriously feels there's no hope for me, they always say that, it feels like there's no other words they can say for me, like support me or something? Why only "same" it isn't fair why do they never really support me through my hardest time, i even got replaced by my friends, which make me have a trust issues and i hate that, i hate it when i cant trust someone, i feel no comfort 😭, i really doesn't know how to explains all of this again, i just wish for some good supporting friends like this comments section, I love u guys so much❤️, but im really sad cause when this video ends i gotta leave and being alone again ): , i feel more comfortable here ,i also wish that i can hug you one by one, cause all the comments section makes me smiled so much, and feeling glad that i finally found my comfort place, even tho i know it will not last long, I'm just very glad that i can hear all the motivations,and other stories that i can relate too, i feel so lucky that i cried, I'm crying right now while typing this grateful things ❤️ for once i finally feel hope, please be my online friends,, im 13 y o if u want to know (: , sorry for wasting some of ur guys time, and thanks for reading this i really appreciate it *Hug* See you later ❤️ sorry for my bad english and grammars
_hug you back_
Wait you're infp ?
@@ronwzirk thank you,i appreciate that
@@ronwzirk i dont really know
@@whosaidlesbiandonteatbeans8367 you’re welcome hope you grt better
I have a friend that used to have depression. I'm sorry.
All that you need to know, is to always keep your head up, and shut out the bad thoughts and meanings. Be yourself, and try your hardest. You only have one life in this body, ya know? You've already made it this far, so make it the best life you've ever had. Please be careful, and know your not alone. Sometimes, I feel like the world is shutting me out. As I said, you're not alone.
It's easy to love people but it's hard to love yourself
@XXXTentantacle love is when you care for someone more then anything and enjoy being around them and admire everything they do even if it was just a simple thing. It's sometimes hard to understand but this is what I think it is. I hope you can truly love someone one day♥
Sad truth..
@@imadirectionerfightme6797 love your name
@@stabby6261 And I love ur
I Love You BiZBiZ
*Happiness has left the chat*
you forgot the **
@@jermaxuio8141 My bad
No idc about this song i just like the art.
Sorry im so heartless.
@@Lil-Stupid- same but recommend you listen to the song to... if you want
Here’s some love
❤️x ♾
To the one reading this I hope things for you get better and just know I care about you, you may say no one cares about you but in reality people do they just don't show it. So don't be afraid to ask for help ask to hug someone you know we all been through tough times but my main message here is that theirs someone out there that does care about you.
Sincerely, Friendly and caring stranger
Have a good day/night🤍
"everything is gonna be alright"
*Stop giving me false hope* 😔
Ik how u feel but remember bangtan is always there for u and the'll always be, ik how hard all that is but just keep hoping and follow ur dreams like they did and u'll get happy one day.
(i'm depressed since a long time but i've got a good therapist and it's getting better)
@@mydaddyismashi I know they're always here for us... I just don't know why.. I don't know why it's getting worst. I'm not depressed, I just.. I feel like people don't know if I ever exist even my family, I just want to feel loved and grt their attention atleast once... I just feel like no one knows I exist in this judgemental society... I'm so thankful that there are still humans who can comfort others and I hope they can comfort themselves too💜
Everything isn't gonna be alright on its own but I can always help you make it that way
@@kahltdad7966 I don't even know how to respond💜 Thank you for your kind words. I know that it won't be alright but, Thank you☺
It is already alright.
Do you have the feeling that you want to cry all the time and you are awllays sad for no reason?
Yeah...that's me
Yeah, my parents always call me cry baby for it
kinda
but Im more like feeling sad and pissed off-
similar, i have reasons
always bro
that title reminds me on something my grandma said once to me
she said you will never be able to love someone and find the true love if you dont learn to love yourself first
thank you grandma for this great advice
You ever look into the stars and think
Ill see you there one day mom and dad one day....
*my heart is broken, but im happy for you*
CNX ändreī íchïm i don’t know what you’re going through but I feel you brother, I know what it’s like to be happy for the person you loved so much..
sono chippu what you said is hella relatable bro I feel you
I feel you. It sucks.
mood
IF YOUR HEART IS BROKEN HOW ARE YOU TYPING LIE FAKE ASS DEPRESSIONS
That title hits me right in the feels.....😞
Aziza Ellison And they say "You have to love yourself before you love someone else"...
Haru Yanto yeah
Haru Yanto preach
Jary I'll love you for you
Aziza Ellison I always feel like this when I have crush on someone and I endup blaming myself on everything..I don't know how to love myself.
It’s amazing to see that the lofi community has to be one of if not the most helpful/supportive/wholesome communities out there
I'm so happy, all the time. I'm the one to comfort my friends, to let them know it's ok. I tried to help my friend through an abusive situation and was told "you don't understand." I stayed silent, held her hand, and smiled. I took her to dinner that night to get her mind off of it. I have never told her what I went through, nor will I. That, is my role. It's ok, I hardly feel the knives piercing through me anymore.
"Are you okay?"
Always the same question.
"I'm fine"
Always the same lie.
why are you not okay?
@@elrenjohnf.cacanog5991 r/woooosh
IM FEELING JUST FINE, FINE, FINE
Hiding real emotions is the only thing I can do
cuz im just fine
you are all sensitive souls here,
i know that .. i love you all .
Artisless we love ya too
@@n3x477 thaaaaaaaank you ...
Artisless i love you
@@andrewhernandez9104 .. i love you too
Artisless shut the fuck up XD
It gets so hard sometimes. There isn’t anything wrong with my life at all. I have friends and family who (I think) love me but my brain likes to tell me otherwise, I live in a safe and peaceful area, my grades are high even when I feel like I’m not good enough and want to give up. I have all of this but I still don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be alive or exist. There are a lot of things I love but there’s this looming dread and numbness that overpowers the love that I fight to feel everyday.
I want to fall in love with being alive. I know I can’t do that until I fall in love with myself, every part of me without leaving anything out. I don’t know if it’s ever going to happen seeing how critical I am of myself and sometimes, without realising, of others as well which makes me a shitty person.
I hope in 5, 10, 15 years that I’m still here and that I find a way to be happy being myself. I have hope. For you and for me. Hang in there, I know it’s hard. Feel free to talk to me, I’m here💛
I love them. They used to love me. They lost interest. I’m blocked now. They love themselves. Yet I’m here wishing I could be someone else cause I don’t like myself. I still love them. But I can’t love myself. It’s annoying. It makes me angry and frustrated. But I don’t blame them. I blame myself. And just sit on my bed and think
the title.
the song.
the lyrics.
the beats.
the picture.
everything hits through my heart.
You forgot about the comments
???: I hate being someone's 2nd choice
Me: do u know what's worse
???: What?
Me: being no one's choice
:(
relatable
I know that feeling. Hope you have a great day ^-^
Ava Ebert * I never been someones choice
Ava Ebert deym that’s hard
I literally just had this playing on my playlist
Listening to these types of songs makes me feel like existing doesn’t seem so bad after all
"I am no one......I don't want to be anyone"
-obito uchiha
niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
That’s deep
Memories
14 years old gang right here, i see :D
@@TheLostChild25 r/Im14andthisisdeep
I feel alone even if I’m surrounded around all my friends
yes im too
snow white & warlock It hurts yk
snow white & warlock like just feels so sad
+LilFadi yeah
+LilFadi yeah thats right
I can't feel anything. Only in small or big bursts for short periods of time. Aside, I don't feel. I wanna cry, but I can't.
I've had a lot of trauma to deal with in the past. I never knew how to properly heal from it.
Because of these, I became lost, and slightly toxic.
But god I met her and I suddenly don't feel so lost anymore. I suddenly recognize my bad habits, and wants to heal from them healthily. I want to put my past behind me healthily.
I love her, but I can't love myself. Not yet, anyway.
So even if we don't end up together or don't stay together forever, thank you R****n. You truly touched my heart and have made me change for good.
Yea