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  • @ld_sing-ow1qx
    @ld_sing-ow1qx Місяць тому +72

    PLZZ RELEASE THIS SONG! This really needs to be out to the world!💗

  • @SunnySaige
    @SunnySaige 2 місяці тому +101

    Love you girl. Your music has changed my life!

  • @michelleclare0
    @michelleclare0 Місяць тому +5

    Your music changed my life when I started listening you. I love u girl. You are always amazing

  • @Moketta
    @Moketta Місяць тому +36

    I have been diagnosed with several terminal illnesses. My "family" says I'm now a burden, so they distance themselves from me. Life is more harder NOW, than it was before, dealing with my past traumas.
    I have been following you since day 1, and absolutely LOVE how you give so many of us a VOICE ☺️. FOREVER keep singing 🥰

    • @terrencekamisato3854
      @terrencekamisato3854 Місяць тому +2

      Oh lord...
      Just so you know. There are communities that will accept you (even if online) and you are not a burden to me. Thank you for saying you're issues

  • @SandersMamaOf3Boys
    @SandersMamaOf3Boys 2 місяці тому +63

    This song hit home so much. I lost so many friends after I was assaulted and r***d. I love your music.

    • @terrencekamisato3854
      @terrencekamisato3854 Місяць тому +5

      Oh god... hope you're okay. You are a warrior for surviving that and hope you're trying to reach out

    • @fallonrobberts3682
      @fallonrobberts3682 Місяць тому +1

      Omg are u ok???? What happened to the world these days😭😭😭😭😫😫😫😫

    • @SandersMamaOf3Boys
      @SandersMamaOf3Boys Місяць тому +4

      Thank you I’m ok. I was m****ted from 9 to 13 years old by my grandfather and ex-step brother. I tried filing charges but my mom’s side of the family told me that if I didn’t drop the charges that I would be disowned. Then I was assaulted and r***d at the ages of 18 and again at 20. I got pregnant with the one when I was 20 and I kept my baby. The man I’m married to for the past almost 13 years knows everything about my past and knows I still have my moments. He is able to tell when I’m about to have a horrible depression moment from my past and he knows exactly what I need to help me. My husband is an amazing man and helps me get through my moments and everything.

  • @addisonmorris4666
    @addisonmorris4666 Місяць тому +36

    PLEASE RELEASE THIS ITS QMAZING!!!! I relate to this song so much and it’s very hard to find music I relate to!

  • @TKnotts
    @TKnotts 2 місяці тому +30

    You are amazing. Thank you for creating the music you do. ❤

  • @madcatter576
    @madcatter576 2 місяці тому +11

    I was r***d twice, and both times I told someone, I wasn’t believed. I was told it was my fault, I need to ‘get over it’ and it wasn’t serious. Your music expresses feelings I can’t put into words. Thank you SO MUCH for being a voice

    • @MysticSynergy
      @MysticSynergy Місяць тому +2

      I believe you. It was NOT your fault. 🖤

    • @madcatter576
      @madcatter576 Місяць тому

      @@MysticSynergy hearing it from strangers (my therapist and you) makes me realize how toxic everyone around me was, both times. I have a hard time verbalizing things, so expressing my feelings about can be hard to convey. My therapist recommended art therapy, where I draw/paint/ etc what I feel and so far it’s been helping me process and move on.
      Thank you so much for your support, hearing from someone other than my therapist is… I’m sorry I think I’m looking for ‘relieved’ but it’s so much more than that too 💜🖤💜🖤

  • @JaydenDean-jq8dx
    @JaydenDean-jq8dx Місяць тому +4

    THIS NEEDS TO BE RELEASED I love it also thank you your music has saved my mental health and changed my life I am so excited that it is being released on May 15. Thank you so much. Skydxddy you are so wonderful and thank you for always being right there with your music to save me.

  • @shanisechang4601
    @shanisechang4601 2 місяці тому +9

    Need the full song. This hits home

  • @lovers-fd8eq
    @lovers-fd8eq Місяць тому +2

    This is relatable and I feel so bad for everyone who has gone through this this would be an amazing song if you release it but I would also understand if you don't want to because it hare for you.

  • @Savage503
    @Savage503 2 місяці тому +11

    This is some powerful stuff ❤

  • @IOSARBX
    @IOSARBX 2 місяці тому +8

    SkyDxddy, Subscribed because your videos are always awesome!

  • @itsyaboiuhintrovert3387
    @itsyaboiuhintrovert3387 2 місяці тому +6

    It's so hard to go on when no one knows and no one would believe you anyway because of who the other was. Your music just gives me a little more hope ❤

    • @mackenziebenson2992
      @mackenziebenson2992 Місяць тому

      I know my daughter feels the same way. So she can't even tell her sisters , or anyone. She's all alone. I was taken from my home at age 14 I was s exually assaulted uhg I don't even use those words but it didn't just happen there it happen a few more times up to the age 14 I can't be with men now. Not like that my daughter and her girl friend brought me to see her in salt lake city I met her I didn't know the songs like they did but when I heard it all I did was cry like bad because I kept it all to my self this whole time
      Having to find out it happen to your daughter to where was I why I'm suppose to protect her. And I felt so helpless all I can do now is be here for her now no matter what you can tell me anything. She felt shame. No there is no shame it's not our faults girls women please don't feel shame come forward tell your mother she will not judge you I didn't tell my mom then until a yr before she died because I didn't want her to hurt by being with a guy that was no good and the truth it your mom will not think those things. I'm sorry no one deserves this.

  • @aprillynndoyle17
    @aprillynndoyle17 Місяць тому +2

    I need a full version it’s so relatable ❤

  • @ScaryOnAdventure
    @ScaryOnAdventure Місяць тому +4

    We need a full version cause I can relate so much ❤

  • @Raylee385
    @Raylee385 Місяць тому +3

    We need a release date! This is absolutely amazing! You have an amazing voice! A lot of people relate to your music so much

  • @amandalynn9663
    @amandalynn9663 Місяць тому +1

    Wow!
    It's BEAUTIFUL. It's HONEST.
    Keep writing and changing lives. 💜

  • @kenderbree1963
    @kenderbree1963 Місяць тому +1

    I need this song in my playlist!

  • @anagail3942
    @anagail3942 Місяць тому +2

    This is amazing! It is so fucking relatable!!! 😢 thank you sooo much for this! 🖤

  • @bekahvilla123
    @bekahvilla123 26 днів тому

    I did not know the back story to this song. But I've been listening to it on repeat since the full version was released. It had helped me so much. This song made me a new fan of yours. It is so raw and powerful. I was sexually abused growing up and in my grade school years it made it hard for me to make/keep friends. So I relate so much to this song. Even to this day the lyric saying, " Danger in expressing and Safety in suppressing. I'm burying my broken parts". I feel like I do that way too often. I lost my mom to suicide at a young age not too long ago, and that really made me just shut everyone out. I felt like I couldn't talk to anyone without them saying I was too depressing or I always have a problem. And the bridge of the song is where I'm at daily. But this song has really helped me heal to voice my feelings. I know others relate as well. I pray for those who are in a dark place that we lean on each other and we hold each other up. I thank God for Artist like yall who make songs like to help us with such raw emotions that we can let out without shame. You have gained a new fan. I cant wait to see what you write next. God bless you

  • @K0DA.N0T.F0UND-
    @K0DA.N0T.F0UND- Місяць тому +1

    Your music has saved me, thank you so much. If it wasn’t for you and a few other artists I don’t think I would be here!

  • @matthewisbell3583
    @matthewisbell3583 27 днів тому

    This song is one of my favorites and hits me deep

  • @haliemendes6032
    @haliemendes6032 Місяць тому

    I just wanna say you are my fav artist. I found you because I was watching TikTok and someone posted a clip of your song and they didn’t credit you. but I wanted to hear the rest of the song and see more of your songs. so I used Shazam and multiple other sites to find you who wrote the song I found out it was your song iconic and since hearing that song I’ve been a huge fan of yours for about 4 years now. I love you and your ability to sing the truth not caring about what others think. Thank you for putting out such lovely music. Also thank you because if it wasn’t for your songs my life would have been harder. listening to you really showed me that no matter how tough things get there’s always hope. I always check up on your Channel once a week to see if there is any new music please keep putting out songs they are amazing❤

  • @I_AM_KARMA_WITCH
    @I_AM_KARMA_WITCH 2 місяці тому +14

    This song....
    I didnt know a song could put into words the pain and hurt that I couldn't ever explain. I'm always pretending I'm okay because I'm too heavy. My own spouse has told me that they wish I'd cheat so they'd have a reason to leave and I could be somebody else's problem because of my trauma brain....
    Yes, he said it out of anger when we were in the middle of a heated disagreement and he apologized afterward....but you can't take back the words once spoken.

  • @daltonwitchey1031
    @daltonwitchey1031 Місяць тому +1

    Check out the full release! Citizen Soldier X SkyDxddy - HEAVY!
    Great hit released by amazing people! And amazing collab!
    Btw if you don't know them yet.... Citizen Soldier.... You need to check them out. Their music will hit HARD! ❤️

  • @chronic_hatred2k22
    @chronic_hatred2k22 Місяць тому

    I can never truly understand how it feels to have suffered that act but I do genuinely hope that you find the happiness that was robbed of you.

  • @Bella_C_958
    @Bella_C_958 Місяць тому

    yes please release it would listen to this on loop for days

  • @traceyminx2504
    @traceyminx2504 2 місяці тому +3

    Omg this got me 😢😢

  • @AbhirUpadhye
    @AbhirUpadhye Місяць тому

    she makes the best songs!

  • @alayna20
    @alayna20 Місяць тому +1

    I need you to release this I love it so much. And I'm so sorry for what you and your friend are going through

  • @GeriAnnaDiffee
    @GeriAnnaDiffee Місяць тому +2

    PLEASE!!! I need this song!!! WHEN IS IT COMING OUT?!?

  • @isaVerboom
    @isaVerboom Місяць тому +1

    PLEASE RELEASE THIS SONGG!!!!!!!!

  • @hannahlatham9909
    @hannahlatham9909 Місяць тому

    This recently happened to me a like month back and I am very traumatized about it. So I completely understand and love this song. I hope it gets released

  • @Ava13276
    @Ava13276 Місяць тому +3

    I’m actually crying 😢

  • @YourFavGemini
    @YourFavGemini Місяць тому

    To anyone who can relate to this song, I am so deeply sorry. I hope to those people who relate to this song on some level finds peace and comfort. And I deeply hope and pray that even you find God along your journey of life. And if you’re not religious, then I hope and pray for you that you find a person on earth to love and help you. That will always be there for you, and will never leave you. I love you all

  • @ryannkallgren9451
    @ryannkallgren9451 Місяць тому

    Please release!! I love this song and relate to it so much!!❤❤❤

  • @NEVER-ly9ul
    @NEVER-ly9ul Місяць тому

    Full song plz! this is so relatable

  • @khelisiesalvatore8173
    @khelisiesalvatore8173 Місяць тому

    You are an angel to so many of us, a blessing and i listen to so much if your music everyday. I had to move away from the place where my SAs occured because everywhere i went there just reminded of all of it. Now I'm just so guarded that i have no one IRL. I have friends online and they live so far away. I miss human connection. I miss people that i trust that when i'm down or happy i can actually be around them hug them... but I'm just left with screens.

  • @dreadoesdisney8157
    @dreadoesdisney8157 Місяць тому

    I want more❤, I feel this so deep in my soul.

  • @susanteague-wv5km
    @susanteague-wv5km 2 місяці тому

    I absolutely relate to this and to you and all your songs!! I love you so so much 🤗💯💔❤️

  • @thedarkluna9455
    @thedarkluna9455 Місяць тому

    You are absolutely amazing. Keep your head up. It'll be worth fighting for in the end

  • @MelMel-uj2mi
    @MelMel-uj2mi Місяць тому

    Please I really need this right now!! I have been through so much!! Your music has saved me and now I have a way to tell people how I feel and what I've been through
    Love you Sky

  • @Pink_Mushr00mz
    @Pink_Mushr00mz Місяць тому

    i love you sm skydxddy. i was really looking forward to going to ur concert in seattle, but it looks like i cant anymore bc of money setbacks. it makes me happy knowing youre going to be so close to where i live tho. i love you so much. ty for saving me :)

  • @hamzapatel3652
    @hamzapatel3652 Місяць тому

    Please release this song, it’s so good.

  • @user-sv4xq8zr4f
    @user-sv4xq8zr4f 2 місяці тому

    This song is beautiful just like you and I can't wait to listen on absolute repeat. You're an amazing artist and an amazing person. Ily sm!

  • @user-jb9gk3ks6v
    @user-jb9gk3ks6v 2 місяці тому +3

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @lifewithsky6755
    @lifewithsky6755 Місяць тому

    I relate to this song 😢 all my friends left because I’m to difficult 😣

  • @Daphodil37
    @Daphodil37 Місяць тому

    You should release this song dear.. it speaks your truth.. and if I can be selfish for just a second.. I feel I really need this song. If it was out today, I’d have it on repeat. Your music helps a lot.. it’s nice to know there are others who understand but at the same time, it hurts to know that there are others who understand..

  • @KarenAyala-kb6um
    @KarenAyala-kb6um 2 місяці тому

    I can totally relate to this song😢

  • @melaniescott4846
    @melaniescott4846 2 місяці тому

    Love your music I can relate to alot of your songs, keep up the good work keep your head up I know it can be hard but don't give up girl you're amazing ❤

  • @jessicakraushaar5512
    @jessicakraushaar5512 Місяць тому

    I've lost a lot of people when I finally left my narcissistic emotionally abusive ex and I have been told by so many ppl that I have changed

  • @fiestyvixen9618
    @fiestyvixen9618 Місяць тому

    When are you releasing the full song girl? All I found is this short of this song. Been looking for it for so long. I relate so much please drop this one asap ❤

  • @gregoryritchey2457
    @gregoryritchey2457 Місяць тому

    You are an inspiration to me. Being a musician myself who makes doom metal, I can not only relate, you music is heavy yet angelic, healing yet corrosive and caustic to the constant battle going beyond our sight. Even though I am 56, and have different trauma than you, I can still feel every word as if it were a viper sinking its teeth into my spine. Your live videos truly show, that even though you are helping people heal, you are still struggling daily. That is the sign of a true hero, a sonic saint who, in this world of rape culture and socially accepted slavery, is brandishing an everlasting light by her words, her music and the unquenchable fire started by your darkest of memories. We all need songs like " Triggered", " Why Me?: " and " Battlefield". They are far beyond entertainment and it is in a gross understatement to call them that. No, your music is both a weapon and baptism, defender and way-shower, venom to our enemies and the waters of the holy grail to our loved ones. Thank you so much for what you are doing, and hopefully what you will continue to do. You are amazing and well loved.

  • @ChildrenDuval
    @ChildrenDuval Місяць тому

    This brought me to tears. I've tried wearing a mask for years but all I get is tears at night. You should release this. Many people need to hear it.

  • @poetess-troubadour
    @poetess-troubadour Місяць тому

    After I was SA'd, I never told anyone for 6 years that it happened. Then, I finally met a man I felt like I could trust. After he heard me out, he sent me away, ghosted me for two weeks and then called me only to break up. I felt like a broken thing that no one would ever want again, all over again, belonging nowhere. Now, I'm working up courage to tell this girl about it. We have so much history, and I trust her with my life probably, but my heart, it's still wounded and scared. This song hits all the right strings of my soul. Definitely gonna binge it when it's released ❤

  • @sweetwtf
    @sweetwtf 2 місяці тому

    Love it. I'd like to hear a happy song to see the contrast

  • @terischwenneker701
    @terischwenneker701 Місяць тому +1

    Im only 10 I have not been assaulted
    (Im so sorry to people that have been) but I have a severe anxiety and depression and when my "friends" found out they started distancing themselves for me and only wanted me when I was numb and wasn't depressed and were just basically like womp womp you're not fun anymore😭 like what?😭 but it's ok Im better now 😌🙃 luv and support for anyone who has to deal with anything like this ❤ 😊

    • @connieb9133
      @connieb9133 Місяць тому +1

      I can relate, I deal with this on the daily, I'm 14 and have been battling depression for the past 7 years, I've developed anxiety, social anxiety due to constant bullying, I'm not allowed social media because I get cyberbullied, once kids from school find out I have asocial media account, they all target me,I also have a extreme fear of storms that causes panic attacks and thoughts that I'm going to die because of the storm, plus ptsd since I got bit by a dog
      Sorry for the trauma dumping, I don't have many friends to talk to 😭😢😞

    • @terischwenneker701
      @terischwenneker701 Місяць тому +1

      @@connieb9133 aww me too Im so sorry you have to deal with that just remember you're not alone

    • @connieb9133
      @connieb9133 Місяць тому

      Thank you ❤ ​@@terischwenneker701

  • @PrakshiGajaria
    @PrakshiGajaria Місяць тому

    plzzzz make a full versionits so good

  • @Bon3z_Dilligaf
    @Bon3z_Dilligaf 2 місяці тому +1

    What.the.fuck 😢😮 team we claim this person as one of our own!

  • @smileskitch
    @smileskitch Місяць тому

    My heart... this hits so close.

  • @EmmaMarlowe-ll1wc
    @EmmaMarlowe-ll1wc Місяць тому

    This hits really hard. When I told my friends I was gay cause I trusted them they no longer wanted to be friends with me and they spread rumors about me it really hurt, so this song hits close to home for me.

  • @BellaGrignonTiktoks
    @BellaGrignonTiktoks Місяць тому +1

    When is heavy coming out? I need to add this and that one to my playlist

  • @Ailin-xc5ff
    @Ailin-xc5ff Місяць тому +1

    Omg… this hit different..

  • @Angel_meg34
    @Angel_meg34 Місяць тому +4

    I didn't get r*ap*d or s*xally@ssulted no one deserves that but I have bad Anxiety and I listened to this song and related bc my friends left me because I had bad anxiety and panic attacks I have one friend that stayed with me

    • @connieb9133
      @connieb9133 Місяць тому +1

      I'm 14 and I use my mom's account so the pic isn't me, anyways, I can relate I have ptsd, I also have anxiety, depression and social anxiety, all severe, along with astraphobia (extreme fear of storms), all my friends are distancing themselves from me because of my mental health, also have panic attacks when there is storms as well as horrible nightmares at night so my friends have to wake me up, it's not fun, but, just know you aren't alone, there will always be at least one person there for you, it took me awhile to figure that out myself
      Edit: I also tend to trauma dump on people without realizing and they don't communicate that with me, and then when I don't tell them anything they get angry at me, so I don't know what to do

    • @connieb9133
      @connieb9133 Місяць тому +1

      I found one person who generally cares for me (my guy friend) and when he said that he'll always be there to listen and support me, and said he likes talking to me after I apologize for taking so much, I started crying since I never had a friend who generally cares in a very freaking long time

  • @user-bt9yu6gk5n
    @user-bt9yu6gk5n Місяць тому +2

    please release this i have been on this short 30min now

  • @urdigitaldetox0218
    @urdigitaldetox0218 Місяць тому +1

    I'm a survivor of physical sexual and mental abuse please release this to all survivors your survivors u r not a victim because u r no one's victim u survived hell be proud I love you all

    • @connieb9133
      @connieb9133 Місяць тому

      I am so sorry to hear that, I hope you are okay, sending virtual hugs and comfort ❤

  • @msfinley3000
    @msfinley3000 Місяць тому

    You are amazing please be who you are!!

  • @hayleekohler4423
    @hayleekohler4423 2 місяці тому

    This song hits home u did an amazing job

  • @Lady_grace237
    @Lady_grace237 Місяць тому

    Tictok gave me motivation to continue with life.but my mom deleted it and I lost hope 😭😭😭 but after seeing you i believe you will motivate me with your songs❤❤

  • @fallonrobberts3682
    @fallonrobberts3682 Місяць тому

    PLEASE I NEED A FULL RELEASE 😢😢😢😢

  • @perkye1239
    @perkye1239 Місяць тому

    Aaaawwwww bless her x

  • @Blake_Love
    @Blake_Love Місяць тому +1

    Like if you want her to release this song 😅😅
    Also love you so much girl your music has helped me in so many ways and helping even more now

  • @laurettamae9573
    @laurettamae9573 Місяць тому

    It hits home for me too, not only with SA but also just becoming more disabled over time

  • @lizeylunar_anime
    @lizeylunar_anime Місяць тому

    Please release this!!!!❤❤❤

  • @Krista-po1nn
    @Krista-po1nn Місяць тому

    This song had me crying I know this feeling all too well lost so many friends because of being s*x*ally a*ssu*Ted. Hope hear the rest truly

  • @MrsTeshT
    @MrsTeshT Місяць тому

    PLEASE make a full version and post it😢

  • @PercyJacksonfan999
    @PercyJacksonfan999 Місяць тому +1

    Realtable...❤

  • @Jen21S
    @Jen21S Місяць тому

    They were not friends!!.
    Beautiful songs, I can relate on a different level

  • @Blayklee.G
    @Blayklee.G Місяць тому

    I’m begging you release it (sorry if it is I can’t find it) but I relate too much and I need this song

  • @user-du9qp8qw5l
    @user-du9qp8qw5l Місяць тому

    Pls release it, I need this.

  • @Reddoshida-Chan
    @Reddoshida-Chan 2 місяці тому

    Your music is so good. Keep doing what your doing, it makes a difference

  • @matthewrust4294
    @matthewrust4294 Місяць тому

    Amazing

  • @bradleymedlin3840
    @bradleymedlin3840 2 місяці тому

    Damn this song hit for me because it's facts

  • @justingreene1140
    @justingreene1140 2 місяці тому

    You did a amazing job I'm proud of you for standing up for others ❤

  • @yosinas7926
    @yosinas7926 Місяць тому

    Pleas relese this song ! I want this in my spotify list

  • @leostephen491
    @leostephen491 Місяць тому

    This happened to me as well with my “friends”

  • @HannahGriffeth
    @HannahGriffeth 14 днів тому

    Hey i can relate to this so much

  • @GalaxySniper07
    @GalaxySniper07 2 місяці тому

    love your music my bestie told me check out your music and i fell in love with your music

  • @Aiyanna-v2g
    @Aiyanna-v2g День тому

    My thighs was touched by someone a year older then me last year I haven't been myself ever since 😢

  • @MitheWolf
    @MitheWolf Місяць тому

    Please Release it 😍😍😍

  • @Elliotsluvforacting
    @Elliotsluvforacting Місяць тому

    Please release this!

  • @user-vt9jl7fw2u
    @user-vt9jl7fw2u Місяць тому +1

    My favorite UA-camr used this song!

    • @Kameko_49
      @Kameko_49 Місяць тому +1

      Who?
      Crazycae idk?😅

    • @connieb9133
      @connieb9133 Місяць тому

      ​@@Kameko_49it is cae 😊

  • @CashWinkler
    @CashWinkler Місяць тому

    I relate so muck to this, can you release it?

  • @TheMorbidreality
    @TheMorbidreality Місяць тому

    Funny I can relate to this as well, but for different reasons

  • @user-xl1us6ut5l
    @user-xl1us6ut5l Місяць тому

    RELEASE THIS PLEASE ITS GOING ON MY PLAYLIST ON REPLAY

  • @The_offical_yn
    @The_offical_yn 25 днів тому

    Could you make a song about people who got SA by a family member?... You don't have to since I know your a busy creator❤️ your music is wonderful and helped me through so much thank you for everything that you do for your community/fans❤

  • @AndyLegends14
    @AndyLegends14 Місяць тому

    please release full version of it with Jake from Citizen Soldier. 🥺

  • @talkofresh64
    @talkofresh64 Місяць тому

    I can't say it enough. I will put it on every video I can. You have the words my heart screams. ❤️ I love you. I love all of you.

  • @aurorathomasandfriends4396
    @aurorathomasandfriends4396 2 місяці тому

    I am a 11 and I am crying 😢 it is so true I love it