a day of reading and feeling emotions
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Anxiety creeps in at the worst times and makes no exceptions. I'm glad you found solace in talking about it and in meditation. Never apologise for talking to us or for putting up a chill vlog where all you do is read. We love you and we love being able to share little snippets of your life with you. Thanks for this video, Hannah
I started using an app called Forest for reading. You set a timer and it starts to grow a little tree! It puts your phone onto airplane mode. If you try to go to social media it kills the tree. So every time you do it, you grow a new tree and eventually you will have a forest. There are different types of trees you can grow, and there are seasonal ones. I believe I got it from another booktuber too
Sarah P Slytherin thank you! This is amazing
theres one called flora thats free instead of the 2 bucks for forest if u dont want to spend 2bucks
A 30 minute long reading vlog?? I'm so ready for this! *grabs snacks and a drink*
Books Michelle me too
me tooooooo
I see people comment this a lot on long vidoes but really, do you actually eat snacks while watching this? 😂
Daughter Of Hades I’d truly just gotten myself a cup of tea and some biscuits haha!
Books Michelle Same! Lol . I had a big cup of tea and some cookies 😋
30 freaking minutes????????? I am so ready!
"I turn to books when my mind turns away from me." That is absolutely heart wrenchingly beautiful and I've never heard anything that described my reading style so well. Love your chanel. ❤
I was just about to comment this, such a powerful statement
I honestly got emotional when you talked about how reading helps with your mental health because I feel the same way. Reading has been such a special way for me to escape into a different world and to be outside of my own head. Last year was a hard one for me and the peak of my anxiety and depression, but since discovering booktube about six months ago, I was able to find channels like yours, and life has been getting better ever since💕💕✨
Tenisha Deed I’m so sorry that you’ve been going through such rough times. I completely understand the feeling. But hearing that BookTube has helped you so much recently makes me so incredibly happy! I’m so glad you’ve found something that has been able to help you. That’s so important. I hope you’re doing well 💕💕
Same
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Thank you for filming and putting up this vlog. Woke up from a nightmare and ended up taking the opportunity to come watch this because I didn’t have time to during the day. Made me feel less alone! I feel a lot better. I think you’ve also put me in the mood to read a little bit before going back to sleep!
Also I’m amazed at yours and people’s reading speeds. I read so slowly in comparison! I would barely be able to read 200 pages in a day (if I even could), let alone in a couple hours. lol
Oh, PS: I know the strugglllle of seeming fine when I’m SO not fine. I get outwardly shut down and into a freeze response from being so triggered, and people think I’m just super calm when really I’m like dying inside. Makes it really hard to get help and get taken seriously! ❤️ Good reminder not to take things at face value all the time.
I wish I could give you a hug when you feel down, I hope having us around helps somehow ♥️ I'm glad your day ended better ♥️
I love how personal this video is. ❤️Makes me feel better that I’m not the only one going through this.
I know that this comment is 4 months old, but I just want to let you know that, as someone who experiences Anxiety just know that even though it may seem hard now, it will get better, you will have your ups and downs but you will eventually learn to cope with it.
I'm living for your new style of videos! I love how funny, interesting, personal and down to earth they are. We get to know you more, your personality is just so fun, so I guess that's why I love these.
thank you so much for being so honest and open about your anxiety! It's so helpful for a lot of people and it really means a lot!
I love how active and responsive Hannah is with her fans and supporters, I really feel like she cares 😭❤️
Giannah Golden I do really care! I care a lot 💗💗💗💗
I dont mean to get all sappy but your talks about mental health really touched me... I have been struggling a lot lately tbh, with anxiety and depression and all that lovely stuff but I just wanted to say you have really helped me rediscover my passion for books and that escape from my own mind has really been exactly what I needed so thank you so much Hannah, you and your videos are always one of the highlights of my day ^-^
Okay I am just very excited to tell you that I just read The Night Circus because of you ....and holy....I am sooo grateful that I did. I love you so much Hannah and I admire you even more with every video you post💞
Ahhh I'm so glad that you enjoyed it!
I'm late commenting here but I also wanted to say I read The Night Circus because of your recommend, fell totally in love with it, recommended it to a friend, and she read it and fell in love too! Love your videos, thanks so much for the time and effort you put into them! Also I admire your honestly in sharing about your anxiety, etc. These kinds of issues get swept under the rug and disregarded too much, and raising awareness is so important!
Oh my goodness!! I've never been this early. I love your channel, Hannah. You're my favorite BookTuber.
Rebeca thank you so so much! ♥️♥️♥️
I honestly can't wait until this school year is over so I can read ALL day EVERY day. I hope we all finish this school year with good grades! Hannah I love your vlogs
You're incredible. Getting to know you through your channel has been an extraordinary experience and it feels like watching a friend. Thank you for everything you do, and for making these kinds of videos, too, and letting us know you. Good luck with your finals!!
Thank you so much for sharing! I have anxiety and depression. This was nice to see someone sharing. Your such a strong and amazing woman!
I loved this! And it was so generous of you to share the behind the scenes parts of your day. So many of us struggle with anxiety or some other difficult mental health challenge, and it really does help to share it with one another. What helps me most with my anxiety is meditation (favorite app is HeadSpace), walking, and limiting distractions. The extra stimulus of distractions, especially things like socialmedia can be really taxing. So muting my phone, muting my notifications, maybe even turning my phone off if I'm being compulsive about reaching for it - it is literally a sanity saver.
A 30 minutes long video from you just makes my day even better ♥️ Love you Hannah!! ♥️
Sara The Dreamer I’m so glad!! I hope you enjoy it 💓💓💓
1, I have the astonishing color of after & cannot wait to read it! 2, THANK YOU so much for opening up about your anxiety. You are not alone. I deal with stress, anxiety & depression a lot but it’s been horrible this year. I’m usually so good at hiding it from everyone but again, this year i haven’t been doing a good job with that. I’m wearing my emotions on my sleeve most days. I’ve started doing yoga, regular massage, & just putting myself first & it’s seemed to help most days. Just knowing it’s ok to have a day where I literally don’t have to do anything but curl up & read or relax helps. Hang in there girl, you have a ton of people supporting you & im sure a lot that share your struggles. ❤️
I’ve had no time to read recently and I’ve really been down about it 😕 xx But you really cheered me up and motivated me to pick up a book xx Delving into Children of Blood and Bone now 😋😋 xxx Thank you!! Xx
yayy!! I hope you love Children of Blood and Bone! It's so fabulous!
I'm the same way I really don't have time to sit down and read books and I feel horrible about that! I have read some doing the nights tho
Loved the little Q&A!
I hope you get to see Panic! at the Disco live in concert!
I have had sever anxiety for about two years now and depression for a lot longer and I've recently decided to buy and read more books and I can honestly say that I wish I did this a long time ago. Reading has made me feel so much better and if I did this way before I don't think I'd have to be going to therapy like I am atm. Discovering your channel has honestly helped a lot, I'm able to discover new books that help me distract myself from my mental health. So thank you for having this amazing channel xx
The whole smiling thing whilst suffering is the same with me. My therapist noted that whilst talking to her about personal stuff and having constant one on one eye contact with her I would have a smile plastered on my face. Like as though of I was talking about stuff without smiling I'd break down-its kind of one of those automatic things that happen I guess. So yeah I can relate to what you're going through *hugs* 😘😘
i completely relate to you reading as a form of distraction from anxiety and other things going on. this helped me realize that i guess i'm not as alone as i thought and i'm so proud that you managed to persevere with this vlog because i know how much anxiety makes you want to curl up and lie on the floor doing nothing but cry, i'm proud you got through the day.
Hannah, it was very conforting to hear about your anxiety and know that other people also feel like this sometimes. I believe that many viewers thought that too. Thank you for sharing and showing ways that you use to move on. Your channel is by far my favorite on youtube. Hope you are feeling better!
Thanks for being vulnerable and honest about your anxiety, its nice to hear other people deal with it too. ❤
Ugh I relate to your anxiety in this video so much. Thank you for sharing and being honest about it. Anxiety is absolutely the worst.
I was so excited when I saw this long reading vlog! I love it when you do these kinds of videos! 😊
And I love hearing you talk about your struggles with anxiety and being so honest about how you're feeling. As someone who also suffers from anxiety it's always so comforting to hear people talk and be open about their experiences, it's reminds me that I'm not alone. And your videos are always such a comfort to me, especially during bad mental health spells 💕
I really loved it. As someone who has suffered with depression off and on I came face to face with how debilitating depression is and the author described it so vividly from a spectators perspective.
I was having a very bad anxiety attack a few weeks ago (like one of the worst I have had in months) and I couldn’t focus on anything. I’m Christian so usually praying and reading my bible help but this time the attack was really bad.
One thing that really helped me was drinking tea (calming teas like hibiscus and sleepytime) and just meditating.
I’m sorry you went through that but I’m happy that you are comfortable enough to share your struggles with us.
Thank you for this video! I deal with anxiety and have experienced similar bad days. Seeing that other people deal with anxiety shows me that I am not alone and helps me so much. Thank you for all the helpful tips for dealing with anxiety and I hope you have more good days in the future!
Thank you so much for showing your anxious moments in this vlog. I struggle with anxiety a lot and it really helps me to see that the lives of people on social media aren't as perfect as they seem.
I found your channel about 3 months ago, I'd like to just say thank you so much for getting me back into reading again. I love your enthusiasm when you talk about books that you've read and loved and it has inspired me to pick up books again. I was in a major reading slump last year but I've read 9 books so far this year! I've just started your favourite - The Night Circus too! Thank you for your videos, you have me as a new subscriber :D
Hannah, thanks so much for sharing. It really helps to know that there are people out there who go through the same struggles I go through. Your videos always make my day so much better💛
I appreciate your honesty Hannah! I know that can be so difficult to disclose. Loved this video!
every time you feel worse just think that you're not alone. There's people here supporting you and sending you love and good energy. When I stay in my room alone for a long time I get really stressed but don't forget there is a world outside full of new oportunities and kindness. And I promise that one day everything will be fine. 'Your now is not your forever'. Hope you're okay! Love your videos!
I love you so much! We support you and I love that you’re being honest about your mental health. I totally get it...my anxiety really gets in the way of my leisure reading often. Great vlog ❤️❤️❤️
I actually love simple vlogs like this. It’s really relaxing. I also haven’t had time to read anything and it sucks because I used to read all the time. School is taking up so much of my time now. Thank you for sharing your struggles with anxiety. I know it’s hard to talk about how you’re feeling especially when you don’t know how to remedy it. Have a great day Hannah! 😊
I enjoy watching people who read, it's calming. It doesn't need anything else ❤️
LOVE YOU HANNAH!!!! You’re a strong, brilliant, creative, beautiful bookish badass and I’m sending you a million virtual big giant fuzzy blankets ♥️
KatieMarieCohen I love you friend thank you 😭💓💓💓
I'm so happy you also loved The Astonishing Color of After. So many emotions! Thank you for sharing about your anxiety.
It feels good to know that I’m not the only one who has anxiety. Thank you for sharing. It’s good to know you’re not alone😌
I legit just cried just so you know. I personally haven't heard a lot of people talk about what it's like to have an all day long anxiety attack for no apparent reason. This happens to me all the time, and it is so hard to put on that happy face like you were saying. I understand your struggles love. You talk about it because people right along side myself NEED to hear it from influential people like you
I loved this video and I’m glad you decided to upload it and be transparent even on a bad anxiety day. Thank you for uploading it!!! 😊
I watch ASMR videos on UA-cam when the anxiety is overwhelming. For some reason they allow me to relax, often even doze off, too. Feel better!!
As someone with anxiety, it was so unexpected but also reassuring to hear you talking about your anxiety and knowing that I’m not the only one. I’ve been trying to consistently meditate so seeing it help you is another good thing as well to know that it has worked for others and motivates me to continue c:
Also I love these reading vlogs so much, it always motivates me and makes me want to pick up a book and read 😊 Love your videos, keep doing what you do and I hope your anxiety gets better 💕
Thanks for your sharing of emotions and things! As someone who deals with anxiety, I know how absolutely miserable that is, and I'm really proud and respect the fact that you shared it with people! it makes me feel better about being anxious for sure. Being vulnerable is definitely scary, but I hope you're glad you were. Love you and your content!
I feel like this weekend has been rough for anxiety, me and at least a dozen friends of mine have had horrible anxiety attacks all weekend, But I LOVED the 30 minute volg, A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
Your book blogs and videos in general always inspire me to read! And that’s incredibly important - to get away from screens - thank you for that!
Just borrowed the astonishing colour of after from the library and I'm sooooo excited to read it!! I chose it for my big English project, and I'm so excited to do that assignment because I know this is the kind of book I am going love talking about, and I get to dissect it and just UGH IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK
Thanks for the vlog, and for feeling able to share your experiences of anxiety as they were happening!
I loved this vlog and your channel! Thanks for sharing your struggle with mental health, I know it's hard to talk about it to strangers but it's so nice to be able to relate to someone else. Stay strong ❤️❤️
I admire your speed of reading it takes me 3hrs to finish 90 pages. Thank you for sharing a piece of ur emotions with us!
I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO READ, THANKS TO COLLEGE, TOO. We’re almost free, Hannah!
Stories For Coffee SO. CLOSE. Hang in there friend ♥️
I’m going to college next fall and I’m scared I won’t have time to read as much! I’m reading as much as I can this summer though!!
You are wonderful. I love your videos. Especially this one. You are so open and honest about how you're feeling and what you're going thru . Im a depressed and anxiety filled person as well, and although it hurts to see others hurt it's nice to know I'm not alone in how I feel. Thank you for sharing!
Clarissa C thank you for being so kind ♥️♥️
hello Hannah, I'm so grateful for sharing your feelings with us because I can only imagine how hard it must be for you to go through this. I (and I believe so many others as well) love you as you are, even WITH your other sides, when you're feeling down or when you think you're boring. you're not! I could watch 3 hours of this just you talking to us and reading and eating and sharing your life with us. it's just like Avatar, i could watch the characters having their breakfast and i would love it so much and not be even one second bored. anyway, thank you for sharing this with us and for all of your other videos. we love you :)
I think you should be proud of yourself because so many of us suffer from panic attacks and anxiety. I go through it a lot and I find comfort knowing That I am not alone. It really does take courage and I put yourself in social media these days and I thank you for it.
love love love this vlog. I didn’t even look at the timestamp before I started so it felt like I was just having a really chill day of reading at home with a friend :’) I’m so excited that you read The Poet X! I just finished it last night in one straight sitting and it hit me so hard. I’m glad there’s more Latinx representation in books but ones with Dominican/Puerto Rican/other Caribbean characters always hit me the hardest because I relate to them the most, my family being Puerto Rican. there aren’t as many of those in YA. everything about that book was amazing and I immediately passed it on to my mom because I know she’ll love it even more 💓
I also love that you shared those moments in your anxiety with us. I know it’s really hard - I’ve been super anxious the past three weeks and it’s annoying to have your brain suddenly be like “fear!!!!!!” for no reason - but it really does help to know you’re not alone. including it in the video really means a lot; it not only felt like I was chilling at home with a friend, but like I was watching one of my own reading days play out. thank you so much for sharing it with us!!! 🌟✨💞
I appreciate you talking about your mental health! It reminds me to check in with myself and my mental health ❤️ I hope your finals go well!
I've recently started drying my curly hair with a diffuser attachment on my hair dryer and it is amazing! I would highly recommend it for curly hair!
Love you to pieces Hannah! Thank you for sharing, you have no clue how many people you touch by sharing your feelings. I 100% agree on the blanket, I have way to many to count and its for that reason❤️
Natasha C blankets are the best 💗
I love you SO MUCH BABES!!! I'm glad you use your platform to check in with yourself and to show your subscribers that it's okay to share with others how you feel.
I truly appreciate the fact that you talk about your mental health, I know it's not easy but I'm sure it helps a lot of people ! I think it's important to normalise those low mental health days, we all have them !
I'd love to see more reading vlogs! And all the books you've mentioned in this video are on my TBR and I cannot wait to read them!
Just found your channel and omg I was missing out! I love you and the content you put out. You’re so relatable and definitely inspire me in reading more.
I know it may be hard for you to vlog this but It is Nice to know that we are not alone. :) I have anxiety too, and usually smile to hide what I feel. Thank you for this honest vídeo!
You always make my day! 🌸
Thank you! Xoxo from Brazil
i love all your videos especially these reading vlogs 😍 i was able to go by the library and borrow The Astonishing Color of After and i cannot wait to start reading it
omg i just started the poet x this morning and ended up finishing it before lunch, it’s amazing i loved it so much !! love your videos hannah, especially your reading vlogs
Really enjoyed this little reading vlog, nice to share your experiences and see a bit into your life. Great for when I am doing work and I can watch whilst doing essays!
I love your channel so much, it's really inspired me to start my own booktube channel. I didn't even know booktube was a thing before you and now I can share my love of books and what I read with the world!
Omg your curly hair routine is finally revealed!!! 😲 😂♥️
i can totally relate to the anxiety part...when i have nothing to do i can be the same its really bad and stressfu. love you
this vlog was really entertaining (which is a bit weird to say). i def wanna check out the first book you read and it was reassuring to hear you talk about your anxiety because i have it too.
I’m LIVING for this long vlog!! Loved it
These are my favorite kind of vlogs where you are mainly just reading (: love this video!
Hopefully you're feeling a lot better now, Hannah! And, thank you for the video! ♡
I used to not be a reader but I fell in love with reading when I was struggling with anxiety and insomnia so it is really nice to have someone like you to talk about your anxiety and eating disorder and being so honest with us . (Sorry this is late)
A half hour reading vlog from you makes my day 💙
I started crying watching you crying in fast-motion! That's literally all it takes for me to cry.
I got The Astonishing Color of After and Emergency Contact last week and I'm so excited to read it!!
I haven't read the book but I just took the quiz to figure out which Maji Clan I would be in and I got the Burner Clan. A lot of those questions I had a hard time deciding on, so it'd be interesting to retake it after I read the book or when I start the book.
I appreciate that you made this video, because I'm actually dealing with a strong situation with my family and I just feel so betrayed in every sense, but I could relax a bit with your words and knowing that we can actually deal with this. 🙈💕
Entre frases y versos I’m so sorry you’ve been dealing with difficult family stuff. I hope that things start to improve soon. Know that you’re loved and not alone ♥️♥️♥️
I really hope you're doing okay! It's definitely ok to be honest and I don't judge you for smiling through it. I do the same thing. College was the most stressful time of my life. I basically locked myself in my room and hardly attended class and didn't even go out to meet friends or eat out or shop. I went home on the weekend to visit my parents, do laundry and get groceries. I ended up losing a lot of weight and dropping out eventually. I believe you can get through this no matter what. :) Love your honesty and I always try to be the same.
The title is a truely accurate representation of MEEEH
Well done on pushing through this vlog. Really enjoyed it. So happy you enjoyed The Astonishing Color of After. A new favourite of mine too. Related to it a lot and cried a lot as well! Much love Hannah. 💜
Loved this video
the tips were helpful and yes it was VERY RELATABLE your thoughts on mental health and reading books literally made me cry because Im also not going through the best part of my time. and for sure Im gonna read the astonishing color of after
Actually when i watched on goodreads that you read that book I was really excited to know your thoughts about the book and then the notification came !
So yeah really really liked the video and obviously you!
30 mins!!! I have been blessed by Hannah!!!!!
The title of this video is literally me rn
YAY! Loved how long this was. Not that you had anxiety though - it admittedly gave me anxiety too. I have the poet x already but haven't started it, and have been meaning to add the astonishing color of after to my collection. You gave me a reason to start on one. I need to finish reading Mists of the Serengeti first though. I'm more than halfway with that one.
YOUR VLOGS KEEP ME ALIVE AND INSPIRE ME TO READ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOUR MY FAV BOOKTUBER!!!!!
this long vlog really was the best part of my day. A nice break from studying
This week is my dead week! I’m so tempted to give up studying and just read! Good luck with the rest of the semester!
I'm having an anxious day today, I can't focus on work and my head hurts and I haven't fed myself or drank anything. It's just one of those days. We are all here for you :) x
Ah the timing of your vlog!! I just finished The Astonishing Color of After like an hour ago, and the end of the book had me in tears because there was a part that felt like it was taken from my life/something I experienced recently...the way it was written sort of freaked me out - like the author put my confusing thoughts into such beautiful words...if that makes sense?! Thanks for sharing your experience reading it
I really enjoyed watching this! Thanks for sharing your day with us
I enjoy these so much! Sending you love girl! 🖤
OMG. It definitely helped me feel less alone when you mentioned your anxiety. I've been too anxious to leave the house very much lately, except for school and a couple of errands here and there. Mostly I've been staying home, hiding in my room and reading. Like I'm really relieved that you're sharing your experiences. You are so wonderful, I absolutely adore your videos. Thank you for being so open and honest.
Also, I hope that this doesn't sound creepy, but I think we live in the same area because you mentioned going to a book signing that is relatively close to where I live a while back. I like in Los Altos. I know this is a weird bit of info to share on the internet. But I just wanted you to know that you're not alone. I don't know if this is reassuring or just a weird bit of info to share with somebody??? Anyway, I hope that you feel better soon and that you have a wonderful day.
I really need to pick up The Astonishing Color of After. I'm afraid that I'll cry the whole time, though. And books written in poems are my jam. I need to check out both books.
The tip with the timer was so helpful xx
I have just recently found you and I'm already in love with your reviews and everything on books!! I'm a fellow bookworm myself but I _am_ going deaf so if you or someone subtitle your videos that'd make one more girl smile for the rest of her years 😊
I LOVED THIS VIDEO I need more of them!!!!