WAAA the lovecore vibes are IMMACULATE!! I love hearing about your experience with niche subcultures and how your identity can get so wrapped up in them, I think for creatives who make the things we love a major pillar of our ~brand~ and careers in addition to our identities, it can be especially hard to integrate new interests or aesthetics because it's "not what we're known for." It's like a big scary business decision in addition to a personal decision which only adds more pressure! It's something I've struggled with myself for a LONG time so I'm super glad to hear about you chat about your experience!! Thank you for the excellent video as always 💖
You said 10 years and I had literal flashbacks to when I first found you in your lolita era and now I'm here realizing that basically we have grown up together on the internet which is WILD but so so happy to see you back lolita🥹🥹
"sorry i keep wearing the same lolita shoes" and they're the cutest, dreamiest, loveliest lil heart heeled sandals ive ever seen??? i never get tired of those, seriously! tho i hope you eventually get something sweet at a future swap meet bc you deserve fun and whimsy
Omg yesss Lolita and ponies! This video inspired me to rewatch MLP for the cozy vibes and try and style a Fluttershy inspired coord with my Lolita wardrobe. This is the thought-provoking, stellar content I expect on UA-cam! 💖
honeslty the big spiritual hought and then "My Little Poney" is everything. It's like free writing and talking about what i did and my thoughts and my discovery and suddenly snapping onto something else, forgeting I was writing about work and going "oh and the lastest episode of that cartoon i watch -" big big MOOD. I have been on your channel since early high school though, so a good 10 to 8 years, and i kinda did miss the lolita bits. I got into lolita thanks to you when i finally had my own space and focused on being cute and fem for different reasons, then I put everything away bc experiences led me to be uncomfy with my feminity as a AFAB agender person. And I still kinda have and always had that "i need to be that one specific thing/that one specific person with that one aesthetic and that one behaviour" because I thought only unicity made me a person, but watching you work through that is really helping me with accepting that i don't have to be only ONE thing. It's okay if i the way i dress and act and think and am differs from day to day or situations from situations, that's just what makes me "me" and you helped me come to term with that and I can't thank you (and all the pixie system, who made an appearance or interference in the videos you've published) enough for this
@@Pixielocks I know!!! Just two years off! Your my fav Bday Twin (after Nana Osaki bc imyk), also someone that makes me think maybe, maybe I can make it too
I remember finding you when you were a lolita youtuber. I felt your fashion progression made sense. You love pastels and rainbows and that is something you very much stuck to.
You’re my favorite content creators and I have been watching your content for probably 7 years now. You’re videos helped me through very hard times in my life especially that you were so open about your own struggles and I just wanted to thank you for everything (I’ve always been a very quiet follower except for a few drawings I made back in the day) sooo pls keep on doing your thing and lots of love 💕💕💕
So lovely to hear more people talk about that "threat" feeling, I often feel this way especially with extremely contrasting styles. Some days, I'm me in the pic, the others I look like you 😊 But mixing? 😅 Pastel goth feels so wrong, I chalk it up to not wanting to mix my pastels / black in the wash but realistically, I think I'm scared of accepting both parts of me together because it's nice to step into another "me",feels like my personality matches with how I look & feel 😂
i remember watching your first four egl videos over and over and over again when I first found the fashion in ~2014. i hope you find it fun and healing ^^
Omg immediately so excited when I saw the this because my Dreamy Pony jsk in black is one of my absolute favorites! Absolutely lovely dress for your return to Lolita! 💕
I can't believe i've been watching your channel since literally your first lolita videos when i was in high school. your videos have been a constant source of joy for me and i always find myself coming back to watch you guys. thanks for growing up with me
omg, i can’t believe i’m hearing you talk about this. i also have DID & have yet to hear from anyone else about that phenomenon - feeling as though you can’t dabble in multiple aesthetics & such. i wonder if that’s because different parts wanted to all behave as a singlet? or maybe it’s autism lol. who knows? not me. anyways, thank you for sharing. 🫶 edit: getting a few more minutes into the video you’re addressing things i questioned in my comment lol whoops
I'm autistic and don't have DID but I really relate to the all of nothing thing... Like for me it's stopped me from trying out all kinds of things because I don't want people to change the way they perceive me from day to day... Like the social interactions are already unpredictable! I don't want to have to factor in some new aspect of my personality being visible to everyone! But I realised that it's actually not all that much more chaotic, and it feels worth it to change up my style especially to play with gender stuff
I also find this refreshing to be talked about! As a DID system myself (and potential diagnosis of autism), the way Pixie explains it makes so much sense :0 I also relate to the other comment of not wanting to factor in a new aspect of my personality into my social interactions 0-0 I think I still struggle with not boxing myself into a certain style but have found more movement very freeing! One less layer on the mask to keep up :)
I know nothing about Lolita, but as someone who is a HUGE fan of Pinkie Pie (both gen3 & gen4) I LOVE your Lolita outfit and it DEFINITELY gives off Pinkie Pie vibes 🩷🎀🎈! I think that it's so amazing that you were able to come back to a style you used to love again in such a fantastic way!
Omg LET'S GOOO! I remember watching "the wait" on repeat lmao. Seriously though I think there was a lot of social fear in messing the style up, being an "ita." Maybe I just grew up, but I think it was generally a more oppressive vibe especially online 😬
i commented on the last video about how i own dreamy pony ribbon and oh my god ive just got to the point about pinkie pie,,, this dress has ALWAYS made me think of pinkie pie!!!
When you talked about coming back to what you used to do to express yourself but now fully conscious that you love it and it’s not just an escape felt so real, recently I’ve been thinking and doing that too, and as someone your age that also watches since your lolita era, it feels nice to watch someone else grow up more or less as the same time as me haha, thanks for sharing all your journeys 💖
I totally feel you on the whole needing to be all or nothing when investing yourself into a subculture. I was really into Lolita in my early twenties but now that I’m older I don’t have time or money to spend on Lolita. But I still try to find ways to incorporate my dresses into everyday fashion as opposed to sticking to the strict Lolita ‘rules’. Fashion is meant to be fun and I still love my dresses so I’m gonna wear them however I want.
sometimes I'm concerned that you can read minds because you say exactly what we've been thinking and it's wild /j real talk though you hit the nail on the head with the idea of trying to make yourself be ONE THING when, like, that's not how people work, *especially* with plurality. it's been an ongoing struggle for us to make room for everything we can be. we don't even have an online public presence, yet we still feel the need to have a ✨personal brand✨ that's ✨cohesive and consistent✨ when that's just. not realistic for even one individual part of us, let alone all of us. so I can't imagine the pressure of having the same feeling while also being under the public's microscope. idk where I'm going with this comment except to say I SEE YOU I FEEL YOU YOU LOOK GREAT THX 🍀
Yes I have been around since the Lolita content 😂 I’m not new to this I’m true to this 🤪🫶🏽🤣 But honestly I’m here for your journey and I have grown with you over the years which is comforting to me ☺️💖
As someone who has been using fashion/clothing as self expression since they started dressing themselves at 2 (with some weather appropriateness help from my parents early on), and as someone who has realized my adhd has definitely influenced the wide array of my fashion inspo, it’s so great to see other folks really being expressive with fashion and being into a variety of styles. 😊
I've followed you since the Lolita days, so this was exciting to see! I remember drawing fanart of you years ago and you were so nice to comment on the post. Loved the video!
I started watching your videos in 2017 so after you had stopped wearing lolita, but I learned about lolita later that year and finally earlier this month I got my first dress! The timing of you getting back into lolita as I am starting to wear it is so perfect haha💕
ahhh how exciting!!! im also a lolita and i found you previously while you were still out of the fashion. but seeing you come back is so amazing! welcome back
This feels like a return to your happy self. I also love you showing as a jewel of fashion, where each side revealed adds more depth to your character.
a black woman is running for president, pixie is in lolita…deadpool 3 is finally here…i think everything’s gonna be alright, (i hope,) i love love love this co-ord ah!!! i have a deep love of pinkie bc in my friend group growing up EVERYONE said i was her but i always felt like rainbow dash and never understood until i realized im a system myself, and once i did oooooo did all the pinkie love explode from me !! party of one really spoke to me back then as someone whose emotions could really over take them at a sudden moment (rumination gang) i need to rewatch/finish the show ah!! i’ve been trying to watch monster high first though 😔
appledash is canon according to their voice actress hehehe I have also been going through a MLP re-introduction. I was deep in the fandom but an experience with an ex in the fandom ruined it for me (SIGHHHH) for a long time... But it's time to reclaim it!!
So interesting how u mention the different things ur getting back into. Sometimes i struggle with fashion. Im starting to get back into the Power Puff Girls lol
Literally, having the worse mental WEEK AND ITS LIKE YOU SPOKE STRAIGHT TO MY BRAIN with the its okay to have multiple interest in clothing/life and idk I can breathe … thanks 😂 (I am so tired of my f brain ). Your mental health stuff literally helps ground me in not feeling so alone even if its like a lil’ boop story point. Love video 🌸🫶🏻.…. sorry if this is unhinged 🙃😅😭😓
YEEEES SLAAAAY 💖✨️✨️🌈💖💕💕✨️💖🌱 THIS IS GIVING PINK COOKIE FROM CIRCUS ANIMALS COOKIES I LOVE LOVEEEEE✨️✨️ also i love seeing different type of styles in one peep like PLEASEE its so much fun that way ✨️ Edit: THE QUILTING LOOKS SOO GOOD
× chat, systems online (and in my personal life) talking about their struggles with identity and how distressing identity is when it doesn't come naturally....starting to get a little too relatable...... (not saying i have a dissociative disorder ofc, just having some mental health issues that are. not fun lmao)
The tiny dinsosaur rawr before “ITS PART OF MY JOURNEY ( ˘ω˘ )(°▽°)” is relatable on every level. Also, heck yeah keep telling your story however you want to!
I've been following you practically since the beginning of your UA-cam Channel and I was here when 10 years ago you said you wanted to stop with the lolita style. I'm glad you decided to try again, I've always thought this style looks particularly good on you. This Pinkie pie inspired coordinate is gorgeous, I really like the cutie mark inspired bag and also the necklace! 🌸🌈💖💖
We're about the same age and I got into you through watching your Lolita fashion videos, and have been a fan ever since! I've never really worn it myself but it's so pretty watch people put outfits together, and though I totally get why you decided to leave (especially with some of the icky corporations in the space) I'm so hyped for this fashion renaissance! :)
oh my god the earrings which have been stuck into the wig??? incredible. 11/10. also i'm sure we're all very glad to have u here in pony hell with the rest of us. truly it never leaves u. as someone whose most used instagram accounts are my lolita fashion account and my MLP art account, this is a very welcome turn of events lol !! and i'm glad you've been able to make peace with your different aesthetics. i know i often find it hard to build out multiple parts of my wardrobe at once, so it makes sense to be taking it one style at a time! also u are allowed to get another pair of shoes bestie, like imo if u know ur gonna get a lot of wear out of them & ur not buying from a fast fashion brand, ur allowed to have a few superfluous pieces !! like do u neeeed that balloon bag? no, but it's fun and ur gonna wear it, so u might as well have it! (also i highly recommend cottoncandyfantasy (formerly cottoncandyfeet) as a lolita shoe brand that makes shoes in lots of sizes and colors! they're in brazil, so shipping is $$$, but they do frequently have sales that help counteract that) edit: also i would LOVE to see u react to new lolita releases if that's something that interests u !! i think u might just lose ur whole mind over angelic pretty's party garland set, and i am so sorry to do this to you but i must see ur reaction, it's so cute
No wayy the shoes work perfectly! Anyone who dislikes them with this coord/shoot can heck right off, cuz theyre a great match! The hearts, the pink, the strawbs echoing the balloon shape and color?! Wowsers this whole outfit is art for sure, love it tons 💖🦄
I'm so sorry you feel guilty every time you discuss DID. It's a part of you and your journey, never feel bad for being real and honest. Your discussion is so important and it should be normalized
The wig, the cord, everything 🌟💓🎀💗🌈 I had the same views as a teen only liking gothic stuff cause i loved metal but i secretly LOVED pink now i express my fairy hippy side, my goth side and pastel side and im 28 now. Also I have bpd and ocd and just feel like that you feel as if you cannot have multiple interests when your younger trying to find your way haha 😜
Our fashion sense has always been all over the board 😅 we’ve followed you since the Lolita days and have always just loved y’all’s aesthetic no matter what .
also the need to fit into one rigid aesthetic and neurodivergence conversation is soooo real 😭 (somewhat recently discovered) osdd system here and realizing I can just dress in multiple fashions/whatever has for some reason felt literally mind blowing like ofc we can?? But idk I’ve definitely struggled with the feeling “wrong” thing
This made me soooo happy! I've been getting back into friendship is magic and my little pony overall as well, now I'm so happy I didn't sell all my ponies when that special interest faded away back in 2013 or so. So good to see that you're embracing the chaos of wearing multiple styles! I get why it was scary for you. It seems like a lot of people feel like they have to choose an aesthetic and stick to it, but you had that extra layer of *ooooh identity* type of stuff, which is relatable. This dress is so cool and so you, and I'm so excited to see what you come up with next.
Plot twist of the century?!
"Teenagehood. Girlhood. Suffering, pain, torture. All the same thing." Absolutely sent me into the stratosphere
WAAA the lovecore vibes are IMMACULATE!! I love hearing about your experience with niche subcultures and how your identity can get so wrapped up in them, I think for creatives who make the things we love a major pillar of our ~brand~ and careers in addition to our identities, it can be especially hard to integrate new interests or aesthetics because it's "not what we're known for." It's like a big scary business decision in addition to a personal decision which only adds more pressure! It's something I've struggled with myself for a LONG time so I'm super glad to hear about you chat about your experience!! Thank you for the excellent video as always 💖
Very very very happy to have you back in the fashion 🥰💕🥺 I hope this time around it is really healing and gentle
You said 10 years and I had literal flashbacks to when I first found you in your lolita era and now I'm here realizing that basically we have grown up together on the internet which is WILD but so so happy to see you back lolita🥹🥹
girl same. i am getting closer and closer to 30
i never clicked so fast on a pixie video in my life holy shit
so proud of u pixie 🧚♀️ i’m one of the 10years-ers and i love seeing you embrace every version of you!!
That wig is giving me Cupid from monster high/ever after high. Love it! 💚
“Cuz of a decision I made when I was 14? Enough.” I’m taking that and running with it
"sorry i keep wearing the same lolita shoes" and they're the cutest, dreamiest, loveliest lil heart heeled sandals ive ever seen??? i never get tired of those, seriously! tho i hope you eventually get something sweet at a future swap meet bc you deserve fun and whimsy
Fluttershy is my favorite pony :) I’ve also been thinking of rewatching Friendship is Magic recently.
Omg yesss Lolita and ponies! This video inspired me to rewatch MLP for the cozy vibes and try and style a Fluttershy inspired coord with my Lolita wardrobe. This is the thought-provoking, stellar content I expect on UA-cam! 💖
Welcome back Pixie!
IT’S PART OF MY JOURNEY!! 😡😡 is so real
honeslty the big spiritual hought and then "My Little Poney" is everything. It's like free writing and talking about what i did and my thoughts and my discovery and suddenly snapping onto something else, forgeting I was writing about work and going "oh and the lastest episode of that cartoon i watch -" big big MOOD. I have been on your channel since early high school though, so a good 10 to 8 years, and i kinda did miss the lolita bits. I got into lolita thanks to you when i finally had my own space and focused on being cute and fem for different reasons, then I put everything away bc experiences led me to be uncomfy with my feminity as a AFAB agender person. And I still kinda have and always had that "i need to be that one specific thing/that one specific person with that one aesthetic and that one behaviour" because I thought only unicity made me a person, but watching you work through that is really helping me with accepting that i don't have to be only ONE thing. It's okay if i the way i dress and act and think and am differs from day to day or situations from situations, that's just what makes me "me" and you helped me come to term with that and I can't thank you (and all the pixie system, who made an appearance or interference in the videos you've published) enough for this
Aww this is so sweet 🥺 I’m so glad we could both have the same revelation!! 🥺💕🌈💗
@@Pixielocks pisces squad (5th of march)
@@frenchweirdo6461 omg pisces squad and birthday twins!!
@@Pixielocks I know!!! Just two years off! Your my fav Bday Twin (after Nana Osaki bc imyk), also someone that makes me think maybe, maybe I can make it too
The bag is soo cute with the quilting 😍 It also kinda reminds me of a whoopee cushion which fits with the fun coord too !
I remember finding you when you were a lolita youtuber. I felt your fashion progression made sense. You love pastels and rainbows and that is something you very much stuck to.
You’re my favorite content creators and I have been watching your content for probably 7 years now. You’re videos helped me through very hard times in my life especially that you were so open about your own struggles and I just wanted to thank you for everything (I’ve always been a very quiet follower except for a few drawings I made back in the day) sooo pls keep on doing your thing and lots of love 💕💕💕
The ultimate fit to wear to dance to Pink Pony Club!!!! (I hope you know who Chappell Roan is 😅)
Welcome back to lolita! So glad you're enjoying dipping your toes back in again
Eeee thank you so so much, this means a lot 🥺💕🌈💗🫶🏻
So lovely to hear more people talk about that "threat" feeling, I often feel this way especially with extremely contrasting styles. Some days, I'm me in the pic, the others I look like you 😊 But mixing? 😅 Pastel goth feels so wrong, I chalk it up to not wanting to mix my pastels / black in the wash but realistically, I think I'm scared of accepting both parts of me together because it's nice to step into another "me",feels like my personality matches with how I look & feel 😂
Oh hey! I've done a few Pinkie Pie inspired coordinates. She is my favorite pony 🩷 Welcome back to the fashion!
that wig is stunnnniingg omg
i remember watching your first four egl videos over and over and over again when I first found the fashion in ~2014. i hope you find it fun and healing ^^
Omg immediately so excited when I saw the this because my Dreamy Pony jsk in black is one of my absolute favorites! Absolutely lovely dress for your return to Lolita! 💕
I can't believe i've been watching your channel since literally your first lolita videos when i was in high school. your videos have been a constant source of joy for me and i always find myself coming back to watch you guys. thanks for growing up with me
Cries!!!! Thank you for all of the support 😭🥺💕🌈🎈💗
omg, i can’t believe i’m hearing you talk about this. i also have DID & have yet to hear from anyone else about that phenomenon - feeling as though you can’t dabble in multiple aesthetics & such. i wonder if that’s because different parts wanted to all behave as a singlet? or maybe it’s autism lol. who knows? not me. anyways, thank you for sharing. 🫶
edit: getting a few more minutes into the video you’re addressing things i questioned in my comment lol whoops
I'm autistic and don't have DID but I really relate to the all of nothing thing... Like for me it's stopped me from trying out all kinds of things because I don't want people to change the way they perceive me from day to day... Like the social interactions are already unpredictable! I don't want to have to factor in some new aspect of my personality being visible to everyone!
But I realised that it's actually not all that much more chaotic, and it feels worth it to change up my style especially to play with gender stuff
I also find this refreshing to be talked about! As a DID system myself (and potential diagnosis of autism), the way Pixie explains it makes so much sense :0 I also relate to the other comment of not wanting to factor in a new aspect of my personality into my social interactions 0-0 I think I still struggle with not boxing myself into a certain style but have found more movement very freeing! One less layer on the mask to keep up :)
I know nothing about Lolita, but as someone who is a HUGE fan of Pinkie Pie (both gen3 & gen4) I LOVE your Lolita outfit and it DEFINITELY gives off Pinkie Pie vibes 🩷🎀🎈! I think that it's so amazing that you were able to come back to a style you used to love again in such a fantastic way!
YEAAAAH THE MY LITTLE PONY BRAINROT IS FINALLY MAKING IT TO YOUTUUUBEEE I'm so happy I watched this spiral
I’ve been here since the very beginning, I’m SCREAMING ❤
Omg LET'S GOOO! I remember watching "the wait" on repeat lmao.
Seriously though I think there was a lot of social fear in messing the style up, being an "ita." Maybe I just grew up, but I think it was generally a more oppressive vibe especially online 😬
Is that an aikatsu academy reference on that pink wig? 🎉
i commented on the last video about how i own dreamy pony ribbon and oh my god ive just got to the point about pinkie pie,,, this dress has ALWAYS made me think of pinkie pie!!!
idk how to explain this but smth about watching your videos pixie is just so comforting 🥹
When you talked about coming back to what you used to do to express yourself but now fully conscious that you love it and it’s not just an escape felt so real, recently I’ve been thinking and doing that too, and as someone your age that also watches since your lolita era, it feels nice to watch someone else grow up more or less as the same time as me haha, thanks for sharing all your journeys 💖
Oh thats so exciting!! Yea Lolita fashion really fits with your efforts for sustainability and buying secondhand
I totally feel you on the whole needing to be all or nothing when investing yourself into a subculture. I was really into Lolita in my early twenties but now that I’m older I don’t have time or money to spend on Lolita. But I still try to find ways to incorporate my dresses into everyday fashion as opposed to sticking to the strict Lolita ‘rules’. Fashion is meant to be fun and I still love my dresses so I’m gonna wear them however I want.
What a happy way to wake up and do make up together!!💓🥰
We are so back team
sometimes I'm concerned that you can read minds because you say exactly what we've been thinking and it's wild /j
real talk though you hit the nail on the head with the idea of trying to make yourself be ONE THING when, like, that's not how people work, *especially* with plurality. it's been an ongoing struggle for us to make room for everything we can be. we don't even have an online public presence, yet we still feel the need to have a ✨personal brand✨ that's ✨cohesive and consistent✨ when that's just. not realistic for even one individual part of us, let alone all of us. so I can't imagine the pressure of having the same feeling while also being under the public's microscope. idk where I'm going with this comment except to say I SEE YOU I FEEL YOU YOU LOOK GREAT THX 🍀
Yes I have been around since the Lolita content 😂 I’m not new to this I’m true to this 🤪🫶🏽🤣 But honestly I’m here for your journey and I have grown with you over the years which is comforting to me ☺️💖
OMG THE LITTLE BALLOON QUILTY BAG!!!
Cute pink 💗 strawberry 🍓 shoes
Cute pink 💗 wrist cuffs
As someone who has been using fashion/clothing as self expression since they started dressing themselves at 2 (with some weather appropriateness help from my parents early on), and as someone who has realized my adhd has definitely influenced the wide array of my fashion inspo, it’s so great to see other folks really being expressive with fashion and being into a variety of styles. 😊
Omg yes!! Welcome back!!!❤❤❤❤
I've followed you since the Lolita days, so this was exciting to see! I remember drawing fanart of you years ago and you were so nice to comment on the post. Loved the video!
I luv ur wig n shoes in the bag!
10:41 when you're ready to spend all your money and they go "it's yours now. No money"
LET'S GOOOO!!! I can't wait to see all of your amazing lolita outfits ❤
I started watching your videos in 2017 so after you had stopped wearing lolita, but I learned about lolita later that year and finally earlier this month I got my first dress! The timing of you getting back into lolita as I am starting to wear it is so perfect haha💕
I need your Lolita friends to do the other ponies!Then you can all meet up together and gallop around in your dresses! 🎈💖🥧💕✨
THE BAG IS MY FAVORITE PART BTW!!! Can't believe it's reversable too??? And the thread sparkles??So much detail!
Your rainbow top is adorable and so you!!! Also I love hearing you talk about anything fashion related
I’ve been watching pixie since like 2018 and I love pixie so much STILL!!! So happy for you 🎉
We love the Dream V shoes, truly versatile
Oh my god you literally said “I’ve been here since your lolita era at the same time I was gonna 😭😭 2:18
AWW
those shoes are the CUTEST!!! the little strawbs omg I'd wear them nonstop too!
PIXIE GRWM IN 2024??? this is my year
ok THIS HAS HEALED SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME. I AM ONCE AGAIN COMPLETE
I love the DIY elements of this coord! :D
Oh, what a delightful video. Looks do cozy
i saw this title and SCREECHED omgggggg i can't wait to see the look
I SO understand the need to create! It always hits me while I'm at work and can't 😢
ahhh how exciting!!! im also a lolita and i found you previously while you were still out of the fashion. but seeing you come back is so amazing! welcome back
This feels like a return to your happy self. I also love you showing as a jewel of fashion, where each side revealed adds more depth to your character.
a black woman is running for president, pixie is in lolita…deadpool 3 is finally here…i think everything’s gonna be alright, (i hope,) i love love love this co-ord ah!!! i have a deep love of pinkie bc in my friend group growing up EVERYONE said i was her but i always felt like rainbow dash and never understood until i realized im a system myself, and once i did oooooo did all the pinkie love explode from me !! party of one really spoke to me back then as someone whose emotions could really over take them at a sudden moment (rumination gang) i need to rewatch/finish the show ah!! i’ve been trying to watch monster high first though 😔
appledash is canon according to their voice actress hehehe
I have also been going through a MLP re-introduction. I was deep in the fandom but an experience with an ex in the fandom ruined it for me (SIGHHHH) for a long time... But it's time to reclaim it!!
WWHHHHAAATTT OMG OMG okay that is life changing info 👁️👁️💕💕💕💕 Awh omg I’m sorry your experience was tainted 🥺 I hope u can reclaim the pony power 🎈🎈🎈
I wasn't following you back then, but I think it's awesome that you are getting back into something that you loved.
Love that you got neon genesis evangelion congratulations'd after putting on the dress lol
by the way i am also a pinkie pie and weird al household and i appriciate the mention
So interesting how u mention the different things ur getting back into. Sometimes i struggle with fashion. Im starting to get back into the Power Puff Girls lol
Literally, having the worse mental WEEK AND ITS LIKE YOU SPOKE STRAIGHT TO MY BRAIN with the its okay to have multiple interest in clothing/life and idk I can breathe … thanks 😂 (I am so tired of my f brain ). Your mental health stuff literally helps ground me in not feeling so alone even if its like a lil’ boop story point. Love video 🌸🫶🏻.…. sorry if this is unhinged 🙃😅😭😓
this coord ended up SOOO cute i’m obsessed!!!
I was thinking the balloons is giving pinkie pie coord the whole time until you said party of one 👀 welcome back! 🎀
You're such a huge inspo for me
SOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!! so happy you get to explore with lolita again!! endless possibilities heehee >:) 💕💕💕💕
that balloon bag is so good holy carp
Hehe thank you
I'm so happy! I missed your lolita days!🩷🌸🌷💕💗
YEEEES SLAAAAY 💖✨️✨️🌈💖💕💕✨️💖🌱 THIS IS GIVING PINK COOKIE FROM CIRCUS ANIMALS COOKIES I LOVE LOVEEEEE✨️✨️ also i love seeing different type of styles in one peep like PLEASEE its so much fun that way ✨️
Edit: THE QUILTING LOOKS SOO GOOD
× chat, systems online (and in my personal life) talking about their struggles with identity and how distressing identity is when it doesn't come naturally....starting to get a little too relatable...... (not saying i have a dissociative disorder ofc, just having some mental health issues that are. not fun lmao)
× update: uhhhh chat you are not gonna believe this,,,,
The tiny dinsosaur rawr before “ITS PART OF MY JOURNEY ( ˘ω˘ )(°▽°)” is relatable on every level. Also, heck yeah keep telling your story however you want to!
I've been following you practically since the beginning of your UA-cam Channel and I was here when 10 years ago you said you wanted to stop with the lolita style. I'm glad you decided to try again, I've always thought this style looks particularly good on you. This Pinkie pie inspired coordinate is gorgeous, I really like the cutie mark inspired bag and also the necklace! 🌸🌈💖💖
EEEeEeeEEEeeeEehehhhehehehehehh FASHION ICON, CAKE DRESS, RAINBOw DREsS I SIMPLy Must draw more fanart : D🍰⭐️✨💛
OMG 👉🏻👈🏻💕
She’s at the pink pony club rn
We're about the same age and I got into you through watching your Lolita fashion videos, and have been a fan ever since! I've never really worn it myself but it's so pretty watch people put outfits together, and though I totally get why you decided to leave (especially with some of the icky corporations in the space) I'm so hyped for this fashion renaissance! :)
I remember your weird Al fixation 😂 I’m a scholar of the pixie cinematic universe
The shoes are adorable and it's awesome to see someone so influential re-wearing things! It's also a great lesson in styling!
I AM WATCHING THIS VIDEO WHILST MAKING A FLUTTERSHY LOLITA DRESS
OMGGGGG that’s so so fun 🥺
oh my god the earrings which have been stuck into the wig??? incredible. 11/10. also i'm sure we're all very glad to have u here in pony hell with the rest of us. truly it never leaves u. as someone whose most used instagram accounts are my lolita fashion account and my MLP art account, this is a very welcome turn of events lol !!
and i'm glad you've been able to make peace with your different aesthetics. i know i often find it hard to build out multiple parts of my wardrobe at once, so it makes sense to be taking it one style at a time! also u are allowed to get another pair of shoes bestie, like imo if u know ur gonna get a lot of wear out of them & ur not buying from a fast fashion brand, ur allowed to have a few superfluous pieces !! like do u neeeed that balloon bag? no, but it's fun and ur gonna wear it, so u might as well have it! (also i highly recommend cottoncandyfantasy (formerly cottoncandyfeet) as a lolita shoe brand that makes shoes in lots of sizes and colors! they're in brazil, so shipping is $$$, but they do frequently have sales that help counteract that)
edit: also i would LOVE to see u react to new lolita releases if that's something that interests u !! i think u might just lose ur whole mind over angelic pretty's party garland set, and i am so sorry to do this to you but i must see ur reaction, it's so cute
No wayy the shoes work perfectly! Anyone who dislikes them with this coord/shoot can heck right off, cuz theyre a great match! The hearts, the pink, the strawbs echoing the balloon shape and color?! Wowsers this whole outfit is art for sure, love it tons 💖🦄
Welcome back! 🤗💙🌈
I'm so sorry you feel guilty every time you discuss DID. It's a part of you and your journey, never feel bad for being real and honest. Your discussion is so important and it should be normalized
The wig, the cord, everything 🌟💓🎀💗🌈 I had the same views as a teen only liking gothic stuff cause i loved metal but i secretly LOVED pink now i express my fairy hippy side, my goth side and pastel side and im 28 now.
Also I have bpd and ocd and just feel like that you feel as if you cannot have multiple interests when your younger trying to find your way haha 😜
omg love the hand crafted details
Our fashion sense has always been all over the board 😅 we’ve followed you since the Lolita days and have always just loved y’all’s aesthetic no matter what .
Yay!
also the need to fit into one rigid aesthetic and neurodivergence conversation is soooo real 😭 (somewhat recently discovered) osdd system here and realizing I can just dress in multiple fashions/whatever has for some reason felt literally mind blowing like ofc we can?? But idk I’ve definitely struggled with the feeling “wrong” thing
Okay, this whole video was too cute Pixie! 🩷 I still love MLP at my old age of 39! 😂
This made me soooo happy! I've been getting back into friendship is magic and my little pony overall as well, now I'm so happy I didn't sell all my ponies when that special interest faded away back in 2013 or so. So good to see that you're embracing the chaos of wearing multiple styles! I get why it was scary for you. It seems like a lot of people feel like they have to choose an aesthetic and stick to it, but you had that extra layer of *ooooh identity* type of stuff, which is relatable. This dress is so cool and so you, and I'm so excited to see what you come up with next.
Omg I am also having a mlp renaissance rn what is going on