My dog got put down today. I love her so much, she is a chocolate Labrador. 15 and a half, she lived such a long and happy life. Now she’s no longer suffering but it hurts, so so much. I really hope she’s happy now. ❤
I'm talking to this dude online and last night he asked if I could see the moon because it was right in the middle of the sky for him. I said yes, and he said how cool it is that we could see the same thing even though we're across the world for each other. It was a cloudy night and there were tons of trees, and I couldn't see the damn moon, but he seemed so happy that I lied. I hate myself for it, but I still feel happy that he's happy
I have an issue where i cant remember what emotions feel like until i feel them but then once the emotion is over i just feel empty and cant ever sympathise with people so i watch these to try and see if i can remember what sadness feels like this time, so far nothing has happened and it just makes me feel broken and like im nott even human because people ive talked to have said that it is emotions that make you human Sorry if i overshared but i just want to see if others have the same issue or im just the issue
Same, plus my mom always asks me what’s wrong but I’ve learned to block out my thoughts since there so overwhelming and all I can say back is “I don’t know” which gets me in trouble
I feel like sometimes i need more trauma to feel valid. Like I haven’t gone through much and i feel like i don’t deserve to feel upset with myself. Cause i know others have to far worse and i find myself craving trauma. EVEN THOUGH ITS WRONG
Hey hey hey hey hey, that's actually a sign of trauma. Healthy people don't wanna be sick. Whether you feel you want it because you want to validate your feelings (likely been dismissed or gaslit a ton, told you're overreacting or hysterical despite likely being right, my situation lmao) or even the accursed "You're just doing it for attention!" because if you really are then that could ALSO mean that you feel being hurt is the only way to get people to actually care about you, or even then you didn't get help so you want it to be worse so that people actually recognize you're in pain so you can "justify" feeling bad, as in you've been neglected in some way that makes you crave any form of love, even if it's gained through being harmed or harming yourself. Take care, validate your emotions (feelings aren't wrong, actions are, and if you're being self-destructive because you crave attention you didn't get in the past, that speaks more about the people who neglected you than you yourself) and remember, you're not a bad person. Children are incredibly impressionable, you don't have to go through something horrific to be "allowed" to feel this way, any abuse or neglect will do and you ARE valid. Even if you feel sad for no reason in particular, you're allowed to be upset or take time to rest. Just try to take care of yourself and don't beat yourself up if you struggle or don't meet your expectations. Love yourself and try to find people who genuinely want the best for you, respect your feelings, support you when you're down instead of pushing you further and want to put in the effort to help. Hope this helps you feel better! All the best
@@lavendeereatingreens Thank you so much omg. I am in therapy now and this makes me feel a lot better knowing that im not just feeling this way for no reason. I’m problem going to bring this up with my therapist next session.
@@M00n_Suki3 Congrats on going to therapy, I'm so proud of you!! Take care and I hope everything pans out well for you! Remember that your feelings are valid, even if the voices in your head or of the people around you disagree. Have a nice life!
I see these comments where they say stuff like “love yourself!” Or “you’re loved” I know it makes some people better and stuff. But Im sure there are people out there like me where words mean nothing. If you love me so much why don’t you care about me? If you love me so much why aren’t you there when I needed you? If you loved me so much why don’t you look supportive of my way of life? Love is not words it’s their actions I can tell when you’re putting effort but no one puts effort not even family they don’t know me. they asume things about me! Why would they do that huh? I honestly don’t know! But it’s ok I just smile and everything is fine right? So if you loved me so much you would be able to see I’m not interested or don’t want to talk a certain subject. I wish I could say this to the multiple people I want to tell this to but what ever Anywho you just can’t say people care about someone when your not them you don’t see from their point of view. Just saying “you’re loved”works for some. But I happen to know a lot of things about mental health. But then again say what you want to say if saying nice things makes you feel better for yourself go nuts. (No hate to those positive comment whatsoever just wanted to rant a little)
One question do you know a good psychiatrist who can just text you and you don’t have to reveal that you have one? Second of all I also don’t think words hit me because no matter what I’m told only the negative things break through
To both of these 2 replies Why What if they can't get one What if youtube is the only place they feel like they can vent If your truly there for them Go hug them Not a virtual hug An actual hug
I'm 5 months clean now and I'm just having a really rough night so this is my way of comforting myself because it reminds me that I'm not the only one struggling
I’m not diagnosed with anything, so I’m constantly questioning if I really am depressed, if I really have anxiety, and do I maybe have OCD, trust issues, tourettes, adhd, or autism? Or multiple? I just want to know. I really wish I did. What if I’m faking everything and I don’t even know it? What if I’m just being dramatic? And I can’t get diagnosed with anything bc I don’t feel safe talking to my parents; they’d probably make me give up way more information than I want to and get me therapy and stuff, but also probably send me to a mental hospital, blah blah blah. Also, anytime I come to them for advice or anything, they give me ideas that I’ve already thought of or make me feel so much worse about myself. I also think they might be just a bit toxic/abusive in some spots on accident, but I’m glad I can’t really tell in a way? Who else never gets the secrecy/privacy they want when they come to their parents?
i feel the exact same, i dunno if im making it up or being dramatic or that i actually have a problem. i cant tell my parents bc they don't understand and they give me the same useless advice that never works. i've always felt that i have a problem but i tell myself that someone else has it worse. i dunno what's real anymore. i doubt myself everyday, wondering if i actually matter. i sometimes wonder if death would be the better option but the thought of dying scares me, not the actual dying bit, but the not knowing what the afterlife (if there even is one) is like. and that's the only reason i keep going. because for me, there is no other point
I don't like hugging my mother anymore I used to love it and would hug and cuddle whith her any chance I got but now I hate it and it's weird because I still love her it just doesn't feel the same anymore like something is wrong and it's so uncomfortable I i know something is different and wrong but I don't know I'm just tired
@@Yourmummy666I’m sorry about that! I know how that feels, but remember it’s not your fault! Things change, yes, sometimes we hate that fact I sure do sometimes, but if you feel like something is wrong telling the person or someone for help to pin point that problem might help! Stay healthy and good, not to pressure you!
My parents said that my friend is toxic… they are really cool, they make me feel bad about myself, but its just their humor and their busy. Its not intentional, right? Most of my friends have that humor and aren’t able to hang out….. its probably my fault anyways, I’m too clingy and I can’t act like myself around them anymore because I mask up my emotions with hyperness. I fucking suck… I can’t even handle being ignored. I can’t stop crying and I just want a good friend who asks me if I’m okay… I treat others how I want to be treated… even if I get manipulated and hurt… I just want attention. I’m fine, how are you?
@@x-LunarEclipse-x I’m great, I’m replies to others because most people don’t, but everyone needs a reply don’t they? First of, I think what maters is how others make you feel. I had a friend who made me uncomfortable, I never unfounded her and I regret it. If you can’t be yourself or be comfortable around someone leave them or act like yourself, ignore them no mate how much they call you rude things for being yourself. If you act like yourself I bet you will meet someone who will want to be your friend and be nice the way you picture it, or tell your friends how you feel. You don’t suck, i feel almost like you yet i don’t suck either. Nobody likes being ignored or being treated like that. Crying is okay. Cry when you want and know it’s not your fault, it’s okay to cry and feel how you want, and you matter. Please stay healthy and hydrated, and are you okay? Be honest please
4:22 “your partner can’t sa you!” Sexually harassment is when someone, no matter the gender, no matter the age or color, touches you or does inappropriate things to you without your consent or permission.
13:33 I remember I saw this audio back a few months ago and I related to it because it was a massive fear of mine. But now that fear has become a reality. I’m so glad I found this video because I can relate to a lot of these videos.
Vent. Nobody cares about me anymore inside of my family. I have lost all meaning to them. I love my mom. My mother doesn't love me. I love my siblings. My siblings do not love me. It is exhausting trying to keep them happy all of the time when they hardly do anything for me themselves. I sometimes wonder how different things would be if I wasn't born. My best friend's mom is more of a mom to me than my own mother is. Does that make sense? My friends mean the world to me. I hate to say it but I might prioritize them over my family. My mom has done so much for me and my siblings and I'm sure she's tired but it feels like she simply doesn't care about me specifically. I feel more included with my friends than I do with my family. I love my friends.
✝️ I feel the same way, my friends have something that my family doesn’t: it’s acceptance. I’m very introverted and I never liked to hang out with people, sure I’m nice but other than that spending time with just God or my friends is so much more happier. My mom is always saying that I have to have friends, I have a few new ones but they are just not the name as my old friends, who were so kind and accepting.
Sorry to vent I just need to vent a bit- Everyone gets mad at me when I’m not the problem I do everything I can do to be right but it’s never enough, they keep getting mad and yelling at me, they always pick others over me what did I do? I do my best I hold back but when I get upset from them pestering me over and over im in the wrong! And when I get overwhelmed or when I’m fidgety which I can’t help they get mad and upset! So what get overwhelmed by lots of noises, so what I like headphones, so what I rock while standing bounce my leg shake my hands, so what? It makes me feel better! Stop saying I’m dramatic stop saying “YoUr NoT aUtIsTic” I KNOW THAT! I JUST DO THAT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND IT IS HOW I FEEL! AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE A BAD MEMORY OR YOU WVEN CARE! I TELL YOU SOMETHING AND YOU FORGET IT! STOP LOOKING THROUGH STUFF AND STOP JUST DOING ANYTHING ABOUT ME! STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TALK ABOUT YOURSELF! STOP THREATENING ME! I ONLY WANTED A REGULAR LIFE IN A REGULAR FAMILY! IM SORRY I ENTERED THE WEBSITE THAAT GIRL GAVE ME! IM SORRY I SHOWED MY BROTHER! IM SORRY I RUINED MY SISTER, IM SORRY IT’S MY FAULT! IM SORRY I SH-ED FOR THE MOST PATHETIC REASON! IM SORRY I CRY! I WAS 8 OKAY? IM SORRY I HAVE EMETOPHOBIA IM SORRY I GET PANIC ATTACKS IM SORRY I FIGHT BBACK WHEN OTHERS HURT ME FIRST! Erm wow that was a lot im sorry bout that :3
Some people are just like that. There are black and white in this world. I hope you find one of the white ones! :> (And I hope it didn't come out as insult! I do poorly with comforting people) And if you don't find them, I'm sure there are people willing to listen to you in online. Omg I just realized that it could be taken in as racially offensive. I didn't mean that! I just meant the action and thoughts could be black and white. But everyone is most likely to be grey. So, seek the one who is light grey?
@FernTheTherian12 You too :3 have a good day, but like why everyone is everyone here being so nice? Not to be an attention seeker but people are so kind like everyone who’s replied to me
11:32 is very reliable too me and I share a room with one of my siblings so it’s hard if I want to cry because I don’t like crying in front of people but the sibling I share a room with is my favorite sibling but I just can’t cry in front of anyone
Hey if you are reading just remember that even if you are in a dark place you can get out I swear, there will people there for you even if you don't realize it rn pls stay on this earth it might be hard but you CAN do it!
1:54 I… … I kinda relate… bc my like a month or so ago my friend told me she once was explaining to their cousin that was 2 years older than me and I was s3xV@lized by him (drawn nsfw of and said some nsfw stuff of me) I didn’t see any of the chats or art etc. but my best friend just told me about what happened. I didn’t care much but I kinda felt disgusting… (istg if anyone likes and my dad finds this in his notifications im screwed) … I was 11 btw… and I still am :(
Callback to that time I was venting about my severe abandonment issues and my friend walked away mid conversation to talk to the teacher (they drew something cool. That wasn’t ‘cool’)
0:22 I can literally relate so much- except it been worse bc I haven’t cried for three years and im barely even started middle school :D…also I’m sorry u go thru that too :(
If I ever got a therapist and told them everything I've been through and my real mentality I would be in a psyc ward :) If anyone wanna vent drop the disc I can always listen and give advice
i sh and feel rlly depressed and suicidal all the damn time but for some reason i feel like my trauma isnt valid or enough to sh about bc my family cares abt me and i have a decent life so for some reason i crave trauma even tho i rlly shouldnt and it js makes me feel worse about who i am :/ i feel like in need to go to the mental hospital but i also don't know if my brain says that bc i want attention and im lowkey scared of myself
@@Kay_Cabin_7 Well, I have a crap tone of trauma and doing sh counts as one. I'm sorry you feel that way and I would advise you to talk to a therapist or a school counselor, if you don't feel comfortable talk w your parents (which is my case). I personally didn't talk to anybody and I probably never will but that's just me if you have the courage or opportunity to do so you should. I really hope you get better ❤
In class I always over laugh until my stomach hurts and I started crying my friends always ask if I'm ok and I said yes when actually I'm not and I makes my selfover laugh until my stomach hurst because thats the only reason I can tell them why I'm crying and actually in the inside i don't know why I just felt like I want to cry for some reason and can't hold it anymore.
3:16 My brother (youngest) and me(oldest) (no other siblings) My brother always hits me and yells at me like I'm his punching bag.. he never leaves me alone with my parents they are abusing and short tempered. I can't stand up for myself otherwise I'll get either hit more, yelled at, grounded. I just hate it. 😅😊❤
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on UA-cam. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing. Sometimes I feel like I’m better off alone. I guess that’s why I push everyone away.
I’m the therapist friend but currently I don’t have any friends and no all my problems just became worse because I already didn’t open up but now I don’t even have the option to and I don’t know what to everyone excludes me and I just feel so drained I feel no emotions but I feel all of them at once I’m so emotionally drained and I feel guilty every time I talk about my issues
I was just watching this with a straight face not tears so anything I just stare at the screen idk what's wrong with me but this is day two of not being able to let tears fall down my face like I always do it's weird I used to cry so much when watching this now even though I try so hard nothing happens
Whenever i vent to my classmates its always im over reacting and stuff, i thought venting to my teacher was a mistake but it wasnt, i luv my adviser sm...
Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!!
!!vent!! (nothing typed is conistant/in chronological order) basically every week, if i don't watch one or 2 episodes of a show every other day at least, my mom's going to jump to conclusions and basically interrogate me to make sure i'm not going to off myself or something. it's annoying because neither of my siblings get this treatment, and my twin is diagnosed with depression, and both of them stay in their rooms more than i do. not to mention, i'm the therapist and hyper friend. you have a problem, sure, you can come to me. of course, you won't text me first/individually unless you have a problem again. i get told to be quiet, shut up and that i'm so loud and annoying by my 'friends' daily. my friend always says she has a migraine, and i need to stfu, then she's yelling 2 seconds later. her dog died, and now that's an excuse for her to act like a fvckhead to everyone else. guess what? my dog died, and my *cousin* cried more than me [around family] because i was the one trying to be strong. that hoe ignores my messages in groupchats, and when i try to talk to her about stuff she does that bugs me, she says "sorry" fixes it for a day and a half, then goes back to the way it was. my grandma is an asshole who made me hate my body, my older sister is smart, and i have no chance of living up to that. i'm stressed, overworked, and i hate my life. my therapist is shit, anyways. i don't even tell her any actual problems, because if i do, she'd tell my mom anyways. fuck confidentiality. after every session, she has my mom brought into the room, and she recaps what we've gone over. i've realized i'm the second choice, too. there are people who i thought i was really close with, but no. i talk to my twin, and she's like "oh yeah, _______ sent me this". and i'm like 'oh, that's weird, they've left me on read for a week and a half. did they text you first?' "oh yeah, they did, they said they liked how i could keep a conversation going." plus, i'm so goddamn touch starved, and all i wasnt is for someone to hug me tight and comfort me, but i don't have anyone like that. i hate physicial touch from my family, and my friends are too short to give me the hug i need. i'm a kid, and i'm already thinking about things i shouldn't be, looking at things i shouldn't be, doing things i shouldn't be. and let's be honest, i'm not making it past 15 at the rate my life is going. not to mention 11 people in my life have died. 4 great-grandparents, 2 uncles, a neighbor, 2 dogs, a great-uncle [literally the night before my birthday] and a 5-month old baby. idk what to do anymore if you read all that, ty. if you reply, !!please don't give stories of how you relate, it really doesn't make me feel better!!
I can’t feel anything anymore, I don’t know what’s wrong. It’s been 2 weeks of fake emotions, I lied about it being better so no one would worry. I hate the way I look so much and just wish I was different, how come other people get to be so lucky. Words mean nothing. Actions are futile. I don’t know how to fix it, I lied about being clean to. I’m such an awful person, and people are outright ignoring my boundaries when I tell them to stop.
i like(ed) this guy right? his best friend, lets call her L tells me he has a crush on A i acted like it meant nothing to me it broke me i thought abt it for the rest of the day after school i went to my room i started crying and i relapsed i sit next to that guy in history though i dont know if imma be okay
Me saying im the non sensitive one in my friend group: 😂 Also me:cries after making a big mistake and they actually notice and get mad at me and pretend that i dont care but the feelings are burning and it hurts: (Sorry for any typo's)
I’m autistic and low empathy. I feel like a monster watching these for entertainment. Maybe I want to feel like a human… maybe they help me express things I can’t…
hello kiddo, I'm here for you if you wanna talk. I'm always here for you little one. I don't know you but you're unique and i love you you're not a monster you're my pretty person.
Lacy, oh, Lacy, skin like puff pastry Aren't you the sweetest thing on this side of hell? Dear angel Lacy, eyes white as daisies Did I ever tell you that I'm not doing well? Ooh, I care, I care, I care Like perfume that you wear I linger all the time Watchin', hidden in plain sight Ooh, I try, I try, I try But it takes over my life I see you everywhere The sweetest torture one could bear Smart sexy Lacy, I'm losing it lately I feel your compliments like bullets on skin Dazzling starlet, Bardot reincarnate Well, aren't you the greatest thing to ever exist? Ooh, I care, I care, I care Like ribbons in your hair My stomach's all in knots You got the one thing that I want Ooh, I try, I try, I try Try to rationalize People are people But it's like you're made of angel dust Lacy, oh, Lacy, it's like you're out to get me You poison every little thing that I do Lacy, oh, Lacy, I just loathe you lately And I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you Yeah, I despise my rotten mind and how much it worships you
My bff is a Narcissist so one time i was Doing math with them and i said "i hate walking home from school its so exhausting and it drains me for some reason" she said I have to walk the dogs! Blablabalaabl and i was holding in tears and one time i opened up to her a little bit and said " ive been at my lowest for 3 months my anxiety and autism dont make it any better " blablabla AND THEY SAID "SAME! and i blablabla" in my mind i said "what did they f###### say......" Tomorrow ill open up truly update tomorrow
Todays a shitty day, it's even worse then my bad days. My mom wanted a movie night yesterday but I was on my phone for so long we ended up not doing it. She got mad at me and now everyone is mad at me because she's mad at all of us. My brother had practice today so we're at home but before she told us "just stay on your gadgets and let the dog bark" which hurt me because she's basically saying that we're useless and incapable of doing anything right and I know that but it hurts when my mother is saying it to my face please make me feel better
Hey bud, you doing alright right now? I’m sorry you had a shitty day, that was very rude of her and I hope you’re okay. Why is she mad that you were on your phone instead of watching a movie with her, that is the most pathetic excuse to get upset at someone for that. You don’t deserve that. Don’t let her get to your head, you matter more then you think
Murder drones ep 8 is coming out in a few days and you might be light ‘ Why are you so sad about that you needed to watch this? ‘ Well, I had a yt friend I would talk to about it to. She loved it probably more than me lol. But her parents were very strict and she was suicidal.. I donno if she’s alive. Yes, I knew her only for a month or two. But yes, she was the light of my world for those months. I hope she is alive and I miss her very much and I donno anymore…
I have a strange question Is it normal to bite your own skin till bleeding? Is it self harm? I don't feel pain. Only pleasure. Calm. Then feel crap again after I stop.
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My dog got put down today. I love her so much, she is a chocolate Labrador. 15 and a half, she lived such a long and happy life. Now she’s no longer suffering but it hurts, so so much. I really hope she’s happy now. ❤
She crossed the rainbow bridge and now she can play as much as she wants then after a full long life you'll see her again
We put my cat down in december, I wish you well
@@logan5089 thank you, I’m sure my relatives are looking after her while she’s waiting ❤️
@@DavesShows aww, I’m so sorry about your loss! And thank you so much ❤️❤️
@@demons66698 ofc and thanks to you too
I feel like these compilations are like the one place you can go to get comfort from people who actually get you
True
Yah
Ikr😭 it’s like a bunch of strangers know me better than anyone irl
I'm talking to this dude online and last night he asked if I could see the moon because it was right in the middle of the sky for him. I said yes, and he said how cool it is that we could see the same thing even though we're across the world for each other. It was a cloudy night and there were tons of trees, and I couldn't see the damn moon, but he seemed so happy that I lied. I hate myself for it, but I still feel happy that he's happy
Makes sense you feel bad abt lying. i totally get it. but honestly tell him the truth. it makes u feel so much better trust me:)
Guys I think my phone is broken because I swear, I'm either going schizophrenic of my phone's playing random music. 💀
Maybe we're all schizophrenic, cause I'm hearing that shii too
wait y’all are hearing that shit too??T^T
yea i think it's a bot that auto titles it that
On skibidi rizz?
I have an issue where i cant remember what emotions feel like until i feel them but then once the emotion is over i just feel empty and cant ever sympathise with people so i watch these to try and see if i can remember what sadness feels like this time, so far nothing has happened and it just makes me feel broken and like im nott even human because people ive talked to have said that it is emotions that make you human
Sorry if i overshared but i just want to see if others have the same issue or im just the issue
Me fr w/ the emotions
Same, plus my mom always asks me what’s wrong but I’ve learned to block out my thoughts since there so overwhelming and all I can say back is “I don’t know” which gets me in trouble
I feel like sometimes i need more trauma to feel valid. Like I haven’t gone through much and i feel like i don’t deserve to feel upset with myself. Cause i know others have to far worse and i find myself craving trauma. EVEN THOUGH ITS WRONG
i cant even be mad because i do the same fucking thing holy shit im following you rn-
Hey hey hey hey hey, that's actually a sign of trauma. Healthy people don't wanna be sick. Whether you feel you want it because you want to validate your feelings (likely been dismissed or gaslit a ton, told you're overreacting or hysterical despite likely being right, my situation lmao) or even the accursed "You're just doing it for attention!" because if you really are then that could ALSO mean that you feel being hurt is the only way to get people to actually care about you, or even then you didn't get help so you want it to be worse so that people actually recognize you're in pain so you can "justify" feeling bad, as in you've been neglected in some way that makes you crave any form of love, even if it's gained through being harmed or harming yourself. Take care, validate your emotions (feelings aren't wrong, actions are, and if you're being self-destructive because you crave attention you didn't get in the past, that speaks more about the people who neglected you than you yourself) and remember, you're not a bad person. Children are incredibly impressionable, you don't have to go through something horrific to be "allowed" to feel this way, any abuse or neglect will do and you ARE valid. Even if you feel sad for no reason in particular, you're allowed to be upset or take time to rest. Just try to take care of yourself and don't beat yourself up if you struggle or don't meet your expectations. Love yourself and try to find people who genuinely want the best for you, respect your feelings, support you when you're down instead of pushing you further and want to put in the effort to help. Hope this helps you feel better! All the best
@@lavendeereatingreens Thank you so much omg. I am in therapy now and this makes me feel a lot better knowing that im not just feeling this way for no reason. I’m problem going to bring this up with my therapist next session.
@@M00n_Suki3 Congrats on going to therapy, I'm so proud of you!! Take care and I hope everything pans out well for you! Remember that your feelings are valid, even if the voices in your head or of the people around you disagree. Have a nice life!
Same :(
3.1K like!!:) im so proud of you for getting so many likes!! Good job!!
"no random music" *proceeds to play random music* 5:37
I see these comments where they say stuff like “love yourself!” Or “you’re loved” I know it makes some people better and stuff. But Im sure there are people out there like me where words mean nothing. If you love me so much why don’t you care about me? If you love me so much why aren’t you there when I needed you? If you loved me so much why don’t you look supportive of my way of life? Love is not words it’s their actions I can tell when you’re putting effort but no one puts effort not even family they don’t know me. they asume things about me! Why would they do that huh? I honestly don’t know! But it’s ok I just smile and everything is fine right? So if you loved me so much you would be able to see I’m not interested or don’t want to talk a certain subject. I wish I could say this to the multiple people I want to tell this to but what ever
Anywho you just can’t say people care about someone when your not them you don’t see from their point of view. Just saying “you’re loved”works for some. But I happen to know a lot of things about mental health. But then again say what you want to say if saying nice things makes you feel better for yourself go nuts. (No hate to those positive comment whatsoever just wanted to rant a little)
One question do you know a good psychiatrist who can just text you and you don’t have to reveal that you have one? Second of all I also don’t think words hit me because no matter what I’m told only the negative things break through
honestly same. if u wanna talk to someone tho im here for ya
To both of these 2 replies
Why
What if they can't get one
What if youtube is the only place they feel like they can vent
If your truly there for them
Go hug them
Not a virtual hug
An actual hug
I'm 5 months clean now and I'm just having a really rough night so this is my way of comforting myself because it reminds me that I'm not the only one struggling
You’re doing great❤❤❤
You’ve got this
congrats! you're doing amazing! keep going!
there is some random music
EUGH- *spasms*
@@distort141 *spasms with them*
@@x-LunarEclipse-x *spasms with both of them*
@@rain15119 wittnesses then seises
@@rain15119*spasms with all three of them*
I’m not diagnosed with anything, so I’m constantly questioning if I really am depressed, if I really have anxiety, and do I maybe have OCD, trust issues, tourettes, adhd, or autism? Or multiple? I just want to know. I really wish I did.
What if I’m faking everything and I don’t even know it?
What if I’m just being dramatic?
And I can’t get diagnosed with anything bc I don’t feel safe talking to my parents; they’d probably make me give up way more information than I want to and get me therapy and stuff, but also probably send me to a mental hospital, blah blah blah. Also, anytime I come to them for advice or anything, they give me ideas that I’ve already thought of or make me feel so much worse about myself. I also think they might be just a bit toxic/abusive in some spots on accident, but I’m glad I can’t really tell in a way?
Who else never gets the secrecy/privacy they want when they come to their parents?
i feel the exact same, i dunno if im making it up or being dramatic or that i actually have a problem. i cant tell my parents bc they don't understand and they give me the same useless advice that never works. i've always felt that i have a problem but i tell myself that someone else has it worse. i dunno what's real anymore. i doubt myself everyday, wondering if i actually matter. i sometimes wonder if death would be the better option but the thought of dying scares me, not the actual dying bit, but the not knowing what the afterlife (if there even is one) is like. and that's the only reason i keep going. because for me, there is no other point
I love your stuff but “no random music” is a lie lmao
Yeah but its not taking up half the video
1 day clean
I’m proud of you, stay clean
@@Golden_Tatsuru omg, tysm!!!
Well done we are proud
@@KgosiAnimations tysm!!
Proud of you!
28:14 describes what i do daily and it scares me that other people feel this way
You are loved, if you feel the need to vent, you can. I’m here for you ❤
I don't like hugging my mother anymore I used to love it and would hug and cuddle whith her any chance I got but now I hate it and it's weird because I still love her it just doesn't feel the same anymore like something is wrong and it's so uncomfortable I i know something is different and wrong but I don't know I'm just tired
@@Yourmummy666I’m sorry about that! I know how that feels, but remember it’s not your fault! Things change, yes, sometimes we hate that fact I sure do sometimes, but if you feel like something is wrong telling the person or someone for help to pin point that problem might help! Stay healthy and good, not to pressure you!
@@OminousCorner ok thanks
My parents said that my friend is toxic… they are really cool, they make me feel bad about myself, but its just their humor and their busy. Its not intentional, right? Most of my friends have that humor and aren’t able to hang out….. its probably my fault anyways, I’m too clingy and I can’t act like myself around them anymore because I mask up my emotions with hyperness.
I fucking suck… I can’t even handle being ignored. I can’t stop crying and I just want a good friend who asks me if I’m okay… I treat others how I want to be treated… even if I get manipulated and hurt… I just want attention.
I’m fine, how are you?
@@x-LunarEclipse-x I’m great, I’m replies to others because most people don’t, but everyone needs a reply don’t they? First of, I think what maters is how others make you feel. I had a friend who made me uncomfortable, I never unfounded her and I regret it. If you can’t be yourself or be comfortable around someone leave them or act like yourself, ignore them no mate how much they call you rude things for being yourself. If you act like yourself I bet you will meet someone who will want to be your friend and be nice the way you picture it, or tell your friends how you feel. You don’t suck, i feel almost like you yet i don’t suck either. Nobody likes being ignored or being treated like that. Crying is okay. Cry when you want and know it’s not your fault, it’s okay to cry and feel how you want, and you matter. Please stay healthy and hydrated, and are you okay? Be honest please
0:28 HELP I RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH
4:22 “your partner can’t sa you!” Sexually harassment is when someone, no matter the gender, no matter the age or color, touches you or does inappropriate things to you without your consent or permission.
0:58 bro did NOT have to call me out like that 🙏🙏🙏
0:55 me core
can i get the audio for 6:13, if possible
Idk the exact audio but the song is iris by the goo goo dolls
3:12 it looks like the smoke from Valentino's voice message to Angel dust
13:33 I remember I saw this audio back a few months ago and I related to it because it was a massive fear of mine. But now that fear has become a reality. I’m so glad I found this video because I can relate to a lot of these videos.
Vent.
Nobody cares about me anymore inside of my family. I have lost all meaning to them. I love my mom. My mother doesn't love me. I love my siblings. My siblings do not love me. It is exhausting trying to keep them happy all of the time when they hardly do anything for me themselves. I sometimes wonder how different things would be if I wasn't born. My best friend's mom is more of a mom to me than my own mother is. Does that make sense? My friends mean the world to me. I hate to say it but I might prioritize them over my family. My mom has done so much for me and my siblings and I'm sure she's tired but it feels like she simply doesn't care about me specifically. I feel more included with my friends than I do with my family.
I love my friends.
✝️ I feel the same way, my friends have something that my family doesn’t: it’s acceptance. I’m very introverted and I never liked to hang out with people, sure I’m nice but other than that spending time with just God or my friends is so much more happier. My mom is always saying that I have to have friends, I have a few new ones but they are just not the name as my old friends, who were so kind and accepting.
sad vent video ... MARIO MUSIC
Sorry to vent I just need to vent a bit- Everyone gets mad at me when I’m not the problem I do everything I can do to be right but it’s never enough, they keep getting mad and yelling at me, they always pick others over me what did I do? I do my best I hold back but when I get upset from them pestering me over and over im in the wrong! And when I get overwhelmed or when I’m fidgety which I can’t help they get mad and upset! So what get overwhelmed by lots of noises, so what I like headphones, so what I rock while standing bounce my leg shake my hands, so what? It makes me feel better! Stop saying I’m dramatic stop saying “YoUr NoT aUtIsTic” I KNOW THAT! I JUST DO THAT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND IT IS HOW I FEEL! AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE A BAD MEMORY OR YOU WVEN CARE! I TELL YOU SOMETHING AND YOU FORGET IT! STOP LOOKING THROUGH STUFF AND STOP JUST DOING ANYTHING ABOUT ME! STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TALK ABOUT YOURSELF! STOP THREATENING ME! I ONLY WANTED A REGULAR LIFE IN A REGULAR FAMILY! IM SORRY I ENTERED THE WEBSITE THAAT GIRL GAVE ME! IM SORRY I SHOWED MY BROTHER! IM SORRY I RUINED MY SISTER, IM SORRY IT’S MY FAULT! IM SORRY I SH-ED FOR THE MOST PATHETIC REASON! IM SORRY I CRY! I WAS 8 OKAY? IM SORRY I HAVE EMETOPHOBIA IM SORRY I GET PANIC ATTACKS IM SORRY I FIGHT BBACK WHEN OTHERS HURT ME FIRST!
Erm wow that was a lot im sorry bout that :3
I'm so sorry don't listen to them it's not your fault
@@Asherisme omg, thank you so much, you made my day better :) I was so worried people saw my comment and that it was weird. Have a good day!
@@OminousCorner Have a good day too
Some people are just like that. There are black and white in this world. I hope you find one of the white ones! :> (And I hope it didn't come out as insult! I do poorly with comforting people) And if you don't find them, I'm sure there are people willing to listen to you in online. Omg I just realized that it could be taken in as racially offensive. I didn't mean that! I just meant the action and thoughts could be black and white. But everyone is most likely to be grey. So, seek the one who is light grey?
@FernTheTherian12 You too :3 have a good day, but like why everyone is everyone here being so nice? Not to be an attention seeker but people are so kind like everyone who’s replied to me
11:32 is very reliable too me and I share a room with one of my siblings so it’s hard if I want to cry because I don’t like crying in front of people but the sibling I share a room with is my favorite sibling but I just can’t cry in front of anyone
Hey if you are reading just remember that even if you are in a dark place you can get out I swear, there will people there for you even if you don't realize it rn pls stay on this earth it might be hard but you CAN do it!
can someone remind me about this later?
0:59 - 1:17
1:17 - 1:30
3:28 - 3:45
5:04 - 5:16
Now?
1:42 so real.i always witch personalities between friends and its exhausting because im trying and i honeslty give up at this point.
1:54 I…
…
I kinda relate…
bc my like a month or so ago my friend told me she once was explaining to their cousin that was 2 years older than me and I was s3xV@lized by him (drawn nsfw of and said some nsfw stuff of me) I didn’t see any of the chats or art etc. but my best friend just told me about what happened. I didn’t care much but I kinda felt disgusting… (istg if anyone likes and my dad finds this in his notifications im screwed)
…
I was 11 btw… and I still am :(
Callback to that time I was venting about my severe abandonment issues and my friend walked away mid conversation to talk to the teacher (they drew something cool. That wasn’t ‘cool’)
Name of Music at 1:02 if anyone knows
aishite
@@msvalerie69420I believe it’s also the ado cover
Ashite ado cover!! 💗
それの; 愛して、愛して、愛して
6:45 i need the song name it lowkey hits so hard
Found it. Inside out by duster.
0:22 I can literally relate so much- except it been worse bc I haven’t cried for three years and im barely even started middle school :D…also I’m sorry u go thru that too :(
5:37 "hey bro I think im depress-" *Mario music starts playing*
My dog died in march at 4, still getting over it.
If I ever got a therapist and told them everything I've been through and my real mentality I would be in a psyc ward :)
If anyone wanna vent drop the disc I can always listen and give advice
i sh and feel rlly depressed and suicidal all the damn time but for some reason i feel like my trauma isnt valid or enough to sh about bc my family cares abt me and i have a decent life so for some reason i crave trauma even tho i rlly shouldnt and it js makes me feel worse about who i am :/ i feel like in need to go to the mental hospital but i also don't know if my brain says that bc i want attention and im lowkey scared of myself
@@Kay_Cabin_7 Well, I have a crap tone of trauma and doing sh counts as one. I'm sorry you feel that way and I would advise you to talk to a therapist or a school counselor, if you don't feel comfortable talk w your parents (which is my case). I personally didn't talk to anybody and I probably never will but that's just me if you have the courage or opportunity to do so you should.
I really hope you get better ❤
In class I always over laugh until my stomach hurts and I started crying my friends always ask if I'm ok and I said yes when actually I'm not and I makes my selfover laugh until my stomach hurst because thats the only reason I can tell them why I'm crying and actually in the inside i don't know why I just felt like I want to cry for some reason and can't hold it anymore.
3:16
My brother (youngest) and me(oldest) (no other siblings)
My brother always hits me and yells at me like I'm his punching bag.. he never leaves me alone with my parents they are abusing and short tempered. I can't stand up for myself otherwise I'll get either hit more, yelled at, grounded. I just hate it. 😅😊❤
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to
I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on UA-cam. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing.
Sometimes I feel like I’m better off alone. I guess that’s why I push everyone away.
Don’t talk to her anymore that was a shitty thing for her to do. Also I’m so sorry about what you’ve been going through.
I just got jumpscared by coconut mall😂😂
1 month clean🙂
i love how i once thought of dying, today i thought that the feeling to die was gone. but i was wrong 🙂
I’m the therapist friend but currently I don’t have any friends and no all my problems just became worse because I already didn’t open up but now I don’t even have the option to and I don’t know what to everyone excludes me and I just feel so drained I feel no emotions but I feel all of them at once I’m so emotionally drained and I feel guilty every time I talk about my issues
13:19
I was just watching this with a straight face not tears so anything I just stare at the screen idk what's wrong with me but this is day two of not being able to let tears fall down my face like I always do it's weird I used to cry so much when watching this now even though I try so hard nothing happens
Every video I relate to in this compilation
0:22
0:29
0:46
1:00
1:54
2:06
2:47
3:02
3:13
3:27
4:22 just another person and not accidentally
4:30
4:53
6:18
8:06
0:45 is this supposed to be quirky????
No clue.
1:04 WHAT IS THIS SONG I NEED ITTTT
OMG aishite aishite aishite BY KIKUO BUT COVER IS SANG BY ADO🤤
A cover of Ashite ::3
Whenever i vent to my classmates its always im over reacting and stuff, i thought venting to my teacher was a mistake but it wasnt, i luv my adviser sm...
Not the super Mario music😭😭😭
Daily reminder.
Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it
Your body isn't a book so don't judge it
Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it
Finally
Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it.
Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself.
Love you!!
!!vent!! (nothing typed is conistant/in chronological order)
basically every week, if i don't watch one or 2 episodes of a show every other day at least, my mom's going to jump to conclusions and basically interrogate me to make sure i'm not going to off myself or something. it's annoying because neither of my siblings get this treatment, and my twin is diagnosed with depression, and both of them stay in their rooms more than i do. not to mention, i'm the therapist and hyper friend. you have a problem, sure, you can come to me. of course, you won't text me first/individually unless you have a problem again. i get told to be quiet, shut up and that i'm so loud and annoying by my 'friends' daily. my friend always says she has a migraine, and i need to stfu, then she's yelling 2 seconds later. her dog died, and now that's an excuse for her to act like a fvckhead to everyone else. guess what? my dog died, and my *cousin* cried more than me [around family] because i was the one trying to be strong. that hoe ignores my messages in groupchats, and when i try to talk to her about stuff she does that bugs me, she says "sorry" fixes it for a day and a half, then goes back to the way it was. my grandma is an asshole who made me hate my body, my older sister is smart, and i have no chance of living up to that. i'm stressed, overworked, and i hate my life. my therapist is shit, anyways. i don't even tell her any actual problems, because if i do, she'd tell my mom anyways. fuck confidentiality. after every session, she has my mom brought into the room, and she recaps what we've gone over. i've realized i'm the second choice, too. there are people who i thought i was really close with, but no. i talk to my twin, and she's like "oh yeah, _______ sent me this". and i'm like 'oh, that's weird, they've left me on read for a week and a half. did they text you first?' "oh yeah, they did, they said they liked how i could keep a conversation going."
plus, i'm so goddamn touch starved, and all i wasnt is for someone to hug me tight and comfort me, but i don't have anyone like that. i hate physicial touch from my family, and my friends are too short to give me the hug i need. i'm a kid, and i'm already thinking about things i shouldn't be, looking at things i shouldn't be, doing things i shouldn't be. and let's be honest, i'm not making it past 15 at the rate my life is going. not to mention 11 people in my life have died. 4 great-grandparents, 2 uncles, a neighbor, 2 dogs, a great-uncle [literally the night before my birthday] and a 5-month old baby. idk what to do anymore
if you read all that, ty. if you reply, !!please don't give stories of how you relate, it really doesn't make me feel better!!
5:44 random music
Yeah they lie :(
music at 6:03? :)
theres random music and some tiktoks repeat
4:04 | This one hits a little too close to home...
Every time I cry at school I pretend to stare at something and not blink and every time I feel embarrassed….
5:43 the random music
“I promise!”
2:25 is so relatable for me
And also 5:52
I can’t feel anything anymore, I don’t know what’s wrong. It’s been 2 weeks of fake emotions, I lied about it being better so no one would worry. I hate the way I look so much and just wish I was different, how come other people get to be so lucky. Words mean nothing. Actions are futile. I don’t know how to fix it, I lied about being clean to. I’m such an awful person, and people are outright ignoring my boundaries when I tell them to stop.
20:00 real. so real.
hows it going?
5:05 real
i like(ed) this guy right?
his best friend, lets call her L
tells me he has a crush on A
i acted like it meant nothing to me
it broke me
i thought abt it for the rest of the day
after school i went to my room
i started crying and i relapsed
i sit next to that guy in history though
i dont know if imma be okay
Me saying im the non sensitive one in my friend group: 😂
Also me:cries after making a big mistake and they actually notice and get mad at me and pretend that i dont care but the feelings are burning and it hurts:
(Sorry for any typo's)
I’m autistic and low empathy. I feel like a monster watching these for entertainment.
Maybe I want to feel like a human… maybe they help me express things I can’t…
hello kiddo, I'm here for you if you wanna talk. I'm always here for you little one.
I don't know you but you're unique and i love you you're not a monster you're my pretty person.
"no random music" as coconut mall plays
I dont like to be that person but can someone tell me whats the song name at 6:39
Bruno is orange (you'll find it)
8:58
3 days clean
I feel like I’m just attention seeking, I’m not but then I don’t know why I’m doing this to myself
Unrelated but hearing my time and fall fair suite back to back makes me happy
why was there a random fpe tiktok😭😭
28:14 i do this everyday this tutorial is just my life
Lacy, oh, Lacy, skin like puff pastry
Aren't you the sweetest thing on this side of hell?
Dear angel Lacy, eyes white as daisies
Did I ever tell you that I'm not doing well?
Ooh, I care, I care, I care
Like perfume that you wear
I linger all the time
Watchin', hidden in plain sight
Ooh, I try, I try, I try
But it takes over my life
I see you everywhere
The sweetest torture one could bear
Smart sexy Lacy, I'm losing it lately
I feel your compliments like bullets on skin
Dazzling starlet, Bardot reincarnate
Well, aren't you the greatest thing to ever exist?
Ooh, I care, I care, I care
Like ribbons in your hair
My stomach's all in knots
You got the one thing that I want
Ooh, I try, I try, I try
Try to rationalize
People are people
But it's like you're made of angel dust
Lacy, oh, Lacy, it's like you're out to get me
You poison every little thing that I do
Lacy, oh, Lacy, I just loathe you lately
And I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you
Yeah, I despise my rotten mind and how much it worships you
I'm here for anyone and everyone.
Does anyone know the song in the first one (please its stuck in my head)
5:38 ah yes the sound of RANDOM MUSIC
2:48 if anyone knows where I can find some music like this, please tell me it makes me feel happy:(
im not sure on what you mean exactly but the song is called "Final Duet" from Omori
@@ThatWeirdoPerson- thankssss
@@kirarhodes6111 of course!:)
@@kirarhodes6111 ofc:3
My bff is a Narcissist so one time i was Doing math with them and i said "i hate walking home from school its so exhausting and it drains me for some reason" she said I have to walk the dogs! Blablabalaabl and i was holding in tears and one time i opened up to her a little bit and said " ive been at my lowest for 3 months my anxiety and autism dont make it any better " blablabla AND THEY SAID "SAME! and i blablabla" in my mind i said "what did they f###### say......" Tomorrow ill open up truly update tomorrow
I made a vent video and my friend saw it and he laughed and called me emo so I deleted it, but that video was just me venting..
Is it sad that I’ve watched so many of these that I know every video now….
0:34 be feeling like I talk too much in times like that
Todays a shitty day, it's even worse then my bad days. My mom wanted a movie night yesterday but I was on my phone for so long we ended up not doing it. She got mad at me and now everyone is mad at me because she's mad at all of us. My brother had practice today so we're at home but before she told us "just stay on your gadgets and let the dog bark" which hurt me because she's basically saying that we're useless and incapable of doing anything right and I know that but it hurts when my mother is saying it to my face please make me feel better
Hey bud, you doing alright right now? I’m sorry you had a shitty day, that was very rude of her and I hope you’re okay. Why is she mad that you were on your phone instead of watching a movie with her, that is the most pathetic excuse to get upset at someone for that. You don’t deserve that. Don’t let her get to your head, you matter more then you think
lets do this... plan: 15 days clean.
like for updates!!!
1 day clean (s//hh)
5:17 FUDEMENTAL PAPER EDUCATION CHIP AND MISS THAVEL ITS NOT A VENT😭😭😭
IKR😭
1:00 do y’all know the creator?
I saw a vent video and I started crying..
I watch these so that I know that they have it worse : in turn making me know that my life isn’t as bad and I’m not THAT depressed 🤓☝️
3:18 3:20 so true
4:35 OMD ME TOO
7:00 REAL
5:53 i feel bad for my siblings... having to have me as their big sister...
Not me watching this while shaving my upper forearm
Murder drones ep 8 is coming out in a few days and you might be light ‘ Why are you so sad about that you needed to watch this? ‘
Well, I had a yt friend I would talk to about it to. She loved it probably more than me lol. But her parents were very strict and she was suicidal..
I donno if she’s alive. Yes, I knew her only for a month or two. But yes, she was the light of my world for those months. I hope she is alive and I miss her very much and I donno anymore…
13.56: me when i was ten🤣😂
I might get hate from this but…
Jesus loves you so please don’t give up friend ❤
He loves you too❤
Amen❤
I have a strange question Is it normal to bite your own skin till bleeding? Is it self harm? I don't feel pain. Only pleasure. Calm. Then feel crap again after I stop.
Ey same
#draculagang