The paradox of trying to ⚠️ Be Real ⚠️

The spark has returned after a long hibernation and it's time to start filming my life again. Join me for a look back on my October as I navigate the challenge of "living in the moment" without "compulsively recording everything". New friends, new projects and new plants galore in what has been hailed as "a new video".
Music:
acid ghost - sandy kim
beatsupply - high again
cavetown - night knuckles
vansire - metamodernity
aphex twin - avril 14th
nicholas britell - little's theme
alexandre desplat - just another dead rat in a garbage pail (behind a chinese restaurant)
sleepwalker - her
aha - take on me
florist - instrumental 3
Socials:
thoughts - tweetbyzeb
images - photobyzeb
tiktoks - tokbyzeb
email - [e-mail]

[@oesterzwamsnack]

wow zeb i just typed out a comment about how I missed your vlogs, but I also feel like so incredibly hypocritical saying that since i also don't think you should always make your life marketable hahaha. anyway your creative eye is amazing and you're great!!!! thank you for taking us along in your journey.

[@Galinchipups]

I used to watch your videos several years ago, and now I had this sudden urge to check on the channel again right before going to sleep. Good to see your videos are still full of creativity! Loved the perfect moon view, and then came metamodernity - I constantly had it on repeat last autumn 👍

[@FilmByZeb]

Glad you came back :)

[@ericr4b]

Nice. Very good colouring. Liked the red umbrella shot. Don’t see that too often. Keep up the lighting and colour work. The self reflection monologue is fine, I suppose, if it’s useful for you. Good capture of the rainy park, that can be difficult, but you got it right, I think. Carry on. Enjoy the festivities.