【SDR2】The Reason I wanted to Die 僕が死のうと思ったのは || Nagito Komaeda

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  • Опубліковано 11 вер 2024
  • This is a month-late animatic for Nagito Komaeda's birthday!! Please beware of SDR2 SPOILERS and please read the warnings at the beginning of the video for cw and tw, thank you! 🙏🏼
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    This is an animatic for Nagito Komaeda! It was his birthday and I decided to try making an animatic instead of an illustration on a whim, honestly. I had a very vague idea for this beforehand which made me cry.. so I've brought it to life! (hoping to touch some hearts with this too heheh) Nagito means a lot to me. I absolutely love his character and his self deprecating mindset personally hits close to home,,,, His experiences throughout his life and the killing game really explain his thought process and motives... which got to me somehow. I tried to convey a lot of the emotions I felt into this I guess?? Haha I'm bad at expressing how much I adore this guy.. but hopefully my feelings can get through to you all as you watch this.
    CREDITS:
    All images and editing is done ONLY BY ME! I do not own anything else.
    Song: The Reason I wanted to Die / Boku ga Shinouto omotta no wa / 僕が死のうと思ったの
    Lyrics/Composed by Akita Hiromu
    Vocals by Mika Nakashima
    Editing Software used: Alight Motion
    [Rant ahead about the animatic! Please watch it first before reading!]
    Aaaaaaa FINALLY HERE!! I pushed myself really hard to finish this one and I'm so excited that I'm finally done! I did so much editing and drawing I think I've worn myself out a bit haha but I couldn't help pushing myself more than usual since I'm bad at finishing these sorts of things...! This is my first time properly doing an animatic so I apologise for anything I messed up on LOL but it was a ton of fun. I gotta say, I really overestimated the duration it'd take me to finish even tho I know I'm slow... I will try to start an animatic a month before it's due next time- which would prolly be a while since this one has me tired out! But anyways, to the people who have been looking forward to this animatic... thank you SO MUCH for your patience and kindness. Everyone, especially my mutuals, were so supportive and understanding even when I couldn't respond to messages... it makes me wanna cry;; (ノω・、)💞 Also I freaked out and actually cried when I realised this animatic wouldn't export properly from the app?? I legitimately thought it was done for... it felt like a whole months of work was down the drain BUT THEN LUCKILYYY it uploads perfectly on UA-cam! I was so relieved.... thank god for UA-cam. Welp, I hope you enjoy the animatic!! 💜

КОМЕНТАРІ • 29

  • @BumbleBeazee
    @BumbleBeazee 2 роки тому +4

    I’m actually rly sorry that this didn’t get much attention, it’s seriously rly good

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  2 роки тому +1

      Aw thank you sm!!! I'm just glad everybody who has seen it enjoys it!! 🥺💜💜

  • @tylerfan435
    @tylerfan435 3 роки тому +2

    BRO HOW DOES THIS ONLY HAVE 90 VIEWS WHATTTTT AND 27 SUBS??!?! THIS WORLD IS CRUEL IM SO SHARING THIS!

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      AAAAA THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT!! 😭😭💜💜💜💖💖

  • @ramenbroadcaster
    @ramenbroadcaster 3 роки тому +1

    Ahhhh!!! So good! T_T Your art style is amazing!!

  • @user-bm2ys4ut2s
    @user-bm2ys4ut2s 3 роки тому +3

    I LOVE IT!!! 💕 your drawings are amazing, the colors are so calming, the song is perfect for the video and how you managed all the scenes *chef’s kiss*

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      DFJNJDKDN AAA omgg that is so sweet of you to say, thank you so much!! T_T

  • @manos-art438
    @manos-art438 3 роки тому +4

    Yuna!!! Aasdfghjk omg this is AMAZING!!! Ah I was so looking forward to this and it was totally worth it! It's such an emotional animatic and the way you drew them both just asdfgh. My heart. I really loved the part where nagito ripped out the Pages from the book! Thank you so so much for making this. A lot of work went into it and it shows! 💚🧡

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      KWNDKS WHAAA MANOS I'M SO FLATTERED!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS AAA 😭😭🙏🏼💜💜💜💜 I really enjoyed doing the super short animation parts like that one aaaa they took extra time but since you love it so much its worth it!! TwT I'm so so happy you enjoyed the emotional ride and THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE ONCE AGAIN 💜💜

  • @keirabriliant3407
    @keirabriliant3407 3 роки тому +1

    HAKAKAKANAOAMSKSM YUNAAA THIS IS SO AMAZING

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      KSKDKSFN THANK YOU AAA I'M GLAD YOU LIKED IT!! 🥺🥺🙏🏼💜💜💜💜

  • @ellioiso
    @ellioiso 3 роки тому +3

    AHH YUNA I CANT EVEN BEING TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS!!! ITS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND YOU PUT SO MUCH WORK INTO IT AND THE EDITINGJF IS SO GREAT I CANT STOP WATCHING ITHFJF 😭 AND ITSH SO SAd this is definitely one of my most favorite animatics now, the wait was very much worth it!! Good job :D!!! ❤❤❤

    • @ellioiso
      @ellioiso 3 роки тому +1

      And you showed his character so well!! (ahaha sorry I cant english) And I also loved the komahina in this! I'm still rewatching it oop- 😃 I cannot decide which part is my favourite cause it's all so great 💔

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      @@ellioiso ROSEEE THANK YOU SM!!! THAT MEANS SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU THINK I'M GONNA TEAR UP EKDKDK😭💖💖💜💖💜💖 The fact this is one of your favs now blows my mind AAA I'M HONOURED 🤧🤧🙏🏼💖💖💖💖

    • @ellioiso
      @ellioiso 3 роки тому +1

      @@PapayaAyaArt OF COURSE!! YOU DESERVE IT!!! 💗💞💗💞💗💞

  • @hensku.3000
    @hensku.3000 3 роки тому +1

    Wow! This is absolutely beautiful!

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому

      AW THANK U SM!!! QwQ 💖💖💖💖💖

  • @mech0in892
    @mech0in892 3 роки тому +1

    AAA THIS IS AMAZINGG

  • @Middeez
    @Middeez 3 роки тому +2

    THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL 💓💓I LOVE THIS AMAZING

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      OMGG CANDY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING THE VIDEO I- I'M GONNA CRY THANK YOU SM ILY!!! 😭😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼💜💖💜💖💜💖💜💖

  • @maridolmaac1610
    @maridolmaac1610 3 роки тому +1

    Wowowowowowow

  • @pastahands3695
    @pastahands3695 3 роки тому +1

    YUNA!! THIS IS SO SO GOOD!! 😭😭

    • @PapayaAyaArt
      @PapayaAyaArt  3 роки тому +1

      AA RAYYY!!🥺🥺 EKDKEKX THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! 😭😭😭💖💖💖

  • @bagels707
    @bagels707 3 роки тому +1

    So excited!!!!