The lyrics is about wanting to disappear but it doesn't mean "wanting to die", I'm feeling the same way though. To escape from the reality and the uncertainties while being an existence that doesn't do much contribution, disappearing feels like the solution.
@@monbub death does not become scary when you come to accept your life and this often comes with age. So its ok be scared of death. But you must love your life to fight for it. Thats how you can learn to coexist and remain in this world.
Lyrics: I want to disappear. I can't tell you. I want to die again. I still want to live. A paranoid of contradictory state It's a terrible mess in the day. The Great People's Ratehead A rural on parade I don't know what you want to do. But he's not a big man. Do you want love? You want some money? It's just a pain. It's empty. I can't see the end. I want to run away from now on. Oh, I want to disappear. I want to disappear. But I don't want to die. I know it's obscure. I'm gonna start again and break my heart. Luckily, I have a support for you. He didn't kill himself today either. Oh, I'm thirsty. I can't get water. I'll tell you the night I came again. You can find out why you're alive. What a word! I feel like I've seen a fool. Everyone dies in the end. I'm the one who changes it all the time. I know, but I couldn't move. It's a life of excuses. If you're aware of me The heroine of a tragedy I think it feels good. I really do. I want to disappear without knowing anything. I can't heal the wound. I can't see anything. But you can't resist. May be bad Indivisible I can't run away yet I don't need understanding
Some of these lyrics are kinda off for example "rural on parade" doesn't make sense. The lyrics mean more like "all my insecurities on parade" or on display. Same as the great people's ratehead. 大衆人 is talking about masses of people and 論破 is like arguing back against someone. So masses of people refuting arguments in their head. Perhaps? But good job either way.
Translation: [Intro] I wanna disappear I don't say that out loud I wanna die again But I still wanna live [Verse 1] A contradictory deadlock I doubt in delusion The present's a dreadful disaster My head as I debate the masses Is a display riddled with prejudice [Verse 2] I dunno what I even wanna do But it's not like I'm important as a person Want love? Want cash? Feel lifeless just from carrying pain Can't see the end Wanna run from the now Aah I wanna disappear disappear But I absolutely don't wanna die! [Verse 3] I know I'm not making sense My just-restarted heart breaks If there's a way to stay happy Then I'd decide today I won't kill myself either, yeah that's right Aah I'd pass water down my dry throat Nightfall would eventually turn to dawn And the reason to live I'd been searching for would show up Those kinds of fucking words [Verse 4] Are a dumbass's feelings Everyone's gonna die in the end "All that's changing is myself", I Know already but can't move Cuz my life's full of excuses If it got through and I changed I'd be a tragic heroine I'd feel real shitty I think Like really [Outro] I wanna disappear without knowing Wounds aren't healed Can't see anything But I won't resist Don't know if it hurts No one could understand I still can't escape I don't need sympathy
@@dizzypear ye it isnt him but i think its the rap and how he sung the song which i mistaken as takayn but dang this just highkey good too i cant stop listening to it
heres the english translation! 暖神ーJINXXX 1 month ago Lyrics: I want to disappear. I can't tell you. I want to die again. I still want to live. A paranoid of contradictory state It's a terrible mess in the day. The Great People's Ratehead A rural on parade I don't know what you want to do. But he's not a big man. Do you want love? You want some money? It's just a pain. It's empty. I can't see the end. I want to run away from now on. Oh, I want to disappear. I want to disappear. But I don't want to die. I know it's obscure. I'm gonna start again and break my heart. Luckily, I have a support for you. He didn't kill himself today either. Oh, I'm thirsty. I can't get water. I'll tell you the night I came again. You can find out why you're alive. What a word! I feel like I've seen a fool. Everyone dies in the end. I'm the one who changes it all the time. I know, but I couldn't move. It's a life of excuses. If you're aware of me The heroine of a tragedy I think it feels good. I really do. I want to disappear without knowing anything. I can't heal the wound. I can't see anything. But you can't resist. May be bad Indivisible I can't run away yet I don't need understanding someone had commented it so i thought why now give it to you. :)
暖神ーJINXXX 1 month ago Lyrics: I want to disappear. I can't tell you. I want to die again. I still want to live. A paranoid of contradictory state It's a terrible mess in the day. The Great People's Ratehead A rural on parade I don't know what you want to do. But he's not a big man. Do you want love? You want some money? It's just a pain. It's empty. I can't see the end. I want to run away from now on. Oh, I want to disappear. I want to disappear. But I don't want to die. I know it's obscure. I'm gonna start again and break my heart. Luckily, I have a support for you. He didn't kill himself today either. Oh, I'm thirsty. I can't get water. I'll tell you the night I came again. You can find out why you're alive. What a word! I feel like I've seen a fool. Everyone dies in the end. I'm the one who changes it all the time. I know, but I couldn't move. It's a life of excuses. If you're aware of me The heroine of a tragedy I think it feels good. I really do. I want to disappear without knowing anything. I can't heal the wound. I can't see anything. But you can't resist. May be bad Indivisible I can't run away yet I don't need understanding There you go!
本当にかっこいい
消えたい＝死にたいじゃないの分かります...
すごい分かりみ分かりみが深すぎて昇天した
死にたくないけど生きたくないんよね
死にたくはないけど学校とか会社での自分の存在を消したい感じ
死ぬのは怖い。
死ぬのは怖い。でも生きるのも怖い。ならいっそ存在を消せば良い。って事だよね
歌詞（自分用）
消えたいな
なんて言えないな
また死にたいな
まだ生きたいわ
矛盾な現状で勘ぐる妄想
現代は酷い惨状
大衆人論破ヘッド
僻みだらけのオンパレード
何がしたいか分からない
でも大した人間でもないし
愛がほしい？金がほしい？
痛み抱えるだけで虚しい
終わりが見えない
今から逃げたい
あー消えたい消えたい
でもきっと死にたい訳じゃない
曖昧だって分かってる
また再開して心壊してく
幸い支えがあるから
今日も自分の事殺さずに済みそうですわ
あー渇いた喉に水も通らんわ
「また来た夜も何れ明ける」
「生きる理由も見つけ出せるさ」
なんて言葉で
馬鹿を見た様な気分だ
誰だって最後は死ぬんだ
「何時だって変えるのは自分」
分かってるけど動けなかった
言い訳ばっかの人生だって
気付いて我に帰れば
悲劇のヒロインぶって
気持ちわりーなと思うわ
ほんとさ
何も知らずに消えたい
傷も癒えない
何も見えない
でも抗えない
イタイかもしれない
割り切れない
まだ逃げない
理解はいらない
ありがとうございます
The lyrics is about wanting to disappear but it doesn't mean "wanting to die", I'm feeling the same way though. To escape from the reality and the uncertainties while being an existence that doesn't do much contribution, disappearing feels like the solution.
Like completely disconnected with the rest of the world?
おーぅよあいんぐりっしいずべぇりーぐっ
ah that's a constant mood for me. death is scary but I'd love to disappear from earth.
@@monbub death does not become scary when you come to accept your life and this often comes with age. So its ok be scared of death. But you must love your life to fight for it. Thats how you can learn to coexist and remain in this world.
Agreed, same goes for me, i just want to disappear just like i dont even exist
イヤホンで聞く重低音が
心地よい。
「でもきっと死にたいわけじゃない」のところの緊迫感とか、だんだんせり上がってくる感じが好き
もっと人気出てほしい
Lyrics:
I want to disappear.
I can't tell you.
I want to die again.
I still want to live.
A paranoid of contradictory state
It's a terrible mess in the day.
The Great People's Ratehead
A rural on parade
I don't know what you want to do.
But he's not a big man.
Do you want love? You want some money?
It's just a pain. It's empty.
I can't see the end.
I want to run away from now on.
Oh, I want to disappear. I want to disappear.
But I don't want to die.
I know it's obscure.
I'm gonna start again and break my heart.
Luckily, I have a support for you.
He didn't kill himself today either.
Oh, I'm thirsty. I can't get water.
I'll tell you the night I came again.
You can find out why you're alive.
What a word!
I feel like I've seen a fool.
Everyone dies in the end.
I'm the one who changes it all the time.
I know, but I couldn't move.
It's a life of excuses.
If you're aware of me
The heroine of a tragedy
I think it feels good.
I really do.
I want to disappear without knowing anything.
I can't heal the wound.
I can't see anything.
But you can't resist.
May be bad
Indivisible
I can't run away yet
I don't need understanding
Have you got romaji maybe?
Nvm, it's below
Some of these lyrics are kinda off for example "rural on parade" doesn't make sense. The lyrics mean more like "all my insecurities on parade" or on display. Same as the great people's ratehead. 大衆人 is talking about masses of people and 論破 is like arguing back against someone. So masses of people refuting arguments in their head. Perhaps? But good job either way.
is it bad that i can actually follow with the text
@@Bjoviii Nah, it's a fairly easy rap
偽物人間40号で¿?さんの存在を知って一気に全曲聴きましたが、どれもこれも最高です...体に穴が空くくらい刺さりました
短いのがまたいい
え、見つけてしまった感…！
めっちゃよき…なんで知らんかったんやろ…
もっとのびろ！！
いや､のびなくても私たちだけの感
味わえますよ…
@@user-gl2tj4jl8q
そうなんだよなでも別曲伸びたな‘‘‘
緩急の付け方がカッコ良すぎです……
Translation:
[Intro]
I wanna disappear
I don't say that out loud
I wanna die again
But I still wanna live
[Verse 1]
A contradictory deadlock
I doubt in delusion
The present's a dreadful disaster
My head as I debate the masses
Is a display riddled with prejudice
[Verse 2]
I dunno what I even wanna do
But it's not like I'm important as a person
Want love?
Want cash?
Feel lifeless just from carrying pain
Can't see the end
Wanna run from the now
Aah I wanna disappear disappear
But I absolutely don't wanna die!
[Verse 3]
I know I'm not making sense
My just-restarted heart breaks
If there's a way to stay happy
Then I'd decide today I won't kill myself either, yeah that's right
Aah I'd pass water down my dry throat
Nightfall would eventually turn to dawn
And the reason to live I'd been searching for would show up
Those kinds of fucking words
[Verse 4]
Are a dumbass's feelings
Everyone's gonna die in the end
"All that's changing is myself", I
Know already but can't move
Cuz my life's full of excuses
If it got through and I changed
I'd be a tragic heroine
I'd feel real shitty I think
Like really
[Outro]
I wanna disappear without knowing
Wounds aren't healed
Can't see anything
But I won't resist
Don't know if it hurts
No one could understand
I still can't escape
I don't need sympathy
Thank you so much!!
This is like the perfect mix of Takayan + Miyuu but with a unique style and it’s beautiful you’re definitely going to blow up!!!🤍
FR I LOVE IT
I THOUGHT SO TOO IN THE FIRST 3 SECONDS
Wait this isn't takayan?
OMG IKR
@@dizzypear ye it isnt him but i think its the rap and how he sung the song which i mistaken as takayn but dang this just highkey good too i cant stop listening to it
曲調、歌詞、雰囲気に加えてお声素敵でFlowerちゃんの調教も好い。これから応援させてもらいます🙇
死にたい曲はたくさん聞いてきたけどこんなに自分に刺さる消えない曲に出会えて嬉しいです…
これFlowerじゃなくないですか？
マジレスっぽくてすみません
@@user-dw7re6wh1i この曲じゃなくて¿?さんのこと言ってるのかなって思います☺️
@@user-dw7re6wh1i これは違います、偽物人間40号とフランケンの調教が素敵だったのでそちらの話してました (>_
@@user-dw7re6wh1i これは志文さんの声ですね
めちゃくちゃ鳥肌立った…久しぶりに曲聴いてゾクゾクした…
曲の雰囲気はもちろん声がどタイプ…
感情の乗せ方？なんていうんだろう
すごい惹き込まれる
この方の作る曲の歌詞、ほんとまんま自分の思ってること過ぎて共感の嵐なんだよな、、
めちゃくちゃ突き刺さる
曲調も歌い方も最高、、他の方も言ってるように声に感情乗せるのマジで上手い
センスの塊
0:42 「何時だって変えるのは自分」分かってるけど動けなかった
ここ自分すぎてグサグサ刺さる
病んでる時ってホントこんな感じになるよな…曲で表現できるとか鳥肌立つわ
ジャンル変わったの好きすぎる
消えたいけどきっと死にたいわけじゃない。の「きっと」の部分が
自分自身でも曖昧で明確ではない、わからない。って感じがしてすごく深い
やっばいかっこよすぎます…
歌詞が刺さりまくりです
刺さりますよね。わかります。
心の奥底を引き出したような歌詞がとても好きです😭👍
リズム感好きすぎるし、歌詞の共感性高くて最高です…
今まで音が好きで聞いてたけど、歌詞までしっかり聞いたら今思ってることそのままだった
この歌すごく好き...
GOD DAMN THIS SLAPS AND I CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND IT I LOVE THIS
歌詞もリズムも感情が曲に持ってかれて癖になる
かっこいい
久しぶりに聴きにきたけど相変わらず最高、、前聴いた時と聴いてる時の感情が違う。凄い
この方の曲に支えられてる
てか声好きすぎる
最高。すき。MVのイラスト移り変わりがないのが逆にいい。とてもいい。
カッコよすぎる
めっちゃ好きです！！
Banger! Sadly can't understand any of it but truly a banger.
heres the english translation!
暖神ーJINXXX
1 month ago
Lyrics:
I want to disappear.
I can't tell you.
I want to die again.
I still want to live.
A paranoid of contradictory state
It's a terrible mess in the day.
The Great People's Ratehead
A rural on parade
I don't know what you want to do.
But he's not a big man.
Do you want love? You want some money?
It's just a pain. It's empty.
I can't see the end.
I want to run away from now on.
Oh, I want to disappear. I want to disappear.
But I don't want to die.
I know it's obscure.
I'm gonna start again and break my heart.
Luckily, I have a support for you.
He didn't kill himself today either.
Oh, I'm thirsty. I can't get water.
I'll tell you the night I came again.
You can find out why you're alive.
What a word!
I feel like I've seen a fool.
Everyone dies in the end.
I'm the one who changes it all the time.
I know, but I couldn't move.
It's a life of excuses.
If you're aware of me
The heroine of a tragedy
I think it feels good.
I really do.
I want to disappear without knowing anything.
I can't heal the wound.
I can't see anything.
But you can't resist.
May be bad
Indivisible
I can't run away yet
I don't need understanding
someone had commented it so i thought why now give it to you. :)
@@savannahhawke do you know what the title says by any chance?
@@hiccup1890 google translate says '
An on-parade full of aliens' but ill try translate it myself! Give me a bit of time haha
@@hiccup1890 oh the title! sorry, i tried to translate the description haha. It says 'I want to disappear'
¿?さんを知ったのはこの歌からでした！おすすめに流れてきて間奏から歌詞そして¿?さんの声全てどハマりしました。
テンポ早くなるところ殴り書きのように流れる歌詞と歌い方すごく好き
ほんとに歌唱力ぶっ飛んでて、、
かっこいいです、、、、
色々悩んでるのかな、どの曲からも少なからず苦しい感じが伝わってくる、
でも凄い聞いてて心地いい...
刺さる歌詞なのに聞きたいと思う中毒性あるの凄い
音もリズムも歌詞も
全てが性癖ドンピシャでくる、、、
この女のコの表情がまた良い…。自分も自然に気づいたらこんな顔して生きてるし歌詞も含めて凄く共感できる。刺さるなこれぇ。
この曲がこの方の曲で1番好き。
歌詞が共感しかない
日が経つにつれ歌詞に共感できる様になっている自分が怖い
途中で入る引き金が良すぎる
もっと早く知りたかったやで、、、すき、、、
I wish I could find this guy's lyrics somewhere.
same
same
all i can kinda tell is that the song name is like 'I want to disappear' so idk but i think that helps ??
@@naturalhundred9439 I can understand the title and certain parts, but it would be nice to have it all correctly transliterated and translated.
@@Morelineable what does the title say?
中毒性あるめっちゃ声好き…
私の気持ちを代弁してくれてるみたいで嬉しい
ついさっき知ったばかりですが、歌詞に共感しかない。ものすごく消えたい
まるで私の心の内を吐き出したかのような歌詞にものすごく、惹かれました。
終わりが見えない、が、Hold me tight に聞こえるの好き。意図しているか如何かは知らないけど。
おすすめに流れてきてくれてありがとう…🥺
ほんとにほんとに全部好きです、永遠に¿?さんの曲聴いてる
めちゃくちゃイケボ
勝手に体揺れてました笑笑最高
歌詞が天才です･･･！！
bruh i have no idea he's saying but THIS FUCKING SLAPS
暖神ーJINXXX
1 month ago
Lyrics:
I want to disappear.
I can't tell you.
I want to die again.
I still want to live.
A paranoid of contradictory state
It's a terrible mess in the day.
The Great People's Ratehead
A rural on parade
I don't know what you want to do.
But he's not a big man.
Do you want love? You want some money?
It's just a pain. It's empty.
I can't see the end.
I want to run away from now on.
Oh, I want to disappear. I want to disappear.
But I don't want to die.
I know it's obscure.
I'm gonna start again and break my heart.
Luckily, I have a support for you.
He didn't kill himself today either.
Oh, I'm thirsty. I can't get water.
I'll tell you the night I came again.
You can find out why you're alive.
What a word!
I feel like I've seen a fool.
Everyone dies in the end.
I'm the one who changes it all the time.
I know, but I couldn't move.
It's a life of excuses.
If you're aware of me
The heroine of a tragedy
I think it feels good.
I really do.
I want to disappear without knowing anything.
I can't heal the wound.
I can't see anything.
But you can't resist.
May be bad
Indivisible
I can't run away yet
I don't need understanding
There you go!
共感が凄い…
思ったことあること直球で言ってくるから主が今そういう気持ちなのかって少し心配になる。でもそのくらいの歌詞の表現力と歌い方で好き((
音がカッコ良すぎる。なんだこの癖になる感じ...カッコいい...
この曲と人間？は気分落ちてる時に聞くと浸れるから好き。癒し
この人の曲まじで共感しかない
おお…個人の活動でここまでカッコイイラップを世に送り出してる人、久々に出会いました。
こんなに自分の気持ちに全部当てはまる曲初めて
曲調が好きすぎる
やっぱ最高です...
正解です
某2次元ラップバトルのラップみたいでめっちゃカッコイイです！好きになりました！
この歌一番好きかも
声めっちゃ綺麗だし聞き取りやすい…
滑舌良い……滑舌が良い…(2回目)
すきです。明るい励ましよりも暗いつらい言葉でなぜか生きようと思えます。
好きすぎる…
please let me listen to this on spotify aaaaaaa
yesss need it!
自分の言いたいこと全て伝えてくれてる…😢ほんとに大好きです
hi dude , have a nice day , no need for the sad face :)
Great, I'm in love with you now ❤
今の自分の気持ちを歌ってくれてるのすこ
UA-cam運営さんいい仕事してるじゃん
ただ学校行くだけでも狂うぐらいつらいけど
¿?shimonさんの曲聴くと落ち着ける
歌詞が自分の心に響く…
勉強します
¿?さんの曲と声がもう中毒…好きぃっっ(突然の告白)
消えたい。
めちゃくちゃ歌詞も曲調も声も全部スコ( ¨̮ )💕
自分のメンタル弱すぎて、受験ごときで辛くて泣きたくなってこの曲とあーしにてえを毎日のように聞きに来てる。
悪循環かもしれないけどこれ聴きながら歌詞に共感して泣いてスッキリしてる。
本当にshimonさんに出会えて良かったです。
今更コメントするけど、気持ち落ち込んだときこの曲聞いて号泣するくらいこの曲好き
好き。
絶望したみたいに低く歌ってる中で、爆発するみたいに高く勢いよくなるの好き
00:44 のなんだ？ってとこが¿？になってるのすき
カッコいい！
消えたいけどきっと死にたい訳じゃない
凄くわかる…
元気なふりできるんだから全然辛いなんて言えないけどさ。。
フローが心地よすぎる
普通にイケボやんwすげぇ！
かっこいい！
この人が歌い手として活動してても好きになる気がする笑
良すぎる。。。
惚れた
分かりみが深すぎる.....
なんか、自分の存在が世界からなくなって皆の記憶からも消えて、自分が生きていたっていう印が無くなればいいと思う。元々私がいなかった世界みたいになってほしい。
心の代弁すぎて元気でる
その通り過ぎる…こんな曲があったなんて…出会えて良かった…
消えたい、よく思うから共感できた。声がすき。
1分の間にこんなにも、意志を伝えてくる歌ってあるか？
最後の理解はいらないって歌詞がほんとにすき
好きです………………
共感しすぎて泣いた
めっちゃ字が綺麗
好きです
やっぱり好きだ。
す…すごい…！（語彙どっか行った）
歌詞わかりみ深すぎて。
この曲検索する度に「一人で悩まないで」みたいなやつでてきてちょっとだるい
やべぇ、ハマった。