Your videos are spot on, is all connected after all. My awakening started suddenly, out of nowhere and then slowed down. The circumstances around me were created in such a way that I could not avoid being isolated. I had to move to another town and leave behind all past distractions. What I noticed by sitting all day alone or just walking the dog is that, the "work I had to do" at my job, somehow solved itself, therefore I didn't have to do that and if it was not solved by itself, I just asked how to do that and other people would suddenly help.. with everything.. I had experienced ups and downs, but deep down, I trusted that these were just on the surface and did my best to just observe the mind instead of reacting to the world around me. The only thing to understand is that the mind cannot understand it. You just do not need to know. All you have to do is trust, relax, smile.. and magic will happen for you.
Thank you Simona. A protected childhood led to a tumultuous adulthood for me. I didn’t ever quite fit in and lacked proper guidance for the path ahead. This caused me to numb myself and not take life seriously. Then evil itself manifested in the physical form, to capture and imprison me. The police are not here to protect us. I died a spiritual death and was born again, after experiencing this evil. I realized all the childhood dreams I had of what adult life might be like were an illusion. Tricking me down the wrong path of attachment and materialism. Going forward… I’ve learned to orbit the earth, landing for entertainment purposes only. I know for a fact that the ‘good’ things here are only to entice and trick us into getting attached. I enjoy solitude and the company of good friends. My children will not have to experience this world. I will not bring them into it. I feel powerful in knowing that. I don’t have the energy to hold down a job to pay rent. I live out of my car and this allows me to flow. I still have to work but it’s at my own pace and schedule. It’s possible that being in a home is an illusion of peace in this world. It’s an idea that still occupies my imagination. The idea of home.
Thank you for sharing. The voice in your head is not you. Dwell in your being, as from there true happiness arises. Yes, attachment to anything external creates misery. But that doesn't mean we should deny material blessings, we just shouldn't think those are happiness sources.
@@Simona_Rich Thank you 💛 I do not enjoy the material world. I do not like being in a body. I feel like it is asking to be put down, my body is done with this place. Every 26 days I bleed uncontrollably and fall into a pit of depression. I would remove my ovaries myself if I could. I want to look presentable, simply by washing my face and braiding my hair, but I can’t stand anyone actually looking at me. I feel I exist to be continually harassed and abused (by my own body) just bc I am a woman. I already know anything good here is a lie. The one thing that makes the most sense, to take myself out of this painful existence, is seen as taboo. But why would anyone care how it’s seen by others? When they are suffering so much themselves? For anyone to judge someone bold and honest enough to leave of their own accord, that person judging would be ultimately doing a disservice to themselves by not allowing themselves to participate in controlling their own exit.
My awakening has been gradual but has been accelerating. Yes, I am exhausted. I am living on financial reserves which remain adequate. I have overall been getting the rest, but my ego does still worry about my physical and financial well being!
Me too, I am worried about finances… so I (the ego) wants to try to plan everything. How much time I can spend on Being, how much on studying scripture and how much working to make money. Essentially trying to plan the year or years ahead and this includes the awakening process. This is probably a pretty big block for many people
Thank you so much for your support. It is really greatly appreciated. I wonder how we know when we awaken.. I am doing the course for 30 years and I do feel I totally trust the presence which is guiding me. I don’t think I am awakened
The one that doesn't think is awakened is the ego. You are the awareness watching this reasoning. Dwell on that awareness only, and the grip of the mind will lessen, and your true nature will become obvious.
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Your videos are spot on, is all connected after all.
My awakening started suddenly, out of nowhere and then slowed down. The circumstances around me were created in such a way that I could not avoid being isolated. I had to move to another town and leave behind all past distractions. What I noticed by sitting all day alone or just walking the dog is that, the "work I had to do" at my job, somehow solved itself, therefore I didn't have to do that and if it was not solved by itself, I just asked how to do that and other people would suddenly help.. with everything..
I had experienced ups and downs, but deep down, I trusted that these were just on the surface and did my best to just observe the mind instead of reacting to the world around me.
The only thing to understand is that the mind cannot understand it. You just do not need to know. All you have to do is trust, relax, smile.. and magic will happen for you.
I love your comment! It's so true what you say. Thank you for sharing, Lume!
Thank you Simona. A protected childhood led to a tumultuous adulthood for me. I didn’t ever quite fit in and lacked proper guidance for the path ahead. This caused me to numb myself and not take life seriously. Then evil itself manifested in the physical form, to capture and imprison me. The police are not here to protect us. I died a spiritual death and was born again, after experiencing this evil.
I realized all the childhood dreams I had of what adult life might be like were an illusion. Tricking me down the wrong path of attachment and materialism.
Going forward… I’ve learned to orbit the earth, landing for entertainment purposes only. I know for a fact that the ‘good’ things here are only to entice and trick us into getting attached. I enjoy solitude and the company of good friends. My children will not have to experience this world. I will not bring them into it. I feel powerful in knowing that.
I don’t have the energy to hold down a job to pay rent. I live out of my car and this allows me to flow. I still have to work but it’s at my own pace and schedule. It’s possible that being in a home is an illusion of peace in this world. It’s an idea that still occupies my imagination. The idea of home.
Thank you for sharing. The voice in your head is not you. Dwell in your being, as from there true happiness arises. Yes, attachment to anything external creates misery. But that doesn't mean we should deny material blessings, we just shouldn't think those are happiness sources.
@@Simona_Rich Thank you 💛
I do not enjoy the material world. I do not like being in a body. I feel like it is asking to be put down, my body is done with this place. Every 26 days I bleed uncontrollably and fall into a pit of depression. I would remove my ovaries myself if I could. I want to look presentable, simply by washing my face and braiding my hair, but I can’t stand anyone actually looking at me. I feel I exist to be continually harassed and abused (by my own body) just bc I am a woman. I already know anything good here is a lie. The one thing that makes the most sense, to take myself out of this painful existence, is seen as taboo. But why would anyone care how it’s seen by others? When they are suffering so much themselves? For anyone to judge someone bold and honest enough to leave of their own accord, that person judging would be ultimately doing a disservice to themselves by not allowing themselves to participate in controlling their own exit.
My awakening has been gradual but has been accelerating. Yes, I am exhausted. I am living on financial reserves which remain adequate. I have overall been getting the rest, but my ego does still worry about my physical and financial well being!
Hi and welcome to the channel! Thanks for sharing this. Wishing you a positively transformational New Year!
Me too, I am worried about finances… so I (the ego) wants to try to plan everything. How much time I can spend on Being, how much on studying scripture and how much working to make money. Essentially trying to plan the year or years ahead and this includes the awakening process. This is probably a pretty big block for many people
Thank you so much for your support. It is really greatly appreciated.
I wonder how we know when we awaken.. I am doing the course for 30 years and I do feel I totally trust the presence which is guiding me. I don’t think I am awakened
The one that doesn't think is awakened is the ego. You are the awareness watching this reasoning. Dwell on that awareness only, and the grip of the mind will lessen, and your true nature will become obvious.
Thank you Simona. Very helpful and backed up with your examples
@@ashwinreddy6702Wishing you a Happy New Year, dear Ashwin!!
@@Simona_Rich thank you, wishing you the same!
I awakened in just 10 or 15 days
It seems to be the first wave for you. There is more to come throughout the years.