"Every Week My Mother Had A New Man In The House"

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  • Опубліковано 10 гру 2024

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  • @breakbeatmedia
    @breakbeatmedia  5 місяців тому +11

    Please follow @trappinanonymous on Instagram and DM if you have a story that needs to be told.

  • @ashleyrockett6
    @ashleyrockett6 Рік тому +1022

    I dated a man like this. When he told me I felt so bad for him and just wanted to love him. He broke me. Not just my heart but my spirit. I’ve never been so hurt. So let down. All I tried to do was love him… y’all please love and RAISE these babies. These men. Y’all sending these broken people out into the world and their hurting us 🥺💯💔

    • @JamesASharp
      @JamesASharp Рік тому +2

      And most of them are raised by single mothers. 🤔🤔 "I don't need no man to raise my son (or sons)," says the baby mama in 2023. I was raised by a 2-parent household. I've been married for 9 years. See the difference? And yes, I'm married to a black woman.

    • @tashajazzyj123
      @tashajazzyj123 Рік тому +67

      He must not have gotten to the point of loving himself yet. I hope you healed & found the love you require ❤

    • @ThePrettyProfessor
      @ThePrettyProfessor Рік тому +92

      Unfortunately, men with these types of experiences ends up with narcissistic personalities. Therefore, without the power of Jesus Christ reforming these ppl, they will always be broken and walking around hurting ppl. Sometimes they don’t even know that they’re walking around with the demonic narcissist spirits.

    • @b.freeman2118
      @b.freeman2118 Рік тому +58

      You should have left him from the time he told you his story. It literally be A BIG RED FLAG

    • @ashleyrockett6
      @ashleyrockett6 Рік тому

      @@b.freeman2118 I thought I could help him. I learned. Never ever again.

  • @MC-xf8bu
    @MC-xf8bu Рік тому +520

    As a grown man, I didn’t realize how blessed I am to be raised in a 2-parent non drug and alcohol household. Prayers to all..

    • @sheabutterlovee4704
      @sheabutterlovee4704 Рік тому +20

      I'm Thankful I grew up with aunts, uncles and grandparents.. sometimes it ain't about 2 parents it's just about the right adults always remember that, even if his dad was there that wouldn't have made things better maybe not even worse but the same, im glad I didn't grow up with mines

    • @Gail-pm3lo
      @Gail-pm3lo Рік тому +4

      I was just thinking about being grateful it's sad that knowing that someone else situation is worse than yours it should give you graduated and for this I am grateful, I respect this brother 🎉 ❤

    • @kimb6900
      @kimb6900 Рік тому +8

      As a grown woman, I too am so blessed to be raised by 2 amazing people in a 2 parent household.

    • @keys1152
      @keys1152 Рік тому +2

      This was amazing

    • @malieklowe
      @malieklowe Рік тому +4

      YOU ARE & WERE VERY BLESSED!!! THOSE THAT DIDN'T HAVEE THIS KNOW HOW BETTER OFF YOU ARE!!! PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR PARENTS, AND LET THEM KNOW HOW MUCH YOU APPRECIATE THEM!!! THEY DID THEIR THING!!! BIG FACTS!!!! 🤔🙏👑💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💯

  • @leopardprints
    @leopardprints Рік тому +412

    Just want to say that a boy being molested by a woman is only seen as 'cool' by other men. Most normal women find that disgusting and abhorrent.

  • @nickyb8089
    @nickyb8089 Рік тому +414

    The only thing that stops me from crying when I hear him speak is knowing that he overcame his past. All glory to God ❤

    • @Alphaluv1
      @Alphaluv1 9 місяців тому +2

      Amen

    • @sidorakenley5860
      @sidorakenley5860 6 місяців тому +2

      THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME FROM SCREAMING CRYING IS BECAUSE HE'S VICTORIOUS THRU IT ALL... STILL SHAKING IN MY BOOTS FOR HIM🤯🤯🤯😢😢😢

  • @yurijones6372
    @yurijones6372 11 місяців тому +118

    THE POETRY oh man. This man spits his pain like a poem it’s so beautiful and sad. I hope he heals

  • @SaintFrost11
    @SaintFrost11 Рік тому +350

    Shoutout for the interviewer for letting him talk until he was able to get his complete thought out and asking TOUGH questions

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому +28

      Thank you family!

    • @breakbeatmedia
      @breakbeatmedia  Рік тому +18

      🖤🖤

    • @neneizzy9277
      @neneizzy9277 11 місяців тому +11

      ​@@TrappinAnonymousExcellent interviews new to your channel 👍🏾 3rd one today. Enlightening, powerful and healing. Keep your sanity amidst this journey. ❤

    • @TH-jr6nv
      @TH-jr6nv 7 місяців тому +1

      Always!!!! I love love love him 💕

    • @moesdef3117
      @moesdef3117 3 місяці тому +1

      He’s always so patient , courteous and kind. ❤️

  • @ShardeMack-qk3rx
    @ShardeMack-qk3rx Рік тому +311

    I have so many thoughts on this! Great interview! This was so empowering to watch! A black man being vulnerable, speaking on his past trauma, his journey towards forgiveness and healing. I’m shook! I’m proud! I wish him all the best as he continues to recover. Warrior!

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому +17

      Amen!!!!

    • @breakbeatmedia
      @breakbeatmedia  Рік тому +14

      🖤

    • @tronbasquiat440
      @tronbasquiat440 Рік тому +10

      Oh please, lol black women just find him attractive. It aint got nothing to do with “Being vulnerable” if this were any other dude hed be seen as being broken, making excuses or being soft. Its only acceptable if he gets them guts precipitating.

    • @island_baddiee5492
      @island_baddiee5492 Рік тому +30

      @@tronbasquiat440the hate is real smh , you coulda kept ya comment bozo 🙄🤮

    • @tronbasquiat440
      @tronbasquiat440 Рік тому

      @@island_baddiee5492 What I said is right. And you cant do anything about it.

  • @jazitupabit5440
    @jazitupabit5440 Рік тому +335

    I can listen to him all day. his intellect is so immaculate I just love it❤❤ the mind is a terrible thing to waste.

  • @ClayMastah344
    @ClayMastah344 Рік тому +133

    Laughing is a common coping mechanism, give him grace. Sometimes it’s so overwhelming you can’t process it you can only laugh

    • @t-babyyupressed2906
      @t-babyyupressed2906 8 місяців тому +4

      This is So True It’s Why I Love To Watch Cartoons And Animated Shows At Night

    • @keishakilo
      @keishakilo 8 місяців тому +3

      Actually laughing actually helps process the information

  • @goddessjazz1
    @goddessjazz1 Рік тому +180

    Every time he laughed explaining something traumatic that happened to him, I cried. This interview just made me hug my babies so tight. God bless this man and thank you for your transparency ❤️

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому +5

    • @JennyLuvv2.0
      @JennyLuvv2.0 Рік тому +7

      I have a lot of different trauma and I laugh as well sometimes seems to be wrong time but I new I did to help wit anxiety ect . and all from traumatic events

    • @BadGyalMaiaTV
      @BadGyalMaiaTV Рік тому +4

      Girl I squeezed my son sooooo tight watching this omggg! Life is insane smh

    • @truthseekerjesusfollower6393
      @truthseekerjesusfollower6393 7 місяців тому

      I know

  • @terricastaples852
    @terricastaples852 Рік тому +209

    They Tried to Groom Him into a Narcissist 😣But the Devil is a Liar , God Bless you on your Healing journey Young Man 💯

    • @lovesonmyside2184
      @lovesonmyside2184 Рік тому +11

      This is the Best 💯 comment in the entire thread of comments. ✔️

    • @mzrizz680
      @mzrizz680 Рік тому +8

      You’re absolutely right.😢

    • @icequeen1439
      @icequeen1439 Рік тому +8

      God had other plans. Jeremiah 29:11
      Amen

    • @terricastaples852
      @terricastaples852 Рік тому +5

      @candygirllikely I see a few traits

    • @lovesonmyside2184
      @lovesonmyside2184 Рік тому +15

      @@terricastaples852 Me too, he is still Beautiful and Intelligent Black Man he just needs more Healing and Deliverance.

  • @ryanchambliss6234
    @ryanchambliss6234 8 місяців тому +15

    I love how this man is telling his entire life story and all he has been through and over come, and all yall can do is make it about yall selves instead of seeing the damage done by negligent mothers. No accountability ever

  • @Gaylesade
    @Gaylesade Рік тому +108

    Being able to transmute your pain into success is one of the most powerful accomplishments a human could ever do! Inspirational Smart Guy🙌🏾

  • @monsteriscringe3266
    @monsteriscringe3266 Рік тому +103

    He just helped so many ppl by speaking of this …..things like this isn’t spoken of it’s hidden! Thank you

  • @Youmewe1234
    @Youmewe1234 Рік тому +62

    This is why I love working with kids.. I swear .. these kids have it so hard sometimes

  • @LongLiveMsCarter22
    @LongLiveMsCarter22 Рік тому +76

    This is deep. Made me drop a tear because I know EXACTLY what this motherless child feels like. I had to stop and come back to this interview to finish. Damn.

    • @IamLaDonnaa
      @IamLaDonnaa Рік тому +5

      🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @Rubylily2509
      @Rubylily2509 6 місяців тому

      Hear hear! I recommend a channel called..crappy childhood fairy ....has been healing tremendously for me in working through the complex childhood trauma that arises from such harrowing childhoods😢😢

  • @Mina_Loyal
    @Mina_Loyal Рік тому +40

    So proud of this man. I pray he inspires more men to express themselves in a positive way. The way he articulated himself. He's brilliant.

  • @theglitch939
    @theglitch939 Рік тому +125

    He is a Chosen One. How beautiful is it to watch him live in his truth! This black man knows who he is ! God bless you Smart and I pray God continues to cover you

  • @reinasanchez1718
    @reinasanchez1718 Рік тому +53

    Him saying his mother would call him dirty & bathe, that hit home for me! Though my mother didn’t raise me, my grama did, but when I did stay with my mom some weekends, she would tell me the same. I’m a grown woman & till this day that bothers me, amongst other things she would tell me as a child. She has never apologized & never taken accountability & thinks I should be over it….every now & then I get angry but let it go, but it still hurts…I wish I could hug him! He is so well spoken & im glad he rose above it.🙏🏽🙌🏽❤️

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому

    • @helenaasberry5263
      @helenaasberry5263 10 місяців тому

      Much love to you glad you fine God keep going on the pass I will never forget you❤❤🎉😢

  • @kelsyjohnson540
    @kelsyjohnson540 Рік тому +64

    I still have rage for my mom and dad. I don't go around her or him because I want blood. I talk to God every day because of it. He saved all three of our lives.

    • @kameshiam1674
      @kameshiam1674 10 місяців тому +8

      I know how you feel. Focus on you and your happiness. Do good for others. Your hate will start to fizzle and wash away.
      This is your life. Your time to shine. You only get one chance and no do overs. Make it count.

    • @vojo1461
      @vojo1461 3 місяці тому +3

      I agree with the person who spoke before me. When you have time and energy, remember how you felt. Sit in that pain. Cry, write, run, beat drums, paint, draw, sing, scream… allow yourself to go back to being small and unsafe. As you keep going back there, over time… you will feel yourself grow lighter and lighter. Eventually, you may feel empathy for the child you were and for your siblings. That will soon manifest into this deep, overwhelming love for yourself because you will become reacquainted with the child within yourself. You will realize that you always deserved so much more… you still do. One day, you will likely find that this love you have for yourself is so strong and so great that it is too heavy to carry along with hate for anyone-even your parents. Every day after that, you will fill your days with beautiful, loving experiences that you always deserved but were not given by the people who were designated to give them to you when you were small and vulnerable.
      At least, that’s how it was for me. All Love.

    • @kelsyjohnson540
      @kelsyjohnson540 3 місяці тому +1

      @@vojo1461 It's been about a year I'm in a completely different place. My mom got sober and we are fine now. I wouldn't say it was the love for myself that made me let it go but I will say that God's love surpasses all. Amen to Him ❤️.

    • @vojo1461
      @vojo1461 3 місяці тому +1

      @@kelsyjohnson540 I love this. I am happy to know that. Best wishes and all Love!

    • @aayypee1709
      @aayypee1709 2 місяці тому

      ⁠@@kelsyjohnson540 God is Good ❤

  • @lauralee9694
    @lauralee9694 Рік тому +19

    His ability to be able to articulate his pain is incredible, amazing human

  • @MochaMillz-m7f
    @MochaMillz-m7f Рік тому +49

    Whoever taught him about God even through his worst he called on God he believed in God at all times👏🏽🙏🏽

    • @Rubylily2509
      @Rubylily2509 6 місяців тому +3

      God teaches about God....from birth we know Him...

  • @jnygrp
    @jnygrp Рік тому +97

    Smart is very captivating with his analysis...love listening to intelligent brothers in conversation 🤓🤔🥰

  • @emjay313
    @emjay313 Рік тому +56

    As a child, my father molested me for many years and the neighbor molested me once. Both were males. As a child and teen, I exposed others around my age to sexual activity just like I had been exposed. I simply could not be alone around someone my age without being sexual with them. Now, as an adult, I have self control and am careful about how I move and treat people, especially children. But I feel terrible about what I did. I’ve repented but I always thought about how my actions affected those girls and that boy and my cousin. Even though we were around the same age, many of them were innocent and what I did may have been the first experience they had. I’m sorry that he went through this and I hope more women can be exposed and charged for abusing their children.

    • @leopardprints
      @leopardprints Рік тому +17

      Forgive yourself, none of that is your fault, children are not responsible for their actions especially if it's being influenced by ongoing abuse. If you haven't already, please speak with a therapist to help you work through it. Don't do this alone.

    • @missnya4368
      @missnya4368 Рік тому +7

      I went through something similar by a neighbor . I had to forgive myself and ask God forgiveness that's all you can do. I work with children and have children of my own and I wouldn't think twice to do anything to them EVER. We can't help the things we did as a child and I had to accept that because I really beat myself down for a long time so I know 🫶🏿

    • @truthseekerjesusfollower6393
      @truthseekerjesusfollower6393 7 місяців тому +3

      Keep praying I’m so happy that you came to this realization

  • @Steve_Minaj
    @Steve_Minaj Рік тому +53

    This man appears to have done the work.Everything he said is absolutely spot on.I think he would be a phenomenal motivational speaker,role model or perhaps social worker.I wish him total healing &
    many blessings in life.

  • @ThePrettyProfessor
    @ThePrettyProfessor Рік тому +17

    Shout out to the interviewer! You’re amazing! You allow the person you’re interviewing to speak without interrupting. Your spirit is also so humble.

  • @JasonHorn-wk8gi
    @JasonHorn-wk8gi Рік тому +79

    That c section even in birth she didn’t push me 🤯 crazy

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому +9

      sheesh

    • @R2theanee
      @R2theanee 8 місяців тому +5

      He said he wished he was giving birth by another woman. It is his way of coping, probably not knowing why c sections are sometimes needed.

  • @nishashawn2021
    @nishashawn2021 Рік тому +35

    Man he had a hard upbringing ... it's a blessing he's even able to articulate what happened to him.

  • @SereniLeez
    @SereniLeez Рік тому +30

    “God put a stove over my fire so (I could learn to) turn the fire up and down.” Well said. Control is key 💪🙏

  • @nycg801
    @nycg801 Рік тому +128

    Smart isn’t the only person that’s gone through this with their moms. Black mothers have systematically passed on trauma to their children,many of us were abused and abandoned by our mothers. We are always so quick to throw the fathers under the bus but if we all take time to analyze our mothers so much will be revealed.

    • @dhalladay27
      @dhalladay27 Рік тому +3

      Im learning so much from you😁. You are a Strong Man. Thank you for sharing 💕. I bet it felt good to cut it off though😀🤣🤣. You have good Energy.

    • @productivecitizen2066
      @productivecitizen2066 Рік тому +11

      Nothing to do with color

    • @nycg801
      @nycg801 Рік тому

      @@productivecitizen2066 I know,I’ve heard these stories from Hispanics,Mexicans and especially white people.

    • @BlkOnyx0508
      @BlkOnyx0508 Рік тому +31

      No. Their fathers need to be present and held accountable. That. “Single mother guilt trip” is old and tired. No it doesn’t make all mothers right. Men by majority have not done anything but continue to make it worse since the seventies. And still complaining today without action. I applaud this Man for looking within and addressing and making himself whole. He doesn’t have children or a wife so he is holding himself accountable. Valor❤

    • @dhalladay27
      @dhalladay27 Рік тому

      @@BlkOnyx0508 Well said!! I too, was a single mother of 2 daughters because my husband turned to drugs. I worked VERY hard to provide and, get them most of what they wanted. I had troubles with the Oldest daughter for quite a few years, but I kept to my morals and I loved her unconditionally 💞💯. I made sure she ALWAYS knew that, but there was certain behaviors I wouldn't tolerate.
      Their dad, hasn't physically seen them in 17 yrs. He calls them once in a while, sends them guilt money when they beg.
      I dated 2 fellows after the divorce and remained single, thereafter. Oldest daughter is almost 40 & I have a 21 yr old grandson with her. Both my daughters have AMAZING careers and are hard workers, whom any employer would be grateful to hire.
      My husband was a REALLY GOOD spouse, and father, untill he got introduced to crack, 17 yrs into our marriage. It truly was a sad ending.
      So as a single mother and person.... You have a responsibility to our children FIRST!!

  • @godsfavchildkenyetta1976
    @godsfavchildkenyetta1976 Рік тому +29

    Love this man turning hurt hate to poetry ❤ he has a gift

  • @daniellecrews2641
    @daniellecrews2641 Рік тому +61

    God bless this young man so glad God protected you 🙏🏽 No one should have to go through this as a child.

  • @nosyrosy1
    @nosyrosy1 Рік тому +58

    Great interview! This young man is so impressive. A true phoenix rising from the ashes. I can't wait to see part 2. I wish him all best!👑🙏🏾

  • @feliciah8758
    @feliciah8758 Рік тому +6

    I have so many things to say about this young man but I really loved the part when the interviewer said “You always had a light on you”!! He is still letting his light shine even through the hurt pain betrayal n abuse. What an inspiration to all of us!!! God bless him.

  • @iamkyaihra3654
    @iamkyaihra3654 5 місяців тому +4

    Those mother-father wounds are deep. I went through the same. No father and neglected by my mother I searched for love in all the wrong places. It put me in some really unsafe situations and by the grace of GOD I'm here, no stds or untreatable diseases and still healing every day. Sadly I'm a single mother of 4 under some shitty circumstances but everyday I live to provide for my babies what I didn't. Not material things but live, acceptance, attention, understanding and so much more! Love them to life!!!

  • @elexuswarren7502
    @elexuswarren7502 Рік тому +115

    I really feel for him. He laughing but he still feel hurt by those people. They’re disgusting

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому +2

      Absolutely

    • @JennyLuvv2.0
      @JennyLuvv2.0 Рік тому +6

      Facts n yep we can't pick our family but walking away can be closure to. I don't think I'd have any relationship with mine if they had done those things he did nothing wrong he was an innocent boy. And the moma shoulda never been able to raise a fish much less a child . This interview was so powerful!!

    • @albanger9374
      @albanger9374 Рік тому +7

      A lion 🦁 cries different than a sheep 🐑

  • @msnita78ify
    @msnita78ify Рік тому +22

    Yeah my mother makes me feel the same way. Every time I try to talk to her about my childhood she’s just so detached n removed from walking away from all four of her small children(I was 10, my sister was 8, my other sister was 5, and brother 8 months to a year old) and leave us with our father. She has no remorse. She was smoking crack over us n I was raising her children since age 7. I’m 45 years old today and she still has no remorse or apologies for me or my siblings. I stay away from her as much as possible but that inner child still craves her mother. I wholeheartedly feel his pain. It’s fucked up when your own mother doesn’t want you! How the hell do you ever think that anyone else will want you. Yes I was raised by a single father but even that was traumatizing. Not cuz of my dad, but his family hated us. Cuz they never liked our mother. It was hell!

  • @queeny_Yahnegra
    @queeny_Yahnegra Рік тому +27

    This guy is amazing!!! Certain questions were no compassion no need to exploit… he is our brother ❤

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому +16

      Known this man 20 years, he knows my intentions. It was important to be callous so that our friendship didn’t convolute his message. We joke around alot 😂

  • @nofacade100
    @nofacade100 Рік тому +14

    This is one of the most, if not the most intriguing interviews I’ve ever seen on UA-cam. I’ve watched several of Smart’s interviews, but you knocked it out of the park

  • @Pressahh2022
    @Pressahh2022 Рік тому +9

    This interview of this man's life touched me. Mother's don't realize how their actions effect the men of this world. Proud he decided to speak his truth and found ways to heal.

  • @SweetestNya
    @SweetestNya Рік тому +24

    Chris is so handsome 🤗 This conversation was very stimulating intellectually and emotionally. As a fatherless daughter who searched for fatherly love in people, I understand this guy whole heartedly. His experiences shaped him beautifully… regardless. ❤

  • @conshyconscious
    @conshyconscious Рік тому +34

    Pain can make you or break you. S/o to smart for growing through everything he want through 🤲🏽

  • @lenny4381
    @lenny4381 Рік тому +23

    Officially love him, going to start listening to more of his interviews

  • @sheabutterlovee4704
    @sheabutterlovee4704 Рік тому +17

    Great interview, very strong and resilient young man, he is very aware and that's a fact, he always has a enormous amount of energy im glad he is channeling it with honesty and has a physical outlet

  • @VOID__-
    @VOID__- 10 місяців тому +6

    I remember him, he still look the same still handsome. I always wondered what happened to him and it’s so crazy to watch him now speaking about what was happening to him as child. Ppl use to say he was crazy but as children you never know whats going behind the scene at home. Im so proud of him!

    • @AK-me5gi
      @AK-me5gi 3 місяці тому

      Wow did you grow up with him? Are you from his neighborhood?

  • @shantelcrenshaw9403
    @shantelcrenshaw9403 Рік тому +15

    He’s GOD gifted….. but also crazy. I can discern in his speaking and body language. MUCH healing and deliverance is needed here. 🙌🏽Jesus help and heal YOUR SON❤

    • @yesyoucan7877
      @yesyoucan7877 11 місяців тому +2

      Especially the part when he said when he spit on his mother and if she moved he would’ve 🔪🩸 her

    • @FatimaAmerson
      @FatimaAmerson 3 місяці тому

      We all are a little bit crazy. But your opinion is just that.... Objective. Peace and Blessings.

    • @007Taylor
      @007Taylor 2 місяці тому

      I don't think he's crazy at all.

  • @misthopout
    @misthopout 10 місяців тому +5

    "I thought my assets were liabilities and my strengths were my weaknesses".
    Let that sink in.
    His take on his life and events and more importantly how they affected his life, both over time as well as throughout stages of growing up, is really impressive. What an amazing mind.
    Id love to know him.

  • @michellewilliams77
    @michellewilliams77 3 місяці тому +1

    This interview is reminiscent of my childhood. I overcame a lot in my life. Just like him, I had to find a deeper meaning for the trials in my life. This brother interview touched me deeply.

  • @heyitsjanay424
    @heyitsjanay424 Рік тому +6

    I love this interviewers patience and calm demeanor, he allows the guest to speak freely and does not interrupt. I've heard bits and pieces of Smart story before, I must say I really enjoyed the vulnerability even when it got a little uncomfortable for him.

  • @beautifulDisaster806
    @beautifulDisaster806 9 місяців тому +1

    I just found your channel yesterday & i am so glad i did. Thank you for takin the time to listen to them & let them tell their stories. God bless 🙏

  • @naturalbeauty637
    @naturalbeauty637 Рік тому +17

    Whew this was heavy. It’s a blessing this young man can smile. ✨🙏🏽

  • @melreal7881
    @melreal7881 10 місяців тому +1

    Phew, this interview hit differently ! I’ve watched it a few times now…he’s so so eloquent.
    Thank you so much for sharing your unique and intelligent insights
    . And to think that there’s woman out here crying out for a child and then there’s mothers out there like his “mother”. This young man has a brilliant mind..all the best to him.

  • @jackeebabi5074
    @jackeebabi5074 Рік тому +3

    Great interview. I hope he continues to heal and get the love he needs. I love how honest and real he's being.

  • @nailsbyefelicia
    @nailsbyefelicia 9 місяців тому +2

    This is literally alchemy he turned his bad experience to good with his knowledge he obtained I applaud your growth and pray in your power keep shining your light they could never dim it!

  • @natashameggett7190
    @natashameggett7190 Рік тому +23

    Love this interview, and the interviewer did an amazing job🔥🔥

  • @willb1742
    @willb1742 Рік тому +14

    An amazing interview. The interviewer really set the tone; hightlighting the importance of research. Such professionalsim

  • @AmazingAmazing12345
    @AmazingAmazing12345 7 місяців тому +3

    Boss talk, people please protect smart guy at all cost 💯

  • @arigood17
    @arigood17 3 місяці тому +1

    He is brilliant. Praying for his continued healing ❤🙏🏾✨✨✨

  • @dhalladay27
    @dhalladay27 Рік тому +8

    I so needed that laugh at Jackie Scene 🤣🤣🤣. Thank you. You are a wonderful human being! I'm sorry you lived through what you have. I REALLY appreciate hearing from your life experiences, mixed with humor 😀.

  • @kristy3041
    @kristy3041 Рік тому +3

    This interview was powerful! I am beyond proud of this man❤ may he continue on his journey of healing and blessings.

  • @foreverblessed9862
    @foreverblessed9862 Рік тому +17

    30:50 you did indeed have angels around you. I love you and dont even know you. We need men like you in our community. Women like me really out here starving for leaders like you. Blessings king❤❤❤

    • @breakbeatmedia
      @breakbeatmedia  Рік тому +1

      🖤

    • @CeeCeeOnIt87
      @CeeCeeOnIt87 Рік тому

      This. We need this so badly and it feels like we just sitting here praying they'll show up

  • @ChocolatesGirlsGlow
    @ChocolatesGirlsGlow Рік тому +2

    This Brother right here........I have no words. 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. Thanks for sharing your story! ❤️ Thanks for interviewing him! ❤️

  • @Ilovetheword921
    @Ilovetheword921 Рік тому +12

    My dude he so mentally inspiring when I first heard him I was blown away 🗽🗽smart is a beast 🥊 keep going 👑 KING

  • @TeeRql
    @TeeRql Рік тому +7

    I loved smart guy because of his music and how great he is at it but hearing his upbringing has me so heartbroken but I'm glad he prevailed and sharing his story. It can help so many adults and children watching this. He's very intelligent and extremely wise. I can listen to him speak all day. I can't wait for his Ted talks

  • @pinkinkatl
    @pinkinkatl 11 місяців тому +3

    I cried but other kids may see this and begin to recognize abuse and seek help god bless us all

  • @TaquanahShanae
    @TaquanahShanae Рік тому +3

    I just wanna hug him❤his mother failing him😢our children deserve the very best from their parents.Heal people so your kids could never feel the hurt and pain of your past.

  • @reinasanchez1718
    @reinasanchez1718 Рік тому +24

    The 80’s really messed up a lot of parents

  • @angel70678
    @angel70678 3 місяці тому +1

    Great interview! Thanks for sharing!

  • @FellyBx
    @FellyBx Рік тому +17

    Thank you for being brave and speaking up. People wouldn’t even think that you went through that stuff as habdsome as you are. People never see what happens or happened behind the scenes. Thanks again King

  • @HobbsHeartHome
    @HobbsHeartHome Рік тому +1

    I have (4) From 24yr to 5yrs old boys! I Thank God for my strength and sanity. I love everyday knowing that im not only being the mother I dreamed of having and knowing I was worthy of having but also im the mother my older brother missed out on having. Hugs and Strength sent your way

  • @geegeesnation3869
    @geegeesnation3869 Рік тому +21

    I got into a passionate argument with my son's grandfather because he said I hug and hold my son too much. Now, gma made sure to instill them values in me of respecting my elders so I kept my thoughts to myself. But to his son, I'm always so quick to say to him I wish your parents would of hugged you a little more. I WANT my sons to know their mother love them. I DESIRE to be able to love my sons enough so that they don't have to look for mommy's love nowhere else. Chasing that absent parents love is never ending. Especially if you never fully experienced it before, it have you missing something you never had. And how does that work, right.

  • @foreverblessed9862
    @foreverblessed9862 Рік тому +12

    One of the best interviews. Very educational ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @alicianicole6823
    @alicianicole6823 11 місяців тому +2

    New Subscriber love your content bringing awareness, real and raw , giving ppl a safe space to be vulnerable, that can be an asset in their healing journey just to be able to speak to be seen and heard. Blessings, elevation, and light 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @goddessq2310
    @goddessq2310 Рік тому +4

    We need more honest stand up men like him❤❤ his honesty is touching ❤❤❤

  • @cherylshanks8270
    @cherylshanks8270 3 місяці тому +1

    My heart is 💔. He's speaking his above the style of rapping. Talking yet sooooo creative. Brutal honesty through being brutalized. He's so handsome, highly intelligent, resilient, and above all BLESSED ❤

  • @nekas5336
    @nekas5336 Рік тому +10

    This man is very special. He has a calling. Im so glad that he's brave enough to open up about what he went through. What is his name

  • @jamesfreeman3692
    @jamesfreeman3692 Рік тому +9

    Who is this Man, he needs to be in somebody movie! I would definitely love to see more of this Guy. He is larger than life!!

    • @007Taylor
      @007Taylor 2 місяці тому +1

      He has too much wisdom for the music & movie industry. He'd never settle for that. His purpose is much bigger than movies. You must not know his journey or what he stands for.

  • @ariesinjersey
    @ariesinjersey Рік тому +7

    Please put out part 2.🔥🔥🔥🔥.. I love Smart🖤🖤🖤 such a real intelligent one✊🏾✊🏾

  • @GrievingSister
    @GrievingSister 3 місяці тому +2

    So smart!!!
    Laughing is therapy for some!!!😢

  • @TheTruth4AllLiarz
    @TheTruth4AllLiarz Рік тому +4

    Omg i can listen to this black man ALL day! So gifted

  • @R2theanee
    @R2theanee 8 місяців тому

    This is the 1st time I watched a channels interviews THREE DAYS IN A ROW. Found your channel 3 days ago. Keep on giving all these souls a platform to get their stories off of their chest to raise awareness and education! Love from the Netherlands 🇳🇱❤

  • @ezziebrown4053
    @ezziebrown4053 Рік тому +12

    The laughing through pain not because it’s funny but because it’s like wtf is real and it really helps

  • @abby-xo7kf
    @abby-xo7kf 6 місяців тому +2

    He is an amazing speaker. Very charismatic.

  • @sharonrichardson9123
    @sharonrichardson9123 Рік тому +9

    He's so right it was the grace of GOD that made him the man that he is today🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🥰

  • @TeamTeeeeee
    @TeamTeeeeee 2 місяці тому

    This is a great interview! I respect him so much more for the strength to be able to go so deep and also understand his process.

  • @gigisgucci
    @gigisgucci Рік тому +4

    It’s so sad what he went through with his mother. It’s a reminded me love my child even more ❤️I love my baby boy so much and it’s heart breaking his mother couldn’t show him the unconditional love that ever child deserves. He didn’t ask to be here. Nobody does, but he definitely don’t deserve to be punished for it.

    • @CookWithStephh
      @CookWithStephh 8 місяців тому +1

      That’s how I feel after watching this interview. I want to make sure my son always knows he’s loved . We got this queen ❤

    • @gigisgucci
      @gigisgucci 8 місяців тому +1

      @@CookWithStephh yes we do Queen❤️💪🏾

  • @GoldenBrown30
    @GoldenBrown30 10 місяців тому +2

    He so articúlate and thinks before just talking or answering the questions .. like he really worked on himself a lot throughout the years

  • @rickiericktv3320
    @rickiericktv3320 Рік тому +3

    How you think creates how you feel, how you feel becomes an emotion, an emotion becomes a vibration that vibration becomes a magnetic that attracts things to you ~ Smart

  • @craigboone2189
    @craigboone2189 Місяць тому

    Smart, Peace Young Brother. Thanks for sharing...

  • @LyntonyaB.1
    @LyntonyaB.1 Рік тому +7

    this so intense and so raw 🔥 you have the rawest content 💯

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Рік тому

      Thanks Lyn! That’s a really great compliment!!!!

  • @buenofelicia16
    @buenofelicia16 3 місяці тому +1

    Powerful words and the way he expresses them

  • @audrey3149
    @audrey3149 Рік тому +5

    Absolutely incredible interview 💯 GOD continue to bless this young man listening to him I hear DMX coming through 🙏🏽 we all have a testimony some just had it harder than others so many men keep so much bottled in because they don't want to appear weak. But being vulnerable is the hardest, bravest thing a man can do 🙏🏽

  • @EMMAMUNOZ-id1bg
    @EMMAMUNOZ-id1bg 11 місяців тому +1

    Insightful beyond his years and more accepting of his faults and actions at his age then some people have in their lifetime.

  • @missayisha5725
    @missayisha5725 Рік тому +12

    I’m only 10 minutes into this interview and I am heartbroken for this young man. “A motherless child 🥷🏾” those words he just spit - I felt that. I raised a black son into a black man and did the best I could! Sad to hear a boy talk about his childhood trauma being his mother because I could never do that to my son! We are supposed to protect our boys(kids)! I wouldn’t even date while raising my son! And even if I did bring a guy around I would never tell my son to call them Dad like wtf! My personal life was separated from my motherhood life,,, And I Thank God that I was mature enough to know that at a young age! However, I went through tough times too as a child and knew not to do some things when I became a mom. How could you as a parent hurt your own child! 💔🥹 I was a teen mom! And still knew not to harm my child despite what I’ve been through as a child! Damn this is hard to watch… smh

  • @kendraisley4601
    @kendraisley4601 11 місяців тому +1

    I love how he speaks this is so sad and it happens alot too many times

  • @vincionme
    @vincionme Рік тому +7

    Interviewer face expression is just a million words man I’m praying for this man frfr

  • @breanajoyeux917
    @breanajoyeux917 14 днів тому

    So powerful, my husband went through this, this story was very informative; for me to help my husband when he's confused, hurting and angry.

  • @daniellelewis5973
    @daniellelewis5973 Рік тому +15

    This one broke me… I was ballin 😭 but it was freeing. As a grown woman, also a survivor of M word as a child. And R. Word and understanding EVERYTHING this man said and more. NO WORDS!!! This man is BLESSED. I AM GOING TO FOR SURE GOING TO BE INTUNE WITH HIM MORE NOW. I LOVE HIM

  • @cnbri30
    @cnbri30 Рік тому

    I was obsessed ❤ with this guy and couldn’t stop watching his interviews last year! He has such a handle on understanding and explaining the dysfunction he endured and its effect on his life. I think he’s well spoken and I respect his being able to be vulnerable. That’s tough for a lot of us. I like how the interviewer is allowing him to speak and not over talking him (like many have done). I love the interviewer’s empathy and how he’s seemingly right there with Smart in his story. You can see it excite him too. Much love to the interviewer!