official diagnosis, medication I’m on and a gud update x

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  • @xfreyawatson
    @xfreyawatson 5 років тому +72

    marie i know you don't agree with the whole 'eating thing' but if you are struggling with eating then PLEASE get help before it spirals or gets worse

  • @zoetunison_2767
    @zoetunison_2767 5 років тому +48

    Marie if you ever feel like your struggling with something again such as binge eating, maybe go back and watch your video on it or whatever it is your struggling with because it helps us so maybe sometimes you just need to hear your advice :) ilysm! i am glad your doing so well

  • @heidivann9619
    @heidivann9619 5 років тому +47

    I personally am struggling with bulimia, so binge eating is a big part of my struggles, and I have been advised to use distractions to help prevent a binge. I think those who deal with the same problem all know that that’s shit 😂 but I’ve genuinely been trying my absolute hardest to distract and I’ve been writing stuff down. That passes time and I don’t have so much of an urge. Also exercise too helps me! I’ve recently been planning my meals and that’s helped me not loose control. Also whenever I do binge I just try to shake it off and carry on with my day or night because I know that I’ll restrict super hard afterwards which only leads to more binges. I’m learning to accept a binge and even though I feel the guilt, I should accept it and know that feeling shameful WILL soon fade after a while. And if you’re getting help and are talking about it then the guilt of dealing with an eating disorder isn’t as intense. I’m not sure whether this has helped but I hope you’re okay. I completely understand that even the tiniest amount of food feels like a binge. But it’s learning to accept it and think “oh well fuck it” earnings a natural part of life and you look perfect to me! Keep going girl you’re bloody beautiful and wishing you all the best. Bloody lav your channel I do xoxoxoxo

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +3

      Heidi vann well I bloody love you for this, Thankyou so much ❤️❤️❤️

  • @mizrockstarr
    @mizrockstarr 5 років тому +61

    I got the notification and I clicked so fast! I’m watching while I’m waiting for my therapy appt 😂

  • @Hd93129
    @Hd93129 5 років тому +36

    “Headband girl” 😂 ffs! Imagine that was your nickname hahaha! that tickled me. Here she is... headband girl

  • @chloewhite7105
    @chloewhite7105 5 років тому +22

    I watched your self harm video a few weeks ago, it was possibly the hardest thing to watch and it felt like you knew me / my situation and were talking directly to me.it gave me one hell of a reality check. I’m 3 weeks clean today. I’m gonna try and stay clean until my 18 th birthday (5 months) I didn’t see a point in stopping but now I’m at least trying. THANK YOU 💓

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +2

      chloe white I love you! I’m so proud ❤️ you can do this!!!

  • @Unicorns
    @Unicorns 5 років тому +17

    I don't know if it's a good idea to watch videos about mental health (pos or neg) because I start to dwell on my pain more after watching. My mind is opened up to all sorts of thinking about all of us sufferers of MH and what we are going through and why us? I don't even think I am making any sense

  • @cj94615
    @cj94615 5 років тому +7

    I work at Tesco and they're absolutely incredible! Especially when I was in hospital and came back to work earlier this year. Like reduced hours, can leave early if I need to, can take extra breaks etc - I even have a work care plan! My department manager came and visited me in hospital like as a friend and I'm just so grateful. Like my store manager even messaged me when I was in hospital saying don't pan about coming back to work before you're ready, you've still got a job, proper on it with sick pay, and even let me carry my holidays over to next year? Just been made redundant though n I'm devastated bc they've been amazing with my MH and worried I won't get as much support from future employers urgh...
    So stay at Tesco as long as possible, bc I've never had this kind of support from any other employers!
    So glad you're doing so well gal, especially compared with how you were a couple of months ago xoxo

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +2

      I’ve had exactly the same experience with them - they’re amazing. Sorry to hear you’ve been made redundant, a lot of people in my store have too. I’ll definitely stay with Tesco as long as I can! Sending my love x

  • @mimifieradok3003
    @mimifieradok3003 5 років тому +18

    omg I heard "cooking with anxiety" and was so excited, you should totally do that!!! (the coping with videos sounds like a good idea too)

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +1

      Mimifierad OK omg you might have just got something here

  • @meredithweir
    @meredithweir 5 років тому +23

    This is very random, but you have a great hairline! It’s so even :O Also I’m so glad you are doing alright!

  • @Flo-cy4xc
    @Flo-cy4xc 5 років тому +21

    I'm definetly into a coping with guilt video !! I have to say I first started to watch your channel for your mental health videos, but as time went on, even tho mh vids are still my favorites, I actyally watch all your videos and I love them... Keep going marie :)

  • @celinestgeorge
    @celinestgeorge 5 років тому +5

    'COPING WITH' SERIES WOULD BE AMAZING!!!! so many topics you could cover! supporting you forever marie!! best youtuber ever ugh so relatable and funny. ilu xxx

  • @bethck4549
    @bethck4549 5 років тому +5

    marie!! it's so amazing to see you back in a clearer headspace. i got diagnosed with a psychotic disorder in 2016 and i know how it just takes over your whole self and your life. i hope things continue going well, and if you struggle the early intervention team can help. i would LOVE to see a coping with anger video. i struggle with that a lot. not because i'm really outwardly angry and aggressive but i always feel guilty for being angry and that makes me angry at myself. all the anger i feel goes inwards and yeah... no-good. that does correlate with guilt as well. i'm trying to work through this in therapy, but i would love to hear your experience and advice. i've watched your videos for years and i always relate to you about your symptoms and thoughts ( even the irrational ones lol) so i think that video could help me a lot. keep taking care of yourself and give Alb a snuggle for me. he's such a cutie Xxx

  • @aubreyisaverage
    @aubreyisaverage 5 років тому +8

    Would LOVE to see the videos on anger and/or guilt! Those are two emotions that I really struggle with quite badly xxxx

  • @ebbamartin-lof7437
    @ebbamartin-lof7437 5 років тому +3

    love your videos, for me i find that if i´m binging it helps when i do something that makes me have to wait (toasting a bread etc) and while i´m waiting i usually realise i don´t need more food and can make myself stop.
    hope it wasn´t to unclear and you find what works för you

  • @LucyGem98
    @LucyGem98 5 років тому +6

    I'm glad you've finally got your diagnosis and you've come to terms with it. I'm so happy you're feeling well again💕 go get that bread. Also, yes to the coping with series

  • @09leas
    @09leas 5 років тому +7

    Yess! please do astrology, I love it and I'm still learning so to hear your take on it would be so cool x

  • @olivianicoloff2998
    @olivianicoloff2998 5 років тому +2

    Clicked on this so fast!!! Love you angel, u are the wisdom i wish i had at your age and every time i hear u speak to all ur growth i jump for joy bc i want u to take over the world lol

  • @iamjcbable
    @iamjcbable 5 років тому +4

    I was also part of the Early Intervention Team because of psychosis because of visual hallucinations/paranoia but now I am starting DBT with recovery team South 😊

  • @lailashakira4253
    @lailashakira4253 5 років тому +2

    Drumroll please ..... headband girl!!! Hahah that cracked me up I adore you Marie!! Soooo down for the astrology series!

  • @indigo.98
    @indigo.98 5 років тому +7

    Coping with guilt would be amazing. Also you’re beautiful. Love your videos 💓

  • @louisebohm5243
    @louisebohm5243 5 років тому +5

    I know you have scars, but I think you are beautiful! I have them too on my arms, legs and chest... love you girl! and I am proud of you that you're still fighting! Love al the way from Sweden! //Louise

  • @tereenaseianna6271
    @tereenaseianna6271 5 років тому +18

    Coping with anger would be helpful for me.. and maybe neglection/rejection if you can?
    P. S. I'm so glad ur feeling better xx

  • @justmai2476
    @justmai2476 5 років тому +7

    How do you feel about your diagnosis? (: and maybe you'd relate to quiet BPD better, you could look it up x
    As for bingeing brought on by antidepressants, I feel you. I am a recovering anorexic so it is very painful to deal with, cause I have put on a lot of weight. A lot played into that, not just the meds. So don't get scared (: I now try to take my meds right before dinner, this really helps. Otherwise, I take them at what I seem to be the "appropriate" amount of time before going to sleep without having to binge for 8 hours. For me it's an hour and a halfish. I also prepare a salad or fruits and snacks that aren't too fatty to survive the extreme appetite.
    Yes for the coping with series!
    Good luck xxx

  • @elizabethr5
    @elizabethr5 5 років тому +7

    i watched pips video when it was on like 50 views and i didn’t know it had done that well?? woah !! great video as always marie :)

  • @annareidy6301
    @annareidy6301 5 років тому +7

    yesss i’m so up for an astrology series!!💗💗

  • @SistaSista179
    @SistaSista179 5 років тому +5

    It could be your depot making you want to binge eat, some of the “old” anti-psychotics are known for making people gain weight (speaking from someone who works in a mental health ward so have seen this happen)

  • @caitbrady7276
    @caitbrady7276 5 років тому +12

    its amazing hearing you saying your doing so well!! love you so much💕💕

  • @lauraogden1658
    @lauraogden1658 5 років тому +2

    So glad you're doing well at the moment. I really like the idea of a video of coping w anger and the one of Dylan picking out your clothes for Amsterdam.

  • @anfaellis3717
    @anfaellis3717 5 років тому +3

    I would love to see videos about bpd, maybe a video on the parts you especially struggle with ? Love you 💗

  • @hxpnxs
    @hxpnxs 5 років тому +4

    Yess! ✌🏼💕 I always get so excited when u upload. I would like to see more true crime vids/astrology/chit chats/maybe a storytimes about some things? Could be silly stuff haha.

  • @hayleytyler3575
    @hayleytyler3575 5 років тому

    I love your channel so much from someone who has suffered for years with mental health issues it’s great to see someone being so open about it! 💗

  • @maddysontiffani7700
    @maddysontiffani7700 5 років тому +6

    No my notification only just came through it's been happening a lot ugh.
    But anyway love you Hun and those headbands are looking great on you x

  • @daynajadex4993
    @daynajadex4993 5 років тому +2

    Astrology video,coping with series and when the time is right videos with Dylan🙌🏼love ya💕

  • @kacy-mariesutton4994
    @kacy-mariesutton4994 5 років тому

    hey marie!! any videos from you brighten up my day. but in particular, i'd really like to see a video on coping with anger, i think it could be super useful! additionally, any videos on family to do with mental health, ie misunderstanding, "how can i heal in the same place that broke me", ect, that'd honestly be really cool:)

  • @aje4298
    @aje4298 5 років тому +2

    So happy to be see you doing well! You’re very lucky to have the mental health services in your area. I seen in your psychiatric ward videos and you had your own room? In Scotland you are in a room of 6 people. We also don’t have intervention or crisis teams. Also DBT is barely available only in big cities if you’re lucky but i only live 20 mins away from Edinburgh and it isn’t available to me :( would love to see Scotland have a change in these. Congrats on how well you are doing!! Keep it up. Thanks for the great content always x

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому

      That’s awful that services aren’t available to you 🥺 especially in this day and age it should be available to everyone!!! I’m so sorry for that. Thankyou for your lovely comment xxx

  • @Krishna-fn9pu
    @Krishna-fn9pu 5 років тому +2

    I love your videos Marie I just found your channel again after years of stopping (I never checked my subscriptions and literally forgot)! So glad you’re doing well and do the astrology and coping with series xxx

  • @abi5158
    @abi5158 5 років тому +2

    this makes my heart happy to see you well and happy, so proud of u💓💕💗💞💘

  • @user-bj9ci3uy9s
    @user-bj9ci3uy9s 5 років тому +2

    also would love more 'coping with' vids and vids w dylan ! 💕

  • @imiu30
    @imiu30 5 років тому +1

    Thanks so much for opening up Marie!! Can u maybe do a storytime about ur psychosis??? Xx

  • @lisamueller1512
    @lisamueller1512 5 років тому +7

    Girl do you have a link to your spotify playlist? Love your vids and music taste 🌞

  • @Itsdarkmoons
    @Itsdarkmoons 5 років тому

    That part where your mum came in was really cute...she sounds so caring, checking up on you. Loved your quote at the begining. I always watch your videos and always rooting for you to do well in your recovery. I have mental health problems and I just hate it and how it makes me feel. Great video Marie x

  • @alexandrasandor1472
    @alexandrasandor1472 5 років тому +2

    Can you please do the 'how to cope with series' ? I would love to see them! :) It's sooo good to hear that you're doing well!

  • @hjc9114
    @hjc9114 5 років тому +15

    Hi Marie, how do you find drinking with your meds? Does it make you feel different? Love you 😘

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +3

      ヘザー tbh I find it completely fine! I don’t drink a lot but when I do I don’t see any side effects other than feeling abit low the next day but I just make sure i still take my meds the night I’m drinking💗

  • @-hannah-1731
    @-hannah-1731 5 років тому +2

    im so glad that your doing so well!!🥰 id love to see some more "dealing/coping with..." videos, especially the ones you mention, guilt and anger

  • @evies-jones4046
    @evies-jones4046 5 років тому +5

    I loved this so much, glad to hear you’re doing a little better - so proud of you💝

  • @isobelpayne9886
    @isobelpayne9886 5 років тому +1

    I hope you’re doing better Marie, I think you’re amazing and an inspiration to many people ❤️ I know you probably don’t want to talk about it but I also used to struggle with an ‘eating thing’ and due to that, more prone to binge eating. I know it’s hard but maybe try to slowly increase how much you eat and that will reduce the amount you binge. I know it’s not as easy as that but I have faith in you and know you will accomplish great things!❤️

  • @elliebrown2778
    @elliebrown2778 5 років тому +3

    You bloody crack me up so much girl. Jesus😂 x

  • @tiramaisu
    @tiramaisu 5 років тому +1

    Yeah the “coping with” series is a Yes from me!! Also, I’m really interested in seeing more “music playlist” type of video from you, honestly I love music and you have TASTE😩😩😩
    So glad you’re doing great, keep slaying girl you’re such s big inspiration for me in this aspect💖💖love u 😘❤️

  • @beckyf4503
    @beckyf4503 5 років тому +3

    So proud of you love you lots ❤️ also I just started my depot aripiprazole too! Feeling positive it’ll help now

  • @kamryncain3644
    @kamryncain3644 5 років тому +2

    I would love for you to expand on the 'coping with' series!!

  • @lucieluisa6572
    @lucieluisa6572 5 років тому +4

    Shoulder length hair would look sooo good on you

  • @jessicahewit7681
    @jessicahewit7681 5 років тому +10

    coping with series, please!

  • @stephanied2401
    @stephanied2401 5 років тому +2

    Is it possible you're not eating enough during the day? That could explain the bingeing at night. Your brain might use the combination of you being tired/on sedative meds to "override" any restriction that's happening, whether intentional or not, and get the food it needs.

  • @melissamenzies9217
    @melissamenzies9217 5 років тому +1

    so proud of you and how far you've come!! yes yes yes to all the video ideas
    love you lots

  • @mollywilson6045
    @mollywilson6045 5 років тому

    I’m so glad to see you doing better, you have your sparkle back. Also, yes, law of attraction and astrology video please, I’m obsessed xx

  • @natalieurban2214
    @natalieurban2214 5 років тому

    Don’t know if you’ve done this before, but what about a room tour video? You’re room looks so cute! Or even a make up tour cuz ur face always looks bomb❤️ I’d love to see those xo

  • @rubyhastwell5022
    @rubyhastwell5022 5 років тому

    The ‘coping with’ series is a good idea!! I love you and your videos so much, they make me feel happy every time I watch them ❤️

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому

      That makes me so happy to hear 🥰

  • @savannahmills7763
    @savannahmills7763 5 років тому +3

    Also coping with bpd would be very helpful!❣️

  • @rudolphmalape2978
    @rudolphmalape2978 5 років тому

    Yes, you should do the star sign stuff. Also the "coping strategies" video was absolutely useful. The cooling the face technique actually works, surprisingly.

  • @debblovesyou
    @debblovesyou 5 років тому

    I don’t think it’s the clonazepam causing the binge eating, I was on bupropion a while back at night and it made me want to binge eat all the time. What I would do was just drink lots and lot of water and chew ice haha. But I’m so so glad the meds are working for you! I’m glad you finally got a real diagnosis. You inspire me so much and you give me strength. love you marie keep holding on♥️

  • @sugapie4567
    @sugapie4567 5 років тому

    Hearing you speak so openly about your mental health is so inspiring. I’ve just filmed a video about my anorexia and I hope I can have the confidence to upload it and not care what people say- sending you lots of love and I’m glad you’re doing well!💖

  • @gemmyadd
    @gemmyadd 5 років тому +35

    i think the "binging" could be due to starvation for a lengthy time. your body is probably just saying "wtf Marie" 💛

  • @zoetunison_2767
    @zoetunison_2767 5 років тому +2

    and a video I would love to see is a room tour :D

  • @stephanieramires7750
    @stephanieramires7750 5 років тому +1

    Hi Marie! Always love seeing your videos. You make me smile and your voice is soothing.

  • @juliaarteaga2107
    @juliaarteaga2107 5 років тому +4

    i would love u to start w/ the coping series again, but could u make it into a grwm while u explain the topic to cope w/?

  • @curtisbemis6640
    @curtisbemis6640 4 роки тому

    Your awesome Marie. Glad your doing better you deserve the best in life girl. Ma god be with you always .

  • @myagriffiths9282
    @myagriffiths9282 5 років тому +1

    I told my mum that I’ve been self harming today! I was so scared but she was really supportive. Could you do a video on telling the right people and what to expect when talking about mental health/ self harm. Sending love❤️zx

    • @frankiebaxter2590
      @frankiebaxter2590 5 років тому

      Mya Griffiths well done for doing that honey!! you should be proud for taking that step 💜

  • @leashie
    @leashie 5 років тому +2

    I'm like 2 minutes in and it's already my fav well everyone of your videos are my fav !!!! I love you so much 💗💗💗💗💗

  • @camuisnotcool
    @camuisnotcool 5 років тому

    is great that you’re doing so well marie! and yes, i would like you continue with the “coping with” series bc i liked the anxiety one, pleaseeee

  • @WollarforADollar
    @WollarforADollar 5 років тому

    Omg yes, please bring back the coping with x series. Could one be on inconsistency please. I really struggle to remain stable and it makes it very hard to get help

  • @kaci8760
    @kaci8760 5 років тому

    So proud of you Marie you’ve come so far💗 you give me strength - and that’s one of the things that keep me going xx

  • @angiexxfaith1733
    @angiexxfaith1733 5 років тому +1

    hey i just wanted to let you know that youre doing amazing and ily 💕💕

  • @Beaverbaddy
    @Beaverbaddy 5 років тому

    i’m really looking forward to all your future videos! i just thoroughly enjoy every video you upload so i’m pumped!

  • @chloebird4935
    @chloebird4935 5 років тому

    Yessss do a star sign video! I’m obsessed with them at the moment!😍😍

  • @risatakei9697
    @risatakei9697 5 років тому

    You deserve so many more subscribers!!

  • @bettafish8096
    @bettafish8096 5 років тому

    So glad you’re doing better!! 💞💞💞

  • @LeahMercer
    @LeahMercer 5 років тому

    soooo happy to see you looking so much better!!!

  • @moirabostic3709
    @moirabostic3709 5 років тому

    It's so amazing seeing u getting better I am proud of u woww.. stay strong babe❤

  • @bubbles1310
    @bubbles1310 5 років тому +1

    I liked the unsolved video, I found them really good ! 😊 but I also love the vlogs !!!

  • @AliandKel
    @AliandKel 5 років тому +1

    Your eyebrows look banginggggg yes girl

  • @0Flow0
    @0Flow0 5 років тому +55

    Why don't you agree with the diagnosis including an "eating thing"?

    • @craigieburke
      @craigieburke 5 років тому +5

      Maybe because she thinks it's to do with her medication

    • @0Flow0
      @0Flow0 5 років тому

      @@craigieburke Dont depression medication make you gain weight? I guess she takes something else. I'm not an expert.

    • @soophhhh6135
      @soophhhh6135 5 років тому +10

      She’s always not spoke or responded to people talking about her weight loss, I wonder if it’s to do with that? xx

    • @craigieburke
      @craigieburke 5 років тому +1

      @@0Flow0 she was also in the hospital for for over a month, that messes with you too

    • @raspberrymuffins402
      @raspberrymuffins402 5 років тому +9

      My antidepressants completely ruined my appetite, I lost loads of weight on them

  • @penny3348
    @penny3348 5 років тому +1

    I was curious if you could talk more about borderline personality disorder? Like go really in depth about it? Because I’ve read into it a lot but I still can’t quite understand it completely. My therapist and I have been discussing it because my first diagnosis was bipolar disorder from my old therapist a year ago but the person I am now seeing is talking about how I may have been misdiagnosed, I still don’t quite understand bpd itself and I would love to be more informed

  • @strawberrytam98
    @strawberrytam98 5 років тому

    Glad that you are feeling better at the minute :) Your videos always make me feel better when im down 💕

  • @debsmasters6124
    @debsmasters6124 5 років тому

    so happy ur doing well!! we’re all always so proud of u!💞💞

  • @un.inspired
    @un.inspired 5 років тому +1

    I used to binge eat ALL of the time, literally for years. Are you restricting or getting to a point of severe hunger? Cuz if your body goes into starvation mode you will have 0 control once u start eating again. I love you❤️

  • @georgiabartram777
    @georgiabartram777 5 років тому

    You’re doing so well! Proud of you xx

  • @sonizzle9877
    @sonizzle9877 5 років тому

    i’m so proud of you ❤️

  • @laurabromley1835
    @laurabromley1835 5 років тому

    Disney channel headband girl! Love it 💚💚💚

  • @heathers2016
    @heathers2016 5 років тому +1

    Brilliant vlog!! You seem so happy and your personality is great,, really funny!! You remind me of gracefituk!! Keep being happy!! 💓

  • @ThisIsHannah
    @ThisIsHannah 5 років тому +1

    I have trouble with binge eating and put on a lot of wait. What helps me is just to eat fruit instead of crisps or whatever you have. Bananas are great. Luckily for me I'm getting back to a healthier wait now

  • @rebeccaerikstamklauninger3885
    @rebeccaerikstamklauninger3885 5 років тому +2

    Omg I was basically the same when I went inpatient... "I need to go to woooork" 🤔❤️ take care

  • @robynm7277
    @robynm7277 5 років тому

    do a vid on coping with anger if it’s something you can manage. I feel it’s one of the emotions people don’t like to show or get very embarrassed by. also Amsterdam vlog sounds good :)

  • @tamekaraeann
    @tamekaraeann 5 років тому

    hahah the disney channel part in the beginning, I appreciated it

  • @BurgerDeclan
    @BurgerDeclan 5 років тому

    Although it's a serious video I do like the little jokes you throw in haha, I can relate a lot to 10:49, I don't have Borderline Personality Disorder or Psychosis but sometimes seeing people I'm like I'm sweet right now but not sure how tomorrow will be or next month or whatever, even not being able to remember bad times or forgetting to write things down idk I'm blabbering on but thank you for the upload and sharing a lot of personal stuff about yourself! I hope you keep enjoying your job :)
    Have you done any videos on any side effects you had from the medication? A lot of people look into those to see what they could be feeling or to learn what to expect/how others might cope or something (just an idea if you were comfortable with that).
    Stay strong and thank you again :)

  • @elisatladixo
    @elisatladixo 5 років тому

    love the consistency!!! enjoyed the vid

  • @jmilligan3050
    @jmilligan3050 5 років тому

    I'm so happy that you are happy you beautiful human being ❤️❤️❤️❤️I hope that you continue on this good path with your health. Look after you and do what makes you happy 🌈🌈🌈🌈Please do the coping series 😍😍😍😍😍😍love youuuu

  • @angel_png2178
    @angel_png2178 5 років тому

    I'd definitely like more of the coping with series. It would also be nice to hear more about juggling work and mental health - I understand that your work is pretty supportive, but I imagine nevertheless it's probably still overwhelming from time to time. Not that it has to be a whole video if there's not a lot to say about it, but maybe just to talk about
    Glad you're doing well!!

  • @Loz17
    @Loz17 5 років тому

    Great video Marie, would love the astrology series! ♥️

  • @rebeccagriffin2515
    @rebeccagriffin2515 5 років тому

    Glad you're doing good. I struggle with binging after meds at night too...mentioned it to my psych and he just said people do a lot worse 🙈 Yay to Dylan choosing an outfit 👍