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  • @kallmekris
    @kallmekris  3 роки тому +43769

    Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place

    • @___LAKSHMI___
      @___LAKSHMI___ 3 роки тому +718

      We love u too ❤❤❤ And we will be here for you no matter what happens ❤

    • @justinwampler9443
      @justinwampler9443 3 роки тому +710

      It is otayyyyyy❤❤❤

    • @happyfeet6582
      @happyfeet6582 3 роки тому +382

      Hope you can get threw it we are here for you❤️

    • @anyamathur645
      @anyamathur645 3 роки тому +334

      We love you ❤️

    • @oddperson5726
      @oddperson5726 3 роки тому +286

      Your awesome

  • @CelinaSpookyBoo
    @CelinaSpookyBoo 3 роки тому +33854

    Strongest person i know

  • @thecockneyterritory4869
    @thecockneyterritory4869 2 роки тому +6568

    It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you

    • @brittneymcneil5852
      @brittneymcneil5852 2 роки тому +135

      I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.

    • @urmom338
      @urmom338 2 роки тому +20

      We love you so much

    • @bigantdud3499
      @bigantdud3499 2 роки тому +73

      A big example of this is the great actor/comedian Robin Williams rip
      🙏

    • @Hi-ft3ye
      @Hi-ft3ye 2 роки тому +10

      We all understand

    • @spidersubzero4706
      @spidersubzero4706 2 роки тому +7

      your not wrong

  • @OllaniElizabeth
    @OllaniElizabeth 3 місяці тому +356

    As a victim of SA, I completely understand what you experienced. You’re so strong Kris, keep it up. You’re braver than you know.

    • @Norathegobber101
      @Norathegobber101 2 місяці тому

      I am so proud of you.

    • @Norathegobber101
      @Norathegobber101 2 місяці тому

      I don’t know you, but I am It’s just a gift shining right out of you. I know you’re pass this stuff but keep up your strong work

    • @GraceTaninecz
      @GraceTaninecz 2 місяці тому +3

      OMG r u ok??!????

    • @Cool_Napa3
      @Cool_Napa3 2 місяці тому +1

      What is SA? sorry if its a bad thing but idk

    • @GraceTaninecz
      @GraceTaninecz 2 місяці тому +4

      @@Cool_Napa3 it is sexual assault

  • @light.5562
    @light.5562 3 роки тому +2344

    She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.

    • @10yearsago96
      @10yearsago96 3 роки тому +25

      @Jack Snyder it’s an exaggeration.

    • @professorJorge11
      @professorJorge11 3 роки тому +18

      She "appears" happy on Tik Tok, but that's a comedy routine. It's an artform, clearly it helped Kris

    • @melissaluci9055
      @melissaluci9055 3 роки тому +2

      yes

    • @al3s_qqz26
      @al3s_qqz26 3 роки тому +12

      @@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely

    • @Noorah_Mohammed.
      @Noorah_Mohammed. 3 роки тому +6

      @@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems
      Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that
      In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something

  • @andreavankoningsbruggen884
    @andreavankoningsbruggen884 3 роки тому +818

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that” - Robin Williams

    • @teedoi6254
      @teedoi6254 3 роки тому +11

      True

    • @lovexxava
      @lovexxava 3 роки тому +10

      𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅-

    • @jessicasimmons3957
      @jessicasimmons3957 3 роки тому +5

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @lilygrace5888
      @lilygrace5888 3 роки тому +6

      Thank you I think it's true because if you watch jaiden animations video she explained how she "didn't have a reason" to be here but she wanted to help people so she kept going

    • @andreavankoningsbruggen884
      @andreavankoningsbruggen884 3 роки тому +5

      @@lilygrace5888 Kris has also mentioned a few times how Robin Williams is one of her biggest inspirations. He has a very similar mindset. You never could tell the demons he battled because he always smiled and hid his pain behind his characters. I think he has had a large influence on many people and for positive reasons despite him living through tragedy. ❤️

  • @Jabez2005
    @Jabez2005 3 роки тому +485

    My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤

    • @preach9
      @preach9 3 роки тому +7

      "I know today is rough but there's this party called "tomorrow". I better see you there you freaking nerd :)"

    • @kaylahall1219
      @kaylahall1219 3 роки тому +4

      Thank you. 😁👍

    • @Preppyyyyyy-m9s
      @Preppyyyyyy-m9s 3 роки тому +3

      @@preach9 I know you don't have to tell me I'm part of 14 fandoms

    • @kianna1594
      @kianna1594 3 роки тому +5

      That is the best saying I've ever heard! You made my day ❤️🥺

    • @PixelizedGhost
      @PixelizedGhost 3 роки тому +4

      @@preach9
      “No in asked” 😇😊

  • @AdrianEstrada-f2p
    @AdrianEstrada-f2p 4 місяці тому +232

    Hey, Kris! You probably won't see this comment because this video was posted two years ago. I feel as I am speaking for your 60 million+ combined followers when saying that we all appreciate the fact that you have been able to share this with us as I understand it takes a LOT of courage and bravery, we are sorry for what you've gone through, it's okay to cry, and that we all love you and will forever support you. As always, keep up the excellent work!

    • @izzy-lu9vc
      @izzy-lu9vc 2 місяці тому +3

      I agree no one should ever deserve to go through this job matter the gender

    • @Muffinthedog_
      @Muffinthedog_ Місяць тому +1

      No one, no gender, no race, no one at all deserves the treatment she got, and it's nice to see that she is okay for now. Whoever did that to her, politely freak off, I hope they are in jail and I hope she was the only victim from that person.

  • @musicofthesoul7383
    @musicofthesoul7383 3 роки тому +1190

    Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤

  • @mollyfoote3973
    @mollyfoote3973 3 роки тому +3835

    let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.

    • @Alwayssleeping234
      @Alwayssleeping234 3 роки тому +24

      Exactly thank u

    • @s_west1234
      @s_west1234 3 роки тому +47

      I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong

    • @chanthitthitnyein7181
      @chanthitthitnyein7181 3 роки тому +8

      ❤❤❤❤🤧

    • @approved_ncr_ranger2166
      @approved_ncr_ranger2166 3 роки тому +7

      Yes

    • @Saraaaaaa38
      @Saraaaaaa38 3 роки тому +8

      Yes she is very strong❤

  • @ElianaGhen
    @ElianaGhen 3 роки тому +7999

    Wow you are so amazing so much love to you

  • @danceoutnow
    @danceoutnow 7 місяців тому +392

    Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.

    • @landenstallbaumer-vl9id
      @landenstallbaumer-vl9id 4 місяці тому +7

      I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier

    • @ihaveheardHim
      @ihaveheardHim Місяць тому

      @danceoutnow you are also so worthy, accepted and seen.
      I hope you feel it. 😊

  • @overtimexbox5514
    @overtimexbox5514 3 роки тому +776

    For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice
    "I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"

  • @nkoszy
    @nkoszy 3 роки тому +836

    The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...

    • @j_g9109
      @j_g9109 3 роки тому +16

      You are not alone in that. 😥
      It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free.
      I felt her words in my heart.

    • @Animatty
      @Animatty 3 роки тому +23

      I believe my adoption papers are ready, Kris

    • @cyohe8643
      @cyohe8643 Рік тому +1

      Same

    • @stephengove
      @stephengove Рік тому +1

      I broke down in tears after she said that 😢

  • @davidmealey2000
    @davidmealey2000 6 місяців тому +127

    Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.

    • @JulianFreeman-j2q
      @JulianFreeman-j2q Місяць тому

      Im a kid and I have struggled with suicidal thoughts and middle child syndrome this was incredibly uplifting for me and I’m starting recover

    • @Fruitpvnch1
      @Fruitpvnch1 Місяць тому

      Please don’t end your life, you have so much reasons to live, your family, any pets, friends, the joy when you have your favorite food, theme parks, your favorite animal, the pain other people go through, knowing you won’t be there anymore, don’t end it, people will miss you,

    • @kwl189
      @kwl189 22 дні тому

      Right there with you. I’ve had a few attempts recently and I have no idea what is keeping me going. Some days what happens to the others in my family, passing the pain onto them doesn’t matter enough for me to stay. Some days it does. The thoughts themselves happened frequently to me but burnout pushed me over the edge.

  • @Short_lemonade_stand
    @Short_lemonade_stand 3 роки тому +496

    Kris: starts crying*
    Me: starts to cry*
    Also me: starts to cry alot because she's my favorite and I hate seeing people sad*

  • @theashleymethod1843
    @theashleymethod1843 3 роки тому +360

    2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒

  • @jenna6128
    @jenna6128 3 роки тому +515

    “Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.

    • @auraroseedits
      @auraroseedits 3 роки тому +3

      I am super happy : ) :

    • @krissiemurray6018
      @krissiemurray6018 3 роки тому +2

      Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.

    • @ka4rolina
      @ka4rolina 3 роки тому +2

      i think its perfect for a lot of people and it shouldnt be perfect but it sadly is.

    • @donnawright5795
      @donnawright5795 3 роки тому

      So true

    • @gorilla_girl101taylor9
      @gorilla_girl101taylor9 3 роки тому +1

      That is true. Things arn't always what it seems. In this case, She acts happy but really hurting inside.

  • @Lolimjusttired
    @Lolimjusttired 8 місяців тому +176

    This literally made me want to hug Kris and give her the whole world 😭I love her so much

  • @miishaaa_mo
    @miishaaa_mo 3 роки тому +637

    “The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.”
    You are strong, dont let anyone break you.

  • @SKRiders1205
    @SKRiders1205 3 роки тому +723

    When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!”
    I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖

    • @rayray64
      @rayray64 3 роки тому +2

      Bruh she prolly crying cause its emotional for her

    • @muddles2003
      @muddles2003 3 роки тому +3

      Well said

    • @rvbyedits9150
      @rvbyedits9150 3 роки тому +2

      I agree

    • @manny3447
      @manny3447 2 роки тому +1

      @@rayray64 yeah that’s what he said, and there was no need to apologize for it, that’s what he meant.

  • @lilyoonkitty2735
    @lilyoonkitty2735 3 роки тому +1239

    "People who suicide are not coward, they are just tired by staying strong for too long"

    • @bzzcallin8931
      @bzzcallin8931 3 роки тому +31

      100% LOUDER FOR THE HOMIES AT THE BACCC !

    • @Animatty
      @Animatty 3 роки тому +46

      @@naimurrahman2312 I don't agree on calling them losers. I don't blame them for doing what they did because sometimes life sucks and it really does seem like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Committing suicide may just be the easiest way out of a battle they are just too tired of fighting anymore. Yes, you can tell someone with suicidal thoughts to just 'hang in there', but without motivation, I don't see too many good things coming from that situation.
      Don't treat my words as doctrine though, I have never personally experienced these feelings/had these mental illnesses myself, but I do think that getting out of a pit of depression takes more than telling them to just get through it.

    • @naimurrahman2312
      @naimurrahman2312 3 роки тому +8

      @@Animatty well I had suicidal thoughts when I was around 10. I know my past self was nothing but a loser. Committing suicide takes courage and if u have that then u should be able to do alot with ur life. U really just need one person around u as a motivation to live until u realize there is so much to luve for in this world. We got sports arts tracking etc etc so so many crazy stuff to do. I personally am a introvert but can't deny I want to go out of my comfort zone if it's what it takes .And yeah I respect however the way u think about it. Life is good we can have the worst of times but after laying low for a long while if we don't open our eyes give ourselves a chance there ain't no hope

    • @Animatty
      @Animatty 3 роки тому +5

      @@naimurrahman2312 Very well put. I definitely agree that there are a TON of things that are worth living for. Did you ever see them that way in the moment? Did it really feel like there were things worth staying here for? I also wonder why is it okay to call anyone a loser especially if they are going through something like that?
      I am of course asking these questions to clarify and further my understanding, seeing that I have not gone through this myself, not to tear apart your points.

    • @anonymoususername834
      @anonymoususername834 3 роки тому +9

      @@naimurrahman2312 i did find that person People arent losers but i get what your saying here maybe just re phrase the loser word

  • @Hades-100
    @Hades-100 27 днів тому +8

    This saved my life. I was very suicidal and got close to doing it but seeing one of my favorite UA-camrs go through the same thing I did helped me so much

  • @umberundead2619
    @umberundead2619 3 роки тому +328

    The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.

    • @Willbousson
      @Willbousson 3 роки тому +2

      Yes

    • @vanessaallard4760
      @vanessaallard4760 3 роки тому +2

      😢its sad but true 😢

    • @eenvogelbekdier9150
      @eenvogelbekdier9150 3 роки тому +2

      You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.

    • @mrnibblesmom
      @mrnibblesmom 3 роки тому +1

      That’s exactly what I was thinking.

    • @kmkeenan09
      @kmkeenan09 3 роки тому +2

      U r SO true! Kris girl! We are here for u we love u and r SO happy we helped u!

  • @tammynunya5152
    @tammynunya5152 3 роки тому +595

    "I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time!
    Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜

    • @haider_m_m
      @haider_m_m 3 роки тому +2

      100%

    • @blues6499
      @blues6499 3 роки тому

      OMG OMG ARE U AN OUTCAST?? BC I SEE NF

    • @haider_m_m
      @haider_m_m 3 роки тому

      @@blues6499 what does that mean

    • @blues6499
      @blues6499 3 роки тому

      @@haider_m_m the person who made the original comment has a profile picture of a rapper named NF, aka the best rapper ever lol

    • @astridr.5715
      @astridr.5715 3 роки тому +1

      I've seen this quote 2 times today and I feel like it's a sign to stay:)

  • @emmaroemmele1517
    @emmaroemmele1517 3 роки тому +505

    I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend

  • @josiahlazar
    @josiahlazar 2 місяці тому +18

    I am so sorry all of this happened to you. My sister was r@ped in march and it was somebody our family knew. I hurt for others more than I did in the past because it happened to my sister. Thank you for sharing and being such a strong and brave. It is very hard to say this stuff to 3 million people. 😥

  • @abbyberg2995
    @abbyberg2995 3 роки тому +438

    The people that disliked this was because they couldn't see the like button bc they were crying

    • @Jequarius67
      @Jequarius67 3 роки тому +4

      yeah and there tears were dropping down

    • @Bestrizz
      @Bestrizz 3 роки тому +1

      Ik sad 🥺

    • @dhritiahirwal9414
      @dhritiahirwal9414 3 роки тому +1

      Good one, girl

    • @HAZARDOUS_HY3N4
      @HAZARDOUS_HY3N4 3 роки тому +1

      Awww lets put it that way

    • @jeremyadlermusic
      @jeremyadlermusic 3 роки тому +1

      Or maybe because she put EIGHT ADS in the video. Look, I get it’s an important video to her and good for her for opening up about this on UA-cam but if you think I’m gonna sit through 8 ads for this, nah fam try again. Stop monetizing your mental health problems take it seriously or don’t talk about it at all it’s not a joke.

  • @digitaloreo0966
    @digitaloreo0966 3 роки тому +780

    How are people gonna dislike when she only talked for a minute

    • @Maximus456355
      @Maximus456355 3 роки тому +65

      How can people dislike at all?!

    • @digitaloreo0966
      @digitaloreo0966 3 роки тому +10

      @@Maximus456355 fr

    • @shaimarrufo9441
      @shaimarrufo9441 3 роки тому +20

      @@Maximus456355 because they have no feelings

    • @jonathanmontalvo3563
      @jonathanmontalvo3563 3 роки тому +41

      Three explanations
      1. Haters
      2. Haters
      3. People meaning to click like but messed up

    • @OtravelgirlO
      @OtravelgirlO 3 роки тому +19

      Her ex-abusers and bullies who are jelly of all her success. We wuv u Kwis!

  • @ealzak110official6
    @ealzak110official6 3 роки тому +806

    Seeing her like this broke my heart.I’ve never seen this side. She’s helped me stay myself and i wish I could’ve helped

  • @SquishmallowSwiftie101
    @SquishmallowSwiftie101 3 місяці тому +24

    this video i come to when i feel like just dying on the spot, and crying. when i just cant be happy, no matter what happens. thank you Kris for giving me a safe space

    • @SquishmallowSwiftie101
      @SquishmallowSwiftie101 3 місяці тому +1

      and even if you dont see this comment, among your 11.2M subs currently, i want you to know i appreciate you so much, and you have really helped me with coping and just, even though you don't know me, you have been the #1 supporter ive had, and even though you dont know it, your videos have been there, when i needed the most.
      love you Kris

  • @albinsjogren5165
    @albinsjogren5165 Рік тому +538

    "people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato

    • @abby_xox93
      @abby_xox93 Рік тому +2

      Wow 🥺

    • @truerandomchannel
      @truerandomchannel Рік тому +1

      _some_ celebrities are cool

    • @JustaBellpepper
      @JustaBellpepper Рік тому +3

      Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.

    • @Jessie-km4je
      @Jessie-km4je Рік тому +1

      Wow, that hit me hard, as someone struggling through depression and suicidal thoughts that was impowering.

    • @HunterSmith641
      @HunterSmith641 Рік тому

      That hit me like a 12 pound sledgehammer bolted to a beam of light.

  • @emmarodova1859
    @emmarodova1859 Рік тому +2111

    Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us

    • @fazzah777
      @fazzah777 Рік тому +57

      Please do! I don't even know you, but I have my fingers crossed with all my strength that you are able to find the strength that is hidden inside you, and use it to deal with the issues that hold you down! You got this!

    • @aymericdeascalon4590
      @aymericdeascalon4590 Рік тому +25

      Hope the conversation with your mom and dad went well, it's such a hard conversation to have, but so important. If you need extra support, guidance officers and teachers can help, and so can your doctor. All the best.

    • @squarepondstories3895
      @squarepondstories3895 Рік тому +23

      Hey sweetheart, so glad to see that you mentioned you were going to share your feelings with family and friends. 16 is a tough age, I remember it well. And I want you to be able to remember it to...trust me, years from now, you may be in such a different and happy, content place. Don't give up hope, ever! You aren't alone. I'm so glad people like Kris share these stories, because it's easy for any of us watching to think that she has it so together and can do anything. But once we learn that she shares our struggles, it makes what she does that much more impressive. You can do the same. Hang in there and you share YOUR beautiful light with the rest of us in this world someday!! 🥰

    • @EARTHMUSIC3
      @EARTHMUSIC3 Рік тому +10

      GOD BLESS YOU AND NEVER FORGET, not only is God with you, there sre people here that care about you, even though we may not know you. I am always here if you need to talk but you are taking the best step by reaching out to your friends and parents. Hang in there, and you will be fine as Kris is. Good luck and God bless. You are LOVED!

    • @hshfyugaewfjkKS
      @hshfyugaewfjkKS Рік тому +10

      I think it's very strong and courageous of you to share this information with your parents and friends. I don't say this to discourage you but rather to encourage you that if you do not receive the kind of support that you had hoped for this doesn't mean you aren't deserving of help! When we share this kind of information with people they aren't sure what to do. They may dismiss your feelings or tell you to just be happy or don't worry about it. If you don't get the response you hope for go online and Google mental health support and your city. There are a lot of free public service resources that you can tap into. I do hope the conversation went well and you got the support you were looking for. ❤

  • @colececil886
    @colececil886 3 роки тому +458

    She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.

    • @kallmekris
      @kallmekris  3 роки тому +171

      Happy I can help in any way

    • @Pooks55
      @Pooks55 3 роки тому +9

      @@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h

    • @huntertheslayer8858
      @huntertheslayer8858 3 роки тому +2

      @@kallmekris we all love you and don't forget it. 😊😊

    • @silas-the-person3895
      @silas-the-person3895 3 роки тому +1

      So true

    • @leannaryder6695
      @leannaryder6695 3 роки тому +2

      @@kallmekris Kris, really. You are such an amazing person and helped us in so many ways.

  • @lexispeaks5585
    @lexispeaks5585 6 місяців тому +31

    Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.

  • @sidney8068
    @sidney8068 3 роки тому +187

    “You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said

    • @SamanthaRileyTodd
      @SamanthaRileyTodd 3 роки тому +2

      I agree

    • @Natalie-jd3hd
      @Natalie-jd3hd 3 роки тому +5

      I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

    • @Louiesuetta07
      @Louiesuetta07 3 роки тому +2

      That quote helped me through my depression

  • @SingofSolace
    @SingofSolace 3 роки тому +415

    The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.

    • @marcusquackford2091
      @marcusquackford2091 3 роки тому +13

      Just got one during kris describing how her friend passed. Smh

    • @himag5055
      @himag5055 3 роки тому +24

      Seven.. youtube should really reduce and try to not have any ads in videos which are about certain topics..

    • @marcusquackford2091
      @marcusquackford2091 3 роки тому +3

      @@himag5055 Definately

    • @churchgir1
      @churchgir1 3 роки тому +4

      I literally got a simply piano ad while kris was crying.

    • @UnPhazes
      @UnPhazes 3 роки тому +1

      Remember you tube is putting ads on your videos even if you turn it off

  • @emthegamer6998
    @emthegamer6998 3 роки тому +349

    Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.

    • @SouthernIowaLady
      @SouthernIowaLady 3 роки тому +6

      Agreed, we need judgement free emotion dumps (didn't mean it to come off sounding funny).

    • @jayceeparent
      @jayceeparent 3 роки тому +1

      Please I need it

    • @blakehunley5245
      @blakehunley5245 3 роки тому +1

      I want to like but its at 169 likes and my brain is telling me it would be a crime to like it

    • @zelda1629
      @zelda1629 3 роки тому

      yeah

    • @MoobyWiz
      @MoobyWiz 3 роки тому +4

      I cry everyday. Ever since my son was born, I have been so emotional. And that was 5 years ago. I’m a grown man and there is nothing wrong with crying. I’m going to make sure my son knows that too

  • @ella-rosehockey4148
    @ella-rosehockey4148 3 роки тому +156

    The people who disliked this probably accidentally pressed the wrong button because there eyes were blurry from tears...
    You are so strong kris 💙

  • @flaminghotember8817
    @flaminghotember8817 3 роки тому +543

    This girl is sitting in front of a camera and spilling out all her feelings to the WORLD. I just can’t. It’s 3:00 am and I’m crying my ass off I just want to give her a hug and tell her it’s OK. This is so important and your so strong and I just can’t.

    • @FrankieAnne
      @FrankieAnne 3 роки тому +4

      Same xoxxo

    • @hroyston
      @hroyston 3 роки тому

      Of course a gacha kid would say that

    • @stormypanda1947
      @stormypanda1947 3 роки тому +3

      listen here giving her a hug telling her its ok it wont help someone dealing with that like me ok wont do shit its just nothing that can happen its something we would all go through

    • @Danni_-kh7bu
      @Danni_-kh7bu 3 роки тому +9

      @@hroyston listen here, everyone has their opinion on gacha you can’t just go up to them and be like that, just don’t say anything about it, you think they are a bad person because they play gacha, well no think again

    • @Lauralaroohoo
      @Lauralaroohoo 3 роки тому +6

      @@hroyston literally gacha has nothing to do w this 🤦🏻‍♀️

  • @lakshitakpaiicse7780
    @lakshitakpaiicse7780 3 роки тому +242

    this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)

  • @reneleanor9231
    @reneleanor9231 5 місяців тому +20

    As a fellow victim of SA, I stand by your side and I hope you know truly that you aren't alone. Well done for making this video and for telling your loved ones, gods know I haven't told anyone yet :)

  • @kayw9057
    @kayw9057 3 роки тому +163

    The fact that this woman has helped thousands of people with thereselves and then decided to speak about herself in doing so? I couldn't be prouder of someone I never met

    • @haider_m_m
      @haider_m_m 3 роки тому +1

      I 100% agree

    • @ihatemondays2595
      @ihatemondays2595 3 роки тому +1

      millions*

    • @wxbfilms
      @wxbfilms 3 роки тому +1

      @@ihatemondays2595 correct

    • @kayw9057
      @kayw9057 3 роки тому +1

      @@ihatemondays2595 She has helped people who don't even have tiktok. The effect that this woman has had over us all is phenomenal

    • @ihatemondays2595
      @ihatemondays2595 3 роки тому +1

      @@kayw9057 ikr

  • @Rexxypoo
    @Rexxypoo 3 роки тому +326

    "It's okay not to be okay"
    -KallmeKris
    That is beautiful

  • @JMAG710
    @JMAG710 2 роки тому +532

    As a male who was r**ed by an upper classman at 14 and SA by a nurse at 15, and being diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and IED (explosive rage), I understand your pain. I remember the emasculated feeling and daily rage where I was told to keep my mouth shut because no one would believe me. Drinking was my main coping mechanism. That carried over into my adult years. Got me in trouble with family, friends and the law more times than I can count. I had su*cide plans for everyday of the week. About five years ago, my wife was SA. By telling my story to her, she was able to cope well. Two months later, I was jumped and beaten by a customer when I was driving for Lyft.
    I get you Kris. I know a variant of that same pain. Thank you for staying alive.
    From a greatful fan.

    • @sarablyazid2023
      @sarablyazid2023 2 роки тому +58

      Oh shit man you're so strong sorry that happened to you respect for moving on and living

    • @nusrathasham6618
      @nusrathasham6618 2 роки тому +32

      May God give you a better future

    • @caroraven6609
      @caroraven6609 2 роки тому +4

      💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️

    • @Hi-ft3ye
      @Hi-ft3ye 2 роки тому +8

      My auntie was sexualy abused so I understand sorry bro

    • @bronah2667
      @bronah2667 2 роки тому +6

      I’m so sorry for past, I truly hope god gives you the best future.

  • @planetnth3811
    @planetnth3811 Місяць тому +15

    this was a 26 minute long video, and more than half of it was spent with you breaking down. It really breaks my heart that you were sexually assaulted and that you had to live through all of that. Me having depression and anxiety as well and hearing basically what I was dealing with coming from your mouth was really comforting in the sense that i was not alone. And yet, you still make me cry laughing everyday with your videos. Cheers to the strongest person in the world, which is you, Kris.

  • @TheBeastBandit
    @TheBeastBandit 3 роки тому +402

    My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently.
    Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.

    • @fluffypuppy3995
      @fluffypuppy3995 3 роки тому +17

      I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on

    • @ceciliasilva7860
      @ceciliasilva7860 3 роки тому +2

      OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.

    • @ceciliasilva7860
      @ceciliasilva7860 3 роки тому +1

      @@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..

    • @andpeggy5448
      @andpeggy5448 3 роки тому +1

      @@fluffypuppy3995 I'm so happy you haven't hurt yourself and please don't it's not worth it

    • @ulasonal
      @ulasonal 3 роки тому

      my story is the exact same

  • @freedom8163
    @freedom8163 3 роки тому +512

    “You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.

    • @Bigdmanz
      @Bigdmanz 3 роки тому +14

      I agree entirely with you

    • @iliandocx8392
      @iliandocx8392 3 роки тому +9

      we all saved each other.

    • @V1aming33
      @V1aming33 3 роки тому +7

      I remember finding her a year ago and loved her content she’s helped me so much, she’s the best TikToker I’ve ever seen

    • @tro1774
      @tro1774 2 роки тому +1

      Whenever I wanted to leave everything in my life behind, I would watch her videos. Kris is a person who's my light in the dark, my hope from giving up, and many many more. I would do anything to make Kris feel better, safer, loved, and happier. The same way she was my shelter and my family~❃🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @King-cw4bn
    @King-cw4bn 3 роки тому +245

    The minute Kris started crying I felt her pain and the things she went through and I started crying 😢

  • @robertclifford509
    @robertclifford509 Місяць тому +8

    The way her voice was trembling throughout the video made me cry. I have suffered with some problems too, but in the end my family was always there for me, I'm so glad your still with us today kris, and for everybody out there struggling know that there are people that truly do love and care for you!!! Love you kris!🥺☺

  • @MewoAsh
    @MewoAsh 3 роки тому +269

    The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.

    • @CreepyFlash2010
      @CreepyFlash2010 3 роки тому

      Well... I do t really know what to say. I just wanted to say something but idk what.

  • @Marina-tn1tz
    @Marina-tn1tz 3 роки тому +231

    We love you, Kris. Don't ever forget that.

  • @f1heat674
    @f1heat674 3 роки тому +3282

    We are with u kris in this stay strong and yep "otayyyy"
    Woahhhh

  • @G0ggy15
    @G0ggy15 7 місяців тому +41

    I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill
    "When you're going through hell, keep going."

    • @Sienna6164
      @Sienna6164 7 місяців тому +5

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

    • @CGxeno
      @CGxeno 6 місяців тому +3

      I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well

    • @KristinaFerrarino
      @KristinaFerrarino 5 місяців тому +3

      Hope you’re ok. Keep going!

    • @Sierra_Hunter_
      @Sierra_Hunter_ 3 місяці тому

      I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

  • @pinstripesuitandheels
    @pinstripesuitandheels 3 роки тому +206

    Two thoughts saved me from suicidal ideation: "Will my cat survive until they find me?", and: "If I do this, my mother will literally die of grief."
    My mental health struggle started at age 15 and today, nearing forty, I am on disability because of it. I have ADHD, OCD, and depersonalization-derealization disorder.
    I am doing schema therapy to integrate my personality and will start trauma therapy in a while.
    Watching you describing your trauma broke my heart.
    Something I have to remind myself daily is that the road to recovery or management isn't a straight one, and each person reacts differently to trauma and to therapy. When I see you on UA-cam I am envious and ashamed of myself (why can't I overcome like she can?) but maybe somebody else would feel the same about me.
    To anybody suffering: don't compare your road to someone else's. Your struggle is valid.
    I feel your message is incredibly strong and incredibly needed. Thank you so much for sharing.

    • @greyclouds7151
      @greyclouds7151 3 роки тому +7

      Your amazing 💛.
      Your strong 💜.
      You can do this 🧡.

    • @pinstripesuitandheels
      @pinstripesuitandheels 3 роки тому +5

      @@greyclouds7151 aaaww, thanks!

    • @bluecapybara123
      @bluecapybara123 3 роки тому +5

      ❤️please I hope things get better

    • @pinstripesuitandheels
      @pinstripesuitandheels 3 роки тому +6

      @@bluecapybara123 thank you so much! I've been in therapy most of the twenty odd years since my first hospital stay, am on meds, do yoga, meditation etc. But this year I feel I'm really getting to the core of the issues. It can be disheartening to fight for so long to be a functioning member of society, but I'm a bit of a rebel. 😉 It's still a long road but I hope to be more functional in the next year or two.

    • @claudiamarie45
      @claudiamarie45 3 роки тому +3

      I’m sorry, I hope you get better. I’ve had my share of thoughts, and it’s hard, so I know a fraction of what you’re going through, and it’s hard enough just to get through that. So, you are so strong, and so awesome, and you will get through it.

  • @savannah9929
    @savannah9929 3 роки тому +217

    Can we just all appreciate that even though this was hard for her to talk about she had to watch it to edit and then she posted it knowing that the internet is not a great place.

    • @pinstripesuitandheels
      @pinstripesuitandheels 3 роки тому +5

      Yeah... That's pretty amazing. Like unicorn rainbow glitter kitten toebeans amazing.

    • @arims8346
      @arims8346 3 роки тому +2

      luckily not everyone in internet is mean, here we are, her fanbase❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @buggytoys4972
    @buggytoys4972 3 роки тому +2516

    I can’t imagine a world without Kris. She brings a smile to my face every time I watch her! We love you Kris! ❤️❤️

    • @mags06
      @mags06 3 роки тому +13

      Agreed, she is so funny ❤️

    • @wyattbuck9471
      @wyattbuck9471 3 роки тому +9

      100%

    • @iaap007
      @iaap007 3 роки тому +6

      I agree

    • @grantworth6228
      @grantworth6228 3 роки тому +5

      100000000000000000000000000000%

    • @skz_hjisung8588
      @skz_hjisung8588 3 роки тому +13

      My sister was like, “what’s tiktok or even the world with out callmekris?”

  • @Kadampa89
    @Kadampa89 8 місяців тому +19

    I’m a shrink but also survivor of depression. Kris you have really helped me and some of my patients from your talks. I know for a fact you have done so much more than saved just one person. I have super respect for you and wish you and your family a happy new year.

  • @heartsfromlyn
    @heartsfromlyn 3 роки тому +214

    “You helped save me”
    Actually you saved me. I have anxiety and every time I have an anxiety attack I always take out my phone and start watching your videos. And every single time you put a smile on my face. So thx for saving me. ( btw I’m 12 )

    • @_xxschnikkixx
      @_xxschnikkixx 3 роки тому +12

      I suffer with anxiety too, I’m much older than you, but remember to reach out to anyone you can if it ever becomes too much. You’re so much stronger than you think. I’m sending all the good vibes your way.

    • @megumaiii
      @megumaiii 3 роки тому +10

      im your same age and i think i have depression. i haven't been diagnosed and im so worried about myself but my mom won't understand me when i say it to her. for your age, things must be tough with anxiety. please try to get support, many people love you ❤️ sending you blessings

    • @kathycare8009
      @kathycare8009 3 роки тому +2

      Me too I’m 11

    • @Friday_The_Thirteenth
      @Friday_The_Thirteenth 3 роки тому +4

      I agree she helps me a lot because I suffer from OCD and anxiety so her videos really help me and it’s so hard to recover from past experiences and current experiences.

    • @itseddy5442
      @itseddy5442 3 роки тому +3

      I suffer with severe anxiety to from some childhood things that had happened to me in the past kris's videos always seem to put a smile on my face

  • @connorwexler8156
    @connorwexler8156 3 роки тому +452

    I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.

  • @knowhatnot347
    @knowhatnot347 3 роки тому +9775

    Janet: Come on Kris let’s just sit down and talk about this.
    Riley: Don’t worry Kwis you’re otay!
    Katrina: Da Kris it will be just fine. Do you want some spicy juice?
    Misha: Da Kris we will always love you.
    Sergei: Da beside Kris without you, we wouldn’t really be here if it weren’t for you!
    Babushka: (Blank stare).
    Karen: Hey dyslexia let me speak to your manager.
    Hunter: Eh...
    Carol: Kris always remember God will always be in your side!
    Buddy: Don’t worry Kris we’ll all help you get through this!
    Texas: Oh my god Kris I feel so bad for you!
    Nona: You’ll be fine my little pasta bowl don’t worry about it!
    Scout Leader Boone: Wow, this girl has been through so much she deserves every badge there is.
    (Posted by Sheridan Hall) Bexx: Yeah I’m here for you to I guess.
    (Posted by Jocelyn Gray) Chad: Sup brah just know I’ll be here for you.
    Everyone who watches KallMeKris: Don’t worry Kris. We’ll always be there for you no matter what you go through or what you do.

    • @jocelyngray4965
      @jocelyngray4965 3 роки тому +383

      Chad: sup bruh just know I will be here for you

    • @snm12333
      @snm12333 3 роки тому +292

      Bex: Yeah I'm there for you too I guess

    • @jocelyngray4965
      @jocelyngray4965 3 роки тому +122

      @@snm12333 that is soooooo true i could see her saying that

    • @tobycowart7076
      @tobycowart7076 3 роки тому +187

      This is a very serious topic but you just made it fifty times better

    • @juliettabi4194
      @juliettabi4194 3 роки тому +63

      Lol blow this comment up!!!!

  • @RIGUY.
    @RIGUY. 3 роки тому +533

    She is the most brave person I’ve ever seen, her ability to be confident and still be the amazing person she is without revealing all the pain behind her happy smile is just amazing I have a friend who is like this and now I know how to help them because of this video thank you 😊😘😁

    • @khadijahraifu2940
      @khadijahraifu2940 3 роки тому +3

      I agree and she is a insperation

    • @ellaanimates
      @ellaanimates 3 роки тому

      Riley Brickman that’s not the point of the comment but good for you 🙂💕✨

    • @Natalie-jd3hd
      @Natalie-jd3hd 3 роки тому +1

      I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

    • @RIGUY.
      @RIGUY. 3 роки тому +1

      @Riley Brickman whoa that’s awesome same name twins 🤣

  • @MsSam1975
    @MsSam1975 3 роки тому +310

    My daughter an I struggle with depression. We call the darkness the "island". (She is 21). She knows she can msg me that she is on the island an I know she needs someone. We visit the island but we remind each other not to stay on the island. Your story is powerful an took courage. As a mom I just want to hug you. Don't live on the island...

    • @G3lja
      @G3lja 3 роки тому +11

      This is such a good way too remind yourself that you aren't stuck! I wish I could tell my father cause he struggles a lot with depression since 2 years know and I don't know what to do to help him besides just being there and letting him know that he can talk to me, when he want to. But he never wants to.

    • @cherylwolfe-milner8427
      @cherylwolfe-milner8427 3 роки тому +6

      @@G3lja just knowing, to someone with depression, makes all the difference in the world.

    • @eth3raeL
      @eth3raeL 3 роки тому +3

      I'm telling this to y'all cause I wanna tell someone, this video is relatable beacuse at this moment I'm not eating breakfast or lunch, the only thing I'm eating is dinner. And I know I'm not going to loose weight but I still do it anyway. And I never wanted to loose weight but I want to because my dad said "fatty or fat" for a joke but I didn't take it as a joke. So now I'm not eating and im asking my mom everyday for her to sign me up for sports and I'm biking everyday just to loose weight. And I'm 11 btw

    • @ihyxxxxx
      @ihyxxxxx 3 роки тому +2

      I love this so much, thank you for sharing. Whether I find someone willing to come with me or not, this feels like it would be really helpful.

    • @G3lja
      @G3lja 3 роки тому +1

      @@cherylwolfe-milner8427 thank you!

  • @Bellaj_41
    @Bellaj_41 3 роки тому +257

    My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow.
    Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you

    • @bluejade3802
      @bluejade3802 3 роки тому +8

      Thank you you just made my day

    • @its.da.kid.cd888
      @its.da.kid.cd888 3 роки тому +6

      I'm gonna use that also that was beautiful

    • @scorpiotransformed4772
      @scorpiotransformed4772 3 роки тому +2

      Yesterday is history! What did you learn from it? Me: "keep my heart beating for 24hrs" its been 10yrs and I'm typing this today

    • @elainemorgan3356
      @elainemorgan3356 3 роки тому +2

      This is the greatest quote can I steal it

    • @kyleemarie419
      @kyleemarie419 3 роки тому +2

      luv this, I will be there!!

  • @gwenx4400
    @gwenx4400 7 місяців тому +37

    I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️

  • @istolejiminsjams75
    @istolejiminsjams75 3 роки тому +175

    Lets remember this:
    Your skin is not paper, don't cut it
    Your face is not a mask, don't cover it
    Your body is not a book, don't judge it
    Your life is not a movie, don't end it
    Your mind is not the door, don't lock it
    Your neck is not a coat, don't hang it
    You need to smile.
    Be You ... We Need You On This Earth Don't Leave
    Your beautiful, like you.
    Edit
    Funfact: I tried cutting myself yesterday without remembering abour this ;-;

  • @RukiBizarre
    @RukiBizarre 3 роки тому +6322

    Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!

    • @zareen4084
      @zareen4084 3 роки тому +5

      hii :)

    • @trisha404_
      @trisha404_ 3 роки тому +27

      Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday

    • @vrentoe6076
      @vrentoe6076 3 роки тому +2

      Yoooo

    • @born2lifestylee518
      @born2lifestylee518 3 роки тому +1

      HeLlO

    • @nobody-xo9zu
      @nobody-xo9zu 3 роки тому +2

      Oh ma god yiki ibribidi yeeteeb chiniiiiiiilllllllllll

  • @Di12750
    @Di12750 Рік тому +372

    Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤

    • @48willysjeepcar96
      @48willysjeepcar96 Рік тому +12

      You are very special. We need you. Stay with us.

    • @JS-dv9ji
      @JS-dv9ji 11 місяців тому +2

      I just wanna thank you for leaving this heartfelt comment, it gave me hope ❤

  • @Glowingmxxnmusic
    @Glowingmxxnmusic 8 місяців тому +16

    the fact that she had enough courage to do this AND post this says a lot. i love her sm and she makes me think i’m normal

  • @kjfirecracker8435
    @kjfirecracker8435 3 роки тому +533

    She has literally been through everything and is still smiling, absolute royalty lady's and gentlemen,and Kris I hope you stay healthy and happy,we,your family,love you

  • @sadboy-dt3cm
    @sadboy-dt3cm 3 роки тому +317

    Hey Kris, if you ever feel like you need a break, take one. We can wait. We will always be here with you. Always. Don’t give up!

    • @Carter_HumpHerSon
      @Carter_HumpHerSon 3 роки тому +7

      Yes 🙏🙏🙏

    • @Zortera23kdjfls
      @Zortera23kdjfls 3 роки тому +7

      Yes I agree. Depression and everything else can be stressful and very hard to deal with. Know from experience…
      You should think of us as a net to catch you when you need us, not a requirement or Job. We are here for you…

    • @AbhinavChoudharyOfficial
      @AbhinavChoudharyOfficial 3 роки тому

      What happened? Someone died?

    • @ceciljones8964
      @ceciljones8964 3 роки тому +1

      Exactally

    • @KoltonB15
      @KoltonB15 3 роки тому +2

      Yes

  • @kaylonroy3055
    @kaylonroy3055 3 роки тому +746

    Riley: Everything will be otay
    Sergei: Da. It will be ok
    Misha: Sergei speak facts

  • @AngelaDancy-nl6dm
    @AngelaDancy-nl6dm 6 місяців тому +12

    i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again

  • @drewcifer8489
    @drewcifer8489 10 місяців тому +554

    As a depressed person, caring for others gives me the best feelings

    • @sugardaddy9992001
      @sugardaddy9992001 9 місяців тому +4

      Yes it does. Keep doing it.
      Therapy at its best.
      It just takes time to train the brain and subconscious.

    • @geekymedica7214
      @geekymedica7214 8 місяців тому +8

      It did before until i got bitter, lost the joy from helping humans cz started feeling nobody deserves anything cz all people did was harm!

    • @SamanthaQuinn-wi3mb
      @SamanthaQuinn-wi3mb 8 місяців тому +1

      So sorry but you are strong 💪

    • @sanayalove9194
      @sanayalove9194 8 місяців тому

      It does

    • @ShoutoutbarrnoneAkaGFC
      @ShoutoutbarrnoneAkaGFC 7 місяців тому

      I’m glad but be careful because saying I’m depressed it can be used as a shield .

  • @aminabafou8161
    @aminabafou8161 3 роки тому +232

    I'm so fucking proud of you, as someone who's been through depression, anxiety and multiple attempts at sexual assault, I can't say I'm fully recovered, in fact I haven't recovered at all but people like you give me hope that one day It'll be better, that I'll enjoy my life, myself and body again so thank you for sharing this, and I'm so fucking proud of you, love u really ❤️❤️

    • @danieladsouza9431
      @danieladsouza9431 3 роки тому +7

      Stay strong queen you’re so brave

    • @ethanwood217
      @ethanwood217 3 роки тому +5

      Keep yer head up lass better days are coming for ye and bad days coming to those who did wrong by you.
      Stay strong lass

    • @not_the_only_cannoli_
      @not_the_only_cannoli_ 3 роки тому +2

      ✨😽😻✨

    • @americaneden3090
      @americaneden3090 3 роки тому +3

      It DOES get better 🤍🕊

  • @yiggyziggy5923
    @yiggyziggy5923 3 роки тому +94

    My mom use to say *Every broken soul can be recovored they just need love and time* before she died of cancer

    • @edennn1618
      @edennn1618 3 роки тому +12

      I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️

    • @bluecritical7618
      @bluecritical7618 3 роки тому +4

      Im sorry for your loss

    • @drnature0
      @drnature0 3 роки тому +4

      I'm so sorry for your loss

    • @gympsterchains
      @gympsterchains 3 роки тому +3

      Sorry for your lose. I know the feeling. My brother (never met him) passed away a few months ago. It hurts. She must have helped many people in this world.

    • @worldclasschoco
      @worldclasschoco 3 роки тому +2

      Sorry for your loss
      Your mother was very wise

  • @tylerferrand8786
    @tylerferrand8786 7 місяців тому +18

    I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.

  • @lowercase_ash
    @lowercase_ash 3 роки тому +250

    My friend is struggling with depression and anxiety, she's getting better though. I'm so proud of her and I'm proud of you

    • @slothythesloth9342
      @slothythesloth9342 3 роки тому +2

      I hope you and your friend get better and you get out of your slump

    • @ItzNotMeJ3ssie
      @ItzNotMeJ3ssie 3 роки тому +3

      I hope your friend gets better soon! I'm also struggling with depression and anxiety though I'm slowly getting out of it! 🥺🥺

    • @germanicus2245
      @germanicus2245 3 роки тому

      I hope they get out of it! They can get out of it!

    • @Kmidnit
      @Kmidnit 3 роки тому

      I hope your friend will be better🥰

    • @_beccy_0492
      @_beccy_0492 3 роки тому

      I'm proud of your friend to. And I'm proud of you that you are there for him/her.

  • @falleneagle_3703
    @falleneagle_3703 3 роки тому +114

    “Today is going to be a good day. And here’s why, because today, today at least you’re you. And that’s enough.”
    - Evan Hansen

    • @Mar6008
      @Mar6008 3 роки тому +1

      That musical was just amezing and buetifull

    • @falleneagle_3703
      @falleneagle_3703 3 роки тому

      @@Mar6008 did you know there’s a movie version coming out in September

  • @Mollie17x
    @Mollie17x Рік тому +474

    I’m a year late, but Kris…This was so brave of you to open up to us, as a 16 year old who was also a victim of sexual assault, panic attacks, depression ect, you’re doing absolutely amazingly, and I’m so glad you felt like you could open up to us, and that takes so much courage to do so. I’m so glad that you have had medication to help, it’s started to help me after 3 year’s. You’re the strongest person I know, angel

    • @sarahconnor13
      @sarahconnor13 Рік тому +16

      I'm also 16 and have dealt with the same struggles. I wish you the best and I hope things turn out well for you. x

    • @mktvmktv1539
      @mktvmktv1539 Рік тому +4

      @Angelina I'm so sorry that this happened to you but I'm glad that you are able to tell people about it and that you are doing better! Ilysm and I hope that you continue to learn to live with your mental health struggles and I wish you both the best!!!

    • @sarahconnor13
      @sarahconnor13 Рік тому +1

      @@mktvmktv1539 thanks x

    • @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000
      @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000 Рік тому +1

      I’m kind of a little you g not too young though and this has happened to me already

    • @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000
      @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000 Рік тому +1

      Not any panic attacks though

  • @urmum9722
    @urmum9722 3 роки тому +891

    I’m only like five minutes in and I’m almost crying. Please don’t hate yourself you are amazing kris, we love you!!

    • @Charlotte.J
      @Charlotte.J 3 роки тому +4

      That is and always will be a fact

    • @yasserkhalaf3582
      @yasserkhalaf3582 3 роки тому +4

      3 minutes you mean

    • @blobbythepotato7062
      @blobbythepotato7062 3 роки тому +3

      Almost? 😂 Boi I'm balling my eyes out. I done cried me a flood 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @bookobsessedfae9329
      @bookobsessedfae9329 3 роки тому +1

      I know I'm young but i am turning twelve in June, and over the pandemic i have struggled through depression and sometimes the only thing i could hold onto was my friends and family, i have been so close to suicide and I've had a best friend that had anorexia a the same time, and it was such a relief just to talk to each other luckily she was my neighbor and almost every day we would meet up and talk about our problems. it was scary seeing her losing weight and barely eating so much that if she stood up too fast the room would go black but she got over it and we still see each other every day even though were over it we had been friends for 3 years prior but now we are even closer and would trust each other with our lives im crying hard

    • @lifewithkrissy9579
      @lifewithkrissy9579 3 роки тому +1

      @@bookobsessedfae9329 oh my

  • @briangrimes363
    @briangrimes363 Рік тому +701

    I've been crying through this whole video with you. I'm a 42 year old white male that grew up being told that I don't and shouldn't express emotions, be stoic, suck it up. And it's been the biggest pain in my life. I've been to therapy now, very big stigma when I was in high school, and now I'm doing better. I'm not afraid of my emotions or try to hide them. I'm sorry that you have experienced the trauma that you have. I have a 4 year old daughter that I want her to know everyday how much I love her and that I will accept her no matter what she does or becomes. I am her safe place in all matters. I know that life perspectives are very different from the point of view of a man and women, that as a man I never thought about it being dangerous just to walk to my car, or even go on a date. I won't be ignorant to that with her. Thank you for sharing with us and know that you helped me with my depression and understanding better a lot of the issues I will need to watch for in my daughter. Thank you!

    • @Anhedonia23
      @Anhedonia23 Рік тому +43

      Nobody NEEDED to ask. THANK you for sharing your experience and being so strong as to destigmatize men sharing their feelings and being open to expressing them. I love how conscientious you are about your daughter and I bet you are an amazing father. So glad you are working through your trauma and fighting to find the happiness you deserve.

    • @cassydevilliers3031
      @cassydevilliers3031 Рік тому +20

      This right here is an example of someone who wants to reach out to Kris and share some personal information to her like she did with us. It is awful that someone should reply with something so tactless. Kris, for those of us who don't know how to contact you directly, so that we don't receive unnecessary hurtful comments, could you please advise us on how to contact you directly? I think all of us are aware that you can not possibly reply to or even read every message you receive but I think, for some of us, reaching out to you, with even the slightest hope that you might read our message, is enough. I also want to say that, I can only imagine how difficult talking about this must have been for you. I really appreciate your honesty. You make millions of people smile and laugh every single day and I hope that, with some comments you receive, we can return the favour. Thank you for everything you do.

    • @imsoemokthx
      @imsoemokthx Рік тому +5

      @@ITS_CHARMANDER6669 nah no one asked you either

    • @Anhedonia23
      @Anhedonia23 Рік тому +15

      @@imsoemokthx yeah, typical troll account. Imagine a life where the height of entertainment is to harass people you don't even know online. Pretty sad, really. 🤷‍♀️

    • @briangrimes363
      @briangrimes363 Рік тому +9

      @Cassy De Villiers Thank you for your response. Therapy and understanding have helped me to realize that individuals like that have more trauma and resentment in their lives and mask it by striking out at those of us who are facing our inner demons and trying to become better, because they aren't ready to face their own demons. I appreciate you, thank you 😊

  • @veronicamikaelson2512
    @veronicamikaelson2512 3 роки тому +160

    U have been through a lot and still came out strong. There's a saying 'She went through Hell and came out an angel', and it could not suit any person more than u. Thank u for opening up, I know from expierence that it is not easy. An amazing person❤🐾

  • @XPLR_FAN_1
    @XPLR_FAN_1 Місяць тому +3

    Don't worry Kris, we love you and we love how you are still here with us today,
    I'm going similar things depression, faking happiness, anxiety, ADHD, panic/anxiety attacks, ect

  • @boring2576
    @boring2576 3 роки тому +84

    When she started talking about the car thing I almost started crying I'm sorry Kris you needed to go through all of that

  • @stellahellaannoying7161
    @stellahellaannoying7161 3 роки тому +250

    I sent this to my best friend because she’s been acting kinda down lately and she just told me that she’s been starving herself. This really really helped Kris you’re saving lives! I seriously can’t thank you enough, if you hadn’t made this video I don’t think my friend would’ve come out to me.

    • @itz_anni5067
      @itz_anni5067 3 роки тому +11

      same i didnt send this to her but she told me she is starving herself and isnt eating much food sonce 2 MONTHS! and she thinks she is fat even tho she is just so skinny even the teacher said that shes skinny once!

    • @xinawood
      @xinawood 3 роки тому +4

      Omg! I pray for your friend, (and u

    • @addyn11
      @addyn11 3 роки тому +8

      I may sound like a liar or something like that when I'm saying this but I would like to say it anyways...
      So, I'm 10, and my best friend and I, her name is Valeah... We had s fight one day. Her parents are divorced. So, one day me and her were having a fight. It was at school. 4th grade. Keep that in mind, we both are only 10. So we were on a google document, because were weren't supposed to be talking. And we kept arguing. She ended up saying something like, "Well. Just kill me. It's not like anybody would care anyways." And at that moment I knew, she was being serious. I completely froze. I started shaking even. The people sitting around me, started looking at me like I was going crazy or something. I cried. My eyes started getting red and watery. Then... My teacher saw me. She said, "What's happening!? I don't care if somebody was talking or something just tell me what's wrong." Everbody froze. The others still didn't know what was happening, so they looked up. Then they saw me startingto ball. I was doing this because a cousin of mine commited suicide, and k!lled himself.
      My other cousin was thinking about it. She's only 18. Just turned this March. So then Valeah ran towards our teacher and said something I beleive went like, " I said something quite personal to her, on a google document. I would perfer not to say what I said though." Our teacher just said, "Okay then." And got back to work. I was still frozen in shock balling. Then she came towards me. Said, "Don't be shocked, I know you are." So then I sat up and said... Everybody looked at us immediently. I then said, "How in the world do you think I'm not going to be shocked when you litterally just asked me to k!ll you!?" Everbody went speechless.
      ~~~~
      Later that night I told my parents, because I was deeply conserend. This morning I came across something that said:
      "National Suicide Prevention Hotline:
      800-273-8255
      If you or a loved one is deppressed or thinking about commiting suicid, please call this number:
      800-273-8255."
      I suddenely worte it down in my journal.
      I have to mention, this was just yesterday, our last day of 4th grade. It sucks.
      Thank you for letting me feel comfortable enough to share this story. ❤🥰
      I'm here if you EVER need somebody to talk to! That goes for anybody.❤🥰
      Love you all!

  • @tr_xx123
    @tr_xx123 3 роки тому +377

    I definitely think that parents need to understand that depression isn’t your child not trying to be happy it’s a child in a hole that they need help getting out of.

  • @hannah.routledge
    @hannah.routledge 2 роки тому +685

    The fact that she was brave enough to put this out to millions of people…
    Makes her much stronger than anything she has gone through.
    It’s so hard for a lot of people to come out and tell someone their struggling. And even after they’re okay, it’s hard to look back on it but Kris… omg girl you are a saint. You are so strong and we are all so freaking proud of you.
    Keep on going. We love you❤️❤️❤️

    • @gentlemangel5787
      @gentlemangel5787 2 роки тому +7

      That Vegan Teacher exploited this

    • @suadmuhalwas4885
      @suadmuhalwas4885 2 роки тому +5

      I agree

    • @TheMac_TM
      @TheMac_TM 2 роки тому +3

      I fully agree. She was very brave today this.. this made me feel more contented to her now because of this

    • @duckman8943
      @duckman8943 2 роки тому

      @@gentlemangel5787
      That Vegan Teacher is evil

    • @isaiahthepotato1600
      @isaiahthepotato1600 2 роки тому

      @@gentlemangel5787 I’m taking that vegan teacher down, if it’s the last thing I do

  • @guineapiggirl333
    @guineapiggirl333 3 роки тому +327

    I think this is the only media that’s ever brought me to tears. Stay strong, Kris. We love you and we’re here for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @guineapiggirl333
      @guineapiggirl333 3 роки тому +1

      @@redpanda2858 what?! I’m so confused

    • @hunt4muleys791
      @hunt4muleys791 3 роки тому +1

      I feel the same I didn’t cry I just wanted kris to know that no matter what she’s always in my heart ♥️

    • @Redberry25
      @Redberry25 3 роки тому +2

      @@guineapiggirl333 i think they're saying that's the only thing that made them cry, lol

    • @guineapiggirl333
      @guineapiggirl333 3 роки тому +1

      @@redpanda2858 ok I get it now

  • @nityashriprasad2890
    @nityashriprasad2890 3 роки тому +359

    I can really feel and see how hard she is trying not to show her tears. If it were me talking about it or something that happened to me I would burst out YOU ARE THE STRONGEST WOMAN. I burst out when watching the video. I can really feel what must have been going through you. See that you have faced all this and come through a lot and I must say you are a reason millions smile. And according to me giving is joy and making people smile is joy. Gurll you can grow up and move on out of everything. Whether someone is supporting you or not. You have mine. You have a girl’s support.

  • @moty5169
    @moty5169 Місяць тому +4

    When she pauses talking i totally get it . The effort she puts to talk and don't cry ...
    Don't scream or shout ... Really hard
    Thanks for sharing❤

  • @zenny4405
    @zenny4405 3 роки тому +201

    My dad says to me a lot “Where has my little girl gone? She used to be so happy and smiling all the time. If you ever see her, tell her i miss her and want her back”
    She’s gone. The little girl is gone. It’s just me, stress, peer pressure, and anxiety. Parents never realize their kid is suffering and when they realize it’s too late.

    • @victorianicole2006
      @victorianicole2006 3 роки тому +15

      I know the feeling it’s ok to not be the little girl anymore my parents tell me the same thing it’ll get better that’s the only thing I can hope for at least

    • @standingonbusiness1441
      @standingonbusiness1441 3 роки тому +8

      Maybe you should take some pointers from your past. Get better go to therapy! Enjoy the small things in life during COVID I went in to a spiral of sadness but I pulled myself through by finding small things to go for and be happy about!

    • @pitypartiez
      @pitypartiez 3 роки тому +1

      I feel you...

    • @utatwt8688
      @utatwt8688 3 роки тому +1

      @@standingonbusiness1441
      I agree

    • @nandana7315
      @nandana7315 3 роки тому +2

      @@standingonbusiness1441 I feel silly to ask my parents about therapy. Do I really need one? I wish my intrusive thoughts would go away..Am I just over reacting?

  • @antichxrisma
    @antichxrisma 3 роки тому +301

    Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.

    • @bladeofjade2629
      @bladeofjade2629 3 роки тому +13

      Absolutely! It's amazing she's still here today after what she went through.
      #weloveyoukris

  • @melanyakuz5881
    @melanyakuz5881 3 роки тому +473

    Let’s just give her a clap for coming out talking about her life and trying to help us

  • @Meiosis-ll7fy
    @Meiosis-ll7fy Місяць тому +7

    I cant i feel so bad no one deserves to go through alk that we r here for u

  • @D3mon03
    @D3mon03 2 роки тому +257

    The fact that you were strong enough to talk about this just shows how strong and beautiful your soul is Kris

  • @Pipiwewe
    @Pipiwewe 2 роки тому +237

    Don't u dare apologize for crying Kris, we're all here for you, cry all you need to none of us are going to judge you, you're amazing, and so brave for sharing this

  • @CatyaZamalodchikova1976
    @CatyaZamalodchikova1976 3 роки тому +180

    This is what we need. More normalising talking about mental health, removing the stigma. You’re a great example and if one person is inspired to externalise their struggles, it’s a win. Thank you. Sincerely, thank you. 🖤

  • @SusieLostHerDog
    @SusieLostHerDog 5 місяців тому +6

    *Gives a virtual hug*
    You’re so strong, beautiful, kind, flawed, and hardworking! ✨

  • @tbp33911
    @tbp33911 3 роки тому +152

    Seeing someone who makes you laugh and smile, day in and day out, breakdown like this is incomparably disheartening. Thank you for opening up. I am sorry you had to go through all that. We love you. You're amazing.

    • @allyissafuller8229
      @allyissafuller8229 3 роки тому

      I feel the same way sorry I had to go through all of that