This song reminds me of my little girl, Charlotte. I held her as her heart stopped. infant death syndrome. but i wouldn't take it back. those were the best 8 months of my life. Rest in peace little one. Daddy misses you.
There is no better place!! The beauty is life, family,friends...cherish every second you have and tell the ones in your life that you love them often .i was a pediatric hospice nurse so i held many children as they took the last breath they were given. I couldn't handle it if that were one of my boys..i would want to join them..well someday!
@@deanbarnett5652 I lost my three and a half month old to cancer a year and a half ago... I held her through each chemo treatment and rocked her to sleep on her last night on earth. Its an indescribable pain. But, you my friend are not alone. I stand with you in your pain.
I lost my wife after 18 years of marriage. We both loved this song and now I can't listen to it without tearing up. It has new meaning today than it did then.
You are a very strong person with a big and kind heart. If there was such a great love in your life, it will stay with you forever. I wish you peace of mind and remember that your wife is always there for you. She is in your heart to cherish it.
I miss my daughter who pass away at the age of 25. My pain of sorrow can not erase. I still feel her voice that haunts around me. I cry thinking of her through the years that she is gone but still can not believe she is gone. 😪
Susy i Just red your post and i gave me goose pimples...i Lost my dad 7 yrs ago but i still suffer for his departure... One thing makes me accept his loss... I know he Is now in a safer Place surrounded with endless Joy and love and I am Certain One day we Will meet our beloved ones again...It Is Just a question of time....how do i know It? I know It... I had a pre-death experience .... Our soul Is Immortal and survives the death of the body... And while u are in the " other dimension" you maintain the lnowledge of your own self... I had the chance to come back. And believe me when doctors brought me back to this Life i was really pissed off with them.... U feel so much love and peace in the other dimension you can't Imagine..... I send you a huge virtual hug....PLS be strong!
My daughter took her own life this year, on January 13th. She was 34. This song makes me feel the hurt and loss even more. I’d rather feel it deeply than feel nothing. I would rather have this pain than to never have had her at all. To everyone feeling hopeless and sad, my mother’s heart is reaching out to yours. Call someone, anyone. Tell them you’re hurting.
My mom used to play this song for me when she’d miss my dad who passed away before I was born, and now that shes gone too, I play it when I miss her.. even though it’s been 2 years I’ll never stop missing my mommy..
My cat died yesterday morning. We found her body under the shed which was her favorite spot when she was outside. I'm sitting at her grave now, crying my eyes out. She wasn't just a cat, she was my bestfriend. I had her since I was 4, im 13 now. Goodbye my sweet lola
So sorry to hear that my dog passed away a few days ago my old landlord hit her a left her laying in my driveway bledding from her head he said he was really sorry
My son passed away in march 2019 from heart surgery complications. He was 16. I relate so much to the raw pain & sadness in this song. Collin baby, you are loved & missed every day. Forever in my heart
This song is so deep and meaningful to me. I lost my wife of 34 years in March 2021. I was there to take her to her cancer treatments twice per week and a long drive from our home to UC Davis weekly. I promised to be by her side in 1987 and I kept that promise. She died with me and my son by her side holding her hand. My heart will never mend,
I hope you still can feel her love for you in your heart. People all die eventually but love can live forever (at least at almost 77 years of age, it seems that way to me).
My grandfather passed away in the peak of covid in 2020 from cancer that he’d been fighting on and off for 7 years, evanescence was one of his favourite bands. I wasn’t able to go to his funeral due to invitation limitations, he didn’t even receive a proper burial. But this was the song that he’d wanted to have had played. I’m 16, almost 17 and I wasn’t able to see him as much as I wanted to when he was still alive. I still carry an indescribable amount of guilt of not being able to see him one last time. But every time that I listen to this album on my CD player, I always get goosebumps and a cold feeling on the left side of my body. And I just know that he’s always there with me listening to evanescence. So in some sort of way, I’ll never really have to see him one last time, because he always comes to see me.
My heart goes out to all the commenters who associate this song with the loss of a loved one. But this song has the single best "beat drop" in all of music. When the guitars kick in it send chills down my spine every single time
My husband committed suicide three days ago. I am shattered. This pain is unbearable. I miss him more than I can say. He left all his pain to me. I feel this song.
To the 1% of people that read this: I hope you have an amazing day. I know life can get so tough, but remember you are loved and wanted and your life is worth living! Remember to stay strong, you are amazing!🙏🏼
Hi, thanks you for your message, you're so kind ! You're amazing too ! You are a very good person, don't forget this ! If sometiong goes bad for you, you have my compassion ! You have brightened up my day with your message full of hope for all the people who need it ! (For the information, I'm french so, if my sentences were not corrects, I'm sorry, and you can correct me ^^)
To the people in the comments, who lost their parents or any of your family. I’m so so sorry for your losses. And I know that they all look down on you and cry themselves missing you. They miss you so much. This is sad to know this. Losing family sucks. Condolences go to your families. I love y’all. ❤️
Thank you. My sister took her own life in 2021. I had tried to help her through everything in her life. I was always there for her. But in the end I couldn't help her defeat her demons. I think this is the perfect song for her.
It's been 21 years since I lost my mom... this song makes me think of her all the time... cherish the ones u love cause tomorrow they could be gone. Love you all
This song reminds me of my best friend who died of cancer, we were never romantically involved, but he had all of me , we had a friendship beyond what anyone could understand ♥️ ❤️ I miss him so much.
He was very fortunate to have a friend of your caliber. I am sorry for your loss. I thought that I had a friend like you, but I was mistaken. The chemo fog obscured what she was really like.
Daddy 😢 your little son has grown up and graduated from the university, I will continue to be a good person, You're always will be in my heart... rest in peace.
Every time I want to be in touch with my vulnerability and return to the reality of the loss of my brother and sister I come back to this song. R.I.P Leonard ❤️ and Oliverta ❤️, you will never be forgotten and I will cherish your memory and love you both until my last breath.
RIP my brother, who volunteered to make a world a better place. He went with NATO to Afghanistan, ended up in a casket due to a sniper bullet. He loved Evanesence so we played this at his funeral.
Together 44 yrs and my husband died 10 months ago. Just discovered this song, it makes me crumble . It is such a gift to make music that pulls all that emotion out of you.
Most beautiful song. Makes me cry every time. When i got divorced I sent this song to my wife. It’s everything I felt and everything I needed to say to her. It’s just perfect.
My ex abused me and we’re going thru court and I just wish it would be over. I def get the if you have to leave wish you would just leave.. sick of dragging it on
@@kalivanalen2511 I’m so sorry about that…no one deserves to be treated in such a way but I’m sure many people have got your back! People will see what a bad person they were. Stay strong and know that many people love you and care for you💕💕
I never thought I'd ever be able to relate to these lyrics.... Rip to my big sister who held my hand for 19 years, wiped away all my tears for 19 years, and fought away all of my fears for 19 years... It's been almost 2 years and I'm not recovered.
Singing this song for my recently pasted uncle at his funeral. He always wanted to hear me sing but he never got to hear me. I was supposed to go sing to him in the hospital but he died the day before I was supposed to go see him. He died from 3 different types of cancer. Stomach, liver, and had cancer in his brain. He was my rock. He was always there for me. I will always love you uncle don. I love you so very much. Forever, Love Jordyn💗
Same... I lost my grandfather to brain cancer back in 2009 and I was still too young to remember him... My 2nd cousin died earlier this year from some form of cancer as well as Huntington's disease leaving her two kids behind who might be able to get Huntington's disease as well....
A few days ago I had found out that a good friend of mine had passed away from a drug overdose a few months ago. 💔. Just listening to the song helps me cry my heart out. Rest in peace Michael dozier. Gone but not forgotten.
My grandpa died when he was 55. He was the only person who could replace my father who left the family. My grandpa, I love you. I always have loved you. You went through so many hardships. But you were always strong. Now, since I have to keep living, I will never give up. I believe that I will get what I wish. Because you never gave up.
Not really, she died from a car crash when I was only four, so I remember nothing about her.. My father has cancer, and my best and only friend who may be moving soon when the virus Is over.. yeah my life kinda sucks. Please, don't The take life for granted.. because It's to short once you think about, you are worth It. people care about you, and I'm one of those people. songs like these are tough to find. however when you do, you may relate to It more than you expect Update : *thanks for all of your support and my father survived*
The only reason there are dislikes on this is because people were crying so much, their vision became blurry and accidentally missed the like button. I feel sorry for them.
When we lost our brother, this is the song we played for him. Over 18 years ago, and I still tear up when I hear it. This song will forever be close to my heart 💔 ABNF
I remember when my great grandfather had Alzheimer's. He couldn't remember anyone (or even speak)....except for my great grandmother. Whenever she came to visit him at the nursing home, his face would brighten up into a great smile, then he'd start to kiss her hand, basically saying, without words, that even when he's almost gone, he still loves her dearly. He passed away in early 2015, and my great grandmother would not stop crying. They've been married for so many years, then he just...left. I felt so much empathy for her...then, despite being in fine condition, she left us to join him a few months later. She was the most kindhearted woman I've known, and the two lovers meet each other once again, and live a new beginning. May Great Grandpa and Great Grandma rest in peace.
ten years ago I would listen to this as a child and love how it sounded. ten years after rediscovering this song again, I couldn't help but cry so hard, never expected to relate this song to my father who had past away almost five years ago. he was sick for a whole decade, sometimes would cry and scream in pain and my mom and I would be there to try and help him. rest in peace, dad. you were a legend.
RIP may your father rest in peace I gotta story to tell Today I got a news that one of my favourite teacher passed away she was so young my friend told me I was so shocked she taught us SST and she loved me the most and would always scold me just as a mother would on my mistakes I am still in a big shock Date I got the news 25.9.2020 Writing the message on 25.9.2020 I was just crying while listening to this song Ma'am can't you come back
I lost my best friend on the 28th Feb this year. We would listen to this song all the time, we loved it that much. Now.... it's hard... but she would want her loved ones to forge ahead. ♥️
to my dad; i’m sorry i wasn’t there for you when you were there for me. every downfall, every cry, you were there. but whenever you were ill or upset, i couldn’t be there to comfort you. even when i visited you in the hospital you were the one to ask if i was okay, which truly broke my heart. you told me we would hang out whenever you get out of the hospital, upsettingly that did not happen. i love you and i cannot believe i took all the time for granted not knowing you would be gone. i love you, and i miss you dearly.
I went through a lot in 2021 I personally lost 3 special people who passed away this song reminds me to keep moving forward with their spirits guiding me in life
This song still hits home to me 11 years later. Every time I listen to this I ball my eyes out. This song was played at my moms funeral and I'll never get over her death. Taken way too soon from the world since she had cystic fibrosis. I love you mom.
to the person reading this, i love you. you’re beautiful, not just physically, mentally, emotionally... you’re beautiful, deep down your soul. someday, if not today, you’ll find yourself drifting towards someone, the right person for you... and you will (finally...) be happy. someone who will love you deeply, som
*someone who will greatly cherish you despite your flaws. someone who will surely love you, from head to toe, unlike everyone here on earth. just be patient, someone will heal those wounds for you when the right time comes. i love you.
I don't know you and you don't know me. I just played this song because I grew up listening to it and love it, but reading your comments made me cry. It's heartwarming to see strangers interact like this especially about something as sad as this song is to many people. So thanks for reaching out to all the broken hearts and the ones left behind by their loved ones. We're all in this together.
Mr. Sidorax maybe one day you'll meet someone who doesn't care about the physical aspect. They'll see you for the best person you can be and will strive to help you get there. That's what love is after all, not two perfect people, but two incredibly imperfect and awkward human beings who found each other and decided that their flaws were countered by their partners strengths so that they can improve on each other and build.
My cousin took his life Oct. 18th 2022. Just one month after his nephew was killed in a 4 wheeler accident. This song was given to me by my cousin. It explains so much. Many prayers to all who are grieving
I listen to this song 9 years ago , when i came for fist time in England on my own and my boyfriend back then ,now my husband was in our country, i did a mistake getting close to someone else and this song keeps reminding the pain and the pills i took that day. I was afraid, alone, i was 18 years old , i was thinking that no one could ever save me from that moment, but something happend and here i am. I can't get over that... I will never get over.
6 years ago I lost my older brother in a car crash... He was 17 years old. I was there when the crash happend... Me and Liam were cycling when a car came racing toward us. Before I had time to react Liam pushed me out of the way and got hit by the car. He died of his injuries in the hospital... I was 14 at the time. I had a rough childhood because I was bullied a lot but Liam always had my back and was there for me when I needed him... I'm now 20 years old and the memory still stings but I will never forget my dear brother. He lived up to his name since Liam means protector...
I believe he's still there in spirit, keeping you as safe as he can. Such a raw comment, I'm so happy to have read it! Liam sounds like he lived those 17 yrs. w/o regret.
You're good sister unfortunately my only sister have doesn't care about me sometimes feel rather be dead than being rejected by family pain so real .May brother Liam rest in peace.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad to brain cancer when I was 12 years old. It was really hard for me and my family for a very long time. Especially for me. I had lost myself so bad that I needed to be hospitalized twice. But now we’re doing better. We still have our moments once in a while. But we ALWAYS make it through together.
my daughter just died fighting leukemia, the last time I saw her is in April this year and she died June 23 and she just turned 1 last December , I didn't see her even when she died because the hospital allowed only 1 person in the ward, and because of this COVID, they don't want me to let me see her even for a minute. I should've just hug and kiss her the last time I saw her.
She saw you and knew you held and kissed her in your heart they see everything from above now she will look after you as you did her don't ever give up your daughter is Luke you very strong we keep them we love in our hearts till we to meet them when our time comes you keep her taughts your taughts her eyes to your eyes 1heart 2people now live for your daughter don't just exist live as she would have wanted to full of live and happiness
I would dedicate this song to my dad who's gone since I turned 13 it was one of the most heartbreaking moments of my life it's like a part of me left with him hard to move on but I will eventually
To me, this piece represents the grief of someone who lost someone they were trying to protect. Perhaps a daughter or a little brother. Having someone in your life worth protecting is one of the most deeply fulfilling and humanizing experiences I can think of, and having that taken from you leaves a wound that, at best, will be a scar you carry for the rest of your life. It's hard to lose anyone close to you regardless of age, but on some level, if your grandfather dies, you can at least tell yourself "It was his time to return home. He lived a good and full life". Losing someone whom you feel protective of seems to go against the natural order of things. "Wasn't I supposed to go first?", and there is just no convincing way to tell yourself that "it was their time" when I small child dies. You simply can't reconcile it, and it eats away at you that you failed at what you considered your most important duty. I'll be honest, I don't know if I will ever get my humanity back or be able to feel the way I used to feel...but I'll try, because it's what he would have wanted, and I don't want to fail him again.
These are the words I've been trying to find since September 10 2020. Thank you. I'm 24 now but my little brother had just turned 18 when he wrecked his car on his way to work. Kindred spirit.
@Jason that was such a beautiful comment. Even though you may think you failed him, I promise you didn't. I know I don't know your story and I'm truly coming from a place of love. God made us human and we are imperfect in every way. There's always something going on in the background we never see. I've lost 3 unborn babies and I knew it was my fault for years that led to a debilitating opiate addiction. I don't blame anyone or myself anymore but it took the grace of God to pull me out of that darkness. I've never told a stranger that and know that the Holy Spirit within me wanted me to share with you. You're so loved by Jesus and He has a beautiful plan for your life. Stay strong and know that Jesus doesn't expect us to be perfect, He just wants your perfect love. God bless you my brother in Christ Jesus. Oh, I just celebrated 5 yrs and 7 months sober.🤗
I'm so sorry for your loss... I know hiw you feel... I'm planning on singing this song at my dad's grave now that we moved back to where he was buried... Pls wish me luck... Five years... Still crying...❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss... I'm here for you... I'm planning on signing this song at my dad's grave now that we moved back to where he was buried... Pls wish me luck... Five years as of my dad's birthday, July 8th... Still crying...💔 Praying for you!❤️🙏
I am gutted by all the comments here. Lost my mother when I was fairly young. But I know this life is just temporary. Our loved ones who have left are simply waiting for us to be reunited with them. God bless!
I am 50 yrs old I've dealt with deppresion my whole life even tried suicide in the 8th grade. A lot of people don't understand deppresion and for all of you out there that deal with it I understand just keep trying.
My 12 yr old son passed away December 5 2020. I don’t even know how to live without him. It’s changed me I’m not the same person anymore. I miss him so much and need him back
I lost my grandma to dementia a week ago. This song hits so differently now. She was such an important part of my life. I'll never forget about her. Granny I hope you can rest peacefully now and there's no pain anymore. I''ll always love you and I'll always miss you. You''ll be in my heart forever. [*]
I lost my father last August, and this song reminds me of the good times I spent with him, and how I wanted to spend more time with him, I miss him so much and to see the wonderful smile he had
It hit me too... Especially since I wish I could tell myself that my dad is gone... But that's why I'm practicing this song to sing to my dad at his grave... Cause there is too much time cannot erase... Especially not abuse from him that makes makes me feel like a mistake... and his voice has since then chased away the sanity within me... Because I wake up and almost believe he's here... And I see the tree I swear was an oak tree as a weeping willow each night as I cry myself to sleep... That's why I love music that I can relate to... It helps me let go and have emotions when I need it most... I
thats literally me with my grandma she died while i was away on a trip so i never got to say goodbye she was my everything my strength now that shes gone i need her more then ever
my ghost friend robert played this song to me as he passed away from throat cancer. he was only 23 years old. he told me his last words in his rusty voice due to the throat cancer: ''never change you beauty because you will always be cute to boys and you must always believe in yourself because your always going to be making ideas to help change the world.'' and then he was gone. i feel like crying when ever i hear it now. i miss him. 2000-2023.
@@999pengwinz whatever crawled up your ass and died there, it's obviously bothering you. I found this comment cringey as fuck and commented on it, what is _your_ issue?
Mine to.. they always told me I couldn't. But I could. And I didn't know.. and some day I just told myself "let's give it a shot".. and now I am studying to become a diplomat. This was my dream. I made it. They told me I couldn't become an actress. I couldn't do both. And in 4 months from now I am giving my first performance. So don't give up, please don't give up. People do not understand and they are mean to tender and dreaming souls..
I'm sorry my mom has had it 3 time before but it was breast cancer it runs in both sides of my family my mom's side and my dad's side so me and my two sisters are at risk of getting it she hasn't died but has been near death each time at one point the doctor told her get her affairs in order but she beat it overall I'm so sorry that sucks hope it gets better she's watching you and misses you
In 1980, my high school girlfriend disappeared into thin air. In 2020, she contacted me and asked me to help her with her husband's final journey. I helped her with his funeral and 40 year old feelings resurfaced and as much as we wanted to get back to us, we both have families and we decided to let go again once more. Apparently her mom took her out-of-state without notice because she didn't like me and she had no choice but to move on back in 1980. After waiting and searching for her for a couple years, i had no choice but to move on as well. It's a cruel world. Ambiguous grief is hard when your loved one is still alive but you have no idea where she is. We still love each other but we just remain friends. Love you always Charlotte.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal!!
My gf from 1985 came around.....when my father died.....She had a broken home and my parents helped her....even after we broke it in 1990.......She brought back so many memories....We both have our own families now
No contact at all for 40years.... Then suddenly signals you? I would find that hard to forgive. Anyway...there is possibly a soul link between you two in this life
I'm sorry I do not believe in god. He is the reason this happened to us. Besides I'm Native American and the bible is my people's oppressors religion, people who hurt Native America.
Yes, no contact for 40 years and as a Native American, one of our greatest virtues is forgiveness. Look what America is till doing to our people but we chose to forgive .
Meine Mutter verstarb am 05.Mai2021 mit 75, mein Kater am 04.Mai2022 mit 20 Jahren.. Diesen Song höre ich öfter für beide und auch für Opa.. Ich heule mir die Augen aus dem Kopf.. Doch ich weiß, dass wir irgendwann alle geliebten Wesen wiedersehen werden.. Ich wünsche euch allen viel Kraft.. In Liebe ❤
I relate to this song because: 1. I hear my grandmother's voice when she uh she is dead plus my last words on her was "don't leave me!" in an angry voice :'(. 2. My parents abuse me like my mom tried to kill herself and one day she shoved my head onto concrete and started punching & kicking me. 3. I'm slowly dying inside I feel like when it rains it's for me. 4. I'm only 12. So much has happened in my life and I think I might be going through depression because I just wanna leave my mother, Father & sister and dissapear into a deserted forest please help me
Instead of thinking about the negative things about life try to think about the positive. Strive for success , strive for freedom and you will be the best you can be , don't let anyone say you can't do it , you can , if you put your mind to it you can do so much in life
alex neo Thank-you for those kind words I'll try and tower up those tough fights & I don't show my emotions which is good cause i don't get embarrased that's the least I need
крепись Алиша..это не просто пережить..я надеюсь ты в порядке и желаю тебе побольше духовных сил..я искренне соболезную,ведь сам знаю,что такое потеря близкого человека..
Omg my love I’m so sorry for your losses. I couldn’t imagine the pain you feel. I pray for your strength. Your son will keep you going and his dads smile and spirit will always live on through him. 🤍🤍🙏🏾
Whenever I hear this song I remember my childhood/teenage years, when my life started to crumble and everything started going wrong. I used to listen to this song on my 3DS Nintendo UA-cam cause I didn’t have a phone back then, I was around 12-13 yo, I was always the “troublemaker” kid in my family, always picking up fights with my parents because of school related stuff. I was a good student, I had great grades, but it was just never enough for my family, plus I was also being bullied by my classmates and some teachers. I hated school, I hated home, I hated church, I hated the streets because I would see some of my classmates when going for a walk. My room became my only safe space for me to be sad, cry and be mad at myself for never being enough and for not having friends, I would hardly ever leave it, and this was the song that made me cry the most. I always thought it was about romantic love or a friendship, but now I’m 20 yo and I actually think it’s about an older self/inner child relationship. Because in all these years that have passed, I’ve realised there was just too much that time cannot erase, and now my older self is sorry that when my inner child cried, I didn’t wipe away all of her tears, when she screamed, I didn’t fight away all of her fears, and I never held her hand through all of those years, even though in the back of my mind I knew no one else would do it for her. Those wounds don’t seem to heel to this day, the pain is still too real. For long, I tried to tell myself that she (my inner child) was gone, but though she’s still with me, I feel we’ve both been alone all along.
My mother passed away on April 11th this year. I told myself I was fine for weeks, but I've seen her in my dreams for the past few nights. I run to hug her and talk with her, but by the time I reach her, she's gone. Joy turns to heartbreak before. I awake. I pray for this to stop so I can move on, but the pain lingers. I used to think this was just a beautiful yet sad song, But I finally understand what Amy is singing about. The sadness of losing a loved one is one of the hardest things a human being can do. To those reading this, if you still have loved ones with you. Call them today, tell them how much they mean to you.
My nephew just ended his life yesterday,it is so hard to think I won't be able to hug him anymore or to tell him how much I love him,he was like a little brother to me, and now he's gone forever, the pain is so hard to deal with. LOVE your friends and your family,look for help. Giovanni I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I love you.
I never listened to evanescence but this song is honestly a masterpiece. Never heard this feeling explained so beautifully. To everyone who's lost anyone , I feel you and I see you. It never goes away , but it does get easier to go on. Everything will be OK, I love you stranger, keep fighting 💖
@@beast_232 You don't have to be okay. Just know that this too will pass. One day, you will think of your loved one and it won't hurt as much as it does now. Hang on for now. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.
What a beautiful message. Evanescence is probably my favorite group. The mix between slow, emotional songs mixed with some real hard hitting rock. I hope you've explored more of their music since this post.
@@mariamomar9777 im in love with my best friend she have a girlfriend she upset i dont want be friends with her anymore why she upset we not friends anymore ??? she know I how I feels about her .
This song has a deep connection with me. On october 28th 2014 in the very early morning i laid in bed listening to music. I was awake an hour already due to a strange feeling. As this song was playing, i still remember the exact lines "These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase" I got a notification that my best friend passed away at the age of 16 years
Dear Jonghyun, It’s been 3 years since that day you left us. Your birthday past and it was another year without you. You were too good for this world and people couldn’t see that, this world took you away from us.. I miss you. We all do. I’m sorry....I’m so so sorry we couldn’t save you from all the pain that was slowly taking you away from us. That we didn’t see it taking away the person who made our lives better when we were in the worst places. The person who could make us smile with one look from you, or smile, or just watching you. Words can’t describe how much pain were still in from losing you. I love you and miss you so much. Please know I’m never gonna forget about you,
Thank you for sharing your story, it takes a lot of courage and bravery to open up about things like this, and im so sorry for your loss. Jonghyun will always be by your side, watching over you and keeping you safe, I hope you're doing well :)
This reminds me of this kid I knew in primary school (elementary if you're american). We weren't that close, but we were still friends. I was 8 when he died. He was about 6. I can't remember what condition he had, but he was the cutest, sweetest little kid you could've known. Every day at lunch time, he'd be in the hall, playing on the piano or on the stage with his barbie dolls. He was so sweet and caring. He'd brighten your entire day with just a smile. The school put a chair in the infant playground for him. It's got these benches in front of it where we used to sit and talk about our funniest memories of him. 6 years later and it still hurts. RIP Natty. We still miss ya, kid.
Wow. That's sad. But it also very very beautiful. That little guy may have a short life, but the impact he gave to others... God bless him. And you. God bless us all.
This is the perfect song for a teenage girl writing in her diary. I have adored this song since it's release. Now 44 still moved by it❤❤❤❤ Abd when that beat drop from them drums hit...I get goose bumps while rocking my head like a heavy metal head🖤🖤🖤
I'm a fan since 2005, but this year, because of the situation that life put me in, never before this song resonated so much with me as now. I lost my friends, the emotional support of my family, and find myself alone with theses memories that were happy, but now only bring me pain.
This song reminds me of my little girl, Charlotte. I held her as her heart stopped. infant death syndrome. but i wouldn't take it back. those were the best 8 months of my life. Rest in peace little one. Daddy misses you.
dang dude, i'm so sorry. i hope she's in a better place and you'll see her one day. :,>
Sorry for you loss
I cant imagine the pain, honestly...
God bless, and push onwards
She is in a very good place.
There is no better place!! The beauty is life, family,friends...cherish every second you have and tell the ones in your life that you love them often .i was a pediatric hospice nurse so i held many children as they took the last breath they were given. I couldn't handle it if that were one of my boys..i would want to join them..well someday!
@@deanbarnett5652 I lost my three and a half month old to cancer a year and a half ago... I held her through each chemo treatment and rocked her to sleep on her last night on earth. Its an indescribable pain. But, you my friend are not alone. I stand with you in your pain.
I dont care what year it is ...but if you are listening this you surely have awesome taste in music!
Aw, ty
Well, I don't understand how someone could possibly not like this masterpiece... :^)
Ayeee 😂
This song is a masterpiece with that angelic voice is just nice! : - )
Madhvi Yadav yessss
I lost my wife after 18 years of marriage. We both loved this song and now I can't listen to it without tearing up. It has new meaning today than it did then.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you'll heal from such a tragedy in time. I'm sure she's missing you as much as you do. ☹
Im sorry to hear that
ur in my prayers
You are a very strong person with a big and kind heart. If there was such a great love in your life, it will stay with you forever. I wish you peace of mind and remember that your wife is always there for you. She is in your heart to cherish it.
Same thing to me
I’m so sorry for your loss.
I miss my daughter who pass away at the age of 25. My pain of sorrow can not erase. I still feel her voice that haunts around me. I cry thinking of her through the years that she is gone but still can not believe she is gone. 😪
❤
😥
Susy i Just red your post and i gave me goose pimples...i Lost my dad 7 yrs ago but i still suffer for his departure... One thing makes me accept his loss... I know he Is now in a safer Place surrounded with endless Joy and love and I am Certain One day we Will meet our beloved ones again...It Is Just a question of time....how do i know It? I know It... I had a pre-death experience .... Our soul Is Immortal and survives the death of the body... And while u are in the " other dimension" you maintain the lnowledge of your own self... I had the chance to come back. And believe me when doctors brought me back to this Life i was really pissed off with them.... U feel so much love and peace in the other dimension you can't Imagine..... I send you a huge virtual hug....PLS be strong!
I am so sorry Momma🥺
@@monicagiordano4750 sorry about your dad as well
No matter the year, no matter the age, this is a beautiful, poetic, heart breaking song
You're absolutely right !
Right
I D damn, you got me there bro
🥺🥺
Thats right🥺🥺
My daughter took her own life this year, on January 13th.
She was 34.
This song makes me feel the hurt and loss even more. I’d rather feel it deeply than feel nothing. I would rather have this pain than to never have had her at all.
To everyone feeling hopeless and sad, my mother’s heart is reaching out to yours.
Call someone, anyone. Tell them you’re hurting.
aw "(
I am so sorry
she's in your heart now
im so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry.
Pray for her.
My mom used to play this song for me when she’d miss my dad who passed away before I was born, and now that shes gone too, I play it when I miss her.. even though it’s been 2 years I’ll never stop missing my mommy..
may their souls rest in peace
I love you for saying that. I hope you have a good life.
The pain my diminish, but it’ll never go away…be strong…
My cat died yesterday morning. We found her body under the shed which was her favorite spot when she was outside. I'm sitting at her grave now, crying my eyes out. She wasn't just a cat, she was my bestfriend. I had her since I was 4, im 13 now. Goodbye my sweet lola
She is in Cat Heaven
I'm sorry for your loss. I feel you. Your cat loved you fiercly. I'm sure she was very happy, and she will always love you!!
Pets are part of the family. It’s like losing a sibling
sorry for your loss! You gave her love and she loved you back and that is a wonderful life she had! hope that brings you peace
So sorry to hear that my dog passed away a few days ago my old landlord hit her a left her laying in my driveway bledding from her head he said he was really sorry
I lost my Mom to covid on Valentines Day of this year. I’m crying my eyes right now listening to this song
It feels so wrong to like comments like this... It feels like I am liking your pain... I am so sorry!
I' m very very sorry!
I'm so sorry. I lost my father on my birthday. I understand.
I am so sorry
I'm very sorry about your mom rest in peace ..
My son passed away in march 2019 from heart surgery complications. He was 16. I relate so much to the raw pain & sadness in this song. Collin baby, you are loved & missed every day. Forever in my heart
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
So sorry
sorry 😭 plz be strong 😭❤
😭😭😭😭😭stay strong momm
So sorry for your loss 😢
This song is so deep and meaningful to me. I lost my wife of 34 years in March 2021. I was there to take her to her cancer treatments twice per week and a long drive from our home to UC Davis weekly. I promised to be by her side in 1987 and I kept that promise. She died with me and my son by her side holding her hand. My heart will never mend,
Im sorry for your loss, she is hopefully at peace now
I hope you still can feel her love for you in your heart. People all die eventually but love can live forever (at least at almost 77 years of age, it seems that way to me).
My grandfather passed away in the peak of covid in 2020 from cancer that he’d been fighting on and off for 7 years, evanescence was one of his favourite bands. I wasn’t able to go to his funeral due to invitation limitations, he didn’t even receive a proper burial. But this was the song that he’d wanted to have had played. I’m 16, almost 17 and I wasn’t able to see him as much as I wanted to when he was still alive. I still carry an indescribable amount of guilt of not being able to see him one last time. But every time that I listen to this album on my CD player, I always get goosebumps and a cold feeling on the left side of my body. And I just know that he’s always there with me listening to evanescence. So in some sort of way, I’ll never really have to see him one last time, because he always comes to see me.
My best friend just passed away and this was one of her favorite songs. We use to listen to it in the car all the time. I miss you Logan.
Shelbee Faith
Many sorrows to u :'( hope your friend is in a better place.
Your friend is a boy or a girl? I have never heard a girl with the name of Logan.
She's a girl.
is ur friend x man he died too rip logan best movie
Damn well hopefully she's in heaven
The deep part of the internet with people sharing their stories o_o
GameRaider i love you're profile pic!
tyty
GameRaider I don't like it at all what so ever
LOL
GameRaider I don't like your picture at all what's so ever
My heart goes out to all the commenters who associate this song with the loss of a loved one. But this song has the single best "beat drop" in all of music. When the guitars kick in it send chills down my spine every single time
My husband committed suicide three days ago. I am shattered. This pain is unbearable. I miss him more than I can say. He left all his pain to me. I feel this song.
I am so sorry.
I am so sorry too. May you find some comfort.
I'm sorry for your loss
I am so sorry for your loss, coming from a single guy who is depressed and many times wishes so to be dead. I'm really sorry.
He is in heaven
To anyone, who's dealing with their own demons tonight, let's all breathe. We can make it through. 😞🙏
Kpop fan :D actually my demons are freaking eating me day and night
I tried to drown all my demons with alcohol last night, it didn't work...
@@Adrian-mg5bl :( sending you a tight virtual hugs
@@zeozeo3695 Thanks, really wish I could find the answer to all my issues
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim ...
To the 1% of people that read this: I hope you have an amazing day. I know life can get so tough, but remember you are loved and wanted and your life is worth living! Remember to stay strong, you are amazing!🙏🏼
Hi, thanks you for your message, you're so kind ! You're amazing too ! You are a very good person, don't forget this ! If sometiong goes bad for you, you have my compassion ! You have brightened up my day with your message full of hope for all the people who need it ! (For the information, I'm french so, if my sentences were not corrects, I'm sorry, and you can correct me ^^)
You’re Commet really helped me out man
You're both so sweet.. Thank you so much. I'm always here for everyone. I hope all of your dreams come true
You too, that's a lovely comment.This is such a good song.Lots of love to you.💙💓😇
Life can't get tough. Life IS tough. I suppose i will die smiling from relief
To the people in the comments, who lost their parents or any of your family. I’m so so sorry for your losses. And I know that they all look down on you and cry themselves missing you. They miss you so much. This is sad to know this. Losing family sucks. Condolences go to your families. I love y’all. ❤️
thank you for your feelings
i hate my dad 💔
Your nice words cool me down of the great sorrow of my beloved husband, my mum and dad.
Thank you so much for your kind words🙏🍃❤
Thank you. My sister took her own life in 2021. I had tried to help her through everything in her life. I was always there for her. But in the end I couldn't help her defeat her demons. I think this is the perfect song for her.
You’re welcome everyone. The people who passed on you, they look down on you every single day. And they love and miss you so much 🫶🏾
It's been 21 years since I lost my mom... this song makes me think of her all the time... cherish the ones u love cause tomorrow they could be gone. Love you all
Hello Aaron, I've lost loved ones recently. Miss them so much. Hope you're doing well.
My mummy passed away 23 years ago , I was 3 years old but I still remember everything about her as if it was yesterday.
+1 if you survived the sadness of this song.
I survived if just makes me think of my ex
+Abi Hammett same 😪
+Leong Hong Ling I'm trying not to fucking cry. It's so fucking emotional.
***** better luck next time.
I have endured for a long time but....The sadness is...Taking over.....
For my mom 1953- 2008
That wound will never heal. Miss ya terribly on this Mother's Day
Shiro Shinsengumi F
Dont give up , she will always be with you 💗
@Antonio Calabrese thank you
l.am so sorry you mom
@@GeorgecoleRolland thank you
This song reminds me of my best friend who died of cancer, we were never romantically involved, but he had all of me , we had a friendship beyond what anyone could understand ♥️ ❤️ I miss him so much.
He was very fortunate to have a friend of your caliber. I am sorry for your loss. I thought that I had a friend like you, but I was mistaken. The chemo fog obscured what she was really like.
2024 still listening?
Yep.
Hoooo
Daddy 😢 your little son has grown up and graduated from the university, I will continue to be a good person, You're always will be in my heart... rest in peace.
hy your worde make me feel sad and i want know about your dad what wrong with him
May God Rests your Dad's soul...
Your comment made me cry more than the song ever will. I hope he can rest in peace.❤️
Jesús blessed u honey❤️
Evanescence is that type of music that you HAVE to listen to when you're depressed or feeling lonely.
Father Leo same
Thats what i do from 5 years
yeah, true
Facts
Yea
A message to the future generations..please Don't let this masterpiece song die..🙏🙏❤️❤️
Absolutely agree with you 😊
We will not allow this to happen!
Every time I want to be in touch with my vulnerability and return to the reality of the loss of my brother and sister I come back to this song. R.I.P Leonard ❤️ and Oliverta ❤️, you will never be forgotten and I will cherish your memory and love you both until my last breath.
RIP my brother, who volunteered to make a world a better place. He went with NATO to Afghanistan, ended up in a casket due to a sniper bullet. He loved Evanesence so we played this at his funeral.
Baltijas Vilks sucks that He's dead I'm sure he wants You to be happy I'm so sorry for your Loss
Baltijas Vilks he is watching over U he knows that U miss him he miss U I'm here for U I'm so glad he fought for this country he's a hero
R.I.P. Your Brother. :'(
Baltijas Vilks I'm so sorry it sucks when things like that happen I'm sure he was a good person R.I.P.
Baltijas Vilks
in memorys of my father... the only person who showed me love 1982-2011
Serenity Briseno he was so young
and your mother don't show you love?
only I question
no, she's never home!
Serenity Briseno He was only 29?
sadly yes.
Together 44 yrs and my husband died 10 months ago. Just discovered this song, it makes me crumble . It is such a gift to make music that pulls all that emotion out of you.
Most beautiful song. Makes me cry every time. When i got divorced I sent this song to my wife. It’s everything I felt and everything I needed to say to her. It’s just perfect.
My ex abused me and we’re going thru court and I just wish it would be over. I def get the if you have to leave wish you would just leave.. sick of dragging it on
@@kalivanalen2511 I’m so sorry about that…no one deserves to be treated in such a way but I’m sure many people have got your back! People will see what a bad person they were. Stay strong and know that many people love you and care for you💕💕
💕🥺
I never thought I'd ever be able to relate to these lyrics.... Rip to my big sister who held my hand for 19 years, wiped away all my tears for 19 years, and fought away all of my fears for 19 years... It's been almost 2 years and I'm not recovered.
Take your time. She is your sister. No on should force you to get over her quickly. R.I.P. stay strong
Kylie I lost my sister too. While I feel dead inside I know she has stayed with me. God bless you.
I am so sorry for your loss. My older sister is in the military and I worry she will get shipped overseas.
@@thestrawberryotaku For her and your sake, I dearly hope as well
Sorry for your loss, I'd be lost without my big sister too
Whenever I just want to have a good cry I just listen to this song. Sometimes you gotta have a good ol' cry
I'm exactly the same
+Thegoldenmysticdragon same here
+awkwardlyemily I'm 15. I haven't cried in 3 years...
+Katelynn M. lucky
+Katelynn M. my grandpa pass away and I will always cry abouts it
I remember my mom always sing this in the karaoke....Her voice is still in my head whenever I here this song, I miss her so much...
Im so sorry 😞
she in heaven now
This song is tear jerking. It literally made me cry. Such a nice song back in my high school times.
How did she not cry singing this I’m sobbing
It is a very emotional song, I made a cover:
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@@christopherbernal5977 fuck off lol
@꧁Jeff the killer꧂シ you are not all the people so...
@@KenWrestle Omg I'm crying because of that, that make me want to sing another song 😂
Probably because she's expressing her feelings in the song
Singing this song for my recently pasted uncle at his funeral. He always wanted to hear me sing but he never got to hear me. I was supposed to go sing to him in the hospital but he died the day before I was supposed to go see him. He died from 3 different types of cancer. Stomach, liver, and had cancer in his brain. He was my rock. He was always there for me. I will always love you uncle don. I love you so very much.
Forever, Love Jordyn💗
Jordyn Mcdonald
💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
My love and support
I lost my grandfather to lung cancer
Please stay strong 😭😢!
Stay strong always. God has a purpose for everything❤️
Same... I lost my grandfather to brain cancer back in 2009 and I was still too young to remember him... My 2nd cousin died earlier this year from some form of cancer as well as Huntington's disease leaving her two kids behind who might be able to get Huntington's disease as well....
A few days ago I had found out that a good friend of mine had passed away from a drug overdose a few months ago. 💔. Just listening to the song helps me cry my heart out. Rest in peace Michael dozier. Gone but not forgotten.
I’m so sorry for your loss, just keep their memories alive deep inside your heart, never forget them
@@Ratchet1245 I've lost another good friend a few months ago.
My grandpa died when he was 55. He was the only person who could replace my father who left the family.
My grandpa, I love you. I always have loved you. You went through so many hardships. But you were always strong. Now, since I have to keep living, I will never give up. I believe that I will get what I wish. Because you never gave up.
Dear strangers whoever read this:
May your mother live for a hundred years 💖💖
Not really, she died from a car crash when I was only four, so I remember nothing about her.. My father has cancer, and my best and only friend who may be moving soon when the virus Is over.. yeah my life kinda sucks.
Please, don't The take life for granted.. because It's to short once you think about, you are worth It. people care about you, and I'm one of those people. songs like these are tough to find. however when you do, you may relate to It more than you expect
Update : *thanks for all of your support and my father survived*
@@kenjiphobiaxoxo I read you
My mom passed away 5 years ago..
@@jacdaniels4039 Sorry For Your Loss
A Random Girl Who Loves Zizzy thanks
The only reason there are dislikes on this is because people were crying so much, their vision became blurry and accidentally missed the like button. I feel sorry for them.
It’s a forgivable mistake
@@docplays6508 yes
True
Either that, or they were paid for that. 😄😄
Truth
When we lost our brother, this is the song we played for him. Over 18 years ago, and I still tear up when I hear it. This song will forever be close to my heart 💔 ABNF
If life ever gets rough just remember this perfect band exists. Everyone of their songs make you realize it’s good to be alive
I remember when my great grandfather had Alzheimer's. He couldn't remember anyone (or even speak)....except for my great grandmother. Whenever she came to visit him at the nursing home, his face would brighten up into a great smile, then he'd start to kiss her hand, basically saying, without words, that even when he's almost gone, he still loves her dearly. He passed away in early 2015, and my great grandmother would not stop crying. They've been married for so many years, then he just...left. I felt so much empathy for her...then, despite being in fine condition, she left us to join him a few months later. She was the most kindhearted woman I've known, and the two lovers meet each other once again, and live a new beginning. May Great Grandpa and Great Grandma rest in peace.
I can't read this comment without crying. I'm so, so sorry for your loss.
They lived until I was 12. That'a a pretty long time.
woah that's touche my heart!
+Blaze Fox ζωη σε εσενα φιλε
sorry for your loss
ten years ago I would listen to this as a child and love how it sounded. ten years after rediscovering this song again, I couldn't help but cry so hard, never expected to relate this song to my father who had past away almost five years ago. he was sick for a whole decade, sometimes would cry and scream in pain and my mom and I would be there to try and help him.
rest in peace, dad. you were a legend.
Kinda same but I didn't lost anyone
Your dad really is a legend to be that strong for years.
Saddened by this. God bless you and your mom. 🙏❣️❣️
I lost my brother and my sister they died 4 years.ago i cry all night i wish they still.her but there.not
RIP may your father rest in peace I gotta story to tell
Today I got a news that one of my favourite teacher passed away she was so young my friend told me I was so shocked she taught us SST and she loved me the most and would always scold me just as a mother would on my mistakes I am still in a big shock
Date I got the news 25.9.2020
Writing the message on
25.9.2020
I was just crying while listening to this song
Ma'am can't you come back
This song never fails to make me cry…
I lost my best friend on the 28th Feb this year. We would listen to this song all the time, we loved it that much. Now.... it's hard... but she would want her loved ones to forge ahead. ♥️
So awful! Ouch!
I'm sorry for your loss
Sang this song at my childhood bestfriends funeral.
May his soul rest in peace❤️Brandon 1999-2017
Zay Kim. Sorry for your lost
Omg he was so young. How did he die? I'm so sorry for your lost.
Zay Kim so sorry for your loss
Rebecca Dorrelus 0
Much love for you , stay strong
to my dad;
i’m sorry i wasn’t there for you when you were there for me. every downfall, every cry, you were there. but whenever you were ill or upset, i couldn’t be there to comfort you. even when i visited you in the hospital you were the one to ask if i was okay, which truly broke my heart. you told me we would hang out whenever you get out of the hospital, upsettingly that did not happen. i love you and i cannot believe i took all the time for granted not knowing you would be gone. i love you, and i miss you dearly.
I lost my dad too :( RIP
😭😭😭
You sound like quite the catch...I wish I could meet someone like you...so unselfish and loving...
Im so sorry for you bro :(
Jani you took the words right out of my mouth. I feel the same after my fathers passing. Regret has slowed the grieving
I went through a lot in 2021 I personally lost 3 special people who passed away this song reminds me to keep moving forward with their spirits guiding me in life
This song still hits home to me 11 years later. Every time I listen to this I ball my eyes out. This song was played at my moms funeral and I'll never get over her death. Taken way too soon from the world since she had cystic fibrosis. I love you mom.
What can I tell?
Her vocals are just!...excellent (for me always)
This song makes me cry...
good cry..
Marine P. I'm at
Marine P. yes, some one and me too
Marine P. Same it makes me cry every time
Marine P. Me to mu sister doesn't live with me she lives an 1 hour away i don't get to see her much it makes me cry to
to the person reading this, i love you. you’re beautiful, not just physically, mentally, emotionally... you’re beautiful, deep down your soul. someday, if not today, you’ll find yourself drifting towards someone, the right person for you... and you will (finally...) be happy. someone who will love you deeply, som
*someone who will greatly cherish you despite your flaws. someone who will surely love you, from head to toe, unlike everyone here on earth. just be patient, someone will heal those wounds for you when the right time comes.
i love you.
I don't know you and you don't know me. I just played this song because I grew up listening to it and love it, but reading your comments made me cry. It's heartwarming to see strangers interact like this especially about something as sad as this song is to many people. So thanks for reaching out to all the broken hearts and the ones left behind by their loved ones. We're all in this together.
jeni purnell you’re welcome. it’s good to know that there’s people like you nowadays. most people (like my friends) don’t understand me.
Mr. Sidorax maybe one day you'll meet someone who doesn't care about the physical aspect. They'll see you for the best person you can be and will strive to help you get there. That's what love is after all, not two perfect people, but two incredibly imperfect and awkward human beings who found each other and decided that their flaws were countered by their partners strengths so that they can improve on each other and build.
+Mr. Sidorax then you call El Jefe
My cousin took his life Oct. 18th 2022. Just one month after his nephew was killed in a 4 wheeler accident. This song was given to me by my cousin. It explains so much. Many prayers to all who are grieving
Difícil no dejar escapar una lagrimilla al escuchar esta angelical voz, carajo.
As soon as she sung "I'm so tired of being here" I knew I was probably gonna cry....
*sang
Puffed Brana im crying right now becausr of bad memories
Puffed Brana sames
yup this song knows me :( I MISS CHU GENERAL COME BACK
Expidoris 2213 aw i'm sorry
that feeling when you don't even know what the fuck your feeling!
I just don't care about anything anymore.
HIЯФҜI MIУФҜФ story of my life friend...
HIЯФҜI MIУФҜФ same and I hate it
its not just u dont care
its u dont live ur life
thats it
Darion Sama
k.. XD
+Darion Sama it might be? 😕 but I'm pretty sure what I meant
Still listening to this in 2023....and it still reonates in my
I listen to this song 9 years ago , when i came for fist time in England on my own and my boyfriend back then ,now my husband was in our country, i did a mistake getting close to someone else and this song keeps reminding the pain and the pills i took that day. I was afraid, alone, i was 18 years old , i was thinking that no one could ever save me from that moment, but something happend and here i am. I can't get over that... I will never get over.
6 years ago I lost my older brother in a car crash... He was 17 years old. I was there when the crash happend... Me and Liam were cycling when a car came racing toward us. Before I had time to react Liam pushed me out of the way and got hit by the car. He died of his injuries in the hospital... I was 14 at the time.
I had a rough childhood because I was bullied a lot but Liam always had my back and was there for me when I needed him...
I'm now 20 years old and the memory still stings but I will never forget my dear brother. He lived up to his name since Liam means protector...
I believe he's still there in spirit, keeping you as safe as he can. Such a raw comment, I'm so happy to have read it! Liam sounds like he lived those 17 yrs. w/o regret.
As our loved ones aren't at our side physically, their spirits stand with us till we join them in eternal peace
Love is eternal and complete your brothers bucketlist
You're good sister unfortunately my only sister have doesn't care about me sometimes feel rather be dead than being rejected by family pain so real .May brother Liam rest in peace.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad to brain cancer when I was 12 years old. It was really hard for me and my family for a very long time. Especially for me. I had lost myself so bad that I needed to be hospitalized twice. But now we’re doing better. We still have our moments once in a while. But we ALWAYS make it through together.
my daughter just died fighting leukemia, the last time I saw her is in April this year and she died June 23 and she just turned 1 last December , I didn't see her even when she died because the hospital allowed only 1 person in the ward, and because of this COVID, they don't want me to let me see her even for a minute. I should've just hug and kiss her the last time I saw her.
So sorry for ur lost
Im so sorry for your loss
She saw you and knew you held and kissed her in your heart they see everything from above now she will look after you as you did her don't ever give up your daughter is Luke you very strong we keep them we love in our hearts till we to meet them when our time comes you keep her taughts your taughts her eyes to your eyes 1heart 2people now live for your daughter don't just exist live as she would have wanted to full of live and happiness
God bless you. She's still with you🙏❤🙏
So sorry for your loss so heartbreaking x
I would dedicate this song to my dad who's gone since I turned 13 it was one of the most heartbreaking moments of my life it's like a part of me left with him hard to move on but I will eventually
To me, this piece represents the grief of someone who lost someone they were trying to protect. Perhaps a daughter or a little brother. Having someone in your life worth protecting is one of the most deeply fulfilling and humanizing experiences I can think of, and having that taken from you leaves a wound that, at best, will be a scar you carry for the rest of your life.
It's hard to lose anyone close to you regardless of age, but on some level, if your grandfather dies, you can at least tell yourself "It was his time to return home. He lived a good and full life". Losing someone whom you feel protective of seems to go against the natural order of things. "Wasn't I supposed to go first?", and there is just no convincing way to tell yourself that "it was their time" when I small child dies. You simply can't reconcile it, and it eats away at you that you failed at what you considered your most important duty.
I'll be honest, I don't know if I will ever get my humanity back or be able to feel the way I used to feel...but I'll try, because it's what he would have wanted, and I don't want to fail him again.
These are the words I've been trying to find since September 10 2020. Thank you. I'm 24 now but my little brother had just turned 18 when he wrecked his car on his way to work. Kindred spirit.
@Jason that was such a beautiful comment. Even though you may think you failed him, I promise you didn't. I know I don't know your story and I'm truly coming from a place of love. God made us human and we are imperfect in every way. There's always something going on in the background we never see. I've lost 3 unborn babies and I knew it was my fault for years that led to a debilitating opiate addiction. I don't blame anyone or myself anymore but it took the grace of God to pull me out of that darkness. I've never told a stranger that and know that the Holy Spirit within me wanted me to share with you. You're so loved by Jesus and He has a beautiful plan for your life. Stay strong and know that Jesus doesn't expect us to be perfect, He just wants your perfect love. God bless you my brother in Christ Jesus. Oh, I just celebrated 5 yrs and 7 months sober.🤗
This is a song she sings about her sister who died when she was a young girl. She shows how she feels about it. We love her.
it was hello, not this one
@@sarascarpati887 this song is about her sister who passed during childhood though.
Who else turns to this song when going through dark moments in time?
Me. Also Mortal Love-I want to die.
I wouldn't because it would make me sadder.
I would dedicate this song to my hubs at his funeral, cause I took all his *hit, and he didn't care about me.....but he still had all of me. :(
All my moments are dark.....there is little joy in anything only my pain and heartache
7 years later at nineteen I still do.
Her voice is unbelievable in this song, It is still like I'm hearing it for the first time everytime i listen to this song
Sometimes one line can slice right through you..."There's just too much that time cannot erase"
No matter how fucking happy you are this song will literally make you a depressed little shit.
lol
+xoBonniexo tru tru.
so true
true story 💔
sad song why it cuz you miss some one to love or just making funny things that will happen to you all
This song was played at my step mother's funeral. I still remember my dad crying. This song always makes me cry too.
HowlinHannah F
I'm so sorry for your loss... I know hiw you feel... I'm planning on singing this song at my dad's grave now that we moved back to where he was buried... Pls wish me luck... Five years... Still crying...❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss... I'm here for you... I'm planning on signing this song at my dad's grave now that we moved back to where he was buried... Pls wish me luck... Five years as of my dad's birthday, July 8th... Still crying...💔
Praying for you!❤️🙏
I am gutted by all the comments here. Lost my mother when I was fairly young. But I know this life is just temporary. Our loved ones who have left are simply waiting for us to be reunited with them. God bless!
i was listenning this when i had 14 years old , im 26 now , such a great song
I am 50 yrs old I've dealt with deppresion my whole life even tried suicide in the 8th grade. A lot of people don't understand deppresion and for all of you out there that deal with it I understand just keep trying.
Yes,a lot of people don't understand how hard is living with depression.I hope you are well now and I wish you all luck and only happy days😄
Thanks dear! And God bless you ❤
I suffer as well
Search for ortodox christianity
@@RenaeFredre try researching ortodox christianity
My 12 yr old son passed away December 5 2020.
I don’t even know how to live without him. It’s changed me I’m not the same person anymore. I miss him so much and need him back
You are so strong ,he is watching you and he is proud
I'm so sorry for your loss hes in a better place now ❤
God loves you dont be sad its okay your son is resting in a better place you will see him in heaven someday
Hey... random stranger on the internet... atleast he doesnt have to live his life in a shitty world anymore right?
I’m so sorry for your loss he is in a better place
I lost my grandma to dementia a week ago. This song hits so differently now. She was such an important part of my life. I'll never forget about her. Granny I hope you can rest peacefully now and there's no pain anymore. I''ll always love you and I'll always miss you. You''ll be in my heart forever. [*]
I lost my father last August, and this song reminds me of the good times I spent with him, and how I wanted to spend more time with him, I miss him so much and to see the wonderful smile he had
im so sorry 🙏
' i try so hard to tell myself that you're gone'... that hit :(
It hit me too... Especially since I wish I could tell myself that my dad is gone... But that's why I'm practicing this song to sing to my dad at his grave... Cause there is too much time cannot erase... Especially not abuse from him that makes makes me feel like a mistake... and his voice has since then chased away the sanity within me... Because I wake up and almost believe he's here... And I see the tree I swear was an oak tree as a weeping willow each night as I cry myself to sleep... That's why I love music that I can relate to... It helps me let go and have emotions when I need it most... I
Hello I am an ARMY too and I understand that part very much
thats literally me with my grandma she died while i was away on a trip so i never got to say goodbye she was my everything my strength now that shes gone i need her more then ever
"And i held your hand through all of these years"
*actually breaks down into tears*
Princess pink518 the comments got me so emo 😭
I can feel what your feeling
My “friend” stabbed me in the back and pretended she was the one bleeding
Fucking same
Literally me rn, I’m blaming the hormones
I lost my first love (my immortal) forty-six years ago and it still hurts!
Thank you for the upload.
my ghost friend robert played this song to me as he passed away from throat cancer. he was only 23 years old. he told me his last words in his rusty voice due to the throat cancer: ''never change you beauty because you will always be cute to boys and you must always believe in yourself because your always going to be making ideas to help change the world.'' and then he was gone. i feel like crying when ever i hear it now. i miss him. 2000-2023.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase 😢😢😢
- This part is soo true and so sad .
I read that as it was being sung but yeah that part is way too true.
@@gliturkat6167 same
Lmao you're no older than 12 for a fact
@@nova-kf9qp how tf do you know how old he is...just quoted the lyrics so what is your issue?
@@999pengwinz whatever crawled up your ass and died there, it's obviously bothering you. I found this comment cringey as fuck and commented on it, what is _your_ issue?
I used to have dreams, and they were crushed by so many people.
Humans are like gold. We can easily be moulded. But gold can mould it self back to what it was. We can too
AMEN MAN AMEN U PRECH ITA #LOL
JJMMMEAC preach
Mine to.. they always told me I couldn't. But I could. And I didn't know.. and some day I just told myself "let's give it a shot".. and now I am studying to become a diplomat. This was my dream. I made it. They told me I couldn't become an actress. I couldn't do both. And in 4 months from now I am giving my first performance. So don't give up, please don't give up. People do not understand and they are mean to tender and dreaming souls..
Mason Minor you just have to ignore those people. they might actually be jealous or just don't see what you can do.
My mom loves this song. Battling kidney disease stage 4. 5 yrs later.we finally got a kidney donor😢😢 miracles do happen. it played at the gas station
🙏🏼😭💐
@@LittleSuzi86 thanks youuu
Lost my beloved mother to a cancer yesterday. Trying to cope with life without her seems just impossible . 💔
💐🎈💙
💔I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry my mom has had it 3 time before but it was breast cancer it runs in both sides of my family my mom's side and my dad's side so me and my two sisters are at risk of getting it she hasn't died but has been near death each time at one point the doctor told her get her affairs in order but she beat it overall I'm so sorry that sucks hope it gets better she's watching you and misses you
I'm so sorry.
In 1980, my high school girlfriend disappeared into thin air. In 2020, she contacted me and asked me to help her with her husband's final journey. I helped her with his funeral and 40 year old feelings resurfaced and as much as we wanted to get back to us, we both have families and we decided to let go again once more. Apparently her mom took her out-of-state without notice because she didn't like me and she had no choice but to move on back in 1980. After waiting and searching for her for a couple years, i had no choice but to move on as well. It's a cruel world. Ambiguous grief is hard when your loved one is still alive but you have no idea where she is. We still love each other but we just remain friends. Love you always Charlotte.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal!!
My gf from 1985 came around.....when my father died.....She had a broken home and my parents helped her....even after we broke it in 1990.......She brought back so many memories....We both have our own families now
No contact at all for 40years.... Then suddenly signals you? I would find that hard to forgive.
Anyway...there is possibly a soul link between you two in this life
I'm sorry I do not believe in god. He is the reason this happened to us. Besides I'm Native American and the bible is my people's oppressors religion, people who hurt Native America.
Yes, no contact for 40 years and as a Native American, one of our greatest virtues is forgiveness. Look what America is till doing to our people but we chose to forgive .
2009 : Wow this song is my favourite
2019 : Wow this song is my favourite
Yass
2029: Wow this song is my favorite*
Same
Ib3kii danganronpa
@Marcus 19 it did lol
Meine Mutter verstarb am 05.Mai2021 mit 75, mein Kater am 04.Mai2022 mit 20 Jahren.. Diesen Song höre ich öfter für beide und auch für Opa.. Ich heule mir die Augen aus dem Kopf.. Doch ich weiß, dass wir irgendwann alle geliebten Wesen wiedersehen werden.. Ich wünsche euch allen viel Kraft.. In Liebe ❤
I Lost my Mum & Dad at a very tender age (8-9), couldn't even attend their funeral, don't even know where they are baried, they Truly Loved us
I relate to this song because:
1. I hear my grandmother's voice when she uh she is dead plus my last words on her was "don't leave me!" in an angry voice :'(.
2. My parents abuse me like my mom tried to kill herself and one day she shoved my head onto concrete and started punching & kicking me.
3. I'm slowly dying inside I feel like when it rains it's for me.
4. I'm only 12.
So much has happened in my life and I think I might be going through depression because I just wanna leave my mother, Father & sister and dissapear into a deserted forest please help me
Keep your head up.God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers.
Im 12 too
I don't think ive been through things as bad as you have but i can sorta relate to you. My life is tough as well
Instead of thinking about the negative things about life try to think about the positive. Strive for success , strive for freedom and you will be the best you can be , don't let anyone say you can't do it , you can , if you put your mind to it you can do so much in life
Also , try not to listen to sad songs , they don't help
alex neo Thank-you for those kind words I'll try and tower up those tough fights & I don't show my emotions which is good cause i don't get embarrased that's the least I need
My boyfriend died two weeks before our son was born. Then my bestfriend dies right after him. 💔 Miss them so much!
I’m so sorry I hope you’re okay❤️
крепись Алиша..это не просто пережить..я надеюсь ты в порядке и желаю тебе побольше духовных сил..я искренне соболезную,ведь сам знаю,что такое потеря близкого человека..
@@user-iy1hz4qg2r он тебя не поймёт..
Omg my love I’m so sorry for your losses. I couldn’t imagine the pain you feel. I pray for your strength. Your son will keep you going and his dads smile and spirit will always live on through him. 🤍🤍🙏🏾
I'm sorry for your loss 😥
Whenever I hear this song I remember my childhood/teenage years, when my life started to crumble and everything started going wrong. I used to listen to this song on my 3DS Nintendo UA-cam cause I didn’t have a phone back then, I was around 12-13 yo, I was always the “troublemaker” kid in my family, always picking up fights with my parents because of school related stuff. I was a good student, I had great grades, but it was just never enough for my family, plus I was also being bullied by my classmates and some teachers. I hated school, I hated home, I hated church, I hated the streets because I would see some of my classmates when going for a walk. My room became my only safe space for me to be sad, cry and be mad at myself for never being enough and for not having friends, I would hardly ever leave it, and this was the song that made me cry the most. I always thought it was about romantic love or a friendship, but now I’m 20 yo and I actually think it’s about an older self/inner child relationship. Because in all these years that have passed, I’ve realised there was just too much that time cannot erase, and now my older self is sorry that when my inner child cried, I didn’t wipe away all of her tears, when she screamed, I didn’t fight away all of her fears, and I never held her hand through all of those years, even though in the back of my mind I knew no one else would do it for her. Those wounds don’t seem to heel to this day, the pain is still too real. For long, I tried to tell myself that she (my inner child) was gone, but though she’s still with me, I feel we’ve both been alone all along.
Lol I typed “heel” 👠 instead of “heal”🏥 😂😂😂
My mother passed away on April 11th this year. I told myself I was fine for weeks, but I've seen her in my dreams for the past few nights. I run to hug her and talk with her, but by the time I reach her, she's gone. Joy turns to heartbreak before. I awake. I pray for this to stop so I can move on, but the pain lingers.
I used to think this was just a beautiful yet sad song,
But I finally understand what Amy is singing about. The sadness of losing a loved one is one of the hardest things a human being can do.
To those reading this, if you still have loved ones with you. Call them today, tell them how much they mean to you.
My nephew just ended his life yesterday,it is so hard to think I won't be able to hug him anymore or to tell him how much I love him,he was like a little brother to me, and now he's gone forever, the pain is so hard to deal with.
LOVE your friends and your family,look for help.
Giovanni I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I love you.
Love is eternal and complete what he couldn't on his bucketlist
I never listened to evanescence but this song is honestly a masterpiece. Never heard this feeling explained so beautifully. To everyone who's lost anyone , I feel you and I see you. It never goes away , but it does get easier to go on. Everything will be OK, I love you stranger, keep fighting 💖
I'm not ok it hurts too much
@@beast_232 You don't have to be okay. Just know that this too will pass. One day, you will think of your loved one and it won't hurt as much as it does now. Hang on for now. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.
What a beautiful message. Evanescence is probably my favorite group. The mix between slow, emotional songs mixed with some real hard hitting rock. I hope you've explored more of their music since this post.
@@mariamomar9777 im in love with my best friend she have a girlfriend she upset i dont want be friends with her anymore why she upset we not friends anymore ??? she know I how I feels about her .
I recommend listening to all their albums, they have such a variety of music. Their best songs aren't the singles
Praying for all who have suffered loss! I've been through that fire many times, but God... You matter and will be stronger if you will only believe!
This song has a deep connection with me. On october 28th 2014 in the very early morning i laid in bed listening to music. I was awake an hour already due to a strange feeling. As this song was playing, i still remember the exact lines
"These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase"
I got a notification that my best friend passed away at the age of 16 years
Dear Jonghyun,
It’s been 3 years since that day you left us. Your birthday past and it was another year without you. You were too good for this world and people couldn’t see that, this world took you away from us.. I miss you. We all do. I’m sorry....I’m so so sorry we couldn’t save you from all the pain that was slowly taking you away from us. That we didn’t see it taking away the person who made our lives better when we were in the worst places. The person who could make us smile with one look from you, or smile, or just watching you. Words can’t describe how much pain were still in from losing you. I love you and miss you so much. Please know I’m never gonna forget about you,
I so sorry if there's any way I can help let me know
@@itsbaileybaby8758 his death anniversary is coming up....on the 18th...I’m....not ready....another year will be without him.....It hurts.
@@hanswife4055 well just remember he will always be with you and love you even though you can't see him
@@itsbaileybaby8758 thank you 🥺 i hope he knows how proud I am of him.....
Thank you for sharing your story, it takes a lot of courage and bravery to open up about things like this, and im so sorry for your loss. Jonghyun will always be by your side, watching over you and keeping you safe, I hope you're doing well :)
This reminds me of this kid I knew in primary school (elementary if you're american). We weren't that close, but we were still friends. I was 8 when he died. He was about 6. I can't remember what condition he had, but he was the cutest, sweetest little kid you could've known. Every day at lunch time, he'd be in the hall, playing on the piano or on the stage with his barbie dolls. He was so sweet and caring. He'd brighten your entire day with just a smile. The school put a chair in the infant playground for him. It's got these benches in front of it where we used to sit and talk about our funniest memories of him. 6 years later and it still hurts.
RIP Natty. We still miss ya, kid.
+undyne the heroin mine too!!-😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😦😦
Aw that's sad
ok I spend a river of tears!
Wow. That's sad. But it also very very beautiful. That little guy may have a short life, but the impact he gave to others... God bless him. And you. God bless us all.
I'm so so sorry
This is the perfect song for a teenage girl writing in her diary. I have adored this song since it's release. Now 44 still moved by it❤❤❤❤ Abd when that beat drop from them drums hit...I get goose bumps while rocking my head like a heavy metal head🖤🖤🖤
I'm a fan since 2005, but this year, because of the situation that life put me in, never before this song resonated so much with me as now. I lost my friends, the emotional support of my family, and find myself alone with theses memories that were happy, but now only bring me pain.