Some tiny partial seizures I experienced with my cam on

For the record, I have been diagnosed with temporal lobe epilepsy and it is much more controlled now with meds! I rarely get any form of seizure anymore, it's great having a break!!! I can finally breath
I describe these as tiny because compared to the worst ones I can get these ARE TINY!! Come to think of it, if anyone were to witness me having one of these attacks they would never even consider I was having a seizure.. These ones are very slight, coming and going very quickly. What happens is I'm thrown back into a 'dream' immediately also being hit with intense deja vu. With these smaller ones I am able to sit still, and I tend to just freeze up without moving much. A bigger seizure involves a lot of eye darting, back and forth, and complete loss of reality and a harder time coming out of it with bouts of crying and anger with the confusion... An even bigger seizure would be me not remember a darned thing that I do... It hits and escilates sooooooo quickly and intensely and I get to the point where I just black out. It would be hard getting a seizure like that on video especially being on medication that isn't allowing those seizures to even happen anymore!! YAYYYYYYYY!!! But, I would still like to know what happens and exactly what I am doing during one of those bigger ones.......
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