I had so much fun making this reading, I really hope you enjoy it 🥺thank you sm for watching, for supporting me, and for existing 💗 I love you xoxo 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME IN THE COMMENTS & ON SOCIAL MEDIA!🚨🚨 🌠Get the Extended Reading HERE!🌠 Page Link: vimeo.com/ondemand/tcf011123 Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/tcf011123/787812061 Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/tcf011123/787812126 Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/tcf011123/788250665 Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/tcf011123/788250767 🕚Timestamps🕥 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:25 Pile Selection: 2:42 Pile 1 (Spirit Quartz): 4:20 ...ayee lmao Pile 2 (Pink Spiky Guy): 55:31 Pile 3 (Pyrite): 1:57:44 Pile 4 (Apophyllite): 2:50:29
Hi. I always watch your video as soon as it pops out in my notifications and you always get everything spot on. It's quite scary, but also amazing. Truly. And today, out of all the days, I was hoping you'd do a 'work reading'. Well, not like work related, but more like creativity, self-project related. I find it hard to describe, but like... What's blocking your creativity reading? Or how can you improve on your art/ project. In my case, I'm having a hard time enjoying the book I'm writing, which makes me procrastinate, and honestly, it's been the greatest source of sadness and frustrations for more than a year now (sad and frustrated is an understatement though). I think it's because, in simpler terms, I still haven't found what makes the emotional vein of it, although I know all the plot and characters already. It's funny that I'm talking about writing a book while I find it hard to explain what the reading I wish would be about in this comment, but I just think you'd know what to do, as always. It's just my selfish wish. I know. But I am truly grateful for all the video's you've made and even if you ignore this, I'll always be a fan. Your videos helped me a lot of times. Your advice and just your way of being helped me a lot through hopeless moments. So, thank you very much for doing videos, tarot and just for being ...you. And my wish for you is that you'll always enjoy making your videos and that it never feels like 'work', if you know what I mean. Wish you all the best.
Ohh Eso. How in the actual eff could you possibly pick up on such a story as pile #2. & how is it exactly mine, in a general reading? You are so in tune. & yah know what, thank you for helping me to remember that I am as well, because I my inner voice told me "pile 2" immediately. Except I didn't think that thought...if that makes sense. It was like a lightning strike without the pain,into my head, my voice said it in a thought but it didn't come from my mind. Idk lol I feel like you know what I'm blubbering on about, i forgot my adderall today hahahelp. ANYWAY, All of this is AKA: THANK YOU. You are such a cool ass human & soul. Also, you went to school for psychology, I believe? & in this reading, you said the word "preservation." Right before I saw this reading posted, I'd been listening to Shrunk by Aesop Rock (not Rocky). He says "preservation is a doozy." & it's about...i dont wanna give it away so I'll say that i think it'd be something youd like to dive into because of your college major mixed with your insight & your ability to pick up on nuances, & mostly, your strong tie to the 'paranormal.' Check it out, if yah feel like it! Thank you for being you, friend!🤗
Pile 2 here - I was already nodding along to everything you were saying but the moment you said “you’re not crazy” that hit me so hard. The last few weeks I’ve been asking myself over an over again am I am idiot or crazy or just reading too much into it. I needed to hear this, thank you 🙏🏼
Same...i am here 11 months later. This resonates so freakin much its almost scary. This gave me so much hope that i am not as crazy as people would like me to be! He was Here yesterday and i gave him a perfume with a fragrance of 🌹 that i picked out for him as a gift. So i had to pick pile 2 . Thank you very much for this reading ❤
@carlylexa6113 I find it really sweet that you genuinely would extend your kindness out to whoever needs it, even a random stranger on the internet. Don't let negative comments of people that don't understand your intention dissuade you from being compassionate like that. General or for entertainment purposes, Eso hits in the soul so I get where you were coming from with your comment despite how anyone else interpreted it. Stay awesome❤
I dont even know where to start. Married a Sag. Thought it would be filled with love and laughter. Hell no! He betrayed me so bad in the first 6 months that now my family refuses to speak to me, invite me to dinners and birthdays and my entire hometown has been lied to by him about my character in such a horrible way that I cannot face even going out in public now. He has no reason to do this. I was targeted for no reason other than this is how he is I guess.... it's so horrible. Yet he says he loves me more than he has loved anyone else in his life... he is mental... there is no other explanation. My whole world is choas because he did this. I was loving and careing to him and his family. I worked hard, gave him my whole paychecks, cooked, cleaned, I was loyal and never refused sex, I did laundry, bought new furniture for our home with my own savings, I never took a penny from him. Literally not one penny! I thought everything was ok...not great but ok. Then I found out he was saying horrid things about me that were not true in any way. Total fantasy lies. My heart has broken so bad and been broken for so long that I'm almost non-functional sometimes....
3. Can't say I'll experience this as no one comes to mind. It was a heartwarming reading. Whomever it applies to, I'm freaking happy for you and I pray that it's everything and more for you
Pile 4- I don't even care if he is shy or misses me or whatever. I just feel very peaceful that I have let it go and left it and I just like my space and peace.... he wasn't ready to be emotionally intimate and vulnerable with me and I deserve the kind of love I want
Stopping for a second during Pile 2 to say holy shiiiiiiiiiiit!!! You are nailing every single detail, queen! I did a few cartwheels when I saw you posted a new love reading. Needed this from you today! Okay, back to the reading and then on to the extended. Thank you, as always, for the beautiful reading! 💗
I'm Pile 3 too...I literally got chills when she mentioned the lightning bolt. I saw a clip on TV the other day of The Godfather when Michael met Apollonia and it was described in Italian as him "being hit with a lightning bolt"... since it was in Italian, that might explain the communication issue she's talking about
I liked your channel name so I checked out your channel and totally got all into some of those choices you made for cover songs… I thought I was alone in the world doing Radiohead and sinead/prince Madonna/ Jeff Buckley in the same set. Love it, keep playing and making sincere authentic music!🎉❤
I feel pile 2. You clearly knew how I felt. That tight feeling in my chest. Wondering what did I do wrong and all I did was show love and acceptance. You helped me let the anxiousness go. I can breath again! Wherever he is I just hope he's doing well whether I'm with him or not. I appreciate what he has done for me in the time we had together. Thank you so much Eso!
yeah, pile 2 was about me. "People with really big egos only have egos because they've had alot of pain in their heart." My pile 2 has a very big heart, and at some point, I mean, I knew how I was, I felt I was just going to hold her back, and I wasn't ready to let go of the past. I'm still not. But it wasn't her fault and it's not your fault either. I just needed to calm the tempest within myself, make peace with what was and what is. I genuinely wish the best for her, and for you. Being vulnerable is not weakness. It takes a level of courage that was completely alien to me before. But it was something I needed to find on my own.
Pile2 felt like a personal reading, not a collective reading. Everything you said resonated completely. His emotions he hides, he never tells me how much he loves me. He just blocked me and at first I was heartbroken but now I'm channeling that energy I was given to him for myself.😊 🙏🏼💜💚🔥
I honestly was asleep listening but something woke me up during pile 2 and i think it was some of the best, realest and understood advice i think ive been given in a looooooong time and i cannot thank you enough. Lol i cried my eyes out! LoL! Ill have to get to the extended later but i just wanted to show how much this simple general reading meant to me. Thank you
Eso, Pile 2 was one of the funniest and most accurate readings I've gotten from you so far. When you gave that genuine advice about not needing to wait for this person, and I was feeling receptive to it as it sounded logical (even though there was a tickle in my intuition as though I had picked up on some sort of startled vibe outside myself), then seeing you immediately flip that very direct and unambiguous "I'M READY" oracle made me laugh very hard- as this is so on brand for the decisiveness and impulsivity of my person. They will not give up without a fight, and this definitely helped to confirm my gut feeling that they will face their fears in the end and come forward in time. Thank you for all the clarity.
all I can say is EVERYTHING IS REALLY ON POINT! Previous reading were like 70-80% similar to my real life, but this is 100% on point. I guess my question now is "Should I confess now, or some other time?", cause that breathe card said "not to come up with a solution rn, but just trust and I will have clarity at some point". Maybe, I'll feel the right time to confess? Cause whether he accepts or rejects my feelings, at least I get to speak up what I feel, and move on if he rejects 🤷🤷
@@yaroyaro9533 this is so true!! I confessed to mine last month and honestly it felt so freeing and it was a step in the right direction, speak your truth 🗣️
I too chose pile 2 ..I watched it 2-3 times but I am unable to concentrate throughout the video ,I felt little distracted and sad .It would be great if you could explain what she said .I would be highly grateful. Because I think I will not be able to concentrate again..moreover her readings are something which fully resonate...I will be highly grateful if you could write it here ..thank u
Pile 3 has created a wonderful dream for me, although I don’t think that he will take any action towards me. I was happy to listen to this beautiful story.
Pile 3 here: I am just shocked how precious your reading is for my person. He came out of nowhere in my life 2 months ago when I was not prepared. Both of us were in our own unhealthy relationships. We both agreed to stay in our existing relationships but our connections are just so so strong. Something I haven't experienced before. We now have agreed to be friends and established our boundaries. It has been hard but being spontaneous is what we both want. He even said we met for a reason. I really appreciate your reading 💖
i’ve been watching you since 2020 and it’s nice to watch you grow with channeling!! u sound more assertive and confident, and your shuffling got better too!! u used to say you were bad at it :p thank you for being a channel i can look to when i want answers for the past two years! have a good 2023 and thank you for your hard work 🤍
Pile 4 here. This person was someone very important in my life, but we haven't talk for more than 4 years. Somehow I always feel his energy around... In a thought out of nowhere, in a memory out of blue... Today as soon as I saw this video, his face came to my mind. I had already decided not to ask about him anymore, but it was so strong that I decided to watch it and now my heart is racing like a crazy! Everything fits so perfectly! I think for the first time I will watch an extended video. Thanks!
After a period of addiction to these readings, I stopped watching these videos for about 2 years. I love Eso and recently I've been getting her videos suggested again and today I decided to watch this and oh I remembered why I got so addicted in the first place. She's so accurate and the way in which I resonate all the time is unbelievable. These are so fun to watch and I really loved this one. I'm really claiming this reading! Loved it, loved it, loved it. Thank you Eso. 🥰
It’s crazy.. that this is my exact story… 2 years of not watching them bc I relied too much on it and my relationship ended w my TF. Then 2 years after no contact they come back… I message back a few months later and now they are in a new relationship and I’m watching these vids
I felt attracted to pile 4 and everything you said was on point, everything is exactly same of what I am going through right now. Thank you for this reading
The moment you said I wish I could give you a hug i couldn't hold it any longer😭😭.I chose pile 2 and it completely without having any single doubt in my mind resonated with me.The exact same situation.Focusing on myself and my career is the only thing I want to do right now.If anyone is meant to be they will find a way sooner or later.
Pile three, completely resonates as usual. My card for him is the Star so when that shows I know it’s meant for me to hear and take to heart (he’s an aqua). Thank you for the kind words and advice and I am glad you are here for us. Thank you for your time and efforts! Off to the extended ❤
*Pile 3* 💜🌌 thank you so much. We're in separation and I'm accepting of what became of our connection. Even though I've felt this numerous times, I don't know how to completely believe this is real anymore. It could just be a time in the universe that's emotionally provoking but I do hope he tries to make things more obvious someday and even if he doesn't and stays in his head about this... I'll eventually find the spark to see beyond this connection and do my best to continue wishing him well towards his own healing while I heal. Thank you, Eso. 🦋💙
Pile 4 I don’t usually comment on videos but today i have to i mean this situation suits my situation so well that i have had literally tears in my eyes whole time by hearing his side but the second you switch to the spirit guidance i feel so much confident and happy that I’m doing the right thing! I should choose myself over anyone else no matter how much i love that person but he can’t treat me that way or did me wrong! I think universe gonnaaa do the magic if this relationship meant to be we will be back together but only if he make efforts but if not I should accept that! Yeah i have ended things with him but i have so much love and that toxic attachment to him that after i broke up with him i felt so lonely and i feel like i have no one! But universe definitely got a better plan for me! And I don’t chase I attract! What’s mine will eventually find me! No matter what! I’m the magnet. I never did wrong to anyone! I deserve all the love! I deserve someone who respects me, stay loyal with me, and loves me treat me well! Doesn’t shout at me at all! Thankyou so much for this reading. I really needed it right now.
Pile 2 - it really made me believe I really wasn't crazy because it's slamming me in the face with my own intuition! We've been in separation since August 2021 and it's the hardest thing I've ever experienced.
Pile 4. Yes, so very accurate!! This was the last confirmation I needed, yes he's a Gemini, yes I'm a water sign, yes he was a complete a-hole to me 🙂 there is literally no justification to his recent actions and if this doesn't make him rethink his whole life and make him grow (properly this time), nothing will. I'm putting my energy and love elsewhere ❤️ Thanks so much Eso! 🙏❤️
Pile 3... spot on! He takes me out. Stutters cause he is so into me. Is blown away by our connection. He gives me sooooo much in so many ways. My 1st time ever being treated so good in my life. After 2 toxic relationships in a row. Nice to be wanted. And it's so natural. This was spot on. Ty.
I chose pile 2, always so spot on eso! I've been in this really weird situation with this guy. We were really into each other around 2 years ago but I was still really insecure and felt too shy to meet him, so even when we did have feelings for each other they went pretty much unspoken. We fell off because he suddenly went all cold on me after he went on a night out drinking with friends. I wasn't having that I was being very warm to him and he always seemed a bit distant, and when I would pull up our old flirty jokes he responded as if I was a weird person so I just let it fall apart even when I liked him a lot because it hurt to see him suddenly pull a 180 on me Around the holidays, he came back around and messaged me when he saw me constantly reacting to his posts. We were hitting it off pretty well but it always felt like he was holding back? I've also been giving efforts to keep the conversation flowing but it always starts with a peak of energy then suddenly he's acting all aloof and uninterested. I've grown from my old habits of getting too attached easily to responses though so it doesn't really bother me -- I just automatically presume that he's busy and that I don't want to bother him. I'm also trying to learn how to not always give my 100% to people who are just giving me their 20%, so our messages are pretty on and off recently. Im pretty tired of chasing people since every chase I've been doing for a while has been pretty fruitless with my other attempts with new people falling flat because they always take me for granted, so a part of me told myself that "Well, if they want to leave, they should go. If they want to stay, they will make me feel that". I'm pretty sure we both know we're still kinda into each other and that's why we still had exchanges even after that long while of absence, but I feel that I'm ready for love that isn't half assed and the energy's just not giving. Anyways, thanks for this! Your readings almost all the time resonate with my situations and I'd like to extend that gratitude for a nice listen. Have a good day ♪
we have the same situation lol, when i first watched the reading we were still in contact but i told him we should stop talking a week ago, cause i felt him distant. i definitely have a lot of affection and care for him but i won’t be chasing him. he has to show me i matter to him. it’s reassuring that someone else is going through the same thing and chose the same pile. good luck with your connection
pile 2# This resonates too much omg 😱 thank youu … and i love how much i’ve grown spiritually in these past months that I am just peacefully surrendering this and enjoying the love that I feel within ,, istg i saved my life from all the stress i once barely handled 🦋💓i generally care about him and i hope he figures his lil heart out 😄🙃
@@hopefarawayy I'm sorry friend, I know the pain you're feeling, you can always be open to receiving help from the universe as well, not just feeling like you've done wrong for feeling the way that you do, it's okay to ask for help when you need it, I wish you the best of luck. ❤️ We'll all get through this.
I don’t think I’ll ever stop being in awe of how accurate and gifted you are especially reading for a collective!! Pile 2 did it again for me 😭🥹 Thank you so much for what you do❤
Pile 4 and I can’t describe how well and deeply it is resonating. besides that i just love listening/watching your videos, it feels like we’re on FaceTime ❤
Pile 2: This is so to the point,thank you so much! I feel grounded and in balance right now and I literally go with the flow! Thanks for the confirmation! 🥰 What will be will be and nothing can change that,this is how I feel.If we are meant to be together we will... if not I will always love him and wish him well!❤🙏
Pile 3. Here we are 7 months after this was posted and it is soooo spot on for me today. I met someone a few months ago and the connection was so strong. When around each other, it was as you described, didnt want to let me go, asking for 5 more mins, etc 😊 but then last week no communication. I was so confused and hurt. Then after i texted multiple times with no response, i finally said this wasn't fair to me and said goodbye. Yesterday i get a message that she's been dealing with some difficult things and didn't know how to deal. So basically she just shut down on me. I told her she has my number if she ever wants to talk and basically left it at that. I really miss her though
I choose pile 4 , it resonated so strongly, he is my twin flame, he left me in April and I been focusing in myself and you were spot on on everything, I still think of him every day and wish him the best,also feel his energy a lot, and what you describe was what my intuition told me he was going through. You are absolutely amazing, thank you for your reading.🙏🏽💜🩵💛
pile 2. Too personal, very useful, thank you. c: I feel even more secure about what I've been doing, it's been great for me these days, setting boundaries, knowing my worth and being free... Has opened me a thousand doors. I'm so relaxed and secure about my choices... 6 months ago I wouldn't even truly understand what I'm talking about rn :v Like, I used to KNOW what to do, but then go back to the old patterns anyway out of fear... But now I don't even care if this connection ends so I'm happy. Of course I'd like to have a wonderful connection with him, I love him deeply and so much more than anyone else I've loved before... But now I truly and deeply acknowledge that it is HIS inner work to be done, and that I had to do mine... Which was setting boundaries about how I will get treated, and if they don't treat me with that basic stuff, I will just get out of that situation until I see full commitment. So thank you, this was very relaxing. I would get very anxious before when I knew how he felt and that it wasn't on purpose, and I would come back and look for him out of empathy, but now I'm different, and at peace, so thank you cause I could see the same info that I already knew, but without getting triggered and even laughing because I know the only thing I can do for the both of us rn, is to lay back and respect myself until he's ready to be really fully loved.... And if he never does that, then I have reached the point of fully loving and filling myself so that would be great to. I'm so relaxed, thank you for the 100th time ^ - ^
Pile 2 felt like a personal reading that I cried. I def needed that and a hug lol *hug* I’m so speechless!! also the pep talk is what I needed, it was real and I appreciate that more than you’ll ever know. So thank you 🤍😭
I chose pile 2 and omg i resonate so so much. He talked vulnerably to me and he stopped talking to me one random day. I felt like really sad and that he said he wasn't unsure of his feelings to me.
Please don’t apologize for any “lack of clarity or miscommunication” in your messages. The fact that you channel for us as a collective is a fucking gift and we who appreciate you know what a blessing your readings are to us. Be bold and confident, we see you as such an Angel, Divine and Perfect! ❤
Group 2 resonates so deeply. I believe he is mirroring me, not slower, rather 9 yrs behind me. That's our age gap. He has a daughter who will finish high school soon. He has a lot on his plate right now. I'm enjoying being alone, and I have patience. Edit; (I wrote this last statement before you read the last Ego card!) 😲 I wish I could send this to him too, but it would be counter productive. This was a beautiful reading, Madison. You are Beautiful. Thank you, with all my ❤️
I picked pile 4, and very accurate. I’m a Pisces and his a Gemini. He was very self centered and unfortunately hurt me in a lot of ways. But I loved him and cared about him so I tried to be patient. Made several attempts to leave him when I came to the realization he was not gonna treat me better. But he always talk me out of it. Finally did right before Christmas after finding out he was seeing other women. Snuck out while he was passed out. And we haven’t talked since. I’ve forgiven him knowing he’s has insecurities and issues that I can’t fix. He doesn’t know I found out about the other women and believes I left for another reason. I have no interest in every going back to him and hoped he’d come to realizing how poorly he treated me and how much I cared. This reading gave me some closure, thank you for that. Also, I ended up somewhere with good people around me and look forward to seeing what comes next.
Pile #3 He’s a Aries and I’m a Scorpio 🤣MARS. He was very scared and kept clamming up. But lately we made a breakthrough. Every time I date Aries man they play with me and I always stand on my respect and dignity and they come to the terms they fall in love. He was recently divorced so he expressed his fears and feelings. But hay we’ll see. 😊
pile 4 so accurate in terms of situation i will never know for sure how he feels and i’m okay with that but i trust in the universe will guide me to inner safety. ❤
Pile 2 Thank you 🙏🏼 It’s been a tiring journey The feelings are real but no one ever acknowledges. No one has ever acknowledged in any cycle that I’ve been in and the cycles don’t happen often which is one of the ways I know it’s real. 🤷🏻♂️ I know it’ll shake out but it’s nice to hear reminders ya know? Again, thank you and I hope for the best for all those who are in a rough place. Take care and go well 🤙🏼🌺☀️
Pile 2 - I love whenever we have the pink spiky guy around! This reading is on point about my person. Yeah now I'm happier focusing on myself. Much better than staying stuck on someone who rejected me. There's more to life than this dude lol. Happiness isn't only found in him.Thanks for the reading, Madison :)
Pile 3. I’m a Sagi, our first date he stopped me in my tracks. I truly was enamored by him. After our first date he pulled back for a day and said he needed to to think bc our connection was so strong. He told me if he walked away he’s regret it the rest of his life. He always talks to me about our future. 🖤
Pile 3 Appreciate the time you took in creating this reading! 🙏❤️ & Aww they sound adorable If I end up miraculously breaking out of my chosen single life - (later down the road) & dating this person … Regarding the part about their insecurities, they can always ask me for reassurance ❤️ I won’t laugh in their face or get mad, long as they’re not passive aggressive toward me.
Pile 2 hit so hard hahaha But atm idc anymore about my person. They were the one who ended the relationship. If they do want to come back, they need to fix their issues first. I will focus on my healing first. But thank you, Eso! Your words near the end of the reading for Pile 2 is really sweet, very needed and much appreciated for me. Things have been hard because I really do love my person. But for now, our paths have separated. I know that I am where I am supposed to be.
Pile two. I must say you hit the nail on the head with this one. It was exactly how I've been feeling lately and how I think the person is feeling. When you said it was limbo right at the very start that is howni knew you got the right vibe. The whole reading was so accurate.
Pile 4. Definitely resonated and got major confirmation when you said Gemini energy was coming through. I walked away 2 days ago. I was being undervalued. He most certainly didn’t know what he had right in front of him. I’m sure I left him feeling insecure after pointing out that the one who was settling was me, not him. Blocked him on everything, which I’m sure has him speechless.
Thank you for this message! Pile 2- I cannot believe how much this resonated with me. Last time he pushed away, he said it was because I deserve better and he needs to heal from his stuff. He needs to concentrate on himself. 😅 And then he asked me about my life and wants to help me and do things for me. So confusing lol. When he looks at me, his face softens. He smiles warmly and his eyes tear up. I dont know how to handle that when he keeps pushing me away, so i just tell myself to enjoy the moment and keep Ben and Jerry's in my freezer. 😅
Pile 2- I am so appreciative of this reading because omg I do feel insane in this connection. I feel crazy for having love for this person and I have been trying to let go. 😭😭😭😭
Pile 4 is already spot on from the get go, this was a recent break up and they got into a third party immediately so there was no chance of fixing things or working on anything. This was also a long distance connection before the break up. It sucks not knowing how any of this has affected them because the way they are coming off is they are super happy, while I'm over here super heartbroken over it
So sweet thank you💕🌻this helped me so much (pile 2), at this time. I’ve heard others but since his energy has shifted so has the pile. You are amazing and so kind to “walk us “ lonely starseed through this planet, with your loving readings!
Chose pile 4 - relates quite a bit. he moved for school. he got a full scholarship to ASU, (we're from PA) and I wasn't going to hold him back. I want him back, but I don't need him I want him. That's the big difference. I'm fully capable of living my life without needing him. I think wanting someone in your life is healthier than needing them. Need can end up in codependency. It can make the other person responsible for how you feel about yourself and your life, and although I do miss him, I can still have a good life without him being here. He knows that. But I want to share my life with him. He knows this too. I'm releasing worry and expectations. If he wants to come back he will. I have snowboarding lessons next week, and have 1 thing a month planned to get me out of my comfort zone. And I'm in the process of scaling up my business. Overall, I'm busy busy busy, but I'd make time for him if he did come back or speak up instead of watching me from the shadows lol. At the end of the day, the ball is in his court. I made it pretty well known what and who I want.
I picked pile 2, and you once again nailed it. Extended reading and all!! I bought the whole reading for the first time because I know I'll come back to this another day, as I've done this before where I pick other decks later in time and it would also nail the current situation leaving me with no choice as usual to get another extended. 😅😅 Thanks for the pep talk, you talking to me like a friend would that doesn't judge is very comforting. I'm truly looking forward to whatever comes to me, however way this turns out all I could ever want is to just be happy so I'm embracing each moment as is that's for sure. Thank you for your time and energy into creating such realness because that's all I could ever ask for in a person who does general readings out there in the cyber world. Sending much love and good vibes your way. ♡♡
Eso, you're the queen! Thank you so much for that reading. I chose pile 3 and this is so freakin' accurate! Amazing! It really helps me to take things more lightly. I feel more confident and ready to let go of thoughts and fears that don't serve me. Thank you so much for helping us and putting words on so much confusing thoughts. Sending lots of love. Take care xx
Pile 4, just reflects my situation so well.. Gemini & Taurus energie, that's us.. I cut the relationship because they weren't ready to give me what I needed.. I think they might liked me more than they wanted to show.. So it makes sense that they regret letting me go so easily..
i'd been waiting for ESO's long readings and this was all i'd hoped for and more. group2 - and within the first minute it hit. yes, my mere presence makes her heart center open and it makes her uncomfortable, she even tries to mask it so i don't see how much it affects her. and i've not hidden from her how her presence brings me to absolute peace and home to my own heart. dec25 is her bday. i didn't wish her. we left things uncertain - neither of us know how to move forward without hurting the other. she keeps people at an arms' length and showing ego-centric emotions come easier coz it doesn't require her to be vulnerable.
I come across your reading just by chance, never have I had a reading that resonated with my situation my person and myself. I chose pile 3,My partner is a Leo and I'm an Aquarius we have been off an on for almost 15 years and have a 12 yr old daughter together. We have definitely had our ups and downs. Never fails that we always come bk together. Thru our relationship he wasn't always faithful, and of course it was a problem to say the least lol but we have always been drawn to each other. When you spoke on the passed loved one I started to cry. He had an aunt pass recently and she always said that when it was said and done that him and I would end up bk together for the rest of our lives, it would be him n I. When we decided to reconcile our relationship he pleaded for me to give him 1 more chance and that he would show me that he will be the man I need in my life. He most Def has a hard time communicating his feeling verbally and his famous saying is I can show you better than I can tell you. Everything you spoke on was so right on the dot of us that I'm amazed. Thank you so very much for your insight. This was one of the most enjoyable readings I've ever watched. I truly can't stop smiling and have a feeling of overjoyed in my heart that I haven't felt in a long time, where to be honest I've been kinda leary about believing that he was really sincere. Your reading has lifted some of the leary feelings I was having and gives me hope for us and our future together. Thank you again and I so will continue to watch your readings and look forward to more.
"Please know I'm only halfway here when I channel." 7:51 I just love how you said that and helps explain to me why most of the reiki sessions I do get wiped out of my memory after the person leaves and we have discussed anything that came through. You rock. ☯️
I just dreamt about this person last night. He's a childhood/family friend but things have felt weird since our conflict in highschool.The fear of showing vulnerability for men is definitely strong in our culture.
I found this video today - I guess it was meant for me. Thank you so very much (pile 2) for your deep and full explaination about my situation. Recently I was struggling a lot. You are more than a tarot reader, you are like a therapist to me. I feel much better now. So many things I am understanding now thanks to your interpretation. ❤❤❤❤❤
Pile 4 definitely resonates with my situation. He ended the relationship several months ago with no explanation or closure. His ego got in the way of everything and he was a narcissist. I am so much better off without him. Thank you for this reading. It put a lot into perspective.
pile 3! such a spot on reading, so insane. i started tearing up n then immediately u said "i feel like crying happy tears" i was literally in shock. thank u 4 the amazing reading
Thank you so much for everything that you do Madison 😭✨ you have no idea how much your readings have helped me and how much I appreciate the work and energy you put into each and every one of them. I was internally screaming throughout all of the Pile 2 reading because it is the story of my life right now word for word. I forced my person to wake up. Before we split up I literally said “you can run away from me but you can’t run away from yourself.” She’s used to being the alpha in a relationship but since it was my first relationship with a woman, she thought I would be sheepish and easy to control but I’m not the one. I demand transformation in my relationships and I don’t let my person get away with anything, because I would want them to put ME in my place if there’s something I need to improve. And you called it, it’s only been a few weeks and she’s already seeing someone new because it’s much easier to put a bandaid on our shit than to confront them. Thank you so much for everything ❤❤❤
pile 2. this kept relentlessly appearing in my recommended, but I didn't click on it because I didn't want anything like a love reading. Finally I gave in and opened it, and I was strongly drawn to pile 2. really quickly it became clear that I was in the right place. I've been in a lot of pain. It's been months since it ended, but I still think about it in circles almost every day. I just can't understand why things turned out the way they did. hearing all of this meant a lot. I think I understand better why things happened like they did, and that two things can be true at the same time: they hurt me, and they never meant to. also helped me feel less crazy about how the whole thing has been effecting me. thank you for the reading. it was beautiful, it really resonated.
Pile 1 I've stopped with the love readings because I've let go but I can never miss one of yours. Thx Holy sh tt you mentioned he really liked Eminem??? That's insane accurate
Omg. I chose pile 3 and the mirroring was so accurate! Also, I knew this was meant for me as soon as I saw the “I want you to choose” card. They are always telling me that!
Pile 2: wow feeling extremely seen. I am having complete trust and faith in the universe at this time, which is hard but it’s for the best. Thanks for keeping me in check and confirming I’m on the right path
Pile 2…thank you for the supportive comments! I really do feel crazy some (okay most 😂) days for still caring so deeply about this man who shows no intention of being in my life and hasn’t for some time now. But the way that he did act whenever we used to see each other was exactly as you described. Thank you so much for this much-needed reading!
what you read for me was just about completely true, I've had a lot of tarot readings but you're was the most accurate reading I've ever had and I'm only 10 mins in 😌👏🏾
Reading 1 really relates to my story I been dealing this situation with my crush every since 9th grade . I never really told him how I feel I can kinda tell that he feels a certain way about me . From all the physical touch and the eye contact . The eye contact is not just a typical one , it’s something about it that makes me freeze up and start feeling tingles .
Pile 2 is LOL! So accurate Fortunately, I already am able to get out the cyclic pattern of this relationship and decided that I could be doing more than just waiting for this to pop again in my life. I really love your readings and this just confirmed what I had decided for myself. Your advice was also spot on! Also for my fellow pile 2, if you feel guilty or feel like you've lost your chances... They're not the ones that got away. Cheers🥂
I’m so grateful for this reading ❤ and all of your readings ✨ pile 3 resonated exactly with what’s happening in my relationship right now. You are always spot on!! ✨🫶
I had so much fun making this reading, I really hope you enjoy it 🥺thank you sm for watching, for supporting me, and for existing 💗 I love you xoxo
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🕚Timestamps🕥
Intro: 0:00
Reading Breakdown: 0:25
Pile Selection: 2:42
Pile 1 (Spirit Quartz): 4:20 ...ayee lmao
Pile 2 (Pink Spiky Guy): 55:31
Pile 3 (Pyrite): 1:57:44
Pile 4 (Apophyllite): 2:50:29
Hi. I always watch your video as soon as it pops out in my notifications and you always get everything spot on. It's quite scary, but also amazing. Truly. And today, out of all the days, I was hoping you'd do a 'work reading'. Well, not like work related, but more like creativity, self-project related. I find it hard to describe, but like... What's blocking your creativity reading? Or how can you improve on your art/ project. In my case, I'm having a hard time enjoying the book I'm writing, which makes me procrastinate, and honestly, it's been the greatest source of sadness and frustrations for more than a year now (sad and frustrated is an understatement though). I think it's because, in simpler terms, I still haven't found what makes the emotional vein of it, although I know all the plot and characters already. It's funny that I'm talking about writing a book while I find it hard to explain what the reading I wish would be about in this comment, but I just think you'd know what to do, as always. It's just my selfish wish. I know. But I am truly grateful for all the video's you've made and even if you ignore this, I'll always be a fan. Your videos helped me a lot of times. Your advice and just your way of being helped me a lot through hopeless moments. So, thank you very much for doing videos, tarot and just for being ...you. And my wish for you is that you'll always enjoy making your videos and that it never feels like 'work', if you know what I mean. Wish you all the best.
thank you so much for existing eso🥹❤❤ your readings always resonate to a T love you queen ❤
Ohh Eso. How in the actual eff could you possibly pick up on such a story as pile #2. & how is it exactly mine, in a general reading? You are so in tune. & yah know what, thank you for helping me to remember that I am as well, because I my inner voice told me "pile 2" immediately. Except I didn't think that thought...if that makes sense. It was like a lightning strike without the pain,into my head, my voice said it in a thought but it didn't come from my mind. Idk lol I feel like you know what I'm blubbering on about, i forgot my adderall today hahahelp. ANYWAY, All of this is AKA: THANK YOU. You are such a cool ass human & soul. Also, you went to school for psychology, I believe? & in this reading, you said the word "preservation." Right before I saw this reading posted, I'd been listening to Shrunk by Aesop Rock (not Rocky). He says "preservation is a doozy." & it's about...i dont wanna give it away so I'll say that i think it'd be something youd like to dive into because of your college major mixed with your insight & your ability to pick up on nuances, & mostly, your strong tie to the 'paranormal.' Check it out, if yah feel like it! Thank you for being you, friend!🤗
@@ohnotagain851 don’t know you but that’s something that makes perfect sense to me. Very relatable.
I wait to listen to it and as today someone came back in my life and the pile I picked was exactly this purpose... Destiny at play. Thank you
Pile 2 here - I was already nodding along to everything you were saying but the moment you said “you’re not crazy” that hit me so hard. The last few weeks I’ve been asking myself over an over again am I am idiot or crazy or just reading too much into it. I needed to hear this, thank you 🙏🏼
Thank you I'm glad I'm finally getting told that I'm not crazy I'm picking up with this
I get you, it isnt easy is it!
No, like me too
I know everything but this is really triggering my anxiety..i even developed acnes 😢
Same...i am here 11 months later. This resonates so freakin much its almost scary. This gave me so much hope that i am not as crazy as people would like me to be! He was Here yesterday and i gave him a perfume with a fragrance of 🌹 that i picked out for him as a gift. So i had to pick pile 2 . Thank you very much for this reading ❤
genuine concern for pile twos mental health use this comment as a support group
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@carlylexa6113 I find it really sweet that you genuinely would extend your kindness out to whoever needs it, even a random stranger on the internet. Don't let negative comments of people that don't understand your intention dissuade you from being compassionate like that. General or for entertainment purposes, Eso hits in the soul so I get where you were coming from with your comment despite how anyone else interpreted it. Stay awesome❤
seriously 😂😂
I dont even know where to start. Married a Sag. Thought it would be filled with love and laughter. Hell no! He betrayed me so bad in the first 6 months that now my family refuses to speak to me, invite me to dinners and birthdays and my entire hometown has been lied to by him about my character in such a horrible way that I cannot face even going out in public now. He has no reason to do this. I was targeted for no reason other than this is how he is I guess.... it's so horrible. Yet he says he loves me more than he has loved anyone else in his life... he is mental... there is no other explanation. My whole world is choas because he did this. I was loving and careing to him and his family. I worked hard, gave him my whole paychecks, cooked, cleaned, I was loyal and never refused sex, I did laundry, bought new furniture for our home with my own savings, I never took a penny from him. Literally not one penny! I thought everything was ok...not great but ok. Then I found out he was saying horrid things about me that were not true in any way. Total fantasy lies. My heart has broken so bad and been broken for so long that I'm almost non-functional sometimes....
Eso and Kino on the same day! Cue the Ice Cube track! 😎 What have we done to deserve all this April Aries excellence?!! 🙏🏼✨💝
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April aries supremacy🤩
😂😂😂 the ice cube track
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Today is a good day 😂❤ ice cube track
3. Can't say I'll experience this as no one comes to mind. It was a heartwarming reading. Whomever it applies to, I'm freaking happy for you and I pray that it's everything and more for you
thank you :D
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Thank you!!
Pile 4- I don't even care if he is shy or misses me or whatever. I just feel very peaceful that I have let it go and left it and I just like my space and peace.... he wasn't ready to be emotionally intimate and vulnerable with me and I deserve the kind of love I want
Stopping for a second during Pile 2 to say holy shiiiiiiiiiiit!!! You are nailing every single detail, queen! I did a few cartwheels when I saw you posted a new love reading. Needed this from you today! Okay, back to the reading and then on to the extended. Thank you, as always, for the beautiful reading! 💗
Yooooo! Every single detail is spot on📍
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Pile 3 is giving me chills and smiles. And definitely what I needed to hear. 🥰
I'm Pile 3 too...I literally got chills when she mentioned the lightning bolt. I saw a clip on TV the other day of The Godfather when Michael met Apollonia and it was described in Italian as him "being hit with a lightning bolt"... since it was in Italian, that might explain the communication issue she's talking about
I liked your channel name so I checked out your channel and totally got all into some of those choices you made for cover songs… I thought I was alone in the world doing Radiohead and sinead/prince Madonna/ Jeff Buckley in the same set. Love it, keep playing and making sincere authentic music!🎉❤
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I feel pile 2. You clearly knew how I felt. That tight feeling in my chest. Wondering what did I do wrong and all I did was show love and acceptance. You helped me let the anxiousness go. I can breath again! Wherever he is I just hope he's doing well whether I'm with him or not. I appreciate what he has done for me in the time we had together. Thank you so much Eso!
Felt that
I was the deer in that pile. I'm so sorry that someone made you feel like that and I wish you the best as I'm sure that person does Atwell
yeah, pile 2 was about me. "People with really big egos only have egos because they've had alot of pain in their heart." My pile 2 has a very big heart, and at some point, I mean, I knew how I was, I felt I was just going to hold her back, and I wasn't ready to let go of the past. I'm still not. But it wasn't her fault and it's not your fault either. I just needed to calm the tempest within myself, make peace with what was and what is. I genuinely wish the best for her, and for you. Being vulnerable is not weakness. It takes a level of courage that was completely alien to me before. But it was something I needed to find on my own.
Yeah same plie.. sending love for you ❤💐
😢 Yes, all of this. I love him, miss him, and hope he finds something that makes him happy.
Pile2 felt like a personal reading, not a collective reading. Everything you said resonated completely. His emotions he hides, he never tells me how much he loves me. He just blocked me and at first I was heartbroken but now I'm channeling that energy I was given to him for myself.😊
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❤❤❤ GOOD FOR U. GOD BLESS U. MERRY XMAS. 🫂💜😇🙏✨
I honestly was asleep listening but something woke me up during pile 2 and i think it was some of the best, realest and understood advice i think ive been given in a looooooong time and i cannot thank you enough. Lol i cried my eyes out! LoL! Ill have to get to the extended later but i just wanted to show how much this simple general reading meant to me. Thank you
I just figured it out lol
I also woke up during pile 2. This describes my person exactly as well.
Thank you so much for supporting me! This is beyond generous 💗
This happened to me too
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Eso, Pile 2 was one of the funniest and most accurate readings I've gotten from you so far. When you gave that genuine advice about not needing to wait for this person, and I was feeling receptive to it as it sounded logical (even though there was a tickle in my intuition as though I had picked up on some sort of startled vibe outside myself), then seeing you immediately flip that very direct and unambiguous "I'M READY" oracle made me laugh very hard- as this is so on brand for the decisiveness and impulsivity of my person. They will not give up without a fight, and this definitely helped to confirm my gut feeling that they will face their fears in the end and come forward in time. Thank you for all the clarity.
I need him to talk to me fr :((
@@Emmie1223 feel you :( it will happen with time for all of us pile 2ers
all I can say is EVERYTHING IS REALLY ON POINT! Previous reading were like 70-80% similar to my real life, but this is 100% on point. I guess my question now is "Should I confess now, or some other time?", cause that breathe card said "not to come up with a solution rn, but just trust and I will have clarity at some point". Maybe, I'll feel the right time to confess? Cause whether he accepts or rejects my feelings, at least I get to speak up what I feel, and move on if he rejects 🤷🤷
@@yaroyaro9533 this is so true!! I confessed to mine last month and honestly it felt so freeing and it was a step in the right direction, speak your truth 🗣️
I laughed A LOT with that pile too LOL xD
Pile 2. Feels like a personal reading 😂😂 Thank you so much.
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I too chose pile 2 ..I watched it 2-3 times but I am unable to concentrate throughout the video ,I felt little distracted and sad .It would be great if you could explain what she said .I would be highly grateful. Because I think I will not be able to concentrate again..moreover her readings are something which fully resonate...I will be highly grateful if you could write it here ..thank u
i was confused af at first and was like “he just like me fr😩” then it took me a sec to go “oh…yeah this me”
@@island.rose444 or he could be mirroring you..
Same
Pile 3 has created a wonderful dream for me, although I don’t think that he will take any action towards me. I was happy to listen to this beautiful story.
Same.....
Exactly 🙌🏿✌🏿
Hi! Is there any update? 🥹
Pile 3 here: I am just shocked how precious your reading is for my person. He came out of nowhere in my life 2 months ago when I was not prepared. Both of us were in our own unhealthy relationships. We both agreed to stay in our existing relationships but our connections are just so so strong. Something I haven't experienced before. We now have agreed to be friends and established our boundaries. It has been hard but being spontaneous is what we both want. He even said we met for a reason. I really appreciate your reading 💖
so did yall get together yet 😂
Pile 3 is giving me chills and smiles. And definitely what I needed to hear. 🥰
i’ve been watching you since 2020 and it’s nice to watch you grow with channeling!! u sound more assertive and confident, and your shuffling got better too!! u used to say you were bad at it :p thank you for being a channel i can look to when i want answers for the past two years! have a good 2023 and thank you for your hard work 🤍
I was bad at it! I just got better hehe thank you so much, this means so much to me! 💗
Pile 4 here. This person was someone very important in my life, but we haven't talk for more than 4 years. Somehow I always feel his energy around... In a thought out of nowhere, in a memory out of blue... Today as soon as I saw this video, his face came to my mind. I had already decided not to ask about him anymore, but it was so strong that I decided to watch it and now my heart is racing like a crazy! Everything fits so perfectly! I think for the first time I will watch an extended video. Thanks!
After a period of addiction to these readings, I stopped watching these videos for about 2 years. I love Eso and recently I've been getting her videos suggested again and today I decided to watch this and oh I remembered why I got so addicted in the first place. She's so accurate and the way in which I resonate all the time is unbelievable. These are so fun to watch and I really loved this one. I'm really claiming this reading! Loved it, loved it, loved it. Thank you Eso. 🥰
Eso is truly accurate and utterly medial. It helps so much.
It’s crazy.. that this is my exact story… 2 years of not watching them bc I relied too much on it and my relationship ended w my TF. Then 2 years after no contact they come back… I message back a few months later and now they are in a new relationship and I’m watching these vids
We get addicted because we want to know the truth. There’s so much to find out in life that we didn’t know.
Pile 3 gives me both chills he came in from nowhere and yes they been quiet so haaa all in the Universe hands
I felt attracted to pile 4 and everything you said was on point, everything is exactly same of what I am going through right now. Thank you for this reading
The moment you said I wish I could give you a hug i couldn't hold it any longer😭😭.I chose pile 2 and it completely without having any single doubt in my mind resonated with me.The exact same situation.Focusing on myself and my career is the only thing I want to do right now.If anyone is meant to be they will find a way sooner or later.
Pile three, completely resonates as usual. My card for him is the Star so when that shows I know it’s meant for me to hear and take to heart (he’s an aqua). Thank you for the kind words and advice and I am glad you are here for us. Thank you for your time and efforts! Off to the extended ❤
*Pile 3* 💜🌌 thank you so much. We're in separation and I'm accepting of what became of our connection. Even though I've felt this numerous times, I don't know how to completely believe this is real anymore. It could just be a time in the universe that's emotionally provoking but I do hope he tries to make things more obvious someday and even if he doesn't and stays in his head about this... I'll eventually find the spark to see beyond this connection and do my best to continue wishing him well towards his own healing while I heal. Thank you, Eso. 🦋💙
I chose pile 3 and my jaw hit the floor. Every card, everything you described is my exact situation. Wow. Thank you so much!
Pile 4 I don’t usually comment on videos but today i have to i mean this situation suits my situation so well that i have had literally tears in my eyes whole time by hearing his side but the second you switch to the spirit guidance i feel so much confident and happy that I’m doing the right thing! I should choose myself over anyone else no matter how much i love that person but he can’t treat me that way or did me wrong! I think universe gonnaaa do the magic if this relationship meant to be we will be back together but only if he make efforts but if not I should accept that! Yeah i have ended things with him but i have so much love and that toxic attachment to him that after i broke up with him i felt so lonely and i feel like i have no one! But universe definitely got a better plan for me! And I don’t chase I attract! What’s mine will eventually find me! No matter what! I’m the magnet. I never did wrong to anyone! I deserve all the love! I deserve someone who respects me, stay loyal with me, and loves me treat me well! Doesn’t shout at me at all! Thankyou so much for this reading. I really needed it right now.
You’re not just a pair of talking hands you’re a light and like a bestie tbh you always give the best advice and make people feel seen
Pile 2 - it really made me believe I really wasn't crazy because it's slamming me in the face with my own intuition! We've been in separation since August 2021 and it's the hardest thing I've ever experienced.
Update?
Pile 4. Yes, so very accurate!! This was the last confirmation I needed, yes he's a Gemini, yes I'm a water sign, yes he was a complete a-hole to me 🙂 there is literally no justification to his recent actions and if this doesn't make him rethink his whole life and make him grow (properly this time), nothing will.
I'm putting my energy and love elsewhere ❤️
Thanks so much Eso! 🙏❤️
Pile 3... spot on! He takes me out. Stutters cause he is so into me. Is blown away by our connection. He gives me sooooo much in so many ways. My 1st time ever being treated so good in my life. After 2 toxic relationships in a row. Nice to be wanted. And it's so natural. This was spot on. Ty.
Still single and working on me. 😇
Pile 3 is and was our situation ❤ you are so talented esso, you make a difference 🌈💕😇 Thank
You!
The "ayyy lmao" after the pile 1 time stamp😂😂 sometimes I think we're the same person ☠️🤣
Real recognizes real 🥰
@@EsoTarot you're so cute
I chose pile 2, always so spot on eso!
I've been in this really weird situation with this guy. We were really into each other around 2 years ago but I was still really insecure and felt too shy to meet him, so even when we did have feelings for each other they went pretty much unspoken. We fell off because he suddenly went all cold on me after he went on a night out drinking with friends. I wasn't having that I was being very warm to him and he always seemed a bit distant, and when I would pull up our old flirty jokes he responded as if I was a weird person so I just let it fall apart even when I liked him a lot because it hurt to see him suddenly pull a 180 on me
Around the holidays, he came back around and messaged me when he saw me constantly reacting to his posts. We were hitting it off pretty well but it always felt like he was holding back? I've also been giving efforts to keep the conversation flowing but it always starts with a peak of energy then suddenly he's acting all aloof and uninterested. I've grown from my old habits of getting too attached easily to responses though so it doesn't really bother me -- I just automatically presume that he's busy and that I don't want to bother him. I'm also trying to learn how to not always give my 100% to people who are just giving me their 20%, so our messages are pretty on and off recently.
Im pretty tired of chasing people since every chase I've been doing for a while has been pretty fruitless with my other attempts with new people falling flat because they always take me for granted, so a part of me told myself that "Well, if they want to leave, they should go. If they want to stay, they will make me feel that". I'm pretty sure we both know we're still kinda into each other and that's why we still had exchanges even after that long while of absence, but I feel that I'm ready for love that isn't half assed and the energy's just not giving. Anyways, thanks for this! Your readings almost all the time resonate with my situations and I'd like to extend that gratitude for a nice listen. Have a good day ♪
Same here.. We really shared a warm relationship.. But suddenly he went cold
we have the same situation lol, when i first watched the reading we were still in contact but i told him we should stop talking a week ago, cause i felt him distant. i definitely have a lot of affection and care for him but i won’t be chasing him. he has to show me i matter to him. it’s reassuring that someone else is going through the same thing and chose the same pile. good luck with your connection
pile 2# This resonates too much omg 😱 thank youu … and i love how much i’ve grown spiritually in these past months that I am just peacefully surrendering this and enjoying the love that I feel within ,, istg i saved my life from all the stress i once barely handled 🦋💓i generally care about him and i hope he figures his lil heart out 😄🙃
This comment resonates. 🥺 ❤️ Best of luck to you.
i still find trouble surrendering to the universe :( i really like him… i wish i never met him at all
@@hopefarawayy I'm sorry friend, I know the pain you're feeling, you can always be open to receiving help from the universe as well, not just feeling like you've done wrong for feeling the way that you do, it's okay to ask for help when you need it, I wish you the best of luck. ❤️ We'll all get through this.
@@ageves8487 aw thank you so much sweetheart 🥺 best of luck to you as well ❤️ you deserve all the love in this world!
@@hopefarawayy Thank you, I really appreciate it, and you're welcome! 🤗 Let's give some love back to ourselves first! We deserve it!
I don’t think I’ll ever stop being in awe of how accurate and gifted you are especially reading for a collective!! Pile 2 did it again for me 😭🥹 Thank you so much for what you do❤
(Group 1) I love how these readings really are timeless. This might’ve been posted a month ago, but it was very helpful for me this week!
Pile 2. Such an accurate description of what I have been experiencing with this connection. Love your reading.
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Pile 4 and I can’t describe how well and deeply it is resonating. besides that i just love listening/watching your videos, it feels like we’re on FaceTime ❤
Pile 2 resonated very deeply. I feel like it was everything I needed to hear and just confirmed what I already thought
Pile 2: This is so to the point,thank you so much! I feel grounded and in balance right now and I literally go with the flow! Thanks for the confirmation! 🥰 What will be will be and nothing can change that,this is how I feel.If we are meant to be together we will... if not I will always love him and wish him well!❤🙏
Pile 3. Here we are 7 months after this was posted and it is soooo spot on for me today. I met someone a few months ago and the connection was so strong. When around each other, it was as you described, didnt want to let me go, asking for 5 more mins, etc 😊 but then last week no communication. I was so confused and hurt. Then after i texted multiple times with no response, i finally said this wasn't fair to me and said goodbye. Yesterday i get a message that she's been dealing with some difficult things and didn't know how to deal. So basically she just shut down on me. I told her she has my number if she ever wants to talk and basically left it at that. I really miss her though
I choose pile 4 , it resonated so strongly, he is my twin flame, he left me in April and I been focusing in myself and you were spot on on everything, I still think of him every day and wish him the best,also feel his energy a lot, and what you describe was what my intuition told me he was going through. You are absolutely amazing, thank you for your reading.🙏🏽💜🩵💛
pile 2. Too personal, very useful, thank you. c: I feel even more secure about what I've been doing, it's been great for me these days, setting boundaries, knowing my worth and being free... Has opened me a thousand doors. I'm so relaxed and secure about my choices... 6 months ago I wouldn't even truly understand what I'm talking about rn :v
Like, I used to KNOW what to do, but then go back to the old patterns anyway out of fear... But now I don't even care if this connection ends so I'm happy. Of course I'd like to have a wonderful connection with him, I love him deeply and so much more than anyone else I've loved before... But now I truly and deeply acknowledge that it is HIS inner work to be done, and that I had to do mine... Which was setting boundaries about how I will get treated, and if they don't treat me with that basic stuff, I will just get out of that situation until I see full commitment.
So thank you, this was very relaxing. I would get very anxious before when I knew how he felt and that it wasn't on purpose, and I would come back and look for him out of empathy, but now I'm different, and at peace, so thank you cause I could see the same info that I already knew, but without getting triggered and even laughing because I know the only thing I can do for the both of us rn, is to lay back and respect myself until he's ready to be really fully loved.... And if he never does that, then I have reached the point of fully loving and filling myself so that would be great to. I'm so relaxed, thank you for the 100th time ^ - ^
Pile 2 felt like a personal reading that I cried. I def needed that and a hug lol *hug* I’m so speechless!! also the pep talk is what I needed, it was real and I appreciate that more than you’ll ever know. So thank you 🤍😭
I feel you. Same... I'm sending love 🥹💗
Pile 2 felt like you were reading my mind... resonated so much for me!
I chose pile 2 and omg i resonate so so much. He talked vulnerably to me and he stopped talking to me one random day. I felt like really sad and that he said he wasn't unsure of his feelings to me.
Me too exactly, same pile two, he told me so much about himself acting really into me and interested and then just stopped
Please don’t apologize for any “lack of clarity or miscommunication” in your messages. The fact that you channel for us as a collective is a fucking gift and we who appreciate you know what a blessing your readings are to us. Be bold and confident, we see you as such an Angel, Divine and Perfect! ❤
Thank you so much 😭💗
Group 2 resonates so deeply. I believe he is mirroring me, not slower, rather 9 yrs behind me. That's our age gap. He has a daughter who will finish high school soon. He has a lot on his plate right now. I'm enjoying being alone, and I have patience.
Edit;
(I wrote this last statement before you read the last Ego card!) 😲
I wish I could send this to him too, but it would be counter productive.
This was a beautiful reading, Madison. You are Beautiful.
Thank you, with all my ❤️
Same here with an age gap.
I picked pile 4, and very accurate. I’m a Pisces and his a Gemini. He was very self centered and unfortunately hurt me in a lot of ways. But I loved him and cared about him so I tried to be patient. Made several attempts to leave him when I came to the realization he was not gonna treat me better. But he always talk me out of it. Finally did right before Christmas after finding out he was seeing other women. Snuck out while he was passed out. And we haven’t talked since. I’ve forgiven him knowing he’s has insecurities and issues that I can’t fix. He doesn’t know I found out about the other women and believes I left for another reason. I have no interest in every going back to him and hoped he’d come to realizing how poorly he treated me and how much I cared. This reading gave me some closure, thank you for that. Also, I ended up somewhere with good people around me and look forward to seeing what comes next.
Pile #3 He’s a Aries and I’m a Scorpio 🤣MARS. He was very scared and kept clamming up. But lately we made a breakthrough. Every time I date Aries man they play with me and I always stand on my respect and dignity and they come to the terms they fall in love. He was recently divorced so he expressed his fears and feelings. But hay we’ll see. 😊
pile 4
so accurate in terms of situation
i will never know for sure how he feels and i’m okay with that
but i trust in the universe will guide me to inner safety. ❤
Pile 2
Thank you 🙏🏼
It’s been a tiring journey
The feelings are real but no one ever acknowledges. No one has ever acknowledged in any cycle that I’ve been in and the cycles don’t happen often which is one of the ways I know it’s real. 🤷🏻♂️ I know it’ll shake out but it’s nice to hear reminders ya know? Again, thank you and I hope for the best for all those who are in a rough place. Take care and go well 🤙🏼🌺☀️
Pile 2 - I love whenever we have the pink spiky guy around! This reading is on point about my person. Yeah now I'm happier focusing on myself. Much better than staying stuck on someone who rejected me. There's more to life than this dude lol. Happiness isn't only found in him.Thanks for the reading, Madison :)
pile #2 needed this reading sm🥹 i teared up listening to this thank you sm for being so genuine and sweet 😢❤
Pile 3. I’m a Sagi, our first date he stopped me in my tracks. I truly was enamored by him. After our first date he pulled back for a day and said he needed to to think bc our connection was so strong. He told me if he walked away he’s regret it the rest of his life. He always talks to me about our future. 🖤
Pile 3
Appreciate the time you took in creating this reading! 🙏❤️
& Aww they sound adorable
If I end up miraculously breaking out of my chosen single life - (later down the road) & dating this person …
Regarding the part about their insecurities, they can always ask me for reassurance ❤️ I won’t laugh in their face or get mad, long as they’re not passive aggressive toward me.
It’s so hard to choose a pile from your videos because they’re all so aesthetically pleasing and I’m drawn to all of them 😂
Pile #2 - for anyone questioning if you should check out the extended you absolutely should if you can. ❤
Pile 2 hit so hard hahaha
But atm idc anymore about my person. They were the one who ended the relationship. If they do want to come back, they need to fix their issues first. I will focus on my healing first. But thank you, Eso! Your words near the end of the reading for Pile 2 is really sweet, very needed and much appreciated for me. Things have been hard because I really do love my person. But for now, our paths have separated. I know that I am where I am supposed to be.
Pile two. I must say you hit the nail on the head with this one. It was exactly how I've been feeling lately and how I think the person is feeling. When you said it was limbo right at the very start that is howni knew you got the right vibe. The whole reading was so accurate.
Sorry I'm not working so much need to spend more time with my family more
I'm wake now and we do need to talk I miss you
Pile 4. Definitely resonated and got major confirmation when you said Gemini energy was coming through. I walked away 2 days ago. I was being undervalued. He most certainly didn’t know what he had right in front of him. I’m sure I left him feeling insecure after pointing out that the one who was settling was me, not him. Blocked him on everything, which I’m sure has him speechless.
The timing of this reading omg! Literally had this notification show up at the perfect time! Thank you Eso ❤️
Pile 3 is literally such a sweet & beautiful reading! Oh to be loved like this 🥰❤
Pille3 here! That was the most accurate reading .. even the voice of my future wife came through yours 😮 Thank You very much 🙏🙏🙏💜💜💜
Pile 4
Thank you for this message! Pile 2- I cannot believe how much this resonated with me. Last time he pushed away, he said it was because I deserve better and he needs to heal from his stuff. He needs to concentrate on himself. 😅 And then he asked me about my life and wants to help me and do things for me. So confusing lol. When he looks at me, his face softens. He smiles warmly and his eyes tear up. I dont know how to handle that when he keeps pushing me away, so i just tell myself to enjoy the moment and keep Ben and Jerry's in my freezer. 😅
Wow pile 1 really resonated for me and put me back in the right track mentally/emotionally. Thank you!
Pile 2- I am so appreciative of this reading because omg I do feel insane in this connection. I feel crazy for having love for this person and I have been trying to let go. 😭😭😭😭
Pile 4 is already spot on from the get go, this was a recent break up and they got into a third party immediately so there was no chance of fixing things or working on anything. This was also a long distance connection before the break up. It sucks not knowing how any of this has affected them because the way they are coming off is they are super happy, while I'm over here super heartbroken over it
So sweet thank you💕🌻this helped me so much (pile 2), at this time. I’ve heard others but since his energy has shifted so has the pile. You are amazing and so kind to “walk us “ lonely starseed through this planet, with your loving readings!
Pile 3, I totally claim this ❤
Chose pile 4 - relates quite a bit. he moved for school. he got a full scholarship to ASU, (we're from PA) and I wasn't going to hold him back. I want him back, but I don't need him I want him. That's the big difference. I'm fully capable of living my life without needing him. I think wanting someone in your life is healthier than needing them. Need can end up in codependency. It can make the other person responsible for how you feel about yourself and your life, and although I do miss him, I can still have a good life without him being here. He knows that. But I want to share my life with him. He knows this too. I'm releasing worry and expectations. If he wants to come back he will. I have snowboarding lessons next week, and have 1 thing a month planned to get me out of my comfort zone. And I'm in the process of scaling up my business. Overall, I'm busy busy busy, but I'd make time for him if he did come back or speak up instead of watching me from the shadows lol. At the end of the day, the ball is in his court. I made it pretty well known what and who I want.
I picked pile 2, and you once again nailed it. Extended reading and all!! I bought the whole reading for the first time because I know I'll come back to this another day, as I've done this before where I pick other decks later in time and it would also nail the current situation leaving me with no choice as usual to get another extended. 😅😅 Thanks for the pep talk, you talking to me like a friend would that doesn't judge is very comforting. I'm truly looking forward to whatever comes to me, however way this turns out all I could ever want is to just be happy so I'm embracing each moment as is that's for sure. Thank you for your time and energy into creating such realness because that's all I could ever ask for in a person who does general readings out there in the cyber world. Sending much love and good vibes your way. ♡♡
Eso, you're the queen! Thank you so much for that reading. I chose pile 3 and this is so freakin' accurate! Amazing! It really helps me to take things more lightly. I feel more confident and ready to let go of thoughts and fears that don't serve me. Thank you so much for helping us and putting words on so much confusing thoughts. Sending lots of love. Take care xx
👆👆text him on telegram☝if you need your ex-back, he did a spell that made my ex came back to me
Pile 4, just reflects my situation so well..
Gemini & Taurus energie, that's us..
I cut the relationship because they weren't ready to give me what I needed.. I think they might liked me more than they wanted to show.. So it makes sense that they regret letting me go so easily..
I picked pile 3 and just realised that you da best... Gosh!! It's 100% accurate. Thank you soooo much.
Eso is definitely my favorite of all YT readers. She's pleasant to listen to, accurate, thoughtful and I like her type of humor.
i'd been waiting for ESO's long readings and this was all i'd hoped for and more. group2 - and within the first minute it hit. yes, my mere presence makes her heart center open and it makes her uncomfortable, she even tries to mask it so i don't see how much it affects her. and i've not hidden from her how her presence brings me to absolute peace and home to my own heart. dec25 is her bday. i didn't wish her. we left things uncertain - neither of us know how to move forward without hurting the other. she keeps people at an arms' length and showing ego-centric emotions come easier coz it doesn't require her to be vulnerable.
I come across your reading just by chance, never have I had a reading that resonated with my situation my person and myself. I chose pile 3,My partner is a Leo and I'm an Aquarius we have been off an on for almost 15 years and have a 12 yr old daughter together. We have definitely had our ups and downs. Never fails that we always come bk together. Thru our relationship he wasn't always faithful, and of course it was a problem to say the least lol but we have always been drawn to each other. When you spoke on the passed loved one I started to cry. He had an aunt pass recently and she always said that when it was said and done that him and I would end up bk together for the rest of our lives, it would be him n I. When we decided to reconcile our relationship he pleaded for me to give him 1 more chance and that he would show me that he will be the man I need in my life. He most Def has a hard time communicating his feeling verbally and his famous saying is I can show you better than I can tell you. Everything you spoke on was so right on the dot of us that I'm amazed. Thank you so very much for your insight. This was one of the most enjoyable readings I've ever watched. I truly can't stop smiling and have a feeling of overjoyed in my heart that I haven't felt in a long time, where to be honest I've been kinda leary about believing that he was really sincere. Your reading has lifted some of the leary feelings I was having and gives me hope for us and our future together. Thank you again and I so will continue to watch your readings and look forward to more.
Thank you for your insight ❤ pile #3 ❤ my dreams are leading the way. I am following my bliss. There's no turning back 🤘 thank you ✨
"Please know I'm only halfway here when I channel." 7:51 I just love how you said that and helps explain to me why most of the reiki sessions I do get wiped out of my memory after the person leaves and we have discussed anything that came through. You rock. ☯️
I just dreamt about this person last night. He's a childhood/family friend but things have felt weird since our conflict in highschool.The fear of showing vulnerability for men is definitely strong in our culture.
I had a dream about mine last night too! That’s so crazy!
Pile 2 !!!Every time I watch ur reading I’m so confused as to how you are so accurate with every detail !! ❤❤❤
I found this video today - I guess it was meant for me. Thank you so very much (pile 2) for your deep and full explaination about my situation. Recently I was struggling a lot. You are more than a tarot reader, you are like a therapist to me. I feel much better now. So many things I am understanding now thanks to your interpretation. ❤❤❤❤❤
Pile 4 definitely resonates with my situation. He ended the relationship several months ago with no explanation or closure. His ego got in the way of everything and he was a narcissist. I am so much better off without him. Thank you for this reading. It put a lot into perspective.
pile 3! such a spot on reading, so insane. i started tearing up n then immediately u said "i feel like crying happy tears" i was literally in shock. thank u 4 the amazing reading
Thank you so much for everything that you do Madison 😭✨ you have no idea how much your readings have helped me and how much I appreciate the work and energy you put into each and every one of them. I was internally screaming throughout all of the Pile 2 reading because it is the story of my life right now word for word.
I forced my person to wake up. Before we split up I literally said “you can run away from me but you can’t run away from yourself.”
She’s used to being the alpha in a relationship but since it was my first relationship with a woman, she thought I would be sheepish and easy to control but I’m not the one. I demand transformation in my relationships and I don’t let my person get away with anything, because I would want them to put ME in my place if there’s something I need to improve.
And you called it, it’s only been a few weeks and she’s already seeing someone new because it’s much easier to put a bandaid on our shit than to confront them.
Thank you so much for everything ❤❤❤
pile 2. this kept relentlessly appearing in my recommended, but I didn't click on it because I didn't want anything like a love reading. Finally I gave in and opened it, and I was strongly drawn to pile 2. really quickly it became clear that I was in the right place.
I've been in a lot of pain. It's been months since it ended, but I still think about it in circles almost every day. I just can't understand why things turned out the way they did. hearing all of this meant a lot. I think I understand better why things happened like they did, and that two things can be true at the same time: they hurt me, and they never meant to.
also helped me feel less crazy about how the whole thing has been effecting me.
thank you for the reading. it was beautiful, it really resonated.
Pile 1: wow, I had intense bear dreams recently
Pile 3 resonates and is everything I was intuitively feeling already 💗 thank you Eso
Pile 1 I've stopped with the love readings because I've let go but I can never miss one of yours. Thx
Holy sh tt you mentioned he really liked Eminem??? That's insane accurate
Omg. I chose pile 3 and the mirroring was so accurate! Also, I knew this was meant for me as soon as I saw the “I want you to choose” card. They are always telling me that!
Pile 2: wow feeling extremely seen. I am having complete trust and faith in the universe at this time, which is hard but it’s for the best. Thanks for keeping me in check and confirming I’m on the right path
Pile 2…thank you for the supportive comments! I really do feel crazy some (okay most 😂) days for still caring so deeply about this man who shows no intention of being in my life and hasn’t for some time now. But the way that he did act whenever we used to see each other was exactly as you described. Thank you so much for this much-needed reading!
what you read for me was just about completely true, I've had a lot of tarot readings but you're was the most accurate reading I've ever had and I'm only 10 mins in 😌👏🏾
Reading 1 really relates to my story I been dealing this situation with my crush every since 9th grade . I never really told him how I feel I can kinda tell that he feels a certain way about me . From all the physical touch and the eye contact . The eye contact is not just a typical one , it’s something about it that makes me freeze up and start feeling tingles .
Pile 2 is LOL! So accurate
Fortunately, I already am able to get out the cyclic pattern of this relationship and decided that I could be doing more than just waiting for this to pop again in my life. I really love your readings and this just confirmed what I had decided for myself. Your advice was also spot on!
Also for my fellow pile 2, if you feel guilty or feel like you've lost your chances... They're not the ones that got away. Cheers🥂
I’m so grateful for this reading ❤ and all of your readings ✨ pile 3 resonated exactly with what’s happening in my relationship right now. You are always spot on!! ✨🫶
Pile 3: I wholeheartedly claim this reading! Thank you ❤
2. Bless you for the empathy and understanding I couldn't find elsewhere.