I love how Ayka and kaya start with deceptively chirpy piano and melody, despite how sad the lyrics are. (The same tendencies of many producers in this community lol)
im glad that today is over i said, pretending to help, “you wont be alone” i said, lying again i don’t know if im laughing, i only open up to myself because tomorrow never came when was this picture taken..? nobody ever looks at me, am I crying behind that smile? i wish to die right now just like snow before you love me, ah, lets expose the secret whose gravestone is this, i wonder? _... its because you had died_ _like a flower petal; truth is, i have no dreams_ let's grieve for the last time i don’t need a key the comet is disappearing, once again ah, where is it going, i wonder.. rid yourself of everything related to me, please, don’t love me, just cut the ties, clumsily _... my voice wont reach, my tears are kept secret_ “im afraid that today will never end” i said, pretending to not have a care in the world it's overflowing, though, and my memories evade me the colors of the sky merge together, it felt as though I was already dead if only life lights up, then you will be killed over and over again i hate it just because everyone else is alive even now, a body which only serves to get in the way just one, the resolution to take a life, thank you, and farewell im not afraid of dying like snow, before the end credits roll, please, end me hey, whats the meaning of a lie? of pretending not to know how it ends? _... because you had died, like a flower petal;_ _the sound of cicadas were lovely_ there was a reason for that lie, to keep me from knowing how it'd end only to chip away at the heart, a sequel i didnt want to know, we were all the same rid yourself of everything related to me, please, dont think about me, how inexplicably ive fallen.. _... there is meaning in the white;_ _i have already forgotten my dreams_ i secretly scarred you so that you would not follow i continue walking, the end grants me hope like a withered flower petal, although I have no proof of having been alive i will die like snow, i just cant bear to live let’s sleep, quietly only the fluttering birds will mark my grave ive lived a quiet life, but before the season in which hydrangea blooms it disappears; the door, which i found _... a secret amidst the flowers_ i managed to throw away all but the pain like flower petals, piling up where did my memories go, AYKA please don’t forget this day, live. _... there was a flower of love,_ _i wonder whose heart it was?_ _i'll take your memories with me, KAYA_ _dont yearn for tomorrow, die._
romaji: kyou wa owaru no ga ureshikute, tasukerufuri shite itte ita "hitori ni naranaide", watashi wa mata uso wo tsuita waraeteru ka wakaranai, watashi ni dake uchiaketa datte ashita wa konakatta, are wa nanji no shashin darou dare mo watashi nante minai mama, naiteru no egao no ura de yuki no you ni shinitai, ima sugu ni aisareru mae no, himitsu wo abaite yuku, aa dare no bahyou darou kaneshimu no mo saigo ni shiyou to, saa > kagi wa iranai, suisei ga mata kieteku doko e yuku no ka na sutesatte, jibun goto, mou aisanai de, fukiyou ni toku dake > kyou ga tsuzuku no ga kowakatta, nandemo naifuri shite itteita koboreteiku nante, mada omoide wa kaeranai no sora no iro ga mazatteku, mou shindeiru you na ki ga shita inochi bakari tomosu no nara, nando demo korosareyou tada dare mo ga ikiteiru kara kirai de imasara sa, jama datta mukuro nante hitotsu, inochi wo uchinuita kakugo ni arigatou to, sayounara wo yuki no you ni shinu no, kowakunai endorooru no mae ni, watashi wo owaraseyou, hora uso ni imi ha atta ketsumatsu wo shirazu ni iyou to, tada > kokoro wo kezuru, shiritaku mo nai gojitsudan minna onaji datta sutesa, jibun goto, mou minasanai de, fukakai ni umazuita > kizuato wo nokoshita, tadoranai you ni sotto arukitsuzukete, owari wa kibou wo kuretan da kareta hanabira no you ni, ikita akashi mo nai noni yuki no you ni shinu yo, tsurai kara nerou, shizuka ni hanabataita tori wa, hitori dake no bohyou darou watashi wa shizuka ni ikiteta, demo > ajizai no saku, kisetsu no mae ni kieru no mitsuketa tobira wa suterarenai, itami dake ga hanabira no you ni, tsumikasanaru kioku wa doko e iku no, AIKA kyou wo wasurenai de, ikite >
I love how Ayka and kaya start with deceptively chirpy piano and melody, despite how sad the lyrics are. (The same tendencies of many producers in this community lol)
i had to borrow somebody elses ears to locate some of the background lyrics ngl yuu really mixed his voice a tad too tiny this time for my liking
im glad that today is over
i said, pretending to help,
“you wont be alone”
i said, lying again
i don’t know if im laughing,
i only open up to myself
because tomorrow never came
when was this picture taken..?
nobody ever looks at me,
am I crying
behind that smile?
i wish to die right now just like snow
before you love me,
ah, lets expose the secret
whose gravestone is this, i wonder?
_... its because you had died_
_like a flower petal; truth is, i have no dreams_
let's grieve for the last time
i don’t need a key
the comet is disappearing, once again
ah, where is it going, i wonder..
rid yourself of everything related to me,
please, don’t love me,
just cut the ties, clumsily
_... my voice wont reach, my tears are kept secret_
“im afraid that today will never end” i said,
pretending to not have a care in the world
it's overflowing, though,
and my memories evade me
the colors of the sky merge together,
it felt as though I was already dead
if only life lights up,
then you will be killed over and over again
i hate it just because everyone else is alive
even now, a body which only serves to get in the way
just one,
the resolution to take a life,
thank you, and farewell
im not afraid of dying like snow,
before the end credits roll,
please, end me
hey, whats the meaning of a lie?
of pretending not to know
how it ends?
_... because you had died, like a flower petal;_
_the sound of cicadas were lovely_
there was a reason for that lie,
to keep me from knowing how it'd end
only to chip away at the heart,
a sequel i didnt want to know,
we were all the same
rid yourself of everything related to me,
please, dont think about me,
how inexplicably ive fallen..
_... there is meaning in the white;_
_i have already forgotten my dreams_
i secretly scarred you so that you would not follow
i continue walking,
the end grants me hope
like a withered flower petal,
although I have no proof of having been alive
i will die like snow,
i just cant bear to live
let’s sleep, quietly
only the fluttering birds will mark my grave
ive lived a quiet life, but
before the season in which hydrangea blooms
it disappears;
the door, which i found
_... a secret amidst the flowers_
i managed to throw away all but the pain
like flower petals, piling up
where did my memories go, AYKA
please don’t forget this day, live.
_... there was a flower of love,_
_i wonder whose heart it was?_
_i'll take your memories with me, KAYA_
_dont yearn for tomorrow, die._
romaji:
kyou wa owaru no ga ureshikute, tasukerufuri shite itte ita
"hitori ni naranaide", watashi wa mata uso wo tsuita
waraeteru ka wakaranai, watashi ni dake uchiaketa
datte ashita wa konakatta, are wa nanji no shashin darou
dare mo watashi nante minai mama, naiteru no
egao no ura de
yuki no you ni shinitai, ima sugu ni
aisareru mae no, himitsu wo abaite yuku, aa
dare no bahyou darou
kaneshimu no mo saigo ni shiyou to, saa
>
kagi wa iranai, suisei ga mata kieteku
doko e yuku no ka na
sutesatte, jibun goto, mou
aisanai de, fukiyou ni toku dake
>
kyou ga tsuzuku no ga kowakatta, nandemo naifuri shite itteita
koboreteiku nante, mada omoide wa kaeranai no
sora no iro ga mazatteku, mou shindeiru you na ki ga shita
inochi bakari tomosu no nara, nando demo korosareyou
tada dare mo ga ikiteiru kara kirai de
imasara sa, jama datta mukuro nante
hitotsu, inochi wo uchinuita kakugo ni
arigatou to, sayounara wo
yuki no you ni shinu no, kowakunai
endorooru no mae ni, watashi wo owaraseyou, hora
uso ni imi ha atta
ketsumatsu wo shirazu ni iyou to, tada
>
kokoro wo kezuru, shiritaku mo nai gojitsudan
minna onaji datta
sutesa, jibun goto, mou
minasanai de, fukakai ni umazuita
>
kizuato wo nokoshita, tadoranai you ni sotto
arukitsuzukete, owari wa kibou wo kuretan da
kareta hanabira no you ni, ikita akashi mo nai noni
yuki no you ni shinu yo, tsurai kara
nerou, shizuka ni
hanabataita tori wa, hitori dake no bohyou darou
watashi wa shizuka ni ikiteta, demo
>
ajizai no saku, kisetsu no mae ni kieru no
mitsuketa tobira wa
suterarenai, itami dake ga
hanabira no you ni, tsumikasanaru
kioku wa doko e iku no, AIKA
kyou wo wasurenai de, ikite
>
thank youuuu!!! this must have been so hard to do, but it came out super good!!
;_; at some point i assume it'll get easier lol
Thank you once again~
i stole the dot in your name
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!
Thank you!!!