"If I were in your skin, I'd choose suicide" I'm in shock.The message of this song is very drastic but it is a situation but it is understood. For me it is very real and I like that.
Me too. How many times have I imagined the people that despised, bulled, judged me in my skin and tell myself "if they were me tomorrow, they wouldn't even last a week without wanting to die."
The song is an abusive person obviously. So yeah, the line fits if you consider the song. And having been in that situation, I'd say this is a perfect song.
If I understand correctly, Nico is talking to a bully or an abuser: He feels sorry that this person is such a loser that they have to harm others to fulfil themselves. He says he'll spare a thought for them even though suicide is better than to make others suffer for their own insignificance. I suppose the last part is somewhat tongue in cheek, with multiple meanings. And he also makes clear his suffering at their hands, which might influence their feelings. It might not be 100% like this after all, things are all too often more complex than meets the eye but I can see that being somewhere within the ballpark. Personally, I can't remember so much how I felt back then but given the impact of the pain inflicted on me, in the past. This song has more relevance to how I feel towards those who abused and bullied me, than I am comfortable admitting.
Nico Collins: “Go ahead, knock me out” Alec Benjamin: “Knock me out, kick me when i’m on the ground” Like if this would be THE BEST COLLAB EVER THESE TWO ARE MY IDOLS
No TED Talk yet? I guess it's obvious. Sounds like a letter to a bully. You can't get help, because they'll just hit you harder next time. When you cry, it only motivates them. So you go numb until it becomes safe to feel again. Eventually, you learn that bullying was probably their coping mechanism, and you actually pity them. It's still not an excuse, but you can't be bothered to hate them for reacting that way so you wish then the best and move on. Empathising with people can be a curse. It's worse because victims of bullying often end up forgiving them because they (the bully) was going through some stuff. They can put themselves in the other person's shoes and see how hard life must have been. At this point, the victim has probably considered suicide themselves. They may be projecting a bit, or maybe that's as condescending as they can get, because it's hard to completely forgive someone who's made your life difficult for so long. On the other hand, that may be the victim's sarcastic inner monologue that stems from pent-up resentment. This entire song could be a victim kicking their bully when they're down cz retaliation is fun (until you realise that you've stopped down to the other person's level.) I just watched a Nuclear Revenge video recently, so I say go for it... It would be pretty cool if they were praying for their bully like that song (Pray for you by Jaron and the king road to love). I pray for a lot of people myself so I'm definitely projecting. I wanna know what the AMV will look like. I can imagine “A Silent Voice” as the anime. Are there any older anime about dealing with bullies (or destroying them while laughing)?
@@ihavecripplingdepression6969 I guess it could be, I see it as a some about pushing through and rising above traumatic experiences. It would differ according to the kind of experiences a person has had. I just mentally connected it to Alone and it made sense.
As someone who has suffered multiple counts of abuse by family members, this song explains exactly my emotions. I gained strength and started to pity them. These lyrics are so real. Nico, you are a true inspiration and you hold so much talent- especially when you’re still fairly young. Your music is super calming and so relatable. Thank you❤️
I'm so stoked!! Can't wait to hear it...!! *After Listening.* It's awesome! You're linguistic ability to portray your emotions is leaving me speechless...! Truly incredible....!
Nico Collins, you're the best! I don't know why you're not popular. Your songs are amazing, relatable and amusing, I love it so much! My favorites so far is this, Burning House, Alone, Set me Free (this made my heart break), Timebomb, On Accident, Honest, 10/10 , Tug of War and many more 😍 I always listen to it in school, house and even computer shops and I make sure to use my speaker so everyone can hear it and appreciate it, hopefully. So far, some of my friends did! Especially those who has been through depression...like me. I hope you can make more of this relatable, amazing and amusing songs 😇 ♥ ♥
Wow. I have no words on how incredible this is. Your music gets better and better. I look up to you. The lyrics are always amazing. I always love your music. Keep doing what your doing. Don't get too stressed and hope that you are always happy. You're incredible!
I don’t understand, how is it possible to be this talented?? Every song is better than the last one. You deserve more appreciation for those fabulous songs! LOVE YOU ❤️
2:52 "I empathize, but everyone can see that you're dead inside" That would also work too. Idk why I'm commenting this but yea. Loved the song and can't stop listening to it!!!!
Listening on Spotify but waiting for the lyrics so I can memorize 😅🖤 Edit: 𝐼'𝑚 𝑆𝑜 𝑆𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 - 𝐿𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠 Wicked grin, evil eyes This ain’t a place of compromise I surrender every time Or you’ll strike me harder otherwise Blood, Dripping down my lips Skin hanging off your fingertips Brand new day but the same old shit So let’s just get this over with Used to hurt at first But the constant repetition Dulled down all my senses I’m the perfect victim Call me crazy, but for you I empathize With each and every blow, I sigh Saying I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 For how you feel inside Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me, I’ll make it out alive You must live a fucking nightmare Awake and in your dreams Looking for someone to hold your misery I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 For how you feel inside I’ll pray for you tonight I’ll pray for you tonightt Go ahead Knock me out Beat me down till I’m on the ground Make me scream and cry for help, It’ll be a good way to relieve yourself Pain, I take in stride You will never ever take away my pride I get back up with my head held high And it drives you nuts but at least you try Used to hurt at first Maybe I’ve just conditioned All the while you win I pity your position Call me crazy, but for you I empathize With each and every blow I sigh Saying I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 For how you feel inside Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me, I’ll make it out alive You must live a fucking nightmare Awake and in your dreams Looking for someone to hold your misery I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 For how you feel inside I’ll pray for you tonight I’ll pray for you tonightt Used to hurt at first Maybe I’ve just been conditioned (I’ve just been conditioned) (I’ve just been conditionedd) Call me crazy, but for you I empathize If I were in your skin, I’d choose suicide I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 For how you feel inside Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me, I’ll make it out alive You must live a fucking nightmare Awake and in your dreams Looking for someone to hold your misery I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 For how you feel inside I’ll pray for you tonight Oh oh I’ll pray for you tonightt I’ll pray for you tonighttt For how you feel inside I’ll pray for you tonight 🖤 This took a lot of time to write so please like ♡
I felt this. This song so strongly portrays emotional and physical abuse and how, even if you understand why the abuser acts the way they do, it still hurts.
You should collab with Alec Benjamin! That would be a better crossover than Infinity War Edit: its been one year wheres my collab another edit: nvm its been 2 years, still no collab edit 3: 3 years going strong !!!
Me and the Boys I agree, my playlist is just their music. They both have such beautiful and unique voices. Not only that there songs are about deep shit and every word has a meaning.
My thoughts exactly to those people who have bullied me to becoming ever so broken but nevertheless I believe that those who are hardest to love are those need it the most. Amaizing as always nico,we love you😍😄
don't mind me. i just need lyrics wicked grin, evil eyes this ain't a place of compromise i surrender every time or you'll strike me harder otherwise blood, dripping down my lips skin hanging off your fingertips brand new day, but the same old shit so lets just get this over with used to hurt at first but the constant repetition dulled all of my senses i'm the perfect victim call me crazy but for you i empathize with each and every blow i sigh, saying i'm so sorry for how you feel inside even though you haunt me i'll make it out alive you must live a fucking nightmare awake and in your dreams looking for someone to hold your misery i'm so sorry for how you feel inside i'll pray for you tonight i'll pray for you tonight go ahead, knock me out beat me down till i'm on the ground make me scream and cry for help it'll be a good way to relieve yourself pain, i take in stride you will never ever take away my pride i get back up with my head held high and it drives you nuts but at least you try used to hurt at first maybe i've just been conditioned all the while you win i pity your position call me crazy but for you i empathize with each and every blow i sigh, saying i'm so sorry for how you feel inside even though you haunt me i'll make it out alive you must live a fucking nightmare awake and in your dreams looking for someone to hold your misery i'm so sorry for how you feel inside i'll pray for you tonight i'll pray for you tonight used to hurt at first maybe i've just been conditioned (i've just been conditioned) (i've just been conditioned) call me crazy but for you i empathize if i was in your skin i'd choose suicide i'm so sorry for how you feel inside even though you haunt me i'll make it out alive you must live a fucking nightmare awake and in your dreams looking for someone to hold your misery i'm so sorry for how you feel inside i'll pray for you tonight i'll pray for you tonight i'll pray for you tonight for how you feel inside i'll pray for you tonight
Huh, I wonder where we could've got the lyrics from before you commented the lyrics🤔😔. I couldn't find ANY that was here before you. Nope definitely not a lyric video. Dang what a hero.🎉
I'm going on a Nico song binge! I'm so thankful to have discovered you! Your songs are ideal for the current situation I'm in. Removing yourself from a toxic situation (in this case, a toxic friendship) seems impossible, but I've gained some strength by listening to this song. This song came at the right time.
This is so me when I was in middle school. When I was in middle school, I was bullied so much it hurt, I wanted to die. Every single day I would cry into my pillow because of all the things my bullies said. I would pick my skin and make my self bleed. Sometimes it got to much and I would have mental brake down. I prayed that things would get better for them, but for me it only got worse and worse as I went through middle school. The bullies made me scared of making friends and any new friends I made I would keep on a edge of friends and strangers. I hated it. I hated it so much I wanted to just cry forever. A few songs from others people and you Nico helped go on along with my friends and family. This makes me happy to know that someone is showing people that there is a reason behind the violence. So thank you Nico for everything and helping me heal. You have a heart of gold. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
I have a character who was hated by both his parents, but he grew up smiling for his baby sister, and eventually they escaped that life, got therapy and found love. And he grows to be a singer in a band and I can hear and see him singing this song.
This is really beautiful, Nico. It's beautiful that you can feel compassion for someone who is abusing you. It's beautiful that you can then pour your heart into a song about that. It's just really fucking beautiful. You're a lyrical genuis, an old soul, (with a baby face, and voice XD) the attitude at "at least you tried" is also amazing, and your understanding of this persons psych is really great. You really inspire me Nico. I love you.
I have a hate/love relationship with these premieres because it gets me hyped and excited but the waiting is like come on already 😂 but gosh, I love this song! Your voice and music is addictive Nico ♡
"If I were in your skin, I'd choose suicide" that sentence is what everyone says when i tell them how i feel and how my life is going, this song perfectly represents my life and i've been living it like this 2 years without any help because i refuse it, although i do want someting to hold on to. everyday could be my last because i think about suicide every single day, but yet i don't get to that point because i don't want to hurt the people that DO care about me. i'm just living for THEM and not for me...it hurts till the point that i'm just tired of everything, i want to die and end my life, but i can't because i don't want to hurt them. i'm smiling and laughing, but even that is tiring, but i do it just for them. At night i can't even sleep because of the voices in my head...and now i'm here, listening to this song for the first time in my life and the first thing i said when this song ended was...'shit....he's right..'
I really love your songs! I download all your song, others can download Maluma's songs of reguetton but your style make me cry and make me so happy😛😍😍😍
I came back to listen to this song. Your songs help me feel like im not alone when i have really bad nights, thank you for making these amazing songs. And i hope you are also okay 💓💓
How can you make so good songs one after one You have so much of talent I will be waiting for your next song It sure will be a good one Like your all other songs Love you Nico Collins
“Pain, I take in stride, you will never ever take away my pride, I get back up with my head up high and it drives you nuts but at least you try” Has to be my favorite lyric in the whole song tho the whole song is amazing
i went through a phase where you were the only artist i listened to... that phase never ended by the way, its just a lifestyle now lol. love your music!
I've never been bullied, but this song speaks to me. Whenever my stepdad is upset or in a remotely bad mood (which is often) he takes it out on us. Not physically, but verbally. He has called me things as simple but hurtful as "stupid" and an "idiot" or as deep as "you're just like your father" Now, I take pride in my school smarts, so those statements hurt a lot. And as far as the dad one, my dad used to be a really bad influence in my mom, so they split up. Dad's changed a LOT, but the statement was meant to be hurtful. Everyday I do something wrong in my stepdads eyes. And he always has smth to say. I always say "sorry I'll do better" but at this point sorry doesn't even mean anything.
Usually the abused becomes the abuser, it still doesn’t make it right or justified what they do and sometimes they did make their own choices to get there and sometimes they’re just psychopaths with no conscience but often they are tortured souls lost in pain and that pain overflows to others.
Love song from a Bully's victim towards a bully...at least that what i understand...thank you this song soothes me..i am having harder times right now coz of the BULLY...i just ..cant hate them😢..i forgive...i'm stupid..but sorry i just cant help to hate them..dont wanna hold a grudge😢😢 . . . . . HELP ME
The thing that I think makes this song amazing is that Nico does not only reflect on one side of the person, he shows the inner sides of both of them... Amazed... 🎧💞
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I'm so sorry, I love your songs so much ♥ Your voice is incredibly calming ♥
U N D E R D O G S . Thank you Underdogs!!! ❤️🎶🤘🏻
Very agreeable. Ur both so talented
@@littlemisssunshine_6300 They are
I love it when nightcore channels and original artists have a good relationship.
U N D E R D O G S i love ur channel
Why is this so perfect?
_How are you this Talented?!_
방탄소년단 ❤️❤️
❥
Nico’s voice live is absolutely stunning..I watched him on Famous Birthdays and died when I heard his voice..Damn Nico can sing ❤️
This song is relatable.
"If I were in your skin, I'd choose suicide"
I'm in shock.The message of this song is very drastic but it is a situation but it is understood.
For me it is very real and I like that.
Nice to know its not just me was honestly worried I was looking to much into it 😌
Me too. How many times have I imagined the people that despised, bulled, judged me in my skin and tell myself "if they were me tomorrow, they wouldn't even last a week without wanting to die."
The song is an abusive person obviously. So yeah, the line fits if you consider the song. And having been in that situation, I'd say this is a perfect song.
He did all he should why is he misunderstood
Sorry this brings me memories from Alone by Nico Collins
If I understand correctly, Nico is talking to a bully or an abuser: He feels sorry that this person is such a loser that they have to harm others to fulfil themselves. He says he'll spare a thought for them even though suicide is better than to make others suffer for their own insignificance. I suppose the last part is somewhat tongue in cheek, with multiple meanings. And he also makes clear his suffering at their hands, which might influence their feelings.
It might not be 100% like this after all, things are all too often more complex than meets the eye but I can see that being somewhere within the ballpark.
Personally, I can't remember so much how I felt back then but given the impact of the pain inflicted on me, in the past. This song has more relevance to how I feel towards those who abused and bullied me, than I am comfortable admitting.
Nico Collins: “Go ahead, knock me out”
Alec Benjamin: “Knock me out, kick me when i’m on the ground”
Like if this would be THE BEST COLLAB EVER THESE TWO ARE MY IDOLS
FRRR i love them both so much! that'd be so amazing!!
Sigi X YeSS
Bro, I found this amazing talent because of my guy Alec! The perfect duo and the two very underrated artists!!!
@@ray-ray7525 Ikrrr they would be soo good in a collab
Same. They are so much underated
Im so excited :D
Can't wait to hear this song!
❤️ ❤️
No TED Talk yet?
I guess it's obvious. Sounds like a letter to a bully. You can't get help, because they'll just hit you harder next time. When you cry, it only motivates them. So you go numb until it becomes safe to feel again.
Eventually, you learn that bullying was probably their coping mechanism, and you actually pity them. It's still not an excuse, but you can't be bothered to hate them for reacting that way so you wish then the best and move on.
Empathising with people can be a curse. It's worse because victims of bullying often end up forgiving them because they (the bully) was going through some stuff. They can put themselves in the other person's shoes and see how hard life must have been. At this point, the victim has probably considered suicide themselves.
They may be projecting a bit, or maybe that's as condescending as they can get, because it's hard to completely forgive someone who's made your life difficult for so long.
On the other hand, that may be the victim's sarcastic inner monologue that stems from pent-up resentment. This entire song could be a victim kicking their bully when they're down cz retaliation is fun (until you realise that you've stopped down to the other person's level.) I just watched a Nuclear Revenge video recently, so I say go for it...
It would be pretty cool if they were praying for their bully like that song (Pray for you by Jaron and the king road to love). I pray for a lot of people myself so I'm definitely projecting.
I wanna know what the AMV will look like. I can imagine “A Silent Voice” as the anime. Are there any older anime about dealing with bullies (or destroying them while laughing)?
Harshita Joshi nailed it!! Thank U so much for listening 🙏🏻❤️
At first I tought this song was about a toxic relationship
@@ihavecripplingdepression6969 I guess it could be, I see it as a some about pushing through and rising above traumatic experiences.
It would differ according to the kind of experiences a person has had. I just mentally connected it to Alone and it made sense.
I also think it might be about abusive parents
Reading these replies I now realize that I'm the only one here with really bad daddy issues
I cried after i heard this song...It's beautiful, magnificent...It came from a diamond heart...The diamond heart of Nico Collins
Dark Magic Wolfy thank u 🙏🏻❤️
U really true to nico Collins?! Bc that is to nice for him
How is your voice so bloody good? I actually don’t understand. You deserve way more attention honestly
maddiexcys 162 thank you so much 🙏🏻❤️
@@NicoCollinsOfficial you should colab with Alec Benjamin!
It would be legendary!
@@mariasworkshop3548 or Nf
@@mariasworkshop3548 This is the best idea I've heard in years. Yes, just yes.
@@mariasworkshop3548 OMG that would be my most favourite tow singer's together i would be dead
*Omg YESSSS!!!* I just got my red timebomb hoodie for my birthday and i’m literally wearing it rn!! -Love you Nico- ❤️🌈
Omg! Happy birthday!! Love you too ❤️
Eve W happy birthday u lucky duck
Happy birthday, Eve W!!
thanks everyone ❤️🌈😍🌟✨
Im younger than you
As someone who has suffered multiple counts of abuse by family members, this song explains exactly my emotions. I gained strength and started to pity them. These lyrics are so real.
Nico, you are a true inspiration and you hold so much talent- especially when you’re still fairly young. Your music is super calming and so relatable. Thank you❤️
That's very awesome to hear ❤️ I'm glad you got strength
I'm so stoked!! Can't wait to hear it...!!
*After Listening.*
It's awesome! You're linguistic ability to portray your emotions is leaving me speechless...!
Truly incredible....!
Nisreen Fakhoury thank you 🙏🏻❤️
Nico Collins, you're the best! I don't know why you're not popular. Your songs are amazing, relatable and amusing, I love it so much! My favorites so far is this, Burning House, Alone, Set me Free (this made my heart break), Timebomb, On Accident, Honest, 10/10 , Tug of War and many more 😍 I always listen to it in school, house and even computer shops and I make sure to use my speaker so everyone can hear it and appreciate it, hopefully. So far, some of my friends did! Especially those who has been through depression...like me. I hope you can make more of this relatable, amazing and amusing songs 😇
♥ ♥
Sona Yaoyoruzu Thank u so much for listening ❤️
Wow. I have no words on how incredible this is. Your music gets better and better. I look up to you. The lyrics are always amazing. I always love your music. Keep doing what your doing. Don't get too stressed and hope that you are always happy. You're incredible!
I don't know why, but this song reminds me so much of Linkin Park's Numb
And "In The End" Piano Samples
Oh and also new divide
Lilfossil YEESSSS ESPECIALLY THAT ONE
I love linkin park so muchhhh 😞
@@Babie2370 same here
I don’t understand, how is it possible to be this talented?? Every song is better than the last one. You deserve more appreciation for those fabulous songs! LOVE YOU ❤️
Today is my birthday and i love this song so much❤❤❤❤
I actually have my Bluetooth speakers on right now I'm waiting for the song to pop out!!
2:52
"I empathize, but everyone can see that you're dead inside"
That would also work too. Idk why I'm commenting this but yea.
Loved the song and can't stop listening to it!!!!
JadeWolf04 thank u 🙏🏻❤️
Listening on Spotify but waiting for the lyrics so I can memorize 😅🖤
Edit:
𝐼'𝑚 𝑆𝑜 𝑆𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 - 𝐿𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠
Wicked grin, evil eyes
This ain’t a place of compromise
I surrender every time
Or you’ll strike me harder otherwise
Blood,
Dripping down my lips
Skin hanging off your fingertips
Brand new day but the same old shit
So let’s just get this over with
Used to hurt at first
But the constant repetition
Dulled down all my senses
I’m the perfect victim
Call me crazy, but for you I empathize
With each and every blow, I sigh
Saying I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me,
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery
I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight
I’ll pray for you tonightt
Go ahead
Knock me out
Beat me down till I’m on the ground
Make me scream and cry for help,
It’ll be a good way to relieve yourself
Pain, I take in stride
You will never ever take away my pride
I get back up with my head held high
And it drives you nuts but at least you try
Used to hurt at first
Maybe I’ve just conditioned
All the while you win
I pity your position
Call me crazy, but for you I empathize
With each and every blow I sigh
Saying I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me,
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery
I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight
I’ll pray for you tonightt
Used to hurt at first
Maybe I’ve just been conditioned
(I’ve just been conditioned)
(I’ve just been conditionedd)
Call me crazy, but for you I empathize
If I were in your skin,
I’d choose suicide
I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me,
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery
I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight
Oh oh
I’ll pray for you tonightt
I’ll pray for you tonighttt
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight 🖤
This took a lot of time to write so please like ♡
Same ahahah
Same 😃
ive streamed it for over a day now, lmao
Thank you 😊
I’ll go die A little You’re welcome haha 😄
I just love the voice. His lyrics hits it.
rasadhar deka thank u 🙏🏻
This song is the literal representation of 1 of my ocs, tysm for making this easier
Omg. I saw this and I screamed . I love so much Nico
I love you so much.
Maria5352 love u too ❤️❤️
@@NicoCollinsOfficial Thank you for taking your time to answer me. You don't know how happy I felt that day that I saw the UA-cam notification.
I felt this. This song so strongly portrays emotional and physical abuse and how, even if you understand why the abuser acts the way they do, it still hurts.
You should collab with Alec Benjamin! That would be a better crossover than Infinity War
Edit: its been one year wheres my collab
another edit: nvm its been 2 years, still no collab
edit 3: 3 years going strong !!!
Me and the Boys I agree, my playlist is just their music. They both have such beautiful and unique voices. Not only that there songs are about deep shit and every word has a meaning.
Actually that's an awesome idea!
Lilac Storm *their
YES!!!!
I know there are more deserving singers ..they are so underrated
Nico Collins is officially my favorite artist and I’m saying it now. He’s going to go hella far
Liny💕 ❤️❤️❤️❤️
NicoCollinsOfficial OMG 😭😍
My thoughts exactly to those people who have bullied me to becoming ever so broken but nevertheless I believe that those who are hardest to love are those need it the most.
Amaizing as always nico,we love you😍😄
shay Candy Thank u ❤️
don't mind me. i just need lyrics
wicked grin, evil eyes
this ain't a place of compromise
i surrender every time
or you'll strike me harder otherwise
blood, dripping down my lips
skin hanging off your fingertips
brand new day, but the same old shit
so lets just get this over with
used to hurt at first
but the constant repetition
dulled all of my senses
i'm the perfect victim
call me crazy but for you
i empathize
with each and every blow
i sigh, saying
i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
even though
you haunt me
i'll make it out alive
you must
live a fucking nightmare
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone
to hold your misery
i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight
go ahead, knock me out
beat me down till i'm on the ground
make me scream and cry for help
it'll be a good way to relieve yourself
pain, i take in stride
you will never ever take away my pride
i get back up with my head held high
and it drives you nuts but at least you try
used to hurt at first
maybe i've just been conditioned
all the while you win
i pity your position
call me crazy but for you
i empathize
with each and every blow
i sigh, saying
i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
even though
you haunt me
i'll make it out alive
you must
live a fucking nightmare
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone
to hold your misery
i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight
used to hurt at first
maybe i've just been conditioned
(i've just been conditioned)
(i've just been conditioned)
call me crazy but for you
i empathize
if i was in your skin
i'd choose suicide
i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
even though
you haunt me
i'll make it out alive
you must
live a fucking nightmare
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone
to hold your misery
i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
The lyrics are literally in the video
Huh, I wonder where we could've got the lyrics from before you commented the lyrics🤔😔. I couldn't find ANY that was here before you. Nope definitely not a lyric video. Dang what a hero.🎉
Damn, some people are just assholes. Thanks for this!
Thanks, makes it easier to sing-along!! Have a great day!
Amazinggggg
Clоudy Nιɢнтcore ღ Thank u❤️
I'm going on a Nico song binge! I'm so thankful to have discovered you! Your songs are ideal for the current situation I'm in. Removing yourself from a toxic situation (in this case, a toxic friendship) seems impossible, but I've gained some strength by listening to this song. This song came at the right time.
This so beautiful. Nico Collins you are a GOD!!
Rhea Monga 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
Dude, it was literally 0:01 when I was like, Oh my god, is that,, in the end"? I'm scared of how amazing this song would be
_Sapherek _ ❤️❤️❤️
God I love you and your music!! Why can't you be more popular!! My first song I listened by you was alone and I've loved your music ever since
Omg...........Amazingggg
Sanchit Jain 🙏🏻❤️
This is so badass! THIS is strength! Being unflappable through pain & ruin & still kind. A true survivor.
This is so me when I was in middle school. When I was in middle school, I was bullied so much it hurt, I wanted to die. Every single day I would cry into my pillow because of all the things my bullies said. I would pick my skin and make my self bleed. Sometimes it got to much and I would have mental brake down. I prayed that things would get better for them, but for me it only got worse and worse as I went through middle school. The bullies made me scared of making friends and any new friends I made I would keep on a edge of friends and strangers. I hated it. I hated it so much I wanted to just cry forever. A few songs from others people and you Nico helped go on along with my friends and family. This makes me happy to know that someone is showing people that there is a reason behind the violence. So thank you Nico for everything and helping me heal. You have a heart of gold. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
Wow middle school is torture and high school is hell
I'm here for you. I'm sorry this happened.
@@CrescentLightInDarkness it’s ok. I am getting better
@@Annadog2005 that's good I'm glad. If you ever need someone to talk too I'm here okay?
@@CrescentLightInDarkness thank you 💛
I love your songs
I am from Algeria
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Dz-Times thank u ❤️
@@NicoCollinsOfficial 💓💓💓
I have a character who was hated by both his parents, but he grew up smiling for his baby sister, and eventually they escaped that life, got therapy and found love. And he grows to be a singer in a band and I can hear and see him singing this song.
As an abuse survivor this made me feel so empowered thank you this was phenomenal
This is really beautiful, Nico. It's beautiful that you can feel compassion for someone who is abusing you. It's beautiful that you can then pour your heart into a song about that. It's just really fucking beautiful. You're a lyrical genuis, an old soul, (with a baby face, and voice XD) the attitude at "at least you tried" is also amazing, and your understanding of this persons psych is really great. You really inspire me Nico. I love you.
Oka Ruto thank u so much I appreciate it 🙏🏻❤️
This was alot more intense than I thought it would be. Beat my allready high expectations 20 fold.
Munching Mishap 🙏🏻❤️❤️
3 hours? Such a tease! Kidding, I just can't wait to hear!! 😆😁
I always love the backgrounds you make!
Every single song is better than the other 💜💜 just can't choose my fav XD ♥
Sarra Wild Thank u ❤️
@@NicoCollinsOfficial no, Thank you ❤🙏
I have a hate/love relationship with these premieres because it gets me hyped and excited but the waiting is like come on already 😂 but gosh, I love this song! Your voice and music is addictive Nico ♡
Addictive like ...NICOtine...
Lots of love from India🇮🇳🇮🇳
Same!
Shreyash Kashyap 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Hi Nico!If you notice me;what is the inspiration behind this song?
BTW Love your songs!!
i love him so bad i want to kiss him and meet him pls live with him and get all of hi shirts and coat
@@irmanava8320 I thought he replied but found this random love letter😂😂
@@hawk6143 😂😂
@@hawk6143 LMAOOO same
@@zzzzzz-mv6iu 😂
most underrated song ever. periodt.
I don't know much about English and I'm just getting to know you, but you're becoming my favorite singer, your voice calms me down a lot 😔💜❤
Your English is really good! Keep on learing it. :3
@@thefawnwhisperer966 Oh thank you very much. I will continue learning, greetings from South America
@@yoongipark4487 No problem! From North America. :)
You are lucky being talented isn't a crime, because you would already be in jail, seriously, all your songs are amazing, keep the hard work Nico!
Manu Gallo thank you so much 🙏🏻
"If I were in your skin, I'd choose suicide"
that sentence is what everyone says when i tell them how i feel and how my life is going, this song perfectly represents my life and i've been living it like this 2 years without any help because i refuse it, although i do want someting to hold on to. everyday could be my last because i think about suicide every single day, but yet i don't get to that point because i don't want to hurt the people that DO care about me. i'm just living for THEM and not for me...it hurts till the point that i'm just tired of everything, i want to die and end my life, but i can't because i don't want to hurt them. i'm smiling and laughing, but even that is tiring, but i do it just for them. At night i can't even sleep because of the voices in my head...and now i'm here, listening to this song for the first time in my life and the first thing i said when this song ended was...'shit....he's right..'
Are you okay? It sounds like you need a friend.
@@ashisntafraidoflove9486 i'm okay
@@leafaackerman9740 That's good
are you psychosis?
Same...
I love it❤️😍😍 is beautiful
Blhite Night thank u ❤️
I'll pray for you tonight.
I forgive you 🥰💙🙏🏽🐾🐾🌠 love your music 🎵🎶🎶🎵
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I really love your songs!
I download all your song, others can download Maluma's songs of reguetton but your style make me cry and make me so happy😛😍😍😍
Elena Tejedor HB Thank u 🙏🏻❤️
For some Reason Timebomb Just become my favorite song and idk why😂 and also is walls could talk with you Halsey on Spotify?
Timebomb is a really good song tbh
I think it is
XxSnowFlakeXx same
Those are two of my fav songs
Wall could talk by nico collins is a cover, he can't but it on spotify
After I hear each song from you on yt, I will download it right after the song ended 😤😢
Explosive Frost 🙏🏻❤️
Yet another masterpiece my Nico. *wipes away tears of joy* I'm so happy to be a Nicotine
Nicotine...that sounds familiar? Is this what this fandom is called?
@@unknownhuman9766 yeah
Okay. Thanks for telling;)
I watched the “What to call this fandom” discussion for a while.
I hope this song isn't a true story because Nico is such a nice person. Love you Nico
This was amazing (just like all of your songs) Nico, great job. This is definitely a bop.
I fall in love with this song 😋
I am obsessed with your voice 🥺❤️❤️❤️
I.... Just love this so much❤️💔
Thank you ❤️❤️
I'm gonna explode from waiting!!❤❤
for some reason i find the part at 1:04 so satisfying to listen to. his voice is just so good!!
I came back to listen to this song. Your songs help me feel like im not alone when i have really bad nights, thank you for making these amazing songs. And i hope you are also okay 💓💓
aaahhh you are a god!! Sooo underrated 😫😫!! I love you so much!!!!❤️
And how do you make awesome songs so quickly
Lost Yew thank u ❤️
Omg i cant wati every song makes are so good i want to meet you
I only just found his music... But wow, this is already just... so important to me. I've listened so many times
How can you make so good songs one after one
You have so much of talent
I will be waiting for your next song
It sure will be a good one
Like your all other songs
Love you Nico Collins
Fukat me hasiye dat ghasiye thank u so much 🙏🏻❤️
“Pain, I take in stride, you will never ever take away my pride, I get back up with my head up high and it drives you nuts but at least you try”
Has to be my favorite lyric in the whole song tho the whole song is amazing
The song is freaking awesome I loved it :0
I love how you can put your emotions into a song that's what makes me like it more •w•
100/10 ❤
You are incredible... I cry... I smile... everytime I listen to your music... Thank u so much for such great emotions...
No matter how many songs he makes, I already know its gonna be my favorite like the rest uwu
i love this so much!! the whump is really prevalent in this one lol, but that’s probably why i can’t stop listening🤩
Marguerite C 🙏🏻❤️
Fell in love with your music after listening to Alone. You are so underrated, your music is beautiful!
we have something in common!
again.. so freaking amazing! love ya
Its Romy ❤️❤️
Not being weird or anything, but your voice is like listening to angels
This is beautiful and perfect 😍💕
-Don't mind me already making my Nico Collins themed birthday planner--
Unknown Artist ] couNt ME INnNm
i n v i t e m e ! ! ! !
I know I'm late but me too?
Oh my goodness thanks Apple Music for introducing this awesome artist and the music vid is great
John Moni 🙏🏻🙏🏻
You have amazing songs!! Can't wait to hear this masterpiece!!
i went through a phase where you were the only artist i listened to... that phase never ended by the way, its just a lifestyle now lol. love your music!
This is freaking amazing. I love him so much. His songs are amazing.
Miss delighted thank you 🙏🏻❤️
I love this Song, it's, malinconic and sad, but i Remember much moments happies and sad...❤❤ Beautiful song.❤❤
Tú voz, tú música es lo que necesito justo en esté momento. Gracias 💜
Nazarena Fernandez Cuba 🙏🏻❤️❤️
nico collins , you are a diamond❤️
Yoooo, the melody sounds like "mad world".
Another reason to love this song :)
Who sang it?
I'm so sorry nico I can't stop listening to this song❤
urlast hope ❤️❤️❤️
I love your song so much
You have an angels voice ... This is my new jam
Rhea Kaur 🙏🏻❤️
OMG thank you
I've never been bullied, but this song speaks to me. Whenever my stepdad is upset or in a remotely bad mood (which is often) he takes it out on us. Not physically, but verbally. He has called me things as simple but hurtful as "stupid" and an "idiot" or as deep as "you're just like your father"
Now, I take pride in my school smarts, so those statements hurt a lot. And as far as the dad one, my dad used to be a really bad influence in my mom, so they split up. Dad's changed a LOT, but the statement was meant to be hurtful.
Everyday I do something wrong in my stepdads eyes. And he always has smth to say. I always say "sorry I'll do better" but at this point sorry doesn't even mean anything.
this is so good!! it kinda gives me lincoln park vibes and i’m here for it lol
ellie is dumb thank u 🙏🏻❤️
Usually the abused becomes the abuser, it still doesn’t make it right or justified what they do and sometimes they did make their own choices to get there and sometimes they’re just psychopaths with no conscience but often they are tortured souls lost in pain and that pain overflows to others.
I hit like before even i heard the song and shared it...! Big fan @nicocollins #loveya #nicofam
Code Manaic thank you 🙏🏻❤️
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I can really see the effort put into your amazing songs!! Keep it up nico
:\/\/ /\ \/ thank you 🙏🏻❤️
So sad yet so amazing!❤
Yeeeees! !! I'm sure the new song will be beautiful. Can't wait to hear it! ❤
(Sorry if my English is bad)
I cannot stop listening to this omg 🖤🖤🖤
I’mKindaJustHereHi ❤️❤️
I'm so sorry..i came 1 minute late🤪🤪😂😂😂
This song has kept me grooving 👍👍👍❤❤
Good work Nico❤❤
Thought i am only indian😂😂
Love song from a Bully's victim towards a bully...at least that what i understand...thank you this song soothes me..i am having harder times right now coz of the BULLY...i just ..cant hate them😢..i forgive...i'm stupid..but sorry i just cant help to hate them..dont wanna hold a grudge😢😢
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HELP ME
Avilaleira Zhu ❤️❤️❤️
@@NicoCollinsOfficial thank you Nico😊
The thing that I think makes this song amazing is that Nico does not only reflect on one side of the person, he shows the inner sides of both of them... Amazed... 🎧💞
Dhansukh Rathod thank you 🙏🏻
Ooh dayum, this is good!❤❤👍👍
NCC 651 🙏🏻❤️