Esme, you are going through something that every single equestrian dreads. You are an extremely resilient beam of sunshine, and you need to do what is best for you, whether that be continuing to make videos and going to events or taking a deserved break to cozy up with your family and your animals. No matter what you decide, everybody in this comments section will support you and be here for you. Grieving is a very peculiar thing, as everybody reacts and deals with it differently. But, there is by no means a "wrong way" to grieve. Keep your chin up, girl, you'll be ok ❤
You gave him heaven on earth and now he is enjoying the real thing you gave him the best life and horse could want.Im sorry for your loss Ik your gonna get through it we all love you 🤍
So sorry to hear about Mickey, he was loved by many. He had such a wonderful life with you! I said goodbye to my rescue mare a week before my birthday in August, 2 1/2 years together. Makes it a little easier knowing I was able to give her a good last home. Big hugs to you, your horses, and your family ❤
Oh Esme,I’m glad ur feeling better well better then it gets!My cat passed yesterday due to cancer I haven’t recovered but in this situation I know I’m not alone.I look up to u soo much when I’m riding I think a lot of people really do admire u,U take as much time as u need it’s hard grieving especially when you have know them from such a young,but ur a very strong person who has a lot of supporter in this situation. Stay positive Esme we are all here for u❤
My cat i have know my whole life got put down a few weeks ago. I loved her so much. I've lost family due to cancer I know the feeling.my cat was 17 and had a stroke. Her brother is still with us tho and he is so sad because they were so close 😢
I’m soo sorry for ur loss,sending u love to u and ur family.Its horrible losing a pet and losing an animal you have known for soo long it hurts even more🤍We all are going through this together
Animals touch our souls on a different, deeper level than our own species. It’s very spiritual to love and care for a horse. These magnificent creatures are so sensitive and see things we don’t see in people. They know how truly loved and cherished they are being loved by you. You can see how they feel when you interact with them. It’s beautiful. What a beautiful blessing to get to know them. ❤️ What a blessing you are to them all. ❤️ Shine bright, you beautiful, brilliant, diamond! 💎✨💎
Oh Esme my heart is so broken for you and the horses and your family, you are so brave for putting out this video while you’re in the process of grieving, I lost a loved one earlier this year and I wasn’t able to bring myself to do much at all, you are so so brave and kind to put this episode out for us you have such a big heart!
Merry Christmas Esme spend time with people who love you to help heal. As an Aussie 🇦🇺 it get’s so hot so we swim when Christmas dinner is getting made.
Dearest Esme, your tears and sorrow only confirm how much you truly love your horses, Mickey. If you didn't love him and care so much for him, you wouldn't miss him or shed a tear or three...million. That tells your heart and who you really are. Nothing to be ashamed of. Quite understandable. I still miss pets from decades ago. Time heals somewhat, but you will never forget Mickey and will always treasure his memory/your time with him. Hugs across the ocean.😇😔🤗🥰💔❤🩹💖🙏 Merry Christmas!
I’m glad you’re feeling better, it’s a horrible feeling losing an animal ☹️ I’m not sure what you’ll mention in this video but if you need a break then you should take as long as you want, how you feel is so much more important than keeping on top of posting
I’m so sorry Esme, I’m glad that you are doing good and are able to talk about it.❤ Mickey loved you so much, you gave him a great life. I’ll keep you, your family, and the horses in my thoughts. I love you so much 💕
Esme, Its ok to cry, I lost my heart horse this year and I cried myself to sleep for days and at school I nearly cried, and I cried when I saw a video that reminded me of her. I didn’t even know that my last ride was my last ride, and she was a lesson horse too so the instructor didn’t tell me that that was the last time I ever saw her. Anyways, I feel for ya, it’s good your doing ok!❤ Also good luck for your big shows next year! Edit: Thanks Esme for liking! Also like if u can relate👇
I'm sending lots of love and positive thoughts your way. We all understand your tears and sadness, so please make any videos that help you get through this difficult time. ❤
Happy that your doing well I know how you feel I lost my kitten today and they only lived 15 days.and I also love 7 of my chickens today and yesterday.
This brought such a big smile to my face I’m glad you and your family are doing better. I hope you have fun at the London international show. Maybe I’ll see you there.!!!!!!!!!!!
There will be good days and not so good but it’ll get better every day. Sometimes, I still get choked up when I talk about our beloved horse, who’s probably doing zoomies with Micks. Animals do grieve like you mentioned. When our horse passed away, our rooster who was her bestie, did not cockadoodle doo for 45 days!! Micks memory will live on forever!! 💜❤🩵
Oh Esme. I’m so sorry I was devastated when I heard the news, you’re so strong to come up here and post after that. I have lost a horse as well I know how it feels. We will miss Mickey ❤
So glade you are feeling o.k. ,thank you for sharing all you do . This time of year is hard time with Christmas here. I'm 60yrs old now and i share your UA-cam channel with my grandchildren. Sending you and your family all my regards. Take care and all the best .😯😯😂👍👍👍❤❤❤❤
Aww Esme LOVE U SO MUCH❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ plss stay strong we all want you to try feel okay pls ik its hard but always remember MICKEY will always be loved and have a special place in our heart xxx.❤
I know how you feel, I lost my favorite horse last year. I wish you a lot of strength in this rotten and difficult time take all the time you need to heal it dear Mickey rest in peace
Oh my gosh you had me bawling again Esme , it's the most saddest thing when anyone looses a person or Znimal that you loved and cherished everyday of your life and then all of a sudden their gone , I lost my dog 5 months ago he was 14 and I'm still Crying and thats cause I loved him so much like you do Mickey , Esme it's good to cry so keep it coming , the emptiness is so unbearable but time is a great healer , he'll always be in your memories and your heart when ever you want to find him . I hope you and your family have a great Christmas and New year . Xx
I’m so sorry to hear about Mickey I hope you are ok, I lost two horses this year and one was my favourite Shetland and I’ve also last two family members in my main family.i understand how you are feeling, it’s okay to take a break for a while to heal, everybody needs that when griefing x
Oh Esme, it's absolutely okay to be sad. You don't have to apologize for it, I'm pretty sure everyone understands. Grief usually comes in waves I think. Some days are better, some days are worse, and this can go on for quite some time. I lost my two horses a year ago, and it's still pretty tough. Let it take time, you don't have to be happy and cheerful for anyone else. Despite all this, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas. Be well Esme. ❤️🎄🎁
I’m so sorry Esme ❤❤ I was just at London international horse show I sadly couldn’t stay to see you! Hope you feel better soon ❤❤❤ we are all here for you ❤😊
I've been following your channel since April or May of 2019, the same time I got my first two ponies. I unfortunately lost them both in June after over 5 years together (they were bonded so I knew they had to go together). My first pony reminded me a lot of Mickey, they had the same naughty antics. He was meant to be 20 but it turned out he was over 30, after I found that out I decided to retire him. Your relationship with Mickey is what made me decide to keep him (and my mare after she retired) even though he couldn't work anymore. The grief is hard and it's not linear. Some days are easier than others. And for people who haven't lost a horse it can be hard to understand. Wishing you all the best.
Esme.. I’m so sorry, when I watched the video I saw it in the first 2 minutes it was posted.. I balled my eyes out for 10minutes. And I never knew him personally, I feel so sorry for you! Take your time and remember that we are always here for you ❤❤❤❤
Esme I am praying for your friends,you, and your horses. I saw your memorial video for him a week ago and I still can't believe it. But he's not really gone he will always be in your heart and be watching you from heaven
Bless , a few days after the video you published about Mickey passing, a horse at my yard unfortunately passed to, he was a grey Percheron gelding named Harry ❤❤
I'm so sorry again, he was the sweetest ❤❤ I lost my lesson horse this past summer and that was hard to go through, very sudden as well... my heart goes out to u and your family ❤
Ez I love you so much I really wish I could have come to London and give you a massive hug. It's not lazy to have that same podcast episode and UA-cam vid. Girl you just lost your best friend and first pony.
Sounds like you doing okay -- lots of tears and lots of jokes. Enjoyed your story about moisture loss and fewer bathroom breaks for you and your dad. Just keep navigate things however you feel. For sure Mickey left with you so much joy and smiles. You're okay; we're okay with whatever you feel comfortable doing. All our love :)
I'm so sorry, I've got tears in my eyes. I've went through grief and recently I lost Firefly (my bird) she had been in my life for 2 years and was an O.G, And what I've learnt from that all sort of is that crying doesn't mean that your weak it just means that your strong and You've kept strong for a long time so please don't think crying will make anything anymore worse. 💗 I'm so glad you and your family are doing alright, you've helped me through losing Firefly with all your videos and positive thinking and I want to always support you through this hard time whether it's just commenting something nice or just trying to support you. x💜
I lost my bird as well back in 2021, we had him for six years. It will get better, but you will never forget him. Eventually, those memories will no longer bring up sad feelings, but ones of happiness. My condolences, and I hope you feel better. ❤
Esme, Thank you for sharing this video with us. I have only been watching you for about six months but in that amount of time I got to know Mickey so well so when this happened I actually cried! I can't imagine how your feeling! Sending lots of love.
I am so sorry for your loss, Mickey had such a unique personality and he had a great life with you! I send my prayers and hope that you,Joey,Casper,Duke and Toby are all doing well! The loss of a animal can be hard, I've lost my childhood cat . It never gets easier but i hope you know were all here for you and there are no wrong ways to grive
Aww, esme bless!! Mickey, rest in peace. we all love you so much. He was the best childhood pony for you ever. You looked after him so good, and you created a massive bond that will always be in your heart. mickey, you will always be remembered. I love you all lots and hugs 🫂 ❤❤❤❤❤
Esme you are amazing. I think all of us subscribers could give Esme a late Christmas present; to cheer her up after her recent loss, as well as to show that we've got her back and we appreciate what she does for us. - It's no biggie; but in the spirit of the season the least that we could do is to get her subscriber count to that magic million mark. - She only needs 2K,so let's do this. Merry Christmas all! 🌲
I am so sorry about Mickey. He was an awesome pony. I'm so glad you and your horses are ok. 😊 R.I.P Mickey. Two years ago my heart pony died and I didn't ride her very much and didn't see her very much only the holidays and when I found out she died I cried alot but now I am older and I am over it and I am happy. Merry Christmas to you Esme. Have a fun holidays. Love you Esme. ❤❤❤
I am glad that you are doing well and Mickey is probably looking down on you and being his happy self.❤
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So happy you doing ok!!❤❤ glad to see you smiling in the video🫶 if you ever need to take a break go ahead but please just tell us because if you just disappear I will start to worry, but I’m so glad you and the horses are doing good!❤️ hope everything goes well. Mickey was loved by many people.❤
I’m really sorry for your lost. On August 28th of this year, I lost the cat I grew up with since I was one. It was very sudden and unexpected. I can’t say the pain has lessened any yet, but when I went through old photos and videos of him, I realized just how good of a life he had. My mom rescued him off the side of the road. The rest of his siblings were already dead. He was very very spoiled
I loved watching the pony vids with Mickey and duke. Our community horse shadow passed away in may and he was a Tennessee walker he was the sweetest to everyone. He loved sweet tea. Praying for you your, family and the horses
Esme, I love the pictures of little girl Esme with her first pony, Mickey. Your smile says it all...every little girl's dream come true! You will always have those wonderful memories. I also loved the way you put it..."I'm hurting but I'm healing". Thank you for letting us share your healing journey. Big hugs to you and seasonal best wishes to the Higgs family, including the boys.❤❤❤❤❤
I'm crying so much, Mickey, even though I never met him and only watched you for about 5 months now I still loved Mickey like he was my own horse (I've never ridden) Merry Christmas Esme, RIP Mickey
I feel for you, i also had to say goodbye to My beloved Horse that‘s been in my life for 14 years too… in September… it’s hard but we‘ll never forget them & they stay with us just not physically ❤ Sending so much Love! & healing
I'm really glad that you and the horses are doing OK, I was wondering how you were doing ❤ 13:13 my mum does that on Christmas and birthdays when she's cooking XD 14:11 I don't have mine until 4-5 PM lol 17:00 YESSSSSSSS
ive been watching you since i started riding when i was 9 im now turning 16, and it feels like mickey has made his way into my heart, and seeing you cry like that and seeing the hurt in your eyes made me cry even more, i hope your doing better and im wishing you and your family all the best and my condolences!! 🤍
I’m really sorry for Mickey but I am really happy that the horses and you are okay and hope you can fully recover from the loss and also the horses❤️🤍🕊️
We are SO sorry. Bless you for sharing with us at this time 🤍
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Ugh…I can see the pain in your eyes..I’m tearing up right with you. Don’t rush to seem okay. Take your time and grieve. We will be here. ❤️
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Aw Esme 🤍
My heart goes out to you.
I hope you are hanging in there, sending lots of love your way. ❤
Esme, you are going through something that every single equestrian dreads. You are an extremely resilient beam of sunshine, and you need to do what is best for you, whether that be continuing to make videos and going to events or taking a deserved break to cozy up with your family and your animals. No matter what you decide, everybody in this comments section will support you and be here for you. Grieving is a very peculiar thing, as everybody reacts and deals with it differently. But, there is by no means a "wrong way" to grieve. Keep your chin up, girl, you'll be ok ❤
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im going thru it...
So sorry
Ive been trow it and it is the HARDES thing on the world
God bless you swwtheart@@ponies4life-123
So sorry
Ive been trow it and it is the HARDES thing on the world
God bless you swwtheart@@ponies4life-123
You gave him heaven on earth and now he is enjoying the real thing you gave him the best life and horse could want.Im sorry for your loss Ik your gonna get through it we all love you 🤍
Mickey was such a sweet little goofball and he holds a special place in all of our hearts. 💕🐎
So sorry to hear about Mickey, he was loved by many. He had such a wonderful life with you!
I said goodbye to my rescue mare a week before my birthday in August, 2 1/2 years together. Makes it a little easier knowing I was able to give her a good last home.
Big hugs to you, your horses, and your family ❤
Oh Esme,I’m glad ur feeling better well better then it gets!My cat passed yesterday due to cancer I haven’t recovered but in this situation I know I’m not alone.I look up to u soo much when I’m riding I think a lot of people really do admire u,U take as much time as u need it’s hard grieving especially when you have know them from such a young,but ur a very strong person who has a lot of supporter in this situation.
Stay positive Esme we are all here for u❤
My cat i have know my whole life got put down a few weeks ago. I loved her so much. I've lost family due to cancer I know the feeling.my cat was 17 and had a stroke. Her brother is still with us tho and he is so sad because they were so close 😢
I’m soo sorry for ur loss,sending u love to u and ur family.Its horrible losing a pet and losing an animal you have known for soo long it hurts even more🤍We all are going through this together
@keiraeq.x thanks so much this means so much to me. Her brother is sitting on me right now and he wants to give you a hug for your loss ❤❤❤❤
@BettyHull-pw4gx ur soo sweet stop,im wishing u and the family the best for the future and a speedy recovery xx
Animals touch our souls on a different, deeper level than our own species. It’s very spiritual to love and care for a horse. These magnificent creatures are so sensitive and see things we don’t see in people. They know how truly loved and cherished they are being loved by you. You can see how they feel when you interact with them. It’s beautiful. What a beautiful blessing to get to know them. ❤️ What a blessing you are to them all. ❤️
Shine bright, you beautiful, brilliant, diamond! 💎✨💎
I am so sorry about Mickey! Good to hear your doing ok!
This honestly is heart breaking, am so sorry about Mickey x I hope your doing ok x
I'm so sorry for your loss. Heartbroken for you.
When I saw last weeks video I broke out into tears .Remember ,Your family , friends and of course us are here for you .❤
Oh Esme my heart is so broken for you and the horses and your family, you are so brave for putting out this video while you’re in the process of grieving, I lost a loved one earlier this year and I wasn’t able to bring myself to do much at all, you are so so brave and kind to put this episode out for us you have such a big heart!
Good your doing better ! He is an amazing angel who guides us all through life !❤❤❤
Merry Christmas Esme spend time with people who love you to help heal. As an Aussie 🇦🇺 it get’s so hot so we swim when Christmas dinner is getting made.
Glad your alright esme! I’ve been wondering how you are. This must be so hard on you I’m so sorry!
Dearest Esme, your tears and sorrow only confirm how much you truly love your horses, Mickey. If you didn't love him and care so much for him, you wouldn't miss him or shed a tear or three...million. That tells your heart and who you really are. Nothing to be ashamed of. Quite understandable. I still miss pets from decades ago. Time heals somewhat, but you will never forget Mickey and will always treasure his memory/your time with him. Hugs across the ocean.😇😔🤗🥰💔❤🩹💖🙏 Merry Christmas!
Im so glad you’re doing okay! xx ❤❤
I hope all the ponies are okay xx
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OMG, I just started crying for you. I am so sorry, and my heart goes out to you!
Hope Joey is ok💛
I’m glad you’re feeling ok. It’s so heartbreaking ❤
I’m glad you’re feeling better, it’s a horrible feeling losing an animal ☹️
I’m not sure what you’ll mention in this video but if you need a break then you should take as long as you want, how you feel is so much more important than keeping on top of posting
I’m so sorry Esme, I’m glad that you are doing good and are able to talk about it.❤ Mickey loved you so much, you gave him a great life. I’ll keep you, your family, and the horses in my thoughts. I love you so much 💕
I’m so Srry he’s gone I loved him so much and ik everyone else did too ❤❤❤
Glad to hear that you and the horses are doing okay. Rest in peace Mickey 🤍🕊 x
Its so nice to hear that Esme is doing better.
Esme, Its ok to cry, I lost my heart horse this year and I cried myself to sleep for days and at school I nearly cried, and I cried when I saw a video that reminded me of her. I didn’t even know that my last ride was my last ride, and she was a lesson horse too so the instructor didn’t tell me that that was the last time I ever saw her. Anyways, I feel for ya, it’s good your doing ok!❤
Also good luck for your big shows next year!
Edit: Thanks Esme for liking! Also like if u can relate👇
Omg same same same
I'm sending lots of love and positive thoughts your way. We all understand your tears and sadness, so please make any videos that help you get through this difficult time. ❤
We are all crying with uou, Esme. Micky was an angel. Now ge got his wings back. You're the best, Esne. Lots og love and hugs from Norway.
Happy that your doing well I know how you feel I lost my kitten today and they only lived 15 days.and I also love 7 of my chickens today and yesterday.
so sorry i can relate jusr lost my horse last month. we are here for you your not alone
Glad to hear u and the horses are doing good!💗Rest in peace Mickey🕊️🩷
This brought such a big smile to my face I’m glad you and your family are doing better. I hope you have fun at the London international show. Maybe I’ll see you there.!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so sorry for your loss, I lost my first horse last May, and it has been really tough.
Take all the time you need to laugh, cry, be angry.. whatever you need! Hope you and yours have a wonderful holidays! ❤🎄
There will be good days and not so good but it’ll get better every day. Sometimes, I still get choked up when I talk about our beloved horse, who’s probably doing zoomies with Micks. Animals do grieve like you mentioned. When our horse passed away, our rooster who was her bestie, did not cockadoodle doo for 45 days!! Micks memory will live on forever!! 💜❤🩵
Oh esme I’m so sorry for your loss but I’m happy that you’re okay ❤❤
I know this is a hard time and I am praying for you stay strong 🤍🕊
Oh Esme. I’m so sorry I was devastated when I heard the news, you’re so strong to come up here and post after that. I have lost a horse as well I know how it feels. We will miss Mickey ❤
Glared you are doing alright ❤❤❤❤xx
Hi Esme, its wonderful to see that you and the horses are doing okay❤
You are truly a beautiful person, it takes courage to share your feelings. Another big hug❤
We're here for you and the fur babies!!! 💜
Aww bless you he’s still looking for you up in heaven and your dealing with it great
So glade you are feeling o.k. ,thank you for sharing all you do . This time of year is hard time with Christmas here. I'm 60yrs old now and i share your UA-cam channel with my grandchildren. Sending you and your family all my regards. Take care and all the best .😯😯😂👍👍👍❤❤❤❤
I miss him so much 😢😢 it does feel lonely and quiet without him in the videos! I’m glad your doing okay and it will get easier ❤❤❤ xxx
Aww Esme LOVE U SO MUCH❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ plss stay strong we all want you to try feel okay pls ik its hard but always remember MICKEY will always be loved and have a special place in our heart xxx.❤
I know how you feel, I lost my favorite horse last year.
I wish you a lot of strength in this rotten and difficult time
take all the time you need to heal it
dear Mickey rest in peace
Oh my gosh you had me bawling again Esme , it's the most saddest thing when anyone looses a person or Znimal that you loved and cherished everyday of your life and then all of a sudden their gone , I lost my dog 5 months ago he was 14 and I'm still Crying and thats cause I loved him so much like you do Mickey , Esme it's good to cry so keep it coming , the emptiness is so unbearable but time is a great healer , he'll always be in your memories and your heart when ever you want to find him . I hope you and your family have a great Christmas and New year . Xx
I’m so sorry to hear about Mickey I hope you are ok, I lost two horses this year and one was my favourite Shetland and I’ve also last two family members in my main family.i understand how you are feeling, it’s okay to take a break for a while to heal, everybody needs that when griefing x
Oh Esme, it's absolutely okay to be sad. You don't have to apologize for it, I'm pretty sure everyone understands. Grief usually comes in waves I think. Some days are better, some days are worse, and this can go on for quite some time. I lost my two horses a year ago, and it's still pretty tough.
Let it take time, you don't have to be happy and cheerful for anyone else.
Despite all this, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas. Be well Esme. ❤️🎄🎁
Esme I’ve tears also listening to this 😢. 💔 Big Hugs to you and your horses xx
I’m so sorry Esme ❤❤ I was just at London international horse show I sadly couldn’t stay to see you!
Hope you feel better soon ❤❤❤ we are all here for you ❤😊
I've been following your channel since April or May of 2019, the same time I got my first two ponies. I unfortunately lost them both in June after over 5 years together (they were bonded so I knew they had to go together). My first pony reminded me a lot of Mickey, they had the same naughty antics. He was meant to be 20 but it turned out he was over 30, after I found that out I decided to retire him. Your relationship with Mickey is what made me decide to keep him (and my mare after she retired) even though he couldn't work anymore. The grief is hard and it's not linear. Some days are easier than others. And for people who haven't lost a horse it can be hard to understand. Wishing you all the best.
Oh, girl! I feel so sad for your loss! The same thing happened to me, and it was so hard! I am praying for you!
Sending my blessings. It hits hard and there's no pain our hearts so horrible. Thinking of you.
I am glad you are doing good ❤ Your Christmas sounds fun and
Merry Christmas ❤
❤❤ I’m so sorry for your loss but you got this! Mickey had the best life and the best owner a goofy pony could ever have! ❤❤❤
Esme.. I’m so sorry, when I watched the video I saw it in the first 2 minutes it was posted.. I balled my eyes out for 10minutes. And I never knew him personally, I feel so sorry for you! Take your time and remember that we are always here for you ❤❤❤❤
Esme I am praying for your friends,you, and your horses. I saw your memorial video for him a week ago and I still can't believe it. But he's not really gone he will always be in your heart and be watching you from heaven
Just found your channel so sorry for you're lost sending you a big hug.
Merry Christmas Esme 🎄
I hope you have a great time and we all really miss Mickey too 😢
Bless , a few days after the video you published about Mickey passing, a horse at my yard unfortunately passed to, he was a grey Percheron gelding named Harry ❤❤
I'm so sorry again, he was the sweetest ❤❤ I lost my lesson horse this past summer and that was hard to go through, very sudden as well... my heart goes out to u and your family ❤
Ez I love you so much I really wish I could have come to London and give you a massive hug.
It's not lazy to have that same podcast episode and UA-cam vid. Girl you just lost your best friend and first pony.
Sounds like you doing okay -- lots of tears and lots of jokes. Enjoyed your story about moisture loss and fewer bathroom breaks for you and your dad. Just keep navigate things however you feel. For sure Mickey left with you so much joy and smiles. You're okay; we're okay with whatever you feel comfortable doing. All our love :)
I'm so sorry, I've got tears in my eyes. I've went through grief and recently I lost Firefly (my bird) she had been in my life for 2 years and was an O.G, And what I've learnt from that all sort of is that crying doesn't mean that your weak it just means that your strong and You've kept strong for a long time so please don't think crying will make anything anymore worse. 💗 I'm so glad you and your family are doing alright, you've helped me through losing Firefly with all your videos and positive thinking and I want to always support you through this hard time whether it's just commenting something nice or just trying to support you. x💜
I’m so sorry for you loss❤️
I lost my bird as well back in 2021, we had him for six years. It will get better, but you will never forget him. Eventually, those memories will no longer bring up sad feelings, but ones of happiness. My condolences, and I hope you feel better. ❤
Esme, Thank you for sharing this video with us. I have only been watching you for about six months but in that amount of time I got to know Mickey so well so when this happened I actually cried! I can't imagine how your feeling! Sending lots of love.
From Utah, USA - 💛💛💛 to you, Esme.
I am so sorry for your loss, Mickey had such a unique personality and he had a great life with you! I send my prayers and hope that you,Joey,Casper,Duke and Toby are all doing well! The loss of a animal can be hard, I've lost my childhood cat . It never gets easier but i hope you know were all here for you and there are no wrong ways to grive
Aww, esme bless!! Mickey, rest in peace. we all love you so much. He was the best childhood pony for you ever. You looked after him so good, and you created a massive bond that will always be in your heart. mickey, you will always be remembered. I love you all lots and hugs 🫂 ❤❤❤❤❤
Esme you are amazing. I think all of us subscribers could give Esme a late Christmas present; to cheer her up after her recent loss, as well as to show that we've got her back and we appreciate what she does for us. - It's no biggie; but in the spirit of the season the least that we could do is to get her subscriber count to that magic million mark. - She only needs 2K,so let's do this. Merry Christmas all! 🌲
Love you Esme sending lots of love !!
Your doing great with dealing with this
WE LOVE YOU ❤❤❤😊
Esme you are so lucky to have all this support. We'll always be there for you🐎🐎
I’m sorry, Esme. I saw your eyes tearing up, and so did mine. He was very lucky to have you, Esme.❤️
My sincerest condolences! I have lost a horse also & there is a lot of pain! I will miss him also! Judie
I am so sorry about Mickey. He was an awesome pony. I'm so glad you and your horses are ok. 😊 R.I.P Mickey. Two years ago my heart pony died and I didn't ride her very much and didn't see her very much only the holidays and when I found out she died I cried alot but now I am older and I am over it and I am happy. Merry Christmas to you Esme. Have a fun holidays. Love you Esme. ❤❤❤
I so glad to hear your doing okay❤. We all love your videos! Keep going strong!❤
Hugs coming your way honey , so saddened to hear this news . Grief has no time limit , take your time to heal . We are here for you . Hugs .
I am so very sorry for your loss 💔 lost my childhood pony less than two years ago at the age of 34. We had 23 years together.
I am glad that you are doing well and Mickey is probably looking down on you and being his happy self.❤
So happy you doing ok!!❤❤ glad to see you smiling in the video🫶 if you ever need to take a break go ahead but please just tell us because if you just disappear I will start to worry, but I’m so glad you and the horses are doing good!❤️ hope everything goes well. Mickey was loved by many people.❤
You brave girl sending lots of love. Have a lovely Christmas to you and your family and keep smiling xx
I’m really sorry for your lost. On August 28th of this year, I lost the cat I grew up with since I was one. It was very sudden and unexpected. I can’t say the pain has lessened any yet, but when I went through old photos and videos of him, I realized just how good of a life he had. My mom rescued him off the side of the road. The rest of his siblings were already dead. He was very very spoiled
I loved watching the pony vids with Mickey and duke. Our community horse shadow passed away in may and he was a Tennessee walker he was the sweetest to everyone. He loved sweet tea. Praying for you your, family and the horses
Esme, I love the pictures of little girl Esme with her first pony, Mickey. Your smile says it all...every little girl's dream come true! You will always have those wonderful memories. I also loved the way you put it..."I'm hurting but I'm healing".
Thank you for letting us share your healing journey. Big hugs to you and seasonal best wishes to the Higgs family, including the boys.❤❤❤❤❤
i cried when i heard!!! i am so so sorry for your loss! i hope it gets better!! love you
So sorry for your loss, it's so hard to deal with the loss of our fur babies ❤ thank you for doing this video, sending big hugs x
I'm crying so much, Mickey, even though I never met him and only watched you for about 5 months now I still loved Mickey like he was my own horse (I've never ridden) Merry Christmas Esme, RIP Mickey
I feel for you, i also had to say goodbye to My beloved Horse that‘s been in my life for 14 years too… in September… it’s hard but we‘ll never forget them & they stay with us just not physically ❤
Sending so much Love! & healing
So happy your doing better Esme, sending love to you, your family and all the animals ❤
I'm really glad that you and the horses are doing OK, I was wondering how you were doing ❤
13:13 my mum does that on Christmas and birthdays when she's cooking XD
14:11 I don't have mine until 4-5 PM lol
17:00 YESSSSSSSS
Thank hope u get better and thanks for the support bc last week my mums horse died from colic
ive been watching you since i started riding when i was 9 im now turning 16, and it feels like mickey has made his way into my heart, and seeing you cry like that and seeing the hurt in your eyes made me cry even more, i hope your doing better and im wishing you and your family all the best and my condolences!! 🤍
I’m so glad ur doing ok!❤ We all loved him so so much🫶
Im glad you're doing ok 🥺 but know it's ok not to be ok. Sending lots of love to you ❤
Glad ur doing better, mickey was such a gorgeous sweet little pony. We're all here for u ❤❤❤
I’m really sorry for Mickey but I am really happy that the horses and you are okay and hope you can fully recover from the loss and also the horses❤️🤍🕊️
Hearing this about mickey made me cry not only because he was an amazing horse but also because I know that my childhood pony is getting older too x