Why are you crying? (Positive vent)

Basically, it’s nothing bad at all it’s just I miss those times… like I had such a good time in 2022. But honestly what makes me emotional is when I remember those memories about myself, I lost some friends that we’re close to me and I had some bad relationships with friends of mine who treated me nice to disrespect. Even those who used me to play their role, which disappoints me very much like it breaks my heart. People who make fun of me don’t hurt me at all. Like words can’t hurt me at all but touching me is a whole another level for me, I’m actually big boned as a girl. Just a bit chubby that’s all… this is a positive vent! Not a regular vent that I usually do if I’m more comfortable sharing it to you guys, even when I’m into fictional stuff that’s just me. Some people don’t understand that having a fictional mind of animation of creativity I have in a mind. And I don’t like the fact that some people hate or dislike hello kitty but, it’s my own opinion I understand that people have different opinions on certain stuff. But anyways I’m good now I’m just expressing how much I had to deal with when close friends that I love, I miss those nostalgic times✨