never wanted to be here now.

"one foot in the grave, other on the ground...im just too tired..i cant do this anymore"
okay im a little bit drunk..actually im a lot drunk and possibly hjgh on cold meds rn and this is a repost fromrr earlyseptember i felt it fitting to end 2021 as itefrectly summarizes it while also shlwing how im doing rn whichbis not good and times liek this i reallly do feel like one foot in tbe grave s9 yeah
coloring: AlessaBelikov

[@xxxspotlight800]

I think i can relate. I don't get why i woke up and i am still alive in this new year.
Sending you a hug. It's good letting out your feelong this way.
I do not know what's going on but i hope you will see the light again soon
💛

[@thvnderzamo]

I hope that you do as well sending you good wishes!!

[@CCHJJ]

Sending you a lot of strenght and well wishes♥️

[@thvnderzamo]

I really appreciate it thank you!

[@icefiredawn]

I have no idea what's going on but I can feel the turmoil in your editing. Whatever your mind is telling you- it's wrong. You'll make it through, you'll become stronger and it may happen again or feel never ending but there is an end. Just don't listen to your mind and find even the smallest things that give you hope in living and not just going through the motions whether from depression, loneliness, self hatred any of that. Don't lose sight of the good in the midst of the bad. It'll help you trudge through it. Also your edits are amazing, keep on expressing yourself.

[@thvnderzamo]

Thank you, i appreciate it!! i've been trying a lot and sending you some good wishes as well

[@TheOverratedDarkness]

The description box was me last night 😘 Hope you’re good today, great video!!

[@thvnderzamo]

Thank you, i hope you are doing good as well!