(SOLD) Eminem x Joyner Lucas Type Beat - "PENNYWISE"

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  • Опубліковано 5 січ 2025

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  • @Pendo46
    @Pendo46  3 роки тому +40

    First beat of 2022. Let me know your thoughts of it!
    Lot of Collabs dropping this year 😈 This one was made with bro Lexnour!

    • @Geobee1983
      @Geobee1983 3 роки тому +1

      👌👊✌

    • @joker-whysoserious633
      @joker-whysoserious633 3 роки тому +1

      2022 looking bright and promising for new sick ass beats. On the reals, Pendo and Didker are bad ass beat makers, you both should collaborate some time this year.

    • @jayden8292
      @jayden8292 3 роки тому

      this shit professional

    • @ChillHollow
      @ChillHollow 2 роки тому

      Don't know how to say this, but this kinda sounds like The Warning but with choruses.
      Gives me that vibe at least😂

  • @jlr7775
    @jlr7775 3 роки тому +29

    The collabs with Lexnour always hit different. Lots of love Pendo. Can't wait to see what 2022 has in store for you!!!

    • @Pendo46
      @Pendo46  3 роки тому +1

      🙏🏻🙏🏻🙌🙌

  • @EposFaith
    @EposFaith 2 роки тому +4

    Been listening to this beat for 30 mins now non-stop. STRAIGHT VIBIN, toooo hard.

  • @COUNTYGAINS
    @COUNTYGAINS 3 роки тому +1

    STARTING THE YEAR RIGHT BRO COME ON!!

  • @TheRealGeeWanted
    @TheRealGeeWanted 3 роки тому +4

    2022 and that intro is still there.
    Love it, dont change, it's iconic 🔥

  • @damianmlamb
    @damianmlamb 2 роки тому +5

    This was actually really sick to freestyle to. Thanks. Definitely use again for fun chilling by myself

  • @kylewhitman4034
    @kylewhitman4034 2 роки тому +5

    Bruh the intro is both creepy and sick 🔥🔥

  • @awestruck2900
    @awestruck2900 3 роки тому +4

    This does put a smile on my face

    • @Pendo46
      @Pendo46  3 роки тому +1

      🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @wendyraymond1751
    @wendyraymond1751 3 роки тому +1

    Bloody brilliant absolutely amazing happy healthy new year to you an your gorgeous family congratulations on 150k much love and God bless x

  • @Blitzdiamond99
    @Blitzdiamond99 3 роки тому +1

    Was Waiting for this bro saw it on the story

  • @troywitkowski3732
    @troywitkowski3732 2 роки тому +1

    They Just Keep Getting Better 🐼❤️

  • @bornabeats
    @bornabeats 3 роки тому +8

    Bro killed that shit again !🔥🔥

  • @Cuzerr
    @Cuzerr 3 роки тому +3

    Beat hard asf btw!

  • @lexnourbeats1
    @lexnourbeats1 3 роки тому +1

    LETS GO!

  • @josephkhouri69
    @josephkhouri69 3 роки тому +2

    BROO! that beat is straight fire!

  • @sheikh_Creations31
    @sheikh_Creations31 3 роки тому +8

    Pendo kill the beat 🔥

    • @Pendo46
      @Pendo46  3 роки тому +1

      🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @christopheraguero5208
    @christopheraguero5208 2 роки тому

    I just bought this
    And I'm calling it ...Pendo and the JUGGERNAUT

  • @Z.experience
    @Z.experience 2 роки тому +2

    You always make the sickest beats

  • @711dev4
    @711dev4 2 роки тому +3

    Thank you for this best I was looking for a beat to make kinda like a devils work or dear god (Dax) type of song and this beat is perfect for it

  • @jacktherapperofficial
    @jacktherapperofficial 3 роки тому +5

    Beat got me floatin like Georgie

  • @tshmadeit
    @tshmadeit 3 роки тому +1

    Drums are hard af 🔥🔥!!

  • @vishnubantai1295
    @vishnubantai1295 3 роки тому +2

    Very hard beats pendo 46

  • @Cuzerr
    @Cuzerr 3 роки тому +2

    2022 is the year i go up,I promised ma mama🙏🏾💯🚀

  • @icemanxgaming6321
    @icemanxgaming6321 3 роки тому +1

    This is fire 🔥🔥🔥 good stuff lad

  • @asz_beats6020
    @asz_beats6020 3 роки тому +1

    Lexnour ❤️🔥

  • @hatchicisteverything3372
    @hatchicisteverything3372 2 роки тому

    This one got me vibing

  • @lilxmboy3113
    @lilxmboy3113 3 роки тому +1

    OMG 😱 mind blowing 👊👊👊💯

  • @willowprodit
    @willowprodit 3 роки тому +1

    Great mix, fam🥶💯

    • @Pendo46
      @Pendo46  3 роки тому

      🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @freshbone9701
    @freshbone9701 2 роки тому

    How come you didn't add little George in the download

  • @zeusrealmusic
    @zeusrealmusic 3 роки тому +1

    Won't we get chance to do songs on your free beats in 2022?

  • @Mr.ZēRØ-SB070
    @Mr.ZēRØ-SB070 3 роки тому +5

    What a beat🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @Pendo46
      @Pendo46  3 роки тому +2

      🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @d1zz3ldonmega89
    @d1zz3ldonmega89 3 роки тому

    Pendo is a beat 🐐🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💰😱

  • @NRThaWiccedOfficial
    @NRThaWiccedOfficial 3 роки тому

    This hits HARD🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇🎇

  • @misterhoodee4352
    @misterhoodee4352 2 роки тому

    Hi..how do I get this beats? Is it for Sale ? Damnnn..i lurv it 🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️

  • @CMbsdu44
    @CMbsdu44 2 роки тому

    Une bombe de oufffff ton son aiiii frero

  • @MaddMannGaming
    @MaddMannGaming 2 роки тому

    What are the Intro to Verse to Chorus to Verse times

  • @gemibaby
    @gemibaby 2 роки тому

    Sick😤

  • @Tyaag01
    @Tyaag01 3 роки тому

    That's crazy 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @connerbillings835
    @connerbillings835 2 роки тому

    What plugin do you use for this song?

  • @saintmonster5984
    @saintmonster5984 3 роки тому

    that is so good ill have to check you out

  • @1k.studio.official
    @1k.studio.official 3 роки тому +1

    😮2K❤️✊✨

  • @emiwayxdhh2099
    @emiwayxdhh2099 3 роки тому +1

    Bhai second 🌸💫
    but emiway x pendo 46 😤

    • @FANG_IS_ABHI
      @FANG_IS_ABHI 3 роки тому +1

      They already did 3 tracks what yaa talking about and I want any better artist to do collab with pendo

  • @NELSON-G-MUSAGATE
    @NELSON-G-MUSAGATE 3 роки тому

    Pendo eres el fucking duro....The best my dude......I hit different in you beats...

  • @Ssimodjawhara
    @Ssimodjawhara 3 роки тому +1

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @DylanRaysby
    @DylanRaysby Рік тому

    Damn how did this beat sell, would have shredded this

  • @arapparition5140
    @arapparition5140 2 роки тому

    How much is this I need to have My producer contact you after he gets over the covid about buying this one if it isn't sold already!!

  • @mystabMp
    @mystabMp 9 місяців тому

    How many bpm is this beat💥🔥🔥

  • @davidwhitney6920
    @davidwhitney6920 3 роки тому +2

    Looking forward to working with you this year 👀

  • @GokhanTaskn35
    @GokhanTaskn35 2 роки тому

    Brother for this beat i reall congrats you a lot.....Bless your heart and your mind and your hands.

  • @christopheraguero5208
    @christopheraguero5208 2 роки тому +1

    I previously released this song but didn't purchase the beat so today I finally was able to purchase it ... hopefully if it goes well I will purchase the exclusive

  • @inoproduction1423
    @inoproduction1423 2 роки тому

    Can i use this beat credit will be given to ur channel

  • @jenniferluckyosborn
    @jenniferluckyosborn 2 роки тому

    🔥 🔥 🔥

  • @Amallebeats
    @Amallebeats 3 роки тому

    tooooooo clean

  • @RecklessWhiteChild
    @RecklessWhiteChild 3 роки тому +1

    Fire asf 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🤮👿🥶🥵💯

  • @Venom_moon
    @Venom_moon 3 роки тому

    Sheeeeeshhh!

  • @steviedevries7659
    @steviedevries7659 2 роки тому +3

    Mama told me once
    Dont trust strangers
    should try n keep to myself
    To avoid hidden dangers
    And If i Didnt want it
    To come and find me
    Learn to tell the difference
    And Respect my integrity
    Told me if i ever want
    to try Some kind of Drug
    all i gotta do is ask her
    N she gave me a hug
    she looked me right in the eye
    And said now i'll tell u why
    Its safer that way cos
    I'll get what u asked for
    Not trick u or lie
    Cos u dont want to get sick or die
    Is it worth dying for to get high
    Everybody is wearing a mask
    Cant trust what they sellin
    Is what u tryna buy
    Ignorant people out there
    they be takin off the next guy
    Get jumped but wonder why
    This world is like a pig sty
    Its messed up
    N it will make u cry
    Remember to live by
    What u would die for
    Learn from mistakes
    Or you'll only make more
    Be righteous, Hardcore
    Its not black n white
    Its grey more
    Careful what u aim for,
    Get ur ducks in a row
    Follow ur rainbows
    When ur low remember highs and when ur high remember lows
    What goes around
    Always comes around
    What goes up comes back down
    Oh n Everybody knows
    Sew what u reap
    So u can
    Reap what u sew
    Its the tree of life
    How we all grow
    Stop n go
    Sometimes u lead
    Other times follow
    Learn all u can
    Ur not made of wood
    Dont act like ur hollow
    Confide inside ur pride
    Know wrong from right
    When its best to put aside
    Swallow or hide be polite
    Face ur fears in delight
    Let ur imagination take flight
    Never bark more than u bite
    Beauty is not in the eye
    But found in ones sight
    Ty xo bless

    • @RealToxicRed
      @RealToxicRed 2 роки тому +9

      brother you spent a whole hour writing this and still posted it 💀💀💀

    • @SpongeeStudios
      @SpongeeStudios 2 роки тому +4

      You staying in the hood with this

    • @d_ino.
      @d_ino. 2 роки тому +1

      @@RealToxicRed and it still sucks

    • @d_ino.
      @d_ino. 2 роки тому +3

      Getting kicked out of the hood for this one

    • @wongoturg2113
      @wongoturg2113 2 роки тому +1

      And the crowd went mild 🔥 🔥🔥

  • @ZenmeesterRingo
    @ZenmeesterRingo 3 роки тому +1

    When an immovable object and an unstoppable force collide

  • @akbeatproduction
    @akbeatproduction 3 роки тому +1

    👻🔥💥

  • @DEEJOTBMusic
    @DEEJOTBMusic Рік тому

    Who is this sold to? I made a song and it’s published👀

  • @unofficialj8329
    @unofficialj8329 Рік тому

    👏🏼🔥❤️‍🔥💯

  • @savagemax9418
    @savagemax9418 3 роки тому

    I hope to make something with you man ur beats are banger

  • @luckynomkia7427
    @luckynomkia7427 2 роки тому

    Chorus... "what are these niggas talking about" this beat gat me beasting

  • @pradeepbaswala9953
    @pradeepbaswala9953 3 роки тому +2

    Nice bhai ji

  • @Winrockffx
    @Winrockffx 2 роки тому +1

    0:22

  • @emmanuellorenzana9572
    @emmanuellorenzana9572 Рік тому

    That how you do it

  • @magictricks2381
    @magictricks2381 2 роки тому

    0:25 Take my thoughts, turn them into rhymes, whats this feeling, can’t describe? Oh thats alright ill just pack my bags, go outside, and say goodbye”
    Everybody knows that lve been rapping longer than a minute
    Everybody knows that I can rap it until I spit it.
    Everybody knows that ill miss it before I hit it.
    So take this advice and dont push my limits
    I never been wise, I never been kind, I always tell myself to never rewind on my intertwined side, so I push my emotions and desires right behind and then just inclined.
    I cannot be stoped, when I rhyming these verses u start to get shocked.

    • @RealToxicRed
      @RealToxicRed 2 роки тому +8

      okay magictricks23

    • @daevidpp445
      @daevidpp445 2 роки тому +1

      @@RealToxicRed LMFAOOOO

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo 2 роки тому +3

      I CANT LMFAO

    • @magictricks2381
      @magictricks2381 2 роки тому

      whats wrong with it?

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo 2 роки тому +4

      @@magictricks2381 its just not good

  • @dequince
    @dequince 2 роки тому

    Ouuu weee 🤘🏾#yuhhurdme

  • @carterscobee3154
    @carterscobee3154 2 роки тому

    🔥

  • @anucherokee2309
    @anucherokee2309 3 роки тому

    You don't see clowns in the hood but you do see clowns in the hood. Just clownin'

  • @zeusrealmusic
    @zeusrealmusic 3 роки тому +1

    First

  • @mo..868
    @mo..868 3 роки тому +1

    💙🖤🔥

  • @legionlegend90
    @legionlegend90 2 роки тому

    Pendo Imma Do Something To This One. I'll Send You The Link When Its Done

  • @mikenowhy5920
    @mikenowhy5920 3 роки тому

    Yo. I hope you don't mind I used it on one my snippets
    It's got your name on it.

  • @grilledmusic4953
    @grilledmusic4953 3 роки тому

    I love you, thank you for noticing my comment! We love you, Syrex

  • @dopeboy7074
    @dopeboy7074 2 роки тому

    bpm

  • @glitothejuggernaut1717
    @glitothejuggernaut1717 2 роки тому

    I think I'll Name the song I make from this
    PENDO

  • @suvwayzasuu7835
    @suvwayzasuu7835 3 роки тому

    0:55
    0:55

  • @mattymadeja3628
    @mattymadeja3628 2 роки тому +1

    Co noc sie budzę o 3 nad ranem
    mam w głowie horror
    Lecz za razem chce go poznać
    Muszę najpierw wydziabać to na skorze i nadać jemu nowe imię
    Może A R killer
    Jeśli żaden nie przeżyje
    Nie piedol już tyle
    One mogą być twoje ostatnie E chwile , ulotne rip Em E Magika
    Gdy spoglądam za oknem
    Pragnę wykrzyknąć elreke
    Odnajdując się w tym rapie nie robiąc sobie dietę
    Praktykować dokładniej , codziennie przeszukać to nie w necie
    Jest to zemną odkąd pamiętam
    Wiem jest ich pełno
    Hej tam , co tak ciemno
    Dziabia się na ryjach jak klauny
    Lub trans , daleko do panny
    Młodej , zapanoj nad nimi Madej

  • @محمدطه-ر2ث7ق
    @محمدطه-ر2ث7ق 3 роки тому +1

    Dril pliz

  • @Aburega
    @Aburega 2 роки тому

    🤜🏿

  • @PodcastShortTalks
    @PodcastShortTalks 2 роки тому +1

    This animosity, it would Constantly, talk to me,
    In my dreams when I fall asleep, I can see it all fall between,
    Every evil that's calling me,
    I'm in need of my people,
    So I'ma swing with abolishing, psychology
    I am lethal, no apology, honestly,
    Ironically, caught in sequels
    Iconically rockin vlone,
    Don't Talk to me,
    Project, kilo,
    Anonymous incognito
    And I'm Not gonna give it less,
    This kid and his intellect
    Is complex, for all of the rest,
    I'm a bomb, when the timer ends, I go off, my desires they, get to Talk, now I'm higher than my own mom, taking 9 xans to the noggin, and im so cross faded off another planet that I'm on, made it, to a new dimension, Phased in,
    Who are you to lecture greatness,
    I'll apply the pressure,
    Takin back the bag no effort,
    I could do this shit forever
    Wasted, drinking smokin better
    Face it, I'ma pull up nascar racing,

    • @mmdxii
      @mmdxii 2 роки тому

      wtf is this bro

    • @PodcastShortTalks
      @PodcastShortTalks 2 роки тому +1

      ​@@mmdxii Is this enough for you

    • @PodcastShortTalks
      @PodcastShortTalks 2 роки тому +1

      ​@@mmdxii I don't pay attention to the fake homie,
      I just learn to make money, pay homage,
      Pray for me,
      Nothing they can say to me,
      I don't need the hate lowkey I've been catching waves hoping i don't pass away, lonely 2x
      Someone Tell me who I am, and tell me what I'm missin,
      I don't give a damn, about your fake opinions,
      Ima get it,
      I Keep breakin bridges, watch them all collapse, standing from a distance,
      Falling off the map,
      Tore another critic talking on my back,
      Better hope you didn't,
      Judge the way I act, tell me your no different,
      40 up and make it blast, if your talkin lots of business, we gon show you were your at,
      Then disperse the competition,
      Lighting off another mag,
      To the dirt they fall in crimson,
      I seem off it's cuz I am,
      I'm concerned cuz what's imprisoned,
      In my nerves I turn to sippin on this can,
      There is nothing on this earth that ever worked for me like rap,
      I Caught a lot in the past, I'ma find my way back, sounds depressing but I promise that it's not light the match,
      I don't pay attention to the fake homie,
      I just learn to make money, pay homage,
      Pray for me,
      Nothing they can say to me,
      I don't need the hate lowkey I've been catching waves hoping i don't pass away, lonely 2x

    • @PodcastShortTalks
      @PodcastShortTalks 2 роки тому +1

      ​@@mmdxii there's no fold in the system,
      I hold in my vision the gold I was missin,
      I know my religion, I used to be so doped out and twisted, but then I sold out division,
      And now its unison.
      Who am I?
      Unified,
      Now they all want me crucified,
      Proving my mission,
      To move the eyes givin to higher precision
      See I am infinite with what I pro live in,
      Their so not forgivin,
      For crafting my image with lack of dominion
      See I am prolific, and y'all just don't get it
      Distract your opinions,
      Think I rap for the riches,
      I'm rich where my soul is,
      I know this predictive hole, that they try to keep hidden,
      I'm growing descriptive, in what I show in my writtens, go get it
      No limit, poetic prescription my notes are indictive, so listen

    • @PodcastShortTalks
      @PodcastShortTalks 2 роки тому +1

      ​@@mmdxii Drop me in a cage,
      Then watch me escape,
      Piece of cake,
      Possibly derranged,
      Caught body's just like the rain,
      Constantly In pain,
      Sodom brings me gain,
      Watch me demon slay,
      Awfully profane in when in vein, if I catch you straight mocking my name,
      I'm stomping In early but for you it's too late.
      I'm not in a hurry, I'm keeping my pace,
      They can talk to the jury,
      But still Im self made,
      They cannot stop my cursing when burning in flames,
      I'm earning my place, it gets concerning when observing my case,
      I've Been flow worthy when im learning the game, and I'm preserving my lane,
      I'm so sturdy, got a lot that I keep locked in my brain,
      Mission peak impossible,
      Improbable, it might be, any obstacle,
      I sight see, I'll be on the go, to climb steep,
      Proving what I hold is frightening
      Demons haunt and show the side of me I'm fighting,
      keep it on the low, I'm rhyming,
      So damn comical, I'm highly unstoppable,
      What I'm signing is honnorble, its exciting I'm on the roll,
      Roads behind me,
      The future shows,
      My Anxiety striking, but then I live my goals,
      Finding I reached the Pinnacle gliding
      Into dimensional, psyches,
      And following, principles
      Swallowing difficult pills in my life
      Be, what is known to ignite heat,
      See This spiritual expansion gave me lyrical advancement, and a passion I keep finding when I lack it, give it time and see the magic behind the scenes of my actions,
      I'm purging the tragic planet to burn,
      When I land in my manic dirt, then my mind creeps up the curb I've been searching to find the cure for me first, critizing the likey chance of that happening hurting the lively journey of work, I keep writing these words
      To be vibing my energy, severing heavy while taking It lightly, develop, another part of me, not far from me,
      Stepping, progressing what I've been targeting, protecting all the scars I bring
      Startling all my enemies, carpentry is my weaponry,
      Arguing with unsettling Chemistry
      Too indestructible, this kid isn't lovable,
      Too dysfunctional,
      His music's eruptional,
      Not deductible,
      He runs every syllable,
      With his guns in his visual,
      this Perception perfected,
      So critical,
      Directed and led individuals
      Into heaven,
      A miracle cuz I'm blessed and I'm spiritual,
      Rose from death I was clearing hope for the rest disappearing coal, intercept it with valuable gold instead when your counting stones, count the bread then feel respect

  • @trejenkins6086
    @trejenkins6086 2 роки тому

    Here from your vin jay comment

  • @crab_gaming2840
    @crab_gaming2840 3 роки тому +2

    I feel like a caveman because I've just discovered fire

  • @darkwhy3930
    @darkwhy3930 2 роки тому +1

    l'm still killing whales
    The coach is always there
    The couch will always be there
    l do all my grooming in the living room
    Watching lit cartoons
    Surrounded by child proof carton
    Without a bento to consume
    l got to bring a lunch box to the think tank
    l smoke dank
    Never get swamped
    Because l swap
    l'm all over the map
    Want to play craps
    What happens in vegas stays in vegas
    l don't gamble like swat
    Suckle that
    They flew me in in my skin
    There was no waiting at check in

  • @sligc604
    @sligc604 2 роки тому

    0:43

  • @Mirkafirozjah
    @Mirkafirozjah 2 роки тому

    good

  • @i-realbefree6923
    @i-realbefree6923 2 роки тому

    These Bets are creating lyrics in my mine.

  • @trejenkins6086
    @trejenkins6086 2 роки тому

    Imagine em and Joyner on this

  • @Ja-Mali
    @Ja-Mali 3 роки тому +2

    I promise y’all I’m blowing up! 🔥

  • @Iron_J
    @Iron_J 2 роки тому

    They call me penny wise
    I beat many guys
    Plenty tries
    Any size
    Look me in the eyes
    And he dies
    It ain’t right
    But I do it anyway
    Hey
    Verbal slayer when I play say
    What I wanna on the mic like
    I do so often
    Mucho

  • @ГадкийЯтовский

    It play 0,75x

  • @ЕркинУсипов-в3ъ
    @ЕркинУсипов-в3ъ 2 місяці тому +1

    Eminem of rap music super king xip xop class world respect 📡💶✅🛰️🌹🔱🤝👍💰⚕️🪻🫖📲📲💸🫂🕶️☀️🇰🇿🖥️🇺🇸🦢🌍🔊🔥❤️👑♠️🎤✊✴️✴️🧢🍻🤚🌃👋

  • @thadon5360
    @thadon5360 3 роки тому +1

    F the world while i organize my tactics
    criminal minded
    im so thuggin
    i make you strugglin
    my fist like a stich to your brain
    you get stiches for actin loud
    im out
    like a bullet ready to start the war
    im a pkk sympathisant and always ready for war its the same
    chillin like comet till i find a planet
    i dont crash i smash
    youre out of pocket
    i dont pay my bills
    you will
    takin the money from the store
    give me more
    my flow like thor
    i got hammer in a bar
    ready to slaughter your ball
    f the world im dribblin
    call me number 10
    im the last one to represent
    joy but passion
    ronaldinho on the mic who want me to assassine
    im pac em fifty in a thuggish masion
    till im drivin 10 rolls royce even then i wont stop to ball with my section
    thug life and im messin
    im smashin im actin different

  • @ericsacarny8421
    @ericsacarny8421 2 місяці тому

    Here after Tech N9ne rapped on this beat

  • @vishnubantai1295
    @vishnubantai1295 3 роки тому +8

    Emiway bantai fan's like massages

    • @AnshGalley
      @AnshGalley 2 роки тому +1

      Ldu English seekh le pehle

  • @mitchellwhitem.8052
    @mitchellwhitem.8052 2 роки тому +1

    What you know about a daily battle with BPD
    Sick of feeling slaughtered like some cattle in to deep
    Demons in my mental time to wrestle rest in peace
    This disease It is the reason why i Isolate im freezing
    I feel like I'm going outta my mind man I gotta be an oddity cause Noones quite as odd as me and honestly I'm tired of fighting free only to have my own psychology rope me back in and drag me out to sea I'm drowning
    When everything's ok....it's ok
    And my brain waves operate at a maintainable pace
    But then it go grey and I'm faking till I'm breaking and my brain is vacant back is breaking from the stress I'm making
    So I push away
    And Isolate
    And repeat the phrase that I'm ok
    When I'm not ok
    My eyes are set apon my final fate when I am wide awake
    And when I'm in that slumber state
    My dreams no longer motivate
    I kinda got myself convinced that I'm the biggest piece of shit to ever walk this earth and live no matter what I Give
    I give I Give they take they take then I forgive they don't replace
    The piece of my soul that I offered on a dinner plate
    When I thought they had some pure intentions
    Yea be sure to mention how I cure depression by smoking medicinal yea it's a blessing
    It's my vest and I wear it in my defense
    It make me feel like I'm the best I might confess my feelings on the mic and jest
    I injest more devils lettuce than I can spend
    I pretend things ok but I'm stuck in a lions den
    I contend but it's like I'm lying in my dying bed
    Am I fighting or flying deciding could be the key to surviving
    What you know about a daily battle with BPD
    Sick of feeling slaughtered like some cattle in to deep
    Demons in my mental time to wrestle rest in peace
    This disease It is the reason why i Isolate im freezing
    Every single morning when I open up my eyes I wonder what mood I'll be in
    And the first deciding factors what I'm dreaming
    But weather or not i be in a negative spot I'm never gonna stop smiling
    Not the kettle or pot I'm something you not my crazy top notch and Wilding
    And i feel if I could truly control all my malfunctions
    I'd be an unstoppable juggernaut I'm phenomenal even In my wildest dreams I keep it comical
    Cause laughters the best medicine keeping that remedy ready economical.
    So I don the mask
    then I'm on the gas
    Cause I want the cash
    but my motivation done gone in a flash. all I wants to surpass
    Those who thought I wouldn't Last
    So I can put they ass on blast
    But then I get to thinking yea what if they right
    I'm just a Noone who will never amount to nothing man they must be on to something
    I'm a go ahead and say that they right and find myself retreating back into night
    Then I find myself a corner make itnmore into my own
    Watch me as I ride the border order up a life alone
    With emotions ima hoarder bottle blow get out my zone
    I'm a vet as in a former soldier so my mind is gone
    Try to fake it till I make it but I slowly turn to stone
    It's ok it's just a phase and imma break this on my own
    So I follow protcall and smoke a bowl my soul is stuck inside the catacomb i got a cannon but I'm lacking racking ammo if I could I'd snap like Thanos but it be just me who's atoms up and gone no losing battles
    No more dreams of chasing shadows no more things I have to handle no.mpre feeling like I'm stuck inside these shackles try escaping chains i rattle

    • @dudefolife210
      @dudefolife210 2 роки тому +1

      Bro spitting fr 🔥🔥🔥

    • @mitchellwhitem.8052
      @mitchellwhitem.8052 2 роки тому

      @@dudefolife210 thanks man. I put alot of work into my writing

    • @newave_cl385
      @newave_cl385 2 роки тому

      This shit would sound good on mute
      Swear da god when I heard I just wanna puke

    • @binarytriggr
      @binarytriggr 2 роки тому +1

      ain’t no way💀

    • @Pha886
      @Pha886 2 роки тому +2

      Aye bruh you got a hidden talent 🔥🔥 keep it hidden🔥🔥🔥

  • @shristopherwoodson7927
    @shristopherwoodson7927 2 роки тому

    I love you

  • @jubitanairis3365
    @jubitanairis3365 2 роки тому

    I love 't👿👿👿👿👿👌

  • @damascusmitchell-lx1kc
    @damascusmitchell-lx1kc 3 місяці тому

    Im reaping

  • @terphunter1329
    @terphunter1329 2 роки тому

    play at .8x speed