It's the Medical Trauma Again! | Feeling my Feelings After an Attempted Gastroscopy

unfortunately I am still ill so I'm not sure if I'll get a video out for next week with this croaky throat. I'll keep you updated in the community tab. i have so many media video ideas but cant actually do them which is so frustrating! Please dont forget to support by checking out other videos and leaving comments etc. whilst i recover
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[@ArtieCarden]

Hello friends! I am still very sick and cant imagine myself feeling well enough by the weekend to record a video for next Thursday so please support this video and my last video with your views, likes, comments and sharing. 💕

[@lauraburystedmundsyoga8231]

This was a hard watch, seeing you so upset, medical procedures can leave anyone feeling really vulnerable. I'm so sorry it didn't go well, but you were right to stop things so you didn't get hurt any worse. I hope you feel better very soon - you deserve a break! 💚✊

[@goldenapple3952]

Getting tests done after months is so dissapointing omg. Like my heart problems have been getting worse so i went to a cardiologist(i got lucky and someone cancelled their appointment like a day after i decided to go) and after the classic 5 minutes appointment he was like yea this test is for a month later and the 24hour ekg(which is the most important one) is due in 5 months 😀 like brother this is my heart we’re talking about imma fucking die before i can get that done 😭 i tried going to a cardiologist before but gave up after the doctor saw me for like 3 minutes, dismissed my concerns about possibly having pots(because “i’d be in the er”) and gave me a random heart palputation medicine

[@tallasianchick]

in solidarity. currently experiencing a horrible mystery bloating symptom and do not want to talk to my pcp because she's so dismissive.

[@ArtieCarden]

Yeah my PCP is now based further away making it hard to see him so i only book phone appointments when possible… but everything makes me wanna take a medical leave lmfao im exhausted of this shit PLUS being ill five days after this scope where the staff were all unmasked around me where i had to be unmasked. A bit too convenient if you ask me 😤