Why I De-Transitioned (FTM) 😳
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- Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
- This why I Detranstioned & My Journey Explicit Details Are In The Video If You Are Sensitive Please Don’t Watch Thank You
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“I’d rather be myself than kill myself” stay strong in heart and spirit, thank you for speaking your truth. People are ignorant and you can create your own world of peace.
Thank youuuu❤
I am 70 year old black biological woman trying to understand these really confusing issues which seem like pure madness to me.
I came across your video by accident, and really appreciated your openess and honesty in helping me to understand more than than I did before.
Thank you and continue trying to be happy as we all want to be
Go back to watching the Price is Right, there's nothing for you to understand. They're "human beings" imprinted and programmed to "humans" being human and having implanted human experiences.
The fact that you want to understand speaks positive volumes about you
Thank you for watching and trying to understand I’m blessed
Most of these kids are either victims of sexual crimes. Or they were indoctrinated with this sick foul way of life so young they attribute the weird feelings of puberty and the awkwardness of being a teen.
@@therealsyxx Can you substantiate your comment with facts, data and stats? What does "most"? What percentage is that What race or gender? I am curious... What exactly happened when they were "indoctrinated". Who did the indoctrination. is what you said facts?
Thank you for speaking on this. I'm in healthcare and there's so much we can't speak on but I've personally seen a lot of what you're explaining here. So many people are having complications and instead of sounding the alarm they just continue to medicate in different ways. Many times we've seen things but don't know how to treat or even what is really going on. I'm glad you're still here and warnings others. ❤
Thank you so much for your serves and it’s true no really talks about the complications and goes into depth and I’m just tired of people not telling the whole truth
You speak very well, despite looking for words, you alway find the right word. You are really aware of yourself. Good luck to you from an elder lesbian. You will help countless confused youth, pre-lesbians, tomboys, misfits. I was really confused with low self esteem when young, didn't fit in anywhere though I wasn't a tomboy. So what you say will touch many different confused and searching people. Thank you.
Thank You
I’m a detrans woman and I appreciate you talking about this. It’s so important to know you’re not alone in this process. I’m here for you. Thank you.
thank you smm that means a lot and yeah your never alone
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I hope you're doing well these days - if society made it clear that being a masculine woman or a feminine man was okay we wouldn't even be having this discussion. much love from MD ❤
I've always wanted to understand what trans people really go through and why. Now, I do. Thank you for the information.
This person isn't trans so you still don't know. If you want to know someone's true experience, get it from the source.
This is like hearing the pov of a black person's life through a white person who did blackface once.
So do you think it's the same for each person?
Yeah it’s not the same for all of us..we all have unique experiences
@@Thetimeisntcomingback there is nothing that is unique when it comes to life also there's nothing new under the sun
so you are trying to get trans experience from a person that is not trans, this doesn't make any sense yk what right?
It's nice that you are to a point you are happy with yourself and I think that is the main goal.
Yeah thank you smmm
Proud of u for being open n honest Jay
thanks for sharing, im black and trans and it was rlly insightful to hear your story. i hope u continue finding peace within yourself and your gender journey :)
Thank you
She said she has a boyfriend, meaning a male? If so, congratulations on figuring out what makes you happiest!
I clicked on this video out of curiosity and I'm so glad that I did even though I'm not trans or anything but I've learned so much. I've always been very supportive of the trans, gay and lesbian community because everyone has their own life and own stories so good luck and I hope that you're happy 😊❤
Thank you smmm
SAME!
I have gaining understanding for a couple of decades now. This video was very helpful in understanding the transition and the detransition process.
I’m just here to educate and be real
This was really interesting to hear. Thanks for sharing your story and educating us.
Thanks for listening
Being a tomboy doesn't make a girl gay
I get that
Thank you for sharing the truth. I pray the very best of happiness for you. GOD made you just as you are “beautiful” 💕
I am so glad you made this video and was so open about everything. I appreciate giving people who may not understand the opportunity to understand ❤
Thank you!
Your welcome I’m just here to tell the truth about my experience that’s all and thank you for watching
I commend you for explaining the process and giving an honest pov. ❤
I appreciate that!
18:36 that’s a conversation right there
Thank you for sharing your story. You are very brave and honest ❤
Thank you so much!
Just to clarify testosterone is a natural hormone in both females and males it’s just produced in a higher concentration in males but it is still present in females just at a lower concentration there are outlier cases of women who have high testosterone again in BOTH male and females too much testosterone is never a good thing as it can cause heart issues and irregularities reproductive issues etc
Just thought I’d clarify that fact coz u were saying testosterone is an unnatural substance which it isn’t it occurs in everyone’s body just at different concentrations also gotta be careful of have very little testosterone in your body because that can also cause issues with libido reproductive organs in both male and females. In females testosterone plays a part in the menstrual cycle
Yeah Ik that girls have testosterone as well guys have levels up 500 to 1000 and girls have levels up to 20 to 50 extremely lover so when transman put testosterone in there system and it’s synthetic that’s when it there can be complications cause natural we’re not supposed to have that much in our body
@@AwimbOwehTv I said it was it was unnatural because if we all have naturally levels of T and then u put synthetic T in your body it’s not natural anymore and that T that your putting in your body was not produced by you
@@Jayrhymesxx oh yeah no worries the comment was just to clarify so other people understood what u were saying coz I know some people might take it the wrong way and not understand coz we both have done our research
You realise exogenous testosterone is an anabolic steroid right? It is absolutely not the same as a female have natural testosterone or levels. Stop spreading dangerous information.
You’re a strong human thank you for sharing your story
I appreciate that
@@Jayrhymesxx I’m not trans but your story even helped me relate to a similar time to when I wasn’t comfortable with myself and the things I did in reaction.it made me reflect and have some realizations I never had so I thank you for that. You never know who your story will touch. Please keep sharing I’ll be here to listen. I’m rooting for you! Keep kicking ass. You’ve got great self awareness and a good head on your shoulders.
Thanks so much for sharing your story. You are very brave and wish you the best on your lifes journey.
Thank you so much!
Don't apologize for who you are,if they don't like it... They can move on. Its in the description. You said that a few times. When you are teaching, just teach the best way you can. I'm NOT trans or LGBTQ,but, i really appreciate you bringing this side too the light. Im seeing more trans untransing for this very reason. It's the " grass is NOT always greener". Glad you learned to love yourself. You are who God created YOU to be. Be who you are 🎉🎉🎉, celebrate YOUr happiness. Thank you trans community for sharing these stories.
Respect
Yww and im going to continue to be myself god bless you and your message ❤
more people need to see this video.
Thank you for educating the world about this.
Ywww thx for listening
Listening to your story makes it seem like you were just a stud tbh
...but, imma use the hell outta Shark week 😂😂😂😂😂
Thank you for sharing your story. I love and respect your honesty!!! You are a beautiful person!!!
Thank you so much!
This popped up on my feed so I clicked. I’m not sure what you will identify as but when I look at u I see a beautiful brown woman with a fly brush cut. 💜
Thank youuu ❤
vaping is very hard on your body. beautiful and helpful video
I don’t vape no more and your right
Thank you for being you and sharing!
God don’t make mistakes, You are Loved by the creator just as you are.✨
Growing up I was a tomboy feared puberty and didn’t want breast, glad I didn’t discover this trans thing until I got older n self actualized cuz If it was ramped like this wen I was a preteen I’d prolly had fell for it idk. And I was gay n scared of men. I’m now a regular heterosexual woman.
God bless ❤️❤️
Thank you for being so transparent (maybe not the cussing😘)!!! I think
everything you said is spot on...seems if it were right for you, it wouldn't be a "strange" change👏🏽🤗Ps "when you put unnatural $#@% in your system..." *big drag of...*😂💯Ah, to be young again💗🙏🏽
Lmao I lessen my cussing 😂
It's always a relief for a trans guy to click on these detransition videos and realize you don't relate to their experience at all, lol. Thanks for sharing. I was never a tomboy, for starters. I didn't experience a loss of emotions at all. I don't cry (with tears) as often but the emotions are the same. Except I feel more in control of my emotions instead of feeling like a victim of the world. Also, T doesn't try to make you grow a dick 😂 you just get a bit of bottom growth. You seem to be mixing some esoterical beliefs with the actual effects of T
So your going to sit here and comment YOUR experience with T and take away from someone elses ? The relief is to see people man/women like you to show how stupid people are out there in the world …. You literally waisted your energy typing this for nothing 🤣
Thanks for your honesty.
Ywww that’s all I can do is be honest even if it’s scary❤
I know I made a good decision to transition but my body is definitely dying faster than it was before but I love the high I get after I take my testosterone
At least your happy
@@Jayrhymesxx with my transition yes but I never got help with other things
Thanks for sharing your honest POV. 🖤💪🏾
Your welcome
God bless u I pray for your strength to keep moving forward as a young women
Thank you smmmm❤
Wow ! you wanted counciling. The important thing is that you do an x-ray to find out what internal organs you have male or female and then take it from there.
I hear tomboy alot. I guess maybe it's different for different generations. I'm 50 and I way a tomboy, but I never wanted to be anything other than what I am. It's was just a saying in my day. I use to climb trees, didn't want to carry a pocketbook or get dressed up, etc. But kids often change on their own. I love pocketbooks now, lolol, but I would rather dress down. However, I'll dress up when I feel like it!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAY❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you smm
Very informative and educational thank you and you are beautiful.
You are a beautiful woman , you have a strong tone, athletic body type, which is beautiful and powerful. This is what all woman seek.
So love your body, love you, women comes in all shapes and sizes.
this is the why we need to stop with the gender specific clothes. let folks wear what they want to wear. these clothes are making people change their entire bodies just so they can dress differently
Yeah cause cross dressers and drag were the terms for men that dressed like women in earlier times j thought. Now they actually cutting themselves up, off, and open.
Thank god, thank god, thank god, glory to be god to you!!!!!!!!
Thank youuuu ❤
I wonder what the elder years will look like for trans ppl? Like how will their body function at such age with all the changes ?
Yeah
Blessings to everyone, if you haven't yet repented and accepted chrost Jesus as your Lord and Savior,please do so before it's too late, it's not God"s will for none to perish.Acts 2 vs 38 John 3vs 16 Romans 10 vs 13
Please seek counseling.
I ammmm thank you god bless ❤
You are beautiful ❤
Thank you!!
Jesus loves you!❤❤❤He loves you dearly!❤ You were created in Gods image and He made you perfect! Find your true identity in Him and Him alone.This is coming from a place of love, BEAUTIFUL.
Thank you smmm god has done wonders in my life and I’m glad that u got here my story and thank you for the positive feedback ❤❤
Have you asked your doc about taking Estrogen? I’m wondering if that would help the voice and facial hair growth? Also for the FTMs that had top surgery would that help breast tissue grow back?
15:10 lmao the irony
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im just confused on how you were able to get hormones soo young. iim a girl and i developed at age 11. i have large heavy breasts and at left home for university and i tried getting a breast reduction. no doctor would touch me. they wanted me to have a baby first. my friend was a single mom and she had a breast reduction lickety split. i tried again later and still i needed to have a baby. in cases like yours (this is my 4th video of a person de-transitioning)how is it soo easy to get hormone therapy compared to me just a girl who wants to have smaller breasts to relive some physical pain? this is rhetorical, of course and im just making a point.
I feel I start hormones when I was 19 now I’m 21 some people start earlier
@@Jayrhymesxx i dont mean when you started. i guess this is more about the system. insurance like to say we wont do this and that cause its just cosmetics but they dont keep that same policy across the board. anyway, im still trying to get a reduction.
You Have To Go To Your Primary Health Care Provider And Complain About The Pain They Cause You If They’re That Big. Let Them Know How It Over All Effects You.. And If You Have Insurance It Should Be Covered 😊
@@BigGod773 yea im still trying. i dont want to just have a baby just to get a reduction. ty.
God bless
MARK 2:17
Does this mean that ur transitioning to a female?
I’m just be me I never been girly but I’m me I’m female and yea
you know, i appreciate you discussing this as nicely as anyone can but i'm wondering what's 'natural' about all the weird-ass chemicals in vapes? you seem fine putting that in your lungs. i just don't know how people can bash transitioning one second while puffing on vaporized chemicals that stick around in the tissue in your lungs. you do you, though.
also, lots of people have diseases they got "in the womb" that modern medicine treats. if you're gonna preach, at least stick to your story. you know, despite all your warnings and stuff, i'm not "sensitive" but i'm pretty annoyed at how flimsy this is. if you felt sick, if you wanted to go back, go. no one's stopping you. but you're broadcasting this idea that EVERYONE who does this is wrong somehow. PS. male and female genitalia are remarkably similar. Your body can't "BECOME" another genitalia, you will never be able to create testicles from hormone use... but that's the main difference. there are congruent structures for pretty much everything else. sorry if the truth hurts, but your "subjective" truth is hurting more people than you even know.
Valid
THANK YOU
I think you’re in the wrong chat Levik, you’re obviously opposed to the expressions in this video and also have negative intent. You also bashed the UA-camr for supposedly bashing transition-ers. Doesn’t makes sense and is also hypocritical lol! I don’t click on content I don’t agree with at all. Let alone invest time in commenting on them. Just not making sense 😂😂😂
@@epifan3_ I have absolutely no clue why you'd assume this. And I'm certainly not in the wrong chat, nice assumption though! This is gonna be my last response to you, as I really don't have the time or desire to disclose anything to you. Thanks for your concern? This is the internet. This isn't a personal blog, these videos can and WILL be viewed by people who disagree. Don't like it? Keep it in the private chat with your friends. My two cents. That's what I do and it's worked.
PS. The "negative intent" thing did make me laugh though. Because every critical person has "negative intent", yes?
Just stop its so many complications cause thats not what it suppose to be leave it alone you cant erase what the creator created Im sorry I just cant never understand this I just dont get it. I will not be forced to understand it either to each its own
U have a right to have that opinion god bless
I dont understand what you are now
I’m me
@@Jayrhymesxx You don't seem happy
Hi Jay , my sister is 19 and wants to start to take testosterone. She is very much an online nerd ( anime etc.). She said she is trans 4 years ago. earlier in childhood she was cutting her arms and legs. it would be a tragedy if she would start destroying her body with hormones. is there any chance to stop her?
Ummm I used to be like her with self harm and I didn’t really see the full picture of hormones until I started and realized it for my self honesty I regret but if I told u a year before that that I would have said that I would been lying I had to learn for myself but I feel like through my de transformation it’s still hard me to wrap my mind around the whole thing I think tell them that testosterone is tbh dangerous may or may not stop them but to know the side of affects and what does to the body can really harm them might stop them
I feel awful for your brother. Let him be.
@@Crowcrowcrowcrowcrowcrow let her self harm is what you mean.
@@VaporRize08 let *him *exist.
Their brother is an adult. He can make his own decisions. He is more of a man then any of the guys in this comment section will ever be.
Science supports the existence of trans people. Suck it up buttercup
You should try to warn her about the long term complications. There are a lot of videos out there like this that would be worth showing her. There is also a book called Irreversible Damage that covers a lot of the health complications that happen to women from testosterone that the medical community does not seem to be warning transitioners about.
Lastly, I would remind her that she can still present as male as she wants, date women, etc without any medication or surgeries. There is really no reason for them.
Good luck. I hope to see a lot of tom boys and guys get away from this as it is hurting a lot of people.
Wtf u have a boyfriend
Sure does whats the suprise with that?
Please...I BEG. Any and every detransitioner out there that makes these types of videos claiming they were once trans but found the truth or found god....stop saying you were trans bc you were not. You went through a trans experience but you WERE NEVER TRANS. You speak about our existence like its just a little fun thing we do that will eventually bight us in the ass or like we'll eventually regret it.
Gender dysphoria is what we experience, and gender affirming care is what we receive to help us live happy lives and feel at peace. 99% of ACTUAL trans people don't regret transitioning bc it saved our lives! We aren't doing this bc of the same reason you did. We are actually trans!! Taking hormones doesn't get us killed, making videos like these get us killed. This isn't something we CHOOSE we JUST ARE.
Like I feel for yall but people who make videos speaking about transitioning like its a very very bad thing to do is harmful. There are older trans people who are still fine to this day! Science, doctors, physiologist all back us up, but yet most don't care to acknowledge that. Look at how many of our rights are being taken away due to misinformation right now. It's like our voices are drowning out by detransitioners and ignorant individuals who want to stop all treatment for all due to simply not listening to us, and for a detrans persons life choices just bc it didnt work for them. Not saying this is you specifically, but in a way its working that way. Pleass stop spreading misinformation about trans lives or trans treatments bc it is not the same experience as yours.
Um okay..
The fcking arrogance of thinking you have the right to silence people. People don't need your permission or approval to tell their storey. There is nothing to stop you from telling yours. If people hear both sides and disagree with yours bad luck. Welcome to adult life. If your cause was genuine you would be happy for discussion.
@@SkyeSoFyee So it's um okay bc im speaking as a real trans person but it's all applause and "thank you for speaking the truth" when it comes from someone who used our real experience as dress up...okay.
@@YuneePug k tbh Idgaf
U can’t dictate how she experienced ha “trans phase”. She went thru it didn’t like it n decided to make a decision fo haself. Dis ain’t about the trans community as a whole .. this is about HER‼️‼️ N ha experience. Yah maybe it pans out fo others but not fo ALL. So stop tryna generalize what she went thru n how she expresses it. EVERYONE IS AN INDIVIDUAL ‼️💯
There shouldn't be judgment placed on people for how they want to transition or detransition. In the end everyone deserves to make their own decisions about medical interventions that they want or don't want. Good luck to you with all of that
@18:24 Thats impossible, what you're experiencing is vagina atrophy/vaginal degeneration.
You did a great job explaining something that most people can’t wrap their heads around. I appreciate your transparency and wish you all the best.
Thank you smmm truly
Chromosomes don't lie.
This was a very good video. You explained your journey well. I'm glad you were able to find the right balance for you and reclaim your body. Good for you.
Thank you
Thank you for explicitly talking about this. It's really terrible what's been going on.
yeah, i hate when trans people are happy and live their lives too. a thousand apologies or whatever.
@@levik.3343 This not about trans people. These are about people being misled and taken advantage of to transition that shouldn't have because proper evaluations are not being done due to the concept of "affirmative care".
Sending you hugs and love. I’m sorry society failed you and proud of you for sharing your story. I pray your message reaches young masses. I shared your video. Love and light to you.
Thank you so much that mean the world to me 🙏🏾
Thank you for being transparent and sharing your journey of finding truths. You’re definitely giving many of us a true perspective on human nature.
Ywww I’m just trying to educate
You need more subscribers. Thanks for sharing your story.
Your welcome
Tbh trans people really don’t have a problem with people who de-transition, I feel like the issue at hand is that cis people will take your story and try to cast it upon the whole trans community. Like no that’s not how this work, nobody reason for feeling different nor their experience within the transition is going to be the same. So basically the problem is really between cis and trans people, y’all are just caught in the crossfire.
I feel u
I encourage you to go read the comment left by @myamjg.
@@forealAF Yeah I saw it that person comments, even though their comment might seem rough they do make a lot of good points. Even jay said that they transitions bc of what others thought of her & not about what she thought of herself, already starting the process with the wrong mindset. Like I said it would be less of a problem if Cis people didn’t throw de-transitioned people stories in trans people face which was another point they made.
Glad to hear your story. Definitely gives me a softer heart for people who think that they need to transition themselves. It’s the mind we as people need to fix. Not the physical. I pray you continue to educate yourself, love yourself but most importantly Build a relationship with God. I believe whatever it is that you want to change that you feel can’t be reversed can be done through the power of God. You are a beautiful person inside and out. Be blessed ❤
Thank you smmmm
I will always like women and I still want top surgery but I’m over taking T.
damn, you're right about people jumping on people about their detransition - everyone has their reasons and it even is a sensitive topic to some detransitioners about how it didn't work out in the end and how they wish it had.. i feel for those that never had the opportunity whatever the case may be to be themselves. risk education is supposed to be apart of the process and there should be no detail spared. as a cis guy i feel the disregarding emotions everyday btw, sometimes with these hormones you catch yourself thinking damn i'm borderline emotionless sometimes and i don't really like it.. lol being human is imperfect no matter what right
i checked the IG anyways and you're the most dripped out enby.. lmao thriving i hope, hope all is well at least
Thank you smm and I feel what u saying ❤
What does high cheek bones hafta do with anything ? 🙄
Thank you for your sharing. Sending prayers and hugs ❤️you gave us the real on your reality but it’s helping so many people 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Look at bodybuilders that are female/ female athletes. WE got a vagina and that makes us women no matter what. People stereotyping us. FR💯
I feel that I just think I was very weak when I was younger to realize
Even if a person transitions from a man to a woman or vice versa. What you are naturally is what prevails and what will work. For example if God made you a woman naturally, you will always function biologically as a woman regardless of hormone therapy or operations.
I’m not sure what you smoking on, but I’m sure (hoping) it’s nature made. I solute you for taking a stance on your priorities… putting your health first is most important and the reward will be outstanding. ❤
Thank you for sharing. Wishing you nothing but the best in love, life and happiness.
I am just a mom of two grown sons and have been married for 30 years. I am proud of you. I can feel your heart, you are a wonderful human. Everything will be ok. ❤
Thank you smmm
Thank you for keeping 100 and sharing your truth you are so beautiful
Thank you smmm
Is there complications of having vaginal intercourse by taking t ?
Not for everyone but for me it was painful cause my anatomy was changing and so it made it difficult now that I’m off T everything’s back to normal
Wishing you all the success and happiness in the world!!! Stay strong and be you!!!!
I'm so glad you spoke on this, you broke this down really good and made VERY important points. I'm glad you stopped. Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you smmm means alot
You gave a lot of really good information and thoughtful reflection 🙏🏽 thanks for sharing
Thank yo
I’m glad you’re happy
Thank you
you talk a lot about how you changed for people to like you instead of changing for *you*. transitioned for all the wrong reasons.
@shotaben10 shut your dirty mouth about shit you don't know. thanks.
Yeah but it was also like I was sorta lost u feel
@@JayrhymesxxJay, let me say, even though I didn't agree with every concept in the video, I respect your attitude and approach and I want you to know I really don't judge what was right for you. Only you know that and I respect that you know yourself. So keep it up. Thanks for the good and peaceful vibes on here even if people are being hard on you. You deserve good and great and wonderful things. If I've been hard on you, I do apologize. This is really about how you felt, how you struggled and how you feel and of course it's your story.
You beautiful in God love you and we love you
Thank u smmm
Loving yourself means the most. You are absolutely right in your beautiful truth: be yourself. Congratulations on your journey.
Thank you smm
I’m so very proud of you. ❤
Thankkk youu
@@Jayrhymesxx no thank you for sharing lil sis.
So do you like girls or boys? Just curious. Thank you.
Both
I'm so confused,Born a woman,Consider yourself gay But you have a boyfriend What am I missing here?
I was born a women identified as a male and then I was allergic to the hormones had to jump off it and I do like girls but I’m also into guys
@@Jayrhymesxx aaaaah you're bi sexual! Thanks for clearing that up.
I feel like people talk about this trans thing BUT NEVER , NEVER TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT THE TERRIBLE SIDE OF IT AND I KNOW ITS A WHOLE LOT OF HELLISH THINGS THEY ARE PUTTING THEIR BODIES THROUGH AND I HAVE A FEELING A WHOLE LOT OF THEM REGRET WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO THEIR BODIES. THANKS FOR BEING HONEST
Ywww and your absolutely right I realized real quick god didn’t want this for me and I’m blessed I listen ❤
Not all trans people commit with going through the medical process of taking medical hormones nor is that a requirement to be trans. People express their gender in different ways, some people commit through fully transitioning and some detransition. For those who fully commit to the other side, 9/10 there aren’t any regrets. They would rather fully combat their dysphoria to fully live a happy life than to live in discomfort not being authentically themselves.
Praying for you.
I don't know you, But I prey that u find God, I can say that, I was gay and God deliver me!! If u prey ask God to show the real you! Be bless my sister