I'm non-binary, I consider trans to be an umbrella term. If you, an alter, feel like your own fully formed person, you are a fully formed person. If you, a fully formed person, experience dysphoria and are more comfortable with he/him pronouns and feel like trans is an identity that suits you - you're trans. 💞 I recognize my perspective as very queer and too progressive for some but eh. You identifying as something respectfully doesn't harm us as a whole. Live you life 🏳️⚧️
I'm so happy to see I'm not the only trans, non-binary person to think like this. 😭💚 Thank you for taking the time to write this comment. Maki (they/them, il/lui in French + masc or neutral adj/nouns.)
@@ShikisaiMaki hey, idk if it's appropriate to ask you on here but I saw that u listed french pronouns, my native language is french but ive been separated from the culture by living in the us all my life and I've always wanted to find a french non-binary person to ask them this question: how do non-binary ppl tend to navigate their pronouns in french since there's no inherent genderless equivalent to they/them? Ik there's neopronouns that can be universal but how abt they/them? Merci Maki! Dsl si cette question te dérange, je suis juste hyper curieuse haha :)
@@nitgnatI'm very happy to answer! :) There are a lot of neo-pronouns in French! One is even in Le Robert dictionary now! It's "iel". You can find it online too! There is also the variant ielle and other neo-pronouns such as ille, ael, yel, y, ol, ul, yol... I personally don't use "iel" because I'm gender neutral/neutrois it just doesn't fit for me, people will mishear it as "elle" often too which would make me dysphoric. My gender expression/aesthetics are very similar to Pixie (Jillian, mostly? Though it was mostly pre-transition, but the masculinized version of the rainbow/pastel looks is what I'm aiming for!) I like "y" though! "Yol "is kinda cool too. I hope that helps! ^_^
hi jerrick its nice to meet you (and hi system!). in regards your discussion about opening/reading those notebooks from the very dark area of the system's trauma (around 11:20) i would please consider whether thats an appropriate and healthy thing to put yourself, the system and your audience through. please dont put pressure to do certain things on camera or push yourself to limits that are unsafe 💚 i feel like internet culture promotes a lot of oversharing and there are ways that can be healthy and unhealthy.
Just stop. Stop with the whole hi system! Nonsense. Everybody wants to not judge which is why people like her are allowed to take advantage of the mental health cash grab circuit. If you have done any extensive research in the disorder before the past 10 years, before it was super quirky and cute, you will get a better understanding of what the disorder is like. I guarantee you this girl does not have multiple personalities.
Does anyone in the system ever want to redecorate the house out of the signature pixie flower rainbow style ? i feel like jerrick would want a little green or emo corner or smth 💭
This is what I was wondering, too. Perhaps if you move, Jerrick could have a room for his favourite things. It's not unusual to like different styles of decorating and fashion at the same time - I like cottage core, gothic, boho/hippy styles.
You will exist forever. You and God are both in the universe to stay either as friends on His terms, or enemies on yours...which it will be is proven in this life. And this life is a vapor. Two seconds, and YOU will be gone.
I'm so glad to finally get to meet you Jerrick face to face, it takes alot to put yourself out there so I'm so proud of you and can't wait to see more of you and the rest of the pixie system!
it is completely valid to identify as trans as a part. i’m a trans man and i have gender dysphoria. your dysphoria is so valid. your gender identity is so valid.
hey Jerrick! So nice to meet you. I was diagnosed with bpd in my early 20s, and your system is a huge inspiration for me for bpd awareness and a real person living with bpd. So many people think we are terrible people, but we work so hard. Much love
jerrick if you ever come on the youtube channel again don't worry about the ring light and stuff if it makes you uncomfortable. i honestly miss when youtube videos had bad lighting and bad quality
Jerrick!!! It’s really wonderful to get to meet you and learn more about you💖 admittedly, before your systems diagnosis I knew little to nothing about DID- so hearing about it from you and from Jill has really been so informative and eye opening to a subject I wouldn’t have otherwise understood! Thank you so much for doing this, even though it seemed to be outside of your comfort zone💕 I hope you’re doing well and that through moments like these you’re treated with more kindness, respect, and overall visibility as a person! You’re wonderful!💖
ive been watching you for years and it’s such an honour having you share more parts of you and keeping us with you guys on your journey 💓 I’m just so proud of you all and so glad you have answers and communication with eachother !!! also i am a trans non binary person and I think you should be allowed to identify as trans with no problem if that is who you are. you shouldn’t feel bad for describing your own experience you live in
Commenting again to say how happy I am for you all to have a diagnosis and to explore and find the beauty in working as a system. Also that sticky hand earring is AMAZING
Nice to finally have a formal introduction to Jer!! This series with the pixie system is so interesting and definitely helping me understand DID a lot more 🖤💚
I feel like Jerrick is the more masculine, cool side while Jillian is very colourful and feminine. Cant wait to meet your other alters if you make anymore videos like this!
as a trans person, i’d just remember the severe trauma trans people face because they’re trans and that it’s something we can’t escape! trans people who look trans are very specifically targeted. even though i pass i still struggle a lot with discrimination. it’s okay to relate and share how you identify but in person please mind peoples unique trauma and difficulties (i’m sure you already do 💖). i haven’t had a doctor or been able to feel safe going to a hospital for years because of being trans. in past inpatient stays i was abused and put under severe isolation unlike what they’re meant to do with patients. ik some ppl with less trauma will give a pass without thinking about these things. all that being said, as somebody with bpd that deals with heavy dissociation i relate to where you’re coming from. i understand you have a lot of ur own traumas too. sending lots of love 🖤✨ hope this helps
I understand where you're coming from but it sounds like you're gatekeeping the trans label based on how much trauma people have related to their gender identity, I hope that wasn't what you were going for but it's just important to be careful how you phrase these things. Being trans doesn't cause trauma, transphobia causes trauma, and therefore how much trauma a trans person faces for being trans is dependent on how much transphobia they are put through in their lives, so a trans person could have no trauma related to their identity or they could have a lot, like you do because you're in a situation that is much less accepting than you deserve. Being mindful of other trans peoples different experiences with transphobia is important but it's got nothing to do with whether or not a person can/should call themselves trans.
Jerrick seems like such a chill dude, even when talking about really shitty and trauamtic things. He's the kind of person I would have loved to known and hung out with when I was a highschooler, and also now. In general he's just so different than Jillian, and they're both such wonderful people with completely different but still really comforting vibes. I'm glad Jerrick felt comfortable introducing himself! Jerrick, your outfit is fucking dope, and you look hella masc. Idk how other transmasc/masculine non-binary people feel, but I don't see any reason you wouldn't be able to call yourself trans/non-binary etc. Whatever makes you comfortable, man. I 100% vibe with the discomfort and self-image issues, and SA trauma makes that so much more complicated. As one traumatized transmasc ace he/him to another, really glad to meet you. :)
I am a transgender man and I have absolutely no problem. DID is such a complex thing to deal with, your brain is literally split between different identities. My dysphoria is atleast one constant state of mind that can be cured with a specific treatment. (HRT, surgery) For them, it’s constant changing, and constant dysphoria with whatever the current identity is with so many changes. Sounds like an absolute nightmare to deal with.
Have you all considered making a VTuber for each of the alters so they can do videos with an appearance that is more themselves? I know it's a lot of work but it may help someone like Jerrick feel more comfortable.
nice to meet you jerrick! that sticky hand earring is like the best thing ive ever seen and i couldnt stop staring at it the entire video. also gender is wack. im a masculine presenting enby but i love all the "stereotypical girly things" and it just confuses the fuck out of everyone around me. so feeling like youre kind of trans is definitely a valid and shared feeling. i'd love to see you in more content in the future but like, dont force yourself if it makes you uncomfortable. your comfort is more important than than what us viewers want 🤗
@@dannydyerschocolatehumuncl2418 gender is confusing, and has barely anything related to presentation. It varies from people to people, but you know "girl" and "boy"? they're basically just stereotypes that used to be assigned to people's bodies based (mostly) on genitalia. It can range from colors, interests, style, personality, anything, but doesn't have to be all of it at once my experience with gender is the most complex I think, I call myself a baddie twink, which basically, I relate to girl baddies, but in a twink way (i'm transmasculine, simultaneously agender, and have apparently some very specific fluidity) so ig the way I assign my own gender is by what id like to be called and considered, rather than what I relate to
ive been watching you guys for like at least 5 years now, and its been so cool to grow up watching you grow up in a way, too. seeing your healing journey and journey of self discovery has been insane. i am so proud of you and so excited for you to live life this way comfortably and openly online. thank you for sharing your story. when jerr said that jill calls him jerr bear, i literally laughed out loud and audibly said "that's such a jill thing to do". i love you guys, you're awesome.
Thank you for doing this, Jerrick! I can only imagine how hard this must have been but I hope you had a little fun at least. You're very valid and loved ❤️ And the bantering between Jill and you was really fun, she's kinda right, you definitely have a tsundere vibe. 😂
nice to officially meet you jerrick! i love your style in this!! i can't watch this video due to the trigger warnings so thankyou for adding them! but sad i can't know more about you atm. take care!!
Love you Jerrick, you're a man of my own heart - just seeing another trans man with a love for alt fashion talk so openly about his dysphoria is really refreshing, especially being someone whose gender fluid and can't do everything I'd like to with my body since my perception of it changes. Thanks so much, I'd definitely like more videos from you (only if you're comfortable)
And UGH, yes, the whole trend of "fake disorder cringe" is one of the most frustrating and regressive things on the internet atm. It's literally bullying people for talking about their disorder, it's always going to do more harm than good. Even if someone was fakinng their disorder (which is not something you can prove as a stranger on the internet) imo its less harmful to just ignore them than to throw them any accusations of faking. I will NEVER understand the mentality of "fakeclaiming" and I'm so sorry you guys have to go through all that. Many kids n minors are on the internet and use spaces like Tiktok, Tumblr, Twitter, etc as spaces to talk about their experiences and should be allowed to do so without getting bullied and threatened and having to "prove" they have a diagnosis to be valid. It's infuriating and I'm glad when I see content creators talking about it. Again I'm sorry you've been through that toxicity though, and I'm glad that your experiences on other platforms have been less volatile.
I remember a couple of years ago I had made a comment about your BPD diagnosis as I have BPD, and Bipolar 1 disorder. I remember I mentioned how mental abuse, and having toxic family members could be a possible cause of developing BPD as this was my experience. I look back now, and realize everyone’s trauma is different. What’s also interesting is all the years I’ve watched your videos I remember hearing vocal inflections while you were speaking they would switch to a deeper sounding voice sometimes! I didn’t really think to much of it as I thought it was probably just a quirk of yours. It’s so neat to meet Jerrick 💜
Nice to meet you Jerrick! 💚 I actually really loved your style so if you feel comfortable to be back on camera, wardrobe or outfit videos from you would be amazing!
Omg Jerrick's I love your vibe, your way of talking is really relaxing to me for some reason? But yeah, I'd love to see more content with your, that whole closet/you space tour sounds like something that'd be really cool to watch!!
Hi Jerrick my husband calls me carebear as soon I heard you say Jer my mind immediately went to jer bear and then you said it... I respect your wishes not to be called that I just wanted to share this with you directly. I don't know how all this works and if you are personally reading this but I want you to know that you are loved and I am thankful that you exist. By the way I love the beanie making it look like you have a split die It looks super cool I'm going to continue watching thank you again for sharing with us.
Hello!! Just wanted to inform you that you mentioned that Jill was “born into the body” and that is, a misconception and not how DID works There is no part born into the body, you just start off developing as a child with normal separation of parts, and then those parts fail to connect. So basically, a good metaphor for that is a plate that has been shattered- after it’s broken, what part would be “the original”? There wouldn’t be one. I’m sorry if this explanation isn’t the best, but the idea of an “original” or a “core” is incorrect, if you want I can send you sources about that as well!! I hope you have a good day
It was so nice to be introduced to you Jerrick! I really enjoyed seeing those more fluid blended moments with you and Jill! I'm so happy that you two are so close, you looked very comfortable chatting. I know diagnosis is such a huge part of the healing process and I hope you can all slowly find ways to heal as individuals and as a system! I've been around since Jill started the channel (I'm actually only a few months older then your system's body) and the channel has always been a comfort to me! You all will always have my support ✨💕🥰 I'm really looking forward to learning more about you all! (Within your comfort zones obviously!) Also. Totally jammin' out and dancing around your home isn't embarrassing! It's so fun!! I always feel so present in those moments myself! ✨
Hi! I have been watching this channel for 5ish years at this point and it has been huge in my journey to becoming who I am. Thank you for being willing to share more of yourselves. It is such a gift to learn more about y'all. I don't know who is in my head and it's nice to hear someone who has a different perspective than a singlet on it. Thank you
I think outfit/wardrobe content from Jerr would be really cool! I would love to see some alt clothing DIYs if you do that kind of thing! But don’t feel pressured if you’re too uncomfortable!
would you ever consider putting closed captioning or hiring someone to put it there for you all? i’m not trying to be rude aaa its just more accessible and easier to understand :0 it’s nice to meet all of you guys’ parts though! i can’t wait to learn more about you all
Hi pixie an jerrick! i just would like to say your channel is a big inspiration for us and it actually gave our alter ( his name is Dave) courage to be part of our channel as well, he already helped edit the videos but he wanted to show up, so both me (Lua) and Dave wanted to say thank you! Have a good day!
I watched all the way to the end Jerrick and loved it. Please make more content and not go away. We have similar taste in music and i liked that. I wouldn’t mind a wardrobe tour. It be awesome. I been watching Jill for a long time and she such a sweet soul. Through it was cool to see you come out and your part in the system. :)
It's lovely to meet you! I really love your makeup. I am a fellow nonbinary trans guy, and I just wanna say it can already be hard to be the only person in my body, so my heart goes out to how hard it could be to *literally* be in a body that's not yours. Much love and I'm glad you're able to be growing and living and this seems like filming this would have been a hard thing to do so, thank you! We're all so proud of you!
As a trans core of a system (I relate to the body the most, etc.) You can identify as trans if you want to. It's not hurting anybody, nor is it hurting yourself or your system. It is helping you grow as an altar and as someone in the system. I feel like taking that part of you away is very damaging to yourself. So if you feel like you are, or if you are, please feel free to identify that way. There is nothing wrong with identifying that way, especially as an altar. Stay safe!!
Id love to see more videos from you/ see your closet :) I've been subscribed for quite a few years and used to watch regularly, I found Jillian's videos and bright pastel vibe comforting and they gave me the confidence to start exploring my personal style more and embrace bright colours but it's been a while since I've watched. I'm now starting to explore grunge/emo style more (I was an emo baby then went in completely the other direction and now I'm kinda realizing I don't have to just stick to one?) in addition to this so I'd love to see how Jerreks take on fashion differs from Jills :)
you know, i think transmasc might be the descriptor you're looking for. if you're still struggling with making a distinction between trans man and nb, i mean. it's a really handy umbrella term that covers probably all of the afab masc aligned bases
as someone who lives in boston and has issues with ADD making me want to eat everything carby in sight, i will now be referring to that particular problem as Boston Pizza Pissorder thank u also it’s lovely to formally meet u !! & regarding the trans terminology, as a genderfluid afab person, “trans” is an umbrella term and just means you don’t 100% identify with the gender you were assigned at birth 100% of the time. your body was assigned female, and you don’t identify with that, so imo you’re free to call yourself trans :)
Pixie, I've been following you for years, so I've seen your journey in discovering your system as it happened ; but I don't think I really understood it until this video. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us, it's been very interesting and insightful ♡ Jerrick, it's good to meet you after hearing about you so much ! Your fashion sense is incredibly rad 💚 (I hope this is a correct way to adress to you (to the system as a whole or to a specific alter) ? Please tell me how to correct it if isn't !)
Loved your video Jerrick, hope to see more of you on the channel! Since you love fashion like Jill, could you do a closet tour or maybe a seasonal look book? Whatever you feel comfortable with ofc, but you are as much a part of pixielocks as Jill so we’d love to see more of you❤️
Pixie I am leaving this comment with no disrespect I promise . I have disassociative personality disorder I was diagnosed with it two years ago most doctors don't even believe in it. The reason I'm leaving us comment is because having disassociative personality disorder has never been fun for me I have four beautiful children and I'm not going to go into why I have disassociative personality disorder but I will just say that something happened when I was 8 years old to fracture my mind and it's painful when I have to hide in the bedroom because my children don't understand why mommy is a little girl sometimes the only person that understands is my husband I sincerely hope that you are not using this very painful for many people disorder to gain more followers or relate to people that have this disorder because if you don't really have a fractured personality disorder then you will never understand the pain all of us go through and if you don't really have it it's cruel to make light of this disorder for people that really do have this disorder in order for you to gain followers or to explain why you are the way you are just because you are a very unique person does not mean that your personality is fractured I hope and pray that you read this comment and please understand the people that actually have this disorder are tortured because of this every day
ua-cam.com/video/3T9qRlwz5aE/v-deo.html This is the link to the video that Pixie made first revealing on youtube that they have DID, they talk about how they got their diagnosis and show papers in the video that confirm their diagnosis. If they are faking DID I doubt they would really put all this time and effort into making up “fake” evidence and making these videos. Also please understand that I do not mean for this reply to be rude or hateful towards you, and I really hope it doesn’t come off that way.
It's not rude and I don't think of it as being rude if she has dissociative personality disorder then I honestly respect her for being so active and being able to function so well she must have a lot of people that love her in order to do that because for people that have this disorder it takes a lot for us to function I don't think you're rude at all I actually thank you for your rebuttal because I don't know her personally and like I said I promise I'm not trying to come off as being disrespectful I wish I knew her better she seems like a wonderful person no ill will to anyone that I know or don't know
it's so cool to meet you Jerrick, hi! =D I love green too, it's one of my favorite things ever (things, not just colors).💚I love your style and would 100% wear those split color plaid pants if I looked how I feel like I should/my gender enough. and thanks for the CWs at the beginning
Been following your twitter for a bit but it’s nice to officially meet you! I’d like to see more of you if you feel like making more videos, maybe something about how you navigate getting more dark-alternative(since I also consider jill’s fashion to be alternative but like emo/punk etc) clothing and whatnot when y’all are living fast fashion free or how you deal with not looking like you even if it feels like just a cosplay for now i think it does help doing little things that feel more like you when you can’t do a lot especially as part of a system i think? but i do relate to that even as a singlet (and i’ve been learning a lot about did through y’all as well!)
I remember seeing you in the hair journey video, I just assumed at the time pixie was confused and experimenting. It makes so much sense that you were fronting/hosting! You look awesome btw I love your style 💚🖤
I know making this series is difficult for everyone but I'm enjoying these videos quite a bit and even my boyfriend watches with me now! Thank you Jerrick!
also !!! we are a self dx system of 10. im jester (our host and original person in the body) and were gonna see mcr in august so both you and i get to have that excitement :))
This is such an insult to real people with this disorder. Wow, she is cashing in big time. So many people want to "not judge" that people like her allow themselves to infiltrate and benefit from real abuse. Shame shame shame
@@Voldycat 1. As I said in a different post if you are to go back and look at the research and data collected about this disorder up until 5 to 10 years ago before it became trendy quirky and cute then you will get a much better understanding of what this disorder looks like, sounds like, feels like, and stems from. 2. Pixie does not exhibit any of those categories of what this disorder is and I have been following her since before she left for college, so for years. This is a new quirk. 3. Making videos like this allows for her to rake in sympathy and a collective hug from people who are too afraid to judge others when judging and shaming others is exactly what society needs so that it can deter people like her from co-oping a legitimate segment of society.
Pixie has also mentioned many times over the years about having childhood trauma. That shit is real and does lead to DID. They’re not doing this to be quirky at all.
Hi Jerrick, I'd love to see you back. I have been following the Pixie system and Jill for so so many years and I relate to her but I had absolutely no idea how much I'd relate to you as well.
1, nice to meet you Jerrick! What an awesome name 2, i really love your aesthetic, i believe in emo supremacy, also your speech pattern is cool idk why 3, i really, really hope therapy helps with the trauma and you feel supported by the sustem and friends! Edit: A closet tour would be amazing!!! If you feel comfortable with it i would love It!
Hi Jillian and the whole system! I just wanted to say that I’m a bit older than you and I’ve always thought of you as a little sister! Been here since the Lolita days. This video and your videos from the past couple months when you announced your diagnosis has made your identity and persona make so much sense! All the love to you and everyone who has made this possible. Best wishes and love!
i dont know how to say this but i connect with jerrick so deeply in a different way from how i connect with jills content. ive been watching this channel since i was like. 13 or 14 and its soooo crazy to me how you two strike such different emotions in me. but yeah. jerrick makes sense. id love to see more of him
thanks for making this intro video, Jerrick! It was so interesting to learn about you and your story. I have OSDD AND happen to be transmasc NB so I can say its TOTALLY possible. I'm the host of the system so I was able to handle the trans stuff before handling the OSDD stuff but its SO interesting now looking back and seeing how they interact with and inform eachother- and still are! There's a lot we haven't worked on yet fully but life's a journey like that. Despite being cis the body looks kind of "masculine" because of PCOS so interestingly the more femme of us (who would technically be cis) get shouldered with the most body dysmophia/dysphoria type stuff. The feeling of like, "doing a cosplay of yourself" is one we have DEFINITELY experienced before so you're not alone in that! And it's super cool to see that *we're* not alone in that either :3c
As a trans guy I don't feel like it's appropriative specifically because the body is AFAB too. But idk anything about DID so def take my opinion with a grain of salt
Something about how Jerrick "holds" their eyes and facial expressions really brings me back to 14-16yrs with my Goth friends, one (a cis-female who was just discovering she was Bi) had quite a "masculine" way to her, a bit abrasive and also mellow. She was into System of a Down and things like that. More of a metal head than a Goth like I was. That friend had facial expressions just like this, and I just thought that would be validating to hear. In other words you're such a "real" part and person that you made me feel like I was at highschool again. Absolutely amazing that you can watch movies that Jill can't. That's absolutely amazing.
Hey Jerr! It’s nice to meet you! Thanks for taking the time to introduce yourself.❤️ It would be cool to see a video of you thrifting an outfit versus Jill! You guys have such different color palettes so I think it’d be neat.
I love your look, your makeup is beautiful too. I get it, I have been a system for many years, I have had a lot of integration, fusing & stuff. I have some personalities that are not intergrated & we have learned how to work together. I understand the age thing. One of my parts, a little, got her name from Star Trek many years ago, the name Aurora. I am excited to have found your channel.
its really nice to properly meet you jerr 🖤 im not a system (?? i feel like a million fragments so idk if that ''counts'' but whatever), but im autistic and bpd and ptsd and all that shit, so a lot of what you're talking about is a mood. also nonbinary, and to me my definition of trans is 'anything that is not solely and exclusively your agab', so being afab but not female, absolutely trans if thats how you identify (which you clearly do, and fuck anyone who says you aren't) id love to see more content from you, if you wanted to make anything! my style fluctuates between both yours and jills, so seeing both on a channel i love so much would be a really cool thing i hope you enjoy mcr, im seeing them in a few days and its such a wild thought
Hello thank you so much for sharing with us 💕 This system has always brought me so much joy I was highly inspired by your video about a grounding box and I'm now making boxes for Etsy I would love to send you one if you're open to that I just want you to know that you are amazing and beautiful/handsome and that you make such an amazing impact in your work thank you again sending much love
JERRICK IS THE COOLEST WE LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE TO SEE MORE OF HIM! I wish it was possible to see a collab between jillian and jerrick but since they share a body idk how well it would work BUT A GIRL CAN DREAM 😂 OMG I LOVE GRAYSONS PROJECTS TOOOOO
I like jerricks colour scheme 😊 I've screen shotted this video because I might try out those colours with my hair & make up...although idk if I'm brave enough to dye my hair green. It's usually bright red but for some reason I'm not sure it suit green 😅 the eye make up I definitely want to give a go though! Very cool 😎
Hiya Jerrick!! It's super nice to meet you! I've been a subscriber for a long time and I hope you aren't a stranger because you're always welcome in this community!
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I'm non-binary, I consider trans to be an umbrella term. If you, an alter, feel like your own fully formed person, you are a fully formed person. If you, a fully formed person, experience dysphoria and are more comfortable with he/him pronouns and feel like trans is an identity that suits you - you're trans. 💞 I recognize my perspective as very queer and too progressive for some but eh. You identifying as something respectfully doesn't harm us as a whole. Live you life 🏳️⚧️
I'm so happy to see I'm not the only trans, non-binary person to think like this. 😭💚
Thank you for taking the time to write this comment.
Maki (they/them, il/lui in French + masc or neutral adj/nouns.)
@@ShikisaiMaki hey, idk if it's appropriate to ask you on here but I saw that u listed french pronouns, my native language is french but ive been separated from the culture by living in the us all my life and I've always wanted to find a french non-binary person to ask them this question: how do non-binary ppl tend to navigate their pronouns in french since there's no inherent genderless equivalent to they/them? Ik there's neopronouns that can be universal but how abt they/them? Merci Maki! Dsl si cette question te dérange, je suis juste hyper curieuse haha :)
@@nitgnatI'm very happy to answer! :)
There are a lot of neo-pronouns in French! One is even in Le Robert dictionary now! It's "iel". You can find it online too!
There is also the variant ielle and other neo-pronouns such as ille, ael, yel, y, ol, ul, yol...
I personally don't use "iel" because I'm gender neutral/neutrois it just doesn't fit for me, people will mishear it as "elle" often too which would make me dysphoric. My gender expression/aesthetics are very similar to Pixie (Jillian, mostly? Though it was mostly pre-transition, but the masculinized version of the rainbow/pastel looks is what I'm aiming for!) I like "y" though! "Yol "is kinda cool too.
I hope that helps! ^_^
@@ShikisaiMaki that is so cool! Ty for letting me know. "Yol" sounds like a fun one. I wish u luck on ur gender expressing journey! :)
Fully fkn agree with this.
a lot of ppl like to gatekeep queer but nah. Use labels that work for you, or none if thats what makes you comfy.
hi jerrick its nice to meet you (and hi system!). in regards your discussion about opening/reading those notebooks from the very dark area of the system's trauma (around 11:20) i would please consider whether thats an appropriate and healthy thing to put yourself, the system and your audience through. please dont put pressure to do certain things on camera or push yourself to limits that are unsafe 💚 i feel like internet culture promotes a lot of oversharing and there are ways that can be healthy and unhealthy.
You are smart I like the way u think!!!!!!!!!! 🌈💖
@@Pixielocks OP worded this perfectly, in the end it’s all about what you’re comfortable sharing and what helps you process and heal.
;O; ty!! 💖💖💖
@@LuckyLifeguard ofc! hope you have a good day :)
Just stop. Stop with the whole hi system! Nonsense. Everybody wants to not judge which is why people like her are allowed to take advantage of the mental health cash grab circuit. If you have done any extensive research in the disorder before the past 10 years, before it was super quirky and cute, you will get a better understanding of what the disorder is like. I guarantee you this girl does not have multiple personalities.
Does anyone in the system ever want to redecorate the house out of the signature pixie flower rainbow style ? i feel like jerrick would want a little green or emo corner or smth 💭
That's what I was wondering. Might be hard for him to cope with all the rainbows around, that's like the opposite of his style it must feel alien.
He said in the video that he has a closet area that is his and a wardrobe (he says it at the very end)
This is what I was wondering, too. Perhaps if you move, Jerrick could have a room for his favourite things. It's not unusual to like different styles of decorating and fashion at the same time - I like cottage core, gothic, boho/hippy styles.
You will exist forever. You and God are both in the universe to stay either as friends on His terms, or enemies on yours...which it will be is proven in this life. And this life is a vapor. Two seconds, and YOU will be gone.
Very good question
I'm so glad to finally get to meet you Jerrick face to face, it takes alot to put yourself out there so I'm so proud of you and can't wait to see more of you and the rest of the pixie system!
it is completely valid to identify as trans as a part. i’m a trans man and i have gender dysphoria. your dysphoria is so valid. your gender identity is so valid.
Everything is valid!!!! Yaaaaaay!!!!
hey Jerrick! So nice to meet you. I was diagnosed with bpd in my early 20s, and your system is a huge inspiration for me for bpd awareness and a real person living with bpd. So many people think we are terrible people, but we work so hard. Much love
jerrick if you ever come on the youtube channel again don't worry about the ring light and stuff if it makes you uncomfortable. i honestly miss when youtube videos had bad lighting and bad quality
its so silly going from "normal" jill pixielocks outros of "i love you so so much!" to jerrick's "i was gonna say i love you but i dont know you" lol
Jerrick!!! It’s really wonderful to get to meet you and learn more about you💖 admittedly, before your systems diagnosis I knew little to nothing about DID- so hearing about it from you and from Jill has really been so informative and eye opening to a subject I wouldn’t have otherwise understood! Thank you so much for doing this, even though it seemed to be outside of your comfort zone💕 I hope you’re doing well and that through moments like these you’re treated with more kindness, respect, and overall visibility as a person! You’re wonderful!💖
ive been watching you for years and it’s such an honour having you share more parts of you and keeping us with you guys on your journey 💓 I’m just so proud of you all and so glad you have answers and communication with eachother !!! also i am a trans non binary person and I think you should be allowed to identify as trans with no problem if that is who you are. you shouldn’t feel bad for describing your own experience you live in
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Commenting again to say how happy I am for you all to have a diagnosis and to explore and find the beauty in working as a system. Also that sticky hand earring is AMAZING
Nice to finally have a formal introduction to Jer!! This series with the pixie system is so interesting and definitely helping me understand DID a lot more 🖤💚
Thank you pixy system for making these videos…. I lost my mom to suicide 3 weeks ago and she had DID and I never knew 😟 it’s nice to learn about it
I’m so so sorry to hear that oh my gosh... sending so much love 🌈💖🌈💖🌈💖
That's horrible, I hope you have good support around you during a time like this. Wishing you much strength and condoleances🙏💞
@@tostibroodje7525 thank you so so much 🥺 I do I have my aunt and uncle I love them so much
@@wolfc5712 Im glad!
I hope you a great amazing and peaceful healing!!
I feel like Jerrick is the more masculine, cool side while Jillian is very colourful and feminine. Cant wait to meet your other alters if you make anymore videos like this!
as a trans person, i’d just remember the severe trauma trans people face because they’re trans and that it’s something we can’t escape! trans people who look trans are very specifically targeted. even though i pass i still struggle a lot with discrimination. it’s okay to relate and share how you identify but in person please mind peoples unique trauma and difficulties (i’m sure you already do 💖). i haven’t had a doctor or been able to feel safe going to a hospital for years because of being trans. in past inpatient stays i was abused and put under severe isolation unlike what they’re meant to do with patients. ik some ppl with less trauma will give a pass without thinking about these things. all that being said, as somebody with bpd that deals with heavy dissociation i relate to where you’re coming from. i understand you have a lot of ur own traumas too. sending lots of love 🖤✨ hope this helps
Thank u for this 🥰 I totally agree 💖🌈
I understand where you're coming from but it sounds like you're gatekeeping the trans label based on how much trauma people have related to their gender identity, I hope that wasn't what you were going for but it's just important to be careful how you phrase these things. Being trans doesn't cause trauma, transphobia causes trauma, and therefore how much trauma a trans person faces for being trans is dependent on how much transphobia they are put through in their lives, so a trans person could have no trauma related to their identity or they could have a lot, like you do because you're in a situation that is much less accepting than you deserve. Being mindful of other trans peoples different experiences with transphobia is important but it's got nothing to do with whether or not a person can/should call themselves trans.
@@butasimpleidiotwizardwell said
Jerrick seems like such a chill dude, even when talking about really shitty and trauamtic things. He's the kind of person I would have loved to known and hung out with when I was a highschooler, and also now. In general he's just so different than Jillian, and they're both such wonderful people with completely different but still really comforting vibes. I'm glad Jerrick felt comfortable introducing himself!
Jerrick, your outfit is fucking dope, and you look hella masc. Idk how other transmasc/masculine non-binary people feel, but I don't see any reason you wouldn't be able to call yourself trans/non-binary etc. Whatever makes you comfortable, man. I 100% vibe with the discomfort and self-image issues, and SA trauma makes that so much more complicated. As one traumatized transmasc ace he/him to another, really glad to meet you. :)
I am a transgender man and I have absolutely no problem. DID is such a complex thing to deal with, your brain is literally split between different identities. My dysphoria is atleast one constant state of mind that can be cured with a specific treatment. (HRT, surgery) For them, it’s constant changing, and constant dysphoria with whatever the current identity is with so many changes. Sounds like an absolute nightmare to deal with.
Have you all considered making a VTuber for each of the alters so they can do videos with an appearance that is more themselves? I know it's a lot of work but it may help someone like Jerrick feel more comfortable.
This is a really interesting idea
nice to meet you jerrick! that sticky hand earring is like the best thing ive ever seen and i couldnt stop staring at it the entire video. also gender is wack. im a masculine presenting enby but i love all the "stereotypical girly things" and it just confuses the fuck out of everyone around me. so feeling like youre kind of trans is definitely a valid and shared feeling. i'd love to see you in more content in the future but like, dont force yourself if it makes you uncomfortable. your comfort is more important than than what us viewers want 🤗
“Gender is wack” best summary
Same I LOVE the earring, my eyes are glued to it like a possessed monkey looking at a jewel
How can you be both non binary and masculine presenting? You either base your gender of off stereotypes or you don't?
@@dannydyerschocolatehumuncl2418 for some people yeah! personally my gender is whatever im feeling atm ☺
@@dannydyerschocolatehumuncl2418 gender is confusing, and has barely anything related to presentation. It varies from people to people, but you know "girl" and "boy"? they're basically just stereotypes that used to be assigned to people's bodies based (mostly) on genitalia. It can range from colors, interests, style, personality, anything, but doesn't have to be all of it at once
my experience with gender is the most complex I think, I call myself a baddie twink, which basically, I relate to girl baddies, but in a twink way (i'm transmasculine, simultaneously agender, and have apparently some very specific fluidity)
so ig the way I assign my own gender is by what id like to be called and considered, rather than what I relate to
ive been watching you guys for like at least 5 years now, and its been so cool to grow up watching you grow up in a way, too. seeing your healing journey and journey of self discovery has been insane. i am so proud of you and so excited for you to live life this way comfortably and openly online. thank you for sharing your story. when jerr said that jill calls him jerr bear, i literally laughed out loud and audibly said "that's such a jill thing to do". i love you guys, you're awesome.
Thank you for doing this, Jerrick! I can only imagine how hard this must have been but I hope you had a little fun at least. You're very valid and loved ❤️ And the bantering between Jill and you was really fun, she's kinda right, you definitely have a tsundere vibe. 😂
nice to officially meet you jerrick! i love your style in this!! i can't watch this video due to the trigger warnings so thankyou for adding them! but sad i can't know more about you atm. take care!!
Love you Jerrick, you're a man of my own heart - just seeing another trans man with a love for alt fashion talk so openly about his dysphoria is really refreshing, especially being someone whose gender fluid and can't do everything I'd like to with my body since my perception of it changes. Thanks so much, I'd definitely like more videos from you (only if you're comfortable)
And UGH, yes, the whole trend of "fake disorder cringe" is one of the most frustrating and regressive things on the internet atm. It's literally bullying people for talking about their disorder, it's always going to do more harm than good. Even if someone was fakinng their disorder (which is not something you can prove as a stranger on the internet) imo its less harmful to just ignore them than to throw them any accusations of faking. I will NEVER understand the mentality of "fakeclaiming" and I'm so sorry you guys have to go through all that. Many kids n minors are on the internet and use spaces like Tiktok, Tumblr, Twitter, etc as spaces to talk about their experiences and should be allowed to do so without getting bullied and threatened and having to "prove" they have a diagnosis to be valid. It's infuriating and I'm glad when I see content creators talking about it. Again I'm sorry you've been through that toxicity though, and I'm glad that your experiences on other platforms have been less volatile.
You know what's more frustrating? Faking mental illness for clout and monetary gain. This shit isn't real dude. This is not how DID works. It's vile
I remember a couple of years ago I had made a comment about your BPD diagnosis as I have BPD, and Bipolar 1 disorder. I remember I mentioned how mental abuse, and having toxic family members could be a possible cause of developing BPD as this was my experience. I look back now, and realize everyone’s trauma is different. What’s also interesting is all the years I’ve watched your videos I remember hearing vocal inflections while you were speaking they would switch to a deeper sounding voice sometimes! I didn’t really think to much of it as I thought it was probably just a quirk of yours. It’s so neat to meet Jerrick 💜
Nice to meet you Jerrick! 💚 I actually really loved your style so if you feel comfortable to be back on camera, wardrobe or outfit videos from you would be amazing!
Omg Jerrick's I love your vibe, your way of talking is really relaxing to me for some reason? But yeah, I'd love to see more content with your, that whole closet/you space tour sounds like something that'd be really cool to watch!!
jer has very comfy, chill energy!
Hi Jerrick my husband calls me carebear as soon I heard you say Jer my mind immediately went to jer bear and then you said it... I respect your wishes not to be called that I just wanted to share this with you directly. I don't know how all this works and if you are personally reading this but I want you to know that you are loved and I am thankful that you exist. By the way I love the beanie making it look like you have a split die It looks super cool I'm going to continue watching thank you again for sharing with us.
Hello!! Just wanted to inform you that you mentioned that Jill was “born into the body” and that is, a misconception and not how DID works
There is no part born into the body, you just start off developing as a child with normal separation of parts, and then those parts fail to connect.
So basically, a good metaphor for that is a plate that has been shattered- after it’s broken, what part would be “the original”? There wouldn’t be one. I’m sorry if this explanation isn’t the best, but the idea of an “original” or a “core” is incorrect, if you want I can send you sources about that as well!! I hope you have a good day
It was so nice to be introduced to you Jerrick! I really enjoyed seeing those more fluid blended moments with you and Jill! I'm so happy that you two are so close, you looked very comfortable chatting. I know diagnosis is such a huge part of the healing process and I hope you can all slowly find ways to heal as individuals and as a system! I've been around since Jill started the channel (I'm actually only a few months older then your system's body) and the channel has always been a comfort to me! You all will always have my support ✨💕🥰 I'm really looking forward to learning more about you all! (Within your comfort zones obviously!) Also. Totally jammin' out and dancing around your home isn't embarrassing! It's so fun!! I always feel so present in those moments myself! ✨
Hi! I have been watching this channel for 5ish years at this point and it has been huge in my journey to becoming who I am. Thank you for being willing to share more of yourselves. It is such a gift to learn more about y'all. I don't know who is in my head and it's nice to hear someone who has a different perspective than a singlet on it. Thank you
I think outfit/wardrobe content from Jerr would be really cool! I would love to see some alt clothing DIYs if you do that kind of thing! But don’t feel pressured if you’re too uncomfortable!
would you ever consider putting closed captioning or hiring someone to put it there for you all? i’m not trying to be rude aaa its just more accessible and easier to understand :0 it’s nice to meet all of you guys’ parts though! i can’t wait to learn more about you all
I would really really love to, I will look into this!!! I wish the auto generated ones were decent 😭🌈
Just to let you know if you didn't already, google chrome has a decent auto captioning feature
Whatsup Jerrick! i see your tweets sometimes, so it's nice to hear your voice 💚🖤
Jerr! You do this funny little head wiggle that Jill doesn’t seem to have, and it reminds me of your lil snake emoji
LA DISPUTE!!!! They’re so underrated in the emo/post-hardcore scene and definitely a fave band of mine too
Omg hiiii jerrick it's so so so nice to meet you !!! Just to let you know that you are loved and accepted just as you are
"I exist to not f*ck" is something I need to scream from the rooftops now
Hi pixie an jerrick! i just would like to say your channel is a big inspiration for us and it actually gave our alter ( his name is Dave) courage to be part of our channel as well, he already helped edit the videos but he wanted to show up, so both me (Lua) and Dave wanted to say thank you! Have a good day!
You should make a playlist for each of your alters! I'd love to listen to the differences!
I watched all the way to the end Jerrick and loved it. Please make more content and not go away. We have similar taste in music and i liked that. I wouldn’t mind a wardrobe tour. It be awesome. I been watching Jill for a long time and she such a sweet soul. Through it was cool to see you come out and your part in the system. :)
❤💛💚💙💜I've been waiting for this! I can't wait to see your other alters! You're the best Pixie!❤💛💚💙💜
HI JERRICK!! ITS NICE TO FINALLY MEET YOU EVEN THO YOUVE TECHNICALLY BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE OOPS
BUT YEAH ITS FUN TO FINALLY MEET YOU I THINK YOURE VERY COOL
I'm so excited to meet everyone else (hi jer and jill!! 💖💖). y'all are so cool. I love seeing you guys interact it's so sweet 💖💖💖😭
It's lovely to meet you! I really love your makeup. I am a fellow nonbinary trans guy, and I just wanna say it can already be hard to be the only person in my body, so my heart goes out to how hard it could be to *literally* be in a body that's not yours. Much love and I'm glad you're able to be growing and living and this seems like filming this would have been a hard thing to do so, thank you! We're all so proud of you!
So nice to meet you Jerrick! Proud of you all for getting out of your comfort zone and filming. Thank you all so much for sharing 💚🖤💚🖤
omg I love that earring!. loved those weird slimy hand things when I was younger haha
As a trans core of a system (I relate to the body the most, etc.) You can identify as trans if you want to. It's not hurting anybody, nor is it hurting yourself or your system. It is helping you grow as an altar and as someone in the system. I feel like taking that part of you away is very damaging to yourself. So if you feel like you are, or if you are, please feel free to identify that way. There is nothing wrong with identifying that way, especially as an altar. Stay safe!!
It was super cool to see you IRL after seeing your tweets! Awesome to meet you Jerrick, I would love to see some more videos from you in the future!
Id love to see more videos from you/ see your closet :)
I've been subscribed for quite a few years and used to watch regularly, I found Jillian's videos and bright pastel vibe comforting and they gave me the confidence to start exploring my personal style more and embrace bright colours but it's been a while since I've watched. I'm now starting to explore grunge/emo style more (I was an emo baby then went in completely the other direction and now I'm kinda realizing I don't have to just stick to one?) in addition to this so I'd love to see how Jerreks take on fashion differs from Jills :)
It's great to finally meet you Jerrick! Thanks for making this video! I'd LOVE to get a closet tour from you!
Really great queer fifth wave emo bands: Home is Where, Glass Beach, Hey, ILY!! Highly recommend Jer that you get into these!
you know, i think transmasc might be the descriptor you're looking for. if you're still struggling with making a distinction between trans man and nb, i mean. it's a really handy umbrella term that covers probably all of the afab masc aligned bases
as someone who lives in boston and has issues with ADD making me want to eat everything carby in sight, i will now be referring to that particular problem as Boston Pizza Pissorder thank u
also it’s lovely to formally meet u !! & regarding the trans terminology, as a genderfluid afab person, “trans” is an umbrella term and just means you don’t 100% identify with the gender you were assigned at birth 100% of the time. your body was assigned female, and you don’t identify with that, so imo you’re free to call yourself trans :)
Pixie, I've been following you for years, so I've seen your journey in discovering your system as it happened ; but I don't think I really understood it until this video. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us, it's been very interesting and insightful ♡
Jerrick, it's good to meet you after hearing about you so much ! Your fashion sense is incredibly rad 💚
(I hope this is a correct way to adress to you (to the system as a whole or to a specific alter) ? Please tell me how to correct it if isn't !)
“…[journals of] My Chemical Romance poetry” UGH SAME I wish I could burn mine but my mother hid them away lol. Welcome to the club Jerrick! 🍀
The sticky hand earring 😭💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤 SO COOL AND CUTE EEEK (edit: wonderful to meet you Jer) :)
Loved your video Jerrick, hope to see more of you on the channel! Since you love fashion like Jill, could you do a closet tour or maybe a seasonal look book? Whatever you feel comfortable with ofc, but you are as much a part of pixielocks as Jill so we’d love to see more of you❤️
I love your hat jerrick *buys bright green yarn
Thank you so much for this video! Been here from the beginning of the channel, what a ride
Pixie I am leaving this comment with no disrespect I promise . I have disassociative personality disorder I was diagnosed with it two years ago most doctors don't even believe in it. The reason I'm leaving us comment is because having disassociative personality disorder has never been fun for me I have four beautiful children and I'm not going to go into why I have disassociative personality disorder but I will just say that something happened when I was 8 years old to fracture my mind and it's painful when I have to hide in the bedroom because my children don't understand why mommy is a little girl sometimes the only person that understands is my husband I sincerely hope that you are not using this very painful for many people disorder to gain more followers or relate to people that have this disorder because if you don't really have a fractured personality disorder then you will never understand the pain all of us go through and if you don't really have it it's cruel to make light of this disorder for people that really do have this disorder in order for you to gain followers or to explain why you are the way you are just because you are a very unique person does not mean that your personality is fractured I hope and pray that you read this comment and please understand the people that actually have this disorder are tortured because of this every day
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This is the link to the video that Pixie made first revealing on youtube that they have DID, they talk about how they got their diagnosis and show papers in the video that confirm their diagnosis. If they are faking DID I doubt they would really put all this time and effort into making up “fake” evidence and making these videos. Also please understand that I do not mean for this reply to be rude or hateful towards you, and I really hope it doesn’t come off that way.
It's not rude and I don't think of it as being rude if she has dissociative personality disorder then I honestly respect her for being so active and being able to function so well she must have a lot of people that love her in order to do that because for people that have this disorder it takes a lot for us to function I don't think you're rude at all I actually thank you for your rebuttal because I don't know her personally and like I said I promise I'm not trying to come off as being disrespectful I wish I knew her better she seems like a wonderful person no ill will to anyone that I know or don't know
@@crystalhathaway1959 Thank you so much for understanding and not being rude towards Pixie like some people are.
Bit rude to assume that they are faking it. Not cool.
Agreed, also I wish you well! ♥️☁️
it's so cool to meet you Jerrick, hi! =D I love green too, it's one of my favorite things ever (things, not just colors).💚I love your style and would 100% wear those split color plaid pants if I looked how I feel like I should/my gender enough. and thanks for the CWs at the beginning
Been following your twitter for a bit but it’s nice to officially meet you! I’d like to see more of you if you feel like making more videos, maybe something about how you navigate getting more dark-alternative(since I also consider jill’s fashion to be alternative but like emo/punk etc) clothing and whatnot when y’all are living fast fashion free or how you deal with not looking like you even if it feels like just a cosplay for now i think it does help doing little things that feel more like you when you can’t do a lot especially as part of a system i think? but i do relate to that even as a singlet (and i’ve been learning a lot about did through y’all as well!)
im so happy to finally see a video from you jerrick i follow ur twt and im so happy to get to know you more!
I feel like I remember jerrick from old pixie videos? A familiar friend :3
I remember seeing you in the hair journey video, I just assumed at the time pixie was confused and experimenting. It makes so much sense that you were fronting/hosting! You look awesome btw I love your style 💚🖤
I know making this series is difficult for everyone but I'm enjoying these videos quite a bit and even my boyfriend watches with me now! Thank you Jerrick!
AH YES I WAS WAITING FOR THIS !! HI JERRICK ITS NICE TO FINALLY MEET YOU !!
also !!! we are a self dx system of 10. im jester (our host and original person in the body) and were gonna see mcr in august so both you and i get to have that excitement :))
This is such an insult to real people with this disorder. Wow, she is cashing in big time. So many people want to "not judge" that people like her allow themselves to infiltrate and benefit from real abuse. Shame shame shame
It really feels like a content / cash grab, i know she is all about aesthetics but damn.. Mental disorders are not quirky
@@darcyflowers8771 is a real shame.
Genuine question: why do you think they’re faking?
@@Voldycat 1. As I said in a different post if you are to go back and look at the research and data collected about this disorder up until 5 to 10 years ago before it became trendy quirky and cute then you will get a much better understanding of what this disorder looks like, sounds like, feels like, and stems from.
2. Pixie does not exhibit any of those categories of what this disorder is and I have been following her since before she left for college, so for years. This is a new quirk.
3. Making videos like this allows for her to rake in sympathy and a collective hug from people who are too afraid to judge others when judging and shaming others is exactly what society needs so that it can deter people like her from co-oping a legitimate segment of society.
Pixie has also mentioned many times over the years about having childhood trauma. That shit is real and does lead to DID. They’re not doing this to be quirky at all.
Hi Jerrick, I'd love to see you back. I have been following the Pixie system and Jill for so so many years and I relate to her but I had absolutely no idea how much I'd relate to you as well.
Dude I love cemeterydog I’ve been following them for a couple years. Also really dig wearing green. The pic crews are so cool
1, nice to meet you Jerrick! What an awesome name
2, i really love your aesthetic, i believe in emo supremacy, also your speech pattern is cool idk why
3, i really, really hope therapy helps with the trauma and you feel supported by the sustem and friends!
Edit: A closet tour would be amazing!!! If you feel comfortable with it i would love It!
Lool the way you talk about MCR is what I'm like with papa roach & sum 41 😅 but specially papa roach
you just said “I feel afab” how do you feel your birth assignment?
Because she's faking for attention.
I absolutely loved this video, Jerrick! I'd love to see more of you on here (:
Hi Jillian and the whole system! I just wanted to say that I’m a bit older than you and I’ve always thought of you as a little sister! Been here since the Lolita days. This video and your videos from the past couple months when you announced your diagnosis has made your identity and persona make so much sense! All the love to you and everyone who has made this possible. Best wishes and love!
i dont know how to say this but i connect with jerrick so deeply in a different way from how i connect with jills content. ive been watching this channel since i was like. 13 or 14 and its soooo crazy to me how you two strike such different emotions in me. but yeah. jerrick makes sense. id love to see more of him
Hi Jerrick! It’s really lovely to meet you and I would love to see any videos/content you ever feel like making, honestly.
thanks for making this intro video, Jerrick! It was so interesting to learn about you and your story. I have OSDD AND happen to be transmasc NB so I can say its TOTALLY possible. I'm the host of the system so I was able to handle the trans stuff before handling the OSDD stuff but its SO interesting now looking back and seeing how they interact with and inform eachother- and still are! There's a lot we haven't worked on yet fully but life's a journey like that. Despite being cis the body looks kind of "masculine" because of PCOS so interestingly the more femme of us (who would technically be cis) get shouldered with the most body dysmophia/dysphoria type stuff. The feeling of like, "doing a cosplay of yourself" is one we have DEFINITELY experienced before so you're not alone in that! And it's super cool to see that *we're* not alone in that either :3c
Yesss I've been waiting for this! Welcome Jer, ur cool af ☆
i dig the sticky hand toy earring :) thank you Jerrick for sharing!
As a trans guy I don't feel like it's appropriative specifically because the body is AFAB too. But idk anything about DID so def take my opinion with a grain of salt
Something about how Jerrick "holds" their eyes and facial expressions really brings me back to 14-16yrs with my Goth friends, one (a cis-female who was just discovering she was Bi) had quite a "masculine" way to her, a bit abrasive and also mellow. She was into System of a Down and things like that. More of a metal head than a Goth like I was. That friend had facial expressions just like this, and I just thought that would be validating to hear. In other words you're such a "real" part and person that you made me feel like I was at highschool again.
Absolutely amazing that you can watch movies that Jill can't. That's absolutely amazing.
It’s lovely to meet you Jerrick!! Also I asked the muse album question on Twitter lmao💁♀️love your style!!!
Hey Jerr! It’s nice to meet you! Thanks for taking the time to introduce yourself.❤️
It would be cool to see a video of you thrifting an outfit versus Jill! You guys have such different color palettes so I think it’d be neat.
This is all so amazing and beautiful! So nice to meet you Jerrick!! 💗
I love your look, your makeup is beautiful too. I get it, I have been a system for many years, I have had a lot of integration, fusing & stuff. I have some personalities that are not intergrated & we have learned how to work together. I understand the age thing. One of my parts, a little, got her name from Star Trek many years ago, the name Aurora. I am excited to have found your channel.
jerrick, you are literally the coolest and i'd love to have you back whenever you feel up for it
its really nice to properly meet you jerr 🖤 im not a system (?? i feel like a million fragments so idk if that ''counts'' but whatever), but im autistic and bpd and ptsd and all that shit, so a lot of what you're talking about is a mood. also nonbinary, and to me my definition of trans is 'anything that is not solely and exclusively your agab', so being afab but not female, absolutely trans if thats how you identify (which you clearly do, and fuck anyone who says you aren't)
id love to see more content from you, if you wanted to make anything! my style fluctuates between both yours and jills, so seeing both on a channel i love so much would be a really cool thing
i hope you enjoy mcr, im seeing them in a few days and its such a wild thought
Hello thank you so much for sharing with us 💕
This system has always brought me so much joy
I was highly inspired by your video about a grounding box and I'm now making boxes for Etsy I would love to send you one if you're open to that
I just want you to know that you are amazing and beautiful/handsome and that you make such an amazing impact in your work thank you again sending much love
Jerrick mentioning La Dispute YASS KING! Haven't listened to La Dispute in ages but I love that band haha
JERRICK IS THE COOLEST WE LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE TO SEE MORE OF HIM! I wish it was possible to see a collab between jillian and jerrick but since they share a body idk how well it would work BUT A GIRL CAN DREAM 😂 OMG I LOVE GRAYSONS PROJECTS TOOOOO
jerrick wtfff ur so cool!!! i like ur style a lot :3
I would love to see Jerrick do an outfit fashion clothing outfit of the day type thing with his clothing stile that would be so cool
so excited for you to see mcr jerr!! hope you have a blast!
Jerrick you're SO. COOL. nice to meet u 🐊
I like jerricks colour scheme 😊 I've screen shotted this video because I might try out those colours with my hair & make up...although idk if I'm brave enough to dye my hair green. It's usually bright red but for some reason I'm not sure it suit green 😅 the eye make up I definitely want to give a go though! Very cool 😎
Hiya Jerrick!! It's super nice to meet you! I've been a subscriber for a long time and I hope you aren't a stranger because you're always welcome in this community!
HELLO JERRICK NICE TO FINALLY MEET YOU !! 💖💚💖💚
Ahhh glad to hear your a my Chem fan too! I also get so see them in the fall