This speaks to me on so many levels. I was raised by my abusive grandma and she made me feel like this every day. I thank you for putting how I feel into song.
"Cause I've never known what it's like to just feel wanted" "Familiar pain that i can't change" Damn I'm feeling this whole song... Thank you for another amazing song citizen soldier 💜
This is how I feel towards myself, how my negative voice tries to convince me into thinking, especially with the way I grew up always losing touch with friends
"If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored". Absolute chills. I don't think there is a song by you guys that I haven't related to. Each one echos pretty much all the thoughts I have going through my head. Thank you guys for making music. You make the bad days a little easier to manage
This song had me in tears the whole way through. Every line told a perfect story of one of my biggest insecurities, which is being completely invisible and unwanted by everyone. I loved the reference to "Hand Me Down," another song that I unfortunately relate to. Thank you so much for writing this music, and never stop 👻💙
It sucks to feel like a burden to everyone else, and I can't imagine living another day being unwanted. I would rather live In someone their shoes and suffer for them rather than letting them suffer.
Okay, hold on. I might taking this completely wrong, but does your name have anything to do with Jace/Will Herondale from Cassandra Clare's Shadowhunter books?
Listening to this song is going from happily jumping around stimming like a maniac at the guitar noises to lying face first on the floor with the song on repeat listening to the lyrics (amazing song, keep up the great work!)
Bruh, ngl this just came out in time, I was literally feeling what the song is conveying for like a good hour now, thank you again Citizen Soldier, you've helped me get through so much this past year or 2... ♥♥
@@CitizenSoldier Hi, i love what you're doing, thanks for your work and keep going guys ❤️ Also really fast : "Waiting on the Sun" is not upload on Deezer, is it normal ? ❤️
I litterally felt the exact same, i have been for the past week or so. Trying to find the right song to help me get through...and you guys saved the day as always. Thank you @Citizen Soldier
All I can do is nod like "yes, that's exactly how I feel." Absolutely love the chorus! Also really cool how you guys pulled so many lyrics from your other songs into this one. 💔💙
For those who need to hear this..You are worth being remembered everyday, No matter what. You are worth more than you could ever know and you are enough. Take every day at a time 💙💜
🖤My heart was recently destroyed by the loss of a family member. And this song conveys the feelings I have been dealing with for about two weeks now. Thank you again, Citizen Soldier, for another amazing song to help me and so many others through tough times.
My biggest fear in life was being forgotten. I say was because i refuse to let myself be forgotten. Im a 21 y/o with autism, bipolar, and ADHD, and i refuse to let any of that get in my way. To everyone who feels like their forgotten, make it a goal in life not to be.
This explains how people have treated me my entire life. Only am I figuring out how to change these outcomes. Yet another masterpiece, love you guys. Fight the Good fight!
This is exactly how I feel every day! This year, I’m trying to get through that feeling and try to live my life without thinking about it. Great song and keep putting out awesome music please
I spent so many years fighting this cycle. PTSD and depression turned me into a shell, an empty husk of who I used to be. It wasn't until about 7 years ago when I met my (now wife) guardian angel. She saw me, she heard me, and she went so far out of her way to SHOW me I was wanted, that I was needed. Much love guys.
Citizen Soldier is the best band right now. This band is so understand how everyone feel and going through. It just makes me love this band more and more.
"If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored." Wow...just wow! And I thought hand me down was hitting hard enough, but this...damn! Awesome job on the lyrics!
I look forward to every song being released, but this one hit me so much harder than I ever would have anticipated. This couldn't have been released at a better time. My depression just relapsed and I felt every word of this song because God, sometimes I really do just feel unwanted because I can never seem to be good enough for my mother and it hurts so bad. And I'm not ashamed to admit to the tears on my face right now listening to this song on loop. Thank you, once again, for a beautiful release Citizen Soldier. I couldn't be more grateful to you guys for everything 💙 I hope to meet you someday so that I can properly thank you. Y'all are a blessing.
This is the type of song that speaks to those times when we doubt ourselves and our worth. It's important in those moments to know that we are not alone and others do feel the same way. Sometimes that is enough to give us hope to continue the fight. Thanks for putting into words what we all feel at times, invisible.
Im not even halfway through the song but just listening the acoustic guitar at the beginning I already know it will be a fantastic song Love your work and hope to hear more about you
@@CitizenSoldier how do you and your band know what song to make and bring them into all other hearts for 5 seconds this lyrics just make me begin to cry a little bit for that is so much like me and you do good work and keep doing a good work
"The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong, just to end up alone. Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down, like a waste of space." Right in the heart, with how much this relates... Family issues occurring over here again and I hear it all when I don't want to, as I try to drown it out with music as my escape... Your songs have been there helping me the most to vent in ways that my mind and soul struggled with, thank you! Keep up the awesome work!
Hey I read what you wrote, I just wanna tell you that you are worth it. You never were, never will be, and are not a waste of space. The world will not be the same without you, I'm sure you have so much to give and so many people to save in your life, and one day you will look back and say "I'm so glad and thankful I survived". You are important and you can't be replaced by no one. You're irreplaceable ;) Hope that helped
Absolutely brought me to tears. It's strangely beautiful to me to know a whole lot of us feel the same way. We might not be going through the same exact thing but we are going through something similar together and I think it's just relieving to know we aren't alone. We can get through whatever we are facing together 🧡🧡 much love to you all!
I may have stayed u til 12 the night before a test but totally worth it currently dealing with this happening to me I love you guys and your songs thank you so much for everything you do. Thanks to your songs I was able to make it to 250 days S/H free
Damn…. This is just the song I’ve needed. This is so freaking relatable. Absolutely amazing song. The phrase “am I the only one still up. Wondering why who I am has never been enough“ man…. Currently up at 3am. Once again cannot sleep cause of anxiety. Thank you for this song. Like, seriously. You guys have helped so many people with your music. ❤️
I feel like this song is a mix of a lot of you guys other songs, like, the best part of each of them in one single. Amazing how you just get better and better at putting our feelings in lyrics that are so beatiful. Congrats on another masterpiece, can't wait for what's coming!!
The perfect band doesn't exist. .... is what I used to say before I found you guys. ARE YOU EVEN CAPABLE OF MAKING ONE SINGLE SONG THAT ISN'T ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.
theoretically yes they can make a song that isn't amazing they could just make a song that goes like this "he he he he he haa ha ha ha hee hee hee hee he he he he ha ha ha ha" and repeat that for the entire song while playing a single not once a minute they are able to do that but obviously won't so in short yes they are capable but they won't
And I thought WOTS hit hard... Always feels like at my school there's pretty much nowhere I belong. And you'd expect with such a big campus and so many students there'd be a place and some friends but it sucks. These songs just keep getting deeper and deeper every time. Thank you Citizen Soldier for being here for us
This is exactly how I feel, being a teenager with autism, OCD, paranoia, social anxiety, and a struggle to trust, make, and keep friends. These songs help so much. Thank you
it's so important to say all these things you always say in your songs. When I was in a bad status, before all my therapy years, I wish there would be that much songs like yours. I had nobody to talk to, and listen to songs like this one, help not to feel alone. It gives you the feeling that you're not wrong, that your thoughts are not wrong. That there are people outsite who can understand you. Thanks for your amazing songs. They could might be real lifesavers ♥
I just hate what I've become, I lost myself because of this pain and now I'm all alone trying to find a way out. these songs are the only thing that helps me, love this band so much!
Have you ever felt so invisible? Like no one would know If you died tonight, if you threw this fight And finally let it go The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong Just to end up alone Or am I the only one still up Wondering why who I am has never been enough? 'Cause I've never known What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted Like a ghost Always end up here forgotten, forgotten The question always haunting me Am I not worth remembering? What's it like to be morе than just invisible? Maybe I will nevеr know Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down? Like a waste of space When nothing is permanent, it's so hard not to think The hell is wrong with me And does it mess you up thinking of reasons why Nobody ever stays? 'Cause I can't stand being a burden anymore If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored 'Cause I've never known What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted Like a ghost Always end up here forgotten, forgotten The question always haunting me Am I not worth remembering? What's it like to be morе than just invisible? The kid that always gets picked last There must be more to life than that Familiar pain that I can't change I open up, I get replaced Like who I am is a mistake And I can't take one more day Of being me I wish I could know what it feels like 'Cause I've never known What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted I feel so alone Always end up here forgotten, forgotten The question always haunting me Am I not worth remembering? What's it like to be morе than just invisible? Maybe I will nevеr know
This song describes the way I have felt most of my life. I'm so glad I discovered Citizen Soldier. They have helped me so much and I'm so grateful to them.
I just wanted to say that I appreciate how you know our struggles and can put it into a song. Just the fact that I can tell you all understand what I'm going through helps a lot. I hope you know that these songs mean a lot for me. Keep up the amazing work.
You are wanted Matthew you are needed in the world give those thought a good battle and come out victorious brother you have others behind you every step of the way 👊
Citizen Soldier, your songs give me that little bit of hope at night just being able to sit and listen to your songs have impacted how I see life a little.
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My friend is struggling with their mental health, so when I listened to this, I immediately sent it to them telling them that they're never alone, and that they're always wanted somewhere on this planet. I feel like my friend really needs to hear this
Since I was a child I always suffered from depression and anxiety, little by little those things consumed me slowly, you, along with your wonderful lyrics, have made me feel a lot better, I feel that your songs describe each of the feelings I have had over the years, citizen soldier makes me feel that I am not alone and no matter how much you see things more, there will always be a little light of hope. Thanks for everything!! 💙💙
This song is exactly how I keep feeling,I’ve never related so much to a song as much as this.thank you so much for creating such amazing songs that help so many people!
Listening to your songs allows me to maybe understand why my Nick took his life...We all miss him. He was wanted in our lives and never invisible to his family. Keep up the therapeutic songs. We all need them! And thanks for reaching out to us that need your guidance 🙏.
Mental illness lies to us, and will slowly close in the walls in our brains until all we can see is pain and loneliness and nothing else, until it feels like there is only one way out. I'm very sorry for your loss, it's not your fault, nor his, and you didn't do anything wrong. He knows he is loved.
This song is literally my life I still think I’m a mistake I’ve never felt wanted sometimes I’m surprised I’m still alive but yet I still go on with no reason too 🖤ty for the song it’s beautiful and has helped me one’s again
I understand how you feel, and it's hard, but it WILL get better. You are wanted by even strangers. I want you to live, and feel alive. That's what life is about, learning why you are alive, and you will find that out one day, and when you do, I hope you see that you are wanted, cared for and alive, very much alive! I hope you feel better, my friend.
i've felt pmuch the same throughout my life, being unwanted, being ignored ect. but you still being alive and going on should show just how strong and resillient you are, people like you deserve a good place in this world, just don't ever give up.
Right to the core once again. I know exactly what this feels like. I walk around every day feeling unwanted and forgotten. It helps to listen to your music. Thank you. Great song.
This music gives people who are suffering my struggle a voice we never thought we could have.. This song is my life spelled out. Please never stop making music this music is helps more than anyone can fathom
It never seems to fail how there's a song posted exactly about how I feel at exactly the time I need it. Your music is the only thing that keeps me going a lot of the time lately and I'm so incredibly grateful.
Had this on repeat last night when it released here in Australia, and man it was so worth the wait, I can relate so much to these lyrics, thank you for releasing this when I needed it most
Citizen Soldier once again never fails to make amazing music and healing the souls of lost ones trying to feel wanted you make us feel seen. Thank you! ❤
Please please for the sake of those broken and lost like myself keep making music as we may have nothing else left but the 🎶 to save our life’s and calm our erratic souls!! Never end your story, because you Matter! We all matter!
This is spectacular!! The lyrics are really powerful!! The beat was on point!! I love everything about this song!! I can’t wait for your next beautiful masterpiece!!
Awesome song. The last few years have been awful for my mental health but your music has helped pulled me out of it and I'm finally making good progress. Thanks for making such great, relatable music 💙
WOW! This song is so powerful. I had a really toxic friend group in high school, and even though I'm about to graduate college in two months, these feelings still stick with me. I feel so seen and heard right now. Thank you!
Thanks for everything, guys! Your songs have touched me a lot rhough the years but I can't go on anymore. May God have mercy of my broken soul, wish you all the best!
This song really portrays how I've felt with my "friends" that I used to hang out with...it almost felt like they were my friends just out of pity. Then they suddenly stopped inviting me to hang outs, I'd constantly see them posting online about their fun times without me. I'm always constantly asking myself "What did I do? What had I said?" It hurts to think about. I felt abandoned and unwanted. Anyway, great song CS! 💙
I’ve done everything in my power for my friend who deals with depression for the last 10 years and forever after to make sure damn well he never feels unwanted around me or my family. He’s my brother and will always be. Excellent song as always CS
All the songs you write hit so hard, the meaning and feelings portrayed, bringing people with similar outlooks together, making us know we aren't alone in our respective struggles. We are all wanted by someone even if we don't fully realize or acknowledge it. Keep up the amazing work.
I love how many songs he's written that made it's way into this one. I love how they're not afraid to repeat lyrics from their other songs like every other band is
You won’t die forgotten. Even if I’m the only one remembering you were here I would do it always. No one should be forgotten. You aren’t and never will be. We have to show the world that everyday that that is NOT OKAY to do that to anyone especially people who are broken and lost. Trust me I’ve struggled with and still struggle with this stuff. It will get better just get through each day and try not to listen to those voices who bring you down. You are awesome and deserve to be loved, cared about, and deserve the best in life buddy! I know you’ll get it just give it time. After all as the old saying goes: “good things come to those who wait.”
God bless you brother and I’ll be praying for you!! You can do this!! Remember to reach for god in your darkest hours because he will help you in ways you can’t even imagine. God is the reason I’m not dead from suicide he saved my life on that day I tried to and my faith has been the strongest it’s ever been. God loves and cares about you and will always give you what you need/must have. “I walk through the valley of the shadow of death and I know no fear for the lord thou art with me.”
@@davebrown3371 anytime brother I hope you find peace someday you will we all find in one way or the other in this life or the next. If you need anyone to talk to about what you are going through I’m happy to lend an ear so to speak lol
All your songs speak to me but this one more than ever 🖤 I have PTSD and this song, holy crap, is absolutely amazing I think I found my new song to describe how I feel all the time.
This is a message for people suffering as described by the lyrics of the song. Depression is just another obstacle in life. Whether it be a large boulder blocking your path through a canyon, or the demons in your head. There are always ways to get through. Time is never ending. Take all the time you need. But also, there will be the time where you meet someone that helps you out. Always. I was amongst the people with depression until 3 years ago. But it wasn’t nearly as horrible as the positions other people were in. After my case, I grew into who I am now - putting my sincere heart into this message so the people who are suffering can hear what I'm saying. It truly will go away. All the pain and misery, the darkness and the void. Just keep tugging onto that glimmer of hope that someone will walk up to you, ask what’s going on, and sit down next to you and listen to you. I'm glad that when I got out of depression, it made me empathetic, open-minded, forgiving and sincere. But all of that came from my choice of wanting to get out of my depression, looking for that one person who would listen, and finally relieving myself of such demonic thoughts. It’s a miracle that happens, either by looking yourself or waiting for someone looking for you. I found this quote: “Be somebody who makes everybody feel like a somebody.“ Truly, it is a sentence worth a heartfelt meaning for people. Don’t give up just yet. There is somebody out there who will sit down next to you just to listen to you and help you. I send my virtual hug to you and everyone else reading this. Keep hanging in there and take care. ❤️
Glad to hear another song by you been waiting for another masterpiece to drop you guys are some of the best musicians perfectly combining emotions instrumentals and vocals to tell a story with the same level of detail as a literal video whilst you are only using words truly masters at what you do and I hope you never stop
I can't even tell you how much I felt invisible to the world, chained to the ground in darkness while I watched everyone else go about their lives.. thank you citizen soldier for always helping me find HOPE with your incredible songs 💙
This song is what I'd feel almost every day. Feeling alone even when I am around everyone, wondering if I am even wanted around let alone cared about. I love your music, they definitely keep me going🥺🖤🖤🖤
Everything in this song is how I have been feeling for so long! Citizen Soldier speaks the right words in every one of their songs! Thank you so much for bringing the words I can't speak, to life!💞
i'll be here for anyone who needs to feel wanted, i want you to stick around because theres something amazing waiting for you all and i believe in you 😊😊
Omg, this threw me back to my highschool days. I felt exactly like this. There isn't a single song from you that I haven't felt deeply. Seeing new songs from you brings me so much joy, yet it's ironic because the lyrics are so sad. This is yet another song I will play on repeat and sing until I know it by heart.
The timing on this song could hardly have been better. Last night was the loneliest and most worthless I’ve felt in a very long time. I wound up breaking down and cutting myself for the first time in probably three months, and that didn’t help the mindset of never being good enough or able to accomplish anything. This morning at school, my two friends that always sit with me in the morning got into a fight and both walked away. I felt so lonely, even in a crowd of a hundred people. I constantly feel isolated because my parents’ rule is that I’m not allowed to be happy unless I have good grades, and I’m not always a stellar student because I lose my motivation to even try sometimes. And then, barely a minute after my friends walked away, I got the notification that this song had been released. This glorious song, that so perfectly described my feelings and made me know that I’m not alone. Thank you so much, Citizen Soldier, for everything you’ve done. Every song you release is an absolute masterpiece that makes trying a little easier. Words can hardly begin to describe the impact you’ve had on my life💜
I feel like you guys speak for everyone who really can't put what they feel into words. This was always deep in my heart since I was a kid. Amazing song! I would love to hear some unplugged songs eventually!
Hitting us in the feels again, guys. Every single time! I identify so hard with so many of your songs. Just... wow. Indeed, what would it be like? To be wanted, just for yourself, no conditions or impossible expectations?
Since I like to sing along, and seeing all the lyrics at the same time helps, so...for those who like to read them like I do, here they are: '*---LYRICS---*' Have you ever felt So invisible Like no one would know If you died tonight If you threw this fight And finally let it go The weight of holding on So sick of being strong Just to end up alone Or am I the only one still up Wondering why Who I am has never been enough ‘Cause I’ve never known What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted) Like a ghost Always end up here forgotten (forgotten) The question always haunting me Am I not worth remembering What’s it like To be more than just invisible Maybe I will never know Have you ever felt Like a hand-me-down Like a waste of space When nothing’s permanent It’s so hard not to think "The hell is wrong with me?" And does it mess you up Thinking of reasons why Nobody ever stays ‘Cause I can’t stand Being a burden anymore If I was dead At least I couldn’t be ignored Cause I’ve never known What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted) Like a ghost Always end up here forgotten (forgotten) The question always haunting me Am I not worth remembering What’s it like To be more than just invisible Maybe I will never know The kid that always gets picked last There must be more to life than that Familiar pain That I can’t change I open up I get replaced Like who I am is a mistake And I can’t take One more day Of being me I wish I could know What it feels like ‘Cause I’ve never known What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted) I feel so alone Always end up here forgotten (forgotten) The question always haunting me Am I not worth remembering What’s it like To be more than just invisible Maybe I will never know
Listening to the chorus, it's like I was taken back in time to my high school years to the point I was crying. Not how I expected to start my morning but I'll happily take an amazing Citizen Soldier song
Another Absolutely amazing song. this really Hits hard I can definitely relate right now. I love how you guys make & produce songs that people who have depression & suffer from mental health can relate to.
I honestly wasn't feeling that terrible when I first came to listen to this song, but by the time it ended, I had a waterfall flowing from my eyes. You guys always hit me right in the feels, don't think I've ever come across a band that describes these emotions as well as you do. Please always continue making these heartfelt masterpieces
Jake, another amazing hit! You always speak straight to my soul! I don't know how, but you always post the right songs at the right time. I've been so depressed for years, and have attempted suicide more than once. I still self harm to make the pain go away. But your music, it truly helps the soul that I thought was gone. I love you, Jake!!!!
This speaks to me on so many levels.
I was raised by my abusive grandma and she made me feel like this every day.
I thank you for putting how I feel into song.
I’m sorry to hear that! You are loved! YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND YOU ARE CARED ABOUT!
"Cause I've never known what it's like to just feel wanted"
"Familiar pain that i can't change"
Damn I'm feeling this whole song...
Thank you for another amazing song citizen soldier 💜
Much love Diana 👻💙
@Diana you're spot on... such an amazing band... hope you heal through any feels you are going through...
@@Johnharrypussatt thank you stay safe and God Bless 🙏🏻
@@Diana_420 thanks so much... ur also from SA? I am from Durban... a budding rock musician too
This is how I feel towards myself, how my negative voice tries to convince me into thinking, especially with the way I grew up always losing touch with friends
We hear you 👻💙
Stay strong man, just like a soldier.
Same here
@@annamamma100 exactly 💯. I was there. Thank you bro
I have a feeling that things are changing for you. You are stunning and beautiful baby. You are wanted.
"If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored". Absolute chills. I don't think there is a song by you guys that I haven't related to. Each one echos pretty much all the thoughts I have going through my head. Thank you guys for making music. You make the bad days a little easier to manage
This song had me in tears the whole way through. Every line told a perfect story of one of my biggest insecurities, which is being completely invisible and unwanted by everyone. I loved the reference to "Hand Me Down," another song that I unfortunately relate to. Thank you so much for writing this music, and never stop 👻💙
Glad the music helps Grace 👻💙 Much love
It sucks to feel like a burden to everyone else, and I can't imagine living another day being unwanted. I would rather live In someone their shoes and suffer for them rather than letting them suffer.
@@hiroshima9219 me and you both
I feel the same way u do
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You guys are phenomenal, enough said 👏
Much love to you 👻💙
@@CitizenSoldier right back at ya guys xx
That’s what I’m saying!
Okay, hold on. I might taking this completely wrong, but does your name have anything to do with Jace/Will Herondale from Cassandra Clare's Shadowhunter books?
@@kireinabokuto110 yes x
Listening to this song is going from happily jumping around stimming like a maniac at the guitar noises to lying face first on the floor with the song on repeat listening to the lyrics (amazing song, keep up the great work!)
Glad to hear that 👻💙
I felt this to my core! I honestly don't know what it feels like to be truly wanted! I'm just used and thrown away for "better"
Bruh, ngl this just came out in time, I was literally feeling what the song is conveying for like a good hour now, thank you again Citizen Soldier, you've helped me get through so much this past year or 2... ♥♥
Glad it came out at the right time 👻💙 Much love to you
Same here!!! Citizen solider is my #2.
Life saving band!!!!
@@CitizenSoldier Hi, i love what you're doing, thanks for your work and keep going guys ❤️
Also really fast : "Waiting on the Sun" is not upload on Deezer, is it normal ?
❤️
Felt this way this morning
I litterally felt the exact same, i have been for the past week or so. Trying to find the right song to help me get through...and you guys saved the day as always. Thank you @Citizen Soldier
"I open up i get replaced" AHHHH the Hand me Down reference!!!!
All I can do is nod like "yes, that's exactly how I feel." Absolutely love the chorus! Also really cool how you guys pulled so many lyrics from your other songs into this one. 💔💙
Yeah it is cool to see the lyrics from other CS songs in this one.
Much love to you Brittany 👻💙
I love the callbacks to "Hand Me Down" in this one. That is one of your most directly related songs to me and I knew this one would be too. 💜
For those who need to hear this..You are worth being remembered everyday, No matter what. You are worth more than you could ever know and you are enough. Take every day at a time 💙💜
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Well said friend 👻💙 Much love
🖤My heart was recently destroyed by the loss of a family member. And this song conveys the feelings I have been dealing with for about two weeks now. Thank you again, Citizen Soldier, for another amazing song to help me and so many others through tough times.
Amen to that!!!
thank you so much 😭😭😭❤️
My biggest fear in life was being forgotten. I say was because i refuse to let myself be forgotten. Im a 21 y/o with autism, bipolar, and ADHD, and i refuse to let any of that get in my way. To everyone who feels like their forgotten, make it a goal in life not to be.
I'm autistic as well
Omg you have all of the disorders I have!
This resonates so much with me
I feel the same tbh 😢
My biggest concern is dying alone by myself
This explains how people have treated me my entire life. Only am I figuring out how to change these outcomes. Yet another masterpiece, love you guys.
Fight the Good fight!
Much love 👻💙
This is exactly how I feel every day! This year, I’m trying to get through that feeling and try to live my life without thinking about it. Great song and keep putting out awesome music please
Appreciate that Matt 👻💙
Another Matt here, and same thing, i hate when others see my pain, i prefer to make them laugh their asses off
same
I spent so many years fighting this cycle. PTSD and depression turned me into a shell, an empty husk of who I used to be. It wasn't until about 7 years ago when I met my (now wife) guardian angel. She saw me, she heard me, and she went so far out of her way to SHOW me I was wanted, that I was needed. Much love guys.
Citizen Soldier is the best band right now.
This band is so understand how everyone feel and going through.
It just makes me love this band more and more.
Totally worth staying awake till 1am for this. Still absolutely love y'all's music even after it's helped me through some of my hardest times.
Agreed
We're still awake Micah 👻💙 Much love
"If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored."
Wow...just wow! And I thought hand me down was hitting hard enough, but this...damn! Awesome job on the lyrics!
I look forward to every song being released, but this one hit me so much harder than I ever would have anticipated. This couldn't have been released at a better time. My depression just relapsed and I felt every word of this song because God, sometimes I really do just feel unwanted because I can never seem to be good enough for my mother and it hurts so bad. And I'm not ashamed to admit to the tears on my face right now listening to this song on loop. Thank you, once again, for a beautiful release Citizen Soldier. I couldn't be more grateful to you guys for everything 💙 I hope to meet you someday so that I can properly thank you. Y'all are a blessing.
Appreciate those words Grace 👻💙 Much love to you friend
This is the type of song that speaks to those times when we doubt ourselves and our worth. It's important in those moments to know that we are not alone and others do feel the same way. Sometimes that is enough to give us hope to continue the fight. Thanks for putting into words what we all feel at times, invisible.
Im not even halfway through the song but just listening the acoustic guitar at the beginning I already know it will be a fantastic song
Love your work and hope to hear more about you
Much love Carlos 👻💙 More songs on the way
They do acoustic songs so well.
@@CitizenSoldier how do you and your band know what song to make and bring them into all other hearts for 5 seconds this lyrics just make me begin to cry a little bit for that is so much like me and you do good work and keep doing a good work
"The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong, just to end up alone. Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down, like a waste of space."
Right in the heart, with how much this relates... Family issues occurring over here again and I hear it all when I don't want to, as I try to drown it out with music as my escape...
Your songs have been there helping me the most to vent in ways that my mind and soul struggled with, thank you! Keep up the awesome work!
We hear you 👻💙
Hey I read what you wrote, I just wanna tell you that you are worth it. You never were, never will be, and are not a waste of space. The world will not be the same without you, I'm sure you have so much to give and so many people to save in your life, and one day you will look back and say "I'm so glad and thankful I survived". You are important and you can't be replaced by no one. You're irreplaceable ;)
Hope that helped
@@triboremenendez1681 Thank you for all your kind words hun!
Absolutely brought me to tears. It's strangely beautiful to me to know a whole lot of us feel the same way. We might not be going through the same exact thing but we are going through something similar together and I think it's just relieving to know we aren't alone. We can get through whatever we are facing together 🧡🧡 much love to you all!
Well said 👻💙
This band has put words together for me so many times "I want to know what it's like to feel wanted" how I feel all the time
I may have stayed u til 12 the night before a test but totally worth it currently dealing with this happening to me I love you guys and your songs thank you so much for everything you do. Thanks to your songs I was able to make it to 250 days S/H free
Congratulations . that's great
Hope things get better 👻💙
@@unknownmusiclover3903 thank you
Congratulations! Praying for you 🙏🙏❤❤
Damn…. This is just the song I’ve needed.
This is so freaking relatable. Absolutely amazing song.
The phrase “am I the only one still up. Wondering why who I am has never been enough“ man…. Currently up at 3am. Once again cannot sleep cause of anxiety.
Thank you for this song. Like, seriously. You guys have helped so many people with your music. ❤️
We hear you friend 👻💙 We're still awake too
I feel like this song is a mix of a lot of you guys other songs, like, the best part of each of them in one single. Amazing how you just get better and better at putting our feelings in lyrics that are so beatiful. Congrats on another masterpiece, can't wait for what's coming!!
Appreciate you Alexya 👻💙
The perfect band doesn't exist.
.... is what I used to say before I found you guys.
ARE YOU EVEN CAPABLE OF MAKING ONE SINGLE SONG THAT ISN'T ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.
I agree !!!
theoretically yes they can make a song that isn't amazing they could just make a song that goes like this "he he he he he haa ha ha ha hee hee hee hee he he he he ha ha ha ha" and repeat that for the entire song while playing a single not once a minute they are able to do that but obviously won't so in short yes they are capable but they won't
And I thought WOTS hit hard...
Always feels like at my school there's pretty much nowhere I belong. And you'd expect with such a big campus and so many students there'd be a place and some friends but it sucks. These songs just keep getting deeper and deeper every time. Thank you Citizen Soldier for being here for us
Much love Anthony 👻💙
Much love to you too! You bring us all closer together! 💙
This is exactly how I feel, being a teenager with autism, OCD, paranoia, social anxiety, and a struggle to trust, make, and keep friends. These songs help so much. Thank you
A perfect rendition of abandonment, and neglect, really captures the feeling of it,
it's so important to say all these things you always say in your songs.
When I was in a bad status, before all my therapy years, I wish there would be that much songs like yours.
I had nobody to talk to, and listen to songs like this one, help not to feel alone. It gives you the feeling that you're not wrong, that your thoughts are not wrong. That there are people outsite who can understand you.
Thanks for your amazing songs.
They could might be real lifesavers ♥
I just hate what I've become, I lost myself because of this pain and now I'm all alone trying to find a way out. these songs are the only thing that helps me, love this band so much!
I feel you on this one. I hate myself everyday. But this music shows me there is another way and i can get through it. We are in this together.
I got you
We hear you Vinny 👻💙 Glad you're here with us
@@dannhoward3831 very well said!! I was about to say the same thing you did. But you beat me to it.
I honestly wonder if I'll ever feel wanted or needed. You guys help me know I'm not alone so thank you so much!
"If I were dead at least I couldn't be ignored"
Another amazing song! You guys are so amazing. Thank you so much 💙💙💙
Thanks Liliana 👻💙
Have you ever felt so invisible?
Like no one would know
If you died tonight, if you threw this fight
And finally let it go
The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong
Just to end up alone
Or am I the only one still up
Wondering why who I am has never been enough?
'Cause I've never known
What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted
Like a ghost
Always end up here forgotten, forgotten
The question always haunting me
Am I not worth remembering?
What's it like to be morе than just invisible?
Maybe I will nevеr know
Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down?
Like a waste of space
When nothing is permanent, it's so hard not to think
The hell is wrong with me
And does it mess you up thinking of reasons why
Nobody ever stays?
'Cause I can't stand being a burden anymore
If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored
'Cause I've never known
What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted
Like a ghost
Always end up here forgotten, forgotten
The question always haunting me
Am I not worth remembering?
What's it like to be morе than just invisible?
The kid that always gets picked last
There must be more to life than that
Familiar pain that I can't change
I open up, I get replaced
Like who I am is a mistake
And I can't take one more day
Of being me
I wish I could know what it feels like
'Cause I've never known
What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted
I feel so alone
Always end up here forgotten, forgotten
The question always haunting me
Am I not worth remembering?
What's it like to be morе than just invisible?
Maybe I will nevеr know
Omg, I LOVE the little bits of “Hand-me Down” in this!! Y’all are awesome. 😭❤️ How do you keep on making masterpieces??
I wish I could just hug every person in this chat that is hurting
Don't touch me, I'm not liable for what happens.
Thank you, I need it.
"I open up, and get replaced, like who i am is a mistake" thats s perfect discription to my entire life. .
This song describes the way I have felt most of my life. I'm so glad I discovered Citizen Soldier. They have helped me so much and I'm so grateful to them.
Glad you found us Nency 👻💙 Welcome to the fam
Soldier your music helps me get through life....thank you for all the amazing music. Please never stop making music
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I just wanted to say that I appreciate how you know our struggles and can put it into a song. Just the fact that I can tell you all understand what I'm going through helps a lot. I hope you know that these songs mean a lot for me. Keep up the amazing work.
Sooooo relatable. Almost everyday I feel like this. I want to be told I'm wanted and around. Thank you for another song.
Appreciate you Matthew 👻💙
You are wanted Matthew you are needed in the world give those thought a good battle and come out victorious brother you have others behind you every step of the way 👊
@@jamievincent24 thank you so much. I needed that
Citizen Soldier, your songs give me that little bit of hope at night just being able to sit and listen to your songs have impacted how I see life a little.
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Great as expected from the best band in history. 💙💙💙
My friend is struggling with their mental health, so when I listened to this, I immediately sent it to them telling them that they're never alone, and that they're always wanted somewhere on this planet. I feel like my friend really needs to hear this
some time i feel invisible to people around me
#1 live saving band
Since I was a child I always suffered from depression and anxiety, little by little those things consumed me slowly, you, along with your wonderful lyrics, have made me feel a lot better, I feel that your songs describe each of the feelings I have had over the years, citizen soldier makes me feel that I am not alone and no matter how much you see things more, there will always be a little light of hope.
Thanks for everything!! 💙💙
This song is exactly how I keep feeling,I’ve never related so much to a song as much as this.thank you so much for creating such amazing songs that help so many people!
Listening to your songs allows me to maybe understand why my Nick took his life...We all miss him. He was wanted in our lives and never invisible to his family. Keep up the therapeutic songs. We all need them! And thanks for reaching out to us that need your guidance 🙏.
Mental illness lies to us, and will slowly close in the walls in our brains until all we can see is pain and loneliness and nothing else, until it feels like there is only one way out. I'm very sorry for your loss, it's not your fault, nor his, and you didn't do anything wrong. He knows he is loved.
This song is literally my life I still think I’m a mistake I’ve never felt wanted sometimes I’m surprised I’m still alive but yet I still go on with no reason too 🖤ty for the song it’s beautiful and has helped me one’s again
I understand how you feel, and it's hard, but it WILL get better. You are wanted by even strangers. I want you to live, and feel alive. That's what life is about, learning why you are alive, and you will find that out one day, and when you do, I hope you see that you are wanted, cared for and alive, very much alive! I hope you feel better, my friend.
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i've felt pmuch the same throughout my life, being unwanted, being ignored ect. but you still being alive and going on should show just how strong and resillient you are, people like you deserve a good place in this world, just don't ever give up.
Right to the core once again. I know exactly what this feels like. I walk around every day feeling unwanted and forgotten. It helps to listen to your music. Thank you. Great song.
Thank you !!! You are truly an amazing band . Without your music I would have given up by now. Struggling with chronic illness and mostly bed ridden!!
This music gives people who are suffering my struggle a voice we never thought we could have.. This song is my life spelled out. Please never stop making music this music is helps more than anyone can fathom
I always love the lyrics on screen since I can’t always process the words properly. It also has such a cinematic feel to it. Amazing as always. 😁
Glad you like the videos 👻💙
It never seems to fail how there's a song posted exactly about how I feel at exactly the time I need it. Your music is the only thing that keeps me going a lot of the time lately and I'm so incredibly grateful.
Had this on repeat last night when it released here in Australia, and man it was so worth the wait, I can relate so much to these lyrics, thank you for releasing this when I needed it most
Much love to Australia 🇦🇺 👻💙
Citizen Soldier once again never fails to make amazing music and healing the souls of lost ones trying to feel wanted you make us feel seen. Thank you! ❤
There’s truly something special about this song, it’s personally my favorite now ❤️
Glad to hear that 👻💙
@@CitizenSoldier I wanted to thank you and your band for saving my life, honestly.
Please please for the sake of those broken and lost like myself keep making music as we may have nothing else left but the 🎶 to save our life’s and calm our erratic souls!! Never end your story, because you Matter! We all matter!
This is spectacular!! The lyrics are really powerful!! The beat was on point!! I love everything about this song!! I can’t wait for your next beautiful masterpiece!!
Much love 👻💙
This is how I used to feel, it gets better, you grow up, you evolve, and it doesn't matter if you're not wanted. You will be wanted.
Awesome song. The last few years have been awful for my mental health but your music has helped pulled me out of it and I'm finally making good progress. Thanks for making such great, relatable music 💙
Glad the music helps 👻💙 Much love
This is one of the greatest bands ever nowadays. Always putting out classics and they never disappoint.
WOW! This song is so powerful. I had a really toxic friend group in high school, and even though I'm about to graduate college in two months, these feelings still stick with me. I feel so seen and heard right now. Thank you!
We know the feeling Taryn 👻💙 You got this
Thanks for everything, guys! Your songs have touched me a lot rhough the years but I can't go on anymore.
May God have mercy of my broken soul, wish you all the best!
This song really portrays how I've felt with my "friends" that I used to hang out with...it almost felt like they were my friends just out of pity. Then they suddenly stopped inviting me to hang outs, I'd constantly see them posting online about their fun times without me. I'm always constantly asking myself "What did I do? What had I said?" It hurts to think about. I felt abandoned and unwanted.
Anyway, great song CS! 💙
We know the feeling 👻💙 Much love to you friend
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you CS, right back at you 💙
I’ve done everything in my power for my friend who deals with depression for the last 10 years and forever after to make sure damn well he never feels unwanted around me or my family. He’s my brother and will always be. Excellent song as always CS
The link "i open up, i get replaced" to Hand Me Down hit a whole new level. Incredible song!
All the songs you write hit so hard, the meaning and feelings portrayed, bringing people with similar outlooks together, making us know we aren't alone in our respective struggles. We are all wanted by someone even if we don't fully realize or acknowledge it. Keep up the amazing work.
I love how many songs he's written that made it's way into this one. I love how they're not afraid to repeat lyrics from their other songs like every other band is
Damn I was not prepared to get this emotional at 7:45am
Such an amazing song as always 🙏🏻
Much love 👻💙
Im reading your comment at 7:46 am lol
Every since I was young I knew I would die forgotten, I am grateful I found a band that understands how I feel .
You won’t die forgotten. Even if I’m the only one remembering you were here I would do it always. No one should be forgotten. You aren’t and never will be. We have to show the world that everyday that that is NOT OKAY to do that to anyone especially people who are broken and lost. Trust me I’ve struggled with and still struggle with this stuff. It will get better just get through each day and try not to listen to those voices who bring you down. You are awesome and deserve to be loved, cared about, and deserve the best in life buddy! I know you’ll get it just give it time. After all as the old saying goes: “good things come to those who wait.”
@@mrmadphilosopher2043 Thanks for your kindness I appreciate it
God bless you brother and I’ll be praying for you!! You can do this!! Remember to reach for god in your darkest hours because he will help you in ways you can’t even imagine. God is the reason I’m not dead from suicide he saved my life on that day I tried to and my faith has been the strongest it’s ever been. God loves and cares about you and will always give you what you need/must have. “I walk through the valley of the shadow of death and I know no fear for the lord thou art with me.”
@@davebrown3371 anytime brother I hope you find peace someday you will we all find in one way or the other in this life or the next. If you need anyone to talk to about what you are going through I’m happy to lend an ear so to speak lol
@@mrmadphilosopher2043 God bless you too , thanks again for the understanding
I have never heared a song that resonated with me more. This song speaks to me. It's incredible. Thank you citizen soldier ♥️
You are truly talented. I cannot describe how much your music touches me each time
This brought tears to my eyes.
All your songs speak to me but this one more than ever 🖤
I have PTSD and this song, holy crap, is absolutely amazing I think I found my new song to describe how I feel all the time.
Much love 👻💙
This is a message for people suffering as described by the lyrics of the song.
Depression is just another obstacle in life. Whether it be a large boulder blocking your path through a canyon, or the demons in your head. There are always ways to get through. Time is never ending. Take all the time you need. But also, there will be the time where you meet someone that helps you out. Always.
I was amongst the people with depression until 3 years ago. But it wasn’t nearly as horrible as the positions other people were in. After my case, I grew into who I am now - putting my sincere heart into this message so the people who are suffering can hear what I'm saying.
It truly will go away. All the pain and misery, the darkness and the void. Just keep tugging onto that glimmer of hope that someone will walk up to you, ask what’s going on, and sit down next to you and listen to you.
I'm glad that when I got out of depression, it made me empathetic, open-minded, forgiving and sincere. But all of that came from my choice of wanting to get out of my depression, looking for that one person who would listen, and finally relieving myself of such demonic thoughts. It’s a miracle that happens, either by looking yourself or waiting for someone looking for you.
I found this quote: “Be somebody who makes everybody feel like a somebody.“ Truly, it is a sentence worth a heartfelt meaning for people.
Don’t give up just yet. There is somebody out there who will sit down next to you just to listen to you and help you. I send my virtual hug to you and everyone else reading this. Keep hanging in there and take care. ❤️
Glad to hear another song by you been waiting for another masterpiece to drop you guys are some of the best musicians perfectly combining emotions instrumentals and vocals to tell a story with the same level of detail as a literal video whilst you are only using words truly masters at what you do and I hope you never stop
Appreciate those words 👻💙
“I open up I get I get replaced” good job on that lyric, it’s like you have to watch the other song as well, like they are connected
God this made me cry this really hit in the feels, thank you so much for this added amazing song.
Much love Ambrissa 👻💙
I can't even tell you how much I felt invisible to the world, chained to the ground in darkness while I watched everyone else go about their lives.. thank you citizen soldier for always helping me find HOPE with your incredible songs 💙
This song is what I'd feel almost every day. Feeling alone even when I am around everyone, wondering if I am even wanted around let alone cared about.
I love your music, they definitely keep me going🥺🖤🖤🖤
Appreciate you Candace 👻💙
Everything in this song is how I have been feeling for so long! Citizen Soldier speaks the right words in every one of their songs! Thank you so much for bringing the words I can't speak, to life!💞
i'll be here for anyone who needs to feel wanted, i want you to stick around because theres something amazing waiting for you all and i believe in you 😊😊
Well said 👻💙
Omg, this threw me back to my highschool days. I felt exactly like this. There isn't a single song from you that I haven't felt deeply. Seeing new songs from you brings me so much joy, yet it's ironic because the lyrics are so sad. This is yet another song I will play on repeat and sing until I know it by heart.
"At least if I were dead, I couldn't be ignored" 😢
This is the first song to ever get me choked up on my own tears 😭
Always coming back with a new song, at the right time.
lyrics that basically quote the things that we feel.
Thank you. :]
Happy to hear that 👻💙
"And I can't take,one more day of being me" that hurts..,but is relatable I love that part and the whole song in general you guys make amazing music 💜
"The kid that always gets picked last
There must be more to life than that"
AMAZING SONG AS ALWAYS 💕
Glad to hear 👻💙
The timing on this song could hardly have been better. Last night was the loneliest and most worthless I’ve felt in a very long time. I wound up breaking down and cutting myself for the first time in probably three months, and that didn’t help the mindset of never being good enough or able to accomplish anything.
This morning at school, my two friends that always sit with me in the morning got into a fight and both walked away. I felt so lonely, even in a crowd of a hundred people. I constantly feel isolated because my parents’ rule is that I’m not allowed to be happy unless I have good grades, and I’m not always a stellar student because I lose my motivation to even try sometimes.
And then, barely a minute after my friends walked away, I got the notification that this song had been released. This glorious song, that so perfectly described my feelings and made me know that I’m not alone.
Thank you so much, Citizen Soldier, for everything you’ve done. Every song you release is an absolute masterpiece that makes trying a little easier. Words can hardly begin to describe the impact you’ve had on my life💜
I feel like you guys speak for everyone who really can't put what they feel into words. This was always deep in my heart since I was a kid. Amazing song! I would love to hear some unplugged songs eventually!
Hitting us in the feels again, guys. Every single time! I identify so hard with so many of your songs. Just... wow. Indeed, what would it be like? To be wanted, just for yourself, no conditions or impossible expectations?
Since I like to sing along, and seeing all the lyrics at the same time helps, so...for those who like to read them like I do, here they are:
'*---LYRICS---*'
Have you ever felt
So invisible
Like no one would know
If you died tonight
If you threw this fight
And finally let it go
The weight of holding on
So sick of being strong
Just to end up alone
Or am I the only one still up
Wondering why
Who I am has never been enough
‘Cause I’ve never known
What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted)
Like a ghost
Always end up here forgotten (forgotten)
The question always haunting me
Am I not worth remembering
What’s it like
To be more than just invisible
Maybe I will never know
Have you ever felt
Like a hand-me-down
Like a waste of space
When nothing’s permanent
It’s so hard not to think
"The hell is wrong with me?"
And does it mess you up
Thinking of reasons why
Nobody ever stays
‘Cause I can’t stand
Being a burden anymore
If I was dead
At least I couldn’t be ignored
Cause I’ve never known
What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted)
Like a ghost
Always end up here forgotten (forgotten)
The question always haunting me
Am I not worth remembering
What’s it like
To be more than just invisible
Maybe I will never know
The kid that always gets picked last
There must be more to life than that
Familiar pain
That I can’t change
I open up I get replaced
Like who I am is a mistake
And I can’t take
One more day
Of being me
I wish I could know
What it feels like
‘Cause I’ve never known
What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted)
I feel so alone
Always end up here forgotten (forgotten)
The question always haunting me
Am I not worth remembering
What’s it like
To be more than just invisible
Maybe I will never know
Thank you
Listening to the chorus, it's like I was taken back in time to my high school years to the point I was crying. Not how I expected to start my morning but I'll happily take an amazing Citizen Soldier song
Another Absolutely amazing song. this really Hits hard I can definitely relate right now. I love how you guys make & produce songs that people who have depression & suffer from mental health can relate to.
Glad the music helps Jennifer 👻💙 Much love
I honestly wasn't feeling that terrible when I first came to listen to this song, but by the time it ended, I had a waterfall flowing from my eyes. You guys always hit me right in the feels, don't think I've ever come across a band that describes these emotions as well as you do.
Please always continue making these heartfelt masterpieces
Jake, another amazing hit! You always speak straight to my soul! I don't know how, but you always post the right songs at the right time. I've been so depressed for years, and have attempted suicide more than once. I still self harm to make the pain go away. But your music, it truly helps the soul that I thought was gone. I love you, Jake!!!!
"What's it like to be more than just invisible? Maybe I'll never know"
I can really relate to that line💜🖤
"If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored."
Another line I can relate to
Maybe I will never know*