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  • I found & read my REAL & super embarrassing Teenage Diary Journal to MILLIONS of strangers on the Internet. Leave a LIKE for a Part 2!
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 11 тис.

  • @Bobizard
    @Bobizard 2 роки тому +45100

    If this comment gets 100k likes I will read my journal from middle school in a video with Lauren…

  • @yammy
    @yammy 2 роки тому +11347

    Lauren this was absolutely hilarious!! You have to read more! 🤣

    • @ojasvik8002
      @ojasvik8002 2 роки тому +158

      Yess we need a part two!

    • @MEOW-ot7mq
      @MEOW-ot7mq 2 роки тому +141

      We need to know what happened to A

    • @ojasvik8002
      @ojasvik8002 2 роки тому +74

      @@MEOW-ot7mq we have the same rainbow!

    • @mskitre
      @mskitre 2 роки тому +46

      @@MEOW-ot7mq yeah lol

    • @botchedrivers1852
      @botchedrivers1852 2 роки тому +47

      Hi yammy!

  • @thespacesisters2031
    @thespacesisters2031 2 роки тому +8209

    The fact that Lauren has the confidence to show this is impressive…

  • @pluto-4427
    @pluto-4427 2 роки тому +2086

    Remembering those awkward pre-teen moments feels like a punch in the gut
    Lauren you're a real one

    • @LalaAshley88
      @LalaAshley88 2 роки тому +10

      Izzy I’m twelve years old now and I relate a lot

    • @justinecummings5704
      @justinecummings5704 2 роки тому +1

      Omg I'm12 too

    • @yawninglion1677
      @yawninglion1677 2 роки тому +6

      When I was 12 I didn't have any crushes but because I was friends with a lot of boys I was the subject of so many "she has a crush on this boy" rumors. The pain was real. I feel for Lauren

    • @Nightfox47812
      @Nightfox47812 2 роки тому

      ikr

    • @zeejobela279
      @zeejobela279 2 роки тому +1

      Ha ha middle school sucks! Ha 👌🏽😂😂

  • @beanthebean4409
    @beanthebean4409 4 місяці тому +29

    As an autistic and aromantic kid I really didn’t have much drama so I live vicariously through UA-camrs reading their middle school diaries :)

  • @brynr2953
    @brynr2953 2 роки тому +674

    Gosh, I forget how high the stakes feel when you're only 11. Suddenly, I'm like getting flashbacks of suppressed memories of my own middle school drama.
    Mad respect for Lauren reading it out to the internet. She's braver than us all 🤣

    • @fancyfew4094
      @fancyfew4094 2 роки тому +5

      @Bruh Bruh reporting you! 😜

    • @missirenekaman7151
      @missirenekaman7151 2 роки тому +2

      @Bruh Bruh I am never EVER translating again

    • @icedtea-i5g
      @icedtea-i5g 2 роки тому +2

      @@fancyfew4094 same

    • @icedtea-i5g
      @icedtea-i5g 2 роки тому

      @@missirenekaman7151 IKRRRRR I translated it and now I need to go bleach my eyes 😭

    • @nxbodynose
      @nxbodynose 2 роки тому +1

      @Bruh Bruh Wth...

  • @raddishh1381
    @raddishh1381 2 роки тому +559

    I love how Lauren speaks of her younger self like she’s a completely different person

  • @plumagranate
    @plumagranate 2 роки тому +1826

    We’ve been going on a “Lauren Becomes a Teenager Again” kind of streak and I’m all here for it

  • @Thatoneeditor1313
    @Thatoneeditor1313 10 місяців тому +265

    When I was 12 I met a girl 2 years older than me. We became close friends and she changed schools but still came to my sports events. When she came to my games I would always think “ one day I will be apart of her wedding “
    2 years later I was 14 sitting in the pews of a Curch staring at the pink flowers on her casket. 30 minutes latter I watched them seal her tomb. The sun shines on her grave through the window in the cemetery 10 minutes away from my house. My grandmother says “ the sun shines on a happy body” that can’t be more true. This was 10 years ago

    • @buniewholikesstrawberries
      @buniewholikesstrawberries 7 місяців тому +21

      Im so sorry for you!!!

    • @fatimaimran8968
      @fatimaimran8968 7 місяців тому +16

      I'm so sorry that your close friend died :(

    • @XxKitsLIFExX
      @XxKitsLIFExX 7 місяців тому +10

      I’m sorry for your loss!

    • @XxKitsLIFExX
      @XxKitsLIFExX 7 місяців тому +3

      *later 😊

    • @TransTherian
      @TransTherian 7 місяців тому +8

      Oh gosh. So sorry that happened. I really hope you’re feeling better now.

  • @cosmic09
    @cosmic09 2 роки тому +87

    Lauren’s out here being our internet mom. Thank you for being so wholesome 💜

  • @iclynnx
    @iclynnx 2 роки тому +441

    I'm actually pretty thankful that Lauren shows that she too started out like any other person. It's comforting in a way. I have a journal myself, and it's going to be so sad to read it when I am older. Nearly every page so far (I don't write often so not that many pages) I vent about my bad luck with who I happened to get a crush on and how she doesn't like me back 😅 It's just thoughts fresh from my mind, often during intense emotions, so it does not always sound very sane.

    • @HannahTheBossy
      @HannahTheBossy 2 роки тому +7

      I hope you have fun reading your journal in the future Im very sad that I didnt write a journal when I was a preteen I wish I did I feel like it would be fun to read it now that Im an adult but I cant cuz I didnt write one :(

    • @ChuuyaNakaharadHimself
      @ChuuyaNakaharadHimself 2 роки тому +5

      @@Instabruh.User.. you do know that Lauren hates bots and people named “Instagram user”? So your lying lmao

    • @urbosasflurry4711
      @urbosasflurry4711 2 роки тому +1

      @@Instabruh.User.. yer gross

    • @iclynnx
      @iclynnx 2 роки тому

      @@HannahTheBossy Don't worry, I didn't write in a journal either until after I turned into a teen. My first page was written in May 2020, and I was... 15? So yeah.

    • @bfamily6319
      @bfamily6319 2 роки тому

      @@Instabruh.User.. an asylum would be too good for you

  • @h0pelessr0m4nt1c
    @h0pelessr0m4nt1c 8 місяців тому +95

    "maybe he does like me!"
    "He doesn't"
    "or maybe he doesn't.."
    "he doesn't"
    lol

    • @Lizzy_PJO
      @Lizzy_PJO 6 місяців тому +6

      literally every talk I have with myself 😂

  • @leysaminer9926
    @leysaminer9926 2 роки тому +356

    This was genuinely really enjoyable. I love the surprise she has to her own young experiences and thoughts.

  • @EvilResidency
    @EvilResidency 2 роки тому +995

    Ahh Lauren the woman who gets paranoid buying kids meals and filming in public but has the confidence to read her journal for us her audience. 💜 For our Zsider Queen 👑.

    • @IDK_Logan
      @IDK_Logan 2 роки тому +4

      You mean bread queen also right?

    • @yoofs-
      @yoofs- 2 роки тому +2

      @@Instabruh.User.. dude you barely have any videos

    • @xxwik_gachaxx
      @xxwik_gachaxx 2 роки тому +1

      @@Instabruh.User.. No one even knows you stop saying your better

    • @leonardobazail8740
      @leonardobazail8740 2 роки тому +2

      ​@@Instabruh.User.. wtf?

    • @hamoudkhan2909
      @hamoudkhan2909 2 роки тому +1

      Hii

  • @hazzard_destroyer
    @hazzard_destroyer 2 роки тому +104

    Thank you past Lauren for making everyone laugh and feel less weird

  • @Haileyyyyyyyyyyyy
    @Haileyyyyyyyyyyyy 10 місяців тому +51

    0:54 thank you to writer Emily for not blurring this out now we know the name of you crush lauren

  • @SunooAteMyMintChoco
    @SunooAteMyMintChoco 2 роки тому +119

    The fact that Lauren has the confidence to do this like I could never✨

  • @urlocalsimpLMAO
    @urlocalsimpLMAO Рік тому +230

    This is honestly very relatable, Lauren. As a young girl, The A and C situation was almost exactly the same as my young teenage life currently. Except it's two girls.

  • @bettybeebe
    @bettybeebe 2 роки тому +233

    I am 36, and this took me back to when I was this age. I think we're all like this at this age because I know this was exactly what my journal was like. Absolutely love this video.

    • @kym_train5460
      @kym_train5460 2 роки тому +3

      oh my god bots

    • @FOURSNUMBER1FAN
      @FOURSNUMBER1FAN 2 роки тому +3

      @@Instabruh.User.. bro wth-

    • @YinYangInanimatelnsanity
      @YinYangInanimatelnsanity 2 роки тому +3

      @@Instabruh.User.. no… just no…..

    • @At65461
      @At65461 3 місяці тому

      I'm 11 I hate being 11 because being 12 for me means I get my periods and it's really hard every single day at my primary school is a fricking nightmare some people are racist they jump on tables get into to fights and I want it to end ( also sorry for swearing but no ) and my school gives me anxiety and having autism makes it worse that's why I wish I was a millennial so people would be nice to me and wouldn't say YOU WATCH BRAINROT or ALL GEN ALPHAS WATCH BRAINROT ( which is not true) that's why I want to be 38 years old😢

    • @M1lkshake-v
      @M1lkshake-v 18 днів тому

      @At65461when you get to middle school (I assume your not, if you are though when you get to 7th grade) it’ll be a lot easier. You’ll meet a lot more people and have a lot more freedom. You’ll meet won’t have to stay with those kids forever and before long you’ll be more free and you can successfully ignore them by sitting at a table a long ways away from them.

  • @Pikachuu_2451
    @Pikachuu_2451 2 місяці тому +3

    Lauren for the part where your younger self asked the question, I agree, my journal was so bad and I was so depressed when I was in 3RD GRADE. ;-; I asked where babies came from, talked about how I liked a boy a year younger then me, and I'D LITERALLY TALK TO MY JOURNAL HOPING THAT IT RESPOND BACK literally my journal was so sad and depressing ;-;

  • @BeautifullyCharli
    @BeautifullyCharli 2 роки тому +117

    Her confidence is amazing, even when having to read 10 year old drama in front of millions of people

  • @BlitzAsh
    @BlitzAsh 2 роки тому +204

    Sometimes laurens sanity and confidence are just up the roof

    • @_-NatureMations-_
      @_-NatureMations-_ 2 роки тому +4

      And sometimes, her sanity is out the window and onto a road and flattened by a car XD

    • @_-NatureMations-_
      @_-NatureMations-_ 2 роки тому +1

      @Jack Wrath Uhm you don't have any posted videos and you don't even have 1000 subs XD

  • @Buttercookie_Draws
    @Buttercookie_Draws 2 роки тому +422

    The fact that you have an entire journal filled out is impressive. I could hardly even finish a sketch book, let alone an entire journal like that

  • @dawnwindsor8179
    @dawnwindsor8179 5 місяців тому +7

    7:24 “dear journal, there’s not much to say about what happened with me and A, So let me make this short. He doesn’t like me, Oh WELL?” 😭✋🏻why was that so funny?❤ gosh I love watching you Lauren!!😃

  • @The_Yeetning
    @The_Yeetning 2 роки тому +157

    I purged all of my cringey diaries. It seems like that's the age I wrote in my diary too! Thanks for a good laugh: not laughing at your past self, but laughing because I went through similar feelings when I was 11! I'm well into my 20s and so thank you for your sheer bravery and being vulnerable to the Internet. ✨

    • @abicat4229
      @abicat4229 2 роки тому +3

      So did I. I was always paranoid that someone would read it and think I'm weird

    • @atqraxiia4306
      @atqraxiia4306 2 роки тому +1

      @@Instabruh.User.. What did I just read? (๑ó⌓ò๑)

    • @urbosasflurry4711
      @urbosasflurry4711 2 роки тому +1

      @@Instabruh.User.. why you speak of f*cking Lauren
      You don't even have content

    • @RosyKitteh
      @RosyKitteh 2 роки тому

      I filled up like five notebooks a year and I kept them all because they're full of drawings that I would like to redraw someday. I already have drawn a few but I want to draw more. Mostly as a tribute to my past self who couldn't draw what she felt and saw as well as she wanted.

  • @lckyminer_2256
    @lckyminer_2256 2 роки тому +945

    This is basically a YA wattpad story that was written by a 12 year old. It was both funny, amusing, but I could also feel the cringe in a good and positive way.

    • @BiteOf83_Fnaf4
      @BiteOf83_Fnaf4 2 роки тому +11

      This is super funny!

    • @ItsValerie448
      @ItsValerie448 2 роки тому

      like pinned coment

    • @booksaremylife6703
      @booksaremylife6703 2 роки тому +8

      That’s exactly what it is- which is sad cause I’m a 12 year old with a wattpad acount- 😂

    • @emilynghann7128
      @emilynghann7128 2 роки тому +1

      @@booksaremylife6703 Me too!

    • @booksaremylife6703
      @booksaremylife6703 2 роки тому +2

      @@emilynghann7128 I will follow your wattpad if u want-

  • @Tomboysksksk
    @Tomboysksksk 2 роки тому +305

    From eating kids meals to reading her diary from when she was a teen, no matter what Lauren does it always is entertaining and funny to watch. Thank you for being an amazing youtuber

    • @rando4541
      @rando4541 2 роки тому +3

      I read the eating kids meals as eating kids 😅

    • @hawtyshawty7200
      @hawtyshawty7200 2 роки тому

      Wait how many likes do you need for part two?

    • @hawtyshawty7200
      @hawtyshawty7200 2 роки тому

      Of the video?

    • @palmoasis1855
      @palmoasis1855 2 роки тому

      @Tomboysksksk POV: ur comment is like every comment

    • @Rei..flowers
      @Rei..flowers 2 роки тому +1

      @@rando4541 I read your reply as I remember eating kids meals made with kids

  • @Ellyn_filipino_623
    @Ellyn_filipino_623 10 місяців тому +5

    Honestly I never had a dairy because I was so aware that writing in a dairy doesn't mean people are gonna respect it and I have secrets I wanna keep to myself until I die😂

  • @cierraslowsdown
    @cierraslowsdown 2 роки тому +83

    In solidarity with Lauren: I’m 31 and had boy-crazy phases lol. I specifically remember having a HUGE crush on our 2nd(?) 3rd(?) neighbor teacher, as well as Lance Bass. Lol I had a puppet doll with the No Strings Attached theme and LOVED it of course lol. Kids got married under the slide, remember those bead animal keychain crafts you’d wear on your backpack? Yeah, lots of bartering and trust broken back then 😂😂

  • @radiantraee
    @radiantraee 2 роки тому +483

    others: playing video games
    lauren: *revealing her deepest darkest secrets to the public*

  • @jadeOOO
    @jadeOOO 2 роки тому +693

    Love how young Lauren skips a week and then enters with: "I DEALT WITH HIM"

    • @jennifermcclure7259
      @jennifermcclure7259 2 роки тому +16

      @@Instabruh.User.. What the?

    • @donaghbarry7501
      @donaghbarry7501 2 роки тому +10

      @@Instabruh.User.. Di che cazzo stai parlando?

    • @heartsforurmum
      @heartsforurmum 2 роки тому +23

      @@Instabruh.User.. mom I’m scared pick me up- 😭😭

    • @bonbon-
      @bonbon- 2 роки тому +10

      @@heartsforurmum it’s a bot 😭

    • @heartsforurmum
      @heartsforurmum 2 роки тому +3

      @@bonbon- ik

  • @TiffaneyRabbitt
    @TiffaneyRabbitt Місяць тому +10

    0:43 dont call me out like that

  • @kacey5409
    @kacey5409 2 роки тому +593

    I hope I’m not the only one who really wants Lauren to do another one of these so I can laugh my a$$ off all over again 💀💀
    Edit : thank you for all the likes . I’ve never had this many before 🥰

    • @abnormalchickennugget
      @abnormalchickennugget 2 роки тому

      @Jack Wrath lies

    • @kacey5409
      @kacey5409 2 роки тому +1

      @Jack Wrath sssssuuuuurrrrreeeeee

    • @Iheartgus
      @Iheartgus 2 роки тому

      @Jack Wrath u wish

    • @pyschodummy344
      @pyschodummy344 2 роки тому

      @Jack Wrath aww it's so cute that you think your likeable🙂

    • @TH4TL0S3R
      @TH4TL0S3R 2 роки тому

      @Jack Wrath Nah dude you're not

  • @justanorangeblob5411
    @justanorangeblob5411 2 роки тому +80

    Lauren being an absolute queen by reading her own cringy diary to the internet

  • @samanthalackner146
    @samanthalackner146 6 місяців тому +4

    Hey Lauren I just turned 11 and ur videos really help they make me laugh I watch your videos every night before I sleep:) this video was super relatable and funny😂 I hope we get a part 3!

  • @That_Art_Girl26840
    @That_Art_Girl26840 Рік тому +288

    As a pre-teen, watching this made me feel so much better about myself; thank you for the video Lauren 😂❤

  • @nevermind1904
    @nevermind1904 2 роки тому +211

    Watching this made me think: did I miss something? My childhood love life was non-existent, but I did write a bunch of stuff in a journal. And reading it made me feel, rather than being embarrassed, "Did I write this? I actually felt that way?" as well as, "She really tried her best to write out her feelings even with the simplest, childish words." It made me smile and cry bcs I remember promising myself I wouldn't hate my past self if I'd ever changed in the future. I think I kept my promise well 😊

  • @coconutchlo
    @coconutchlo 2 роки тому +2150

    Can we just appreciate how well the editor Emily edited this…😭💕

    • @ashikarman6276
      @ashikarman6276 2 роки тому +22

      😭😭😭😭😭

    • @tweek3903
      @tweek3903 2 роки тому +12

      whos that.....?

    • @momosh4617
      @momosh4617 2 роки тому +31

      @@tweek3903 the person who edits her videos

    • @RealGingyer
      @RealGingyer 2 роки тому +11

      nice pfp😳

    • @coconutchlo
      @coconutchlo 2 роки тому +11

      @@RealGingyer thanks 😏😏😏

  • @MGAxolotl
    @MGAxolotl Місяць тому +3

    Lets
    Take a break and just scroll down ❤
    Don't stop now😊
    Your close!!!🎉
    How has your day been???
    Keep on going!!!❤
    There are only a few more to go! 🎉🎉🎉🎉
    Great job you have made it to the end
    Thank you for scrolling all of this. That really made my day❤

  • @DeGaJonEli
    @DeGaJonEli 2 роки тому +80

    I love how Lauren is so confident reading this but it’s HILARIOUS and embarrassing at the same time lol, I feel it Lauren because I found a whole lot of my old drawings in a box called: October 13th 2015 and..they looked so bad..

  • @gottaloveminniie
    @gottaloveminniie 2 роки тому +973

    Let’s be honest we’ve all wanted to keep a diary at one point of our lives but miserably failed after 3 pages..

    • @Chaewoniis
      @Chaewoniis Рік тому +27

      underrated comment

    • @Chaewoniis
      @Chaewoniis Рік тому +14

      fr

    • @iamobsessedwithshadowsight
      @iamobsessedwithshadowsight Рік тому +37

      I tried to keep a diary when I was like nine but I had nothing embarrassing or anything I didn’t want to just tell my friends so I ended up just drawing pictures of my dog in there 😭

    • @maryglassburn2309
      @maryglassburn2309 Рік тому +8

      YES

    • @_-NatureMations-_
      @_-NatureMations-_ Рік тому +5

      ​@@iamobsessedwithshadowsightLol me to

  • @froggie256
    @froggie256 2 роки тому +141

    It’s so brave of you to read your diary online, I would’ve been extremely nervous. But it just shows how far you’ve come as a person and in life ❤️

  • @PlateofBread
    @PlateofBread 11 місяців тому +40

    Lauren: “Come along with me! 😊
    Me: 🎶Come along with me, with the butterfly’s and bees🎶

    • @Breadcrumbz0
      @Breadcrumbz0 11 місяців тому +5

      Nostalgia 😊

    • @jess_queensversion
      @jess_queensversion 10 місяців тому +1

      SOMEONE IN 2024

    • @perry.the.weirdo
      @perry.the.weirdo 7 місяців тому +1

      WE CAN WANDER THROUGH THE FOREST AND DO SO AS WE PLEASE

    • @CALL_ME_MABEL
      @CALL_ME_MABEL 4 місяці тому

      me: come along down with meeee your not alone you will seeeeee

  • @Kitty-mo6vy
    @Kitty-mo6vy 2 роки тому +418

    I wanna see a playlist of Lauren literally just being an 18 year old, also- we’re all cringe don’t worry Lauren :’D

    • @Kitty-mo6vy
      @Kitty-mo6vy 2 роки тому +4

      Alsoo, PART TWO PLEASEEE

    • @0ihaveseverebraindamage
      @0ihaveseverebraindamage 2 роки тому +1

      @Jack Wrath says the one who makes minecraft stories and clickbait videos

    • @hnixiee
      @hnixiee 2 роки тому

      *sighs* 2 bots, already

    • @Mistxiii_
      @Mistxiii_ 2 роки тому +2

      I think I’m actually not a super cringey teenager, I feel blessed 😭

    • @ssssilly
      @ssssilly 2 роки тому +2

      She was 11, 12, and 13 years old while the time period of the diary.

  • @Art3mizz
    @Art3mizz 2 роки тому +513

    I absolutely LOVE when People read their Diaries from their early Teens. We all used to be so dramatic 😂

    • @Sunnydaze081
      @Sunnydaze081 2 роки тому +4

      Same

    • @lee-os2pc
      @lee-os2pc 2 роки тому +6

      Ikr we were all so dramatic back then, man i barely even wrote diaries but i still remember my memories when i was like 10 still remains..

    • @makaylaspalding5480
      @makaylaspalding5480 2 роки тому +2

      Yeah

    • @B-bloob
      @B-bloob 2 роки тому +3

      I know someone told me to shut up on a zoom chat and I lost it-
      I wrote in my diary about it-

    • @donnalee6028
      @donnalee6028 2 роки тому

      Funny

  • @izzykelly4733
    @izzykelly4733 2 роки тому +151

    I love how Lauren does this little phases like pregnant vids then mom vids then baby vids and now teen vids! 😂 You just never know what to expect from Lauren 😂

    • @belbodders2421
      @belbodders2421 2 роки тому +8

      Am I the only one who had noticed she is staying in different age groups for her vids? What's next? Toddler? Kid? Young adult? GRANDMA OR GRANDPA?

    • @LaurenZside
      @LaurenZside  2 роки тому +41

      I go through different campaign story arcs every few months 😂

    • @LaurenZside
      @LaurenZside  2 роки тому +30

      I go through different campaign story arcs every few months 😂

    • @mbtd2011
      @mbtd2011 2 роки тому +3

      @Bruh Bruh I WISH I DIDN’T TRANSLATE THAT, WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS ON THE INTERNET?!?!

    • @berry_zz
      @berry_zz 2 роки тому +1

      @@mbtd2011 ME TOO 😭

  • @dandi-lion38
    @dandi-lion38 10 місяців тому +3

    Someone needs to make an animation about this with the "dear diary, why? Why does he hate me? " audio

  • @veryh2130
    @veryh2130 2 роки тому +61

    To be far, when my grandpa proposed to my grandma, she said "I'll think about it." And she said yes like a week later! By the way, this was hilarious. I'm so glad you feel comfortable enough to share this with pretty much the world. 😂

  • @fellowtheaterkid
    @fellowtheaterkid 2 роки тому +13

    Lauren I loved this😂 I would love to see a part two, I’m so glad that you feel safe enough to post this, ily!💜

  • @nalleryscraftytreasures
    @nalleryscraftytreasures 2 роки тому +535

    Imagine “C” sees this now as an adult and is like “what the heck? I had no idea.” 😂
    He’ll regret it Lauren no worries. You were such a cutie!

    • @claragemheart581
      @claragemheart581 2 роки тому +47

      The fact she even read this in front of everyone, i could never, i would’ve died in the first page.

    • @DivaMayzz323
      @DivaMayzz323 2 роки тому +3

      Sussy
      ..

    • @js_rzy
      @js_rzy 2 роки тому +2

      @@claragemheart581 same

    • @s7z7gy
      @s7z7gy 2 роки тому +2

      @@claragemheart581 Luckily I never had one 😋

    • @elwirawegenek5040
      @elwirawegenek5040 2 роки тому +1

      I have a diary and I’ve never ever shown anyone it😅😂

  • @Zollie612
    @Zollie612 3 місяці тому +1

    I love u Laurennnn your vids are SO amazing!! My fav video of yours was bad parenting. ❤️❤️

  • @comicmaker5950
    @comicmaker5950 2 роки тому +341

    Can we agree that this woman never lets us down and puts a smile on our face. we love you Lauren❤❤

    • @reneebrown6547
      @reneebrown6547 2 роки тому +1

      yes

    • @gachacookie5779
      @gachacookie5779 2 роки тому

      Stop you're trying to get a heart from Lauren

    • @justanotherhuman2246
      @justanotherhuman2246 2 роки тому

      Wow another comment that hundreds of people will copy and say the exact same thing 😀

    • @BigBossMan7833
      @BigBossMan7833 2 роки тому +1

      @@justanotherhuman2246 fr

    • @leamoreira9225
      @leamoreira9225 2 роки тому +1

      @@gachacookie5779 well would you do that too? plot twist: she just wanted to put in a comment :)
      btw you should not be making drama in the comments it's not nice just being honest

  • @S0PHI3_24
    @S0PHI3_24 2 роки тому +31

    Lauren I’ve been watching your videos for a long time and as a preteen girl myself, (I’m turning 13 in a few months) this was honestly very relatable and comforting, especially coming from one of my favorite UA-camrs. It really helped knowing that someone as incredible as you was once like I am today, so that gave me a bit of hope for my future. So I’m this wasn’t a serious vid abd I’m sorry to be a vibe kill but I really love you for this so thank you Lauren

  • @waternymph99
    @waternymph99 2 роки тому +58

    I used my journal to vent about how depressed I was and so whenever I reread my journals, I just get bummed. Your experience was much more fun! Not relatable at all for me, but hilarious and I'm hoping you continue this

    • @awesometani8148
      @awesometani8148 2 роки тому

      I hope everything is better now!! Are you Jewish btw? You have the same name as a friend of mine :)

    • @waternymph99
      @waternymph99 2 роки тому +1

      @@awesometani8148 I’m doing much better now, thanks for asking! No I’m not Jewish, but cool, another Rebekah! I don’t see many people that spell the name the same way I do

    • @WhoamI-ml6dj
      @WhoamI-ml6dj 2 роки тому +1

      I wrote a lot about the people I hated. I wrote about my depression later on but when a teacher found it she reported it to cps or smth and my mom got in trouble (my mom knew about it already though because I told a “friend” about a year before the diary thing and she told her father and he told my mom. My mom started looking to get me a psychologist after the father thing and I got one a few months after the teacher thing)

    • @LilyTheTacoCat
      @LilyTheTacoCat 2 роки тому +1

      @@waternymph99 I know a Jewish girl with that name and I always thought it was spelled Rebecca but now I'm questioning it 🤣

    • @AriPlayz08
      @AriPlayz08 Рік тому

      @@waternymph99 I had a classmate named Rebekah and she had a twin sister but they moved last year 😢😭

  • @Stickdrawz
    @Stickdrawz 4 місяці тому +1

    Tysm for this Lauren ❤ I’m a young minor this has made me feel better and in the future I need some engeragment to come out as bi to my parents and we kinda look alike with the short hair when you where younger

  • @justaaliyah3
    @justaaliyah3 2 роки тому +15

    i love how Lauren is living proof that a boy rejecting you may hurt at that time but in a few years your going to look back and laugh at it💜i love her so much

  • @maitreyisrinivasaraghavan8867
    @maitreyisrinivasaraghavan8867 Рік тому +466

    she had more romance as a 10 year old than I think I'll ever have in my entire high school life

  • @thedisguise3538
    @thedisguise3538 Рік тому +231

    Honestly I hope Lauren comes back to this and does the next journals because Emily's editing made me burst out laughing. We need more of this

  • @eilishreidy4644
    @eilishreidy4644 2 роки тому +18

    i love Lauren sm she always makes my day better and i watch her every time i’m down. Lauren is my literal lord and saviour she really keeps me going

  • @MlemVideos
    @MlemVideos Рік тому +93

    Thank you Lauren, I am still in middle school. Watching this makes me feel like I am not as dramatic as I thought. You have confidence, I appreciate that!

    • @MlemVideos
      @MlemVideos Рік тому +4

      I feel bad for A, Lauren forgot to blur a part of him 0:54 . XD

    • @deathplant0
      @deathplant0 11 місяців тому +2

      @@MlemVideosyeah his name is Alex lol

  • @candicaggiano3681
    @candicaggiano3681 2 роки тому +32

    I can relate to being an awkward kid. Heck, I'm still pretty awkward at 20 years old lol. I used to write in journals/diaries (I still do from time to time, but they're nowhere near like this haha!), although I don't think the stuff I wrote was quite like this.
    If you're willing to share more, Lauren, I would love a part 2!

  • @penelopeottolini6202
    @penelopeottolini6202 6 місяців тому +3

    9:05 I CANT THEY ARE SO CUTE 😭

  • @xplrzz
    @xplrzz 2 роки тому +288

    lauren, i’m a trans guy and this honestly comforts me so much while i was in denial because in my school so many people were homophobic. but this comforted me so much !

    • @twentyeight602
      @twentyeight602 2 роки тому +20

      Hey Seth have this virtual hug from fellow trans guy (I'm also kinda in denial and not sure but still)

    • @xplrzz
      @xplrzz 2 роки тому +5

      @@twentyeight602

    • @xplrzz
      @xplrzz 2 роки тому +9

      @@twentyeight602 you will figure it out soon

    • @Zura.Ann.Aesthetics
      @Zura.Ann.Aesthetics 2 роки тому +5

      Same :]

    • @zombi3pony
      @zombi3pony 2 роки тому +12

      I'm not trans but many of my friends are, sending virtual hugs and hoping your journey with finding yourself is a joyful one. If someone doesn't respect your identity, they are not your friend, whether they act nicely. Surround yourself only with those who respect and inspire you!

  • @KuriaNeko
    @KuriaNeko 2 роки тому +21

    This is absolutely relatable! I was just as cringy and boyfriend obsessed when I was 11. It's nice to know we all go through similar preteen melodrama.

  • @astrotoca6111
    @astrotoca6111 2 роки тому +34

    I feel very happy that Lauren can share this sort of thing with us it makes me feel like she levels us as a family ( dear Lauren I know you have your own family now but it’s nice you feel this comfortable with us) thank you for feeling this way with us

  • @delkta
    @delkta 4 місяці тому +2

    i used to have a crush on this boy, but he started to get touchy, weird, i got uncomfortable, he keeps touching me, i’m showing visible signs i dont wanna talk to him, any communication included. he scares me legitimate

  • @Mango_TN553
    @Mango_TN553 2 роки тому +53

    The fact that Lauren feels safe enough to do this on the internet is just amazing! ❤

  • @WhoamI-ml6dj
    @WhoamI-ml6dj 2 роки тому +21

    I need to know more. I tried reading my own diary from when I was 11-12, and I just can’t do it. Another video might give me the motivation to push through it. I wasn’t as romantically spontaneous but I do have ONE dramatic moment where I was transitioning from one crush to another and I wrote things like “I love both of them so much I don’t know what to do,” but that’s just the summary of that situation. The way I wrote about it makes it sound like I was severely distressed by it, and everyone knows I would have never confessed anyways. It is emotionally exhausting, both the emotions I felt then and the emotions I feel towards the same things now are just… (for the “now” bit I mean that some entries are normal like “I got a 100 on the math test today!!! I’m so happy!” And then the next entry makes me want to hide for at least a century to recover from the second hand embarrassment I feel for my younger self)

  • @R499d01soph
    @R499d01soph Рік тому +29

    Lauren always finds a way to make my smile every video this is also very relatible for me rn.😂❤

  • @una_persona-random310
    @una_persona-random310 6 місяців тому +4

    It definetley was relatable 😭.
    Two years ago when I was eleven I had a crush on a girl who sat next to me. And, I had some like whiteboard markers that I always had them next to me for no reason. One day one of them fell, and she picked it up for me. So, sometimes I would hold it because I thought it would be like if she was holding my hand 💀
    Later, I got sick and skipped school for a few days. But when I got back my English teacher was using that very same marker, so I thought it wouldn't be special anymore and let her keep it 😂

  • @carolinahargis-acevedo8438
    @carolinahargis-acevedo8438 2 роки тому +173

    As an 11 year old girl, I can definitely relate to this. I an't tell if I should be sad, proud, or both. But it's really nice to know that I'm not the only one. Thank you so much, you are my idol!!!

  • @imnotzero5957
    @imnotzero5957 2 роки тому +7

    completely unrelated to the video- but- can I just point out how freaking AMAZING LAUREN IS?!?! She keeps giving us so much amazing content and doesn't fail to bring joy? Lauren, please just keep on smiling your beautiful smile and that's all we need.

  • @theofficiallellieb
    @theofficiallellieb 2 роки тому +150

    Lauren, thank you for filming this video, hearing about what you did when you were 11, makes me feel less like a weirdo and less embarrassed from when I was 11. P.S. I was so obsessed with boys haha

    • @kaylawilson1213
      @kaylawilson1213 2 роки тому +3

      Honestly I feel like we all were 😂

    • @friendlyface1076
      @friendlyface1076 2 роки тому

      Lol me

    • @stargirl7646
      @stargirl7646 2 роки тому +3

      Me too lol! I literally wrote in my own diary “I think I’m getting interested in boys too early… so hopefully it’ll end early too.” Well now I’m bisexual so- 😂

    • @AriPlayz08
      @AriPlayz08 Рік тому

      I was too 😭😭😭 -I still kinda am-

  • @screen.sniffer
    @screen.sniffer 18 днів тому +1

    Although this was 2 years ago, I'm currently in middle school and I have a journal of my own inspired by this video lol
    I've been watching your videos since I was in first grade, and I love watching them to this day ^_^

  • @coffeghoast4043
    @coffeghoast4043 2 роки тому +160

    I love how she exposed herself with her diary, this is pure conntenct.

    • @TabysHere
      @TabysHere 2 роки тому +2

      That’s what’s called brave, or desperate or content… Yeah hehe

  • @Mads2157
    @Mads2157 2 роки тому +27

    reading through old diaries is so much fun, my friend actually reads through mine every time she comes over. Thanks for being brave enough to do this for our entertainment! also its so funny seeing how my younger self talked about how my life is falling apart and then comparing it to now...

    • @Mads2157
      @Mads2157 2 роки тому +2

      @@Instabruh.User.. why? just why? people are so mean on the internet. she doesn’t deserve hate at all. love you lauren

    • @fancyfew4094
      @fancyfew4094 2 роки тому +2

      @@Instabruh.User.. stop! You’re not funny or helping anyone!

  • @LilyGrace1990
    @LilyGrace1990 2 роки тому +213

    Wow, Lauren. My journal is so much worse. I'm asexual so I didn't write about boys, I mostly wrote about how much I hated my parents. I had a really bad mom, so I understand that, but I come off like a sociopath in it. I also wrote about how I didn't have any friends. I'm literally still friends with one of the people I wrote about, so I don't know why I was so obsessed with the idea that I was a misunderstood loner whose friends would never understand her. It was so bad. I wish I'd just written about boys!

    • @sprinklejinx3178
      @sprinklejinx3178 2 роки тому +30

      As an ace person I just wrote about the dumbest mundane shit like going to my grandma's house and eating burnt popcorn.

    • @ItsValerie448
      @ItsValerie448 2 роки тому

      like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment

    • @creambunny7773
      @creambunny7773 2 роки тому +9

      lmao I could relate except that I am lonely and since my school is normal no one could understand why I don't want friends and I am basically the quiet kid that doesn't express emotions except online lol. But I don't hate my mother she just couldn't understand me neither does my family but I still love them.. EXCEPT MY SISTZeR DUN DUN DUUUN

    • @dreamii._
      @dreamii._ 2 роки тому +6

      @@sprinklejinx3178 same and how much i hate my classmates☠️

    • @denadaily
      @denadaily 2 роки тому +3

      @@creambunny7773 i can totally relate to that. the only thing that doesnt fit well with what you said was that i had a brother. ig we all have our differences.

  • @KrystalSharp-u9n
    @KrystalSharp-u9n 5 місяців тому +1

    I love you Lauren!!!!💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤

  • @strawberrysavi
    @strawberrysavi 2 роки тому +8

    Lauren, I love that you are so brave as to read your diary!! ❤️ This was a very fun video and the animation editing kind of reminds me of a Game Theory episode which is awesome!! Thanks for all the crazy things you do for us 😆❤️❤️

  • @cheezieEditz
    @cheezieEditz 2 роки тому +37

    its so cute thqt Bobby kissed Lauren on the head 😭 9:04

  • @Lockpicksaretasty
    @Lockpicksaretasty 2 роки тому +10

    We need a part two 👏 Lauren please!! I could watch this for hours!

    • @Lockpicksaretasty
      @Lockpicksaretasty 2 роки тому +1

      We need to find out what happens with Lauren’s romeo(s) A/all the other boys.

  • @Delaneyk2v
    @Delaneyk2v 4 місяці тому

    lauren just got roasted like a turkey on thanks giving when she said "so im not cute!🥺" and c said "well at least you ranked"😎 C is so savage 🤣😂

  • @justsam4321
    @justsam4321 2 роки тому +20

    Oh UA-cam Gods. Please, do me a solid here. Let this blow up. I'm 5 minutes in, and I'm on the floor laughing my ass off.
    That diary is absolute gold.
    Also. Editors / animators, you really went the extra mile here. Thank you for your service
    Right. Now that I'm done.
    I have a headache from laughing so much. We need a netflix show based on that journal.

    • @avatle
      @avatle 2 роки тому +1

      I've been commenting on all the new comments, so hi!

  • @juliannaelliott
    @juliannaelliott Рік тому +89

    I love how she has to clarify that it’s her every entry don’t wanna confuse the journal 😂

  • @sw4ggyl4yyy
    @sw4ggyl4yyy Рік тому +121

    What I do before bed: watch laurenzside for 3 hours straight😅❤

  • @LilacHoover
    @LilacHoover 3 місяці тому +1

    I was rolling on the floor 🤣 😂. (BTW I love your videos)

  • @TT.WendyCallims
    @TT.WendyCallims Рік тому +88

    THE LITTLE KISS BOBBY GAVE TO LAUREN MELTED MY HEART SO QUICK T-T 💕💕💕💕💕💕

  • @july7165
    @july7165 2 роки тому +28

    The fact that Lauren really had too show us this is impressive and embarrassing justice for old Lauren

  • @enviisunuwu9000
    @enviisunuwu9000 2 роки тому +31

    This is oddly relatable to me....glad I'm not the only one who had that embarrassment, thanks Lauren

  • @Allison-s6x2y
    @Allison-s6x2y 3 місяці тому +1

    At least you got ranked that line is living in my head rent free😂

  • @monstudios8939
    @monstudios8939 2 роки тому +34

    Respect. She had to do this to sacrifice and embarass herself- this makes me feel so young like the old days when the golden years passed away

    • @monstudios8939
      @monstudios8939 2 роки тому

      @Jack Wrath you dont have any content plus you said you werent those type of peolpe who spam "im better than other youtubers" and ur literally spamming this everywhere. Try finding better excuses and it will go nice.

    • @MilesFallon34
      @MilesFallon34 2 роки тому

      I’m not giving any of you my money.

    • @monstudios8939
      @monstudios8939 2 роки тому

      @@MilesFallon34 when did i say i wanted ur money? I only said i missed the old years.

  • @Wolvestome
    @Wolvestome 2 роки тому +21

    I can’t tell if all the teen related videos are to prepare Lauren for Melody becoming a teen, or for the nostalgia, but either way I’m here for it

  • @Mcgucketlabs
    @Mcgucketlabs 2 роки тому +13

    I love Lauren so much 😭 she has no idea what she’s helped me through just for posting!

  • @bobbyjimenez5140
    @bobbyjimenez5140 3 місяці тому +11

    Looks like we got A’s name… 0:55

  • @starzeit24
    @starzeit24 2 роки тому +4

    I love how you make your channel a safe, comforting place for kids and teens. As a 13 year old, I appreciate it 🥰

  • @flasche.
    @flasche. 2 роки тому +17

    this inspired some people (me) to start a diary to have good stories to tell to random strangers on the internet. thank you, lauren

    • @flasche.
      @flasche. 2 роки тому

      @Bruh Bruh are you saying what i think your saying or is my translator just bad at translating…

  • @PhantomThiefKageOkami
    @PhantomThiefKageOkami 2 роки тому +17

    First off you are extremely brave to be reading your most embarrassing time in your life to over a million people.
    Second, I thought my life was lonely and and embarrassing but wow. This is very relatable to me. I was so lonely that I went boy crazy for a short time in my pre-teen life.🤣 Romantic dreams that never came true, sad and lonely insomnia nights etc. So I get that. It does feel like therapy to me. To help me understand that I wasn't the only one who was very lonely.

  • @Sabrina_cinnamon_bear
    @Sabrina_cinnamon_bear 5 місяців тому +1

    Lauren and Emily made this so entertaining there a great duo lol.

  • @elfie8269
    @elfie8269 2 роки тому +49

    Hi Lauren I love your vids! This was probably the best one yet. I couldn't help but giggle in some parts!! On a serious note though I'm 10 myself and I really saw myself in some parts of this video. Thank you for being relatable and an enjoyable youtuber!! 😁

  • @WildPreciousNow
    @WildPreciousNow 2 роки тому +14

    I freaking LOVED 10-12 year old Lauren! 💕 and also, everything you owned had cats on it at that moment in time.