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Nostradamus Video Edit ｕｎｄｅｒ Clarence Lil Buddy Sad lo-fi Nos Chill depression
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Jeff: *Becomes playful*
Clarence: *Deeply Depressed*
true.
Hmm mmm interesting 😏💀
True lul
@@tayfunhasan1396 *lol???
Huh. That's interesting
Wth, I just realized Clarence was sent to detention because he wasnt happy
Fantom that’s basically today’s society. Not liking people who are sad. But thanks for actually pointing that out.
@@gh0stdro1d78 anda a tomar mate con el vendedor que me quitase la ropa
@@sida9111 jajajajajjaj
If you watched the actual episode you would understand why
GH0ST DRO1D ?
As a kid, I thought this was just yet another normal episode, but still, even I didn't know this stuffs when I'm younger but I can feel what the episode is trying to show. Going back after years after watching Clarence, this hits hard and nostalgic
Yes
Same
Depression doesn't have to be loud and proud, sometimes you just find yourself staring angrily into nothing
How u be angery and sad at tthe same time...
@@zayok7596 Dumbest reply I've ever gotten in my entire life
@@palerider2143 It was sometthing called satire, Finish ur soy yet little boy???
@@zayok7596Depression isn't just sadness, is a mix of conflicting emotions. The loss of motivation, a reason to push yourself forward, clinging to times where even if you were'nt that happy, compared to how you feel now, you could almost say that you were happy, and you didn't know it. Is a clinical status where a person loses all the will to live, the reason or emotion behind it isn't always the same.
everyone is like: Hey, Clarence
But no one says: Hows Clarence
bruh
Asks* plus dis cartoon already ended a while ago
@@UnusAnnusO I know that
How’s clarence
You are 12
shows: exist
people: *ok lets make it depressing now.*
K
yes
Thats my boi ;)
my name is *YOU* lol
Dude, this episode WAS depressing.
"Dear Pillow, thank you for holding my tears"
"Dear Walls, thank you for letting me get my anger out on you"
"Dear Dreams, thank you for keeping me safe from reality"
"Dear rain, Thank you for crying with me"
"Dear stuffed animals, thank you for comforting me"
"Dear blanket, thank you for hugging me every night"
"Dear bed, thank you for bringing me to heaven"
"Dear God, thank you for supporting me"
I am remade, but not by you. By the one you should not have killed.
this sounds like a suicide message man are you ok
İ hope you ok bro im worried about you please be ok😢
@@Mortysi24566if only such thing as depression doesn't exist, everyone can enjoy life as much as they used to
Underrated comment
This reminds me of whenever I try to talk to the shy kids at school, they always end up abandoning me and go with the average "cool" kids that do drugs and talk about basket ball. Its frustrating seeing potential friends that you would never see go down that road, but its always influence that drives us down into a hole we can never go back from.
I don't see the point of being COOL and POPULAR
@@Dust_Death it’s for status and backup. Always knowing that you can do shit that you want because you have “friends” that’ll agree and do the same. It’s never a group of friends anyway, it’s just a clique
i have the same problem too, i might be a year late to this reply section but i have 5 friends who abandoned me in the course of 3 months over some kids who changed them, and made them into people who are just annoying too chill with.
@@eltromaticsorcer i might be a mounth late, but just to you know, you ain't alone. Some of my friends abandoned me and i don't even judge them, it's just inconvenient for me and strange for them. Today i have 15 and i feel alone, i not talking about having friends, im just don't fell my presence anymore. Tragic, maybe, but there's no reason for me to want to make my situation more "miserable" than it is. The best advice I've ever heard is to try to learn to like myself, I honestly feel like it's working..
A very dark episode for a kids show yet very realistic
damn so dark he buried his doll in the dirt then put a black hoodie on darkest shit ive ever seen
@@Aurex524 ikr so dark 😞😞😞😞
You know what else is dark my big black erro18-92
The show was showing a perspective of a depressed kid but we all know what happens later...😔
Afro Samurai nigga all that happened was that he got a time out and was upset it’s not that deep
Nobody really cared about clarence feeling untill he started to show them
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BRUH THIS A KIDS SHOW CAN YALL STOP MAKING IT LIKE THEY TRYNA TELL SOME STORY BOUT DEPRESION
@@eatyourcereal563 no im not this ep just has a strong message
yea im a OG OF CLEARANCE
Yeah
This reminds me back in middle school there was this girl who was friendly, smart, good at sports, and optimistic. Fast forward a few years later I met her while on commute, a lit cigarette in her mouth and eyebags under her eyes.
As a kid I didnt really understand the meaning of this episode,i mean its meant for little kids yet it was portrayed as something very serious. I mean a character change in a person. Every episode was this cheery episode where kids were having fun and whatnot and then this episode has a deeper meaning.
Great edit btw love it
I like how innocent Clarence's show is, he talks about basic childhood, there's nothing extraordinary, it's just about a child in his world of imagination and how the purity of children makes them see everything in such an optimistic way, for example in this episode "little buddy" shows how a child goes so far as to take a toy so serious that it even changes his personality and becomes depressed, this is one of the deepest shows in the cartoon
yep i love this show
Are you sure about that or are you just brain dead?
@@idxrk_rxsesi143 Nopeee i just love da show mate
@@idxrk_rxsesi143 you talkin to yourself lil buddy?
is it little budy
When Clarence said “ “
I felt that😞
For real bro
@@fatherizyoa I think he's being real
@@fatherizyoa look at Clarence expression
r/woooosh
@@fatherizyoa ok boomer
I didn't ask to be born and if I had known what I find on Earth I certainly wouldn't have wanted ... there's no point
Depression is not always the sad face sometimes its the smiling face with the trapped mind that just stop from letting go 🤞🏻
When he sat down and wrote a note
I felt that
depression session
@@bugfairy how did u get ur name like that buster
@灵荣Earthworm with the power of copy and paste!
𝓈𝑜𝑜𝓎𝓊𝓃𝑔 ❁ཻུ۪۪•． wow
@ dude that was like 3 months ago
He had a vision that everything will be gone soon and nothing mattered, then he stopped caring, about anything.
....................dang
What is the name of the episode?
kutkinderen it's episode 41 called lil' buddy
kutkinderen Season 1 Episode 41
DANK MILLIONS This is depression in a nutshell
Lotta people forget depression is usually caused by existentialism
Clarence is such an underrated show
This kinda shows how many schools do nothing for struggling students and it's up to a teacher or friend(s) to change a person's life for the better
He’s just sad cuz he got in trouble.
@@crankyjanker2321 you didn’t watch the episode.
@@Oneofhisravens the episode is not that deep.
@@crankyjanker2321 yea it’s just about his doll and he was sad cause he got in trouble and he ripped off the hand of the doll so he went to a forest to bury it... He was sad when the doll was gone
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“A bad guy is born when the good guy has had enough”
bruh this is Clarence lmfao
@@pronglebeing8389 Read it again C A R E F U L L Y
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Facts
Ya
He will always be the best cartoon network character ever
Yes
Real depression isn’t endless crying. It’s this
It's amazing how the right music changes everything
Alexa Gamma what is this type of video called
memes paster Be nice. He didn't know. So he wanted awnswers, Not hate.
Alexa Gamma the fuck is wrong with him
i started feeling bad for this cartoon person
+o wow you mean Clarence?
“Dead people receive more flowers than the living, because regret is stronger then gratitude.” Merry Christmas ^^
Damn
Uhhh yeah did anyone order a emo kid
@neonha1se no thanks
@neonha1se also I saw your channel banner and filthy frank holding a shotgun to his mouth not edgy
@neonha1se well then I like night in the woods but my banner isn't it
This music is a M A S T E R P I E C E
What's the name ?😩
@@lonely_529Under
It's mixed so incredibly well 😩 I listen to this almost everyday.
This episode was pretty dark, Clarence became depressed after murdering his doll and burying it in the forest.
what is ep?
@@mnk162 lil buddy
Haha dolls aren't alive
@@jellyweirdo5579 thanks for the advice...
True.
It only takes a few dark moments to change that one happy kid to make his smile into a mask
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Exactly what happened to me..
Same me here
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Oh shut the fuck up edgy kids in the reply section
Se passaram quatro anos e eu ainda venho aqui..
Yea bro yea
Pior mn =(
Vdd mano❤
posso estar um ano atrasado para responder seu comentário:
poderia escrever um texto super elaborado expressando meus sentimentos, mas tudo que irei dizer é
Eu me sinto sozinho, eu tento fazer isso não ser um problema, mas nem sempre funciona
I remember watching this episode when I was younger, and remembering how different it felt from the other episodes.
true, clarence the best
I love to see this as a kid who watched their world fall apart so they just gave up. They stopped being the cheerful little kid they once were
I know a whole school who does that
Oh hey homie
Damn. Never related to something more
@@ghostytrickster2119 u know a whole school who dose that???
I don't mean it literally
this episode is the heaviest report about depression, i'm from brazil more until i saw this macabre episode
Vdd cara, adorava ver esse desenho
Concordo
o q vc quis dizer????
Oq aconteceu com esse desenho
Este episodio es el informe más pesado sobre la depresión, soy de Brasil más hasta que vi este episodio macabro
traducido
never thought Clarence would hit this deep
Love coming back to this incredible masterpiece
You see this loving, outgoing kid realize what the world is becoming.. you see them break down and give up after awhile. This is deeper than it looks
Read my top comment about the episode he used
Space Potato I know the episode, but thank you anyways!
What episode?
bunbon You're putting too much thought behind a kid that went emo over a fucking doll.
bunbon true
This is truly beautiful it shows how much one thing can hurt someone and turn them into a sad angry mess... love it!!!!
What is Life when its a girl it hurts even more
Whooo Cares not really.
When you're a guy, girls hurt you even more.
What is Life Yea. It's called life
So sad, it made me cry
He lost 5 minutes of recess 😭😭😭😭
I love this episode it is funny especially when Clarence punches Belson 🤣🤣
0% Swears
100% music
200% depression
I never noticed it before but in 1:08 you can notice Clarence's mom and Chad looking from the window at him giving away his stuff in shock and concern.
No wonder he has such a bubbly personality, they're so loving and caring.
I know this edit can be not taken seriously given the show it represents but its actually no a matter imo, and I really love how out of all people they're the only ones showing concern, that's just simply too realistic.
@Frosty_Flakes I'm sure they tried we all live our own lives we can't always know what anyone person is thinking.
@@Francisco-dx7hj that's an interesting theory of yours.
Bro you play paladins? 💀💀
@@legikara2063 lol ye
@@zachary-evie8489 Big chad, same bro SHEEESH, it's rare to find sm1 who plays paladins nowdays cuz everybody be saying it's full of bugs 💀, I main drogoz btw no worries I ain't maining Vivian 😤
All this because he lost his toy...proof even the simplistic of conflicts can break someone
DreamLandBuds you’re right like my mom losing all her stuff for me to give me a better live and for my brothers in guatemala so she lost everything and I’m sad
DreamLandBuds the straw that broke the camels back as they say...
DreamLandBuds it was actually because he had to wait the whole time, not playing with the other kids.
A cartoon show doesn’t “prove” anything
He didn't lose it, he buried it after it got him a five minute time out.
This video always gives me nostalgia like I heard all girls are the same for the first time again
"I'm feeling cruddy, I miss my little buddy"
🥲
this episode literally killed me though, i was like "oh shit it just got real"
Emerald Cat I need my lil buddy
Whats the show?
@@aichalo6326 Clarence
@@m56214 its a strong episode, even if i am 17 i still sad about this guy that was my childhood. Good old days man.
For me, the part that hit me the hardest was the reaction that everyone around Clarence had to his sudden mood change. Here we have this really heartwarming kid who suddenly started acting all gloomey and depressed and everyone immediately notice that something is wrong with him. It goes to show that despite what depressed people think, there are people around them that really do care about your well being.
Me too that's how i am I show no emotion because some one close died I then started to get dark I got into rap suicide music I am still that way now this is how it went 😃 🙂 🙁 😕 😡😠 👿
ok
kodokou everyone has someone to care about. Even if you act this way im sure its because you might feel angry about something thats happened to you. But you know. Even acting out against people you dont know wont make you feel better or achieve anything. It just spreads hurt that doesnt belong there. Theres someone for you just like theres someone for him. Insult or not. Have a good night buddy. We're only on this earth for one lifetime. You shouldnt live it to spread misery. Live your life to make yourself into something great to be remembered.
Justt436 stop making long sentence please
Booker Dewitt OK what's your point tho
This is a magnet for “i’m in sixth grade, every day is a struggle” type people.
I swear to god
that may be true, but you don’t know what people are going through. don’t be a judger bro
What life feels like most lately, just a slide show of some meaningful and some just meaningless moments once found to be meaningful
It was hard seeing my boy clearance like that
hehe clearance
lol clearance
c l e a r a n c e
@cystic hobnob ikr
ya man me to
Why did Cartoon Network cancel Clarence 😭
THEY CANCELED CLARENCE!?
No just on cartoon network
this is sad, but episodes are on internet (sry for my english)
No canceled
No they didn't if you go to teh cartoon network live shows on the app they still have Clarence
Nostalgic😢
As a young boy you care about things as grow u see the world for what it really is
Kids at Walmart when they don’t get a toy:
wow thats just ironic
This is my most liked comment
0 Levitate 0 I saw that one kid one time and I tried so hard not to laugh
This could get alot more likes if you commented it sooner
Yea
It's amazing what vaporware can do to something as pure and wholesome as Clarence.
dam clarence be getting real
Never thought I would find one of my Favorite childhood show, I keep watching it everyday it is such a Joy :)
Can we just acknowledge the fact that this person is unironically making a Clarence edit...
clarence is a bop wym?
@@cheeky6594 I mean yeah, but it's Clarence. Not saying it's a bad show, but it's not really that sad. Unlike shows like Adventure Time.
@@stickmancentral8444 you must not have watched adventure time, there are like 2 sad ones and they arent even deep. not trying to sound like a depressed weirdo
@@cheeky6594 Okay, true I haven't-
Clarence is sad as fuck, what are you talking about?
The episode this comes from has Clarence spiral into a lonely depression because his only friend is a doll. Goofiness aside, he had a real struggle with rejection that quite a few people related to.
The ‘funny’ kid that gives off ‘crackhead energy’ and is always ‘happy’ after they get home from school
Lol💀
me
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you literally have no friends
@@businessmanager938 yeah and?
*Man.. I always cry when I see this Edit.. I cry inside. It gives me a great feeling of comfort, anxiety and other depression.. The Part Where Everyone Looks at Clarence, And when he's in the backyard... I feel spacious* 💨🥶
This is 98% accurate to me but I always try to look not depressed when I'm near family or friends
I'm sorry memz
The song 🗿
The singer 🗿
The instrumental 🗿
The viewers 🗿
The song listener 🗿
The saver of the song🗿
The one who added this song in his playlist 🗿
The one who got motivated and went to gym after listening this masterpiece 🗿
The whole gym 🗿
All the gym equipments including the mats🗿
The gym shoes 🗿
The one who play this at gym🗿
All who listens it 🗿
All who get more excited to do more reps 🗿
The nerves of the body 🗿
The blood streaming at speed of light after hearing this 🗿
The comments🗿
The thoughts while writing this 🗿
My hands while typing this 🗿
The keyboard 🗿
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How did this make me feel somewhat empty inside
The Gaming King i like the feeling it gives me
Its the feeling of shit
The Gaming King i have the same feeling when i watch this i dont like it
The Gaming King than your a big baby if that's the case
A kid with hardcore disabilities misses reece's and blames it on the doll
Eventually putting his anger on it burying it and yet a few days later misses it feeling guilt turning into a big brat trying to be cold
The Gaming King cuz of dat music tho
guys i just noticed but
clarence has airpods
earplugs...
he got no ears tho
You can literally see the wires on the right side
Oof M8 Ikr
No he has a headset
This hits hard.
Finally I’m clad Clarence is getting some attention, it’s a good show.
Bruh. When I watched this episode as a kid, jeez it hit hard, with everyone worried and scared about Clarence. Even Belcin was scared.
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it's Belson just for corrections
"as a kid" ur literally like 14 if this show was your childhood
Thisvideo scared me and made me sad when i saw this on cartoon network when i was a kid ;-;
@@noobkingd706 you still are one tho
13 year old: “Gets Banned From Roblox for saying Heck”
Also 13 year olds: I F E E L D E P R E S S I O N
...
Man that's pretty deep
I got banned for saying gay
FAXX
Toy King, that’s not funny
The way this hits me is un discibable
6 years...
This still hits me
RIP Clarence best show ever. 🖤💔💔
Cap
@@drippymonki9103 nah
No. The bests shows are Gumball, gravity falls adventure time and regular show
@@eosnrbdkfmxmaken7456 true but clarence was good too
Fax at least give it a reboot for a Netflix series or an hbo max series😭😭
Jeez, watching this made me depressed. This looks way more dark than the real episode, poor Clarence.
OoT Lonk from the mentality totally me
whats the name of the cartoon?
noam sharir166 Clarence.
Same
grumpy monk The name of the episode is Lil Buddy.
Clarence now understands.. pain, life, sadness, misery
As children we loved heros as adults we understood villians
even without the music change that was deep for a clarence episode.
miranda hammonds nigga he lost a doll
jumping jaggis LMAO IM DYING
jumping jaggis exactly what I was thinking
jumping jaggis well no he like got mad at it and buried it like he murdered it and then turned into a school shooter
Bruce willis lmao what episode was that he never turned into a school shooter
He became so depressed after losing his favourite toy
MY LITTLE BUDDY :(
MY BUDDY MY LITTLE LITTLE BUDDY
@scarlettfatin Who said it was trying to be funny 🙄
@scarlettfatin Not interested 🙄
@scarlettfatin it’s not even funny depression aint funny 🙄
This videos explains my life 😢
I hope you're okay ❤
Lol
It is so hard seeing a joyful, happy, and playful character being so depressed each day
no one:
me:*about to cry*
*barbie ad comes up*
barbie:LiFe IN a dREaMs HOuSe-
i love you
@@adrianamagnani9061 i love u to
Lmaoooo
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You random dude scrolling take care ok
Im just here to laugh at all the edgy 8th graders who got rejected for the first time
Ok
PA group you too man
@@dirtysniper3434 haha right
U too bro
This is such a great sample, btw if anyone is wondering it’s sampled from black refraction by Tim Hecker. The album that song is from (Virgins) is goddamn incredible and I highly recommend
Clarence cared about other people but nobody really cared to Clarence until this happened its basically my life
How are you?
My life to bud your not alone
i dont care
@@ytfelony1055 you're*
@@brie9540 Nigga stfu
*just bury me under all the drama..*
Same
Right, I've got my shovel at the ready, do yourself first, I'll go next...NO BURRY ME FIRST ACTUALLY
Y e e
SCP FOUNDATION Recon Force I would suffocate more with all the shit that's going on on the world (racism,sexism,homophobia) than buried underground tbh
*no pun intended*
Incrível como uma música sem letra consegue definir minha vida.
Hi ,I'm From 2023 And i miss this year "2017" 😔💔
nobody:
not a single soul:
teachers when Clarence is sad: Clarence bad
69 likes, cool
Deep
He's a big chungus He's a big chunky boi Such a big bun, yes We are so overjoyed To have a big chunky boi A big and wonderful chungus such as he Oh such as he He's a big chungus He's a big chunky boi Such a big bun, yes We are so overjoyed To have a big chunky boi A big and wonderful chungus such as he Oh such as he Huh Buns come in all shapes and all sizes This one has so many surprises I've never seen a giant quite like him There's no one like him Nobody like chungus Huh Get the game for PS4 For a limited time Huh Don't miss what it has in store You're running out of time Play the game of the year The game with that colossal boi He's a big chungus He's a big chunky boi Such a big bun, yes We are so overjoyed To have a big chunky boi A big and wonderful chungus such as he Oh such as he Huh Buns come in all shapes and all sizes This one has so many surprises I've never seen a giant quite like him There's no one like him Nobody like chungus Huh
The dork was bad s-o he was bad too
"Ugly people don't have the rights to be sad"
-An Ugly person
Edgy kids must like be "That's Me"
Nine Tailed Fox *be like
You're using the word edgy wrong.
And so are the actual depressed ones that are always told they are edgy but really are just broken
Broken Hearts *attention seeking
Spartan Bazze no, just speaking the truth. If your going to call me out for doing something bad, at least use the right grammar.
I remember rewatching this episode
Hands down one of the realest episodes of Clarence
Me too, Clarence, me too
Ninako same.
The nostalgia is hitting me hard, I am so sad this show got canceled, even though some clips of the show scared me so much when I was a kid, I still love it dearly. R.I.P. Clarence.
Fr especially when you go back in 2010 to 2018
Just seeing "NEW SERIES: Clarence ?:??:??" Just makes me so sad because Just seeing when It was being introduced and now seeing the time right now the show ended
Real
Yeah i kind of miss the show and i didn't know it was cancelled
Revisiting this after YEARS!!!!
Imagine thinking depression is “cool”
It's just because they like attention
depressed hat guy sauce twix look at your name your not real depressed you just act like it
@@anti1405 I made that name when I was in middle school because my friend came up with it. So stfu
12 yr old white girl be like
To be honest with you just depending because your mind or body have changes , and life always change , and depression is one of the parts that we faced all the time or in a periods of time
Me: making Clarence edgy is impossible
ＮＯＳＴＲＡＤＡＭＵＳ: *Posts 'U N D E R'*
Try Again Buddy
Me recuerda a mi dura infancia donde me tachaban como un inútil , tonto, siempre me siento solo deprimido y ahora estoy acostumbrado ha estar solo
Lo entiendo hermano :)
"I heard the story over and over again"
Spinel, Steven Universe
This hits to hard like more then it should
0:58 Nice book
*c r a b*
*ᑕ ᖇ ᗩ ᗷ*
Ｃｒａｂｓ
Denvi 9
crab
Adults: cartoons can't be sad
Cartoons:
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no one ever said that
@@brie9540 yes they did
Wow yes
(Nose ingles pero si entendi jsjs)
Adult: you need to go to bed
Me: I got juice on the xbox controller and cleaning it
When you finish your show that you have been watching since child hood
It hurts to say its over
i genuinely feel like this as the days go by
in one episode
"everyone likes clarence"
but deep inside no one loved him
on cartoon network new zealand theres no clarence like at all
bojack reference?
@@justacarPERSN nope I’m from NZ and I’ve watched Clarence multiple times
@@dcg_yt well in nelson i dont
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Clarence 💚
Congrats on 100k
I've never expected anyone to do an awesome edit with this cartoon
fuck Clarence
Andrew Hairr wow umm ok dude
Andrew Hairr Excatly, Fuck Clearance, it's for fans of Teen Titans Go.
Gilben: Episodios completos Cause I am the Judge Doom of Hanna Barbera, I attack nowadays cartoons like this one.
Gilben: Episodios completos And you're a stupid human being who loves Fanboy And Chum Chum, I came to this video to see him suffer.