If I Want to Die? - Original Unfinished

[@pink_honey.]

Lyrics:
“Hey, it’s been a while, how’ve you been?”
“I think I’m dying.”
It’s 16 degrees
My eyes can’t see
The steps I'm taking
Before me…
I'm afraid
Afraid of what’s to come
A future where
I’m dead
Should I be happy?
Should I cry?
Do I even know
If I want to die?
No one wonders
Where I’ve been
Alone from
Start to finish
And
I’m too sick to write a song
I’m too bruised to carry on
Everyone says to try once more
But I can’t get up from the floor!
Another day, another fight
Another thorn to my right
I only want the choice
To give my health a voice!
I walk to work
Hands in my sweater
I don’t want to
Wonder whether
Things will change
In a month
When my body fails
Time is up
Should I be happy?
Should I cry?
Do I even know
If I want to die?
No one wonders
Where I’ve been
Alone from
Start to finish
And
I’m too sick to write a song
I’m too bruised to carry on
Everyone says to try once more
But I can’t get up from the floor!
Another day, another fight
Another thorn to my right
I only want the choice
To give my health a voice!
(PS. I'm sorry for my computer fan, I'll have to upgrade soon!)