Hello Lovelies... *Warning if you are easily triggered by self harm & suicide you may want to avoid this one.* This was quite difficult one for me to film, as both self harm & suicide are triggers for me however i wanted to create awareness on the matter & to help anyone out there that is suffering. I briefly mention a bit about myself where it felt right to mention it. One day i may go deeper into everything that i have experienced including all my past & long life diagnosis's but for now i left it as this. To be honest if i spoke more about it, it would have taken away the purpose of the video. There will be a part 2 where the nurse does a health check on you (To be planned & filmed) I am Doctor Nicola from Brave Psychiatric Hospital. I will be checking you in today & getting you admitted to the unit. Please relax, be as open as possible & know that you are not alone. It is ok to not be ok! We are hear for you & we will help you through this. I hope you enjoy x Remember Be Brave Be You! *Please like & Subscribe!*
When I was about 20/21, I harmed myself thinking the goal was suicide. I ended up "chickening out" and called 911 on myself and checked myself in to the mental ward of the hospital for a bit. My kids were thankfully with my mom that night, and was 3ish and 1ish. I recently just turned 30 and haven't done anything to myself since that night. Watching this made me realize how far I have come from that night / point in my life and how proud I am of myself. My children are now 13 and almost 11, and I'm married to their dad, and I am so glad I ended up calling EMT on myself and got the help I needed - I love my life. Thank you for this. For both awareness and remembrance.
Thank you for mentioning hallucinations. Psychotic disorders are so often ignored when it comes to talking about mental health. As a schizophrenic, it is very validating to hear people acknowledge my symptoms
I am glad you’re not too afraid to talk about self harm. I wish that I was treated with this amount of care. Don’t get me wrong, my therapist is lovely and kind but a doctor has never asked to look at my arms and if they did they would probably shame me. I haven’t self harmed since November and I’m really proud of myself. This actually helps me feel calmer and takes away some of the thoughts that swirl in my brain ❤️❤️❤️
having a bad mental health day with this isolation. I voted for this and I’m really happy you uploaded. I needed this today. Thank you, thank you, thank you. All my love.
That brought back some really bad memories to when my teacher asked if she could see my wrist 🤦🏼♂️ I’ve been clean for a month now but the thoughts come back at night and I have nightmares, well they’re actually just good dreams where everything’s fine and it saddens me when I have to leave them
Her: "Im not going to ask you how you are feeling, beacuse that is clear" Me (crying) : "Yeah, you are right about that, it is pretty clear" Ps. Love this video, and all off your other videos! 💗
Exactly! I just got out of the ICU again and it brings back PTSD from when I almost died in 2015. I got out sunday, and I'm not doing well. I'm pretending she's admitting me to the Psychiatric Unit, and tomorrow I'm calling my therapist! I'm tired of being so sick!
This really helps coming from a suffer of depression. I really appreciate the effort you’ve up in to make this so realistic and you’re so understanding. Thank you Nic
Safe to say I bawled my eyes out at this as a 4 time suicide survivor WELL DONE NICOLA👏🏼! I feel this wasn’t just acting I seen the pain from start to finish and let me just say it’s so nice that someone you look up to GETS IT. Amazing as always❤️
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ I definitely could’ve used someone like you when i was checked into a mental hospital 3 years ago. Although everyday is a struggle, i’m 3 weeks clean from self harm. Your videos always help calm me down and i’m so happy you’re bringing awareness to this subject! Thank you Nic♥️
Amazing! Well done, you should be so proud! You are doing incredible! You've got this but please don't stress about keeping clean, just own your strength & take it day by day! 🙏🤗💗
When you asked to look at the legs my heart melted. For many years I struggled with self harm and my legs were the place I choose because it’s easy to hide. When I’ve been to the ER most nurses have only asked to see my arms and I’d tell them I had harmed my legs but if I want honest they wouldn’t have know. Thank you for this video🥺
Thank you so much for not whispering like so many failed asmr videos do. ASMR isn’t about whispering, it’s calm, steady speaking and somewhat mundane activities that are relaxing to the subconscious… this is marvelous… so grateful….❤
Such incredible writing sounds. I love falling asleep to listening to you writing on a clipboard with a cheap ballpoint pen. It's a very specific desire, and you really nail it.
This is the kind of ASMR we need, especially now! You have become my favorite ASMR artist and person to lean on. Thank you for all you create and do. You always shed a light on mental illness and it helps so much xoxo
As someone who has been plagued with a myriad of mental health issues,I thank you for this video. I have experienced what was described and only wish I had met someone as genuinely empathetic as you during my younger years. Thank you for shining a light on the struggles. Sending my love to you. ❤
I was on the fence about watching this because I knew it could potentially trigger me (thank you for the warning btw) but I’m glad I decided to watch! I wish I had been treated with this level of compassion and care when I was admitted to the psych ward. Thank you for making content about these issues in a gentle and caring way and thank you for sharing a bit about yourself. I hope you are well ❤️
Very powerful video Nicola, thank you for uploading it. I feel for anyone who is suffering this way, and I hope this video helps them. You would make a good therapist, thanks again 😊☺️
Whoa...I bounced over here from your follow-up video to this and while this isn’t something I’ve struggled with, the amount of respect I have for your honesty, your vulnerability and your empathy is off the charts. Thank you for your heart and I can’t imagine how much your dedication to this issue has changed the world 💜
I normally don’t watch the whole video cause of my adhd , but i don’t want this to end, cause her presence is like a home , the way she delivers the message, and her gleaming eyes telling me i have faith in u , her makeup adding more comfort in the video , I really appreciate you being you, im a new viewer , i completely love it🎀♥️
When I did have sessions such as this. Nothing was written down. It was a conversation, not for them to remember or use. It was for me to relieve in another way. Very accurate representation addressing lots of real world issues. Thanks 🙏
i’m in the psych ward right now and just wanted some comfort because i’m trying to sleep but i’m too scared to actually talk about my problems. this is so helpful, thank you x
I have no real mental illness, or thoughts of self harm, and/or suicide, however, when I get anxious about medical procedures, or my medical conditions, I watch ASMR Psychiatric admissions and pretend I'm being admitted for treatment, and I end up feeling so much better! I LOVE THIS VIDEO especially!
This was quite relieving to watch I am a self harmer currently seeking help for it as well as having pretty bad anxiety and depression it's quite scary but thanks for doing this especially in a time like this where everyone's emotional state is quite vulnerable thankyou again.
This video just came out at the very right time. I started crying from the beginning of the session and it just helped a lot. I attempted self-harm several times and still on meds now. Crying is a good way to help me calm down (in a pretty weird way). Thank you for filming this video. It really helps. Lots of love ❤️
Thank you so much for this. I love that you use your channel to raise awareness for really important health issues, and still make them relaxing and enjoyable.
This felt really nice to watch because I am going to a mental hospital soon, it’s not completely my choice but I do know I need help so I’m going without fighting it, I’ve been so anxious about it and it’s been killing me and this video helped me calmed down from all the feelings I’ve been going through, this video is so amazing💕
I love how caring you are in this video. I had terrible headache since 2 days. I listened to this and got the courage to massage my head with some special oil. I got totally better. God bless you ❣️🌷👏👏
To say this is by far the best video you’ve done is an understatement. The other ASMR videos you’ve done have been amazing and relaxing. However, this one really hit home hard. As a fellow suicide survivor and someone who continues to drink to take away my problems, this has been so helpful in a way. It was great to see how real you were and to have you open up about yourself really helped me get through this video. This self isolation sure doesn’t help any situation. Words can’t begin to describe what this video meant to me. Thank you so much! ❤️
Hello Beth thank you for your lovely message, it brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for speaking out. You are still fighting & that's powerful. Don't punish yourself because you drink to cope, it's not ideal but you are still here telling your story & that is inspiring! Well done for coming so far. Yes talking about it is hard as I often feel ashamed about the hallucinations but I shouldn't be. I started writing a book last March but something happened that triggered my PTSD which then made my past traumas apparent & I've not been able to continue yet. I may go back to it at some point. I feel my story should be told. I wasn't far off finishing it. Sending you love ❤️
my son stated to self harm when his marriage broke u after 6 years of total hell for him, he moved back home and the long journey began to recovery, I know how hard it is for you to 'go' there, 2 years on and he is way better, met a lovely 'new' lady who understands him, things are on the up at last, thank you for this video...
I really needed this .. I would love to see you do another one . I'm feeling very depressed and lonely here lately . I'm 5 months pregnant and totally alone .. thank you for always being the wonderful person you are .
@@BeBraveBeYouASMR11 year after, I’m still here and this video is still very useful for me. I hope that other videos like that will be released. Thank you again sm
Wow only 20 minutes in and you’ve nailed it. Understand self harm and depression / suicidal ideation better than nearly every therapist or psychiatrist I’ve had. Amazing. So compassionate too. Makes me feel understood. I’m 6 years free of SH but wish I’d had dr nikola a loooong time ago.
This is such a well done roleplay. I’m definitely going to be coming back to this when I need grounding or calming down. Thank you for making this content!
I started having panic attacks when i was nine aka last years and listening to your asmr really helped my mental health hasn't been well and this helped so much you deserve all the love in the world
I’m a hospital right now after my first suicide attempt. I have my psych ward intake tomorrow morning. I’ve watched this video before, but never when I was actually about to be admitted. Thank you. I think this will help me feel less anxious about the intake, and less guilty for needing to go in the first place
This is such a great video I felt relieved and calm because I haven't been able to talk to my therapist because of lockdown and I'm just happy I found this
It always baffles me that you don't have more subscribers! You do amazing, calming videos - all of your RPs are so well done! I hope that everyone that watches remembers to subscribe - I am so glad I found your channel :) Keep it up and thank you for all you do
Oh Nicola, I’m currently grieving the death of two of my family members in the last 8 months and have really been struggling with depression and dissociation/ derealisation from it all. I can’t thank you enough for these videos, it’s very healing and I cried the whole way through the video, thank you ❤️
I’m so sorry for your losses and going through DP and DR I have them at times and they’re awful. I hope so much you start to feel better and have the support you need. ❤
How do these videos always get uploaded when im struggling a lot with mental health? Are y'all magic?😅 ASMR Shanny did one a month or 2 months ago and it was amazing too. This is a wonderful video to spread awareness to mental health and to help break the stigma around mental illness
You've helped me alot listening to this video when I'm down you pick me up and you take the pain away from my head and I can't thank-you enough I wish I could hug you and cry on the chair with you and just let out how I feel thanks again xx Steph
Love this! I’m really struggling with my metal health at the minute with being pregnant and stuck in and not being able to see my family! Thankyou another amazing video 💜💜
You are amazing 👏 This is such a hard subject This is so true to life, but as professional as you are throughout, you are not scary. Watching this, might just be the difference between someone asking for the help they need, rather than being too scared of the unknown. You are amazing 👏 ❤🏴❤
Nicola you would so good at being a counsellor or psychologist or something in the sector. You're a natural 😍 I know this is a role play but I think you have a lot of qualities that a lot of counsellors don't x
I am struggling too, and this video is appreciated. It was brave of you to make a video like this, and I'm glad you did. How fortunate for the people who don't "get" the video or don't like it (even enough to gripe about it 🙄), they may not have ever felt this type of mental distress. And hopefully they never will. But your manner was calm and warm and caring, and I felt you heart in it!
Thank you Ruby, I appreciate that. I take mental health seriously & I'm passionate about it because I have severe complex issues myself. I refuse to shy away from it because I've had to all my life, well not any more! 😊💗
Needed this! Having a bad time with my mental health a lately! I’ve self harmed a few times to help with pain and grieving, also suffered with panic attacks🥺. Watching this is a real eye opener and made me understand a lot! Thankyou so much!!🥰
I’ll always love and support you and your channel, and although I can’t watch this video, I’m glad that you’re raising awareness and helping others who may have needed this video, ❤️
These videos make me feel valid for my issues. I do have a suggestion for one along the lines of these but more as a “diagnosis” type of one. I would love to see a video similar to this but where someone gets evaluated for Autism and/or ADHD
Nicola thank you so much for this video your so caring it's like I'm talking to my psychiatrist I was in an mental hospital for a month it really helped me ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
this sounds exactly like my appointments, (when they didn't stop for some unexplained reason 😮💨), when i meet someone new. this touches me especially with the accent, as im british myself, so it feels like someone i would speak to in real life
I tried to self harm at 13 when my grandpa passed away than during the lockdown and when my nanna was in hospital and been suffering with depression like this had brought a tear to my eye when she said about suicide because I almost attempted it but managed to not
This video is so soothing for some reason even though I’m no longer self harming and thinking about committing. I’m now 14 and haven’t wanted to commit since I was 11 (I got counceling quickly)
Hey I would just like to thank you for this video, I was crying and really just not doing well and this really helped calm me down. So thank you I don’t know how I would be doing right now without this video. ❤️❤️
I have had to go to a facility before because of thoughts and an attempt of suicide way back when.. at least 6 years ago. I have come so very far and am happier and on better meds.
Well done for keeping going. I'm so glad to hear meds are helping. I can't function without mine, I'm so grateful for them otherwise I probably wouldn't be here now 🙏🤗💗
Wow this was very real . you are so good at this the way you talk and the way you say stuff is so pro i hope you get as much out of the videos as we do watching i have Asthma so up most nights i also suffer from panic attacks videos like you do help thanks :)
Thanks for sharing some of your story with us. It made this video so meaningful knowing where you came from. Would love a story time on it all if you ever feel comfortable xx
I’m getting CBT for ten weeks soon and was so scared to go and had no idea what was going to happen, thank you for showing this it’s really helped me to feel more aware of what questions may be asked and stuff - I’m not so worried anymore :)
I always remember how since I was younger, none of my reactions or mental health things (couldn’t think of a better word) weren’t normal. I’ve always been sort of messed up but I’ve never been diagnosed. Recently my therapist told me she was thinking maybe GAD, DMDD, and traits of PTSD. It was a relief to understand myself a bit better. Since she of course can’t diagnose me, she told me where I could be. Idk the point of this but I felt like it was a safe space.
It’s great when things start to fit into place. Diagnosis’s have really helped me to understand myself better & I find that comforting. I’m glad you are feeling a sense of that too. 💗🤗
@Be Brave Be You ASMR I’m glad you were able to get that relief as well! And I’ve been told before that I shouldn’t want to get diagnosed so your reply helped me feel a bit more comfortable. Thank you!
For the psychosis, I literally thought I had a neighbor who had a daughter and that she always came to my house for some reason. I later found out that my neighbors didn’t have a daughter. I thought that I saw a ghost but I went to a doctor and he told me I had psychosis. The girl still comes some days but I’ve moved so I haven’t seen her.
Hello Lovelies...
*Warning if you are easily triggered by self harm & suicide you may want to avoid this one.*
This was quite difficult one for me to film, as both self harm & suicide are triggers for me however i wanted to create awareness on the matter & to help anyone out there that is suffering.
I briefly mention a bit about myself where it felt right to mention it. One day i may go deeper into everything that i have experienced including all my past & long life diagnosis's but for now i left it as this. To be honest if i spoke more about it, it would have taken away the purpose of the video.
There will be a part 2 where the nurse does a health check on you (To be planned & filmed)
I am Doctor Nicola from Brave Psychiatric Hospital. I will be checking you in today & getting you admitted to the unit. Please relax, be as open as possible & know that you are not alone. It is ok to not be ok! We are hear for you & we will help you through this. I hope you enjoy x
Remember Be Brave Be You!
*Please like & Subscribe!*
Be Brave Be You ASMR thank you for helping break the stigma❤️
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Thank you for being brave and fighting your triggers to bring awareness to this sensitive subject!!
Thank you for braving your triggers love!!! I’ve been through this and it helps. It was so hard.
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When I was about 20/21, I harmed myself thinking the goal was suicide. I ended up "chickening out" and called 911 on myself and checked myself in to the mental ward of the hospital for a bit. My kids were thankfully with my mom that night, and was 3ish and 1ish. I recently just turned 30 and haven't done anything to myself since that night. Watching this made me realize how far I have come from that night / point in my life and how proud I am of myself. My children are now 13 and almost 11, and I'm married to their dad, and I am so glad I ended up calling EMT on myself and got the help I needed - I love my life.
Thank you for this. For both awareness and remembrance.
Amazing 😊 This is so great to hear. Yes you should be so proud! Such a lovely read! 😊🙏🤗💗
This makes me so happy. I like reading personal stories to remind myself things do get better 💕 Thanks for sharing that
Hello how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic?
Thank you for mentioning hallucinations. Psychotic disorders are so often ignored when it comes to talking about mental health. As a schizophrenic, it is very validating to hear people acknowledge my symptoms
I am glad you’re not too afraid to talk about self harm. I wish that I was treated with this amount of care. Don’t get me wrong, my therapist is lovely and kind but a doctor has never asked to look at my arms and if they did they would probably shame me. I haven’t self harmed since November and I’m really proud of myself. This actually helps me feel calmer and takes away some of the thoughts that swirl in my brain ❤️❤️❤️
Same here but this is what I'd like to see. That is amazing! Well done lovely! You've got this! You should be proud! 💗🤗
Congrats on being clean for so long, you are amazing!!!
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Well done! We are all proud
15 days clean here :)
having a bad mental health day with this isolation. I voted for this and I’m really happy you uploaded. I needed this today. Thank you, thank you, thank you. All my love.
Mackenzie Mortensen hope your feeling better
Mackenzie may I add you to my prayer list?
Laura Jenkins trying my best to. thanks for the love.
Fonda Holland of course you can. I’d appreciate all the help I can get.
🤗🤗🤗🤗 you are welcome lovely. Sending you love ❤️
There’s nothing more tingly than the way you write your notes
Hello how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic?
When she said “can I see your arms” my heart skipped a beat 🥺😰💞
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Bruh that's sad man I hope you're alright
bestie when she said that i had panic attack like 😰
That brought back some really bad memories to when my teacher asked if she could see my wrist 🤦🏼♂️ I’ve been clean for a month now but the thoughts come back at night and I have nightmares, well they’re actually just good dreams where everything’s fine and it saddens me when I have to leave them
Same 🥺🥺
Her: "Im not going to ask you how you are feeling, beacuse that is clear"
Me (crying) : "Yeah, you are right about that, it is pretty clear"
Ps. Love this video, and all off your other videos! 💗
Exactly! I just got out of the ICU again and it brings back PTSD from when I almost died in 2015. I got out sunday, and I'm not doing well. I'm pretending she's admitting me to the Psychiatric Unit, and tomorrow I'm calling my therapist! I'm tired of being so sick!
This really helps coming from a suffer of depression. I really appreciate the effort you’ve up in to make this so realistic and you’re so understanding. Thank you Nic
Safe to say I bawled my eyes out at this as a 4 time suicide survivor WELL DONE NICOLA👏🏼! I feel this wasn’t just acting I seen the pain from start to finish and let me just say it’s so nice that someone you look up to GETS IT. Amazing as always❤️
It wasn't just acting. What I said was real. Thank you 😀 I hope you are ok? 🤗💗
More than okay now, I have a wonderful partner and two beautiful little girls. I’m just glad I stuck around to see it❤️
That's amazing! That's made me emotional! So nice to here 😊💗🤗
Hey how are you doing love?😌
Thank you for being, please be❤
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I definitely could’ve used someone like you when i was checked into a mental hospital 3 years ago. Although everyday is a struggle, i’m 3 weeks clean from self harm. Your videos always help calm me down and i’m so happy you’re bringing awareness to this subject! Thank you Nic♥️
Amazing! Well done, you should be so proud! You are doing incredible! You've got this but please don't stress about keeping clean, just own your strength & take it day by day! 🙏🤗💗
When you asked to look at the legs my heart melted. For many years I struggled with self harm and my legs were the place I choose because it’s easy to hide. When I’ve been to the ER most nurses have only asked to see my arms and I’d tell them I had harmed my legs but if I want honest they wouldn’t have know. Thank you for this video🥺
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Hello how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic?
Thank you so much for not whispering like so many failed asmr videos do. ASMR isn’t about whispering, it’s calm, steady speaking and somewhat mundane activities that are relaxing to the subconscious… this is marvelous… so grateful….❤
Thank you so much ☺️
Such incredible writing sounds. I love falling asleep to listening to you writing on a clipboard with a cheap ballpoint pen. It's a very specific desire, and you really nail it.
This is the kind of ASMR we need, especially now! You have become my favorite ASMR artist and person to lean on. Thank you for all you create and do. You always shed a light on mental illness and it helps so much xoxo
Thank you 😊💗
As someone who has been plagued with a myriad of mental health issues,I thank you for this video. I have experienced what was described and only wish I had met someone as genuinely empathetic as you during my younger years. Thank you for shining a light on the struggles. Sending my love to you. ❤
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I was on the fence about watching this because I knew it could potentially trigger me (thank you for the warning btw) but I’m glad I decided to watch! I wish I had been treated with this level of compassion and care when I was admitted to the psych ward. Thank you for making content about these issues in a gentle and caring way and thank you for sharing a bit about yourself. I hope you are well ❤️
You are very welcome lovely. Thank you 😊💞
Very powerful video Nicola, thank you for uploading it. I feel for anyone who is suffering this way, and I hope this video helps them. You would make a good therapist, thanks again 😊☺️
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Whoa...I bounced over here from your follow-up video to this and while this isn’t something I’ve struggled with, the amount of respect I have for your honesty, your vulnerability and your empathy is off the charts. Thank you for your heart and I can’t imagine how much your dedication to this issue has changed the world 💜
Thank you so much 😃 This means s lot!
You seriously need to collab with River ASMR. Both of you are so unique!!
No one understand how complete I will be if this happens. My most watched artists are Nicola and River 💕
Hello how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic?
I normally don’t watch the whole video cause of my adhd , but i don’t want this to end, cause her presence is like a home , the way she delivers the message, and her gleaming eyes telling me i have faith in u , her makeup adding more comfort in the video , I really appreciate you being you, im a new viewer , i completely love it🎀♥️
It’s so clear that you’re a kind person
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This video made me cry. Thank you so much for making this video. It fell really nice to talk to someone who doesn't jugde.
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When I did have sessions such as this. Nothing was written down. It was a conversation, not for them to remember or use. It was for me to relieve in another way. Very accurate representation addressing lots of real world issues. Thanks 🙏
i’m in the psych ward right now and just wanted some comfort because i’m trying to sleep but i’m too scared to actually talk about my problems. this is so helpful, thank you x
Aww lovely. You've got this!! Sending you lots of love 💞🤗
Damn when I go to psych wards my phone is confiscated. (Australian) you're lucky
@@MrBAILIES yeah if we misbehave it’s taken off us but we are lucky x
I have no real mental illness, or thoughts of self harm, and/or suicide, however, when I get anxious about medical procedures, or my medical conditions, I watch ASMR Psychiatric admissions and pretend I'm being admitted for treatment, and I end up feeling so much better! I LOVE THIS VIDEO especially!
This was quite relieving to watch I am a self harmer currently seeking help for it as well as having pretty bad anxiety and depression it's quite scary but thanks for doing this especially in a time like this where everyone's emotional state is quite vulnerable thankyou again.
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This video just came out at the very right time. I started crying from the beginning of the session and it just helped a lot. I attempted self-harm several times and still on meds now. Crying is a good way to help me calm down (in a pretty weird way). Thank you for filming this video. It really helps. Lots of love ❤️
I'm sorry I made you cry lovely however I'm glad to have helped. You've got this! Sending you love 🤗💗
Thank you so much for this. I love that you use your channel to raise awareness for really important health issues, and still make them relaxing and enjoyable.
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I go back to this video every time I start to feel down. I’m in therapy but I still feel very alone.
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This felt really nice to watch because I am going to a mental hospital soon, it’s not completely my choice but I do know I need help so I’m going without fighting it, I’ve been so anxious about it and it’s been killing me and this video helped me calmed down from all the feelings I’ve been going through, this video is so amazing💕
Thank you. I had a difficult night and this really helped me feel better, safer and more comfortable.
Glad it helped! Lots of love 💗
You are literally the only ASMRtist that can make me fall asleep now.. your voice and expressions are magic
Aww thank you 😀 There are some amazing artists out there 😊
I love how caring you are in this video. I had terrible headache since 2 days. I listened to this and got the courage to massage my head with some special oil. I got totally better. God bless you ❣️🌷👏👏
To say this is by far the best video you’ve done is an understatement. The other ASMR videos you’ve done have been amazing and relaxing. However, this one really hit home hard. As a fellow suicide survivor and someone who continues to drink to take away my problems, this has been so helpful in a way. It was great to see how real you were and to have you open up about yourself really helped me get through this video. This self isolation sure doesn’t help any situation. Words can’t begin to describe what this video meant to me. Thank you so much! ❤️
Hello Beth thank you for your lovely message, it brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for speaking out. You are still fighting & that's powerful. Don't punish yourself because you drink to cope, it's not ideal but you are still here telling your story & that is inspiring! Well done for coming so far. Yes talking about it is hard as I often feel ashamed about the hallucinations but I shouldn't be. I started writing a book last March but something happened that triggered my PTSD which then made my past traumas apparent & I've not been able to continue yet. I may go back to it at some point. I feel my story should be told. I wasn't far off finishing it. Sending you love ❤️
I was diagnosed with bpd from quite a young age and this calmed me so much i wish my appointments where like this.
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For those in need for a chat these days or struggling: don't hesitate to send me a message, please. I'm here for everyone❤
That's amazing! God bless you sweetie. 💙
That's kind of you, on which social media platform can you talk?
You bring so much peace to so many. Never forget that ❤️
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my son stated to self harm when his marriage broke u after 6 years of total hell for him, he moved back home and the long journey began to recovery, I know how hard it is for you to 'go' there, 2 years on and he is way better, met a lovely 'new' lady who understands him, things are on the up at last, thank you for this video...
I'm glad to hear your son is doing better 💗
I really needed this .. I would love to see you do another one . I'm feeling very depressed and lonely here lately . I'm 5 months pregnant and totally alone .. thank you for always being the wonderful person you are .
Sorry you're feeling that way. Sending you lots of love 💞🤗
I wish you peace and love.
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Thank you for healing us through the magic of your videos. You're a blessing.
She will probably never know, but she has just saved the life of a young French woman, me. Thanks
Wow!! This is everything! I hope you are doing ok lovely!! Sending love 💗
@@BeBraveBeYouASMR11 year after, I’m still here and this video is still very useful for me. I hope that other videos like that will be released. Thank you again sm
Wow only 20 minutes in and you’ve nailed it. Understand self harm and depression / suicidal ideation better than nearly every therapist or psychiatrist I’ve had. Amazing. So compassionate too. Makes me feel understood. I’m 6 years free of SH but wish I’d had dr nikola a loooong time ago.
It’s because I have complex mh issues with experience of all the above unfortunately. I’m 7 years free! We’ve got this 💗 Thank you 😊
i cannot thank you enough for making this video. you really have saved me and so many other people tonight❤️thankyou for making me feel safe
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This video just saved me, I feel so grounded right now. I appreciate this so much.
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This is such a well done roleplay. I’m definitely going to be coming back to this when I need grounding or calming down. Thank you for making this content!
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Your videos are absolutely amazing they help me sleep even when I don’t want to. They are my safe space away from all the hustle and bustle.
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I started having panic attacks when i was nine aka last years and listening to your asmr really helped my mental health hasn't been well and this helped so much you deserve all the love in the world
I’m a hospital right now after my first suicide attempt. I have my psych ward intake tomorrow morning. I’ve watched this video before, but never when I was actually about to be admitted. Thank you. I think this will help me feel less anxious about the intake, and less guilty for needing to go in the first place
This is such a great video I felt relieved and calm because I haven't been able to talk to my therapist because of lockdown and I'm just happy I found this
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It always baffles me that you don't have more subscribers! You do amazing, calming videos - all of your RPs are so well done! I hope that everyone that watches remembers to subscribe - I am so glad I found your channel :) Keep it up and thank you for all you do
Aww thank you so much 😃
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Oh Nicola, I’m currently grieving the death of two of my family members in the last 8 months and have really been struggling with depression and dissociation/ derealisation from it all. I can’t thank you enough for these videos, it’s very healing and I cried the whole way through the video, thank you ❤️
I’m so sorry for your losses and going through DP and DR I have them at times and they’re awful. I hope so much you start to feel better and have the support you need. ❤
I wish my psych appointments went as nicely as this one. This was wonderful.
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How do these videos always get uploaded when im struggling a lot with mental health? Are y'all magic?😅 ASMR Shanny did one a month or 2 months ago and it was amazing too. This is a wonderful video to spread awareness to mental health and to help break the stigma around mental illness
You've helped me alot listening to this video when I'm down you pick me up and you take the pain away from my head and I can't thank-you enough I wish I could hug you and cry on the chair with you and just let out how I feel thanks again xx Steph
Love this! I’m really struggling with my metal health at the minute with being pregnant and stuck in and not being able to see my family! Thankyou another amazing video 💜💜
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@@hurstjames6196 I’m going okay Thankyou my daughter is 1 now so makes things a lot easier hope your well xxx
@@charleaa.hill9930 Yes I'm trying my best to stay safe
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You are amazing 👏
This is such a hard subject
This is so true to life, but as professional as you are throughout, you are not scary.
Watching this, might just be the difference between someone asking for the help they need, rather than being too scared of the unknown.
You are amazing 👏 ❤🏴❤
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thank you for this. I've been feeling so lonely lately and your videos really help. It's like having someone to talk to. ♡
You’ve got this 💗
Would love a part 2 on this. As a mental health worker I find it very interesting!
Part 2 is the nurse check up. 😊
I have C-PTSD and I have never liked the feeling of someone caring, but I felt at ease listening to this
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Nicola you would so good at being a counsellor or psychologist or something in the sector. You're a natural 😍 I know this is a role play but I think you have a lot of qualities that a lot of counsellors don't x
Thank you 😀 it might be acting but I'm still me x
Wait does this mean my Counselor is unique
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This feels to real my heart explode when she started to talk about it and i needed to show my arms.
I am struggling too, and this video is appreciated. It was brave of you to make a video like this, and I'm glad you did. How fortunate for the people who don't "get" the video or don't like it (even enough to gripe about it 🙄), they may not have ever felt this type of mental distress. And hopefully they never will. But your manner was calm and warm and caring, and I felt you heart in it!
Thank you Ruby, I appreciate that. I take mental health seriously & I'm passionate about it because I have severe complex issues myself. I refuse to shy away from it because I've had to all my life, well not any more! 😊💗
I have PTSD after abuse this was amazing thank you for this nic it helped me a lot
Needed this! Having a bad time with my mental health a lately! I’ve self harmed a few times to help with pain and grieving, also suffered with panic attacks🥺. Watching this is a real eye opener and made me understand a lot! Thankyou so much!!🥰
Sorry to here this! I hope you are feeling bit better! Sending you love & strength 💗
I love the way you talk, could listen to you for hours (well, I actually do ahaha)
I’ll always love and support you and your channel, and although I can’t watch this video, I’m glad that you’re raising awareness and helping others who may have needed this video, ❤️
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These videos make me feel valid for my issues. I do have a suggestion for one along the lines of these but more as a “diagnosis” type of one. I would love to see a video similar to this but where someone gets evaluated for Autism and/or ADHD
Amazing role-play! So realistic and comforting x
Nicola thank you so much for this video your so caring it's like I'm talking to my psychiatrist I was in an mental hospital for a month it really helped me ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
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this sounds exactly like my appointments, (when they didn't stop for some unexplained reason 😮💨), when i meet someone new. this touches me especially with the accent, as im british myself, so it feels like someone i would speak to in real life
Powerful stuff nicola.. I suffer with my mental health n its good to know that your talking bout this.. And its ok not to feel ok. 💜💜💜💜
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out of all the ASMR artists, your my favourite ❤️
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I have never self harmed before. But I can relate to some other stuff . I have anxiety but I’ve never had depression. Thank you for this video.
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Back on this one tonight its so good i feel like you are helping me personalty x
I started panicking when you said can I see you arms but I loved this so much I felt very safe 🤍
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so good you knocked it out of the park with this
Yey! More writing sounds ❤ and the content is amazing too ❤ Thank you Nic😇
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I always find my way back to this video when I have a really hard time. I go to therapy myself but not that often so this helps me a little bit more🙏🖤
I tried to self harm at 13 when my grandpa passed away than during the lockdown and when my nanna was in hospital and been suffering with depression like this had brought a tear to my eye when she said about suicide because I almost attempted it but managed to not
Thanks for this it helps me and others more than you know
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This video is so soothing for some reason even though I’m no longer self harming and thinking about committing. I’m now 14 and haven’t wanted to commit since I was 11 (I got counceling quickly)
Poppy this is great to here! I’m glad you are feeling in a better place! 💗
Hey I would just like to thank you for this video, I was crying and really just not doing well and this really helped calm me down. So thank you I don’t know how I would be doing right now without this video. ❤️❤️
Holy cow this was freaking amazing
Thank you sweetheart you are healing and helping so many of us.. Love and blessings to you🙏💕❤️
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OMG...so glad I found you! Tingles overload and a huge inspo. Thanks a lot and love from Downunder!
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It was a lot rougher when I was admitted 💀
I love this
I have had to go to a facility before because of thoughts and an attempt of suicide way back when.. at least 6 years ago. I have come so very far and am happier and on better meds.
Well done for keeping going. I'm so glad to hear meds are helping. I can't function without mine, I'm so grateful for them otherwise I probably wouldn't be here now 🙏🤗💗
Be Brave Be You ASMR same you you sweet lady!! I appreciate you. ❤️💜
I wish the psychiatrists and therapists here were this thorough. They only brush through the surface in like 15 mins. 😭😭
Wow this was very real . you are so good at this the way you talk and the way you say stuff is so pro i hope you get as much out of the videos as we do watching i have Asthma so up most nights i also suffer from panic attacks videos like you do help thanks :)
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Thanks for sharing some of your story with us. It made this video so meaningful knowing where you came from. Would love a story time on it all if you ever feel comfortable xx
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I’m getting CBT for ten weeks soon and was so scared to go and had no idea what was going to happen, thank you for showing this it’s really helped me to feel more aware of what questions may be asked and stuff - I’m not so worried anymore :)
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so relaxing and compassionate
Would definitely cry because I really hate not being able to contact my sister but all in all AMAZING. MMM. I LIKE THIS VERY COOL
We need more videos on this topic 🙏
I wish actual medical professionals were as caring as this
Me too, tbh! Hugs 🤗 💗
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You've saved me more times than you'll ever know.x
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I always remember how since I was younger, none of my reactions or mental health things (couldn’t think of a better word) weren’t normal. I’ve always been sort of messed up but I’ve never been diagnosed. Recently my therapist told me she was thinking maybe GAD, DMDD, and traits of PTSD. It was a relief to understand myself a bit better. Since she of course can’t diagnose me, she told me where I could be. Idk the point of this but I felt like it was a safe space.
It’s great when things start to fit into place. Diagnosis’s have really helped me to understand myself better & I find that comforting. I’m glad you are feeling a sense of that too. 💗🤗
@Be Brave Be You ASMR I’m glad you were able to get that relief as well! And I’ve been told before that I shouldn’t want to get diagnosed so your reply helped me feel a bit more comfortable. Thank you!
I own my diagnosis’s because they are a part of me & I’m not ashamed to be me, neither should you! 💗
For the psychosis, I literally thought I had a neighbor who had a daughter and that she always came to my house for some reason. I later found out that my neighbors didn’t have a daughter. I thought that I saw a ghost but I went to a doctor and he told me I had psychosis. The girl still comes some days but I’ve moved so I haven’t seen her.
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