I listened to Mudvayne every day when I had time while deployed in Iraq! They were an escape from the BS going on around me! Every track they ever recorded saved my life! I Love this band!
I hope you realize now that these lying politicians sent poor people to kill other poor people, not for freedom, not for democracy, but for oil , control and power. So many lives destroyed because of these lies and manipulation
I was on the USS Ashland. Ghost Ship was out on the way over or the way back? But “Not Falling” is all I listened to… and C.C.R. I did learn what depression was. Nothing like smoking a cigarette and, manning a .50 Cal and driving through the desert, up for 72 hrs straight. Good times 😏
It vents the rage, hatred and anger in a way that isn't truly dEsTrUcTiVe!! The MOSH PIT is a place of combat, bit you lift the fallen and send or take them to safety, out of it, to be able to continue together! 🤘🤘🤘
You should read the study that showed people that have more extreme tastes in music tend to have more (I hate this term) emotional intelligence. Digressing, I think that term just sounds narcissitic and fake. All it really means is someone who has developed the human condition and realizes other humans probably feel something similar. Emotional intellipushover. 3rd/4th wave feminist buzzword to manipulate people into always having empathy and being pushovers. And usually the ones who claim to have it are the most narcissitic main character syndrome people who want to come off as altruistic when it's either to manipulate or pander
3 combat tours in Iraq. Mudvayne helped me get thru a lot of metal issues. Especially since my wife (back home) wasn’t giving me the support I needed. I felt alone and no one understood what I was going thru. I went to their most recent concert last year and cried almost throughout the whole concert.
Brother I feel ya have same feelings about Alice in chains Operation deasert storm Layne Staley got me through came home to empty house wife took everything and left while I was deployed only thing she left was my revolver and one round almost used it but my chaplain helped alot
My brother, I'm right with you (only one tour though). Music has been the only thing keeping me going sometimes. Don't give in to the demons. You deserve a fulfilling life. As does anyone else reading this that is going through tough times. I love you. I'm proud of who you've become. And I'm glad you're still here.
I feel it this song got me thru my divorce bc he cheated and lied and stole and tried to make me seem crazy when I caught him so I would scream this song sorry you did not get support thank you for all you have done for us I love her breakdown it hits on the head.
Gotta admit, her final thoughts of the song just left me speechless. I've never thought about it that way. Thank you so much for the insight on this one.
I love your point that you never thought of it this way. That is one of the fundamentals of therapy in bestowing the understanding that each and everyone perceives the world differently, no wrong no right. Well depending on your beliefs.
I have always asked myself this am I happy now if not then what can I change . To be fair I really didn't start doing it until my toxic ass marriage and going thru divorce.
Started playing bass at 60 during Covid. My daughter introduced me to Ryan Martinie playing Dig, (partially for shock factor). I was hooked. Last year went to Mudvayne, Coal Chamber. The tour was called the Psychotherapy Sessions. Chad stopped the show and talked about his darkness and how therapy saved him. He said, The world is a better place with you in it. Ironically, I'm a LPC psychotherapist
Melbourne show? It's a shame you didn't get to see them in their heyday. Saw them in 2001, 2004 and 2005 and the most recent show was a bit of a disappointment :(
@chadfawley2924 There are a ton of "one of the best" albums from every genre. I just never heard LD50 be talked about in that way when it absolutely deserves it.
The fact that you truly GET this song is a beautiful thing. And your breakdown of it had me emotional. Please don't ever stop doing this kind of reaction. These videos help so many people.
Ive herd this song a million times and never thought this much into it. I just got out of a relationship like that. I have nothing now. No job, no car, living with loving helpful family. Ive never been to therapy or anything like that. Just listing to this song and this woman talk. It sounds like the words are directed straight to me. It makes me feel so much better, The fact that i feel like this is a normal problem people have. Im not alone with these feelings. Thank you so much!
So getting a therapy session on UA-cam , based on a mudvayne song was not on my 2024 bingo card. Thank you for this it has resonated with me more than you could know!
I was like, "Why am I watching this woman try to move to Mudvayne?!" And then she had the nerve to go ahead and describe me! Lol. I appreciate your comment. Mental health is no fucking joke. I think things like this are spectacular to expand outreach. Be well!
Ladies & gentlemen, this is why therepists are a thing. They are trained to think differently to help and understand their patience problems/issues. Taylor, this is my first video of yours I had watched, and before this video I had never heard nor seen your videos or your account. After watching this video I immediately followed your account! Thank you so much for being a therepist and helping those in need!
The saddest and most burdensome part of this kind of relationship is the other is never happy, and after you’ve depleted your energy, your will to continue, and stripped yourself of everything that makes you “you”, the relationship ends and you’re left with a festering shell of what you used to be, stinking of self hate and anger. It’s not an easy place to be. This kind of music helps you find a little bit of relief knowing you are not just some detritus without value.
As long as it's not the video!! So then you can hear the whole song!! There's a lot left out in the video! But I do agree with this suggestion!! Ten fold!!
Been a fan of them since 2001. Their best tracks are all off of their first album, LD 50. I recommend Severed, Death Blooms, Nothing to Gein, Cradle, Dig, and -1. Their second album has some great tracks too: Not Falling, Mercy, Severity, Trapped in the Wake of a Dream, World So Cold, and Skrying.
I cry every time i hear this song!! And its because of life traumas and stupid shit thats happened throughout my entire life!! Its more remembering where i came from, and what ive molded myself into!! The amazing woman at my side, two beautiful kids that are learning to be amazing people, and not have to deal with the absolute shit i went through!! Love this song!!!!
I was looking for someone to mention "Scream With Me"! That one's hit very heavy and personal to me through several times in life! Though another one that's been really hitting home for me lately, for several reasons, is "Scarlet Letters". Though I know that's not one of their more popular ones, it's just been resonating with me through recent losses, relationship problems, depression, and other shit I don't feel like pulling back up to mind at the moment. Anyways, yeah! That'd be one I'd love to see, her reviewing Scream With Me!
her input at the end was so spot on. 17 years married felt like I was giving and and giving when I finally stopped the demands and all the traits of my wife showed through. till this year when she moved out and feels like a divorce is coming. I've been healing more and more feeling pretty good therapist telling me I'm doing all the positive things they want me to and set goals. no longer do I feel like i'm in a pit trying to climb out of. things will come in waves and I have the tools to make sure I no longer get knocked down.
I listen and hear his pain because that man is me. It was both of us. No amount of therapy will ever heal the scars. Perhaps it isn't their purpose ro heal, but a reminder and a guild to why we strive for better. They teache us great lessons.
Yes yes yes. Taylor, absolutely thank you so so much. She broke down every emotional part of myself to me and this song. In my previous relationship I was an anxious overgiver in Her own words. I am 100 in love with this. I gave everything to a narcissist and I got absolutely destroyed. I can't say thank you enough to Taylor for this video. I NEEDED THIS 100%
I gave 100% of myself to a toxic relationship. I got emotionally destroyed. I chose to make bad decisions for myself because I couldn't find worth in myself. After time being alone I'm learing to gain my own power again. I know I'm a avid emotional giver.
I'm not a huge Mudwayne fan but your interpretation but I'm 100% going through this in life right now and the way you dissected and interpreted this song
Everything and Nothing would be a PERFECT reaction! The lyrics are deep and instrumentally and vocally, it's one of my favorites from their album LD50, which has 0 skips at all!
Mudvayne is one of the best bands out there. Obviously listen to A World So Cold and Not Falling, plus Scream With Me (mental health related and one of my depression songs)…but also listen to underrated A Cinderella Story. That whole album is great.
So great to hear these analysis of songs (as a middle aged guy) that resonated with me when I was a teenager. Probably should have gone to therapy 20 years before I did lol
I love mudvayne and especially this song. I am going through this exact situation right now so your commentary felt like it was talking directly to me. Thank you for this. I needed it
Insane. Insane that I've loved this song since 2005 and have never viewed it as asking myself that question. I needed this. I'm in this situation right now and it's ripping me apart. I'm not happy and she should have never had that power. Thank you. Thank you.
Their 'Dig' is a must. If you want more songs with lyrics w/deep meanings, yes, there's many, I hope you try a couple from Mad Season (Layne Staley: vocals): River of Deceit __ Wake Up. So long as you react to "other than metal" stuff that is. This, their only, album was recorded near the end of '94 and Layne was not in good shape. But he poured a lot into those songs.
Why do people always suggest Dig when talking about Mudvayne. It's literally the worst song on LD50. That doesn't mean it's bad, that album is f'n amazing though and there are so many better songs than Dig. -1, Cradle, Death Blooms, Prod, Nothing to Gein, Severed, etc.
@@ToolFist598 They suggest that song just for the sake of the "Brr-Brr Deng". The bass-line is good, so they compulsively suggest that song. (At least, that would be my guess.)
They just announced a tour with Megadeth and All That Remains. They are actually playing 20 minutes from my house and im going to find anyway possible to go to see them.
@@BMH-cb9jt Nice. I’m glad you’ll get to. I saw Mudvayne with Deftones, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit and Metallica at Summer Sanitarium 2003, then saw Mudvayne open for koRn in Toronto in 2006. I’m glad I did. I went to a Megadeth concert, but I was there to see In Flames; not Trivium, Lamb of God or Megadeth
@@cpurday9681how can you not like Lamb of God? Greatest band ever. Saw them live in 07' SOTU Waverly Hills Sanatorium in Louisville KY. 20 bands that day they headline. GWAR played before them, Darkest Hour, Goat Whore, In Flames, Chimaira, Hatebreed,
@heartsupport I recently went through a divorce and it’s been almost two years since it’s been finalized. This song and the way you broke it down definitely gave me a different perspective on why it’s so impactful towards that situation and how it actually is helping me move forward instead of dwelling in the past . Truly appreciate the reactions and truth given by yall !❤️
"Happy" is on my break-up playlist. Really covers how I've felt since, especially after finding out how much better her life has been since, despite how much she hurt me and how much it still hurts 2 years later.
From ThriceTheThird: @GarrestheWarrior Hello! I think it is natural to be hurting even a few years after going through the loss of a significant other. Even if its through a break-up and not death. It is a similar process, and feeling that we can experience/grieve. I think the best thing we can do in these situations is try to not focus on the individual who is gone, and what they are currently up to in life. More so, focus on ourselves and our self-love/self-care. I think the best thing we can do in these situations is to try to channel the emotions from it, into self growth and becoming something better then we were the day before, even if just gradually/little by little over time. Focusing on how we can make our lives better, instead of how much better the person who hurt us' life is. I think could make a huge difference in how we feel. Regardless I hope you find what you need and can feel a bit better with time. Thank you for sharing with us what you are going through, and feel free to share more if you ever want/need. I have found that talking about what I am going through with peers in a safe environment as helped me a lot in feeling better with the emotions I am dealing with, and I hope the same for others.<3
From DyllonKG: @GarrestheWarrior Hey my friend. I have definitely felt this exact feeling before - this sort of stuckness while you watch the world, and a specific person, thrive. This entirely makes sense. www.loom.com/share/98ee9b1587f34846b799c1fad835e334
Almost 20 years later and this song still reminds me of a shitty life that once was. Thanks for reacting to this, this song is underrated and the band is making a comeback! Love the the videos!
I just discovered your channel not that long ago, and you know what's so great about it is,l that I've told people for years that metal music is therapeutic to me and nobody believes me. Your channel is really showing people that it can be that way despite alot of the hate surrounding this genre
I watch a ton of reactions to everything and every band and I gotta tell you that you are one of the best reaction videos for all your songs because you react to the feeling of this song and then you explain what you are feeling and what the lyrics are saying… Hardly anybody reacts the way you do and I appreciate this
Your channel is really opening up a lot of things in my life and also making me see these songs in a way I haven't before. This one in particular, what you're talking g about is what I've been going through for the last ten years. We have kids which is the hardest part of it. This was my favorite band in high school too and a big inspiration for my music.
Thanks for all that you said at the end of the video. Altho most of the time we know that we are being used, we need someone outside ourselves to tell us what exactly to do in that situation, and that is just what happened to me now. So thank you, it really means a lot for me right now!!
The majority of this song is actually him talking to himself, Its him asking his inner-self if hes happy now, realizing what hes done to himself, tearing himself apart, putting himself in a hole
for me and a friend this song really hits home, not to a relationship but the struggle with alcohol. It's like there are two different people and the sober one is screaming on the inside. stay strong everyone!
Love how you said a lot of people go through things like this. Music brings people together so you don’t feel alone. Knowing you aren’t alone is half the battle in my opinion.
Thanks for covering mudvayne. As someone who appears "non-metal" on the surface its great that you took time to validate their music, message, and lyrics, and the power of it. People, especially those of us who love music, feel everything so deeply and its great that all those feelings and the music we love are valid. Also, thank you for your message! Very well done!
I love your breakdown of the lyrics. Just over a week ago, my wife of almost 10 years asked for a divorce because in her words, she wanted to have fun and she's seen how her depression brought her down, she didn't want mine to bring her down. I supported her for almost years though numerous phases of depression, anxiety, suicide attempts... Yet when I finally realized I was suffering from depression myself, there was nothing there for me. It was soul crushing. The years I tried to give everything I could then to get no help when I needed it most.
From toastaintbad: @chadfricke-fp8ii Hi @HeartSupport_Fans, Thanks, for expressing your concerns! Mental health issues can be exhausting for someone to live through each day. It's good for you to communicate with your wife about the issues that you guys have going through many years. @PlatformReply I agree that it's important to take care of yourself before others. Did you explain your wife about suffering depression too? Depression is hard for others to battle because I used to have it too. I have numerous of mental health issues and keep telling myself to remain positive. Just think of your mental health issues like a wall blocking you to pass through. No one likes to be block by something to go through. Do I expect you to be happy 24/7? No!!! You are going to have good and bad days. I recommend to be really brutal honest on how you feel with her mental health issues. You can't always depend on your loved one to help with your depression and anxiety. I don't want anybody closed to me be more stressful with my mental health issues. People have a outside life and need to take care of themselves. It's okay to vent others but you need to remember on how your words and actions affect someone's mental health. Don't let mental health issues impact her and your marriage. I personally don't know if she is seeing a therapist for mental health issues. If your wife did divorce you, she can't be in another relationship if she doesn't improve her mental health. I hope you & your wife able to fight through this difficult challenge.
@@HeartSupport I reread my original comment and it's almost unreadable. She suffered depression all throughout our marriage and I always supported her. After all those years, I finally needed support from her and there was none. She left to start fucking my best friend instead the same day she asked for the divorce. Needless to say, there's no marriage to save, just lives to salvage and rebuild. On the rebuilding, it's rough. Some days are harder than others. The meds help, won't lie. Progress is being made though. Lives are being rebuilt. I won't let this break me.
From Micro: @chadfricke-fp8ii Wow, friend, my heart goes out to you. It is so hard to be in this position of pouring your heart out and giving everything you have to the very person you love, then being told that as they are doing better and *you* need them now, they choose to move into a different direction than yours. It feels like somehow you don't have the right to go yourself through a rough time. That you would be at fault for having similar needs she had previously. It's heartbreaking to feel like the care and love for someone isn't reciprocated. It is especially during those challenging times that we hope to rely on the people closest to us. The ones we've learn to trust with ourselves. Losing them during such a crucial time feels like hitting the nail on the coffin. It is completely understandable to have expected that, during your own dark times, your wife would have been by your side like you were for her. Just because that's how marriage should be - partnering through the good *and* the bad seasons of life together, not side by side. I'm sorry this has been your experience, friend. It's absolutely heart-shattering to be abandoned that way. I hope you can keep in mind that your struggles are not a fault, and that her decisions are only hers. It certainly doesn't erase the pain and heartbreak... but through all of this you are absolutely worth being supported, cared for, and loved. May the meds keep helping, and may you seek all the support you need. We're in this with you. :heart:
I think you're a spot on and I think this is such an awesome analysis of the song and obviously I've listened to it in that capacity and that's why I'm giving you your flowers for this
Spent half my life in a relationship with one person whom this song is absolutely targeted towards. I never even thought about it so in depth before now. I'm so glad to have left that. The final messages were absolutely impactful. Thank you for this.
I can see that you are a good therapist. Because until 6:47, for me your video was just like any other normal UA-cam video. But once you talked about 'asking yourself the questions' and 'putting yourself back in the driving seat', that's where it hits home for me. You are a practical person.
Oh man. You hit on the head a lot of what I went through in my last ship. Pretty eye opening and never thought it would come through after rediscovering this song. Thank you, Taylor!
I absolutely love your reactions! The way that you jam and give into the music reminds me that harsh sounds is for EVERYONE. Thank you understanding heavy music! You rule!
This is genuinely turning into one of my favourite channels due to the content and your reactions. I’d like to recommend “Poet and the Pendulum” live at Wembley by Nightwish. It is not the normal song people start with when it comes to Nightwish, however it is the song that suits this channel the most as it deals with depression and struggle. It was written by Nightwish’s song writer the keyboardist Tuomas during the hardest time in the bands history and he basically ended his life in the song to stop himself doing it in real life, however the new song finishes positively with a new beginning. It is one of the best written pieces of music you will come across and is broken into Acts. I won’t say more about it. Nightwish hold the record for most reacted song in UA-cam history with “Ghost Love Score” (normally what people start their Nightwish journey with. However, as previously mentioned, “Poet” suits this channel perfectly, especially if the research is done on the songs meaning beforehand.
I have loved that song for years. I have had so many failed relationships. I never knew why I felt such a connection with it. That is until you explained it. I am in a relationship now. That is making feel torn apart emotionally mentally and physically.
I love your reaction to this, especially the butterfly comment at the end. Last year I was in a relationships with someone for the first time since my divorce 5 years ago. I've always been a generous person and easy to take advantage of, and even though I didn't want to trust her she did everything to convince me that she loved me and would be there for me through anything, and it turned out she was just a textbook narcissist who took over my life when she moved in with me and everything I thought I knew about her was a lie. I kept making excuses for her after she stole from me, lied to me, lied about me, cheated on me, and abused me, until it was just too much to deal with. I was a mess for a while but after learning about what true narcissism really is and seeing how much she lined up with all of those traits from lovebombing to gaslighting, I realize that today that I have had more self worth and can set and maintain boundaries better than I ever have in my life.
this is genuinely one of my favorite songs, the way its melodic and and heavy at the same time. I also like how rock and metal tackels sadness and mental illness in such a raw way (like this song)
Man I love her breakdowns of these heavy metal songs. Most metalheads hear the message that artists convey to us, other people only hear the “angry” music or screams like it’s all rage, when the message is in the lyrics and when you get that visceral feeling or goosebumps when the message seems tailored to you by the artist.
I've learned to keep my self happy. To each their own. Don't change for someone else, is what I learned and burned from. Otherwise it's always take, take, take. Put and end to it and be YOU. Let them like YOU. Not what they want you to be.
I totally agree. When I first heard that song I was dealing with relationship issues I heard this song as being aimed at those who hurt me. Now that I am in a healthy relationship I hear the song being aimed inwards when I make bad decisions and stress myself out
I healed up from it. She couldn't say anything that I haven't heard before to hurt me, so she used emotional and mental manipulation instead. Years later, I found an amazing woman who doesn't want to hurt me. We got married and have an incredible little boy.
I was involved in a relationship with a woman who we promised to ourselves and the higher power that we’d always be together, thick or thin. Completely made me feel wanted and happy from someone for the first time in my life. Then a few months later just completely left me. No reason, just left. So this song really drove home how I felt in a nushell.
The crazy part is when that is how your family "loves". Until you can get away from it you can't even see it and you will pick people to love that treat you the same way. When you get real love it's almost impossible to believe or understand.
If we are on a Mudvayne kick then "Dig" and "Death Blooms" are some of the most popular as well as deep in the philosophy of the lyrics. They have gone on record multiple times as to the meaning of the album name as well as the songs. Mudvayne didn't get the recognition that they really deserved.
Honestly, I'm glad this was the first video you saw from Mudvayne. I love Mudvayne, Dig is an awesome song. But to really get a feel for what the band is like this is a good place to start. And I'm both impressed and happy you figured out the intention first try. I had an ex that, like this song, I had given up a lot to be with...it wasn't until I caught her cheating that I finally left. Best thing that ever happened to me, it let me focus on myself again.
Thank you so much! Watching one of my favourite songs just embrace you and capture your heart the first time u meet was so cool, Stand in the Corner and scream with me is another one I’d like to see your reaction to
This song brings up old scars that i cant move past. Legs quit working fell to a wheelchair by 21 and wont ask someone else to try to join. I didnt think i was going to see 29 years old but I'll be 32 in a few weeks so. Life in a chair isn't perfect but its life
Saw Mudvayne during their reunion in Mansfield at Inkcarceration with KSE and Slipknot and others. I never felt so much joy than in that crowd. Metalheads sometimes get this rep of being dark and brooding but we feel everything so strongly and that bonding of music within each other, knowing we are not alone in our feelings, can bring us out of the darkness so well
I've been listening to Mudvayne since high school, was lucky enough to see them in 2003 w/ Deftones, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, and Metallica. Hoping to see them again soon (missed them recently when they were nearby)
I listened to Mudvayne every day when I had time while deployed in Iraq! They were an escape from the BS going on around me! Every track they ever recorded saved my life! I Love this band!
I hope you realize now that these lying politicians sent poor people to kill other poor people, not for freedom, not for democracy, but for oil
, control and power. So many lives destroyed because of these lies and manipulation
I was on the USS Ashland. Ghost Ship was out on the way over or the way back? But “Not Falling” is all I listened to… and C.C.R. I did learn what depression was. Nothing like smoking a cigarette and, manning a .50 Cal and driving through the desert, up for 72 hrs straight. Good times 😏
Definitely a band that's helped me well serving
Still wish I could scream like Chad 🤘🏽😎
Thank you for your service 🫡
I love how how most therapists understand and support listening to metal as therapy. It's a safe way to get out the darkest, most painful emotions.
The lyrics are dark sometimes but the music is so badass it still feels uplifting somehow.
Metal music gives voice and a safe escape for inner turmoil and pain. Better than lashing out.
The METAL saved me a few times
It vents the rage, hatred and anger in a way that isn't truly dEsTrUcTiVe!! The MOSH PIT is a place of combat, bit you lift the fallen and send or take them to safety, out of it, to be able to continue together!
🤘🤘🤘
You should read the study that showed people that have more extreme tastes in music tend to have more (I hate this term) emotional intelligence.
Digressing, I think that term just sounds narcissitic and fake. All it really means is someone who has developed the human condition and realizes other humans probably feel something similar.
Emotional intellipushover. 3rd/4th wave feminist buzzword to manipulate people into always having empathy and being pushovers. And usually the ones who claim to have it are the most narcissitic main character syndrome people who want to come off as altruistic when it's either to manipulate or pander
"I love butterflies SO much" - Taylor's first reaction to MUDVAYNE.
Now she's needs to dig
Lmao
@@Michael97Moore Agreed. Happy is a good song, but there are much heavier tracks. Dig is a good one for sure, and maybe IMN or Cradle.
@@Yuri-oj5lk or its softer but do moth by hellyeah
@@Michael97Moorebbr ding bbr ding bbr ding
3 combat tours in Iraq. Mudvayne helped me get thru a lot of metal issues. Especially since my wife (back home) wasn’t giving me the support I needed. I felt alone and no one understood what I was going thru. I went to their most recent concert last year and cried almost throughout the whole concert.
I honestly feel that!!!
Thank you very much for Protect in us
Brother I feel ya have same feelings about Alice in chains Operation deasert storm Layne Staley got me through came home to empty house wife took everything and left while I was deployed only thing she left was my revolver and one round almost used it but my chaplain helped alot
My brother, I'm right with you (only one tour though). Music has been the only thing keeping me going sometimes. Don't give in to the demons. You deserve a fulfilling life. As does anyone else reading this that is going through tough times. I love you. I'm proud of who you've become. And I'm glad you're still here.
I feel it this song got me thru my divorce bc he cheated and lied and stole and tried to make me seem crazy when I caught him so I would scream this song sorry you did not get support thank you for all you have done for us I love her breakdown it hits on the head.
Gotta admit, her final thoughts of the song just left me speechless. I've never thought about it that way.
Thank you so much for the insight on this one.
I love your point that you never thought of it this way. That is one of the fundamentals of therapy in bestowing the understanding that each and everyone perceives the world differently, no wrong no right. Well depending on your beliefs.
I have always asked myself this am I happy now if not then what can I change . To be fair I really didn't start doing it until my toxic ass marriage and going thru divorce.
I've just gone through this same frame shift. Speechless.
Amazing speech at the end. Made the song have intense meaning. Suits the energy of the song. Hellofa take!
Started playing bass at 60 during Covid. My daughter introduced me to Ryan Martinie playing Dig, (partially for shock factor). I was hooked. Last year went to Mudvayne, Coal Chamber. The tour was called the Psychotherapy Sessions. Chad stopped the show and talked about his darkness and how therapy saved him. He said, The world is a better place with you in it. Ironically, I'm a LPC psychotherapist
Melbourne show? It's a shame you didn't get to see them in their heyday. Saw them in 2001, 2004 and 2005 and the most recent show was a bit of a disappointment :(
Badass.
I saw them also at ozzfest in 05 @@moventur
LAC Therapist here, just working on my independent license hours, still have anothr 18 months at least. And I love the bass too.
Very cool. Need more in the profession. Are you in AZ
The whole LD50 album is one of the best complete pieces of musical art.
Literally the first must have to any collection
Agreed.. start to finish
Same with ‘The End of All Things to Come’!
I'm definitely a heavy metal/,rock guy but another album that was magic.. BEASTIE BOYS PAULS BOUTIQUE
@chadfawley2924 There are a ton of "one of the best" albums from every genre. I just never heard LD50 be talked about in that way when it absolutely deserves it.
The fact that you truly GET this song is a beautiful thing. And your breakdown of it had me emotional. Please don't ever stop doing this kind of reaction. These videos help so many people.
Ive herd this song a million times and never thought this much into it. I just got out of a relationship like that. I have nothing now. No job, no car, living with loving helpful family. Ive never been to therapy or anything like that. Just listing to this song and this woman talk. It sounds like the words are directed straight to me. It makes me feel so much better, The fact that i feel like this is a normal problem people have. Im not alone with these feelings. Thank you so much!
I feel what you mean. You're not alone.
We all feel lonely. Few of us are truly alone. We just need to embrace those that are here for us. Even if we don't yet know them. Be well.
So getting a therapy session on UA-cam , based on a mudvayne song was not on my 2024 bingo card. Thank you for this it has resonated with me more than you could know!
I was like, "Why am I watching this woman try to move to Mudvayne?!" And then she had the nerve to go ahead and describe me! Lol. I appreciate your comment. Mental health is no fucking joke. I think things like this are spectacular to expand outreach. Be well!
Ladies & gentlemen, this is why therepists are a thing.
They are trained to think differently to help and understand
their patience problems/issues.
Taylor, this is my first video of yours I had watched, and
before this video I had never heard nor seen your videos or
your account.
After watching this video I immediately followed your
account!
Thank you so much for being a therepist and helping those
in need!
The saddest and most burdensome part of this kind of relationship is the other is never happy, and after you’ve depleted your energy, your will to continue, and stripped yourself of everything that makes you “you”, the relationship ends and you’re left with a festering shell of what you used to be, stinking of self hate and anger. It’s not an easy place to be. This kind of music helps you find a little bit of relief knowing you are not just some detritus without value.
This band saved my life and my sanity. Forever and always will be my ultimate favorite band
You should consider doing there world so cold next.
As long as it's not the video!! So then you can hear the whole song!! There's a lot left out in the video! But I do agree with this suggestion!! Ten fold!!
The live version on a (possibly?) Swedish TV show is the best version.
Was going to say this myself. Cold is wonderful
YES!!
I agree. Very powerful song
Her trying to headbang is so cute.
I love chads voice
Love Chad's growl... If I could I would order my food in the drive thru that way 🤘🏽😎
@@PML78 I especially love his voice in hellyeah moth more especially
Been a fan of them since 2001. Their best tracks are all off of their first album, LD 50. I recommend Severed, Death Blooms, Nothing to Gein, Cradle, Dig, and -1. Their second album has some great tracks too: Not Falling, Mercy, Severity, Trapped in the Wake of a Dream, World So Cold, and Skrying.
Don’t forget The New Game and Cinderella Story
Fish out of Water. About drug abuse, etc.
@@superblahman I love that song. That whole album.
All these suggestions these people commented perfect choices for mudvayne music
I requested -1 as well. Just pulls out the despair.
I cry every time i hear this song!! And its because of life traumas and stupid shit thats happened throughout my entire life!! Its more remembering where i came from, and what ive molded myself into!! The amazing woman at my side, two beautiful kids that are learning to be amazing people, and not have to deal with the absolute shit i went through!! Love this song!!!!
Thank you so much! They have some really great music. ‘Dig’ ‘Death Blooms’ and ‘scream with me’ are all great.
Hell yes!
I was looking for someone to mention "Scream With Me"!
That one's hit very heavy and personal to me through several times in life!
Though another one that's been really hitting home for me lately, for several reasons, is "Scarlet Letters". Though I know that's not one of their more popular ones, it's just been resonating with me through recent losses, relationship problems, depression, and other shit I don't feel like pulling back up to mind at the moment.
Anyways, yeah! That'd be one I'd love to see, her reviewing Scream With Me!
her input at the end was so spot on. 17 years married felt like I was giving and and giving when I finally stopped the demands and all the traits of my wife showed through. till this year when she moved out and feels like a divorce is coming. I've been healing more and more feeling pretty good therapist telling me I'm doing all the positive things they want me to and set goals. no longer do I feel like i'm in a pit trying to climb out of. things will come in waves and I have the tools to make sure I no longer get knocked down.
Some other Mudvayne tunes to check out would be IMN and Death Blooms. Both fairly gnarly in their own ways.
Cinderella Story
Death Blooms 💯
I actually forgot about Cinderella story. Going to put that album on now
Death Blooms is still my favorite Mudvayne song. 👍
Chad wrote Death Blooms about his grandmother when she was dying. I wish Mudvayne would write some new music!
Dull Boy by Mudvayne is one that's very close to my heart
all work and no play
I listen and hear his pain because that man is me. It was both of us. No amount of therapy will ever heal the scars. Perhaps it isn't their purpose ro heal, but a reminder and a guild to why we strive for better. They teache us great lessons.
Yes yes yes. Taylor, absolutely thank you so so much. She broke down every emotional part of myself to me and this song. In my previous relationship I was an anxious overgiver in Her own words. I am 100 in love with this. I gave everything to a narcissist and I got absolutely destroyed. I can't say thank you enough to Taylor for this video. I NEEDED THIS 100%
I gave 100% of myself to a toxic relationship. I got emotionally destroyed. I chose to make bad decisions for myself because I couldn't find worth in myself. After time being alone I'm learing to gain my own power again. I know I'm a avid emotional giver.
hellyeah - hush. please you'll love it
I was coming here to say the same thing! Fantastic song and an epic band!
And moth
And Love Falls
And Black December
Yes!!
Mudvayne is one of my favorite bands ever. Please keep reacting to their videos..
I'm not a huge Mudwayne fan but your interpretation but I'm 100% going through this in life right now and the way you dissected and interpreted this song
Everything and Nothing would be a PERFECT reaction! The lyrics are deep and instrumentally and vocally, it's one of my favorites from their album LD50, which has 0 skips at all!
Mudvayne is one of the best bands out there. Obviously listen to A World So Cold and Not Falling, plus Scream With Me (mental health related and one of my depression songs)…but also listen to underrated A Cinderella Story. That whole album is great.
I actually asked Nate to have you do this one for me so thank you both! Loved the breakdown and analysis, Thank You!
Adema- giving in
Yes please
Fun fact: Mark Chavez (lead singer) is Johnathan Davis’ (KoRn) brother.
@@christineghere2461 I know that I got to meet Jonathan and his family at chuck e cheese here in Bakersfield where korns from back in 07
@@chrismunoz7859 that’s so awesome!🤩
Adema with Chavez was legit!
So great to hear these analysis of songs (as a middle aged guy) that resonated with me when I was a teenager. Probably should have gone to therapy 20 years before I did lol
I love Mudvayne so much! Not Falling is my all time favorite!
I love mudvayne and especially this song. I am going through this exact situation right now so your commentary felt like it was talking directly to me. Thank you for this. I needed it
Insane. Insane that I've loved this song since 2005 and have never viewed it as asking myself that question. I needed this. I'm in this situation right now and it's ripping me apart. I'm not happy and she should have never had that power. Thank you. Thank you.
Their 'Dig' is a must. If you want more songs with lyrics w/deep meanings, yes, there's many, I hope you try a couple from Mad Season (Layne Staley: vocals): River of Deceit __ Wake Up. So long as you react to "other than metal" stuff that is. This, their only, album was recorded near the end of '94 and Layne was not in good shape. But he poured a lot into those songs.
Mad season is a great choice. I thing Dirt the song from Alice in Chains or the album itself
Why do people always suggest Dig when talking about Mudvayne. It's literally the worst song on LD50. That doesn't mean it's bad, that album is f'n amazing though and there are so many better songs than Dig. -1, Cradle, Death Blooms, Prod, Nothing to Gein, Severed, etc.
Heard that live before it was released as a single.
@@ToolFist598 yep, dig is easily the worst song on the album.
@@ToolFist598 They suggest that song just for the sake of the "Brr-Brr Deng".
The bass-line is good, so they compulsively suggest that song. (At least, that would be my guess.)
Listen to "Scarlett Letters" and "Scream With Me" both by Mudvayne.... You want emotion filled songs those 2 are among their best in that regard.
They just announced a tour with Megadeth and All That Remains. They are actually playing 20 minutes from my house and im going to find anyway possible to go to see them.
I’m jealous. They’re not coming to Canada.
I want to see Mudvayne and ATR again. Could easily leave without seeing Megadeth again.
@cpurday9681 I seen Chad and Vinnie with Hell Yeah a few years ago. They were amazing live but I've never got to see Mudvayne.
@@BMH-cb9jt Nice. I’m glad you’ll get to.
I saw Mudvayne with Deftones, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit and Metallica at Summer Sanitarium 2003, then saw Mudvayne open for koRn in Toronto in 2006. I’m glad I did.
I went to a Megadeth concert, but I was there to see In Flames; not Trivium, Lamb of God or Megadeth
Say hi to Phil.
@@cpurday9681how can you not like Lamb of God? Greatest band ever. Saw them live in 07' SOTU Waverly Hills Sanatorium in Louisville KY. 20 bands that day they headline. GWAR played before them, Darkest Hour, Goat Whore, In Flames, Chimaira, Hatebreed,
@heartsupport I recently went through a divorce and it’s been almost two years since it’s been finalized. This song and the way you broke it down definitely gave me a different perspective on why it’s so impactful towards that situation and how it actually is helping me move forward instead of dwelling in the past . Truly appreciate the reactions and truth given by yall !❤️
"Happy" is on my break-up playlist. Really covers how I've felt since, especially after finding out how much better her life has been since, despite how much she hurt me and how much it still hurts 2 years later.
From ThriceTheThird: @GarrestheWarrior Hello! I think it is natural to be hurting even a few years after going through the loss of a significant other. Even if its through a break-up and not death. It is a similar process, and feeling that we can experience/grieve. I think the best thing we can do in these situations is try to not focus on the individual who is gone, and what they are currently up to in life. More so, focus on ourselves and our self-love/self-care. I think the best thing we can do in these situations is to try to channel the emotions from it, into self growth and becoming something better then we were the day before, even if just gradually/little by little over time. Focusing on how we can make our lives better, instead of how much better the person who hurt us' life is. I think could make a huge difference in how we feel. Regardless I hope you find what you need and can feel a bit better with time. Thank you for sharing with us what you are going through, and feel free to share more if you ever want/need. I have found that talking about what I am going through with peers in a safe environment as helped me a lot in feeling better with the emotions I am dealing with, and I hope the same for others.<3
From DyllonKG: @GarrestheWarrior Hey my friend. I have definitely felt this exact feeling before - this sort of stuckness while you watch the world, and a specific person, thrive. This entirely makes sense. www.loom.com/share/98ee9b1587f34846b799c1fad835e334
Almost 20 years later and this song still reminds me of a shitty life that once was. Thanks for reacting to this, this song is underrated and the band is making a comeback! Love the the videos!
DIG (Live Ozzfest 01’) is absolutely brutal!!! Happy is the friendlier version of that song haha
Went to OZZFEST 2001 in DallasTx... what a line up 🤘🏽😎
I truly felt your reaction to the lyrics of this. This song is relatable on so many levels.
I'm here for it, Mudvayne has some great music!
One of the greatest songs ever. Gives me goosebumps everytime! Glad you liked it!
This helped with a lot of dark times.
With you on that *hugs*
All their albums still hold a special place for me
I just discovered your channel not that long ago, and you know what's so great about it is,l that I've told people for years that metal music is therapeutic to me and nobody believes me. Your channel is really showing people that it can be that way despite alot of the hate surrounding this genre
Mudvayne - NOTHING TO GEIN
Your input about Ed Gein would be interesting.
Also a great song with great lyrics.
I watch a ton of reactions to everything and every band and I gotta tell you that you are one of the best reaction videos for all your songs because you react to the feeling of this song and then you explain what you are feeling and what the lyrics are saying… Hardly anybody reacts the way you do and I appreciate this
I'd love to see your reaction to the Lorna Shore - The Pain Remains trilogy. But PLEASE if you do them, watch them back to back in one video
Your channel is really opening up a lot of things in my life and also making me see these songs in a way I haven't before. This one in particular, what you're talking g about is what I've been going through for the last ten years. We have kids which is the hardest part of it. This was my favorite band in high school too and a big inspiration for my music.
You are great
Please do "all that you are" from mudvayne next please
Final thoughts hit harder than the song did. Eye opener and helpful with my current relationship. Thank you ❤
Thanks for all that you said at the end of the video. Altho most of the time we know that we are being used, we need someone outside ourselves to tell us what exactly to do in that situation, and that is just what happened to me now. So thank you, it really means a lot for me right now!!
Chad's other band, Hellyeah has a song called "Hush". It will slay your heart.
And Better Man!
I really appreciate your energy and Insight and the content you make. Thank you
The majority of this song is actually him talking to himself, Its him asking his inner-self if hes happy now, realizing what hes done to himself, tearing himself apart, putting himself in a hole
You emote so well! Lol i absolutely love your facial expressions 😂❤
This song still makes me cry. So much pain in these lyrics.
for me and a friend this song really hits home, not to a relationship but the struggle with alcohol. It's like there are two different people and the sober one is screaming on the inside. stay strong everyone!
Love how you said a lot of people go through things like this. Music brings people together so you don’t feel alone. Knowing you aren’t alone is half the battle in my opinion.
You are the therapist I need. Ive watched like 4 of your videos before thisnone and this one got me to comment and think.
I really enjoyed what you said, causing the introspection. Thank you.
Her face when she gets the meaning behind the lyrics makes me weep.
Thanks for covering mudvayne. As someone who appears "non-metal" on the surface its great that you took time to validate their music, message, and lyrics, and the power of it. People, especially those of us who love music, feel everything so deeply and its great that all those feelings and the music we love are valid.
Also, thank you for your message! Very well done!
I love your breakdown of the lyrics. Just over a week ago, my wife of almost 10 years asked for a divorce because in her words, she wanted to have fun and she's seen how her depression brought her down, she didn't want mine to bring her down. I supported her for almost years though numerous phases of depression, anxiety, suicide attempts... Yet when I finally realized I was suffering from depression myself, there was nothing there for me. It was soul crushing. The years I tried to give everything I could then to get no help when I needed it most.
❤ Just love yourself, you deserve to love and value yourself and care for YOU now.
From toastaintbad: @chadfricke-fp8ii Hi @HeartSupport_Fans,
Thanks, for expressing your concerns! Mental health issues can be exhausting for someone to live through each day. It's good for you to communicate with your wife about the issues that you guys have going through many years. @PlatformReply I agree that it's important to take care of yourself before others. Did you explain your wife about suffering depression too? Depression is hard for others to battle because I used to have it too. I have numerous of mental health issues and keep telling myself to remain positive. Just think of your mental health issues like a wall blocking you to pass through. No one likes to be block by something to go through. Do I expect you to be happy 24/7? No!!! You are going to have good and bad days.
I recommend to be really brutal honest on how you feel with her mental health issues. You can't always depend on your loved one to help with your depression and anxiety. I don't want anybody closed to me be more stressful with my mental health issues. People have a outside life and need to take care of themselves. It's okay to vent others but you need to remember on how your words and actions affect someone's mental health. Don't let mental health issues impact her and your marriage. I personally don't know if she is seeing a therapist for mental health issues. If your wife did divorce you, she can't be in another relationship if she doesn't improve her mental health. I hope you & your wife able to fight through this difficult challenge.
@@HeartSupport I reread my original comment and it's almost unreadable. She suffered depression all throughout our marriage and I always supported her. After all those years, I finally needed support from her and there was none. She left to start fucking my best friend instead the same day she asked for the divorce. Needless to say, there's no marriage to save, just lives to salvage and rebuild. On the rebuilding, it's rough. Some days are harder than others. The meds help, won't lie. Progress is being made though. Lives are being rebuilt. I won't let this break me.
From Micro: @chadfricke-fp8ii Wow, friend, my heart goes out to you. It is so hard to be in this position of pouring your heart out and giving everything you have to the very person you love, then being told that as they are doing better and *you* need them now, they choose to move into a different direction than yours. It feels like somehow you don't have the right to go yourself through a rough time. That you would be at fault for having similar needs she had previously. It's heartbreaking to feel like the care and love for someone isn't reciprocated. It is especially during those challenging times that we hope to rely on the people closest to us. The ones we've learn to trust with ourselves. Losing them during such a crucial time feels like hitting the nail on the coffin.
It is completely understandable to have expected that, during your own dark times, your wife would have been by your side like you were for her. Just because that's how marriage should be - partnering through the good *and* the bad seasons of life together, not side by side. I'm sorry this has been your experience, friend. It's absolutely heart-shattering to be abandoned that way. I hope you can keep in mind that your struggles are not a fault, and that her decisions are only hers. It certainly doesn't erase the pain and heartbreak... but through all of this you are absolutely worth being supported, cared for, and loved. May the meds keep helping, and may you seek all the support you need. We're in this with you. :heart:
I think you're a spot on and I think this is such an awesome analysis of the song and obviously I've listened to it in that capacity and that's why I'm giving you your flowers for this
Love them so much! Started seeing them live when they were playing at bars in Peoria, IL back in the day. Was so heartbroken when they broke up.
The one song that I express towards all of society.
Spent half my life in a relationship with one person whom this song is absolutely targeted towards. I never even thought about it so in depth before now. I'm so glad to have left that. The final messages were absolutely impactful. Thank you for this.
"What's my release? What sets me free. Do you build me up just to push me down again" must be the best lines in this song.
I can see that you are a good therapist. Because until 6:47, for me your video was just like any other normal UA-cam video. But once you talked about 'asking yourself the questions' and 'putting yourself back in the driving seat', that's where it hits home for me. You are a practical person.
Oh man. You hit on the head a lot of what I went through in my last ship. Pretty eye opening and never thought it would come through after rediscovering this song. Thank you, Taylor!
Mudvayne was my therapist for a very long way and had helped me through very difficult times until these days
I absolutely love your reactions! The way that you jam and give into the music reminds me that harsh sounds is for EVERYONE. Thank you understanding heavy music! You rule!
Just found your channel. I didn't know reaction videos like this existed. Big fan. Well done.
This is genuinely turning into one of my favourite channels due to the content and your reactions.
I’d like to recommend “Poet and the Pendulum” live at Wembley by Nightwish. It is not the normal song people start with when it comes to Nightwish, however it is the song that suits this channel the most as it deals with depression and struggle. It was written by Nightwish’s song writer the keyboardist Tuomas during the hardest time in the bands history and he basically ended his life in the song to stop himself doing it in real life, however the new song finishes positively with a new beginning. It is one of the best written pieces of music you will come across and is broken into Acts. I won’t say more about it.
Nightwish hold the record for most reacted song in UA-cam history with “Ghost Love Score” (normally what people start their Nightwish journey with. However, as previously mentioned, “Poet” suits this channel perfectly, especially if the research is done on the songs meaning beforehand.
I have loved that song for years. I have had so many failed relationships. I never knew why I felt such a connection with it. That is until you explained it. I am in a relationship now. That is making feel torn apart emotionally mentally and physically.
Her reaction to the song is priceless
I love your reaction to this, especially the butterfly comment at the end. Last year I was in a relationships with someone for the first time since my divorce 5 years ago. I've always been a generous person and easy to take advantage of, and even though I didn't want to trust her she did everything to convince me that she loved me and would be there for me through anything, and it turned out she was just a textbook narcissist who took over my life when she moved in with me and everything I thought I knew about her was a lie. I kept making excuses for her after she stole from me, lied to me, lied about me, cheated on me, and abused me, until it was just too much to deal with. I was a mess for a while but after learning about what true narcissism really is and seeing how much she lined up with all of those traits from lovebombing to gaslighting, I realize that today that I have had more self worth and can set and maintain boundaries better than I ever have in my life.
this is genuinely one of my favorite songs, the way its melodic and and heavy at the same time. I also like how rock and metal tackels sadness and mental illness in such a raw way (like this song)
Man I love her breakdowns of these heavy metal songs. Most metalheads hear the message that artists convey to us, other people only hear the “angry” music or screams like it’s all rage, when the message is in the lyrics and when you get that visceral feeling or goosebumps when the message seems tailored to you by the artist.
I've learned to keep my self happy. To each their own. Don't change for someone else, is what I learned and burned from. Otherwise it's always take, take, take. Put and end to it and be YOU. Let them like YOU. Not what they want you to be.
Welp, didn’t think I was gonna have a therapy session to a MV song, but here we are and I love it..
I totally agree. When I first heard that song I was dealing with relationship issues I heard this song as being aimed at those who hurt me. Now that I am in a healthy relationship I hear the song being aimed inwards when I make bad decisions and stress myself out
The end was just a relief. Letting go. Take a breath. It’s over. It’s hard. But it’s over!
I healed up from it. She couldn't say anything that I haven't heard before to hurt me, so she used emotional and mental manipulation instead. Years later, I found an amazing woman who doesn't want to hurt me. We got married and have an incredible little boy.
I was involved in a relationship with a woman who we promised to ourselves and the higher power that we’d always be together, thick or thin. Completely made me feel wanted and happy from someone for the first time in my life. Then a few months later just completely left me. No reason, just left. So this song really drove home how I felt in a nushell.
The uncensored version has so much more impact.
This is the first track I listen to whether its in the car, the house, the porch, or the gym. Doesnt matter. This song pumps me up
The crazy part is when that is how your family "loves". Until you can get away from it you can't even see it and you will pick people to love that treat you the same way. When you get real love it's almost impossible to believe or understand.
If we are on a Mudvayne kick then "Dig" and "Death Blooms" are some of the most popular as well as deep in the philosophy of the lyrics. They have gone on record multiple times as to the meaning of the album name as well as the songs. Mudvayne didn't get the recognition that they really deserved.
Mudvayne is rabbit hole you can down and not come up for a WHILE!...love this band and many of their messages are heavy!
"peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind. Does it make you happy now"? Underrated song
Honestly, I'm glad this was the first video you saw from Mudvayne. I love Mudvayne, Dig is an awesome song. But to really get a feel for what the band is like this is a good place to start. And I'm both impressed and happy you figured out the intention first try. I had an ex that, like this song, I had given up a lot to be with...it wasn't until I caught her cheating that I finally left. Best thing that ever happened to me, it let me focus on myself again.
Thank you so much! Watching one of my favourite songs just embrace you and capture your heart the first time u meet was so cool, Stand in the Corner and scream with me is another one I’d like to see your reaction to
This song brings up old scars that i cant move past. Legs quit working fell to a wheelchair by 21 and wont ask someone else to try to join. I didnt think i was going to see 29 years old but I'll be 32 in a few weeks so. Life in a chair isn't perfect but its life
This song expresses my emotions after breaking up with someone I loved and gave my all to and yet she betrayed me leaving me heartbroken
Saw Mudvayne during their reunion in Mansfield at Inkcarceration with KSE and Slipknot and others. I never felt so much joy than in that crowd. Metalheads sometimes get this rep of being dark and brooding but we feel everything so strongly and that bonding of music within each other, knowing we are not alone in our feelings, can bring us out of the darkness so well
I love this!! Great reaction to my all time favorite band!! Got a huge mudvayne tattoo !!!
I've been listening to Mudvayne since high school, was lucky enough to see them in 2003 w/ Deftones, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, and Metallica. Hoping to see them again soon (missed them recently when they were nearby)