I have a copy of the dvd "The Bridge". I don't believe its available anymore, i purchased it years ago when it came out. It is indeed, very interesting.
yes I also thought it was one of the best documentaries I've ever seen also! I'd have to watch it again to verify, but there is a percentage of people that jump during the night which obviously was not recorded.
I've been having some dark thoughts lately. Things haven't been going well. I've been overwhelmed. But, this video gives me hope. Thanks for posting it.
David, I am glad the video was helpful... That being said, these a very dark times for many of us that can feel it. The weight of it is overwhelming. I have serious depression issues, at age 27 I thought I might go through with it, but then my cousin did it. I saw the effect it had on my family and I could never do that to them. It destroyed us. At age 52 and still depressed, I am now grateful for my suffering. It teaches me daily. Your ancestors are with you now, and they are rooting you on. Like a guardian angel they want you to continue to hold the torch, because you are holding back the darkness for all of us. We are all carrying torches, to keep the darkness at bay, some are brighter than others, but yours is just as important. If your light fades or disappears, we all feel it and we have one less soldier to fight the darkness. Our struggle is harder without you my dearest David..... Much Love
I'm dealing with some minor health issues that without treatment can manifest into cancer. I also have depression and dislike this life so I've backed off on treatment and just want life to take its course.
I am with you, I carry depression around with me every single day, I also don't have the resources to save my own life medically. I do not have health insurance and if something were to happen to me, I will go in peace, naturally as nature is calling me back.... I think that I will always be afraid but no matter what sooner or later we will transition. I just don't want you to be afraid of what it is.... or where you're going. I can tell you, that it is your home and you will recognize it immediately. Like an ever loving warm embrace...
How do you know this? Was it really her that regretted it or was it those she left behind? I understand your thoughts on this but maybe try to be open to a different point of view...we are all taught that it is a selfish and cowardly thing to take our own life but perhaps there is a more compassionate way of thinking about this thing...would you not hope that she instead found the peace she was obviously so lacking in her life? Maybe I am out of line in saying this because I do not know her but I do know that the things we are conditioned to believe about suicide may not be entirely true....I pray your cousin did not regret it but that she found what she was looking for instead....be well.
55 here in UK .. been single since 2010 .. not intentionally or anything .. I do love women .. but its the demands of what they want .. which ultimately I cant match ie mansion house , aston martin , chuck load of money to sustain this fairytale lifestyle ... Im quite happy on my own .. just lost my Mum recently - Mum and Dad were married for 58 years .. kind of looking after Dad .. im not carer as such .. but for time being its fallen on to me help as im the only child .. but I do want to travel and do stuff whilst I still can and my dad knows this and understands .. but both Dad and I are still grieving from loss of Mum and dad is frustrated with his body falling apart - hes 85 going on 86 end of this year .
Hello from Estonia. The nature you walk in your videos look very much like in my country. I like your chats. My dad tried to leave his life and then things were even worse. He was in the old age already when it happened because of health issues. I agree with your view, you cant escape but also you will not be judged when you get back home. Katrin.
Hello from New England! Katrin, Thank you for watching my video. it's a very important subject to me as I have depression issues myself. But I know that I cannot kill myself. I recognize that if I do I still have to deal with myself on the other side. I also agree with you that there is no judgment, Absolutely no judgment. It is not a place like that, where we go... All I see is love and acceptance.
@@SufferousTosh That explains the nature, I have been in Rhode Island a long time ago just for a sightseeing for one day. Very beautiful. I have also a fear to live old and be alone here, I dont have many close people and few of them, who were the most important, are gone on the other side. So can relate to this feeling that how we get through this until our time comes. I lost my person in July. When we met 11 years ago he was 56. He met his love of his life at that age. Anything can happen, you never know when you meet this person. Dont think its not possible. It proves the other way, he loved me to the moon and back and that was mutual.
Some of us do not believe on the “other side”. There is one life, this is it, when it ends, its over. Thats just my belief. My sister committed suicide at age 40, after 20 years of terrible depression that could not be treated. Looking back, i understand why she did it, i wish she had not though. I find your videos very interesting. I think lots of guys our age, are really thinking, what does it look like for the next 20 years. Larry
Thanks Larry for all your support. I am sorry to hear about your sister, my cousin was so beautiful and my confidant in life. I struggle with depression everyday, and currently working on a video to explain its impact and how to dig yourself out. Yes, we are in a midst the greatest evolutionary growth in human history, although very painful, we will in about 10-15 years, be of higher collective intelligence... I will do a video in a few weeks about the future.
Only over the past year did I fully understand the concept that as infinite beings, time is not a barrier we have to overcome. Backwards forwards... it does not matter..
I think that the general view on suicide needs to be changed...I feel that it needs to be looked at with a bit more compassion and understanding and not automatically be deemed as "selfish" and "cowardly"...if someone is at a point in life where they feel they can no longer go on in their pain and loneliness then who are we to so harshly condemn them for wanting to escape it? The majority of people who are truly suicidal also have mental health and substance abuse issues as well and again, who are we to say they are wrong for wanting a way out? Yes, it has a heavily negative impact on those of us who are left behind and we always feel like it was a huge mistake on their part to take their own life but let's try to be a bit more understanding of those who leave us by their own hand...let's hope that they do not regret their decision but instead let's hope they've found peace in crossing over...I don't feel it is "cowardly" at all but rather that it takes a hell of alot of courage to end one's own life...religion has had a huge hand in shaping our views on suicide and we should all consider a different way of thinking about it.....just my own feelings on this subject....everything I've said here is said with the utmost respect to all involved.
I here you very clearly, and I have read every word... I am desperate to help elevate the suffering of people in terrible situations from no fault of their own. I am hopeful, through my series of painful videos related to metal health, that one person can find healing... As I expose my own trauma and struggles with suicide... My addictions only fueling my pain. I am here to tell you that, you must face your demons now or later, but you must face them...Don't delay, because if your light goes out, it dims our lights and we have one less soul to fight against the darkness. Please keep the torch lite, because I know your pain. I can see it, as clear as my love for you... You are a very kind person, I can feel it... Thank you
I do believe in an afterlife. There have been a few times when I wanted to end it. I did a lot of walking and doing so in nature seemed to help. If you just hold on and let time pass those feelings will go and be replaced by others that are not so negative. I believe in a God and he came to earth once and died for us, His name was Jesus Christ.
Thank you for your comment Chris. I think if you walk with this knowledge in life. Fear can not get you.... The knowing is where you will find your peace. Walk in the knowing, that you are a precious individual, Perfect in every way. Keep walking my friend.
Have you studied any testimonies from people who have had near death experiences ? There is a channel called T h e S a n i t y M a c h i n e who analyses these. He also has analysis videos of Dolores Canon and the programme being run. Take care.
I have a copy of the dvd "The Bridge". I don't believe its available anymore, i purchased it years ago when it came out. It is indeed, very interesting.
@@jimvanbemmelen4131 That was one of the best documentaries I’ve ever seen. I couldn’t believe it! I had no idea. That should be on Netflix🧐
yes I also thought it was one of the best documentaries I've ever seen also! I'd have to watch it again to verify, but there is a percentage of people that jump during the night which obviously was not recorded.
I saw it when it came out and I haven't seen it since but it's now part of my thinking. It embedded itself in my consciousness.
I've been having some dark thoughts lately. Things haven't been going well. I've been overwhelmed. But, this video gives me hope. Thanks for posting it.
David, I am glad the video was helpful... That being said, these a very dark times for many of us that can feel it. The weight of it is overwhelming. I have serious depression issues, at age 27 I thought I might go through with it, but then my cousin did it. I saw the effect it had on my family and I could never do that to them. It destroyed us. At age 52 and still depressed, I am now grateful for my suffering. It teaches me daily. Your ancestors are with you now, and they are rooting you on. Like a guardian angel they want you to continue to hold the torch, because you are holding back the darkness for all of us. We are all carrying torches, to keep the darkness at bay, some are brighter than others, but yours is just as important. If your light fades or disappears, we all feel it and we have one less soldier to fight the darkness. Our struggle is harder without you my dearest David..... Much Love
She realized in that moment, that life is a treat. Its so quick and the key is to keep it simple-don’t take life so seriously….
I'm dealing with some minor health issues that without treatment can manifest into cancer. I also have depression and dislike this life so I've backed off on treatment and just want life to take its course.
I am with you, I carry depression around with me every single day, I also don't have the resources to save my own life medically. I do not have health insurance and if something were to happen to me, I will go in peace, naturally as nature is calling me back.... I think that I will always be afraid but no matter what sooner or later we will transition. I just don't want you to be afraid of what it is.... or where you're going. I can tell you, that it is your home and you will recognize it immediately. Like an ever loving warm embrace...
that golden gate bridge story is incredible... the guy who lived... and instantly thought as falling whhhhhhhhhhhhhy did I do this
Did you watch the Doc.?
The moment my cousin actually died from her suicide, was the exact moment she regretted it.
Well Said
How do YOU know?
It's like being caught between the this world and the next. Dolores is wonderful at explaining this.
How do you know this? Was it really her that regretted it or was it those she left behind? I understand your thoughts on this but maybe try to be open to a different point of view...we are all taught that it is a selfish and cowardly thing to take our own life but perhaps there is a more compassionate way of thinking about this thing...would you not hope that she instead found the peace she was obviously so lacking in her life? Maybe I am out of line in saying this because I do not know her but I do know that the things we are conditioned to believe about suicide may not be entirely true....I pray your cousin did not regret it but that she found what she was looking for instead....be well.
I love this place where you go walking, looks like Michigan.
@@melissagoodwin4042 New England North
ALL THE BEST
Thank you
55 here in UK .. been single since 2010 .. not intentionally or anything .. I do love women .. but its the demands of what they want .. which ultimately I cant match ie mansion house , aston martin , chuck load of money to sustain this fairytale lifestyle ... Im quite happy on my own .. just lost my Mum recently - Mum and Dad were married for 58 years .. kind of looking after Dad .. im not carer as such .. but for time being its fallen on to me help as im the only child .. but I do want to travel and do stuff whilst I still can and my dad knows this and understands .. but both Dad and I are still grieving from loss of Mum and dad is frustrated with his body falling apart - hes 85 going on 86 end of this year .
These videos are great, keep doing them.
Thank you for the support Frogtastic
Life is death and death is life 💔
@@finaldestination41 I love your name
Now that's deep !
Hello from Estonia. The nature you walk in your videos look very much like in my country. I like your chats. My dad tried to leave his life and then things were even worse. He was in the old age already when it happened because of health issues. I agree with your view, you cant escape but also you will not be judged when you get back home. Katrin.
Hello from New England! Katrin, Thank you for watching my video. it's a very important subject to me as I have depression issues myself. But I know that I cannot kill myself. I recognize that if I do I still have to deal with myself on the other side. I also agree with you that there is no judgment, Absolutely no judgment. It is not a place like that, where we go... All I see is love and acceptance.
@@SufferousTosh That explains the nature, I have been in Rhode Island a long time ago just for a sightseeing for one day. Very beautiful. I have also a fear to live old and be alone here, I dont have many close people and few of them, who were the most important, are gone on the other side. So can relate to this feeling that how we get through this until our time comes. I lost my person in July. When we met 11 years ago he was 56. He met his love of his life at that age. Anything can happen, you never know when you meet this person. Dont think its not possible. It proves the other way, he loved me to the moon and back and that was mutual.
Some of us do not believe on the “other side”. There is one life, this is it, when it ends, its over. Thats just my belief. My sister committed suicide at age 40, after 20 years of terrible depression that could not be treated. Looking back, i understand why she did it, i wish she had not though. I find your videos very interesting. I think lots of guys our age, are really thinking, what does it look like for the next 20 years. Larry
Thanks Larry for all your support. I am sorry to hear about your sister, my cousin was so beautiful and my confidant in life. I struggle with depression everyday, and currently working on a video to explain its impact and how to dig yourself out. Yes, we are in a midst the greatest evolutionary growth in human history, although very painful, we will in about 10-15 years, be of higher collective intelligence... I will do a video in a few weeks about the future.
Your mind is not erased , you dont have a mind , You are not your name , age , history , attachments , body or thoughts .
There is no time either.... This is the most recent epiphany I have had..
@@SufferousToshrecent?
Only over the past year did I fully understand the concept that as infinite beings, time is not a barrier we have to overcome. Backwards forwards... it does not matter..
@@SufferousTosh so, just this past year huh?
Did not have to, the moment I read the title - ☠🤣
I think that the general view on suicide needs to be changed...I feel that it needs to be looked at with a bit more compassion and understanding and not automatically be deemed as "selfish" and "cowardly"...if someone is at a point in life where they feel they can no longer go on in their pain and loneliness then who are we to so harshly condemn them for wanting to escape it? The majority of people who are truly suicidal also have mental health and substance abuse issues as well and again, who are we to say they are wrong for wanting a way out? Yes, it has a heavily negative impact on those of us who are left behind and we always feel like it was a huge mistake on their part to take their own life but let's try to be a bit more understanding of those who leave us by their own hand...let's hope that they do not regret their decision but instead let's hope they've found peace in crossing over...I don't feel it is "cowardly" at all but rather that it takes a hell of alot of courage to end one's own life...religion has had a huge hand in shaping our views on suicide and we should all consider a different way of thinking about it.....just my own feelings on this subject....everything I've said here is said with the utmost respect to all involved.
I here you very clearly, and I have read every word... I am desperate to help elevate the suffering of people in terrible situations from no fault of their own. I am hopeful, through my series of painful videos related to metal health, that one person can find healing... As I expose my own trauma and struggles with suicide... My addictions only fueling my pain. I am here to tell you that, you must face your demons now or later, but you must face them...Don't delay, because if your light goes out, it dims our lights and we have one less soul to fight against the darkness. Please keep the torch lite, because I know your pain. I can see it, as clear as my love for you...
You are a very kind person, I can feel it... Thank you
Watch out for bears dude!❤
HA! Moose more likely....
Please share your story of here. What are your feelings about the afterlife? do you believe in the afterlife?
I do believe in an afterlife. There have been a few times when I wanted to end it. I did a lot of walking and doing so in nature seemed to help. If you just hold on and let time pass those feelings will go and be replaced by others that are not so negative. I believe in a God and he came to earth once and died for us, His name was Jesus Christ.
Thank you for your comment Chris. I think if you walk with this knowledge in life. Fear can not get you.... The knowing is where you will find your peace. Walk in the knowing, that you are a precious individual, Perfect in every way. Keep walking my friend.
@@SufferousToshPeople are not perfect in every way at all, theres some despicable people out there.
Have you studied any testimonies from people who have had near death experiences ?
There is a channel called T h e S a n i t y M a c h i n e who analyses these. He also has analysis videos of Dolores Canon and the programme being run.
Take care.
In which country do you live?
I got it! New England!🙏💙🩵
Get a dog.